myrIaF ilKqF bfry swjxF vwloN hoey qy ho rhy
‘svfgq’ df iewk pwK hI pfTkF nfÜ eyQy mY sFJf krnf cfhuMdf hF. dUjf pwK
ikqy Pyr shI.
myrI pihlI Dfrimk/ieiqhfsk lyKF dI ikqfb ‘scy df scf Zoaf’ , nvMbr 2006
ivwc CpI qy jnvrI 2007 ivc, eyQy isznI ivwc afeI. isznI dy gurduarf sfihb
iswK sYNtr pfrklI dI styj qoN, styj sYktrI vwloN Aus bfry Xog ÈbdF ivwc
sMgqF nUM jfxkfrI idqI geI. bfhr af ky brFzy ivwc iewk swjx kihMdf, “pihlF
igafnI mUMh jbfnI lokF dI imwtI pwtdf sI hux ikqfbF ilK ky pwtx lg ipaf.”
gwl ieh 2004 dI hY. XUrp dy kuwJ mulkF dI Xfqrf dOrfn iPrdf iPrfAuNdf mY
bYljIam dI rfjDfnI, bruwsl ivwc jf viVaf. ieh Èihr hux hOÜI hOÜI sfry XUrp
dI rfjDfnI bx irhf hY. iewk hÌqy bfad ivdfiegI smy, EQoN dy igafnI jI dy
idl aMdr pY geI iewk ÊlqÌihmI dy kfrn, mYnUM gurduafry ivcoN, inrny kfljy
hI qurnf ipaf. ies sfrI Gtnf nUM mY iewk lyK rfhIN ibafn kr idqf. ieh sfrf
‘siqkfrq’ smfcfr myrI Xfd ivcoN qF ikr igaf pr ies bfry iliKaf lyK ikqy
lMzno Cpx vflI aÉbfr ‘dys prdys’ ivwc Cp igaf sI. ijs swjx dy guwsy kfrn
mY EQoN inkiÜaf sF Aus swjx ny vI Auh pVH ilaf hoieaf sI. mYnUM ies dI afs
nhI sI ik ieh lyK Aus swjx dI idRÈtI qwk vI phuMc jfvygf.
pRbMDkF dy swdy qy mY dubfrf 2008 ivwc EQy cilaf igaf. Auh swjx vI iksy
hor Èihr qoN EQy af gey qy lMgr CkidaF myry nfÜ Guwty vwty ijhy rhy. lMgr
Ckx ipwCoN afpxy iewk hmdrd swjx nUM lY ky myry kmry ivwc af gey. Auh bVy
guwsy ivwc sn. Auh lyK ikqfb ‘Aujl kYhF iclkxf’ ivwc vI Cp igaf hoieaf sI
qy Aus ikqfb dIaF kuwJ kfpIaF myry koÜ vI sn. Aus swjx dI ‘mfxhfnI’ qoN
pYdf hoeI nfrfËgI vyK ky, mY Aus dI idRÈtI qoN Auh ikqfb Ehly kr leI. Aus
df guwsf vI TMzf kIqf. mY ieh vI afiKaf, “dwso gurmuKo, ies ivwc Êlq gwl
kyhVI ilKI geI hY?” ies dy jvfb ivwc Aus ny afiKaf, “mY vI quhfzy bfry
bhuq kuwJ ilK skdf hF. “iPr mY afiKaf, “ies lyK ivwc nf quhfzf nF, nf
quhfzy dys qy Èihr df nF; qusIN afpxy nF nfÜ ikAuN ies lyK nUM joVI jf rhy
ho!” dy jvfb ivwc Aus ny afiKaf, “ieh sfrf kuwJ vfpiraf qF myry qy quhfzy
ivwc hI sI nf! “lMmy cOVy ‘ivcfr vtFdry’ AupRMq aMq ivwc Aus dy kuwJ TMzf
hox qy mY vI afiKaf, “quhfzy idl nUM ies lyK krky Tys phuMcI hY; ies leI
mY sOrI hF. “ies qy sfzI ‘mMn mnfeI’ ho geI.
kuJ hor XUrp dy mulkF ivcdI huMdf hoieaf, mY vlYq ivcly iswKF dy gVH,
sfAuQfl phuMc igaf. EQy gurduafrf isMG sBf pfrk aYvyinAU ivKy, kQf kr rhy
iewk igafnI jI nfÜ ivcfr kr irhf sF ik bruwsl vfÜy swjx df iËkr cwl ipaf.
