kunn kunn da da
- amrjIq cMdn
 

(amrjIq cMdn dy suhj, isafxp aqy ilKq df afpxf hI nvyklf rMg huMdf hY. cMgI vfrqk pVHn vfly pfTkF dI iqRpqI leI asIN AusdI cuinMdf vfrqk dy nmUny hr mhIny sIrq ivc Cfpx df PLYslf kIqf hY.-sMpfdk)

PfgVdI PMuk iPMkrI, rfgVdI rix igD rVwkYN.
lfgVdI luQ ibQurI, BfgVdI Bt Gfie BbwkYN.
bfgVdI brwKq bfx, JfgVdI Jlmlq ikRpfxM.
gfgVdI gj sMjrYN, kfgVdI kwCy ikMkfxM]
- cAubIs avqfr, dsm gRMQ

ieh kunn kunn da da kI hoieaf? iehdf kI mqlb hY? ieh Èbd kOx boldf hY jF ieh afvfËF kOx kZ irhf hY? Auh bolxoN htdf ikAuN nhIN? ienHF svflF dy jvfb myry koÜ nhIN. kuJ-kuJ aMdfËf hY, jo mYN ds nhIN skxf. jy dwsx lwigaf, qF Auh ÈbdF c smfAuxf nhIN.

kunn kunn hrnfm dI iksy kivqf df pihlF imsrf hY qy da da pRym pRkfÈ dI khfxI ÉUnbhf ivc jfnvrF vrgI afvfË inklx qoN aYn pihlF vyly dI iksy sMjogk Èbd dI gUMj hY. jfnvrF vrgI afvfË pqf kdoN inkÜdI hY? jd myrf ijsm gwzI Qwly afAux lwgf hovy jF acfnk KUh c Zihx lwgf hovF jF purfxI nmoÈI df iÉafl af jfvy, qF ieho afvfË inkÜdI hY - da...da...da qy Pyr jfnvrF vrgI afvfË. mYN ieh DÍnIaF kfÊË `qy CpIaF kdy pVHIaF sI; Auh ismrqI c ikqy atk geIaF qy jfgidaF koeI vI kMm kridaF acfnk ibn-bulfieaF iËhn ivc af bihMdIaF hn; jfx df nF nhIN lYNdIaF. ieh DÍnIaF cwkIrfhy dI cuMj vFÕ isr c vwjdIaF hn. myrf vws nhIN cldf; icq lf ky kMm nhIN huMdf. koeI sfhmxy bYTf gwlF kr irhf hY, pr myrf iDafn kunn kunn da da vl hY. mYN awKF muMd ky KVHf hF; pr ies qrHF myrI ardfs qF nhIN suxI jfxI. ieh hI nhIN; hor keI Èbd, DÍnIaF, qsvIrF iDafn ml ky bih jFdIaF hn; ipwCf nhIN CwzdIaF. bymqlb, ÌËUl, AUljlUl. pr kuJ vI qF bymqlb nhIN. hr ÈYa df mqlb hY. hr ÈYa Xfd ivc bwJI hoeI hY. Auh hr ÈYa, ijsdI hoNd hY, jF ijhVI inrI iÉaflI hY; Auh smyN dI kuTfÜI c pY ky ZÜ jFdI hY. ieh ismrqI huMdI hY, Auhdy hox dI qy AuhnUM krn vfÜy dI. ismrqI dy sfgr ivwcoN ijvyN koeI mwCI hvf c CfÜ mfrdI hY qy hvf c atk ky rih jFdI hY. iÉlfa ivc asMK mwCIaF ltk rhIaF hn.

sfeIN sfeIN kwcy gogly nf KfeIN, iZwz pIV huMdI ey.

iswDV-ijhf muMzf sfeIN myry skUl df jmfqI sI. iehnUM muMzy hykF lf-lf CyVdy huMdy sI. pcfDoN AuWjV ky afey twbr df ieh bwcf sI. EdoN rÌUjI, ’roVf qy JFgI smarQI Èbd huMdy sn. BfÈf XfnI ismrqI dI ihMsf df ieh iewko nmUnf kfÌI hY. ienHF lokF dy injI qy smUhk duKFq df bwicaF nUM qF kI vwizaF nUM vI pfs nhIN sI. virHaF mgroN sfeIN Esy skUl sfhmxy gwck, mrUMzy dI CfbVI lfAux lg ipaf. kwcy gogly dI hyk virHaF qoN mYnUM qMg krdI rhI hY. awj ies bfry ilKidaF sfeIN mYnUM cMgf lg irhf hY; BoÜf, imhnqI, dsF nhMuaF dI ikrq krdf Blf bMdf. (sfeIN qurkI bolI df Èbd hY, ijhdf arQ hY - ipafrf). ies vyly kuJ vI bymqlb nhIN. sfeIN myry ieklfpy bcpn df AuWGVvF aks hY.

