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gwl ikRsims dy idnF dI hY .
jdoN sLfipMg sYNtr ivwc bhuq BIV ho jFdI hY aqy mYnUM sikAurtI gfrz df
kMm kridaF qkrIbn do ku sfl hox nUM afey sn . hux mYN suwK nfl aMgryjLI
vDIaf bol aqy smJ lYdF sI aqy sikAurtI ryizAu df vI iesqymfl shI ZMg nfl
kr lYdF sI . lokF dIaF muisLklF nUM sulJfAux ivwc mYN hux mfihr bx igaf
sI . awj myrI qIsrI mMijl ivwc izAutI lwgI aqy sLfm dI isLPt df sPr cfr
vjy qoN lY ky rfq dy bfrF vjy qwk qYa krnf sI .mYN qIsrI mMijl Auwqy
puwj ky bws ieDr AuDr GuMm irhf sI aqy sjy hoey sYNtr vwl vyK irhf sI jo
mYnUM dIvflI dy Auh idn Xfd krvf rhy sn jdoN mYN afpxy Gr (pMjfb) ivKy
afpxy mF bfp aqy CotI BYx dy nfl Gr nUM dIvy aqy mombwqIaF nfl sjfAudF
huMdf sI . sLfm dy pMj vwjx nUM afey aqy bRyk nMU hfly kfPI smF sI .
ieDr AuDr vyKdy nMU acfnk iewk aDKV Aumr dI aorq jo sLkl qoN cfeInIs
vrgI lgdI sI , myry vwl nMU vDdI hoeI ivKfeI idwqI . Auh bhuq zrI aqy
GbrfeI hoeI ids rhI sI . ijAuN hI myry kol puwjI ies qoN pihlf Auh mYnUM
kuJ khy mYN Ausdy ichry Auwqy ilKy hoey suaflF nUM vyKdy hoey ikhf ,“afr
XU afl rfeIt , mYzm? kYn afeI hYlp XU ivd smiQMg”? aqy nfl hI mYN QoVI
ijhI muskurfht idwqI qF jo Auh afpxy afp Auwqy kMtrol kr sky . zrdI-zrdI
Aus aOrq dy mUMuh ivwco ieh hI inkilaf “mfeI sn, afeI lost mfeI sn” .
hux mYN Aus df drd jfx cuWkf sI ik Auh afpxy Koey hoey bwcy nUM lwB rhI
hY . Ausy smy mYN sfry gfrzs nMU ies bfry dsx leI ryizAu Auwqy ikhf “koz
XYlo , eysIan boafey” Pyr bwcy bfry Aus aOrq qoN puwC ky ikhf “vIairMg
vfiet tI sLrt aYNz blU pYNts” . sfnMU gfrzs nUM ieh Kfs hdfieqF imlIaF
sn ik kdy vI lost vrz df iesqymfl nhI krnf qF jo lokI ikqy Gbrf nf jfx
.sfry gfrzs ny myrI gwl iDafn nfl suxI aqy Aus bwcy dI Bfl ivwc lwg gey
. izAutI dy suprvfiesr dI hdfieq qy mYnMU Aus aorq kol hI rukxf ipaf .
mYN gwlF krky Ausdf iDafn vtf irhf sI . Aus ivcfrI nMU aMgryjLI pUrI qrF
nhI sI bolxI afAuNdI . kuJ ku awKr Auh afpxI jLubfn dy bol rhI sI jo
myrI smJ qoN bfhr sI pr swc mMnxf mYN iewk mF dy drd nMU cMgI qrF pCfx
irhf sI .awKF ivwc hMJU qy bwcy dI qlfsL sfP idKfeI dy rhI sI .mYN Aus
nMU iewk kYPy dy kol lY igaf qy izRMk bfry puiCaf pr Ausny ienkfr kr
idwqf . mYN ieh jfx igaf sI ik AusdI ipafs hux Ausdf bwcf hI buJf skdf
hY .Ausdf ieh hfl mYNQo vyiKaf nf igaf aqy Ausdy hwQ PV ky idlfsy idMdy
hoey ikhf “trst mI , XUar sn ivl bI Pfien” rwb jfxy Auh myrI jLubfn smJ
rhI sI ik nhI pr mYnMU ieJ jfipaf ijvyN Ausny myry idwqy idlfsy nMU
prvfn kr ilaf hovy . jjLbfqI huMdf hoieaf mYQoN irhf nf igaf aqy iewk
vfr Pyr ryizAu Auwqy ikhf “km aon gfies, lyzI ies krfeIMg, vI kYn PFiez
df boafey, vI gotf hYlp hr” . aqy sLfied mn hI mn swcy vfihgurU dy awgy
ardfs krn lwgf ik ies df Koieaf puwqr iml jfvy . kihMdy ny kdy swcy
idloN kuJ mMgoN qF rwb vI nyVy ho ky sux lYNdf hY . eynI dyr dI gwl sI
ik mYnMU ryizAu Auwqy kfl afeI qy pwqf lwgf ik iewk gfrz ny bwcy nMU lwB