Auh igafnI jI Aus swjx dy gUhVy imwqr sn. mY AuhnF nUM afpxI ikqfb Bytf
kIqI. Aus ikqfb ivwc Auh lyK vI Èfml sI. Aus igafnI jI ny pqf nhI Aus lyK
bfry kI AuhnF nUM quwKxf dy idqI. myrI 2009 vfÜI Esy mulk dI PyrI dOrfn
Auh iPr lohy lfKy ho ky afpxy iewk sfQI nfÜ af Dmky. kihMdy jdoN afpxI gwl
muk geI sI qF iPr qusIN ieh ikqfb ivwc ikAuN Cfipaf. ieqrfj qF Aus df pUrf
TIk sI pr mY qF pihlF hI Cfp cuwikaf sF. kihMdf, “hux jbfnI nhI, mY
quhfQoN ilKqI muafÌI mMgvfAuxI hY. “mY afiKaf ik jo AuhnF nUM cMgf lwgy
ilK ilafAux; mY Aus ilKy Aupr dsqÉq kr idaFgf. Aus ny myry afpxy hwQF nfÜ
ilKx qy jor idqf. mY kfgË Aupr kuwJ ies qrHF dy Èbd ilK idqy:
mY kfhÜI ivwc iewk lyK idqf sI ijs nUM pVH ky ‘BfeI Plfxf isMG’ ÈrIÌ bMdy
df idl duiKaf hY. ies df mYnUM vI aÌsos hY. mY rwb awgy bynqI krdf hF ik
awgy qoN myry pfsoN aijhf kuwJ nf ilKvfvy qy nf hI mYQoN bulvfvy ijs nfÜ
iksy dy idl nUM Tys phuMcy.
Aus dy afKx qy mY qrIk vI pf idqI qy Aus dy jor dyx qy dovF ilwpIaF ivwc
dsqÉq vI kr idqy. pihlF lyK ivwc qF Aus swjx df nF nhI afieaf sI qy nf hI
Aus dy Èihr qy dys df. pr ies ‘muafÌInfmy’ ivwc Aus df pRqwK nF af igaf.
jo pihlF nhI vI jfxdy sI ik ieh lyK iks swjx bfry hY; hux Auh vI jfx
jfxgy.
jdoN myrI dUjI ikqfb ‘Aujl kYhF iclkxf’ CpI qF mY pihlI ikqfb dI gurduafrf
sfihb dI styj qoN hoeI qfrIÌ dy cf ivwc ivcfiraf ik ies nvI ikqfb bfry vI
styj qoN, pfTkF nUM jfxkfrI idqI jfvy pr ies qoN pihlF hI iksy swjx ny
ikrpf kr idqI ijs sdkf qfrIÌI jfxkfrI qF kI idqI jfxI sI, sgoN muKI swjx
vwloN myrI cMgI JfV JMb JuMgy `c ho geI. gurduafrf sfihb dI hwd aMdr ikqfb
pfTkF dy hwQF ivwc pucfAux dI vI mnfhI ho geI.
iek gurduafrf sfihb ivKy mY pRbMDkF dy swdy qy Dfrimk iviKafnF vfsqy igaf.
muKI nUM mY bynqI kIqI ik gurduafrf sfihb dI lfiebRyrI leI mY afpxI nvI
ikqfb ‘bfqF bIqy dIaF’ Bytf krnI hY. Auh sMgq ivwc mYQoN svIkfr kr lYx.