ÌlsÌI brtrYNz rwsl ny ikhf sI: ismrqI nUM aks dI loV huMdI hY (mYmrI zImFzË aYn iemyj). ieh vI ikhf jFdf hY ik suwKF duwKF vFÕ injI ismrqIaF vI kdy vMzfeIaF nhIN jf skdIaF. EdoN myry Aus skUl ivc pVHdy hornF bwicaF dIaF ismrqIaF dy aks hor qrHF dy hoxgy. koeI gwl Xfd rwKx df iek gur ieh vI huMdf hY ik apxy-afp nUM puwCo - iehdf koeI mqlb hY? jy koeI nf hovy, qF gwl Xfd nhIN rihMdI. pr jd koeI Xfd bdrMg huMdI jfey, qF Auhdf kI kry bMdf? asIN Xfd ikvyN krdy hF qy kI Xfd krdy hF, do vwKrIaF gwlF hn; ikAuNik ismrqI iksy dI iblkul injI nhIN huMdI. asIN inq supny dyKdy hF; axigxq gwlF idmfÊ c afAuNdIaF hn. asIN Auh supny Auh gwlF Bul-Bulf idMdy hF. pr jy qusIN koeI supnf iksy nUM ds idE, qF Auh quhfzI ismrqI c jiVaf jFdf hY. mYN qF sfeIN dy kwcy gogilaF df Bfr apxy isr qoN lfhux lwgf sI, ienHF bfry ilK ky mYN ieh kI kr bYTf hF? AUl-jlUl sux ky, dyK ky jF pVH ky asIN hwsx lwgdy hF. pr hwsx vfÜI koeI gwl hY nhIN. bMdf hwsdf ikAuN hY? hwsx df jYivk kfrx qF ho skdf hY; qxIaF hoeIaF ieMdrIaF nUM iZwilaF krn dI loV huMdI hY. jfnvr nhIN hwsdy, pr kivqf qy bfqF c hws lYNdy hn. pr hwsx dI akLlmMdI kI ho skdI hY? bhuqy lqIÌy hIxy bMidaF, iÌrikaF qy kOmF df mKOl AuzfAuNdy hn. iksy df mOjU bxfAuxf ikQoN dI dfnfeI hY? jo ho irhf huMdf hY (aYkcuaYiltI) qy jo bMdy ny afdrÈ bxfieaf hMudf hY, jd Aus c tkrfa nËr afey, qF bMdf hwsx lgdf hY. pr koeI afdrÈ siQr nhIN ho skdf. ieh hr smyN hr Xug ivc bdldf rihMdf hY. ivafkrx c bwJy hoey jfxy-pCfxy ÈbdF jF DÍnIaF dI qrqIb bMdy df bxfieaf hoieaf BfÈk afdrÈ hY. jd ieh qrqIb, ieh afdrÈ tuwtdf nËr afey, qF bMdf hwsx lgdf hY.

ivtgYWnÈtfeIn kihMdf hY: bolI nUM icqvx df mqlb hY, iËMdgI dI koeI nuhfr icqvxI. - Èbd bxfeI-suafrI pwkI iewt huMdf hY. iek iewt icixaF hËfrhf sMBfvnfvF dI nINh rwKI jFdI hY. qy ijAuN-ijAuN ieh icxfeI AuWcI hoeI jFdI hY, iqAuN-iqAuN sMBfvnfvF GtdIaF jFdIaF hn. mYN iewko Èbd icxdf hF: n. n ivc hËfrF sMBfvnfvF hn. mYN iehnUM sIimq nhIN krnf cfhuMdf qy ieh iewko Èbd, iewko DÍnI myry leI iËMdgI dI smuwcI nuhfr hY. pr ieh nuhfr iewko Èbd n qk hI sImq ikAuN hoey? eys iet dy rwKy jfx qoN pihlF dIaF sMBfvnfvF df koeI pfrfvfr ho skdf hY? DÍnI qoN pihlF kI sI? ieh n nf huMdf, qF kI huMdf? kbIr jI afKdy hn:

bfvn aKr lok qRY sB kCu ienhI mfih.
ieh aKr iKir jfhgy Eie aKr ien mih nfih]ñ]
-rfg gAuVI pUrbI, afid gRMQ

dyvnfgrI dy bvMjf awKrF ivc sB kuJ mOjUd hY; ies ivc iqMny lok smoey hoey hn. pr iek awKr ijhVf iQr rihxf hY, Auh bvMjf awKrF ivc nhIN hY. ieh sfrI kfienfq dI akfl ismrqI hY. ieQy apV ky BfÈf df kfrj Zih-ZyrI ho jFdf hY. mYN koeI Bfvnf, koeI soc kfÊË `qy Auqfrnf cfhuMdf hF; pr nf ilK huMdf hY, qy nf boilaf jFdf hY. BfvnfvF qy socF awKrF ivc kYd hn, ijvy ÈIÈI c bMd mwKI BIN-BIN krdI hY. ies ÈIÈI qoN bfhr hI mukqI hY. bvMjf awKr sMkyq-mfqR hn, pr sMkyq nUM asIN afdrÈ ikAuN mMn ilaf.

hr pry srhwd-ey-adrfk sy apnf msjUd
ahl-ey-nËr ikblf ko ikblfnumf khqy hYN.

XfnI ijsnUM mYN isjdf kr irhf hF, Auh soc dI hwd qoN pry hY. nËr vfÜy ikbly (kfaby) nUM ikblf vl ieÈfrf-mfqR afKdy hn. ieh Èyar kihx vfÜy Êfilb ny ieh vI iliKaf sI:

hY khF qmMnf kf dUsrf kLdm Xf rb
hm ny dÈq-ey-iemkF ko nkLÈ-ey-pf pfXf

sMBfvnf df mfrUQl mYnUM qyrI iewko pYV hI lgdI hY; rwb jI mYN qmMnf df aglf kdm ikQy cf rwKF?

ijhVI gwl smJ nf afvy, AuhnUM AUl-jlUl jF buJfrq afK dyeIdf hY. kuJ isafxy dsdy hn ik buJfrq huMdI hI nhIN. iehdI koeI pRkyvl (aYbsolIAUt) hoNd nhIN hY. buJfrq ivc Auhdf hwl vI huMdf hY. AUl-jlUl afvfËF bMdf iqMn hflqF ivc kZdf hY: bcpny ivc, ieÈk ivc qy pfglpn ivc. bfkI hflqF ivc ikqy nf ikqy Aucyc af jFdI hY. bcpny df mqlb hY – koeI bwcf hY jF koeI vizwkf inwky nfÜ gwlF kr irhf hY. awikaf hoieaf duKI bMdf kUkF mfrdf hY, qF aklF vfÜy afKdy ny, AuhdI surq ihwlI hoeI hY. kunn kunn oaf afvfËF koeI aklmMd nhIN kZ skdf. toBf tyk isMG df Auh byiDafnf mMto afp hI sI. DVnqÉqf.

pMjvIN sdI ivc hoey BfÈfivd BrqrIhrI ny apxy gRMQ vfkXpdIX ivc iliKaf hY: vfk ivc koeI Èbd nhIN huMdy. Èbd ivc koeI awKr nhIN huMdy. aQvf vfk df arQ ÈbdF qy awKrF nUM imÜf ky nhIN kwiZaf jFdf, sgoN arQ ibjlI dy ilÈkfry vFÕ iekdm mn `qy cmk pYNdf hY. ÈbdF df apxy afp ivc koeI inÈicq arQ nhIN huMdf. AunHF ivc isrÌ arQ-sMBfvnfvF huMdIaF hn, ijvyN awKF ivc dyKx dI ÈkqI huMdI hY. ijMnI icr awKF KolH ky iksy idRÈ vl nf kIqIaF jfx, ieh dyK nhIN skdIaF. Esy qrHF ÈbdF nUM iksy inÈicq sMdrB ivc vfkF ivc nf vriqaf jfey, ieh koeI arQ dy hI nhIN skdy. iksy roNdy inafxy nUM ikhf jfey – roNdy inafxy nUM Èyr Kf jFdf hY; qF iehdf mqlb hY – cuwp kr. – koÈ ivc sfrMg Èbd dy pcvMjf arQ hn. nf koeI Èbd inÈicq hY qy nf koeI arQ. BfÈf iksy iek jxy ny bih ky nhIN bxfeI hoeI. ieh Èbd jo mYN kfÊË `qy vfh irhf hF, ieh mYN nhIN bxfey. ieh mYnUM ismrqI coN imÜy hn; ienHF dy arQ mYN apxI mrËI dy kZdf hF.

