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- surjIq pfqr

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- ajmyr isMG aOlK

gflHF bfry mYN vI kuwJ kihxf hY

 

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BUqF dy cObfry `c

 

- iekbfl rfmUvflIaf

cwkI dy puVF ivwc ipsx `coN svfd lYx dy idnIN

 

- suirMdr mMz

bdly rMg smyN dy / jy aff rfm nf huMdf

 

- bUtf isMG cOhfn

cwl buwilHaf hux EQy cwlIey

 

- ikrpfl isMG pMnUM

virafm isMG sMDU nfl mulfkfq

 

- mulfkfqI:joigMdr isMG inrflf

bolf bwdl

 

- crnjIq isMG pMnU

ipMzoN-pfr-ipMz

 

- blbIr sMGyVf

do kivqfvF

 

- surjIq pfqr

jdoN sQfpqI df qoqf myry isr `qy acfxk af bYTf

 

- ajmyr isMG aOlK

myrI mYN

 

- virafm isMG sMDU

hId

 

- gulfr isMG sMDU

prvfs df sMqfp

 

- rfijMdr isMG isvIaF

dwKx dysL sbwbIN myly

 

- gurbIr isMG Buwlr

Jotf PMz

 

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hMugfry

 

 


virafm isMG sMDU nfl mulfkfq
- mulfkfqI:joigMdr isMG inrflf
 

 

(joigMdr isMG inrflf pMjfbI dy smrwQ khfxIkfr aqy isafxy aflock hn. Ayuh qRYmfisk muhFdrf df sMpfdn vI krdy hn. ipCly idnI AuhnF ny virafm isMG sMDU hurF nfl iek lMmI mulfkfq kIqI. ies mulfkfq rfhIN AuhnF ny sfihqk-siBafcfr nfl sMbMiDq keI BKLdy msilaF `qy sMDU hurF nfl crcf CyVn leI bVy iqwKy svfl kIyqy. sMDU hurF ny iehnF svflF dy jvfb pUrI eImfndfrI nfl dyx dI koisLsL kIqI hY. pMjfbI dy sfihqk-siBafcfr dI nyVlI jfxkfrI rwKx vfly pfTkF dI idlcspI leI asIN ies mulfkfq nUM sIrq ivc pRkfisLq kr rhy hF. ieh mulfkfq muhFdrf dy jnvrI-mfrc 2010 dy aMk ivc pRkfisLq hoeI hY. asIN pfTkF vwloN imly pRqIkrm dy hvfly nfl ies mulfkfq ivc AuWTy muwidaF qy idwqy jvfbF bfry KuwlHI crcf CyVnI cfhuMdy hF. pfTkF dy huMgfry dI qIbrqf nfl AuzIk hY.
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? ipCly idnIN pRym pRkfsL hurF ny afpxy prcy ivc iliKaY ik swqrivaF ivc sfhmxy afey bhuqy khfxIkfrF nUM Bulf idwqf igaf hY, ijnHF ivcoN virafm sMDU nUM Bulf dyxf AusnUM hmysLf duwK idMdf hY---? pr nfl dy nfl AuhnF ny quhfnUM jugfVI afK ky nivaF khfxIkfrF nUM gflLF kwZdy rihx vflf vI afiKaf hY. jy AuhnF dI gwl mMn leI jfvy qF quhfnUM Bulf idwqy jfx dI iek Audfhrx ieh vI hY ik ipCly smyN jlMDr ivc hoeI khfxI gosLtI ivc quhfnUM bulfieaf qwk nhIN igaf. quhfzf kI pRqIkrm hY.
-inrflf jI, mYN afpxy qoN sInIar lyKkF bfry sdf afdr Bfv rwKdf afieaf hF qy iksy dI sKLsIaq bfry nFh-vfck itwpxI krn qoN sdf guryjL hI kIqf hY. pRym pRkfsL bfry vI myrf ieho rvweIaf irhf hY. pr hYrfnI qy duwK dI gwl hY ik pRym pRkfsL ipCly do ZfeI dhfikaF qoN myrI sLKLLsIaq bfry nFh vfck itwpxIaF krky myry iemyj nUM ivgfVn dI koisLsL krdf afieaf hY. myry kol iesdIaF drjn Br imsflF hn. quhfzy svfl df jvfb dyx qoN pihlF mYN AusdI ies itwpxI df QoVHf ipCokV dws idaF qy afpxy dovF dy suBfvF df aMqr vI. kuJ sfl pihlF quhfzy prcy ivc afpxI iksy khfxI df ipCokV dwsidaF iesny afpxIaF khfxIaF ivc pysL kIqI jfx vflI KuwlHI aOrq df aslI nF lukf ky iksy aijhI sfAU aOrq df nF ilK idwqf jo pMjfb dy agFhvDU hlikaF ivc zfZy siqkfr dI pfqr hY. iesdf aijhf mfrU pRqIkrm hoieaf ik kuJ agFhvDU iDrF ny pRym pRkfsL dI jnqk qOr `qy byiejLqI krn dI Tfx leI. Auh sB lok myry vI jfxU sn. mYN nhIN sF cfhuMdf ik sfzy eyzy nfmvr lyKk nUM ieMj jnqk qOr `qy byiejLq kIqf jfvy. mYN ivc pY ky qy cuwp-cupIqy pRym pRkfsL koloN muafPLI mMgvf ky gwl awgy vDxoN rok idwqI. AudoN pRym pRkfsL ny ikqy ikhf/iliKaf sI ik Auh Aus aOrq dIaF hmfieqI iDrF nUM AuNj qF kuJ nhIN kr skdf pr AuhnF nUM kdI klm dI mfr jLrUr mfrygf. ieh klm dI mfr AuhnF nUM qF Auh mfr nhIN skdf pr mYnUM jLrUr mfrdf rihMdf hY qy Ausny quhfzy hvfly vflI itwpxI krky mYnUM klm dI mfr mfrn dI koisLsL kridaF myry vwloN AusdI iewjLq bcfAux df muwl qfiraf hY!
quhfzy vwloN ibafn kIqI mYnUM Bulf idwqy jfx vflI AupRokq itwpxI ivc sfDfrn vyKx vfly nUM qF lwgdf ieho lwgdf hY ik AusnUM myry Bulfey jfx df scmuwc bVf duwK hY! pr asl ivc kih Auh ieh irhf hY ik jy koeI myrf pfTk jF ihqYsLI ieh smJdf hY ik AusnUM qF virafm sMDU cyqy hY qF Auh iksy BulyKy ivc hY. Auh Buwl jfvy ik virafm sMDU vI koeI hY jF sI.
myrI rfie hY ik ijhVf Buwlx-Xog hY Auh Buwl hI jfxf huMdf hY. BfvyN mYN hovF jF koeI hor. pRym pRkfs jF Auhdy chyiqaF vwloN krvfeI iksy gosLtI ivc mYnUM sLfml hox df swdf nf dyx df AuhnF nUM pUrf hwk hY pr jy Auh ies Brm ivc hn ik AuhnF vwloN mYnUM nf bulfey jfx nfl mYN lokF dy cyiqaF `coN ivwsr jfvFgf qy Auh KLud amr pdvI pRfpq kr jfxgy qF Auh BulyKy ivc hn. iewk Kfs qrHF dy lyKkF dy DVy vwloN Kfs qrHF dI khfxI nUM AuBfrn ivc qy dUijaF nUM axgOlf krn ivc kyNdrI pMjfbI lyKk sBf nUM vrqxf vI jugfV nhIN qF hor kI hY?
mYnUM jugfVI afKx df imhxf mfrky aglI gwl Auh ieh afK irhY ik jy mYN hux qwk lokF nUM cyqy vI sF qF jugfVF krky hI cyqy sF. nvyN khfxIkfrF nUM gflLF dyx dI PLjLUl qy JUTI gwl afK ky Auh pUrI nvIN pIVHI sfhmxy mYnUM hMkfrI qy Aujwz bxf ky pysL krn dI iGnfAuxI koisLs kr irhf hY. sfry lyKk qF mYnUM inwjI qOr `qy jfxdy nhIN. ijhVy nvyN khfxIkfr jfxdy hn qy imldy igldy hn AuhnF sB nUM pqf hY ik mYN cMgy qy nvyN khfxIkfrF nUM ikMnf ipafr idMdf hF qy bdly ivc Auh mYnUM ikvyN afpxy vwzy Brf jF ipE vrgf siqkfr idMdy ny.
ies ivc koeI sLwk nhIN ik pRym pRkfsL ny lgfqfr pRgqIvfdIaF df ivroD kIqf hY. nfaHrf mfrkf PfrmUlf tfeIp pRgqIvfd dIaF kmjLorIaF nUM asIN vI mMndy hF; pr pRgqIvfdI lyKkF dIaF AuWqm ikrqF nUM hUMJf PyrU ibafnF nfl rwd krn dI inwq duhrfeI jfx vflI koisLsL nfl pRgqIvfd rwd nhIN ho skdf. ijLMdgI dy hryk vrqfry bfry iliKaf jfx vflf cMgf sfihq pRgqIvfdI huMdf hY. Auh BfvyN afrQk/smfjk msilaF bfry hovy, Bfvy aOrq-mrd sMbMDF bfry hovy qy BfvyN mnoivigafnk msilaF bfry hovy. pr pRym pRkfsL ny mnuwKI aMdrly nUM Kojx qy Prolx dy nF `qy iek KLfs qrHF dI asLlIl qy smfjk muwlF qoN ivhUxI khfxI ilKx leI nvIN pIVHI nUM pRyirq hI nhIN kIqf sgoN lkIr nUM iek mMc vjoN vrq ky aijhI kfm-AuksfAU aqy smfj-ivroDI muwlF vflI khfxI nUM sQfpq vI kIqf. vfr vfr aijhI khfxI qy khfxIkfrF dI prsMsf krky Ausny AuhnF aMdr ieh Brm pYdf kr idwqf ik mnuwKI aMdrly nUM Prolx dy nF `qy aMdrly gMd nUM Prolxf hI ijvyN vwzf sfihqk muwl hovy. ieMj Ausny sfihq dy Kyqr ivc pRgqIvfd df inrMqr ivroD krky hF-muK kImqF nUM Cuitafieaf hY aqy asLlIl, asfrQk, arQhIx qy kfmAuksfAU sfihq nUM mhwqv dy ky nFh-muK rol inBfieaf hY. aijhI nFh-muKqf df BrpUr ivroD hoxf cfhIdf sI; pr ieh hoieaf nhIN. sLfied agly gMd qoN iCwty pYx qoN zrdy hox. myrI KLuLiksmqI smJo jF bdiksmqI ik mYN sYmInfrF ivc pRym pRkfsL dI hfjLrI ivc ieh gwlF khIaF. quhfzy qF prcy ivc vI mYN ies bfry iliKaf sI. pr ies luwcpuxy dy iKlfPL ijvyN afvfjL AuWTxI cfhIdI sI, nhIN AuWTI. myry vwloN kIqf ieh ivcfrDfrk ivroD pRym pRkfsL nUM nhIN Buwldf. mYN qF sLrIk dI brCI vFg Ausdy klyjy ivc KuiBaf hoieaf hF. jy Auh mYnUM nhIN Buwilaf qF mYN hornF nUM ikvyN Buwl skdf hF. rGbIr isMG isrjxf ny dyr afied, drusq afied dy kQn anusfr aijhy nFh-muK sfihq bfry bVf pCV ky Auho gwl kIqI ijhVI mYN keI sflF qoN kihMdf af irhf sF qF pRym pRkfsL df klyjf mwc AuWiTaf. Auh rGbIr isMG nUM sLudfeI afKx qwk igaf qy mYnUM Buwl gey hox njLraMdfjL kr idwqy jfx, jugfVI hox qy gflLF bkx vflf hox qwk afK igaf. AusdI pIV df kfrn sfPL sI ik myry vwloN vfr vfr Ausdf ivcfrDfrk ivroD kIqf igaf. afp qF Auh pRgqIvfdIaF nUM sflF qoN gflLF kwZ irhf hY pr jy pRgqIvfdI Aus bfry KLrI gwl krn qF Auh bury ho gey!
mYN hux vI kihMdf hF ik pRym pRkfsL vwloN pYdf kIqy mfVy sfihqk ruJfn iKLlfPL sB agFhvDU iDrF nUM jQybMdk pwDr `qy afvfjL AuTfAuxI cfhIdI si/hY. isrjxf, muhFdrf, icrfgL, pRvcn afid agFhvDU idwK vfly pricaF nUM ies ruJfn df pihlF qoN hI noits lYxf bxdf sI. myyry iehnF ivcfrF nUM ivakqIgq pwDr `qy lYx/smJx dI QF ies ipwCy kMm krdy ivcfrDfrk vKryvyN nUM smJxf cfhIdf hY.