AuhnF ny iewk kmytI mYbr df nF lY ky ikhf ik ieho ijhf kfrj Auh krdy hn.
jdoN mY Aus mYbr nUM dwisaf qF AuhnF ny afiKaf ik ies bfry kmytI ivwc
ivcfr krFgy. kuwJ idn AuzIkx ipCoN mY kmytI dy sfry hI muKI sjxF nUM muÌq
ikqfb Bytf krnI cfhI pr sfiraF ny hI, pVHn leI tfeIm nf hox df bhfnf lf
ky, lYxo nFh kr idqI. mY ikqfb dI iewk kfpI gurduafrf sfihb dI styj Aupr
rwK ky af igaf.
ieh gwl vwKrI hY ik Aus ielfky dy pMjfbI pRymIaF ivwc mY ikqfb dIaF swT
kfpIaF vMz afieaf ijnHF ivcoN awDIaF qoN vD pfTkF ny kImq dy ky ÉrIdIaF.
vfhvf icr ipwCoN kuwJ swjxF pfsoN pRbMDkF dI ies byruKI dy kfrn df pqf
lwgf. myrI qIjI ikqfb ivwc iksy Aus swjx bfry kuwJ Cp igaf sI jyhVf AuhnF
nUM psMd nhI sI. ikMnf cMgf huMdf jy Auh suGV swjx aijhI bhfny bfjI dI
bjfie iswDf mYnUM hI shI kfrn dws idMdy. jyhVy kOmI afgU iewk mfmUlI bMdy
dy sfhmxy vI scfeI dwsx qoN iJjkdy hn AuhnF qoN iksy vwzy kOmI kfrj leI
kuwJ shI kIqy jfx dI kI afs rwKI jf skdI hY! vfihgurU myhr kry!
iek afpxy pRsMsk gRMQI jI nUM, jo ik myry bwicaF dI Aumr dy hn, afpxI
ikqfb Bytf krnI cfhI qF AuhnF ny ieh ÈuB bcn AucfridaF hoieaF lYxo nFh kr
idqI:
ijho ijhIaF XBÜIaF qusIN styj qy mfrdy ho, Eho ijhIaF ies ikqfb ivwc
mfrIaF hoxIaF!
KYr, mY AuhnF dy iehnF ÈuB bcnF nUM hfsy ivwc hI ilaf.
myry dys gey hox ipwCoN Auh igafnI jI sfzy Gr dy nyVy vfÜf gurduafrf iqafg
ky dUsry gurduafrf sfihb ivKy syvf krn leI jf cuwky sn. mY afpxI nvIN
ikqfb ‘bfqF bIqy dIaF’ , AuhnF nUM Aus gurduafry jf ky Bytf kIqI. AuhnF ny
ies vfrI koeI ÈuB jF aÈuB bcn Aucfrn dI ikrpf nhI kIqI. ikqfb mY AuhnF dy
invfs sQfn qy, tybl Aupr rwK afieaf sF.
afpxI XUrp dI Xqfrf dOrfn ies dIaF kuwJ kfpIaF mY afpxy nfÜ lY igaf sF.
EQy iewk gurduafry dy pRDfn vwloN hF pwKI huMgfrf vyK ky mY iewk bMzl EQy
vfsqy aqy do bMzl brimMGm vfsqy, kuÜ iqMn sO ikqfbF, bfeI eyar aMimRqsroN
mMgvf leIaF. soicaf ik ikqfbF Aupr afAux vfÜf hvfeI Érc qF iehnF ivcoN,
kuwJ ivk jfx nfÜ, inkÜ hI afvygf; mÈhUrI muÌq dI ho jfvygI. mfl mflkF df;
mÈhUrI kMpnI dI. brimMGm vfÜy sfihqkfrF dy iekwT ivwc Èfml sfry sfihqkfr
swjx ikqfbF hwQo hwQI lY gey. iksy ny kuwJ dyx lYx bfry koeI gwl nf gOÜI.
myry nfÜ vI inMdr GuigafxvI vfÜf hI vrqfrf vriqaf. Auh vI afpxy vlYqI dOry
smy, eysy afs nfÜ kuwJ ikqfbF afpxy nfÜ lY igaf sI. myry nfÜ qF sgoN Aus
nfÜoN vI vD hI hoeI. mYnUM qF AuhnF ikqfbF df hvfeI jhfj df krfieaf vI
pwilAuN hI dyxf ipaf.