sfzI sMgIq Drupq ÈYlI dIaF bMidÈF df koeI ivafkrxk arQ nhIN kwiZaf jf skdf. bfkIaF nfloN Drupq ÈYlI apxy mUl dy vDyry nyVy hY. kunn kunn afvfË drasl Drupq dy aflfp ivc asQfeI qy aMqry dy ivcfly kwZI jFdI hY - ku n n…. rfgI ies afvfË nUM hwQF nfÜ iKwc-iKwc ky lMbI krdf hY. aflfp ivrlfp hY DÍnI df, jo apxy mUÜ qoN ivwCV ky AuhnUM lBdI qVp rhI hY; jF ieh mUl vl Xfqrf eynI ibKVI hY ik Aus pMD dI vydnf dwsI nhIN jFdI. amIr Éusro ny AUl-jlUl DÍnIaF nUM qrfny ivc bMinHaf sI – nfdr dIm qf nf dI ry nf. ieh DÍnI iksy vI rfg ivc ho skdI hY. aplm cplm cplfeI ry. kukVUM GuVUM.

da Èbd bRhdrnfXkf AupinÈd ivc mOjUd hY. sMsikRq ivc oaf arQ hY dyxf. iehdf arQ bwdÜF dI grj vI pRjfpqI apxy isrjy dyvqy afdmI qy dYNqF awgy da Aucrdf hY. dyvqy iehdf arQ dmXfqf (inXMqrx) dsdy hn; pRjfpqI hF ivc isr ihlfAuNdf hY. mfnv iesy df arQ dyxf (dwqf) dsdy hn; pRjfpqI iehnUM vI TIk dsdf hY. dYNq iehdf arQ dXf (dXfdvm) kZdy hn; pRjfpqI hF ivc isr ihlfAuNdf hY. dYvI afvfË iehI DÍnI iqMn vfr boldI hY: da! da! da! arQfq inXMqrx rwKo apxy afp AuWqy; smfj ivc Xogdfn pfE aqy dXfvfn bxo.

eyNÕixaF vy puq myNÕixaF vy, lY PV mMmf pI

sMsikRq sfihq ivc bcpn dIaF ismrqIaF nhIN, jo asl XfdF huMdIaF hn. bhuqf sfihq AunHF ismrqIaF bfry hY, ijnHF dI koeI hoNd nhIN; ijvyN pUrvly jnm dIaF klpnfvF. BfrqI drÈn ivc BfvnfvF qoN plfXn df mqlb hY, ies jnm dIaF duKI krn vfÜIaF XfdF qoN plfXn. mhfnfiek df gux ismrqIvfn hoxf vI hY. kfvX pRkfÈ ivc ismrx df alMkfr dyKo: ikRÈx XÈoDF df mMmf hwQ c lY ky cuMGx lwgdf hY, qF iekdm AuhnUM iksy ipCly jnm dI gwl Xfd afAuNdI hY ik Auh pFcjnX sMK nUM apxy mUMh nfÜ lf ky XuwD df afvfhn kr irhf hY. pRjf sux ky nqmsqk ho ky KVHo jFdI hY.

