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- joigMdr isMG kYroN (zf[)

(joigMdr kYroN pMjfbI jLbfn df iewk ivlwKx glpkfr hY. Ausny sLurU ivc sMkyiqk aqy pRqIkfqmk khfxIaF ilK ky iewk alwg iksm dI bOiDk AUrjf vflI sMjmI sLYlI dI isrjxf kIqI. AuprMq Ausny ‘nfd-ibMd’ aqy ‘sBnF ijwqIaF bfjLIaF’ ijhy invyklI iksm dy nfvl ilK ky nfvl Kyqr ivc afpxI pYNT bxfeI. ipwCy ijhy Ausdf iewk hor nfvl ‘rojLf mya’ pRkfisLq hoieaf hY. Auhdy ivhfr, bolF aqy rcnf ivcoN mfJf Kyqr afpxy pUry jlO nfl jlvfgr huMdf hY. asIN aglI vfr qoN ‘sIrq’ ivc kYroN df blU stfr EprysLn dy dOr nUM muKfqb nfvl ‘nIly qfiraF dI mOq’ iksLqvfr Cfpx df PLYslf kIqf hY. ieh nfvl ajy qwk asloN axCipaf qF hY hI nfl dy nfl Aus dOr bfry iewk ivlwKx aqy pRmfixk rcnf vI afKI jf skdI hY.-sMpfdk)

bVI dyr qoN mY afpxy qfey bfry ilKxf cfhuMdf sI ikAuNik myrf qfieaf pMjfbI swiBafcfr df bVf aËIb icRwqr hY. jd mYN Cotf huMdf sI qF mYnUM qfey ivwc koeI vI vfDU KUbI nhIN sI lwgdI pr ijvyN ijvyN mYnUM ijMdgI dI smJ lwgI mYN sfihq ivwcoN ijMdgI dy ajIbo grIb cirqr pVHy qF mYnUM mihsUs hoieaf ik myrf qfieaf vI iewk ivÈyÈ pfqr hY aqy mYN jfxdf hF ik pMjfb ivwc ieho ijhy hor vI bhuq sfry pfqr hn ijhVy qkrIbn hr ipMz ivwc ivcr rhy hn aqy ivwcr cuwky hn ijhVy iblkul hI axgOly rih gey hn. jnI ijMnHf vwl iksy gihrI nËr vfly dI ingHf hI nhIN geI. pr myrf qfieaf myrIaF rcnfvF ivwc vwK vwK rUpF ivwc bfr bfr afAuNdf hY. mYN hYrfn hF ik qfieaf icwtf anpVH hY aqy Aus ny sfrI Aumr ikvyN kwZ leI?
qfey horF dy twbr bfry mYN kihMdf huMdf hF ik aqy sfzy aMgF sfkF ivwc vI ieho hI gwl mÈhUr hY ik ieh lok izvYlp hoey eyrIey ivwc nhIN rih skdy. Auh eyrIaf ijQy qfey horIN rihMdy hox jd izvYlp ho jFdf hY qF Auh awgy cly jFdy hn. Èfied AuhnF dy suwK df ieho hI rfË hY. pihlF Auh bfr dy ipMzF ivwc murwibaf ivwc vfhI KyqI krdy aqy mOjF nfl rihMdy sn pr jd pfiksqfn bixaF qF AuhnF nUM ieDr afAuxf pY igaf. ËmIn ajnfly qihsIl ivwc pY geI ijQy hVH bVy afAuNdy sn. jd AuQy DuwsI bwJ geI hVH afAuxo ht gey qF qfey horIN jmIn kYNsl krvf ky srsy qihsIl ivwc lY gey ijQy jMgl hI jMgl sn. jd kuwJ sflF bfad jMgl vwZ ky jmIn afbfd kIqI. Aus qoN bfad AuQy sVk aqy ibjlI vI af geI qF qfey horIN jmIn vyc ky rfjsQfn ivwc koty bUMdI nyVy cly gey. jd mYN ipClI vfr amrIkf qoN vfips igaf qF qfey dI poqrI dy ivafh df kfrz afieaf hoieaf sI myrf vI qfey nUM imlx df bVf icwq krdf sI imlx leI mn ivwc ieh gwl sI ik mnf iPr pqf nhIN kdI imilaf jfxf hY jF nhIN clo nfly ivafh vyK afAuNdy hF nfly qfey nUM iml afAuNdy hF. AuNJ vI qfey df myry nfl moh vI bVf sI mYnUM Coty huMidaF qfey ny hI iewk ihsfb nfl pfilaf sI. myry Coty huMdy dI mF dI mOq ho jfx qoN bfad qfey ny hI mYnUM iKzfieaf sI aqy mYnUM lfz ilzfey sn. Aus ny mYnUM afpxy DIaF puqrF nfloN vI vwD ipafr idwqf sI. so bhuq kuwJ soc ivcfr ky moh vws mYN Aus ivafh Aupr clf hI igaf. mYnUM vyK ky qfey nUM cfa hI cwVH igaf. iewk hÌqf ijvyN kihMdy huMdy af ik ivafh vFg lMiGaf pr Auh qF swc muwc hI ivafh sI.
jd mYN ivafh qoN bfad vfps afAux lwigaf qF qfieaf kihx lwgf ik cMgf kIqf qUM af igaf hYN ijAuNidaf dy myly ho gey, hux qUM BfvyN myry Bog qy vI nf afeIN.
qfey dI Aumr hux sO qoN Aupr hY. qfeI dI kuwJ Gwt hoxI hY, qfey dy muMizaf ny dwisaf ik qfeI qyrI iewk idn cly clI sI, byhoÈ afp ho geI qy AucI AucI bolI jfvy, bfpU afpxy nfl kfnf pf idE kfnf pf idE!