? kdy BUsLn ny virafm sMDU aqy pRym pRkfsL nUM pMjfbI khfxI df awDf awDf akfsL afiKaf sI, ijs bfry lyKkF dy iewk vrg ny bVf vfvylf mcfieaf sI. hux vI kdI kdI aijhI crcf iCVdI rihMdI hY.
-BUsLn ivcfry df surgF `c vfsf hovy! jvfb qF iesdf Esy nUM dyxf bxdf sI. ies ivc koeI sLwk nhIN ik iksy vI sfihqk ivDf dI pCfx Aus ivDf dy lyKkF dI smwucI pRfpqI ivcoN hI vyKI/pCfxI jfxI cfhIdI hY. ies ihsfb nfl do bMidaF df ijLkr hornF dI qklIPL df hwkI kfrn bxdf hY. sLfied ieho kfrn hY ik ieh svfl ipCly ZfeI-iqMn dhfky qoN vwK vwK QfvF `qy pMj ku sO vfr qF puwiCaf/dwisaf hI igaf hovygf. AuNJ hYrfnI huuMdI hY ik kyvl iek sqrI kfiv-totf eynf jLordfr ho skdf hY ik dhfikaF qwk vwzy vwzy kihMdy khfAuNdy kQfkfrF leI qklIPL df kfrn bixaf hoieaf hY!
AuNj hr smyN sdf iksy ivDf dy do-cfr ieho ijhy lyKk huMdy jLrUr ny ijhVy nvIaF lIhF pfVdy qy nvyN imafr sQfpq krdy ny. qusIN pMjfbI sfihq dy ieiqhfs `qy JfqI mfr ky vyK lvo. Hryk ivDf ivc hux quhfnUM afpxy afpxy simaF dy do-iqMn isKLrly nF hI njLr afAuxgy. bfkI smyN dI iKLlfa ny Kf ley. ieho kfrn hY ik hryk dOr sdf AuhnF do-cfr lyKkF dy nF hI mnsUb huMdf hY. mYN ieh nhIN kihMdf ik pMjfbI khfxI ivc mYN jF pRym pRkfsL hI Auho nF hF. iksy BUsLn leI ieh swc ho skdf hY iksy hor leI nhIN. smyN dI ivwQ ny kwcy ipwly nF JfV dyxy huMdy ny. sLfied smyN ny myrf nF vI JV jfx vfilaF ivc hI sLfml kr dyxf hovy! pr hor khfxIkfr BrfvF nUM cfhIdf qF ieh sI ik ies itwpxI nUM aYvyN ikvyN smJ ky Auh afpxy afpxy afkfsL qlfsLx aqy afpxy iksy bRihmMz nUM mwlx dI koisLsL krdy. pr Auh ies iewk sqr nUM lY ky dhfikaF qwk eyny prysLfn rihx iehdI qF mYnUM vI smJ nhIN afAuNdI. ijMnI ku afAuNdI vI hY, mYN dwsxoN iJjkdf hF.

?rGbIr isMG isrjxf ny hmysLf quhfnUM PLlYsL kIqf hY aqy qyjvMq igwl ny pMjfbI khfxI dI Xfqrf nUM syKoN qoN virafm sMDU qwk df sPLr ikhf hY. kI qusIN nhIN smJdy ik eydF dIaF itwpxIaF nfl quhfzf PLfiedy nfloN vwD nuksfn hoieaf hY.
-rGbIr isMG jF iksy vI hor lyKk/aflock ny jy myry bfry iliKaf jF mYnUM vizafieaf qF ies ipwCy kfrn ieho sI ik AuhnF nUM myrI khfxI psMd sI. myrI iksy nfl koeI irsLqydfrI qF hY nhIN sI ik myrI prsMsf krnI AuhnF dI koeI mjbUrI hovy. nf hI mYN AuhnF nUM koeI ahudf idwqf jF dyx dy smrwQ sF qy nf hI koeI mfieaf Byt cVHfeI hY. ijhnUM koeI lyKk psMd huMdf hY, AusdI Auh prsMsf krdf hI hY. myrI KLusLnsIbI hY ik kyvl rGbIr isMG hI nhIN sgoN pMjfbI df koeI vI kihMdf khfAuNdf aijhf aflock nhIN ijsny myry bfry cMgf nf iliKaf hovy. mYN qF isrjxf dy sOvyN aMk ivc rGbIr isMG vwloN mYnUM pRmot kIqy jfx dy hvfly nfl ieh vI ikhf sI ik KflI borI nUM koeI iswDf KVf nhIN kr skdf. kyvl PLlYsL kIiqaF jF PokI sLoBf kIiqaF koeI vwzf lyKk nhIN bx jFdf. vwzf lyKk Auh qd hI bxygf jy Aus ivc kx hovygf. AuNj quhfzI gwl ies pwKoN TIk vI afKI jf skdI hY ik myry bhuq sfry smkflIaF nUM ieh lwgx lwgf ik mYN AuhnF dy ihwsy dI prsMsf Dwky nfl AuhnF qoN Koh ky lY igaf hF jF kuJ aflockF ny AuhnF dy ihwsy df mfx myrI JolI ivc Aulwd idwqf hY! ieMJ roNdU khfxIkfrF df iewk vrg myry nfl aMdro aMdr Guwitaf vwitaf qy nrfjL irhf. ieho hI lok ny ijnHF nUM awDy afkfsL vflI itwpxI duwK idMdI rhI hY. ijhVy khfxIkfrF nUM afpxI smrwQf `qy mfx sI/hY AuhnF ny ies itwpxI vwl kdI iDafn nhIN idwqf qy myry nfl AuhnF dy sMbMD vI sdf cMgy hI bxy rhy hn. asl ivc awDy afkfsL vflI smwisaf duKI afqmfvF dI rhI hY, smrwQ klmkfrF dI nhIN. AuNJ Xfr ieh Blf koeI gwl hY ik iksy dI ilKI iek sqr nUM lY ky qusIN iqMn dhfikaF qoN prysLfn qy duKI hoey iPrdy rho!

? ienHI idnI iewk jlMDrIey lyKk ny afpxI iewk mulfkfq ivc ikhf sI ik dysL Bgq XfdgLfr hfl ivc iewk vwzy lyKk ny AusdI jfq nUM lY ky gflLF kwZIaF, myry iKLafl ivc insLfnf quhfzy vwl sI. ies bfry quhfzf kI ivcfr hY.

-ieh vI Esy sfijsL df ihwsf hY, ijs aDIn pRym pRkfsL mYnUM nvyN khfxIkfrF nUM gflLF kwZx vflf afK ky bdnfm krnf cfh irhf hY. ieh jlMDrIaf lyKk ,dys rfj kflI, pRym pRkfsL dy AuhnF muMizaF dy toly ivc sLfml hY ijhnF bfry pRym pRkfsL sdf afKdf irhf hY , muMzy afey sn qy mYnUM PlfxI gwl dws ky gey ny! dilq sLRyxI nfl jnm qoN sMbMD rwKx vfly kflI vrgy Ausdy kuJ hor dosq , ijhVy nF dy hI dilq hn pr AuNj qQf-kiQq DnI svrnF(ikANik svrnf dI bhuq vwzI igxqI afm dilqF vFg hI BuwK duwK dI isLkfr hY) vrgf jIvn ibqf rhy hn, ipCly keI sflF qoN mYnUM jwt khfxIkfr aqy dilq ivroDI vjoN pysL krn dy Xqn ivc lwgy hoey hn ( afpxy afp nUM dilq hmfieqI iswD krn leI mYnUM iehnF do-cfr jixaF dy srtIiPLkyt dI loV vI nhIN hY) ikAuNik mYN AuhnF dI pRym pRkfsL vwloN idwqI slfh muqfbk qy pRym-pRkfsLIan sLYlI ivc hI nkl krky ilKI jfx vflI muwl-ivhUxI, kfm-AuksfAU khfxI ilKx dI koisLsL nUM sdf nkfrdf afieaf hF aqy AuhnF nUM nklcU bxn dI QF afpxI vwKrI pCfx sQfpq krn leI kihMdf irhf hF. ies leI ieh tolf afpxy gurU nfl imlky sdf myrf cirqr-Gfq krn dy Xqn ivc lwgf irhf hY. AuNJ kihMdy vI hn ik mYN Bulf idwqf igaf hF pr afny bhfny mYnUM Xfd krnoN AuWkdy vI nhIN.
ijvyN qusIN TIk ikhf hY ik kflIL dI AupRokq itwpxI jLfihrf qOr `qy myry vwl hI syiDq hY. hor EQy dysL Bgq hfl ivc rojL jfx vflf vwzf lyKk ikhVf hY! pr jdoN mYN ieho gwl dys rfj kflI nUM puwCI qF Auh muwkr igaf qy Ausny iksy hor dy nF ieh itwpxI mVH idwqI ijhVf vwzy lyKkF ivc ikvyN vI nhIN igixaF jf skdf! jLihr hY ieh itwpxI vI mYnUM bdnfm krn dI koisLsL hI hY.

?suixaYN ik quhfzI khfxI nON bfrF ds `qy pMjfbI XUnIvrstI dy QIeytr ivBfg vwloN gLdrI bfibaF dy myly AuWqy dysL Bgq XfdgLfr hfl dy kMplYks ivc Kyzy gey nftk nUM dilq ivroDI afK ky rOlf pvfAux dI koisLsL vI kIqI geI sI.

