Bwul ky CVy nUM awK mfrI

- igafnI sMqoK isMG afstRylIaf

CVy CVy nf afKo loko CVy vKLq nUM PVy
aDI rfqoN pIhx lwgy aD syr Coly dlLy.
JfV pUMJ ky AuTx lgy aftf dyh nUM lVy.
PUk mfiraF awg nf blLdI BV BV dfhVI sVy.
sfV PUk ky cfry pwkIaF cfr pRfhuxy KVHy.
lAu BrfAu qusIN Kf lAu ieho asfQoN sry.

AupRokq hflq CiVaf dI awj qoN qkrIbn aDI-ku sdI pihlF dI hY. awj qF hflfq bhuq bdl cuky hn. EdoN dI hflq df awj dI hflq nflL mukfblf nhI kIqf jf skdf jdoN CVf qy iekwlf iksfn pihlF hlL vfh ky afvy, Pyr psUaF vfsqy pwTy vZ ky ilafvy qy kuqr ky AuhnF nUM pfvy qy aKIr ivc afpxf rotI-tuwk KLud hI pkf ky Kfvy.

CVf vI pyNzU pMjfbI smfjk jIvn df iek mhwqvpUrn pfqr hY. pyNzU smfj ivc jwtF dI igxqI vD hox krky pyNzU smfj jwt pRDfn hY. pRisD ieiqhfskfr prlok vfsI s: sLmsLyr isMG asLok anusfr jwt rfjpUqF dI iek sLfKLf hn qy sLfied eysy krky hI rfjpUqF dIaF cMgIaF mfVIaF afdqF iehnF ivc vI ivrfsq vjoN hI af geIaF qy ajy qk vI cwlIaF af rhIaF hn. iehnF ivcoN iek DI nUM mfr dyx dI aqI mfVI KLslq vI jwt BfeIcfry ivc cwlI af rhI hY. ies mfVI rsm krky hIy jwtF ivc muMizaF dy mukfbly kuVIaF dI igxqI Gwt huMdI sI. so ieh kudrqI hI sI ik jwt dy sfry puwqF df ivafh ho skxf sMBv nhI sI huMdf. ies leI koeI muwl dy ky ivafh krvfAuNdf sI qy koeI ‘kdysx’ arQfq bMgfl, ibhfr jF nypfl qoN aOrq lY ky afAuNdf sI. koeI ‘dlyr iksm’ df ivakqI koeI qIvIN ies qrHF vI lY afAuNdf sI ijsnUM pyNzU bolI ivc kZ ky ilafAuxf afiKaf jFdf sI; BfvyN ik sLfsqrF ivc aijhy joKoN Bry kfrnfmy nUM ‘gMDrv ivafh’ df nF idqf igaf hY.
hux qoN qkrIbn iek dhfkf ipCoN pqf nhI kI hfl hovygf, Kfs krky pMjfbI jwt iswKF df! vfihgurU hI jfxy! ipCly smy jMmx dy ipCoN kuVI nUM mfiraf jFdf sI pr awj ivigafn dI AunqI krky jMmx qoN pihlF, mF dI kuwK ivc hI DI nUM mukf idqf jFdf hY. ieh kukrm pYisaf dy lflc ivc, jfn dI hr hflq ivc rKvflI krn df pRx krn vflLy, zfktr krdy hn jdoN ik purfxy smy ivc ieh kukrm anpVH dfeIaF kiraf krdIaF sn. kihMdy hn ik iek qrIkf nv jnmI bwcI nUM mfrn df ieh vI huMdf sI ik Ausdy iek nMnHy hwQ ivc pUxI PVf ky qy dUsry hWQ dy aMgUTy nUM guV lf ky aMgUTf Ausdy mUMh ivc dy dyxf qy ieh afK ky jINdI nUM hI GVy ivc pf ky toaf puwt ky DrqI ivc dwb dyxf:
“guV KfeIN pUxI kwqIN.
afp nf afvIN vIrF nUM GWqIN.“

