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koeI ds ku mhIny pihlF awDI rfq dy smyN idl dI DVkx acfnk hI vwD jfx kfrn GroN pqnI dy Ëor dyx ‘qy hspqfl dvfeI lYx leI gey nUM jdoN zfktrF dy ‘idl df Ëbrdsq dOrf’ kih ky AusnUM GroN iksy hor mrd mYNbr nUM bulfAux aqy vwzy hspqfl lY ky jfx leI POrn pYisaF df pRbMD krn leI ikhf qF mYnUM afpxI Cwz, pqnI df ies gwloN iPkr pY igaf ik ieh ivcfrI rfqIN iewk vjy ikwQy twkrF mfrdI iPrygI. hspqfl dy amly vwloN myry pRqI ivKfeI jf rhI iPkrmMdI qy kfhlI nfl lgfeIaF jf rhIaF afksIjn dIaF tUtIaF df iKafl Buwl ky mYnUM pqnI df hI muV muV iKafl afeI jf irhf sI ijs ny kdy vI hspqflF df aijhf mfhOl aqy pirvfr ‘qy kdy aijhy sMkt nhIN sn vyKy. AusdI hflq qF ieh ho geI ik Auh afpxy Gr ‘BilaF vyilaF’ dy lwgy hoey tYlIPon df nMbr vI Buwl geI sI aqy mYN AusnUM zOr BOr hoeI vyKky Ausdy hwQoN mobfiel PV ky Gr df nMbr imlf ky idwqf hflFik zfktrF ny mYnUM iblkul hI ihwlx julx jF gwlbfq krn qoN sKqI nfl mnHf kr idwqf sI.
ÉYr! kuwJ hI imMtF ‘c myry vwzy Brf, BqIjy aqy aFZ-guaFZ dy kfPI jxy hspqfl puwj gey aqy mYnUM aYNbUlYNs ‘c pf ky dUjy hspqfl vwl rvfnf kr idwqf igaf. pqf nhIN mYnUM awj ikAuN koeI bhuqI Gbrfht jF afpxy jIvn nUM drpyÈ Kqry sbMDI koeI bhuqf iPkr Pfkf nhIN sI? jdoN hspqfl ‘coN hUtr mfrdI aYNbUlYNs qyËI nfl bfhr inkwlI qF acfnk hI rfh ‘c pYNdy iewk rylvy Pftk df iKafl afAuNdy sfr hI mYN doicwqI ‘c pY igaf. soicaf, mnf jykr Pftk bMd hoieaf qF? Pftk bMd hox df iswDf mqlb sI ik Gwto Gwt pMdrF qoN vIh imMt dI dyrI aqy idl dy dOry vflf kMm qF pMj ds imMt ‘c hI afr-pfr ho jFdf hY. pqf nhIN ikAuN mYnUM nfsiqk ijhf huMdf hoey vI pUrf Brosf sI ik Pftk awj bMd nhIN hovygf, iksy vI kImq ‘qy, iksy vI hflfq ‘c, kfrn?
iesdf kfrn kuwJ hI idn pihlF vfprI Gtnf jrUr hI bxygI, aYNbUlYNs ivwc strYcr ‘qy afksIjn aqy hor keI sfrIaF nflIaF lwgy pey hoey, myrIaF awKF awgy PlYÈ bYk vFg iPlm cwl lwgI.
hoieaf ieh ik asYNblI coxF dOrfn akflI aqy kFgrsI vrkrF drimafn iewk JgVf ho igaf. akflI dl dy ijwqx kfrn ieh kudrqI hI sI ik AunHF dy vrkrF df hwQ Auqy sI. puils dI kfrvfeI qoN nfrfË hoey vrkrF ny Bfrq ngr cONk dy nyVy eI[ aYs[ afeI[ hspqfl dy mUhry Drnf dy idwqf. muwK sVk hox kfrn, imMtF sikMtF ‘c hI trYiPk jfm ho geI. dUr dUr qwk bwsF, trwkF, kfrF aqy hor gwzIaF dIaF lfienF lwg geIaF. DrnfkfrI kfPI joÈ aqy guwsy ‘cy nfary lfAuNdyN hoey zFgf KVkf rhy sn. cfry pfsy sihm df mfhOl bixaf hoieaf sI. iksy dI vI juarq nhIN sI ik Auh ienHF nOjvfnF dI kfrvfeI ‘qy ikMqU pRMqU kr sky, puils ajy nhIN sI puwjI.