-qusIN jfxdy hI E ik jdoN nON bfrF ds khfxI CpI qF isrjxf dy agly aMk ivwc ijwQy bhuq sfrIaF pRsMsfqmk itwpxIaF CpIaF EQy cMzIgVH dy dilq jfqI nfl sMbMD rwKx vfly iewk lyKk ny iesnUM jwt lyKk vwloN bVI GtIaf qy dilq ivroDI khfxI aYlfnidaF khfxIkfr dy bhuq hI hyTF izg jfx nfl joiVaf. agly aMkF ivwc AusdI aijhI rfie nUM bhuq sfry pfTkF qy lyKkF ny dlIlF dy ky rwd kr idwqf aqy AusdI itwpxI nUM aMqrmuKI qy Aulfr iswD kIqf. Ausy lyKk ny afpxI nyVlI jfx-pCfx vflI lyiKkf dy nF `qy iksy abfr dy aYqvfrI mYIn ivwc afrtIkl ilK/ilKvf ky qy pihlIaF dlIlF dy ky iewk vfr iPr qoN mYnUM gflHF kwZIaF sn. pr AuhnF df iksy vI huMgfrf nf Biraf jd ik khfxI dI QF QF `qy crcf hox lwgI; ies `qy afrtIkl ilKy jfx lwgy.
dilqF-pIVf nUM ibafn krn vflI pRmfixk khfxI vjoN sQfpq ho jfx AuprMq pMjfbI XUnIvristI dy zrfmf qy QIeytr ivBfg dy aiDafpkF/ividafrQIaF ny Cy mhIny dI lgfqfr jdo-jihd qoN ipwCoN khfxI dI skirpt iqafr kIqI qy nftk Kyzx dIaF iqafrIaF afrMB idwqIaF. ijs idn nvinMdrf bihl dI inrdynf aDIn ieh nftk zIpfrtmYNt ivwc Kyizaf igaf, mYN ivBfg dy swdy AuWqy drkF ivwc bYTf sF. nftkI-kwQ ivclI jfn qy klfkfrF dI klf dy kmfl ny aijhf jfdU DUiVaf ik drk suMn hoey bYTy rhy. nftk dy muwK pfqr dI nftkI-qRfsdI ny lokF dIaF awKF iswlHIaF kr idwqIaF. drkF dI mMg `qy agly idnF ivwc ies nftk dy hor oa vI krny pey.
kuJ icr bfad pMjfbI Bff akfdmI qy pMjfb akYzmI af sol sfieMs, iltrycr aYNz klcr dI jlMDr ivwc hoeI sflfnf kfnrMs mOky rfq nUM ieho nftk jlMDr dy dy Bgq Xfdgfr hfl ivwc krvfieaf igaf. dilq jfqI dy duKFq dI nftkI JfkI ny ieQy vI sfh-rokxI cuwp ivwc bYTy drkF nUM kIl ilaf. ies pykfrI qoN pRBfivq ho ky dy Bgq Xfdgfr kmytI ny ies nftk nUM gLdrI bfibaF dy myly `qy hox vfly ivfl nftkI-smfroh ivwc py krn df inrxf kr ilaf.
myly vflI rfq pRbMDkF ny nftk dy mhwqv nUM smJidaF sB qoN isrly smyN AuWqy ies nftk dy klfkfrF nUM nftkI-mMcn df swdf idwqf. nftk ajy msF awDf ku hI cwilaf sI ik sIn bdlx dy Coty ijhy vky ivclI fmoI dOrfn pMzfl dy bfhr hnyry dI afV ivwc KVoqy iqMn ku jixaF ny AuWcI avf ivwc rOlf pfieaf, bMd kro nftk nUM, ies nftk ivwc jwt lyKk ny dilqF df mfk Auzfieaf hY. mYN vI drkF ivwc hI bYTf sF. eysy vyly drkF dy aYn ivckfr iekwTy bYTy iqMn ku jixaF ny bfhvF AuWcIaF kr ky afiKaf, bMd kro nftk, bMd kro. sfry drk ipwCf BON ky vyKx lwgy. pRbMDkF ny ies or nUM sux ky qurq afpxy vlMtIar BIV qoN bfhr rOlf pfAux vfly hnyry `c Kloqy bMidaF df pqf krn leI Byjy. vflMtIarF nUM afAuNidaF vyK Auh bMdy hnyry ivwc iKsk gey pr pqf lwg igaf ik Auh jlMDr dy iqMn ku dilq pMjfbI lyKk sn, jo nftk df bfeIkft krn leI pihlF hI XojnfbMdI kr ky afey sn. AuhnF ny drkF ivwc vI do ku QfvF AuWqy iqMn-iqMn cfr-cfr bMdy ibTfey hoey hn. siQqI nUM sMBflx leI styj skwqr styj `qy af igaf. or ijhf sux ky klfkfrF ny nftk Kyzxf bMd kr idwqf sI. eyny icr ivwc mYN vI styj AuWqy phuMc igaf.
styj skwqr kih irhf sI, sfQIE! sfnUM pqf lwg igaf hY ik ieh iknHF bMidaF dI jfx-buwJ ky kIqI rfrq hY, qusIN afrfm nfl bYTy rho. mYnUM styj AuWqy kuwJ pl bolx leI afiKaf igaf. mYN khfxI ivcly dilq pfqr dy supinaF aqy AusdI hkIkI siQqI dy pfVy nfl pfqr dI KMizq ho geI hoNd dy duKFq nUM ibafn kridaF ies nUM dilqF dy drd dI sMvydnIl dfsqfn afK ky drkF nUM puwiCaf ik kI Auh nftk vyKxf cfhuMdy hn! qF sB ny bfhvF KVIaF kr ky nftk vyKx dI hfmI BrI.
pRbMDkF ny nftk nUM ir qoN urU krn leI klfkfrF nUM afiKaf qF nftk dI inrdykf nvinMdrf bihl ivwc klfkfr df svYmfn aMgVfeI lY ky AuWT Kloqf. Ausny aijhIy siQqI ivwc nftk Kyzx qoN ienkfr kridaF klfkfrF nfl kIqI geI vDIkI leI afpxf rMj drkF nfl sFJf kIqf aqy sf qOr `qy aYlfn kIqf ik Auh nftk qd hI Kyzxgy jy drk swc-muwc AuhnF df nftk vyKx dI iewCf rwKdy hox. ir Ausny vMgfr ky afiKaf, ijhVf ies nftk nUM nhIN vyKxf cfhuMdf, Auh afpxf hwQ KVf kry aqy drkF ivwcoN AuWT ky bfhr cilaf jfvy. Ausny ieh kQn do iqMn vfr duhrfieaf qfik iksy iksm df BulyKf nf rih jfvy. drkF ivwc suMn vrq geI. iksy ny vI hwQ KVf nf kIqf. hnyry ivwc KVoqy dilq lyKk qF pihlF hI ikDry itB gey sn. pr ivckfr bYTy hoey AuhnF dy iksy hmfieqI ny vI hux bFh KVI nf kIqI. hux nvinMdrf ny puwiCaf, ijhVy drk nftk vyKxf cfhuMdy hn, Auh hwQ KVHy krn qF drkF ny dohvyN bfhvF Aulfr ky nftk vyKx dI hfmI BrI. nvinMdrf qy klfkfr hYrfn sn ik eynI vfr pihlF nftk dy oa kIqy jfx smyN qF ies ivcoN iksy nUM jwt lyKk vwloN kIqf dilq ivroD nr nhI sI afieaf, awj ikhVI alokfr brIk nr nUM ieh sB-kuJ idsx lwgf sI!
bfad ivwc bfkI nftk Kyizaf igaf aqy drkF ny cuwp-cfp AusnUM vyiKaf.
nftk qm hox qoN bfad jdoN mYN pusqk myly vfly lfan ivwc iewk pbilr imwqr kol jf ky bYTf qF Ausny dwisaf, Auh iqMny lyKk qF afpxf pqf lwg jfx `qy iKsk gey sn. pr iewk hor dilq-lyKk eyQy rfbI hoieaf quhfzf nF lY ky gflHF vI kwZdf irhf. asIN AusnUM smJf-buJf ky eyQoN qoiraf. Ausny Ausdf nF vI dwisaf. mYN hYrfn sF ik ieh sfihq ivwc kYsI rfjnIqI dI urUafq ho rhI hY ijwQy lyKk lyKk nhIN rih igaf sgoN AusnUM jwt lyKk qy dilq lyKk bxfieaf jfx lwgf hY! !
ies Gtnf qoN Cy ku mhIny bfad myrf iewk amrIkf qoN priqaf snyhI mYnUM dy Bgq Xfdfr hfl ivwc imilaf. Ausny nf khfxI pVHI sI qy nf hI nftk vyiKaf sI; mYnUM bVy Byq-Bry ZMg nfl pfsy iljf ky kihMdf, qusIN dilqF dy ilf ieho ijhf kI ilK idwqf. dilq qF quhfzy bhuq hI ilf ny.
Auhdy sLihr dy dilq-isafsq nfl bhuq hI nyiVEN juVy kuwJ kfrkunF ny hI AusnUM myrf nF lY ky dwisaf sI, Auh dilqF dy ilf jfx-buwJ ky ilKdf hY qy afpxI jtkI nrq df ivflf krdf hY. sfnUM afpxy sMGr ivwc aijhy lyKkF nfl vI nijwTxf pYxf hY qy AuhnF nUM aijhf ilKxoN rokxf vI hY!
mYN AusqoN AuhnF dilqF ivwc hoeI gwl-bfq df hor ivsQfr jfnxf cfihaf qF Ausny dwisaf, AuhnF nUM ieh nhIN sI pqf ik mYN quhfnUM jfxdf hF. Auh qF isr eynf jfxdy ny ik mYN dy Bgq hfl ivwc afAuNdf-jFdf hF qy AuhnF nUM quhfzf vI eyQy afAuNdy rihx df pqf sI. mYN AuhnF nUM puwiCaf vI sI ik qusIN Aus lyKk dI aijhI ikho ijhI ilKq pVHI hY ijs ivwc Ausny dilqF dy ilf iliKaf hY qF Auh awgoN ilKq bfry qF kuwJ nf dws sky pr ieh kihx lwgy ik sfnUM afpxy sUqrF qoN pqf lwgf hY ik Auh lyKk dilq-ivroDI hY! asIN aijhy lyKkF nUM iDafn ivwc rwK rhy hF.
iksy sfihqk rcnf bfry ivcfrDfrk Drfql `qy AusnUM rwd jF svIkfr krvfAux leI dlIl-afDfirq sMvfd rcfAux qoN ikvyN vI ienkfrI nhIN hoieaf jf skdf. ieh sMvfd gotIaF/sYmInfrF dy rUp ivwc vI ho skdf hY qy sfihqk pwqr/pwiqRkfvF ivwc ilK ky vI afpxI gwl pUry or nfl khI jf skdI hY. pr ilKky jF bol ky afpxI gwl mnvf skx qoN asmrwQ iehnF lyKkF ny ihwk dy Dwky nfl jy sfihqk-afvf nUM dbfAux df inrxf ilaf sI qF inscY hI ieh iksy nvIN iksm dy sfihqk-isafsI awqvfd nUM huMgfrf qy hwlfsLyrI dyx df hI Xqn sI.
sfihqk-siBafcfrk Kyqr ivwc aijhf afqMkvfd sfzIaF brUhF vwl vDdf vyK ky myrf mn asoisaf igaf.
ies sfry kuJ qoN qusIN anumfn lf hI skdy ho ik myry ivroD dIaF jVHF ikwQy ikwQy peIaF hn. AuhnF rOlf pfAux vfly lyKkF dy nF sfry jfxdy hn. qusIN vI smJ gey hovogy. ieh lok jy afpxI gosLtI ivc mYnUM nhIN bulfAuNdy qF hYrfnI ikhVI gwl dI hoxI hoeI! qy mYnUM bulfAux vI ikAuN?

?kuJ dilq afKy jFdy lyKkF vwloN quhfnUM dilq-ivroDI afKy jfx ivc ikMnI ku swcfeI hY? kI qusIN jwtkI hYNkV qoN iblkul mukq ho gey ho?

-myry dilq-ivroDI hox ivc Bor Br vI swcfeI nhIN. myrf ieh ibafn dy dyx nfl hI nhIN srn lwgf; mYnUM afpxy ipCokV ivcoN vI kuJ dwsxf pvygf. myry ivwc Dfrimk-kwtVqf qy jfqI sMkIrnqf bcpn qoN hI nhIN sI. nf hI Dfrimk-rIqIaF ivwc iksy pRkfr dI aMnHI rDf sI. myry `qy muZlf pRBfv suwcI iswKI df sI. sfzy gurU qF hr qrHF dI sMkIrxqf nUM rwd kr ky sfry jgq nUM iensfnI-pRIq dy klfvy ivwc Brn df sunyhf idMdy sn. dUjf, sfzy Gr ivwc Dfrimk rhu-rIq aqy pUjf-pfT dI kwtV pflxf df koeI irvf hI nhIN sI. myrf ipqf qF agFhvDU KuwlHy iaflF df hY hI sI, myrI mF vI, mYnUM nhIN Xfd; pr jy hovy vI qF, kdI vrHy-iCmfhI hI gurdvfry jFdI hovygI. myry ipqf df bcpn df iek jmfqI mjHbI iswK sI. Auh guriswK vfly pihrfvy ivc huMdf. kuJ sfl sfzy nfl vfhI ivc iBafl vI irhf. Auh aqy myrf ipqf sfihq pVHn df sLOk vI rwKdy sn. nfnk isMG dy nfvl iek dUjy nfl vtf vtf ky pVHdy. Auh sfzy Gr mMjy `qy bYT ky rotI KFdf. koeI suwc-iBwt nhIN sI. dfdI myrI vI afpxy iksy isMG-sBIey vzyry burg aqy pirvfr dI iksy hor isafxI bIbI dy hvfly nfl iswK Drm nfl juVI aMnHI lwg-lbyV qoN mukq hox dIaF kQf-khfxIaF suxfAuNdI rihMdI. AuDroN mYN iehnIN idnI gurb isMG dI pusqk prm-mnuwK pVH leI sI aqy gurUaF dI soc ivclf qrkIl pihlU vI myry sfhmxy jgx lwgf sI. ieho kfrn hY ik mYnUM afpxI iMdgI df koeI p vI aijhf Xfd nhIN afAuNdf jdoN mYN Dfrimk kwtVqf jF Dfrimk qMgidlI jF jfq-pfqI nPLrq dI hnyrI dldl ivwc Disaf hovF. iswKI df eyku ipqf eyiksu ky hm bfirk df sunyhf myrI rUh df sdIvI ihwsf bixaF irhf hY.
gurb isMG dy mfiDam rfhIN mYN hOlI hOlI ivigafnk socxI dy lV lwg irhf sF. kMvl dI rfq bfkI hY ny mYnUM kimAUinst cMgy lwgx lf idwqy. AuNj vI jdoN kimAUinst sfzy ipMzF ivwc jlsy aqy zrfmy krdy, srkfr aqy puils nUM rIaF rIaF suxfAuNdy, iBRt asrF `qy qvf lfAuNdy qF mYnUM AuhnF dI dlyrI cMgI lwgdI. rIbF aqy mfiVaF dI AuhnF vwloN kIqI jFdI hmfieq mn moh lYNdI. sfzI irhfiesL vI ipMz dy Aus ihwsy ivc sI ijwQy bhuqI ihMdU afbfdI sI. pr sfzy Gr dy nfl nfl mocI, JtkeI, suinafr, lohfr, qrfx, pYNc (mihry) afid vI vwsdy sn. myry ipE qoN Aumr ivwc Coty sfry aFZI-guaFZI myry cfcy sn aqy vwzy myry qfey. AuhnF dy bwicaF nfl hI myrI dosqI sI; BfvyN ik sfzy BfeIcfry dy jwtF dy muMzy vI myry dosq sn. nf mYnUM zfktr krm cMd df muMzf gulfrI lfl Eprf lwgdf sI, nf hI buwZf isMG mihry df muMzf qfrI aqy nf hI pRIqm suMh suinafry df muMzf muwKf. Tfkr isMG JtkeI df sflf arjn vI myrf bylI sI aqy hrnfm drI df muMzf ipafrf vI. fq-pfq mMnx vflI kwtV hAumYN myry ivwc hY hI nhIN sI. asIN sB Xfr-bylI sF. myry ivwc jfq-pfqI KuwlH-idlI aqy sihxIlqf df iewk kfrn ieh vI hY ik mYN aijhy srb-sFJy mfhOl ivwc pilaf. asIN ivafhF-fdIaF, uI-mI ivwc iewk dUjy dy Gr sikaF vFg hI afAuNdy-jFdy. iewk dUjy dy Gr Kyzdy. iewk dUjy dy GroN hI Kf-pI lYNdy. koeI ivqkrf nhIN sI. vwizaF dy smyN qoN lY ky BfeIcfiraF df ieh ipafr bixaf hoieaf sI. gurbfxI dy pRBfv qy kimAUinst soc nfl rfbqy kfrn mYN sucyq qOr AuWqy qQf-kiQq nIvIN jfqI dy lokF aqy muMizaF nUM mfnvI apxwq nfl imlxf urU kIqf. AuNj Coty huMidaF vI qIsrI cOQI ivwc pVHdy smyN sihMsIaF df muMzf OjU aqy mjHLbI iswKF df joigMdr myry bhuq inktI-imwqr sn aqy mYN AuhnF dy Gr Kyzx-mwlx jFdf hI rihMdf sF. myry aMdr iBwt-suwc df koeI aihsfs nhIN sI. pr hux mYN jfq-pfq dy ivDfn bfry jfxU ho cuwkf sF aqy sucyq ho ky hI ieh bMDn qoVn vwl ruicq sF. awTvIN nfvIN ivwc pVHidaF hI mYN afpxy kfmy bcn isMG mHbI iswK nfl KyqF ivwc kMm kirdaF Ausdy jUTy BFzy ivwc Ausdy sfhmxy pfxI pI ilaf sI. Auh hYrfn hoieaf ieh axhoxI vfprI vyK ky boilaf, Eey ieh kI kIqf eI?
pfxI pIqf hY, hor kI? mYN muskrf ky Aus vwl vyiKaf. myry vwl vyK ky Auh vI muskrf ipaf. myrf ieh ivhfr AusnUM Eprf pr cMgf vI lwgf jfpdf sI. AuNj Aus vyly pfxI pINidaF fied mYnUM vI lwgf sI ijvyN mYN koeI zUMGI KfeI pfr kIqI hovy-iewko Jtky nfl Cfl mfr ky. pr jy bI tI kridaF sfzf ijhVf pMjF muMizaF df juwt sI, AuhnF ivwcoN do cfcy-qfey dy puwq Brf krm isMG aqy rfm isMG cmVy df kMm krn vfly kfrIgrF dy muMzy sn. pr bVy snuwKy aqy drnI. asIN iekwTy iewko BFzy ivwc KFdy. iewkTy hI bfhr afAuNdy jFdy. kdI ieh aihsfs hI nhIN sI hoieaf ik asIN ikhVI jfq dy hF.
ipwCoN pVHidaF aqy jIvn ivwc ivcridaF qQf-kiQq dilq RyxIaF dy bhuq sfry ivakqIaF nfl myrf zUMGf nyV aqy pIc irhf. ilKx dy AuhnF muwZly idnF ivwc mYN aksr bfbf DMnf isMG aqy Aujfgr rfm kol lMmF smF bYT ky AuhnF nfl jwg-bIqIaF, hwz-bIqIaF sFJIaF krdf krvfAuNdf rihMdf. dovyN hI cmVy df kMm krdy sn. Auh nfl dy nfl juwqIaF sIvIN jFdy aqy nfl nfl vfrqflfp jfrI rwKdy. ieh Aujfgr rfm hI sI ijhny myrIaF khfxIaF sux ky mYnUM rfie idwqI sI, qyrIaF khfxIaF ivwc iewk gwl hoxI cfhIdI hY. iewko gwl. ikqy koeI jF ikqy koeI hor gwl nhIN Auhdf Bfv sI ik myrIaF khfxIaF ivwc inrol vrg-vMz dy icqr hoxy cfhIdy hn, ijnHF ivwc qgiVaF dy ivruwD mfiVaF nUM lVidaF aqy sMGr kridaF ivKfieaf igaf hovy. ieMj Auh mYnUM, ijMnf icr ienklfb nhIN af jFdf, hornF msilaF qy iviaF nUM hfl dI GVI iqafg dyx dI slfh dy irhf sI. afpxy pihly khfxI-sMgRih lohy dy hwQ ivwc dy muwZ ivwc mYN Aujfgr rfm dI ies slfh df hvflf vI idwqf sI. ieh slfh iewDr AuDr Btkdy lyKk nUM AusdI pRqIbwDqf aqy sfihqk-iMmyvfrI df cyqf krvfAuNdI lwgdI hY.
sfzy gvFZ ivc vwsdy cmVy df kMm krn vfly kfrIgr krm cMd dI pqnI sfzI hvylI ivc isafl dI Duwp sykx leI myrI dfdI qy mF nfl iewko mMjI qy bYTI huMdI qy juwqIaF dy pwilaF `qy nfl dy nfl kZfeI vI krdI jFdI. Gr dy iksy jIa nUM Esy mMjy `qy nfl bYiTaf rotI Kfx ivc vI koeI iJjk nf huMdI.
myyry ies ipCokV dI rOsLnI ivc myry dilq ivroDI hox nUM sihjy hI smiJaf jf skdf hY. mYN do-cfr svrn-dilqF dy afKy dilq ivroDI nhIN ho jfx lwgf.
ieh vI nhIN ik myry aMdroN jfq-pfq df hMkfr asloN imt igaf hoAU. ieh hMkfr pIVHI-dr-pIVHI qoN sMskfrF dy rUp ivwc bVI sUm kl ivwc sfzy Dur aMdr bYTf huMdf hY aqy iksy vI vyly isrI kwZ skdf hY. AuNj sucyq pwDr qy mYN sdf iesdI lpyt ivwc afAux qoN bcdf irhF.