mulk mlfvI dy vsnIk, iek bhuq hI Bly gujrfqI zfktr aMbydkr jI nUM, 1974 ivc mY puiCaf sI ik koeI qrIkf aijhf hY ik bwcy dy jnm qoN pihlF hI Ausdy lVkI jF lVkf hox df pqf lfieaf jf sky. Aus Bly pursL ny dwisaf ik aijhf koeI qrIkf ajy qwk sfzy igafn ivc nhI afieaf. jykr asIN ieh qrIkf lB vI ilaf qF dwsFgy nhI ikAuNik lokIN puwqr dI cfh ivc puwqrI nUM jMmx qoN pihlF hI mfr idaf krngy qy ies qrHF dunIaF ivc iesqrI mrdF dI igxqI df qnfsb ivgV jfvygf. awj ieh pRqwK pfp sfzy vyKidaF hI ho irhf hY qy gwj-vwj ky ho irhf hY.
iswK gurU sfihbfn jI ny ies ivafpk bImfrI nUM rokx vfsqy, afpxy iswKF nUM ies Gor pfp qoN bVI sKLqI nflL vrijaf sI. awj vI iswKF nUM aMimRq Ckx smy ijnHF swq iksm dy ivakqIaF nflL mylL rwKx qoN, mnHf kIqf jFdf hY, AuhnF ivcoN iek kuVImfr vI hY. kuVImfr nflL sFJ rwKx vflLf iswK qnKfhIaf krfr idqf jFdf hY. aTfrvIN sdI dy iek mhfn iswK XoDy, s: jwsf isMG rfmgVHIey df pMQ ivcoN kuJ smy leI Cyky rihx df vI ieho kfrn bixaf sI ik pMQ nUM Aus bfry sLkfieq sI ik Ausdy prvfr ivc kMinaF df kql kIqf igaf hY.
eyQoN qk ik jINdpqI mhfrfjf gjpq isMG dI puqrI nflL vI eyho kuJ hoieaf. ieh qF mhFpursL bfbf guwdV isMG jI dI ikrpf hoeI qy AusnUM jdoN DrqI puwt ky GVy ivcoN bfhr kiZaf igaf qF bwcI aMgUTf cuMGdI jINdI inklL afeI qy srdfrnI rfj kOr bxky, s: mhF isMG sLukrcwkIey dI pqnI aqy sLyir pMjfb mhfrfjf rxjIq isMG dI mfqf hox df, Aus mfipaF vwloN afpxy Bfxy mfr idqI geI bwcI, ny mfx pRfpq kIqf.
jy ikqy jwt df inkf puwq vwzy nUM bfeI pfs krky pihlF mMigaf jfvy qF vwzy df pwqf afm qOr qy kwitaf igaf hI smiJaf jFdf sI. ies qrHF vwzy dy CVy rih jfx sdkf hI sLfied qfey afm krky CVy huMdy sn qy sLfied eysy krky hI jwt qfieaf aKvfAux dy mukfbly qy cfcf aKvfAux nUM qrjIh idMdf hY. iksy aijhy hI qfey nUM, vyhly vylLy, Ausdy BqIjy puwC bYTy, “qfieaf qUM ivafh ikAuN nhI krvfieaf?” “aYvyN GOaaaalL eI ho geI BqIj!” lmkvF ijhf qy inrfsLf Biraf jvfb sI vwqoN lMGy qfey df. keI ijLMdf idl ivakqI BfvyN lokF Bfxy ivafh df smf ivhf hI cuky hox pr ZyrI nhI ZfhuMdy qy ZukvyN mOky dI AuzIk ivc rihMdy hn. aijhf iek qfieaf, afm vFg hI BqIijaF nflL rihMdf sI. srdIaF ivc kuJ iZwlf-mwTf ijhf ho igaf. purfxy simaF ivc hkImF afid dy lwgdI vfh Gt hI pyNzU lok jfieaf krdy sn. iksy KLbr lYx afey sMbMDI ny qfey dI isaflLU kmjLorI BFp ky, GridaF nUM hdfieq kIqI, “bMqf isMG nUM sOx qoN pihlF gVvI duD ivc Cuhfrf AubflL ky idE.“ rfq nUM BqIj nUMh gVvI ivc duD qy kOlI ivc AubilLaf Cuhfrf pf ky ilafeI qy afiKaf, “qfieaf AuT Cuhfrf Kf lY.“ iek dm AuqsLfh ivc AuTidaF qfey ny puiCaf, “kuVy kyhVy ipMzoN afieaf?”
“igRh soBf jFkY ry nfih] afvq phIaf KUDy jfih]” afK ky Bgq kbIr jI ny vI ‘igRh sLoBf’ arQfq pqnI dI mhwqqf nUM mMinaf hY. Bgq DMnf jI ny qF, “Gr kI gIhin cMgI] jn DMnf lyvY mMgI]” afK ky afpxy mUhoN cMgI pqnI dI mMg rwb kolLoN kr leI sI. iksy ajoky isafxy pursL ny vI afiKaf hY ik ibnf vhutI qoN jIvn mnuK df ies qrHF df hY ijvyN duD qoN ibnf cfh. iswK pMQ dy srbAuqm ivdvfn, BfeI gurdfs jI ny qF, KLud sfrI Aumr CVy rihx dy bfvjUd vI, “sgl Drm mih igRhsq pRDfn hY]” afK ky iesnUM vizafieaf hY.
cODrI hym rfj dI sfKI