Üok ivsvÈ hY ik murdy nfl kfnf ËrUr pfAuxf cfhIdf nhIN qF murdf vwD jFdf hY.
qfey dI Xfd mYnUM AudoN dI hY jdoN bcpn ivwc iewk rfq mYN pfxI mMgdf mMgdf ro irhf sI aqy bfr bfr kih irhf sI ik mYN pfxI df glfs Br ky hI lYxf hY. pfxI vflI GVvMjI Aupr iqMn GVy pey sn. qfieaf mYnUM ivKf ivKf ky pfxI df glfs BrI jf irhf sI. pr mYN iPr vI ieho khI jf irhf sF ik mYN Br ky hI lYxf hY.
mYnUM roNidaF sux ky iewk guaFZI myry qfey nUM puwCx lwgf, ÌOjf ishF kI mMgdf hY muMzf?
qfey df juafb sI ik kihMdf hY pfxI df glfs Br ky lYxf hY.
guafZI kihx lwgf ik Br idE pfxI df glfs ieh ikhVI vwzI gwl hY.
qfieaf kihx lwgf afjf qUM Br dyh iPr.
sMn sMqflI vyly qfieaf bfr dy guaFZI ipMzF ivwc luwt mfr krn jFdf sI, myrf dfdf Aus nUM gfl mMdf krdf ik qusIN lokF nUM lutdy iPrdy ho qusI afpxf twbr mrvf lYxf hY. pr qfey nUM kdI vI koeI prvfh nhIN sI hoeI. Aus ny afpxy iewk muslmfn imsqrI koloN iewk qop bxvfeI hoeI sI. qop kIh sI, iewk lohy df porf ijhf hI sI ijhVf agly pfsy qoN cOVf sI ipCly pfsy qoN qMg sI. ijs dy ipCly vfly pfsy iewk morI sI. ijQy plIqf lwgdf sI. ijs idn Aus ny qop tYst krnI sI Auh bfpU nUM kihx lwigaf ik bfpU rOly pYx vfly hn afpF Krfs qy aftf pIh leIey.
bfpU qoN afigaf lY ky Auhny Érfs jf joiVaf. dfxy pIhx leI bld joV ky kfmf AuQy Cwz ky afp GoVI Aupr cwVH ky qop lYx clf igaf. jdoN qop GoVI Aupr lwd ky vfips afieaf qF Aus qop nUM Krfs dy cMny nfl bMn ky clfAux lwigaf qF Aus nUM plIqf nf lgfAuxf afvy.
pryÈfn hoieaf Auh muV ky qIjy ipMz igaf qy Aus muslmfn Xfr imsqrI nUM nfl lY ky afieaf ik mYnUM plIqf lgfAux dI jfc dws dyh. jdoN plIqf lfieaf qop cwlI qy Krfs df cMnf Zih igaf. aqy sfry ipMz ivwc hfhf kfr mwc geI. qfey ny sMn sMqflI vyly keI bMdy mfry sn hux jdoN keI vfr Aus nUM mYN puCdf ik qfieaf qusIN bMdy ikAuN mfry hux quhfnUM aÌsos nhIN huMdf bMdy mfrn df? qF Aus df juafb huMdf ik lY aÌsos kfhdf? Auh sfnUM mfrdy sI asIN AuhnF nUM mfrdy sF. Auh kihMdf ik mYnUM qF sgoN iewk ihrK hI rih igaf hY ijhVf kMm qyry cfcy mihMdr isMG ny kIqf Auh myry koloN nhIN ho sikaf. jdoN mYN puwCdf ik qfieaf Aus ny kI kMm kIqf sI qF Aus df juafb huMdf sI ik, iewk vfr iewk muslmfn kpfh dy Kyq ivwc luikaf hoieaf sI. mihMdr ny Aus nUM bfhr afAux leI ikhf. jd Auh bfhr afieaf qF mihMdr ny Aus nUM GoVI bxn leI ikhf jd Auh GoVI bx igaf qF mihMdr ny Aus dI ikrpfn nfl DOx lfh idwqI pr mYN ajy qwk GoVI bxf ky koeI bMdf nhIN mfr sikaf.
kfÌly ivwc qF pihlF pihk sfzy gwzy Aupr Kfx pIx leI sfrf sfmfn sI ijhVf asIN ipMzoN lY ky cwly sI pr hOlI hOlI ieh sfrf sfmfn Éqm huMdf igaf. iPr qfieaf GoVI Aupr cwVH ky AuhnF ipMzf ivwc jFdf ijhnF ivwcoN iswK afbfdI AujV ky ihMdosqfn clI geI huMdI. AuQy isrP muslmfn lok hI rih gey sn. qfieaf inDwVk AuhnF ipMzF ivwc jFdf. Auhdy kol brCf huMdf sI. keI vfrI Auhdy nfl cfcf mihMdr vI huMdf jF koeI hor sfQI. Auh AuQoN dy muslmfnf nfl GoVI AuproN hI dfl afty df sOdf krdf, iPr Auh AhnF nUM kihMdf ik aftf aqy dfl aYs kMD Aupr rwK idE. mYN pYsy vI iewQy hI rwK dyvFgf. qfey ny keI vfr ieMj hI aftf dfl keI ipMzF ivwcoN ilaFdf sI. Aus ny isrP afpxy vfsqy hI nhIN sgoN keI hornf GrF nUM vI ieMj hI rfÈn ilaf ky idwqf sI. qfey dI ieh lok isafxp hI sI ik awj mYN ijAuNdf jfgdf hF. hoieaf ieMJ ik iewk idn jd sfzf kfÌlf jf irhf sI iewk nihr dy moV qoN iewk imltrI vflf qfey nUM kihx lwigaf ik afpxf gwzf nihr dI ptVI dy nfl nfl moVky qury jFdy kfÌly dy mgr mgr lf lvy pr qfey ny afpxf gwzf moiVaf nhIN sI aqy afpxy hI ihsfb nfl awgy nUM leI igaf, hukm adUlI krn qy Aus imltrI vfly ny qfey dIaF mOrF ivwc zFg mfrI pr qfey ny zFg dI prvfh nf kIqI aqy afpxy gwzy nUM iswDf hI hwkI igaf, ieMj bfkI mgr afAuNdy gwizaf df kfÌlf vI qfey dy mgr mgr af igaf. jd asIN bwlokI vfly hYWz qy phuMcy qF pqf lwigaf ik ijhVy gwzy imltrI vfly dy afKy nihr dy nfl nfl cly gey sn AuhnF sfiraf nUM luwt ilaf igaf hY aqy sfry lokF nUM mfr idwqf igaf hY. qfey nUM mfx sI ik jy sfzy kol qop nf huMdI qF sfzf kfÌlf vI mfiraf jfxf sI.