?pMjfbI dI dilq khfxI dI sImf qy sMBfvnf bfry quhfzy ivcfr


-vwzI igxqI ivc dilq sLyRxIaF dy lok pVH ilK jfx krky afpxy vrg dy duwKF qy AuhnF dy kfrnF bfry smJx lwgy hn. AuhnF ivcoN afpxI pIV leI hUMg skx vfly klmkfr jy pRiqBfvfn hox qF Auh pRmfixk iksm dI dilq khfxI ilK skx ivc kfmXfb hoxgy. pr pMjfbI ivc aijhy klmkfrF dI aqy ijLkrXog qy Xfd-Xog khfxIaF dI bVI Gft hY. ijhVy khfxIkfrF ny ies ivsLy `qy klm clfeI vI AuhnF vI bhuqI vfr qF kfm-sMbMDF ijhy ivsLy nfl dilqF dI pIV nUM rlgwz kr idwqf. ieMj AuhnF df Poks iKMz igaf. bhuq sfrIaF khfxIaF ivc dilq mrd svrn jfqI dI aOrq nUM Bog ky jfqI-hIxqf df bdlf lYNdf ivKfieaf igaf hY. AuNj vI dilq-icMqkF nUM cfhIdf qF ieh sI ik Auh dUjIaF sLRyxIaF dy lok-ihqYsLI lokF nfl sFJf PrMt Ausfr ky dilqF dI mukqI leI lVfeI lVdy. pr AuhnF ny dUjy vrgF jF jfqF pRqI jfqI nPLrq PLYlfAux dI koisLsL jfrI rwKI hoeI hY. jy bRfhmxI jfq-pfqI nPLrq gLlq sI qF Aus nPLrq df bdlf jfqI nPLrq nfl hI cukf ky dUjI qrHF dI jfq-pfq nUM AuqsLfihq krnf vI nvIN qrHF df bRfhmxvfd hY. aijhI jfqI nPLrq df ivKflf krky sgoN AuhnF ny dUjy vrgF ivc bYTy qy jfq qy jmfq rihq smfj leI vcnbwD lokF nUM vI afpxy qoN prHF Dwk idwqf hY. Auh qF ieho ijhI axivigafnk vI gwl krdy hn ik dilqF bfry ilKx df hwk kyvl dilq jfqI dy lyKkF nUM hI hY.
bhuqI sfrIaF khfxIaF ivc ieh pwK vI pysL kIqf igaf ik vwzy ahuidaF `qy phuMc ky vI kdI kdI dilq jfqI nfl juVy lokF nUM AuhnF dI jfq df imhxf mfr ky Coty dwsx df Xqn kIqf jFdf hY. aksr khfxIaF df qoVf eyQy hI JVdf hY. jfq df imhxf vwjxf vI iek scfeI hY, pr dilqF dI sfrI swcfeI qF ieynI ku nhIN. ieh swcfeI vI nrk df jIvn Bog rhy dilqF dI eynI nhIN, ijMnI krImI lyar vfly dilqF dI hY. nrk df jIvn Bog rhy dilqF dI pIV nUM hkIkI jLbfn dyx vflI dilq-khfxI ajy ilKI jfxI hY. pMjfbI khfxI nUM aijhy lyKk dI AuzIk hY. nvyN dilq lyKkF ivcoN kyvl mohn lfl iPlOrIaf nUM Cwz ky koeI lyKk pRmfixk qy Xfd Xog dilq khfxI nhIN ilK sikaf. ajy vI dilqF dI pIV leI pRmfixk huMgfrf Brn vflf sfzf isrmOr lyKk sujfn isMG hI hY. qIjI pIVHI dy aqrjIq dI bTlU cimafr qwk vI ajy koeI nvF dilq lyKk nhIN phuMc sikaf.

?nOvyN dhfky qoN bfad pMjfbI khfxI dy Kyqr ivc bhuq sfry nvyN klmkfr sLfiml hoey hn. CyqI cricq hox leI ieh aOrq mrd dy vYD-avYD sMbMDF bfry vDyry ilK rhy hn


-ijLMdgI df koeI vI pihlU aijhf nhIN ijs bfry sfihq ilKxf vrjq hovy. iehnF ivc aOrq mrd dy sMbMDF smyq hr pRkfr dy sMbMD sLfml hn. aijhI khfxI ilKidaF jy koeI lyKk mnuwKI mn dI koeI mhwqvpUrn pr lukI loeI sfrQk qy arQvfn nwukr jF guMJl rOsLn krdf hY; ijs rfhIN sfzI suhj Bfvnf dI iqRpqI vI huMdI hovy qy asIN ieh vI smJIey ik jy asIN ieh rcnf nf pVHdy qF ijLMdgI, smfj jF mnuwKI mn dy iksy lukvyN rhws dy arQ sfzy sfhmxy prgt nhIN sn hoxy qF aijhI rcnf sfihqk mfpdMzF anusfr TIk hovygI. pr jdoN koeI lyKk mnuwKI aMdrly nUM PLrolx dy nF `qy kyvl aMdrly gMd nUM hI Polx bih jfvy, pfsLivk ibrqIaF nUM Auqyijq kry aqy aijhI ilKq ilKy ijs ivc ilMg-aMgF, kfm-kRIVf df byloVf, byarQ qy bybfk vrnx hovy aqy Aus ivcly kfm-ilwbVy vfk aqy vfk-aMsL quhfzI suhj-Bfvnf nUM tuMbx dI bjfie quhfzy mn aMdr glfjLq df aihsfs pYdf krn qy quhfzy mn nUM AuWjl krn dI QF hor mYlf krn qF aijhI ilKq sfihq dy pRvfnq mfp-dMzF anusfr KLrI nhIN afKI jf skdI. aijhIaF khfxIaF nUM jdoN mIl-pwQr afK ky vizafieaf jfvy; AuhnF bfry Aucycy lyK ilKy/ilKvfey jfx qF khfxIkfr afpxI crcf aqy sQfpq hox dI lflsf vws aijhI khfxI ilKx leI pRyirq aqy AuqsLfhq hoxgy hI. ipCly pMj-swq sfl qoN lkIr ny ies ruJfn nUM igx-imQ ky hulfrf idwqf hY. Ausny pRgqIvfdI sfihq nUM iewjV mfniskqf df sfihq afK ky inMidaf hY pr bhuq sfry nvyN khfxIkfrF nUM ByzF bxf ky afpxy asLlIl iewjV ivc sLfml kIqf hoieaf hY. pr ieh vI qswlI dI gwl hY ik hux bhuq sfry khfxIkfr ijnHF `qy aijhI mwKI `qy mwKI mfrn vflI khfxI ilKy jfx df ieljLfm lwgdf sI Aus Gyry ivcoN bfhr afAux aqy sfihq bfry sfrQk phuMc apxfAux leI ahul rhy hn. mYN ieh vI kihxf cfhFgf ik kuJ kQfkfrF ny aOrq mrd sMbMDF dy aqy pRikrqI aqy sMsikRqI dy qxfEsLIl ibrqFq bVI klfqmk muhfrq nfl vI icqry hn pr bhuqI igxqI pihlI iksm dI khfxI dI hI hY.

?qusIN afpxIaF XfdF ilKIaF hn, ijnHF ivc khfxI-rs bV jbrdsq hY. ieh XfdF ikMnIaF ku swcIaF hn?


-iehnF XfdF dy JUTIaF hox df svfl hI pYdf nhIN huMdf. hF, eynf jLrUr hY ik ilKdy smyN bMdf smyN dI ivwQ qoN afpxy jIvn dy ivsLysL kfl-KMz nUM hux dI njLr qy njLrIey nfl vyK/pCfx irhf hox krky Aus smyN vfpry nUM kuJ kwtdf CFgdf hY qy Aus ivc kuJ nvF joVdf hY. sMpfdn dI aijhI pRikiraf ivcoN hryk lyKk nUM gujLrnf pYNdf hY aqy qqkflI prsMgF ivc hux dI njLr aqy njLrIey qoN kuJ imlfvt krnI hI pYNdI hY. swc dy nyVy qoN nyVy rihx dy lwK XqnF dy bfvjUd aijhI rlLfvt dI guMjfiesL bxI hI rihMdI hY. ieh jLrUr iDafn rihxf cfhIdf hY ik kwtidaF-CFgidaF kuJ lukfieaf nf jfvy qy nvF joVidaF svY-moh aqy svY-pRdrsLn qoN, ijMnF vwD qoN vwD ho sky, bicaf jfvy. iehnF XfdF ivc quhfzy kihx muqfbk jy jbrdsq kQf-rs hfjLr hY qF iesdf kfrn ieh hY ik mYN bIqy-vfpry nUM Esy qrqIb ivc pysL krn dI QF nvyN isry qoN joVdf-bIVdf aqy nvIN klfqmk qrqIb idMdf hF aqy koisLsL krdf hF ik ieh ilKq Gtnf jF bIqy df inpt cOKLtf DfrI ibrqFq nf hovy sgoN Aus ivsLysL kfl-KMz ivc myry nfl vfprI/bIqI dI afqmf bx ky pysL hovy aqy pfTk iesnUM pVHidaF Aukqfvy nf.

