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suwqy ipaF acyq mn ‘c keI qrHF dy supny afAuNdy hn. svyry AuT ky sfry cyqy vI nhIN rihMdy. keI cyqy rih jFdy hn. AunHF ivwcoN kuwJ qF hOlI hOlI ivsr jFdy ny. AunHF dI QF nvyN afAuNdy rihMdy hn. kuwJ idnF ivwc Auh vI Buwl Buwlf jFdy ny. ieh islislf cldf rihMdf hY jo kuwJ afpF idn ‘c dyKdy qy suxdy hF. AuhnF vrgf hI supny ‘c icqivaf idsdf rihMdf hY.
pr keI supny ajyhy vI huMdy hn ijhVy sfrI ijMdgI hI nhIN Buwldy. ajyhy supinaF qoN zr vI lwgdf hY qy KuÈI vI imldI hY. vfr-vfr cyqy afAux nfl KuÈI qy gmI huMdI hY.
iek supnf mYƒ vI ajyhf hI afieaf sI ijhVf hux qwk Buwilaf ivsiraf nhIN. Ausy qrHF qro qfËf ijs qrHF juafnI lMG jfx qoN bfad afieaf sI. mYN zrdy ny iksy ƒ dwisaf vI nhIN kI pqf Auh supnf swcf hI nf ho jfvy ijvyN keI kihMdy ny, kuwJ supny swcy vI ho jFdy ny. keI sfl mYN eysy krky zrdf irhf. pr kfPI sfl lMG jfx qoN bfad zr cuwikaf igaf. jo kuwJ hoxf hY Aus df pqf vI nhIN lwgdf. iPr zrn dI kI loV.
mYN bcpn df EhI Kuwlf zuwlf mhOl dyK irhf. bIhI vVHidaF hI dUjy Gr vfly qfey hrnfm isAuN df bfhrlf Gr. vwzf ivhVf iewk pfsy ipwpl QoVf Juikaf hoieaf KVf hY. Aus dy pwqy ÈFq hn. sfhmxy vwzf awDf ku Biraf toBf hY. toBy dy kMZy drwKq qy ipMz vfly pfsy skUl sfhmxy do ipplF ivckfr cONqrf ijQy asIN bYT ky piVHaf krdy sI. do lfeInF bxf ky AuWcI AuWcI glf PfV ky iewk dUxI dUxI do dUxI cfr aYN muhfrnI bolI hoeI sI. CuwtI hox qoN bfad bMdUk dI golI vFg Bwjdy jFdy. gurduafry aqy inMmF ivckfr cIN lMG ky pqf hI nf lwgdf kdoN vwzy drvfjy aMdr lMG ky Gr jf vVdy.
AuhnF dy ivhVy ivwc isr hI isr ids rhy ny. QoVI QoVI bolx dI kurbl kurbl ho rhI hY. icwtI roÈnI nfl kwcIaF ilpIaF kMDF cmk rhIaF ny. iksy pfsy dIvf jF gYs jgdf nhIN idsdf. kfPI isrF AuWqy icwty kpVy ‘c myrI arQI lpytI hoeI hY. ippl dy pwiqaF hyTF roÈnI ies qrHF pY rhI hY ijvyN roÈnI nfl pwqy cmk rhy hox.
mYN vI AuhnF ivwc bhuq sfry isrF dy nfl hI hF. hOlI hOlI bhuq DImI cfl asIN sfry srkx lwgy. srkdy srkdy pqf nhIN ikhVy QF phuMc gey. pr sfrf kuwJ AuQy df AuQy hI ids irhY. AuhI ippl, kwcIaF kMDF qy ivhVf ijvyN ikqy gey hI nf hoeIey.
Aus vyly nf koeI ro irhf sI nf hI ipt irhf. myry afpxy Grdy ikqy ids hI nhIN sI rhy. nf hI jnfnIaF roNdIaF iptdIaF sn. Auh ikqy ids nhIN sI rhIaF. arQI aqy isr hI ids rhy. isrF qoN hyTF ËmIn pqf hI nhIN ikQy gfieb ho geI sI. mYN soc irhf sI, pqf nhIN ikhVIaF mVHIaF ivwc lY ky jfxgy. mYN nf hI koeI ivroD kr irhf sI nf hI KuÈ ho irhf. mYN qF bws AuhnF dy nfl KVf qy qurdf hoieaf dyK hI irhf sI.
arQI vfly isrF df hjUm hOlI hOlI ihl ipaf. hux mYƒ pqf lwg irhf sI asIN ikDr jf rhy hF. lfg vflf KUh twp gey. KUh qoN awgy KulHy Kyq hI sn. hux qF KUh ikqy idsdf hI nhIN. iPrnI qk mkfn hI mkfn pY gey ny. sVk twp ky vI Gr bx gey ny. dukfnF bx geIaF, imsqrIaF dy kfrKfny sVk ‘qy af gey. imzl skUl vI mVHIaF lfgy hI af igaf hY.