lfhOr qoN dwKx vwl rfvI qy sqluj dy ivckfrly ielfky nUM nwkf dysL afiKaf jFdf hY. iesdy prgxy cUhxIaF ivc iek ipMz bihVvflL hY. sRI gurU arjn dyv jI jMBr ipMz qoN huMdy hoey eyQy dI jUh ivc afxky ruky qy cODrI hymy qoN pfxI mMigaf. Ausny afiKaf ik njLdIkI KUh df pfxI Kfrf hY qy Auh ipMz qoN jfky imTf pfxI lY ky afAuNdf hY pr siqgurU jI ny myhr dI njLr nflL Kfry KUh vwl qk ky ikhf ik ies KUh df pfxI imTf hY qy eyQoN lY ky afAu. ipMz vfilLaF nUM KusLI BrI hYrfnI hoeI jdoN gurU jI dy bcn sdkf Kfry KUh df pfxI imTf pfieaf igaf.
siqgurU jI ny pRsMn ho ky BfeI hymy nUM ikhf ik Auh afey gey iswK, sMq qy sMgq dI syvf kiraf kry. cODrI hymy dI ieh bynqI ik nf Ausdy Gr KulHf pdfrQ hY qy nf hI Gr vflLI hY jo ik afey gey nUM pRsLfd pfxI sjf ky Ckfvy. gurU jI ny ipMz dI iek ivDvf bIbI nUM afpxI bytI afK ky Ausdf ivafh cODrI hymy nflL krky iswKI kmfAux df AupdysL dy ky duinafvI pdfrQ vI pRfpq hox df vr idqf. ies prvfr Aupr bVI ikrpf hoeI. cODrI hymrfj df puwqr s[ hIrf isMG nkweI imsl df srdfr bixaf qy bihVvflL ipMz nUM afpxy rfj dI rfjDfnI bxfieaf. ies imsl dy muKI, s: Bgvfn isMG dI BYx, dfqfr kOr mhfrfjf rxjIq isMG dI pqnI qy Ausdy vlI aihd, mhfrfjf KVk isMG dI mfqf bxI.
isWK pMQ aMdr bRfhmxvfdI ivcfrF dy pRBfv sdkf afey inGfrF nUM suDfrn dI pRBfvsLflI lihr clfAux vflLy, mhfn afgU, nfmDfrI pMQ dy muKI, bfbf rfm isMG jI ny apxy pYrokfrF nUM spwsLt ihdfieq kridaF iliKaf sI —
lVkI nf iksy mfrxI. nf iksy vwtf krnf.
nf lVkI dy dMm lYxy. jyhVf lVkI mfry bycy, vwtf kry, Ausdy hQF df, Gr df, aMMn pfxI nhIN vrqxf. AusnUM sMgq ivc nhIN vVn dyxf.…iksy df Dwkf krky, nf corI krky nf TwgI krky, kwK afidk bI nhIN lYxf.

mfr ley axjMmy twbr ny!