? pr gurbcn ny ipwCy ijhy iliKaf sI ik guridafl isMG, rfm srUp axKI aqy virafm sMDU ijhy ienfm-XfPLqf lyKkF nUM iPkrf ilKxf nhIN afAuNdf!


-afpo afpxI idRsLtI qoN iksy vI lyKk/aflock nUM iksy hor lyKk dI ilKq cMgI-mfVI lwg skdI hY. AusnUM Aus ilKq aqy lyKk bfry rfie rwKx qy dwsx df aiDkfr hY. pr jy vyKx vfly dI awK ivc tIr jF kfx hovy qy mn ivc sLYqfn hovy qF gwl hor hY. gurbcn sVI-BuwjI, snkI qy hMkfrI afqmf vflf aijhf lyKk/aflock hY ijhVf KLud vwzf idsx dy lflc ivc vwzy nfvF nUM kuhfVf mfr ky kwtxf cfh irhf hY qy AuhnF nUM kwt ky afpxy qoN vI Cotf dwsx dI dur-Bfvnf ivc gRiwsaf hoieaf hY. Auh dUijaF dI ilKq `qy hI nhIN sLKLsIaq `qy vI icwkV suwtdy rihx df afdI hY. Ausdy ivcfrF aqy rfie ivc vI koeI siQrqf nhIN. mOky, hflfq aqy iksy ivsLysL lyKk nfl bxdy/ivgVdy sMbMDF kfrn Auh afpxy ivcfr bdldf rihMdf hY. mYN ivsQfr ivc nhIN jFdf; keI lyKkF bfry vkPLy bfad ilKIaF AusdIaF ilKqF hI iesdI gvfhI idMdIaF hn. aijhy cuPLygVIey bMdy leI Eho lyKk kdI sfihq dy iskMdr huMdy hn qy kdI imwtI df Zyr. AuhnUM ieh Brm hY ik Auh jdoN jI cfhvy iksy df buwq bxf skdf hY qy jdoN jI cfhvy Aus buwq nUM qoV ky imwtI ivc imlf skdf hY. nf Auhdy afiKaF guridafl isMG, rfm srUp axKI jF virafm sMDU ny mrnf hY qy nf Auh surjIq pfqr ijhy pMjfbI dy isrmOr sLfier df kuJ ivgfV skdf hY, ijsdf cirqrGfq krn ivc Auh virHaF qoN lwgf hoieaf hY qy AusnUM gfiek vjoN iqRskfrn dI PLjLUl koisLsL ivc juwitaf hoieaf hY. inMidaF `qy nPLrq dI aMnHI pwtI bMnHIN AusnUM ieh njLr hI nhIN afAuNdf ik pMjfb dI sfihqk ivrfsq qF mrdfny dI rbfb qy bfby nfnk dy sLbd dy suwcy sMgm nfl juVI hoeI hY qy pfqr ies ivrfsq df swcf vfrs hY. pfqr dI sLfierI qy sLKLsIaq nfl juVy sur aqy sLbd nUM inMdx nfl inMdk df muwK dIn-dunIaF dy drbfr ivc ijho ijhf huMdf hY, dwsx dI loV nhIN. myrI gwl Cwzo; mYN qF Cotf bMdf hF pr pfqr, guridafl isMG, axKI, hirBjn isMG qy hor ijnHF nUM Auh inMd irhf hY pMjfbI sfihq dIaF bulMd cotIaF hn. AuhnF phfVI sKLsIaqf dy pYrF ivc bYTf koeI bOxf inMdk afpxIaF CotI ijhI CYxI nfl AuhnF nUM iCwl-qoV ky AuhnF df kI ivgfV skdf hY! AuNj vI afpxy afp nUM duwD-Doqf afKx vflf qy hornF nUM lflcI, sQfpqI-pwKI aqy ivdysLF ivc mfieaf iekwTI krn dy imhxy mfrdf rihx vflf Auh ieh Buwl jFdf hY ik Aus bfry vI dwsx vfly bQyry gvfh hn ik ikvyN Auh ivdysLF ivc Dwky nfl agilaF df mihmfn bxdf hY, ikvyN lokF kol jfx leI itkfxf aqy itktF mMgdf hY qy jf ky pONzF-zflrF dIaF mMgF rwKdf hY; iPr AuhnF bfry clfvyN lyK ilK ky AuhnF nUM iskMdr, bfbr, akbr jF rxjIq isMG bxfAuNdf hY aqy sfihq dy gMBIr pfTkF dI njLr ivc msKLrf ho inwbVdf hY. ies pRsMg ivc prvfsIaF bfry Ausdy purfxy jF qfjLf ilKy lyK vyKy jf skdy hn qy AuhnF lyKkF ivcoN bhuiqaF df pwDr vI quhfQoN Buwlf hoieaf nhIN.

?quhfzy jIvn df bhuq sfrf ihwsf sMGrsL nfl juiVaf irhf hY. rfjnIqk qOr `qy qusIN iks pfrtI nfl juVy rhy aqy hux quhfzf supn-sMsfr ikho ijhf hY


cVHdI jvfnI vyly jdoN mYN pVHxf-ilKxf sLurU kIqf qF mYN mihsUs kIqf ik mYnUM cMgy lwgx vfly lyKkF ny myry aMdr afdrk soc aqy hF-muK qbdIlI dI rIJ pYdf kr idwqI hY. mYN Dur zuMGfxF qoN isafsI qy smfjI qbdIlI df qlbfr sF; pr ieh qbdIlI isr kivqf jF khfxIaF ilKx nfl hI nhIN sI af jfxI! ies leI amlI qOr `qy kuwJ cMgf kr gurn dI rIJ vI myry mn aMdr aMgVfeIaF lYx lwgI. mYN Aus vyly dI qwqI lihr nfl juV igaf. pr CyqI hI kuJ kr gurn vflI lihr `coN myrf ivvfs zol igaf. mfrksvfd dy aiDan qy inwjI qjrby ny mYnUM dwisaf ik lok-sfQ qoN ivrvIaF qy lok-lihr bxn qoN asmrwQ aijhIaF lihrF df asl rihxf AuhnF dI hoxI hY. mYN ies lihr qoN iknfrf kr ilaf. ieh vwKrI gwl hY ik iewk smyN ies lihr nfl myrf nfm juV jfx kr ky afAux vfly sflF ivwc vI iesdf imaff Bugqxf ipaf. JUTy puils kysF df sfhmxf kridaF, JUTy kql-kys vI pey, ieMtYrogyn sYNtr vI jfxf ipaf qy aYmrjYNsI ivwc zI afeI afr aDIn jylH jfx qoN ielfvf vI keI vfr jylH-Xfqrf krnI peI. mYnUM hux ies sB kuJ df koeI pCqfvf nhIN. ies sB kuJ nfl juV ky myrf anuBv ivfl hoieaf qy amIr vI. AuNj vI myry ipCokV, myrI soc qy myry jo dy snmuwK myry leI ies pRikiraf ivcoN gurn qoN isvfie hor koeI bdl nhIN sI hoxf. mYN ies aml ivc gujLrn qoN pihlF vI qy ipwCoN vI jnqk jQybMdIaF ivc sdf srgrm irhf. awj vI myrI afsQf smfjvfdI njLfm ivc hY aqy mfrksvfd nUM ivigafnk njLrIaf smJdf hF. pfrtI iksy df vI mYN kdI jIvn Br mYNbr nhIN bixaF. nkslvfdI lihr df vI mYN hmdrd hI sF, pfrtI mYNbr nhIN. mYN sfrIaF kimAUinst pfrtIaF nUM afpxIaF smJdf hF aqy myrI icMqf hY ik dunIaF Br dy mjLdUrF nUM iewk hox df nfaHrf mfrn vfly asIN iewk ikAuN nhIN huMdy! aijhf eykf Ausfr ky sMGrsL kIqf jfvy. dilLaF-milLaF dI njfq leI smfjvfdI njLfm dI sQfpnf hI myrf supnf hY.

? quhfzIaF gqIivDIaF ivc dysL Bgq XfdgLfr hfl nfl juVnf vI hY, ies bfry quhfzI kI mjbUrI hY

- dysL Bgq XfdgLfr hfl nfl juVnf myrI mjbUrI nhIN, myrI KusLnsIbI hY. ieh hfl gLdr lihr dy mhfn sUrimaF-sLhIdF dI XfdgLfr hY. iesdf pRbMD agFhvDU ivcfrF nfl prnfey ienklfbI bfibaF vwloN kfiem kIqy trwst vwloN clfieaf jf irhf hY. trwst vwloN ijwQy sfzy ienklfbI ieiqhfs nUM sFBx aqy ilKx-pVHn leI iek vwzI lfiebRyrI bxfeI hoeI hY, Koj aqy pRkfsLn df kMm vI ho irhf hY, EQy dysL Bgq XfdgLfr hfl agFhvDU iDrF leI kfnPLrMsF, rYlIaF aqy sYmInfr krn leI mfiDam vjoN kMm afAuNdf hY. pMjfb ivc ieh ieko iek aijhf mMc hY ijwQy sfrIaF awzo-pftI hoeIaF KwbIaF iDrF ivqkry Bulf ky iekwTIaF ho jFdIaF hn qy iesdf prbMD sMBflx ivc vI AuhnF dI imlvIN sLmUlIaq hY. isrPL KwbIaF iDrF hI nhIN vwK vwK sfihqk jQybMdIaF vI eyQy vwzy vwzy sfihqk smfgLm krdIaF rihMdIaF hn. dysL Bgq XfdgLfr kmytI afp vI keI vfr sfihqk, siBafcfrk aqy BKLdy lok-msilaF bfry sYmInfr krvfAuNdI rihMdI hY. jdoN pMjfb ivc lwcr myilaF dI sLurUafq hoeI qF iek ishqmMd smfnMqr siBafcfrk mfhOl isrjx leI kmytI ny mylf gLdrI bfibaF df lfAuxf sLurU kIqf. pMj idn lgfqfr cwlx vfly myly qoN pRyirq ho ky dysL-ivdysL ivc hor anykF agFhvDU jQybMdIaF aijhy myly lfAux lwgIaF hn. ies myly ivc sfzy ienklfbI ieiqhfs nUM lok-cyqnf df ihwsf bnfAux leI ijwQy ieiqhfs dy vwK vwK kfl-KMzF bfry kuiejL pRogRfm krvfieaf jFdf hY, EQy BfsLx mukfbly, pyitMg mukfbly aqy gfien mukfbly qy kvI drbfr ies myly dI lVI df sQfeI ihwsf hn. hr sfl pihlI nvMbr vflf idn muwK myly nUM smrpq huMdf hY. ies idn siBafcfrk poRgrfm sfrf idn cwldf hY aqy Auh sfrI rfq nftk-pRdrsLn nUM smrpq huMdI hY, ijs ivc pMjfb dIaF pRiswD nftk mMzlIaF Bfg lYNdIaF hn. ies nftkF BrI rfq df ieh asr hoieaf ik bhuq sfrIaF nftk mMzlIaF nUM dysL-ivdysL ivc nftk Kyzx dy swdy imlx lwgy hn. ieMj pMjfbI QIetr nUM pRPulq krn ivc dysL Bgq XfdgLfr kmytI dI aBUqpUrv dyx nUM iksy vI sUrq ivc Gtf ky nhIN vyiKaf jf skdf. iesqoN ielfvf kmytI vwloN QIeytr idvs vI bVI DUmDfm nfl mnfieaf jFdf hY. sfl ivc iek vfr ividafrQI cyqnf kYNp lfieaf jFdf hY, ijs ivc vwK vwK KyqrF dy pRiswD ivdvfn afpxy afpxy ivisLaF bfry lYkcr dy ky nvIN pIVHI dy mnF ivc igafn df bIj bIjdy hn. myilaF AuWqy hr sfl pMjfb dy sfry mhwqvpUrn pRkfsLk afpxy stfl lfAuNdy hn aqy hr sfl lwKF rupeIaF dIaF ikqfbF ivkx df imsflI rIkfrz ies gwl df sUck hY ik dysL Bgq XfdgLfr kmytI vwloN pusqk siBafcfr Ausfrn ivc ikMnF vwzf rol adf kIqf igaf hY. mYN ipCly do dhfikaF qoN afpxI rfjsI qy sfihqk-siBafcfrk BuwK dI iqRpqI leI dysL Bgq hfl dIaF srgrmIaF nfl pUrI qndyhI nfl sMbMDq aqy srgrm irhf hF. aijhf kridaF mYnUM afpxI hoNd dI sfrQkqf df mfxmwqf aihsfs huMdf hY. myrI rol aqy Bfvnf dI kdr kridaF ipCly sflF qoN kmytI ny mYnUM afpxf sijMd aMg bxf ilaf hoieaf hY aqy ipCy jhy kmytI dI kfrjkfrnI borz afPL trwstIjL df mYNbr vI bxf ilaf hY. hux mYN hor vI pRqIbwDqf nfl dysL Bgq XfdgLfr hfl dIaF srgrmIaF nfl juV ky afpxI rUh nUM iqRpq kr irhf hF qy afpxy isr peIaF ijMLmyvfrIaF nUM inBf irhf hF.

? kihMdy hn ik lihrF dI cVHq smyN pYdf hoieaf sfihq lihr dy KLqm ho jfx hI KLqm ho jFdf hY. qusIN vI nkslI aqy iswK pihcfx dI jwdo-jihd smyN khfxIaF ilKIaF. smwucy pMjfbI lihr sfihq dy pRsMg ivc kuJ dwso.