sfihqkfrF dy smfgm dI smfpqI qy, dlvIr sumn jI myry afKx qy, mYnUM brimGm
dy iewk vwzy gurduafrf sfihb ivKy Cwzx gey qy sfihqkfrF dy hwQIN cVHn qoN
bcIaF kuwJ kfpIaF myry pfsoN, EQy kuwJ swjxF nUM idvf idqIaF. AuhnF ivcoN
iewk kfpI gurduafry dy skwqr jI koÜ pqf nhI ikvyN phuc geI. Èfm dy Gusmusy
ijhy ivwc mYnUM gurduafry dy dÌqr ivwc skwqr jI ny bulf ilaf. kursI qy
bYTf ky, myry sfhmxy myrI ikqfb df aKIrlf kFz Kohl ky pihlF mYQoN, suGV
vkIl vFg puwC ilaf ik ieh mY hI iliKaf hY! myry vwloN svIkfr kr lYx ipwCoN
AuhnF ny myrI ÈbdI lfh pfh krnI ÈurU kr idqI. dÌqr ivwc iqMn swjx purÈ
mOjUd sn. mY Aus smy qF hOslf nf hfiraf qy qhwml nfÜ AuhnF dy sfhmxy afpxf
pwK rwiKaf. AuhnF ny afpxI ‘bhfdrI’ df iewk ikwsf suxf ky vI myrf mno bl
zygx df Xqn kIqf. AuhnF ny dwisaf ik EQy iewk myry vrgf hI igafnI styj qy
sMqF dy iÉlfÌ boilaf sI qy Aus nUM nfÜy cfhtf Ckfieaf igaf sI qy nfÜy
cfhtf Ckdy dI vIzIE bxf ky, ieMtrnYt qy cfhV idqI sI. mYnUM Xfd afieaf ik
ies cfhtf CkfAU Gtnf Gtx smy, mY ietlI dy Èihr, rIjoimlIaf ivwc sF qy ‘dys
prdys’ ivcoN ieh Ébr pVH ky, inrfs hoieaf sF. Ébr ieAuN sI ik iewk bËurg
kQfvfck ny styj Aupr sMqF nUM ÈhId afK idqf sI qy Aus nUM pRbMDkF duafrf
dÌqr ivwc swd ky, Aus dI cMgI qrHF Bugq svfrI geI sI. mY rIjoimlIaf dy
gurduafry ivwc sjx vfÜy agly aYqvfrI dIvfn ivc, svf ku GMtf iPr ies msly
qy hI sMgqF ivwc afpxf iviKafn idqf sI. Auh smf mYnUM Xfd af igaf qy afpxy
nfÜ vI Eho kuwJ vfpr jfx dI sMBfvnf nUM vyKidaF hoieaF iPr mY afpxy bfry
jfxkfrI dyx dI loV smJ ky, afpxf ibrqFq ibafinaF. nfÜ ieh vI afiKaf ik
jyhVy quhfnUM ivcfr axsuKfvyN lwgy hn ieh myry nhI, blik myrI icwTI dy
jvfb vflI icwTI dy ilKfrI dy hn. AuhnF ny myrI ies dlIl nUM qF mMn ilaf pr
bVI hI Xog ÈMkf AuTfeI ik Aus jvfb dy aMq ivc, myry vwloN ilKI geI iewk
lfeIn, Aus jvfb ivcly ivcfrF dI pRoVHqf krdI hY. ieh dlIl AuhnF dI shI sI
pr hoieaf ieh ieAuN ik mY afpxI icwTI dy aMq ivwc iewk lfeIn ilKI sI. pqf
nhI myrI ÊlqI jF Cfpx vfilaF dI, Auh lfeIn myrI icwTI dy aMq ivwc Cpx dI
QF, awgy nUM iKsk ky, jvfb dy aMq ivwc Cp geI ijs qoN pRqwK sI ik mY jvfb
dyx vfÜy dy ivcfrF nfÜ sihmq hF.