qfey dy keI kfrnfimaF df mYnUM vwzy hoky pqf lwigaf sI. koeI vI hIlf vrqxf pvy pr qfieaf iksy kMm ivwc hfr nhIN sI mMndf. keI vfr jd ipMz ivwc iksy ny hlF dI mMg pfAuxI qF qfey ny sfrI rfq afpxf hÜ agly hflI dy isafV ivwc hI leI jfxf. jdoN idn cVHnF qF qfey ny lf ky bldF nUM prfxI llkfrf mfrnf, af jfE! peI ijMny myry bldF nfl bld BjfAuxy ny. hux bfkIaF dy bld Qwky huMdy sn aqy qfey dy vsmy. AuhnF nfl mukfblf kOx kry?
AudoN ajy pMjfb vMizaf nhIN sI igaf. ieDr afx ky mYN aqy qfey ny sfry pMjfb df dOrf sfeIklF Aupr kIqf sI. qfieaf jdoN vI sVk Aupr sfeIkl clfAuNdf qF hr iewk sfeIkl vfly nfl ËrUr ijwd pYNdf. keI isafxy hMdy sn AuhnF ijwdxf nf pr qfey ny Aus nUM jfx buwJ ky AuksfAuxf. keIaF dIaf qfey nfl burdF lwg jFdIaF. mYN qfey horF dy ipwCy rih jfxf. qfieaf mYnUM aglI mMjl smJf ky, ik ikwQy imlxf hY, agly bMdy nfl sfeIkl BjfAuxf ÈurU kr dyNdf.
jdoN ikMnI dyr bfad mYN jfky qfey nUM imldf qF qfieaf mYnUM smJfAuNdf, kmilaf jdoN ieho ijhf pycf pY jfvy qy quhfnUM pqf lwg jfvy ik aglf quhfzy qoN qkVf ey qF iewk vfr sfrf Ëor mfr ky agly qoN sfeIkl iewk vfr awgy kwZ lAu iPr awgy ijhVI vI sVk afvy, Auh ijhVy iksy pfsy nUM muVdI hovy, AuDr nUM hI afpxf sfeIkl moV lAu, agly nUM kI pqf ik qusIN ikDr nUM jfxf hY.
qfieaf kdI hfrn vflf bMdf nhIN sI. Aus ny kihxf aqy afp krnf vI jdoN iksy nUM qfp vgYrf cVHnf qF qfey ny slfh dyxI ik vfhx ivwc lyto, afpy hI buKfr lwQ jfAugf. qfieaf afp vI jdoN Aus nUM buKfr vgYrf cwVHdf qF ieMj hI krdf, Auh kihMdf huMdf sI ik buKfr vI bMdy nUM vyK lYNdf hY ik ikhVf bMdf ivhlf hY. ijhVf bMdf, buKfr BfvyN pMjf mIlF qy hovy qy mMjf mwl ky cfdr lY ky pY jfvy, Auh Aus nUM hI cwVHdf hY ikAuNik buKfr nUM pqf lwg jFdf hY ik ieh bMdf mYnUM hI AuzIk irhf hY.
bfr vfly ipMz ivwc qfey bfry mÈhUr sI ik ÌOjf isMG ijMnf mrËI motf rwsf vwitaf hovy qoV dyNdf hY. iPr ÈrqF lwgdIaF lok iekwTy huMdy, motf sfrf rwsf vwitaf jFdf. qmfÈbIn afx hfËr huMdy, qfieaf KulHy mYdfn ivwc inkldf, rwsy nUM hfVdf imxdf iPr rwsf lYky bYT jFdf, qfieaf rwsy nUM dohF pYrF ivwc aqy DOx duafly pf lYNdf aqy do cfr Gsry mfr ky hI rwsf qoV dyNdf, hux mYnUM smJ lwgdI hY ik qfieaf rwsy nUM bhuqy Ëor nfl nhIN sgoN Gsry mfr ky rgV ky hI qoVdf sI. qfieaf iewk hwQ nfl gwzf vI mUDf mfr dyNdf sI, ieh jugq Aus ny mYnUM vI isKfeI sI. ijs nUM mYN keI vfr krky vyiKaf aqy vKfieaf hY.
ijQy vI koeI kMm qfey muqfbk Êlq huMdf hovy, qfieaf brdfÈq nhIN sI krdf iesy leI Auh mwq dyx ivwc bVf XkIn rwKdf hY.
mwq dyx vflIaF qfey dIaf keI gwlF hux vI jdoN mYnUM Xfd af jFdIaF hn qF myrf afp muhfry hI hfsf inkl jFdf hY. mYN Cotf ijhf huMdf sI ik mYN vyiKaf sfzI iewk mwJ df kMn siVaf hoieaf hY. jd mYN Gr vfilaF nUM puiCaf ik mwJ dy kMn nUM kI hoieaf hY qF AuhnF ny dwisaf ik iehnUM qyry qfey ny mwq idqI hY. mYN puiCaf ik Auh ikvyN? qF AuhnF ny dwisaf ik ies mwJ nUM lIVy Kfx dI bVI BYVI vfdI sI.
iewk idn qfieaf kihx lwgf iehnUM vI mwq dyxI pYxI hY. sfry socx ik BfAU ÌOjf isMG iehnUM mwq ikvyN dyAugf?
iehny kI kIqf ik iewk purfxI jyhI pwg lYky pftI ijhI AuhnUM mwJ dy lfgy rwK idqf Auhny vI afpxI afdq anusfr Auh pwg KfxI ÈurU kr idwqI. jdoN Auh pwg Aus dy aMdr awDI ku lMG geI qF bfkI rihMdI pwg nUM BfAU ny awg lf idwqI. hux Auh pwg nf Auhdy aMdr lMGy nf bfhr inkly, Auh jI iBafxI sfry ipMz ivwc BwjI iPry, Auh sVdI hoeI pwg Auhdy kMn Aupr jf peI aqy Auhdf kMn sV igaf iPr jdoN vI qyry qfey ny Aus mwJ dy awgy koeI kwpVf krnf qF Auhny ikwlf putf ky dOV jfxf.