-ieh TIk hY iksy vI lihr dy AuBfr nfl bhuq sfrf aijhf sfihq vI ricaf jFdf hY, jo qqkflI siQqI pRqI qwq-BVwqf pRqIkrm huMdf hY. siQqI nUM smJx leI smyN dI iewk ivwQ drkfr huMdI hY pr cwldI lihr smyN rojL-mwrf dy pRBfv aDIn lyKk kol bylfgL njLrIey dI keI vfr Gft huMdI hY. siQqI jF lihr pRqI AusdI vkqI soc jF vkqI Aulfr vI rcnf nUM pRBfvq kr skdf hY. aijhIaF vkqI rcnfvF jo vkqI pRBfv aDIn ilKIaF geIaF huMdIaF hn qy ijnHF ivc lyKk dIaF Aus ivsLysL smyN dIaF aMqrmuKI DfrnfvF vI sLfml huMdIaF hn, smF bIqx nfl afpxI sfrQkqf gvf bYTdIaF hn. pr pRiqBfvfn lyKk cwldI lihr smyN vI keI vfr siQqI nUM smJx dI smrwQf rwKdy hn. jy Auh vkqI Aulfr jF BfvnfvF dy vyg ivc vihx dI QF zUMGfeI ivc jf ky, sMqulq ho ky, siQqI df icqrn krn qF AuhnF dIaF rcnfvF sdIvI mhwqv vI aKLiqafr kr jFdIaF hn. pr aijhy pRiqBfvfn lyKkF dI hmysLf Gft huMdI hY. ieho kfrn hY ik drimafnI pRiqBf duafrf lihrF bfry iliKaf bhuqf sfihq smyN dI DUV ivc rul/imt jFdf hY. pr pRiqBfvfn lyKkF dIaF rcnfvF smyN nfl hor vI mhwqv aKLiqafr kr jFdIaF hn ikAuNik AuhnF dIaF ilKqF ivc qqkflI siQqI df pRmfixk icqr huMdf hY. AuhnF ilKqF ivc inwq bdldy ieiqhfs dy aijhy pRmfixk vyrvy huMdy hn ijnHF vyrivaF qwk ipwCoN afAux vfly lyKkF dI phuMc asMBv huMdI hY. AuhnF rcnfvF ivcoN hI Aus vyly df aslI ieiqhfs sfh lYNdf njLr afAuNdf hY.
ikAuNik qqkflI dOr bfry ilKIaf bhuqIaF ilKqF lihr dy KLqm hox nfl KLqm ho jfx vflIaF huMdIaF hn, ies leI jy koeI ies krky Aus dOr bfry AudoN ilKxoN tyZ vwtdf hY qF Auh vI afpxI ijLmyvfrI qoN Bwjdf hY. myry iKLafl ivc hryk lyKk nUM afpxy smyN dIaF qqkflI vMgfrF nUM vI muKLfqb hoxf bxdf hY. sdIvI ilKqF ilKx dy lflc ivc Aus ivsLysL dOr bfry jfx-buwJ ky jF hflfq qoN zridaF awKF mIc lYxIaF vI TIk nhIN. mYN iehnF simaF ivc afpxI sfihqk-smfjk ijLmyvfrI qoN nhIN Bwijaf. myrIaf AuhnF ilKqF ivc sdIvqf df aMsL iknF ku hY, iesdf PLYslf smyN ny hI krnf hY pr ies ivc koeI sLwk nhIN ik afpxy dOr nUM isrjxfqmk pwDr `qy muKLfqb hox df mYnUM bhuq mfx imilaf hY aqy myrI khfxI dI pUrI kdr vI peI hY. KLfs qOr `qy pMjfb sMkt bfry myrIaF khfxIaF ny mYnUM bhuq iewjLq idwqI. awj vI smyN dI ivwQ qoN AuhnF nUM pVHdf hF qF mYnUM nhIN lwgdf ik mYN qqkflI dOr ivc ikDry Aulfr hoieaf hovF. AuhnF ilKqF ivc pysL simaF bfry myrf awj vI Auho idRsLtIkon hY. pr lohy dy hwQ dIaF doiqMn aijhIaF vI khfxIaF hn ijnHF ivc Aus smyN dI rfjsI soc dy qqkflI pRBfv aDIn isDFqk prcfr vflf Aulfr idKfeI idMdf hY. jy mYN awj Auh khfxIaF ilKF qF AusqrHF nf ilKF. nkslI dOr bfry myrI khfxI vfpsI iewk dhfky bfad CpI. ieh khfxI ikAuNik smyN dI ivwQ qoN Aus dOr nUM aflocnfqk njLrIey qoN inhfrdI hY, iesy krky ieh vzyry klfqmk mhwqv vflI khfxI bx geI.

? pMjfbI ivc quhfzy smyq kuJ khfxIkfrF ny lMmI khfxI dI iprq pfAux dI koisLsL kIqI, pr lMmI khfxI dI prMprf kfiem nf ho skI

-mYnUM aijhI vwz afkfrI khfxI ilKx dI loV ies krky peI ikAuNik iehnF khfxIaF ivwc py kIqy jfx vfly anuBv df kuwJ ihwsf qF myrI hwz-bIqI nfl sMbMDq sI qy ijhVf ihwsf jwg-bIqI nfl sMbMDq sI, Auh jwg vI myry aYn afly-duafly vwisaf hoieaf qy myry qn-mn nfl Kih ky lMGx vflf sI. mYnUM Aus anuBv dI BrpUr qy smwgr jfxkfrI sI. ies anuBv-Kyqr dy afps ivwc juVvyN anykF prqF qy pfsfr sn. myrI ivsqirq jfxkfrI iksy vI anuBv-KMz nUM Aus nfl juVvyN ivfl anuBv-yqr dI smUihkqf nfl joV ky hI smuwcI hkIkq nUM pCfnx leI pRyirq krn lwgI. khfxI ivwc py kIqf jfx vflf iMdgI df koeI mslf vI srl-ryKf vFg iswDf nhIN sI. nf hI koeI pfqr eynf iswDf-sfdf sI qy nf hI koeI Gtnf jF siQqI eynI iekihrI qy iswD-pwDrI sI. iMdgI, pfqr, GtnfvF jF siQqIaF qF guMJldfr gor-DMdf sn. iehnF jitl guMJlF nUM KolHx leI iehnF nfl AulJxf-plcxf pYxf sI qy sfdf ibrqFq dI QF jitl ibrqFq isrjxf pYxf sI.
iesqrHF myrI khfxI df afkfr sihvn hI lMmf huMdf igaf.
aMg-sMg khfxI-sMgRih ivclIaF ikwQy gey! qy sunihrI ikxkf vrgIaF khfxIaF nfl inwkI khfxI dy prMprfgq mfzl nUM qoVn df kfrj myry koloN sihvn hI ho igaf sI aqy BwjIaF bfhIN qy cOQI kUt dIaF khfxIaF nfl ieh afpxy isr `qy phuMc igaf. ieh ikhf jfx lwgf ik mYN kyvl hunrI inwkI khfxI dy prMprfgq mfzl nUM qoiVaf hI nhIN sgoN AusdI QF pMjfbI khfxI df iewk nvF mfzl vI sQfpq kr idwqf hY. jitl-ibrqFq vflI lMmI khfxI dy mfzl-isrjk vjoN aflockF-pfTkF ny myrf crcf CyV ky lMmI khfxI nUM myry nF nfl hI mnsUb kr idwqf.
kI quhfzf ieh gwl mMnx nUM jI nhIN krdf?
ies mfzl dy sQfpq hox nfl inwkI khfxI dy nym-pflx vflf akfdimk bMDyj tuwt igaf qy hor vI keI khfxIkfr nymF dy sQfpq bMDn ivcoN bfhr inkl ky khfxIaF ilKx lwgy. hOlI hOlI ieh Brm ijhf vI bxn lwgf ik sQfpq hox leI fied lMmI khfxI ilKxf rUrI hY. jd ik ieh gwl TIk nhIN sI. sQfpq hox leI lMmI khfxI jF inwkI khfxI nhIN sgoN cMgI khfxI ilKx dI loV sI. mYN kdI vI lMmI khfxI ilKx dI kois nhIN sI kIqI. mYN qF isr khfxI ilKdf sF. Auh ikMny siaF dI hovygI, ieh vyKxf jF socxf myrI pihl hI nhIN sI. iesdy sbUq vjoN mYN lMmIaF khfxIaF vfly sMgRih BwjIaF bfhIN ivwc iewk sy dI khfxI kfhl vI ilKI hY qy `cOQI kUt ivwc inwkI khfxI dy mfzl dI anusfrI CuwtI vrgI khfxI dI rcnf vI kIqI hY.
awj df khfxIkfr afkfr ivwc BfvyN lMmI jF CotI khfxI ilK irhf hovy, Auhdy leI khfxI iewk styn qoN dUjy styn df sr hY, khfxI iewko bYTk ivwc pVHI jfx vflI rcnf hY, khfxI srpt GoV-dOV hY jF khfxI ds ku hfr bdF ivwc ilKI geI rcnf hY ijwhy kQn koeI rukfvt nhIN bxdy. mYN qy myry hor smkflIaF ny inscY hI pMjfbI khfxI dy kwsy hoey akfdimk bMDyj nUM iZwilaF aqy moklf kIqf hY. aflockF dy kihx anusfr ies ivwc myrf ihwsf vwD vI ho skdf hY. ies leI ieh gwl qF quhfnUM mMn hI lYxI cfhIdI hY ik mYN jF myry hor kuJ smkflIaF dIaF khfxIaF ilKx qoN bfad khfxI df pRcwilq ivDfn tuwt igaf.
AuNj Aucycy qOr `qy lMmIaF khfxIaF ilKy jF ilKvfey jfx dy Xqn vI hoey. myry qoN pihlF vI aqy myry qoN ipwCoN vI. pihlF sMkyq df lMmI-khfxI-aMk aqy ipwCoN smdrI aqy khfxI-pMjfb dy Aucycy iqafr krvfey gey lMmI khfxI aMk pRkfiq hoey. iksy Aucycy Xqn nfl lMmI khfxI ilKx-ilKvfAux vflI Dfrnf inrf iswDVpuxf hY. aijhy Xqn ipwCy pihl lMmy afkfr nUM iml jFdI hY jd ik koeI vI rcnf-vsqU afpxf afkfr aqy jugqF afpxy nfl lY ky afAuNdI hY. jy rcnf-vsqU dI loV nhIN qF imwQ ky lMmy afkfr dI rcnf krn ivwc lMbfeI qF rih jfeygI, zUMGfeI fieb hovygI. aijhIaF lMmIaF khfxIaF vsqU dI loV ivwcoN nhIN, Yn vjoN ilKIaF geIaF hox krky pfTk apRvfn kr idMdy hn. AuNj vI iMdgI dy zUMG ivwc AuWqrnf, msly dIaF iviBMn prqF nUM smJxf aqy AuhnF dy jitl qfxy-bfxy nUM iewk klfqmk sMgTn ivwc ies qrHF bMnH ky py krnf ik pfTk khfxI nfl iKwicaf quiraf vI jfvy aqy iMdgI dy iviBMn rMg, rs aqy arQ Ausdy awgy rOn huMdy jfx, ieh sfrf kuwJ kr skxf koeI Kflf jI df vfVf nhIN hY. ies leI zUMGI cuwBI mfrn df dm cfhIdf hY. ieh dm hfrI-sfrI kol nhIN huMdf. ibnF dm qoN cuwBI lfAux vflf goqy Kfeygf hI. Yn vjoN ilKI jfx vflI lMmI khfxI nfl vI aijhf kuwJ hovygf hI!

? quhfnUM sfihqX akfdmI idwlI smyq keI vwkfrI purskfr iml cuwky hn; pr awj kwlH ieh crcf hY ik koeI vI inwkf jF vwzf purskfr jugfV ibnf nhIN imldf. afpxy ienfmF dy prsMg ivc vI gwl kro.