ÉYr, srIrk syvf hox dy BY qoN qF mY mukq sF hI BfvyN ik ÈbdI murMmq AuhnF
ny myrI KfsI kr leI sI. myry sfhmxy bYTy icwtI dfhVI vfly swjx mYnUM ipE
vI sMboDn krdy sn, BfvyN ik sfzIaF dohF dIaF hI dfhVIaF icwtIaF hox krky,
jy koeI irÈqf gMZx dI loV hovy vI qF Auh vwzf Brf afK ky sMboDn kr lYNdy
qF vDyry ZukvF ho skdf sI pr ieh mnuK dy aMdr koeI kudrqoN hI Bfvnf pfeI
geI hoeI hY ik Auh Éud nUM dUijaF nfÜoN AumroN Cotf qy akloN vwzf smJdf
hY. Auh nfÜ nfÜ kuwJ ilKI jfvy qy afKy ik ieh sfrf mfjrf aÉbfr ivwc Cfpxf
hY. mY AuhnF nUM afpxI ies ‘iBafnk Buwl’ dI hr qrHF suDfeI kr lYx dI pyÈkÈ
kIqI. ikqfb df Auh ihwsf ikqfb ivcoN pfV dyx qy ikqfb dI aglI aYzIÈn ivwc
pUry pMny df ‘muafÌInfmf’ lfAux leI vI afK idqf pr AuhnF dI ies nfÜ qswlI
nf hoeI. iksy swjx ny mYnUM ipwCoN dwisaf sI ik myry iÉlfÌ iksy vlYqI
aÉbfr ivwc Auh Ébr CpI vI sI.
ies ÈbdI lfh pfh qoN myrf EQoN mn eynf Auprfm ho igaf ik myrf EQy iewk pl
vI rukx nUM jI nf kIqf. kQfvfck vflf kmrf mYnUM rYx bsyry leI imiÜaf
hoieaf sI. gRMQI jI dI AuzIk kIiqaF ibnf hI mY afpxf itMz PhuVI cuwikaf qy
kmry dI cfbI gRMQI jI dI isMGxI nUM PVf ky, gurduafirAuN bfhr ho igaf.
“byafbrU ho kr” qF BfvyN nhI afiKaf jf skdf pr, “bVy mfXUs ho kr qyry
gurduafrf sy hm inkÜy. “vfÜI avsQf qF bx hI geI sI; Èyar dI lfeIn BfvyN,
“bVy byafbrU ho kr qyry kUcf sy hm inkly.” hI hY.
bfhroN gurduafry dI sVk qoN vI pry jf ky, iewk pfsy nUM muVI hoeI gÜI
ivcoN, s[moqf isMG srfie jI nUM Ìon krky afiKaf ik Auh mYnUM Aus gÜI ivcoN
cuwk lYx. syhq pUrI TIk nf hox krky, AuhnF ny afpxy imwqr s[hrijMdr isMG
sMDU nUM Byijaf qy Auh mYnUM Aus BIVI gÜI ivcoN kfr ivwc bYTf ky, s[moqf
isMG horF dy Gr lY gey. AuhnF dohF suihrd swjxF ny myrI vfhvf idljoeI kIqI
pr mY Aus Èihr ivwc hor ruk skx leI afpxf mn nf bxf sikaf qy suBf pihlI
bws qy hI sfAUQfl nUM cfly pf idqy.