qfey dI mwq dyx dI AuhnF iewk hor gwl suxfeI. AuhnF ny dwisaf ik sfzy ipMz iewk kuwqI huMdI sI. dfdI qyrI ny jdoN vI hflIaF dIaF rotIaF lY ky KyqF nUM afAuxf qF Auhny vI nfl nfl af jfxf, AuhnUM bVI mfVI afdq sI ik AuhnUM jdoN vI rotI dI burkI pfAuxI qF Auhny mUMh qFh nUM krky burkI boc ky hI KfxI. qfieaf kihx lwgf ik iehnUM vI mwq dyxI hI pYxI hY. asIN socIey ik BfAU iehnUM mwq ikvyN dyAUgf? jdoN iewk idn mfqf rotIaF lYky afeI qF Auh kuwqI vI mgr mgr af geI. sfzy nfl huMdy sn muslmfn swky. Auh huwkf pINdy huMdy sn. BfAU ny kI kIqf ik iewk TIkrI lY ky Aus huwky dI topI ivwc rwK idqI. iPr BfAU ny iewk do burkIaF Aus kuwqI vwl AuqFh nUM krky suwtIaF. Auhny afpxI afdq anusfr boc leIaF. iPr qfey qyry ny kI kIqf, icwmty nfl Auh qwqI qwqI TIkrI cuwk ky qFh nUM suwt idqI. kuwqI ny vI afpxI afdq anusfr AuhnUM boc ilaf pr Auh qF bhuq hI grm sI. Auh Auhdy sMG ivwc jf peI kuwqI qF jI lvy lytxIaF, Aus df burf hfl ho igaf. iPr jdoN BfAU Auhdy vwl burkI lY ky jfvy, Auh qF jI do do ikwly prHF nUM BwjI jfvy.
ieh sfrIaF gwlF qF mYN afpxy vwizaF qoN suxIaF sn pr jdoN pfiksqfn bx igaf qF ieDr af gey qfey ny mMzI ivcoN iewk vihVkf lY aFdf muwl, cMgf ijhf vyK ky, vyKx cfKx nUM Auh bhuq sohxf sI, pr Auh hY sI bihkÜ. jdoN vI qfey ny hÜy jF suhfgy joiVaf krnf Auhny Ausy vyly bih jfieaf krnf. iewk idn qfieaf kihx lwgf puq qYnUM vI mwq dyxI hI pYxI hY. asIN Coty Coty huMdy sI asIN socIey ik pqf nhIN qfieaf ies nUM ikvyN mwq dyAU?
hfr ky Auh idn af hI igaf ijs idn qfey ny AuhnUM mwq dyx df pRogrfm bxf hI ilaf. Aus ny afpxy kfmy nUM ikhf ik qUM ies nUM gwzy awgy joxf hY aqy ijvyN mYN khUMgf Ausy qrIky nfl hI krnf hY. qfey ny kI kIqf ik iewk kxk dy nfV df pUlf bxf ilaf nfV qF pihlF hI suwkf huMdf hY Aus nUM awg Bwj ky pYNdI hY, pr qfey ny nfl Aus pUly Aupr imwtI df qyl vI pf ilaf aqy AuhnUM awg lfky kfmy nUM kihx lwgf hux joa iehnUM gwzy dy awgy. Auhny vihVky nUM gwzy awgy joiVaf qF Auh afpxI afdq anusfr bihx lwigaf jdoN Auh bihx leI hyTF nUM hoieaf hI sI qF qfey ny bldf bldf pUlF Auhdy hyTF kr idwqf. jdoN hyToN syk ipaf qF Auh vihVkf mfr ky Cfl ijAuN Bwijaf sxy gwzy dUr qwk inkl igaf Aus qoN bfad nhIN iPr kdI Auh vihVkf muV ky bYiTaf.
jdoN sfzI jmIn srsy ijly ivwc jf leI qF AuQy jMgl bVf huMdf sI. qfey horF sfnUM Coty muMizaF nUM kihxf ik qusIN awgy awgy Gfh bUt mfrI jfAu asIN hwÜ vfhuMdy afAuNdy hF. mYN aqy qfey df muMzf asIN agly Kyq ivwc cly gey bUtIaF puwtx. awgy asIN vyiKaf ik iewk bhuq hI vwzf ÌnIar swp pUrI ÌMn iKlfr ky ikMnf hI Aucf hoieaf ÌuMkfry mfr irhf sI. asIN AuQoN hI vfps Bwjy aqy jf ky qfey horF nUM dwisaf ik asIN nhIN AuQy jfxf AuQy qF bhuq vwzf swp hY. qfieaf kihx lwgf clo pihlF swp nUM hI jfky mwq dyNdy hF. myrf cfcf, myrf ipAu aqy qfieaf sfry hÜ Cwz ky Aus Kyq vwl af gey ijQy asIN swp vyiKaf sI. pr swp AunI dyr nUM ikDry luk igaf sI. pr qfieaf kihx lwgf iehny awj muMizaF nUM zrfieaf kwl nUM sfnUM zrfAU, iehnUM qF awj hI mwq dyxI hY. dUjy dovyN Brf vI Auhdy mgr lwg gey.
