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kuJ idn pihlF kMipAUtr-zfk ivwc iewk Éq imiÜaf» iÜÉx vfÜy df nfm sI: suryÈ nfiek» pqf: amrIkf dI kYnss styt XUnIvristI df sI» Éq df ivÈf: ihMdusqfn dI hflq bfry sI» aqy AuWqrI amrIkf ivwc rihMdy sfzy afm krky pRgtfey jFdy pRqIkrm bfry sI» Éq df qrjmf kuwJ ieMj hY:
“asIN afÉdy hF: sfzI ihMdusqfn dI srkfr inkMmI ey» sfzy kfƒn purfxy aqy qfkqhIx ny»
asIN afÉdy hF: imAUNspYltI sfzf suwitaf kUVf nhIN cuwkdI»
asIN afÉdy hF: tYlIÌon kMm nhIN krdy» rylvy df pRbMD inrf mÉOÜ ey» eyarlfeIn dunIaF Br ivwc sB qoN GtIaf ey» zfk kdI vyÜy isr nhIN apVdI»
asIN afÉdy hF: ihMdusqfn jfx nfÜoN qF bMdf iksy KUh toBy ivwc CfÜ jf mfry» ieh mulk qF hux kuwiqaF dy vws ipaf hoieaf ey»
asIN afÉdy hF.. .. asIN afÉdy hF.. .. asIN afÉdy hF.. ..
pr eys bfry asIN krdy kI hF?
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asIN isMGfpur jFdy hF» asIN eyarport qy Auqrdy hF» asIN afpxy afp ƒ Éfs mihsUs krdy hF» afÉrkfr asIN aMqr-rfÈtrI hvfeI syvf qy afey hF» pr asIN bhuq Ébrdfr vI hF» isMGfpur ivwc asIN isgrt df totf sVk qy nhIN sutdy» afÉrkfr ieh idwlI Èihr QoVHf eI hY? nf eI asIN stor ivwc vV ky kuwJ Kfxf ÈurU kr dyNdy hF» eyQy qF stor df vI adb ey! eys Èihr dy aMzrgRfAUNz rylvy ilMk qy sfƒ vI Enf eI mfx mihsUs huMdf ey ijMnf eyQy rihx vfiÜaF ƒ» asIN iksy cMgy ijhy ielfky ivwc GuMmx jFdy hF» asIN iÉafÜ rÉdy hF ik kfr mukwrr QF qy KVI krIey» qF ik dUijaF ƒ pryÈfnI nf hovy» qy jdoN mItr ivwc pYsy muwk jFdy ny, asIN bVI iËMmyvfrI nfÜ hor pYsy pfAux af jFdy hF» BfvyN sfzI koeI vI hYsIaq hovy» BfvyN asIN amIr hoeIey BfvyN pYsy KuxoN QuVy hoey»
isMGfpur ivwc asIN kuwJ afÉdy nhIN, asIN isrÌ ‘krdy’ hF» Auh sB: jo ik sfƒ krnf `cfhIdf’ ey!
zubeI ivwc asIN rmËfn dy idnF ivwc pbilk QF qy ÉFdy pINdy nhIN» ieslfm ivwc eynF idnF ivwc lMmf vrq rwKx df rvfj ju ey!
jwdfh ivwc asIN isr nMgf kr bfhr nhIN jFdy»
lMzn ivwc asIN iksy tYlIÌon mihkmy dy krmcfrI ƒ ds pONz ivwc ÉrId ky ieh nhIN afÉdy: myrIaF lMmI dUrI dIaF kflF iksy hor dy Kfqy cVHf dyeIN!
vfiÈMgtn ivwc asIN mukwrr rÌqfr qoN ikqy vwD qy kfr clf ky puils dy ispfhI ƒ ieh nhIN afÉdy: ‘jfxdYN mYN kOx hF? vrdI luhf idaFgf! bhuqf aOKf eyN qF afpxy do zflr lY qy turdf ho!’
afstRylIaf qy inAUËIlYNz dI bIc qy asIN nfrIal Kf ky Ausdf Kol kUVydfn qoN ielfvf hor ikDry nhIN sutdy»
pfn Kf ky Quwkx df jyrf asIN tokIAu dIaF gÜIaF ivwc ikAuN nhIN krdy?
asIN blfqkfr, kql jF jurm krky imAUinK ivwc puls ƒ KrIdx bfry ikAuN nhIN slfhF bxfAuNdy?
bVy nym nfÜ iemiqhfn pfs kIqy ibnf, zrfieivMg tYst ley ibnf kfr clfAux dI koiÈÈ asIN knyzf ivwc CyqI ikqy ikAuN nhIN krdy?