ilaf hY . mYN Aus aorq nMU lY ky dwsy itkfxy vwl lY ky jfx lwgf pr Auh
ivcfrI ijNvy guMm sMum KVI sI Pyr mY Aus nMU afpxy nfl jfx leI iesLfrf
kIqf . sLfied AusnMU hux XkIn ho igaf sI ik asIN Ausdf bwcf lwB ilaf hY
. AusdI qurn dI rPqfr myry qoN ijafdf sI aqy ijAuN hI asIN AuwQy phuMcy
qF Ausny afpxy bwcy vwl vyiKaf qF iewk dm Bwj ky Aus vwl nMU vDI aqy
jFdy sfr glvkVI ivwc lY ilaf . qy bVI AuwcI afpxI jLubfn ivwc kuJ kihx
lwgI . kdy Auh Aus bwcy nUM ihwk nfl lf lYNdI qy kdy Aus nMU kuwJ kih ky
zFtdI . jLubfn BFvy koeI hor sI pr aMdfjL iblkul iewk mF vrgf sI . hux
Aus aorq dy ichry dI muskfn vfips af geI sI . ieh kuJ vyKidaF ijvyN
mYnMU afpxI mF Xfd af rhI sI . ieh soc ik mYN afpxf PrjL pUrf kr ilaf hY
qF ryizAu Auwqy ikhf “QYnks gfies, koz XYlo hYs PInIsLz” Pyr mYN afpxI
QF Awqy vfips jfx hI lwgf sI ik Auh aorq afpxy bwcy nUM cuwkI myry vwl
nMU af rhI sI . myry kol af ky kihx lwgI “XU afr gwuz , QYNk XU”, aqy
ieh kihMdI ny mYnMU afpxI glvkVI ivwc lY ilaf . swc mMnxf ieh glvkVI vI
myrI mF dI glvkVI vFg hI sI ies dy ivwc vI Auwnf hI inG sI Auwnf hI
ipafr sI . hux mYN sLfied afpxy afp nMU rok nf pfieaf aqy awKF Br afeIaF
. ieMJ lwgf ijvyN ikMnI dyr bfad mF ny mYnMU gl nfl lgfieaf hovy . kuJ
dyr leI qF mYnMU Auh afpxI mF ijhI jfpI . QoVI dyr bfad AuhnF nUM alivdf
kih ky mYN afpxI QF Auwqy vfips af igaf . sfrI isLPt ivwc myrf idl nf
lwgf . bRyk dy smyN ivwc vI kuJ Kfx nUM idl nf kIqf . swc puwCo qF mF dy
hwQ dIaF pwkIaF rotIaF Kfx nMU idl kIqf pr sLfied jo myrI iksmq ivwc nhI
sI . sfrI isLPt ivwc mYN ies hI hfdsy bfry socdf irhf. jdo kMMm Kqm kIqf
qF Gr vVdy-vVdy mYnMU sfZy bfrF ho gey sI . Gr vVdy sfr hI Gry Pon krn
lwgf qF Pon kfrz dy ivwc ds imMt hI sn . pihlF CotI BYx nfl gwl krky mF
nfl gwl krn lwgf qF ikhf “pYrIN pYNdf mF , qusI TIk Tfk ho ?” qF awgo mF
dI afvfjL afeI “puwq lfzly , qUM TIk aF myry bwcy,” ieh bol suxdy hI
myrIaF awKF Br afeIaF pr afpxy afp nMU sBfldy hoey mF nUM awj dI bIqI
sfrI gwl dwsI qF mF kihx lwgI “pwuq lfzly mYnMU PKLr af qyry Auwqy qMU
jo prdys jf ky vI lokF dI mdd krdf hYN , nfly qUM vyiKaF jy iewk mF qoN
Ausdf puwqr dUr ho jfvy qF Aus mF df kI hfl huMdf hY ? Aus df puwqr qF
isrP pMdr imMtF leI hI ivCiVaf sI qy Aus mF ny Guwt pfxI df nhI sI mUMh
ivwc Diraf, DMn dI qyrI mF af jo ijMdgI nMU ikvyN kwt rhI aF” iehnF gwlF
ny mYnMU hor rvf idwqf . Pyr afpxy afp Auwqy kMtrol krdy hoey ikhf hor
mF dIvflI iks qrF dI rhI ? qF awgo mF bolI “eys sfl vI eydF hI dIvy
Puwky ny , qyry ibnF sfzI kfhdI dIvflI” ieh gwl sux mY mF nUM ikhf mF
eys vfr jrUr afvfNgf . eynI dyr dI hI gwl sI ik kfrz df smF muwk igaf
aqy gwl ivwcy ivcfly hI rih geI . sLfied Aus rfq mYN bhuq roieaf aqy
BuWKf Bfxf eydF hI soN igaf qy pqf hI nhI lwgf ik kdoN nINd af geI . Aus
rfq Pyr mF mYnMU supny ivwc imlI jo mYnMU vfips bulf rhI sI . jdoN svyry
AuiTaF qF dubfrf Pyr zolrF dI dOV ivwc lg igaf. |