AuhnF ny swp dI lkIr vyKI aqy Auhdy mgr mgr cwl pey. swp iewk bhuq vwzy mlHy ivwc vV igaf iPr qfey horF ny bhuq sfrIaF moVHIaF iekwTIaF krky Aus mlHy Aupr sutIaF aqy Aus nUM awg lgf idwqI. mlHy dy hyT iewk Kuwz sI swp Auhdy ivwc vV igaf. bws aglf pRogfrm Kuwz nUM puwtx df ÈurU ho igaf. ajy QoVI ijhI hI DrqI puwtI sI ik swp bVI qyjI nfl bfhr nUM inkilaf qF iqafr KVy myry cfcy ny Auhdy lwk ivwc zFg mfrI qF Aus df lwk tuwt igaf pr Auh tuwty hoey lwk nfl vI pUrI ÌMn iKlfr ky KVf ho igaf aqy lwgf ÌUMkfry mfrn jd cfcf iewk zFg hor mfr ky Aus nUM mfrn lwgf qF qfieaf kihx lwgf vyKIN mwKxf ajy nf mfrIN ajy nf mfrIN pihlF iehnUM mwq dy leIey, iPr qfieaf swp dy sfhmxy iewk sotI ijhI ieMj ihlfvy ijvyN jogI bIn vjfAuNdf hY. qfey ny ajy ieh qmfÈf QoVI dyr hI kIqf sI ik swp nUM pqf nhIN ikMnf gusf afieaf qy Auh tuty hoey lwk nfl hI pUrI Cfl mfr ky cfcy dy pYrF ivwc jf izigaf qy Aus nUM zMg hI mfr dyx lwgf sI pr cfcf ipCFh df ipCFh hI izwg ky msF bicaf, Auh AuWcI sfrI afvfË nfl kihx lwgf lY quM iehnUM mwq dy lY mYnUM lY bihx lwigaf sI.
jdoN mYN pVHfeI dy cwkr ivwc mfJy dy ipMz kYroN af igaf qF qfey nfl myrf myl jol Gt igaf sI. pVHfeI qoN bfad myrI nOkrI vI ieDr hI lwg geI. ies leI mYN sfl ivwc iewk do vfr hI ipMz vwl cwkr mfrdf qF qfey nfl cMgI mulfkfq ho jFdI.
mYN bwcpn qoN hI dyKdf af irhf sF qfey dy nwk Aupr iewk ËKm ijhf huMdf sI. jd qfey nUM puwCxf qF Aus ny kihxf afh mfVI ijhI iÌmxI hoeI hY ieh Brn iÌsx huMdI rihMdI hY. bfad ivwc pqf lwigaf ik ieh qF sikn kYNsr hY. pr qfey nUM ies dI koeI prvfh nhIN sI.
iewk vfr mYN qfey nUM slfh idwqI ik qfieaf qUM myry kol aMimRqsr af qYnUM nwk qy ibjlI lvf dyvFgf. qfieaf kihx lwigaf, cMgf peI, heI ÈvfÈy! heI ÈfvfÈy!
heI ÈfvfÈy! qfey df qkIaf klfm hY. qfey ny jdoN vI iksy nUM koeI gwl smJfAuxI huMdI qF Auh agly dI bFh zOly qoN Guwt ky PV lYNdf qy nfly gwl smJfeI jFdf nfly Aus dI bFh bfr bfr ihlfeI jFdf. qfieaf ikAuNik bhuq hI qyËI nfl boldf sI Aus nUM pqf huMdf ik aglf bMdf Aus dI gwl nhIN smJ irhf. ijMnI dyr nUM aglf bMdf gwl smJdf Aus dI bFh vI duKx lwg jFdI.
qfey df dUjf qkIaF klfm hyKF! sI. jdoN vI koeI gwl qfey dI mrjI dy iÉlfÌ ho jFdIN qF Auh kihMdf hyKF ieh ikvyN ho jfAU.
iewk idn qfieaf afpxy muMzy nfl lVn izhf, Aus nUM gfÜF kwZI jfvy, Auey kwtf guafc igaf hux mwJ ikvyN coxI aF?
muMzf kihx lwigaf, bfpU kwty dy gÜ df rwsf cfcy kol hY.
qfieaf Jwt kihx lwigaf Auey golI mfr kwty nUM, hux cfcy qyry df rwsf nf muVy.
sfzy iekwly twbr df hI nhIN qkrIbn sfry jwtF df hI ieh hfl huMdf hY ik jykr bfhr hor koeI nhIN lVn nUM imldf qF afps ivwc lV pYNdy ny. mYN keI vfr Coty huMidaf vyiKaF ik myry cfcy qfey aqy myrf ipAu iekwTy hl vhuMdy hI lV pYNdy sn aqy lVdy vI bVI mfmUlI ijhI gwl qoN. ijvyN iksy ny afpxy bldF nUM joVn lwigaF iksy dI arlI aVf leI jF iksy df rwsf lY ilaf. ieh lVfeIaf vI bVIaF mfmUlI huMdIaf sn aqy huMdIaF bVIaF hI mfmUlI gwlF qoN sn. ieh vI cMgI gwl hI huMdI ik ieh lVfeIaf huMdIaf vI mUMh ËubfnI sn, kdI hwQo pfeI dI nObq nhIN sI afeI. iewk idn dI gwl hY ik sfry Brf iekwTy hl vfhux zhy qF qfey ny gwl CyV leI, mwKxf! ies vfr quM vyK lf, qUM iPr nhIN ies vfr vylxy nUM qyl lfieaf, Aus dy sfry bUVIey Gs gey hn.
cfcy mwKx ny ikhf nhIN BfAU mYN lfieaf sI qyl qUM ikvyN kih irhf hY ik mYN nhIN lfieaf?
-qy iPr mYN JUTF? bUVIey afp dwsx zhy ny ik qyl nhIN lwgf. -nhIN BfAU qYnUM BulyKf hY mYN qyl lfieaf sI.
-mYnUM koeI BulyKf nhIN qUM mUMh hnyry hI jfky vylxf joV lYNdf hY aqy qyl nhIN lgfANudf mYN ieMj suwkf vylxf nhIN vwgx dyxf.