keI icMqkF qy sfieMsdfnF dI iek rfey hY ik ies kfienfq df koeI mksd nhIN qy rwb nUM Éfrj krky afKdy hn ik ieh sfrI Kyz mhfDmfky vfÜy aYvyN hoey hfdsy qoN ÈurU hoeI sI. jd kfienfq df hI koeI mqlb nhIN, qF bfkI mqlb rih iks df jFdf hY. BfrqI iÌlmF dy gIq ipafr dI qVp dI bVI cMgI qsvIr iKwcdy hn. corI corI iÌlm dy ies gIq df zUMGf mqlb hY – jhF mYN jfqf hUM, vhIN clI afqI ho… – iksy Gtnf nUM vfprfAux dIaF aYktrF dIaF hrkqF pfglF dIaF nhIN, qF hor iknHF dIaF huMdIaF hn. corI corI df ieh gIq EdMU agFh df sudfeIpuxf hY. nrigs qy rfj kpUr nwcdy rbV dy bfvy bxy hoey hn; puqlIaF, ijnHF dI zor iksy axizwT dy hwQ hY. ienHF dIaF bONgIaF hrkqF sfzIaF awKF dy gyJ nUM qoVdIaF hn. ieÈk ivc bMdf nfrml nhIN huMdf. nwcdy bfvy iek dUjy vl dyKdy qk nhIN. ieh kuJ vI afp nhIN krdy. gfAux vfÜf vI koeI hor hY. iÌlm bxfAux vfÜy ny axXQfrQ nUM pftI gyNd vFÕ KolH ky idKf idwqf hY. jo kMm akl nhIN kr skI, Auh bfivaF dIaF bONgIaF hrkqF ny kr idwqf. pr hY ieh smJx smJfAux vfÜy dI aklmMdI. bfivaF ny afp kuJ nhIN kIqf.

kivqf vDyry AUl-jlUl huMdI hY. awqXQfrQvfd kivqf df qrk hY. afsmfn nUM tfkI lfAuxf pMjfbI df afm muhfvrf hY. jy ies dI qsvIr bxfeI jfey, qF ieh XQfrQ ho jfeygI. jy koeI jfgidaF ÈYaF dyKx lg jfey, qF AuhnUM pfgl afK dyeIdf hY. pr kvI nUM mfx imÜdf hY. koeI vI ibMb kivqf dI blOrI zwbI coN kZ ky dyiKaF qilsm tuwt jFdf hY. kivqf dI mUlL BfÈf ivc jfdUgrI lukI rihMdI hY. suhxI DÍnI vfÜy ÈbdF nUM pro ky Kyz bx jFdI hY. pMjfbI ivc ieh klf aMimRqf pRIqm qy iÈv kumfr ny bhuq vrqfeI hY. ieh gIq idRÈtIgq icqv ky dyKo qy dyKo kI bxdf hY? –

cfnx dI PulkfrI qopf kOx Bry.
aMbr gMgf huMdI gfgr Br lYNdI
drdF df dirafAu vy ikhVf Gwut Bry.

suhxy-suhxy Èbd suhxI-suhxI bihr ivc bMnHy hoey hn, pr ienHF df ÈuD mnqk kuJ nhIN inkÜdf. pr ivclI gwl ieh ho skdI hY ik jy Aus qrHF huMdf, qF ies qrHF ho jfxf sI; pr jo ies qrHF hY, AuhnUM Aus qrHF ikvyN kIqf jfey. ies kfiv-alMkfr df nF sMBfvnf hY.

iensfn anoKf lfzlf hI rihxf hY, jo Kyln ko cMdf mFgqf hY. klf ivc ijhVf sMBfvnf df awzfKwzf bxf jfey, Auh qr jFdf hY. anoKy lfzly df iÉafl jy qusIN AusqfdF dy mUMhoN rfg drbfrI ivc suixaf hovy, qF gwl smJ af jfeygI. roÈn afrf bygm rfg ivc bwJy bolF bfry kihMdI huMdI sI: ieqnf ku ruwKvf, cVHnq duwKvf – inwky-ijMny ruwK `qy cVHn nUM ikMnf duwK lgdf hY. CotI-ijhI sfzI ieh iËMdgfnI hY, pr iehnUM jIAux leI ikMny duwK Jwlxy pYNdy hn. bfbf ÈyÉ ÌrId afKdy hn: lMmI lMmI ndI bhY. ies ndI ivc smF vihMdf hY, ijhdf dUjf nF duwK hY. iksy AurdU kvI ny iehnUM awg df diraf afiKaf hY. BfÈf dy ijMny vI Èbd hn, AunHF sfiraF df arQ iesy diraf qoN hY. mYN ies diraf ivc zuwbf ies vyly kfÊË nfÜ gwlF kr irhf hF – hYlo kfgq jI, siq sRI akfl! qusIN mYnUM bcf lE qy mYnUM afsmfn dIaF qihaF c lY jfE. qy Aus qoN vI pfr lY jf ky mYnUM mukq kro. – AuÌ! mYN qF Buwl eI igaf sI ik afsmfn vI qF iek Èbd hI hY qy mukqI vI. hux mYN kI krF?

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