JUTy srtIiÌkyt nfÜ nOkrI hfsl krn df lflc sfƒ bostn ivwc ikAuN nhIN AuTdf?
cyqy kro: asIN afpxI hI gwl kr rhy hF, iksy hor dI nhIN!
asIN: ijhVy kfƒn df afdr prdysF ivwc jf ky kr skdy hF, afpxy ihMdusqfn ivwc ikAuN nhIN krdy? asIN cMgy, sfAU qy iËMmyvfr ÈihrI dUjy mulk ivwc jf ky bx skdy hF, ihMdusqfn ivwc ikAuN nhIN?
kI eys leI ik asIN ieh soc ilaf ey ik ihMdusqfn iewk lfcfr aOrq ey ijs nfÜ koeI vI jbr jnfh kr skdf ey! nyqf aqy srkfrI aÌsr qF krdy eI ny, asIN vI kr ilaf qF kI ey? sfzy nf krn nfÜ eysdI pivwqrqf bhfl hoxoN rhI! kI sfzI mF nfÜ kdy eydF df hfdsf ho jfvy qF asIN vI Ausƒ dubfrf Ausy nfÜ afp duhrfAux ivwc koeI Èrm nhIN mihsUs krFgy?
asIN pUny dIaF sVkF qy afpxy kuwqy ƒ GumfAux lY jFdy hF» Auh sVk qy afpxf ml-mUqr krdf ey» Gr af ky asIN kfrporyÈn ƒ gflH kZ ky afÉdy hF: eys Èihr dIaF ÌutpfQF qy qF turnf muhfl ey! kI krn kfrporyÈn dy aÌsr? JfVU lY ky sfzy kuwqy dy mÊr mÊr turn? amrIkf df sB qoN amIr ivakqI ibl gyts jy afpxf kuwqf lY ky bfhr jfvygf qF Aus df gMd cuwkx leI hwQ ivwc plfsitk df ilÌfÌf qF Ausƒ vI iljfxf eI peygf» ibwl kilMtn ƒ vI» pr pUny ivwc sfƒ loV ey ik koeI bFh mroV ky sfƒ ieh krn leI afKy» AuNj asIN nhIN krnf»
srkfrF jo krdIaF ny Auh qF pqf eI ey» pr jo asIN krdy hF: Auh vI sfmHxy vy!
asIN srkfr ƒ afÉdy hF: asIN quhfƒ cux idwqf ey, bfkI df kMm quhfzf! EvyN eI ijvyN asIN eyarlfeIn ƒ afÉdy hF: asIN quhfƒ itkt dy pYsy idwqy ny» jy asIN Èrfb pI ky jhfË ivwc AultI krIey qF sfÌ krnf quhfzI iËMmyvfrI! gwzI ivwc mUMgÌlI Kf ky sfzy suwty iClky cuwkxf rylvy dI iËMmyvfrI! kUVydfn vI ikMnIaF QfvF qy nhIN huMdy» jy hox qF suwtx dI sfzI pUrI nIaq vI nhIN huMdI!
asIN dfj dy bhuq ivruwD hF» qd qwk: jd qwk sfzf afpxf muMzf ivafhux vfÜf nhIN ho jFdf» EdoN asIN afÉdy hF: myry kwly dy nf lYx nfÜ qF smfj suDr nhIN jfxf» mYN duwjy df nF lY irhf hF» Auh myrf nF lY irhf hY» asIN sfry afpxy afp ƒ ‘iekwlf’ afÉdy hF» iDafn nfÜ vyKo: asIN sfry eI ‘iekwTy’ hF! jUT ƒ cflU rwKx ivwc! asIN ‘rÜ ky’ ihwsf pf rhy hF! asIN Byz hox df ÌÉr hMZf rhy hF! eys ÌÉr ƒ hfsl krn leI, dUijaF dy nfÜ rÜy rihx leI, kuVI ƒ kuwK ivwc mfrnf pey qF sfƒ muÈkl nhIN lgdf!