-lY qUM myrI vfrI df vylxf ikvyN zwk lvyNgf. jdoN myrI vfrI hovygI mYN joVUMgf hI vylxf.
myrf ipAu ijhVf AuhnF df ivckfrlf Brf sI, AuhnF nUM kihMdf Cwzo iehnF jfBHF dy ByV ivwcoN kI inklxf eyN. pr Auh AuhnF dovF nUM pUrI qrHF nf rokdf qy qfieaf afpxf hÜ Cwz ky prHF jf KloNdf qy vfhx ivwc lIk mfr ky kihMdf, lY peI mwKxf afh eI vylxf jy quM bhuqf hI Blvfn aF qF af joV ky ivKf Blf.
cfcf mwKx ihriKaf hoieaf qy bwboilkf hoieaf cuwp cfp hÜ dI jMgI nUM PVI Kloqf rihMdf. qfieaf kuwJ dyr bfby dIp isMG vflI llkfr vflI lIk Aupr Kloqf rihMdf qy muV afx hÜ dI jMgI ÌV bldF nUM qor lYNdf. ieh kihMidaf, hy KF vwzf afieaf vylxf jox vflf.
pr hux mYnUM iehsfs huMdf hY ik ivwcy ivwc myrf ipAu myry qfey vwl dI gwl kr jFdf sI. pqf nhIN AuhnF doNvF dI cfcy mwKx nfl kI lwgdI sI? myry bfby ny afpxy ihsfb nfl afpxy bwicaf nUM pflx dI vMz kIqI hoeI sI. vwzy muMzy qfey POjf isMG nUM Aus ny vfhI ivwc lgfieaf hoieaf sI. myrf ipAu jo Aus qoN Cotf sI, nUM skUl ivwc pVHny pfieaf hoieaf sI. mfVI iksmq nUM ipMz ivwc iewk kql ho igaf ijs ivwc ieh dovyN vwzy Brf vI Ps gey, ies leI myry ipAu nUM pVHeI ivwcy hI CwzxI peI. Aus nUM awTvIN ivwcoN hI htxf ipaf. cfcy mwKx isMG nUM Aus ny Gulx ivwc lgfieaf hoieaf sI. ijs df kMm isrP mwJF crfAuNxIaf qyl mÜxf Ëor krnf aqy duwD iGE pIxf hI sI. iewk qrHF nfl Aus sfzy Gr df DIdo hI sI. ijs qoN hux ipAu mrn qoN bfad ijvyN ieh dovyN Brf ipCly bdly lY rhy sn. pr iehnF BrfvF dI ieh cMgI gwl hI sI ik iehnF dI lVfeI kyvl mUMh ËubfnI hI huMdI sI. Auh kdI iewk dUjy dy gÜ nhIN sn pey aqy nf hI kdI hwQo pfeI hoey sn, jykr iewk iËafdf grm ho jFdf qF dUjf TMzf ho jFdf ieMj Auh mOkf tfl jFdy sn aqy muV iPr iekwTy hI kMm krn lwg jFdy sn. pr jd koeI hor bfhrlf bMdf ieh soc ik ieh afps ivwc guwsy rfjI hn, iksy Brf nfl Aurf prf krn lwgdf qF sfry iekwTy ho ky jf pYNdy.
jd hirafxy dI srsf qihsIl jo ik hux iËlf hY, ivwc jmIn jf peI qF Auh ipMz ajy nvF nvF hI bwJf sI ikAuN ik Auh sfrf ipMz muslmfnf dI sI aqy Aus ivwc sfry iswKF nUM ËmIn alft ho geI sI. sfry nvyN alftI sn. bfkI sfry mflvy dy Gr sn sfzf iekwilaF df Gr hI mfJy df sI ies leI iewk qF sfzI awl hI mfJy vfly pY geI dUjI gwl ipMz dI cODr dI sI. ieQy qfey df nfhrf sI bc bcf ky rihxf h, Y ibgfnf dys hY koeI pMgf nhIN lYxf. afpxf kwlf Gr hY ipMz ivwc qF koeI guafhI dyx vflf vI nhIN. jmfnq qF iks ny dyxI hY?
pr ieho ijhy vyly ijvyN pMgy dUroN dUroN afx cMbVdy hn. iewk mlveI nfl pqf nhIN pfxI qoN jF iksy hor gwl qoN pMgf pY igaf. Auh mflvy ivwcoN afpxy ipCly ipMzoN kuwJ vYlI ijhy lY afieaf. Auh cfr pMj jxy sn. AuhnF ny svyry hI nhf Do ky gÜF ivwc bMdUkF pfAuxIaf aqy nihr vwl nUM iÈkfr Kyzx qur pYxf. Èfm nUM AuhnF ny mfry hoey iÈkfr nUM qVky lgfAuNxy aqy koTy Aupr bih ky nfly Èrfb pIxI mIt Kfxy aqy kdI kdI AuqFh nUM Ìfier kr dyxy. AuhnF dI mnÈf sfzy pirvfr Aupr mfnisk dbdbf pfAuxf sI. ieh sfrf kuwJ iewk hÌqf cwldf irhf. iewk idn Èfm nUM qfieaf cfcy mwKx isMG nUM puwCx lwigaf ik mwKxf jy Blf ieh bMdy afpf ivwcoN iksy nUM mfr dyx qy iPr?
cfcf mwKx kihx lwigaf iPr kI ieho Tfxy Tpfxy hI hor kI?
qfieaf kihx lwigaf jy Blf afpF iehnF ivwcoN iewk do mfr dyeIey Pyr?
cfcy df iPr vI ieho hI juafb sI iPr vI Tfxy hI jfxf hor kI krnf?
qfieaf kihx lwigaf ik Tfxy qF dohF hI hflqF ivwc jfxf pYxf, iPr vylf ikhVf vyhny af ËrUr mr ky Tfxy jfxf. mfr ky ikAuN nf jfeIey?
qfey ny lYky sfry BrfvF nUM nfl qy Ausy rfq hI jf Tfh Tfh kIqI. Aus mFgvIN DfV df pqf hI nf lwgf ik ikDr nUM geI hY. nf hI Aus idn qoN bfad AuhnF ivwcoN iksy nUM Aus ipMz ivwc vyiKaf.
aglI vfr jd mYN ipMz igaf qF qfey df nwk iewk pfisAuN pUrf hI siVaf hoieaf sI. mYN puiCaf qfieaf nwk nUM kI gwl ho geI hY?
qfieaf kihx lwigaf hnUMmfngVH qoN ibjlI luaf ilafieaf hF.
mYN ikhf qfieaf ieh ibjlI QoVI lwgxI sI?
qfieaf kihMdf hor ikhVI lwgxI sI?
mYN bVf smJfieaf pr qfey nUM smJ nf lgy Aus nUM qF ieho hI pqf sI ik jd vI kdI zMgrF dy koeI igltI vgYrf inkl afAuNdI sI qF Aus nUM lohy dI koeI sIK qwqI krky gul lgfAuNdy sn. ieho ijhy guwl qfieaf afp vI zMgrF nUM lgfAuNdf irhf sI. ieho ijhf guwl hI qfieaf gMgfngr afpxI DI nUM imlx igaf hnUMmfngVH qoN lgvf ilafieaf sI.