acfnk myrI nËr ies trYiPk ivwc PsI iewk aYbUlYNs ‘qy peI ijs ‘c Èfied koeI mrIj sI, pr mfhOl hI aijhf sI ik iesnUM jfx dyx dI gwl krn vfly dI KVkfeI ho jfx dI pUrI sMBfvnf bxI hoeI sI. KYr! mYN hOslf kIqf. ies ipCy iewk vwzf kfrn ieh sI ik iewk pwqrkfr hox dy nfqy ielfky ‘c myrf cMgf roab dfb sI aqy ihMsf ‘qy AuqfrU hox nUM Auqfvly ho rhy zFgf vfly nOjvfn vI mYnUM kuwJ nhIN kihxgy, ieh myrf XkIn sI. mYN awgy ho ky aYNbUlYNs dy zrfeIvr nUM puiCaf ik kI aMdr koeI mrIj hY qF Aus jvfb idwqf
“srdfr sfihb mrIj aMdr qF nhIN hY, pr asIN iksy gMBIr mrIj nUM lYx jf rhy hF, ivcfrf AuzIk irhf hoeygf.” mYN AusnUM ikhf ik iksy nf iksy qrHF mYN AusnUM ieQoN qF lMGf idMdf hF pr Auh vfpsI vyly ies rsqy nf afvy ikAuNik ienHF df koeI pqf nhIN hY ik ieh ieQy rfq 12 vjy qwk Drnf lgf ky hI bYTy rihx. zFgf qy hfkIaF vfilaF dy ivcfly mYnUM not buwk ‘qy pYWn PVI iPrdy nUM vyKky Aus nUM kuwJ afs bwJI. mYN AuWcI dyxI ikhf “beI aYNbUlYNs nUM lMG jfx idE”, “nhIN nhIN, koeI nhIN lMGygf” iewk vfrI keI afvfËF afeIaf. ‘Eie mrIj aY! iehdf kI ksUr aY? ienHy quhfzy qoN kI lYxY? quhfzy rfm rOly ‘c grIb AUN eI mfiraf jfAu, bws iehnUM jf lYx idE” mrIj aYNbUlYNs ‘c hox df JUT boldf hoieaf mYN zFgf vfly nOjvfnF nUM pry hwtx leI afK irhf sF. afm qOr ‘qy lVfeI JgVy qoN bcx vfly suBfa df mflk hox dy bfvjUd pqf nhIN mYN iks qrHF ieh hONslf kr irhf sF. mYnUM AunHF qoN iblkul hI koeI BYa nhIN sI af irhf. aYNbUlYNs myry ipCy ipCy hOlI hOlI af rhI sI. mYN nfary mfrdy kuwJ nOjvfnF nUM sVk qoN prHy krn ‘c kfmXfb irhf sF, aYNbUlYNs nUM rsqf iml igaf sI. Auh qF ipMjry ‘coN Cwzy cUhy vflI spIz ‘qy plF ‘c hI awKoN Ehly ho igaf. ieh sB kuwJ vyK rhy myry nfl KVy iewk dosq ny myry moZy ‘qy hwQ Drky ikhf “Xfr bVf cMgf kMm kIqY. Auh mrIj, ijsnUM ieh lYx cwly ny, ivcfrf AuzIkdf hoieaf hI qVP irhf hovygf. qUM AusnUM nhIN jfxdf, nf hI Auh qYnUM jfxdf hY pr iewk gwl pwkI hY ik ieh zrfeIvr mrIj dy kol puwjdy sfr hI ieh jrUr khygf ik mYN qF Èfied trYiPk jfm ‘c Pisaf hI rihMdf, jykr mYnUM iewk srdfr jI nf lMGfAuNdy. Xfr qUM qF mrIj hI nhIN Ausdy pirvfr dIaF asIsF vI Kwt leIaF ny, ieh Cotf nhIN sgoN iewk vwzf kMm qUM kr ivKfieaf, jo hfrI sfrI dy vws df rog nhIN hY, qUM qF rwb bxky AunHF nUM bhuiVaYN.” swcIN hI awj mYnUM lwg irhf sI ik mYN aYNbUlYNs lMGf ky vwzf kMm kIqf sI. mYnUM iewk alOikk sMquÈtI df anMd af igaf sI.
…[ qy hspqfl iljFdI hoeI aYNbUlYNs dy cwky jdoN rylvy lfienF qoN lMGdy mYnUM mihsUs hoey qF “Pftk bMd nhIN ho skdf” df myrf XkIn swc inkilaf sI, ikAuNik iewk rwb dI hoNd `c Aukf hI ivÈvfÈ nf rwKx dy bfvjUd myrf pwkf ivÈvfÈ hY ik aMq ‘Bly df Blf’ hI huMdf hY.

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