arQI mVHIaF ‘c ids rhI hY. moiZaF qoN Auprly isrF AuWqy prny, qy sfdIaF pwgF hI lpytIaF hoeIaF ny. iksy df vI isr nMgf nhIN. Aus smyN sfiraF dy isr Zwky huMdy sn. pwgF ivwcIN jUVy kIqy idsdy. mVHIaF ‘c vI ipwpl dy pwqy icwtI roÈnI nfl cmk rhy ny. ieh ipwpl awj vI Ausy qrHF KVHf hY. pr QoVf buwZf ho igaY. mVHIaF vI kMizaF, JfVIaF qy ink suk smyq Ausy hfl ivwc hn. isrP ivckfr ijhy pwkf QVf bxf ky Aupr tIn dI Cwq, pqly gfzrF AuWqy KVI kIqI hoeI hY.
mVHIaF pihlF vFg hI afly duafly qoN KuwlHIaF hn. koeI cfr dIvfrI nhIN. afpxI afpxI pwqI dy iqMn bfbf ÈhId vI Ausy qrHF hn. pr vwzy bfbf ÈhId vfilaF (sfzy smyq) ny ÈhId Auqy kmrf pf ky lohy dI iKVkI lf idwqI hY. Aus dy nfl iewk pfsy vwzf brFzf qy do kmry bxf idwqy gey ny. iewk smrsIbl pMp vI luaf idwqf. pihlF vflf nlkf vI cldf hY. Aus smyN nlkf vI nhIN sI huMdf. hux ieh toBf sukf hY. ies dy suky zilaF dIaF qyVF dyKx vfly df mUMh icVHfa rhIaF ny.
sfl bfad ieQy aKMz pfT krfAuNdy ny. jlybIaF qy cfh dy lMgr cldy hn. Bog vfly idn myly vrgI rOxk hox lwg peI hY. jo cVHfvf cVHdf hY Auh AuQy hI Érc kr idwqf jFdf hY. kihMdy ny ies bfbf ÈhId dy iewk pfsy byrI hY. Aus ƒ koeI vwZdf nhIN. jy vwZy qF Auh aMnHF ho jFdf hY. pr bwkrIaF Aus dy pwqy crdIaF rihMdIaF hn. iksy ƒ vI ies bfbf ÈhId dI ihstrI df pqf nhIN. hryk dsvIN ƒ eyQy dIvy jgf ky kVfh df mwQf tyikaf jFdf hY. swjr sUeI mwJ dy iGE df kVfh bxf ky mwQf tyikaf jFdf hY. Aus vyly qF KIr kVfh bxf ky afpxI pwqI dy hryk Gr ‘coN iewk iewk bMdf swd ky prÈfdf Ckfieaf jFdf sI qy suwc KuwlH jFdI pr hOlI hOlI hux ieh pRQf hwt geI hY.
mYƒ Aus vyly ieh bfbf ÈhId nhIN sI idsdy. ies dy lfgy kfPI zUMGf toBf sI, hux CwpVI hY, ieh vI nhIN idisaf. toBy dy afly duafly Aucy Aucy itby qy AuhnF AuWqy byrIaF dI JVI huMdI sI. ieh vI hux nhIN hn. keI sflF qoN iewk sfD toBy kMZy af ky bYT igaf sI. ipMz ‘coN Aus kol keI ivhlV nÈy krn vfly afAux lwg pey. AuQy DUxf DuKdf qy iewk kmrf vI pY igaf sI. jdoN Auh sfD mr igaf qF Aus dI smfD AuQy bxf idwqI geI qy iewk hor cylf af bYiTaf. Aus kol vI kuwJ ivhlV cONkI Brn lwg pey qy hux AuQy keI kmry irhfieÈ ho geI hY. ies Èfmlft vflIaF mVHIaF dy iewk pfsy Aus df kbËf ho igaf hY. koeI vI nhIN bol irhf. jdoN myrI arQI rwK idwqI geI qy awg lfAux dI iqafrI ho rhI sI qF myrI awK Kul geI. mYN iewk dm AuT ky bYT igaf. myrf srIr psIny nfl iBj igaf sI. mYƒ hONkxI cVI hoeI. sfh nfl sfh nhIN sI rl irhf. afly duafly dyiKaf. mYN Ausy cubfry ivwc sI, ijQy rfq ƒ pVH ky ipaf sI.
Aus qoN bfad mYƒ nINd nhIN afeI. pfxI pIqf qy afpxy srIr ƒ vfr vfr hwQ lf ky dyiKaf. kI mYN ijMdf hF? keI idn, mhIny qy sfl, mYN ziraf irhf ik kdoN supnf swcf huMdf hY? iPr socx lwg ipaf ik sfry supny swcy nhIN huMdy, isrP acyq mn ‘c afey iKafl hI huMdy hn. hux mYƒ zr nhIN lwgdf pr mYN Buwldf vI nhIN. Ausy qrHF myry sfhmxy myrI arQI aqy moiZaF qoN AuWqy isrF vfly lok ids rhy hn. mYƒ mn ‘c hfsf ijhf af jFdf hY pr mYN ieh supnf ajy qk iksy nfl vI sFJf nhIN sI kIqf. so hux kr irhf hF ik supny swcy nhIN huMdy. ienHF ‘qy ivÈvfÈ nhIN krnf cfhIdf. dirV ierfdy nfl afpxy kMm ‘c mgn rho.