Aus dy nfl ijhVf bMdf igaf sI. Aus ny dwisaf ik qfieaf ikvyN kursI Aupr zwt ky bYT igaf. aqy nwk sfVn vflf pqf nhIN kfhdy nfl iehdf nwk sfVI jfvy pr qfey ny pIV dI Borf vI prvfh nhIN kIqI sI pr iehdIaF awKF ivwcoN pfxI ËrUr vg irhf sI.
mYN qfey nUM ikhf ieh ibjlI aMimRqsr qoN lwgxI hY aqy afiKr iewk vfr mYN qfey nUM aMimRqsr ilafAux ivwc kfmXfb ho hI igaf. mYN soicaf ik qfey nUM iewk mhInf ryzIeyÈn lwgxI hY ikAuN nf AunI dyr qfey nUM awKr igafn hI krvf dyvF, clo bwsF dy borz hI pVH ilaf krygf. myry hËfr vfr isr KpfAux qy vI qfieaf eIVf AUVI (Auh AUVy eIVI nUM ieho hI kihMdf sI) qoN awgy nf vwD sikaf.
aMimRqsr gurU qyÊ bhfdr hspqfl ivwc zfktr myry vfikÌ sn AuhnF ny jldI hI qfey df ielfj ÈurU kr idwqf.
ielfj nUM ajy hÌqf vI nhIN sI hoieaf, ik iewk idn qfieaf kihx lwgf, juigMdr isMhF zfktrF nUM kih myrf ielfj ÈurU krn.
mYN ikhf qfieaf, ielfj qF ÈurU hY.
Auh kihx lwigaf, kdoN? Auh qF mYnUM hnyry ijhy ivwc kuwJ dyr kursI Aupr ibTf Cwzdy hn, iPr kihMdy hn cwl bfpU jfh hux!
mYN ikhf qfieaf kuwJ qF krdy hI hoxgy?
qfieaf kihMdf lY jy kuwJ krdy hox qF mYnUM nf pqf lwgy? nfly AuhnF nUM koeI pYsf Dylf dyvyNgf qF hI kuwJ krngy.
mYN afiKaf qfieaf zfktr myry vfikÌ ny sfrf kuwJ krngy.
qfieaf kihMdf, pYsf cwldf hr QF, vfkÌI nUM koeI nhIN puwCdf, Auh smyN gey jdoN asIN sFJ isaFx bdly bMdf mfr dyNdy sI.
agly idn mYN qfey dy nfl hspqfl igaf. zfktr nUM puiCaf qF Aus ny dwisaf ik qfey df ielfj cflU hY.
mYN ikhf ik qfieaf kihMdf hY mYnUM kuwJ krdy hI nhIN, mYnUM kuwJ pqf hI nhIN lwgdf.
AuhnF ikhf ieh ielfj qF aYksry vFg huMdf hY qfey nUM kI pqf lwgxf hY?
bVI muÈkl nfl qfey nUM smJfieaf, pr jdoN ds ku idn hoey qF qfieaf lwgf iewk idn kysI ieÈnfn krn. jd qfey ny sfbx lfieaf qF qfey dy sfry isr dy aqy dfhVI dy vfl Auhdy hwQF ivwc af gey.
afpxy hwQF ivwc vfl PVI qfieaf myry vwl afieaf qy kihx lwgf ÈfvfÈy peI jigMdr isMhF kr idqI nf ÈrIkF vflI gwl, eysy leI mYnUM nfl lYky afieaF sI ipMzoN? hux mYnUM ipMz vVn jogf nhIN Cwizaf.
mYN hYrfn hoieaf nfly hwsI jfvF nfly qfey nUM afKI jfvF qfieaf qUM qy kihMdf sI ik mYnUM krdy hI kuwJ nhIN.
qfieaf kihMdf kI pqf sI afh kuwJ krvfAuxf sI qUM myry nfl.
mYN ikhf qfieaF koeI gwl nhIN qUM rfËI ho jfvyNgf vfl iÌr af jfxgy.
qfieaf kihx lwigaf mYnUM nhIN qyrf ieqbfr kihMdf kuwJ hor hYN, krdf kuwJ hor.
ÉYr ikvyN nf ikvyN qfey df ielfj krvf ky Aus nUM ipMz qoiraf aqy nfl hI Aus dI ingHf bnvfAux dI sulfh mfr leI.
qfieaf aMimRqsr afieaf qF mYN Aus nUM awKF vfly hspqfl, mjITf roz zf[ bljIq iZwloN kol lY igaf. qfey dy sfry tYst vgYrf kr ley. sfry tYst vgYrf vyK ky zf[ iZwloN kihx lwgf ik qfey nUM mfVI ijhI hfrt dI Èkfieq hY. ies leI pihlF ieh ielfj krvf leIey. qfey nUM gurU nfnk hspqfl qoN duafeI lY idwqI.
qfey nUM qF ieh vI nhIN pqf ik koeI idl dI ibmfrI vI huMdI hY. kuwJ idn duafeI Kfx qoN bfad qfieaf Ëor lgfAux lwg ipaf ik jigMdr ishF awKF df pRYÈn ikAuN nhIN krfAuNdf. ipMz jfky bVIaF PVF mfrdf hYN ik Ìlfxf zfktr myrf Xfr ey, ZINgrf Xfr ey.
mYN ikhf, qfieaf mYN jfky zfktr iZwloN qoN pqf krdf hF ik kI krnf hY.
mYN iZwloN sfihb qoN pqf kIqf. qF Auh kihx lwigaf ik iewk qF qfey dy nwk df kYNsr bVf viDaf hoieaf hY, dUjf hfrt dI vI pRfblm hY jy AuhnF nUM byhoÈI vflI suMGfeI jF tIkf lgfieaf qF ho skdf hY qfey nUM muV ky hoÈ hI nf afvy. mYnUM zfktr dI gwl dI smJ lwg geI. pr ieh gwl qfey nUM ikvyN smJfeI jfvy?