-jugfV vflI gwl quhfzI vI JUTI nhIN. ienfmF leI lyKk dOV-Bwj krdy qy sfho-sfh hoey rojL vyKdy rihMdy hF. keIaF bfry qF jLfihrf qOr `qy idsdf, suxdf irhf hY ik AuhnF ny ikvyN ienfm pRfpq kIqy. pr jdoN AuhnF nUM vI qusIN afpxy vflf svfl krogy qF AuhnF df jvfb vI ieho hovygf ik AuhnF nUM qF ienfm ibnF iksy jugfV dy hI imilaf hY! hux jy mYN vI afKF ik mYnUM ienfm ibnF iksy jugfV dy hI imldy rhy hn qF pihlI njLry qF mYN vI AuhnF vFg hI kuPLr qoldf njLr afvFgf. ies leI kuJ iek mhwqvpUrn ienfm imlx df QoVHf ijhf ijLkr quhfnUM suxnf pvygf.
jdoN pMjfbI sfihq akfdmI luiDafxf vwloN DflIvfl purskfr dyxy urU kIqy gey sn qF hr sfl ieh ienfm vwK-vwK ivDfvF ivwc ilKx vfly Cy lyKkF nUM idwqy jfx df PLYslf hoieaf. ienfm qF sdf purfxy qy vwzy (Aumr-drf) sfihqkfrF qoN hI dyxy urU kIqy jfxy sn qy AuhnF dIaF qF keI sflF qwk ienfm lYx vfsqy lMmIaF lfeInF lwgIaF hoeIaf sn. nvIaF pRiqBfvF nUM ienfmF ivwc numfieMdgI imldI rhy, ies leI akfdmI vwloN inrxf kIqf igaf ik hr sfl purfxy vwzy pMj lyKkF dy nfl afpxI ilKx-ivDf ivwc nvIaF pYVF pfAux vfly iewk nvyN pRqIinD lyKk nUM vI brfbr hI ienfm idwqf jfieaf krygf.
pihly sfl pMj purfxy vwzy lyKkF nfl ienfm lYx vflf pihlf nvF pRqIinD lyKk surjIq pfqr sI. agly sfl nvyN lyKk vjoN ienfm idwqy jfx df Yslf myry hwk ivwc hoieaf. zf pRimMdr isMG pMjfb KyqI bfVI XUnIvristI ivwc pVHfAuNdy myry ndIkI imwqr zfktr sfDU isMG koloN myrf Gr df pqf mflUm krn igaf qfik mYnUM zfk rfhIN icwTI pf ky ienfm idwqy jfx dI ivDIvq ZMg nfl sUcnf phuMcf idwqI jfvy. icwTI vflf ilff Auh hwQ ivwc PVHI iPrdf sI. Ausny ieh ubrI sfDU isMG nfl sFJI kIqI qy iesnUM EQy Kloqy hor bMidaF ny vI suixaF. agly idn hI sfDU isMG ny vDfeI idMidaF ieh br myry nfl vI sFJI kr leI qy kuwJ idnF ivwc hI mYnUM pRimMdr isMG dI icwTI iml jfx bfry sUcnf vI idwqI.
pRimMdr isMG dI qF mYnUM koeI icwTI imlI hI nf pr kuwJ idnF ivwc DflIvfl purskfr imlx vfly lyKkF dI abfr ivwc br Cp geI. Aus ivwc myrf nF qF ikqy vI nhIN sI. mYN iksy nUM kI puwCxf sI! smiJaf sfDU isMG nUM hI koeI muflqf lwgf hovygf! pr nhIN sfDU isMG dI gwl swcI sI. mYnUM ivrk purskfr imlx mOky sfDU isMG dy sfhmxy hI pRimMdr isMG ny dwisaf, Yslf qF virafm dy hwk ivwc hI hoieaf sI pr iesnUM icwTI post krn dy smyN aYn mOky `qy pqf lwgf ik zfktr hrBjn isMG idwlI vfilaF dI qbIaq TIk nhIN. ies vfrI virafm dI QF ieh ienfm AuhnF nUM dy idwqf jfvy. pYsy AuhnF dy iksy kMm af jfxgy. virafm nUM agly sfl ienfm dy idwqf jfvygf.
ivrk purskfr imlx smyN styj AuWqy zfktr pRimMdr isMG ny jnqk qOr `qy mYnUM agly sfl DflIvfl purskfr dyx df aYlfn kr idwqf pr agly sfl vI mYnUM ieh ienfm nf imilaf. qy iPr ieh ienfm myry hwQoN aYsf iqlikaf ik pUry bfrF sfl bfad iesdf guxf myry `qy ipaf.
Bff ivBfg dy ienfm bfry vI ies nfl hI kuwJ rldI imldI gwl hoeI. Bff ivBfg dy ienfmF bfry jfxdy hI hF ik iesdy cox-borz dy mYNbrF ivcoN ijhVf afpxy bMdy dy hwk ivwc or puaf jfvy AusnUM ienfm iml jFdf hY. ies borz dy mYNbrF dI igxqI iafdf hox krky ipCoN iksy nf iksy rfhIN aMdr hoeIaF gwlF bfhr af hI jFdIaF hn. iewk sfl RomxI pMjfbI sfihqkfr leI myrf nF py hoieaf. bfad ivwc iksy ny dwisaf; myry nF `qy lgBg srb-sMmqI ho geI sI ik acncyq myrf hI bhuq ndIkI imwqr hrBjn hlvfrvI AuWT ky KVf ho igaf, virafm df nF qF ies ienfm leI bVf ZukvF hY pr mYN kuwJ hor qrHF vI socdf hF. virafm ny qF ajy bhuq ienfm lYxy hn, iesqoN vI vwzy ienfm! qy Aus kol ieh ienfm lYx leI bVI Aumr peI hY pr ---isMG bVy hI sflF qoN afpxI puwC-igwC nf hox krky afpxy afp nUM axgOilaf mihsUs krdf hY. ies vfrI jy afpF ieh ienfm AusnUM dy deIey! virafm nUM agly sfl dy idaFgy. borz dy dUjy mYNbrF dy ihsfb nfl qy myrI afpxI soc anusfr vI Aus borz ivwc myrI vkflq krn vflf sB qoN vwzf hmfieqI qF hlvfrvI hI ho skdf sI! jy Auh myrI QF iksy hor nUM ienfm dy ky u sI qF dUijaF nUM kI ieqrf ho skdf sI! qy ienfm Aus axgOly lyKk nUM iml igaf. agly sfl ikhVf rfjf qy ikhdI prjf! mYnUM ienfm iks ny dyxf sI! iKskdf iKskdf ieh ienfm mYnUM 2003 ivwc imilaf. sfihqX akfdmI idwlI df ienfm qF mYnUM imlx df PLYslf aqy aYlfn hI AudoN hoieaf jdoN afpxy byty supndIp dI fdI krn asIN dovyN jIa knyzf gey hoey sF. jy mYN eyQy Bfrq ivc huMdf qF myry `qy vI jugfV krn df afrop lfAuxf sOKf ho jfxf sI. sfihqX akfdmI df ienfm imlx vyly aMgryjLI itRibAUn dy sfihqk-pwqrkfr inrml sMDU ny qF AudoN ieh vI ilKaf sI ik ieh ienfm mYnUM pihlF imlxf cfhIdf sI. myry nfl hI khfxI-crcf ivc brfbr iBV rhy pRym pRkfsL nUM ieh ienfm keI sfl pihlF iml igaf sI. sfzI ieh crcf myry khfxI sMgRih aMg-sMg qy pRym pRkfsL dy mukqI dy pRkfsLn nfl 1979-80 ivc hI isKLr `qy phuMc geI sI aqy sfzI khfxI nUM nvyN dOr dI khfxI dy mfzl vjoN slfihaf jfx lwgf sI. myrf aglf khfxI-sMgRih BwjIaF bfhIN, ijs ivc myrIaF bhu-cricq khfxIaF sLfml sn, vI 1987 ivc pRkfisLq ho cuwkf sI. jy iksy imhrbfn dI afpxy afp hI njLr suvwlI ho jFdI qF sfihqX akfdmI df ienfm kuJ sfl pihlF ies sMgRih nUM vI iml skdf sI.
AuNj mYnUM iksy vI ienfm-snmfn dy dyr nfl imlx df kdI vI duwK nhIN hoieaf. ieh kih ky iksy bnfAutI inmrqf df ivKflf nhIN kr irhf. iml gey ienfmF bfry qF sgoN ieh vI socdF ik jdoN vI ieh ienfm imly, jy Blf ieh AudoN vI nf imldy qF! hwQoN Cuwt ky keI sflF qwk awgy nUM irVH jfx vfly ienfmF dI vfrqf huxy suxf ky hitaF. ieh vI ukr hY ik irVHdy irVHdy keI sflF bfd hwQ ivwc qF af gey. keIaF cMgy-Bly mfxXog vwzy lyKkF dy hwQoN izwgy ienfm irVH ky aijhI zUMGI Kwz ivwc jf izwgy ik lok AuhnF dI Aumr dy afrI sfhvF qwk vyKdy rhy ik AuhnF nUM hux vI ienfm imilaf, hux vI imilaf! lokF dI AuzIk nf muwkI pr lyKkF dy sfh muwk gey. ienfm-ivhUxy qur gey ienfm dy hwkdfr lyKk iPr vI vwzy lyKk hI rhy jd ik ienfm dyx vfilaF adfiraF dy kwd AuhnF awgy Coty ho gey! ienfmF-snmfnF df imlxf iksy lyKk nUM AuWqm jF nf imlxf Gwt AuWqm nhIN bxf skdf. ieh TIk hY ik ienfm imlx nfl lyKk dI QoVHI bhuq mflI mdd ho jFdI hY, cfr ku idn abfrF ivwc crcf ijhI ho jFdI hY. QoVHf ku hulfrf dy ky pING afpxy afp hyTF afAuxI urU ho jFdI hY. lyKk iPr DrqI `qy af jFdf hY. sunihrI Jfl CyqI hI JV jFdI hY. kuwJ sflF bfad lok ieh Buwl Bulf vI jFdy hn ik iesnUM ikhVf ienfm imilaf sI jF nhIN vI sI imilaf. AuhnF nUM qF Xfd rihx vflI hY AusdI rcnf dI qfkq. qfkq-ivhuxIN rcnf vflf lyKk afpxy isr `qy ijMny cfhy mukt sjfeI iPry; suihrd pfTk nUM Ausdf ieh bxfE-iMgfr iksy jokr dI iMgfrI hoeI topI qoN vwD nhIN lwgdf.
ienfm-snmfn Auho hI cMgy ijhVy pwky byrF vFg JV ky afpxy afp quhfzI JolI ivwc izg pYx. quhfnUM afp byrI AuWqy cVH ky, kMzy mrvf ky, zMzy mfr ky, lhU-luhfn ho ky AuhnF nUM kwicaF-ipilaF nUM qoVnf-BrUhxf nf pvy! myrf mMnxF hY ik mYnUM ijhVy vI ienfm-snmfn jdoN vI imly Auho hI AuhnF dy pwkx dI shI ruwq sI. ieh vI sMqutI hY ik kdI mUMh `c pfxI Br ky iehnF byrF vwl vyiKaf qwk nhIN. pwk ky afpxy afp hI ieh myrI JolI ivwc izwgdy rhy hn.
so myry anusfr jy mYN jugfV krn jogf huMdf qF keI sfry ienfm mYnUM keI sfl pihlF iml jFdy. pr iPr vI ienfm lYx leI jugfV krn dy rojL kIqy jFdy XqnF qoN mYN ienkfrI nhIN.

? qusIN ieMglYNz, knyzf, amrIkf aksr jFdy rihMdy E. EQoN dIaF sfihqk mihPLlF ivc vI isLrkq krdy E. prvfsI sfihq nUM pONzf zflrF vflf sfihq vI ikhf jFdf hY. kI qusIN nhIN smJdy ik bhu-igxqI ivc ricaf jf irhf prvfsI sfihq inmn-sqr df hY.


-bhu-igxqI ivc ricaf jf irhf bhuqf sfihq BfvyN prvfsI hovy qy BfvyN muwK-Dfrf df, sfDfrn aqy inmn-sqr df hI huMdf hY qy hY. muwK-Dfrf dy sfihq ivc hr ivDf dy drjnF lyKk hn. hryk ivDf ivc isKLrly qF kyvl cfr-pMj nfm hI huMdy hn. iPr dUjI kqfr dy ds-pMdrF lyKk huMdy hn. iqMnF jF qyrHF ivcoN hox dI pMjfbI khfvq pihlI qy dUjI kqfr dy vwD aqy Gwt smrwQfvfn hsqfKLrF vwl hI iesLfrf hY. iPr qIjI kqfr dy drjnF lyKk huMdy hn. ies leI prvfsI sfihqkfrF dI kwul igxqI dy anupfq nfl hryk ivDf dy kuJ lyKk ijLkrXog qF hn hI, iesqoN ienkfrI nhIN hoieaf jf skdf. AuhnF kuJ iewk dIaF rcnfvF muwK-Dfrf dIaF cMgIaF rcnfvF nfl br mycdIaF hn. ieMglYNz ivc svrn cMdn, hrjIq atvfl, vInf vrmf, avqfr jMizaflvI, sMqoK DflIvfl afid aqy knyzf ivc amnpfl sfrf, hrpRIq syKf, jrnYl syKf, sfDU isMG, sfDU ibinMg, jrnYl isMG, kuljIq mfn, kulivMdr Kihrf, AuNkfrpRIq afid afpxI afpxI ivDf dy KLyqr ivc AuWnI-iewkI dy PLrk nfl muwK-Dfrf dy sfihq dy hfxI hn. ijwQoN qwk pONzF-zflrF dy sfihq vflI gwl hY, Auh vI JUTI nhIN. pMjfbI ivc awj kwlH sMq isMG syKoN, aqr isMG qy hirBjn isMG ijhy buDImfn qy pRiqBfvfn aflockF df iewk qrHF kfl hI pY igaf hY. bhuqy aflock dom-drjy dI pRiqBf vfly hn. iehnF ivcoN vI bhuqy ivkfAU iksm dy hn ijhVy ivdysLF ivc sYrF krn leI jfx vfsqy itktF aqy pRfhuxcfrI dy aiBlfsLI hn. prvfsI sfihqkfrF nUM iehnF aflockF df muwl pfAux aqy afpxf muwl pvfAux dI smJ qy jfc af geI hY. AuhnF mulkF dIaF srkfrF AuhnF dy sfihq-siBafcfr nUM pRPwLulq krn leI grFtF dy gwPLy vI idMdIaF hn. ijhnF nUM ieh grFtF lYx dI jfc af jFdI hY, AuhnF nUM afpxI kfnPLrMs krvfAuxI jF afpxI nvIN CpI pusqk `qy crcf krvfAux leI jyb vI iZwlI nhIN krnI pYNdI. hr sfl afpF aijhIaF afpo afpxIaF kfnPLrMsF, sYmInfrF aqy afpxIaF ikqfbF `qy krvfeIaF jFdIaF gosLtIaF dIaF KLbrF aksr hI pVHdy suxdy rihMdy hF. sMq isMG syKoN, aqr isMG qy hirBjn isMG ijhy aflock bhuqI vfr rcnf df mulFkx kridaF rcnf ivcly arQF nUM qlfsLdy qy dwsdy sn pr hux vfly dom-drjy dy ivkfAU aflock afpxy myjLbfn prvfsI lyKkF dIaF ilKqF ivc afpxI mrjLI dy arQ pfAux ivc mfihr hn. sfihqkfr qy aflock vI mMzI df mfl bxdy jFdy hn. KLrIdx vfly smrwQf muqfbk KLrId rhy hn qy ivkx vfly ivkx leI iqafr-br-iqafr hn. aijhI siQqI ivc hI prvfsI sfihq nUM pONzF zflrF vflf sfihq vflf imhxf vwjdf hY. pr mYN sfPL kr idaF ik nf qF sfry prvfsI lyKk ies jugq nUM vrqdy hn qy nf hI sfry nvyN aflock ivkfAU mfl hn. pr bhuqfq pihilaF dI hI hY.