ieh Xfqrf myrI sB qoN vD mncfhI sI pr ivcfÜy hI CwzxI peI. sfAUQfl qoN pqf
nhI igafnI jgjIq isMG anMd jI horF ny myry bfry, gurU nfnk gurduafrf
smYQivk dy styj sYktrI jI nUM kI dws idqf ik AuhnF ny pihlf qoN bxy hoey
pRogrfmF ivcoN hI dupihr nUM awDf GMtf, iewk hÌqy leI myry iviKafn vfsqy
rwK idqf. ieh pRogrfm sfry XUrp ivwc lfeIv suixaF jfxf sI. ies qoN ielfvf
iewk hor gurduafrf sfihb dy pRbMDkF ny suBf gurbfxI dI qy Èfm nUM ieiqhfs
dI kQf df, iewk hÌqy df pRogrfm afpxy gurduafry ivwc rwK ilaf. ieh dovyN
pRogrfm nfÜo nfÜ cwlxy sn. Aukq dohF Dfrimk pRogrfmF qoN vwK, do sfihqk
pRogrfm vI rwKy gey sn. iqMn ikqfbF rIlIË hoxIaF sn. pRbMDkF vwloN Auh
iqMny ikqfbF mYnUM dy ky afiKaf igaf sI ik AuhnF ikqfbF bfry jfxkfrI dyx
vfÜf lYkcr mY krF. iPr iewk sMsQf vwloN pRisD ieiqhfskfr, zf[hrijMdr isMG
idlgIr jI, df snmfn smfroh rwiKaf igaf sI. Aus sMsQf dy muKI vwloN mYnUM
zfktr sfihb jI dIaF pRfpqIaF bfry bolx leI afiKaf igaf sI. Aus gurduafrf
sfihb jI dy iqMn Xog pRbMDkF vwlo myrf eynf BfrI ‘snmfn’ kr idqf igaf sI
ik eyny mn BfAuNdy pRogrfmF leI vI mY Aus Èihr ivwc hor nf ruk sikaf qy
pihlI bws rfhIN hI EQoN Bwj quiraf.
iek swjx myry Coty Brf s[syvf isMG dy jmfqI qy imwqr hn. iewk prvfrk smfgm
ivwc asIN iewk dUjy dy sMprk ivwc afey qy prspr pRsMsk vI bx gey. myrI
dUsrI ikqfb ‘Aujl kYhF iclkxf’ pVH ky, AuhnF ny Aus dI eynI pRsMsf kIqI ik
Èfied hI iksy hor ikqfb dI AuhnF ny kIqI hovy! Auh ikqfb svf do sO pMny dI
sI qy hux vfÜI sfZy cfr sO pMny dI hox dy nfÜ ies ivwc rMgdfr PotoaF vI
sn. mY qF pihlI ikqfb dy ihsfb nfÜ AuhnF pfsoN pRsMsf dI Jfk rwKI bYTf sF.
afpxIaF sfrIaF ikqfbF dIaF ijMnIaF vI kfpIaF AuhnF ny Xog pfTkF leI mMgIaF
mY ÉuÈI sihq, Bytf rihq, AuhnF nUM Bytf kIqIaF. afrfm nfÜ AuhnF dI pRsMsf
iehnF ÈbdF duafrf prgt hoeI, “afpxy twbr bfry hI bhuqf dwisaf hY. “dwso
BeI jy mY ilK hI afpxy bIqy dIaF bfqF irhf hF qF afpxy twbr nUM Cwz ky hor
iks dy twbr bfry ilKdf!
myrIaF ilKqF df aijhf svfgq huMdf vyK ky iewk idn ‘pMjfb aYkspRYs’ dy muK
sMpfdk, s[rfjvMq isMG ny TIk hI afiKaf sI. gwl ieh ieAuN hoeI: iewk idn
gurduafrf sfihb dy aYqvfrI dIvfn AupRMq Auh PotoaF iKwcI jfx. ijnHF swjxF
dIaF Poto iKwcIaF jf rhIaF sn AuhnF dy ivcy mY vI Kloqf hoieaf sF. afpxy
suBf anusfr mY afiKaf, “jy myrI Poto aÉbfr ivwc nf jVI qF mY quhfzy iÉlfÌ
pMQk kfrvfeI kr dyxI aF!” Auqr ivwc rfjvMq isMG jI boly, “qusIN koeI aijhf
cMn cfhVo ijs dI koeI vrnx Xog Ébr bxy qF mY CfpF vI. ieh vI koeI Ébr hoeI
ik Plfxy QF qoN igafnI jI nUM peIaF. jy ieAuN Ébr hovy ik Plfxy QF qoN
igafnI jI pYxo bc gey. Pyr qF koeI Cpx Xog Ébr vI bxy qF mY Cfp vI idaF.”
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