aKIr ivwc qfey nUM ieh gwl dwsxI hI peI ik qfieaf zfktr kihMdy hn ik jy qYnUM byhoÈI vflI duafeI suMGfeI qF ho skdf hY qYnUM muV ky hoÈ hI nf afvy.
qfieaf Jwt hI kihx lwigaf, lY duafeI nf suMGfAx, AuNj hI pRyÈn kr dyx.
mYN afiKaf qfieaf AuNj qF pIV bVI hoxI hY.
qfieaf kihx lwigaf, ÈfvfÈy! lY pIV mYnUM hoxI aF ik zfktr nUM?
bVI muÈkl nfl qfey nUM ipMz vfips Byijaf qy qfeI nUM qy hor Gr vfilaF nUM kih idqf ik qfey nUM duwD, iGAu nhIN dyxf.
jdoN mYN aglI vfr ipMz igaf qF qfieaf mMjy Aupr cOkVf mfr ky bYTf, awgy QflI ivwc aMny dI ihwk vrgy prONTy aqy Aupr mwKx rwiKaf. lfgy stUl Aupr pqf nhIN lwsI df jF duD df iglfs rwiKaf.
vyNihMidaF sfr hI mYN qfeI nUM ikhf, qfeI qYnUM ikhf sI qfey nUM duwD iGAu nhIN dyxf.
qfeI ny ajy juafb vI nhIN sI idwqf ik qfieaf bol ipaf, ÈfvfÈy peI ÈfvfÈy! dyeI jfh eyhnUM puTIaF mwqF. qYnUM ies krky pVHfieaf sI ik qUM sfzf Kfxf pIxf hI bMd kr dyvyN.
qfeI kihx lwgI sfzI ikhVI mMndf ey. hËfr Ëor lgfAux qy vI qfey ny duwD iGAu nhIN Cwizaf. eynI Aumr ivwc vI mYN koty jfky vyiKaf ik qfieaf bfhrly brFzy ivwc mMjf zfhI ipaf.
jdoN mYN afpxy Brf jnI qfey dy puwqr nfl iglf kIqf ik qfey df mMjf bfhr ikAuN zfihaf hY qF Auh kihx lwgf, BfjI mMndf nhIN, kihMdf bfhr pyÈfb vgYrf dI sOK rihMdI ey. Aus ny disaf ik ajy qwk afp bfhr aMdr jf afAuNdf hY koeI muÈkl nhIN.
mYN soc irhf sI ik eynIaF ibmfrIaF hox dy bfvjUd vI qfieaf afrfm nfl ijAu irhf hY, ies df kfrn Èfied qfey df ijMdgI pRqI rvweIaf aqy anjfxqf hI hY.
nhIN qF koeI piVHaf iliKaf huMdf qF Aus ny ieh soc ky mr jfxf sI ik Aus nUM kYNsr hY jF hfrt bfry sux ky hI Aus ny hux qwk afKrI hfrt atYk krvf lYxf sI.
qfey dy Bolypn jF axjfxqf dI iewk hor Gtnf mYnUM Xfd af geI hY. jd mYN pihlI vfr amrIkf afieaf sI qF AuQoN iewk lYptfp kMipAUtr lY afieaf sI.
ipMz jf ky mYN qfey nUM bVIaF PVF mfr mfr ky dwisaf ik ieh afh vI kr dyNdf hY aOh vI kr dyNdf hY. iehnUM jo vI kho Auho hI kr dyNdf hY.
qfieaf sihj Bfv nfl hI kihx lwgf, hlfa! heI ÈfvfÈy! lY iPr iehdy qoN sfzf vI iewk kMm krvf dyh.
mYN ikhf ikhVf qfieaf?
afh! sfzy ipMz vfly lMbVdfr dIaF lwqF BMnvf dyh iehdy qoN.
mYN hwsx lwigaf qy idl ivwc socx lwigaf, vfh peI qfieaf sfrI Aumr qyrI Bolypn ivwc hI lMG geI hux agly jnm ivwc vyKo qfey df kI bxdf hY? pr qfieaf ajy qF pUrI qndyhI nfl ies jnm ivwc vI zitaf hoieaf hY.
jdoN mYN vfps qurn, mYN qfey nUM Piqh bulfeI qF qfieaf kihx lwigaf, jigMdr ishF! sfzf lMbVdfr vflf kMm nhIN kIqf qUM peI ajy qfeIN.
mYN ikhf, qfieaf kIqf ikAuN nhIN? lMbVdfr qF mr igaf sI ipCly sfl.
qfieaf hwQ qy hwQ mfr kihMdf, hlfa! heI ÈfvfÈy peI, bVf kuwqf bMdf sI. asIN af gey Auhdy qoN jmIn bcfa ky, bfkI nhIN bicaf Auhdy qoN koeI.
vfps muVidaf mYN afpxy ipMz vfly lMbVdfr bfry socdf afieaf. ijhVf sfry ipMz dI ËmIn afpxIaF hyrf PyrIaF nfl lY igaf sI. afpxy kfimaF nfl vI Auh ieMj hI krdf sI. jdo Èfm nUM Auh Gr dI kwZI dysI dfrU pIx lwgdf qF nyVy iPrdy afpxy sIrIaF nUM ‘vfË mfr ky kihMdf, lY shurI idaf pI lY Guwt sfry idn df Qwikaf hoieaf eyN. nfl Aus nUM Aubilaf hoieaf iewk aFzf vI dy dyNdf.
jdoN Auh kfmf jF sIrI sfl bfad ihsfb krdf qF lMbVdfr sfry sfl Aus nUM ipafey hfVy aqy aFzy Aus dy ihsfb ivwc ilKy huMdy.
jykr koeI sIrI Aurf prf krdf qF lMbVdfr sihj Bfa nfl hI kihMdf, sfilaf ieh muÌq afAuNdy ny? pihlF KFdy sI cfa nfl hux cIkF mfrdy ho.
ies ihsfb nfl mYnUM qfieaf TIk hI lwigaf sI, ijhVf iewk ajgr qoN bc ky ieDr AujfV ivwc af igaf sI.
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