Coty huMidaF hI iek jwt df puwq suwKf, ivdvfn sMqF dI mMzlLI ivc jf sLfml hoieaf. bVI Dfrimk ividaf pVHI. bVI sucm qy pfrsfeI rwKI. hr prkfr bVI cVHdIklf ivc sflF bDI ivciraf. blik afpxI Dfrimk Aucqf df sUKm ahMkfr vI sI kuJ-ku AusnUM.
kuJ sflF ipCoN rwb sbwbIN ikqy GridaF nUM imlx af igaf. kI vyKdf hY ik vwzy Coty Brf, cficaF qfieaF dy puwq sfry ivafhy gey. jvfk jiHlaF dI mfr kurblL kurblL peI hovy. glLI guaFZ sfry BqIjy BqIijaF vwzIaF CotIaF BrjfeIaF, cfcIaF qfeIaF, bfg prvfr df rOxk mylf. BqIjy BqIjIaF ‘cfcf cfcf’ krdy iPrn, cfcIaF qfeIaF BUaF isr plosx qy suK-sFd puCx. BrjfeIaF bulfAux vI qy sUKm itwcrF vI krn. aijhf rOxk mylf vyK ky kuJ qF QohVf ijhf aMdroN ‘ihwl’ vI igaf. aglf vdfx Dfrimk hox dy ahMkfr dI kMD qy EdoN vwjf jdoN rfq nUM vwzy Brf ny itwcr ijhI vjoN puiCaf, “suxf iPr suiKaf BgqI krn nflL kuJ sLkqI qF pRfpq hoeI hI hovygI!” Ausdf Auqr AuzIky ibnf hI kuJ iKx Tihr ky vwzf Brf Pyr boilaf, “afpxy kIqy gey pfT dI qfkq nflL eyQy bYiTaF hI rsoeI ‘coN pfxI df iek CMnf qy mMgvf dy!” “ieh ikvyN ho skdf ey BfAU?” jvfb sI suKdyv isMG df. “mY mMgvf ky idaF Pyr eyQy bYiTaF hI!” aDUrI ijhI suKdyv isMG dI ‘hF’ hox qy jrnYlL isMG ny DI nUM ‘vfj mfrI, “kuVy iCMdo heIQoN pfxI df CMnf ilafeIN.“ “ilafeI BfeIaf” afKidaF hI kuVI pfxI df CMnf PVI afx KVHI. itwcr ijhI nflL suwKy vwl vyKidaF jrnYl isMG ny kuVI dy hQoN CMnf PVidaF afiKaf, “ikAuN vyKI sfzI krfmfq?”
suKdyv isMG ies sUKm ijhI itwcr nflL kuJ kwcf ijhf qy axsOKf ijhf KLud nUM mihsUs krn lwgf. gwl hfsy hfsy ivc afeI-geI ho geI pr suKdyv isMG dy ihrdy ivc ieh Gtnf KuB ijhI geI. rfq prvfr dy vwzy-Coty jIaF dI cihl-pihl ivc lMG geI pr Auh nId afAux qoN pihlF vfhvf bycYnI ijhI mihsUs krdf irhf.
agly idn suKdyv isMG KUh qy clf igaf. KUh vgdf sI. rotI vylLf smy isr ipMzoN af igaf. sfiraF ny rlL ky Kf ilaf. bfkI prvfrk jI sfry afpo afpxy kMmI lwg gey. koeI ikafry moVn cilaf igaf. koeI mfl-zMgr sFBx ivc ruJ igaf. suKdyv isMG KUh dI mx Auqy bYTf sI. mx Auqy Augy qUq dI sMGxI CF sI. itMzF coN insfr ivc izg rhy pfxI dI sF sF, KUh dy kuwqy dI tk tk, pfxI ivcoN Cx ky af rhI TMzI hvf, vg rhy bOlLdF dy glLF ivc peIaF hmylF dIaF twlIaF dI surIlI afvfjL ny aijhf mfhOl isrijaf ik suKdyv isMG mx Auqy bYTf bYTf afls ijhf mihsUs krn lg ipaf qy mx Auqy hI lMmf pY igaf. hOlLI hOlLI AusdI awK lwg geI. suwqy pey nUM supnf afAuxf sLurU ho igaf. supny ivc hI vyKx vflLy afey sgn lf gey. ivafh vI sfry cfvF, sgnF qy DUMm DVwky nflL ho igaf. Grbfr vws igaf. rwb ny iek BujMgI vI bKLsL idqf. rfq nUM twbr dy rotI-tuwk Kf cukx mgroN vhutI ny afxky afiKaf, “kMqy dy BfeIaf, afh muMzy nUM jrf nflL pf lY. mY Bfzy-tINzy sFB lvF.“ “aeIQy pf dy.“ afKidaF suKdyv isMG ny muMzy leI mMjI qy QF bxfAuidaF jdoN jrf-ku pfsf vitaf qF DVwm krdf KUh ivc jf izgf. DVwm dI afvfjL suxky rOlLf pY igaf. “suwKf KUh ivc izg ipaf; Bwjo Eie!” dI kfvF-rOlLI pY geI. sfry Bwjy afey. KUh ivc izwgx ipCoN suwKy dI awK vI KulH geI qy mfhl nUM Ausdf hwQ vI pY igaf. rwsf lmkf ky BrfvF ny KUh ivcoN bfhr kZ ilaf swuKy nUM. jrnYl isMG ny puiCaf, “kI gwl hoeI suwiKaf?” “hoxf hvfxf kI sI BfAU mfr ley sI axjMmy twbr ny!”
pyNzU smfj ivc CiVaF bfry kuJ-ku lok gIq iesqrHF dy afp muhfry isrjy jFdy rhy. CVy dy Gr awq jLrUrI do cIjF qoN vI KflI vyK iksy mnclI svfxI qoN irhf nf igaf qF Ausdy mUhoN inklL hI igaf:
culHy awg nf GVy dy ivc pfxI,
CiVaf dojLKLIaf.
pMjfbI jyT, qy Auh vI CVf! AusdI hoNd inkI BrjfeI leI suKfvIN Gwt hI huMdI hY. Ausdy idl ivc CVy jyT bfry jo dyr dy mukfbly ivc ivqkrf hY Auh iksy pVdy ivc nhI rihMdf. kI kihMdI ey BrjfeI CVy jyT nUM:
CVy jyT nUM lwsI nhI dyxI,
dyr BfvyN mJ cuMG lvy.
afpxI sLoKL nPLrq df jyT sbMDI ivKfvf vI ies lfeIn qoN jLfhr hY:
myry jyT dy puwTy idn afey,
ikwkrF nUM pfvy jwPIaF.
iehnI idnI qF jyT nUM, siqkfr qy ipafr nflL ‘Bf jI’, ‘vIr jI’ afid sLbdF nflL bulfieaf jFdf hY aqy Gr dy siqkfrq ivakqI vFg afdr idqf jFdf hY pr purfxy smy ivc BfeI jF BfeIaf vI CotIaF BrjfeIaf jyT nUM afiKaf krdIaF sn. aijhy smy ikqy BrjfeI df, rfq dy hnyry ivc jyT dy mMjy dy pfvy nUM Tyzf vwj igaf qy Auh afp muhfry bol AuTI:
tut pYxIey hnyrIey rfqy,
BfeI jI qy mY izg peI.
qVfk krdf jvfb jyT ny idqf:
sfzy kOx nI grIbF Auqy izgdf,
rfm rfm jp BfbIey.
CiVaF dI sLOkInI df ijLkr ies lok gIq ivcoN Jlkdf hY:
Auh Gr CiVaF df,
ijQy sLIsLf mocnf KVky.
CiVaF nUM rfq bhuqI vfr KyqF ivc hI kwtxI pYNdI hY:
CVy jfx gy mwkI dI rfKI,
rMnF vflLy Gr pYxgy.
ivqkrf eynf axivafihaF nflL ik Gr ivc cMgI shUlq vI ivafihaF vfsqy hI rfKvIN rwKI jFdI hY:
rMnF vfilLaF dy plMG invfrI,
CiVaF dI muMj dI mMjI.
eysy krky hI sLfied iksy ny ikhf hY, “klHf qF rohI ivc ikWkr df drwKLq vI nf hovy.“
jykr CiVaF dy Gr ivc koeI vsq-vlLyvF hovy qy AusdI guaFZIaF nUM loV vI hovy qF vI hflq kuJ ies qrHF dI hI huMdI hY:

koeI zrdI pIhx nf jfvy
CiVaF dy do cwkIaF.

keI vfrIN CVy vI nwk qy mwKI nhI bihx idMdy. vyKo aijhy CVy bfry awg lYx geI vfps af ky kI afKdI hY:
CiVaF dy awg nUM geI,
myrI cwpxI vgfh ky mfrI .
kdI-kdFeI ikqy ieAuN vI sLfied ho jFdf hovy ik koeI sLrIky ivcoN lwgx vflLI mnclI BrjfeI, sLrfrq vjoN ikqy awK df iesLfrf kr bYTy qF Pyr CVf iksy huVk ivc ipCf krn lwg pvy qF AusnUM awk ky, sfQxF ivc ieh kuJ afKx leI vI mjbUr hoxf pY jFdf hY:
aYvyN Bwul ky CVy nUM awK mfrI,
vZ ky brUhF Kf igaf.
koeI mnclf CVf ies qrHF byprvfhI vflLf rvweIaf rwKdf hoieaf afK vI idMdf hY:
cuwk crKf ipCFh kr pUxIaF,
CiVaF dI POj lMGxI.
sfzy dysL dy srvAuc dovyN ahudy, arQfq pRDfn qy pRDfn mMqrI dy, ies smy CiVaF dy kbjy ivc hn. gurdfs mfn dy gfxy anusfr, hux qF CiVaF dI pujLIsLn, ies qrHF dI bx geI hY:
CVy CVy nf smJo loko, CVy bVy guxkfrI.
nf CiVaF nUM PoVf iPnsI,
nf koeI lwgy ibmfrI.
dysI iGAu dy pwkx pRfAuNTy,
murgy dI qrkfrI.
hux CiVaF ny gYs lvf leI,
Pukxo ht geI dfhVI.
pihlF BfeI jyT CVy sn,
hux bx gey srkfrI.
hux CiVaF nUM mOjF hI mOjF,
kih gey atwl ibhfrI.
sfzy CiVaF dI,
dunIaF qy srdfrI.
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