? qusIN nfvl ikAuN nhIN iliKaf? qusIN kivqfvF vI ilKIaF pr koeI kfiv sMgRih ikAuN nhIN Cpvfieaf. awj kwlH vfrqk ilK rhy ho, ies ipwCy kI kfrn hY?


-nfvl ajy myry koloN cfhuMidaF hoieaF vI ies krky nhIN iliKaf jf irhf ikAuNik ijho ijhf nfvl mYN ilKxf cfhuMdf hF Aus leI ijhVf sfhs, smrwQf qy smF loVINdf hY, Auh mYN kwZ nhIN sikaf. kivqf mYN sLurU qoN ilKdf irhF qy juJfrvfdI dOr ivc qF mYN kvI vjoN iqMnF ivc nf shI qyrF ivc qF igixaF hI jFdf sF. Aus dOr dy pihly ds ku smrwQ kvIaF ivc myrf sLumfr huMdf sI. myrIaF kuJ kivqfvF qF anuvfd ho ky Aus smyN dy Bfrq Br ivc pRiswD spqfihk Drm Xug ivc vI CpIaF sn. Aus smyN Cpy pRqIinD kfiv-sMgRihaF ivc qF myrIaF kivqfvF sLfml huMdIaF hI sn. Aus vyly dy kvI-drbfrF ivc vI mYN kivqfvF pVHdf qy prsMsf hfsl krdf sF. pr ies sB kuJ dy bfvjUd mYnUM acyq-sucyq aihsfs sI ik mYN sLfied pihly drjy df sLfier nhIN bx skdf. khfxI ivc jLrUr mYnUM afpxI smrwQf `qy mfx sI. dom drjy df sLfier bxnf myry aMdrly nUM prvfn nhIN sI. ies krky mYN kivqf ilKxI hI Cwz idwqI qy mukMml qOr `qy khfxI nUM smripq ho igaf. jdoN mYN kvI bxn jF idsx df ierfdf hI iqafg idwqf qF iPr kfiv-sMgRih kfhdy leI CpvfAuxf sI! AuNj ajy vI myry kol kfiv-sMgRih jogIaF kivqfvF peIaF hn.
mYN ieh gwl jLrUr kihxI cfhuMdf hF ik hryk lyKk nUM afpxI sImf aqy smrwQf dI jLrUr pCfx hoxI cfhIdI hY. mYnUM afpxI smrwQf df aihsfs ho igaf sI qy mYN kivqf ilKxI Cwz idwqI pr sfzy drjnF aijhy sLfier hn(hor ivDfvF ivc vI aijhy lyKk hn) ijnHF nUM kdI afpxI smrwQf dI soJI nhIN pYNdI qy Auh lgfqfr ilKI jf rhy hn. qy pMjfbI kivqf dy(hor ivDfvF ivc vI) Zyr ivc vfDf krI jf rhy hn aqy pMjfbI pfTkF dy mn nUM iehnF ny afpxy sfihq dy boJ hyTF dwb ky mfr Cwizaf hY. so hryk ivDf dy lyKkF nUM myrI bynqI hY ik Auh afpxI sImf qy smrwQf dI pCfx krn aqy afpxy ipafry pfTkF nUM boJ-mukq krn. nhIN qF AuhnF dI ieh isLkfieq sdf ijAUNdI jfgdI rhygI ik pMjfbI ivc pfTk nhIN jF pMjfbI dIaF ikqfbF ivkdIaF nhIN.
AuNj mYN ipCly idnIN kuJ kivqfvF ilKIaF vI hn qy AuhnF nUM suxky vDIaf sLfierF aqy sroiqaF ny mYnUM muV qoN bfkfiedf kivqf vwl muVn dI hwlfsLyrI idwqI hY.
asl ivc iksy vI ivsLysL ivDf ivc ilKx df mUl pRyrk quhfzf anuBv huMdf hY. iksy anuBv nUM kivqf ivc hI pysL kIqf jf skdf hY, iksy nUM nftk, vfrqk jF nfvl-khfxI ivc. kivqfvF jF vfrqk ilKx df kfrn vI myry anuBv nUM loVINdf rUp dyx dI mjbUrI hY.

? pMjfbI dy pfTkF, alockF, sLfierF dy ivcfr quhfzy bfry hF-pwKI hI rhy hn pr Pyr vI kuJ pMQ-doKIaF ny ikMqU-pRMqU kIqy


-quhfzy afKy dy prsMg anusfr qF pMQ-doKI afpxy pMQ dy lok hI ho skdy hn. Bfv; afpxI ivDf dy lyKk. myrf ivroD vI myry kuJ smkflI kQfkfrF vwloN hI kIqf jFdf irhf hY. iewko ikwqy dy, iewko adfry dy, iewko Kyz dy jF iewko ivDf dy kdI iewko ijhy bMidaF ivcoN jdoN koeI sfQI afpxI pRiqBf aqy afpxI jfn sdkf jF kuJ hor kfrnF krky vI afpxf kwd AuWcf kwZ jfvy qF Aus nfl Ausdy sihcfrIaF, sih-krmIaF ivc eIrKf dy Bfv jfg pYxy kudrqI hn. iesy eIrKf ivcoN hI myrf ivroD huMdf irhf qy myrIaF rcnfvF nUM hr pfisEN imly ivsLysL snmfn nUM Gtf ky AuhnF nUM sfDfrn pwDr dIaF drsfAux dI koisLsL vI kIqI jFdI rhI. iewk awDI duKI afqmF nNUM qF mYnUM Cotf dwsx leI vwzy lyK ilKxy pey. pr mYN ies inwjI dvYsL jF eIrKf nUM kdI mhwqv nhIN idwqf. afpxy shI mulFkx leI mYN dUjIaF ivDfvF dy isrmOr lyKkF_nfvl ivc jsvMq isMG kMvl, guridafl isMG, rfm srUp azKI; nftk ivc gursLrn isMG qy ajmyr aOlK; kivqf ivc surjIq pfqr qy jgqfr dI myry bfry rfie nUM mhwqv idMdf afieaf hF. iehnF sB ny mYnUM qy myrI ilKq nUM bhuq mfx qy ipafr idwqf hY aqy mYnUM myrIaF njLrF ivc AuWcf cuwkI rwiKaf hY. aflockF qF sfiraF ny hI myry hwk ivc iliKaf hY. so, myrf qF pwkf mwq hY ik afpxy bfry TIk jfnxf hovy qF dUjIaF ivDfvF dy lyKkF dI afpxy bfry rfie jfxo. afpxy Kyqr dy pMQ-doKIaF dI kdI pRvfh nf kro.

? afpxy smkflIaF nfl quhfzI sFJ ikho ijhI sI qy hY

mYN ijvyN pihlF dwisaf hY ik afpxy qoN sInIar lyKkF nfl qF myrf nfqf sdf adb-siqkfr vflf hI irhf. sujfn isMG, sMq isMG syKoN, jsvMq isMG kMvl, guridafl isMG ijhy bjLurgF nUM qF mYN sfihqk bfp vFg afdr idMdf irhF. AuhnF qoN vI mYnUM sdf rjvF ipafr imldf irhf. ivcfrDfrk pwKoN vI ieh myry vDyry afpxy sn. afdr qF mYN krqfr isMG duwgl df vI EdF df hI krdf irhF pr Auh vwzy ahuidaF df mflk irhf hox krky qy kuJ ku ivcfrF krky vI mYnUM dUr dI hsqI lwgdf irhf hY. kuJ sfl pihlF myrI kflonI vfilaF lokF ny sfzy pfsy dIaF do-iqMn sVkF pwkIaF bnvfAux leI cfrf afrMiBaf qy sfzy hlky qoN mYNbr pfrlImYNt qy iPr pRDfn mMqrI bxy ieMdr kumfr gujrfl kol jfx dI koisLsL afrMBI pr AuhnF dI koisLsL mukMml hox qoN pihlF hI gujrfl sfihb dI trm pUrI ho geI. iksy ny sfzy muhwly vfilaF nUM ikhf ik jy Auh sVkF pwkIaF bnvfAuxIaF cfhuMdy hn qF jlMDr nfl hI iksy smyN sMbMDq rhy qy gujrfl vwloN hI rfj sBf df mYNbr bxfey gey pMjfbI lyKk krqfr isMG duwgl qwk phuMc kIqI jfvy. ivcoN iksy ny ieh ikhf ik afpxy muhwly dy vsnIk virafm isMG sMDU df lyKk hox krky duwgl sfihb nfl imwqrcfrf qF hovygf hI. AusqoN duwgl sfihb nUM aKvfeIey. Auh myry kol affey qF mYN ikhf ik duwgl sfihb qF bhuq vwzy lyKk hn qy myrf AuhnF nfl kdI bhuqf nyV vI nhIN irhf. ho skdf hY, AuhnF nUM myrf nF vI pqf hovy jF nf. mYN AuhnF nUM isPLfrsL kr skx vflf Xog bMdf nhIN hF. pr AuhnF nUM myrI swcfeI qy XkIn nhIN sI. AuhnF dy jLor pfAux `qy mYnUM duwgl sfihb nUM afpxf hvflf dy ky sVkF bfry icwTI ilK ky afpxI bynqI krnI hI peI. mYnUM iksy jvfb dI Borf Br vI afs nhIN sI. pr cOQy idn mYnUM duwgl sfihb df jvfb af vI igaf ijs ivc AuhnF bVy moh nfl iliKaf ik qyrI kflonI df sVkF hr hflq ivc pwkIaF bxngIaF. AuhnF dy khy muqfbk Auh jlMDr af rhy sn qy AuhnF ny mYnUM kflonI dy bMidaF smyq srkt hfAUs ivc imlx df smF idwqf. Auh eynI muhwbq nfl imly ik mYN ikafs hI nhIN sF kr skdf qy nfl hI sVkF leI sfzy bMidaF vwloN mMgy iqMn lwK rupeIaF dI QF pMj lwK mnjLUr kr ky myrI DMn DMn krvf idwqI.
iehnF bjLurg lyKkF dI vizafeI qy ipafr nUM iDafn ivc rwKidaF mYN sdf cfihaf hY ik afpxy qoN CotI Aumr dy lyKkF nfl mYN vI AuhnF vwzy lyKkF vFg hI moh aqy apxwq nfl pysL afAux dI koisLsL krF. myrI iesy koisLsL df nqIjf hY ik nvyN lyKkF ivc blivMdr gryvfl, suKjIq, bldyv DflIvfl, blijMdr nsrflI , inMdr GuigafxvI ijhy keI jxy mYnUM vwzy Brf jF ipqf vrgf mfx idMdy hn. srvmIq vI mYnUM ipE vrgf hI drjf idMdf sI. myry smkflIaF ivcoN surjIq pfqr, jgqfr, gurbcn Buwlr, mohn BMzfrI, ikrpfl kjLfk, muKLqfr igwl, sfDU isMG, hrBjn hlvfrvI qF myry vwzy-Coty BrfvF vFg hI rhy hn. hor qF hor myry qy pRym pRkfsL ivc vI ivakqIgq pwDr `qy bVy cMgy sMbMD hn. mYN Ausdf vI vwzy Brf vFg hI siqkfr krdf hF. asIN iek dUjy dy Gr vI afAuNdy-jFdy rihMdy hF. Auh myrI ishq dI iPLkr kridaF myrI suwK-sFd vI puwCdf rihMdf hY. ivcfrDfrk vKryivaF dy bfvjUd asIN iek dUjy pRqI kdI afpsI snyh ivc PLrk nhIN afAux idwqf. sfzy aijhy suKfvyN sMbMDF bfry ieh jfx/sux ky sLfied qusIN jF hor dosq hYrfn vI hovogy.
ipafirE! quhfzy nfl vI ikhVf myry mfVy sMbMD hn!
( muhFdrf ivcoN DMnvfd sihq)