so isstm jF smfj ƒ kOx bdlygf? ieh ‘smfj’ jF ‘isstm’ hY kI cIË? eysdf arQ kI ey?
sfzy leI eysdf arQ ey: srkfr, aÌsr, kbIlf, guaFZ, duwjf ipMz-Èihr» arQfq: hor sfry, isvfey ‘myry’ qoN! moty moty aKrF ivwc asIN ilÉ riKaf ey: ‘mYN eys ivwc Èfml nhIN!’
kI asIN kdI afKxf cfhFgy: ‘Auh sfry jo isstm ƒ AujfV rhy ny, mYN AunHF ivwc ÈfmÜ nhIN!’
pr asIN ieMj ikvyN afÉ skdy hF? ieMj afKxf qF aOKf ey» sOKf eyho ey: isstm nfÜ rÜ jfxf» jF sfmfn cuwk ky ieMglYNz cÜy jfxf» EQy rihxf» EQoN dy isstm dI qfrIÌ krnI» jdoN EQy byruËgfrI ho jfvy, kuvYq ivwc nOkrI lwB lYxI» jdoN EQy jMg lwg jfvy, ihMdusqfnI srkfr ƒ afKxf: sfƒ eyQoN kwZo! Cy mhIny EQy CuwtI kwt ky, isstm ƒ inMd ky Ìyr socxf: afstRylIaf clIey» EQy buwZI Aumry pYnÈn cMgI imÜdI ey!
ieh vI smJ afAuNdf ey ik asIN prvfr pfÜxy huMdy ny» ijAUNdy rihxf huMdf ey» hflfq sfzy vws ivwc nhIN huMdy» pr asIN hflfq ƒ bdlx leI kI koeI sMGrÈ afrMiBaf hY sI? asIN afrMiBaf hovy, sfzI ihMmq tuwt jfvy, smJ afAuNdf ey» pr mOkfpRsqI smJ nhIN afAuNdI» asIN dUr cly eI gey, pr prdys jf ky muÜk nfÜ mUMh-ËbfnI inMdf cuglI vfÜI irÈqydfrI pfÜx qoN vwD eys leI kdI kuwJ hor kIqf? EQy rih gey iksy Es dI mdd kIqI ijhVf isstm ƒ bdÜx leI hfly XqnÈIl hY! ? kdI do zflr afpxy ipMz dy tuwty skUÜ ivwc iewk pwkf kmrf bxfAux leI idwqy ik QuVy hoey bwcy bfrÈ ivwc iBwjy ibnf pVH sikaf krn?
irÈvq, tYks dI corI, ibnf lfiesMs qoN cflU kIqf kfrobfr, kfƒn dI byadbI, jIvn df anfdr: akih hwd qwk apiVaf ey ihMdusqfn ivwc» DMnvfd: srkfrF df, ijMnHF df mksd luwt-Ksuwt qoN ibnf hor kuwJ nhIN» DMnvfd: eysdy ÈihrIaF df ijMnHF df eysdy vfsqy ipafr gÜy qoN hyTF kdI nhIN Auqiraf» jy ihrdy ivwc Auqiraf huMdf qF Gwto Gwt afp eysdy blfqkfr df ihwsf nf bxdy» pYrF ivwc Auqiraf huMdf qF Aus rfhy iewk vfrI qF jFdy ijs pfsy mulk dI qkdIr bdÜx leI kdI kdfeIN kuwJ lokF ny BfvyN inrrQk pr inwgr AuWdm kIqf qF sI! jy hwQF ivwc Auqiraf huMdf qF eysdI durdÈf ƒ rokx leI Êlq kMm krn vfÜy iksy iewk bMdy df hI hwQ ÌVdy! bhuqf nhIN qF Gwto Gwt iewk vfrI! hwQ ÌVxf sdf eI sMBv huMdf ey! swq smuMdr jF keI hËfr mIlF dI dUrI qoN vI!”
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