jdoN ‘sQfpqI’ df qoqf myry isr `qy ‘acfxk’ af bYTf

- ajmyr isMG aOlK

ieh Gtnf mYN suxfAuxf nhIN sI cfhuMdf. ies kr ky nhIN ik ieh koeI mfVI Gtnf hY blik ies kr ky ik ies ivcoN svY-prsMsf dI boa afAuNdI hY. svY-prsMsf myrI mfniskqf df ihwsf nhLIN. pr ieh suxfAuxI vI ËrUrI hY ikAuNik ieh myry rMgmMcI sPr dI iewk aijhI aihm qy aBuwl Gtnf hY ijs sdkf myrf rMgmMcI sPr iewk-dm nvF moV kwt lYNdf hY. ieh myry rMgmMcI jIvn df iewk husIn hfdsf hY. so, iDafn nfl suxnf.
nftk ilKx qy krn qF mYN 1971-72 ivwc hI lwg ipaf sI. ikqy-ikqy qy iksy-iksy sQfpq pMjfbI lyKk qy aflock (ijvyN nfvlkfr guridafl isMG, zfktr tI afr ivnod qy zfktr aqr isMG) ny myry nftkF aqy myrIaF rMgmMcI srgrmIaF df noits vI lYxf ÈurU kr idwqf sI qy dsMbr 1978 ivwc myrI pihlI lGU-nft pusqk ‘arbd nrbd DuMDUkfrf’ vI pRkfiÈq ho cuwkI sI pr ajy qwk smuwcy qOr `qy pMjfbI sfihq qy pMjfbI nft-jgq ivwc myrI ‘iewk sQfpq nftkkfr’ dy qOr `qy pihcfx nhIN sI bx skI. qy ieh pihcfx Èfied ajy iewk dhfkf hor nf bxdI jy mYNnUM mfrc 1979 ivwc cMzIgVH dy tYgor iQeytr ivwc afpxf nftk ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ Kyzx df mOkf nsIb nf huMdf.
gwl ieMj hoeI ik sfl 1979 dy PrvrI mhIny dy iksy idn mYN afpxI pRQm nft-pusqk ‘arbd nrbd DuMDUkfrf’ Cpx AuprMq iesdI iewk kfpI sfzy nfmvr lyKk guridafl isMG jI nUM Byt krn igaf. mYNnUM nftk ilKx qy mMcx vwl ruicq krn ivwc guridafÜ isMG jI df bVf pRyrnfmeI roÜ hY. ‘suafgq’ isrlyK hyT ies pusqk dI BUimkf vI AuhnF ny hI ilKI sI. pusqk Byt krn AuprMq asIN sfihwqk gwlF-bfqF ivwc pY gey. gwlF-bfqF kridaF guridafl isMG jI ny mYNnUM iewk pMjfbI prcf (Èfied ‘pRIqlVI’ ) idMidaF ikhf, “ies ivwc cMzIgVH ivKy ho rhy iewk nftk-myly bfry ieÈqhfr aY, qYnUM ies ivwc afpxf nftk ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ ËrUr Kyzxf cfhIdY.’
mYN prcf PV ky ieÈqhfr pVHn lwgf. ieh ‘pMjfbI klf kyNdr’ cMzIgVH vwloN sI qy iesdy krqf Drqf aYc aYs BwtI (jnrl skwqr) qy zf hrcrn isMG jI (knvInr) sn. zf hrcrn isMG nUM mYN jfqI qOr `qy qF nhIN sI jfndf pr pMjfbI df kflj-aiDafpk hox aqy nftkI qy sfihqk mws rwKx dy nfqy ieqnf ËrUr pqf sI ik Auh pMjfbI dy pRiswD nftkkfr hn. pr ‘ieh BwtI kOx hY?’ ies bfry mYNnUM kuwJ nhIN sI pqf. mYN inrfÈ ijhf huMidaF guridafl isMG jI nUM ikhf, “myrf nftk cMzIgVH iks ny iKzfAunYN? AuQy qF vwzy-vwzy nftkkfrF qy inrdyÈkF nUM eI bulfAuxgy!’
“vwzy-vuwzy ikhVf rwb qoN Auqry huMdy aY, afpxy vrigaF ivcoN eI vwzy bxy huMdy aY. qUM aYNtrI Byjdy.’ qy mYNnUM bhuqf hI axmMinaf ijhf dyK ky Auh Pyr kihx lwgy, “mYN BwtI qy zfktr hrcrn isMG nUM icwTI ilKdUM, qUM ËrUr jf ‘
guridafl isMG jI dy aYnf kihx nfÜ myrf idl hOslf ijhf PV igaf. “aYzf vwzf lyKk myry leI icwTI ilK dyvygf, qF kOx ienkfr krU?’ nfÜ dI nfÜ iewk gwl hor vI Xfd af jfx kr ky afs dI iewk hor ikrn vI mYNnUM idKfeI dyx lwgI. pMjfbI OXUnIvristI XUQ PYstIvl qy BfÈf ivBfg pMjfb dy nftk-mukfbilaF ivwc myrf ieh nftk Pst pujIÈn hfsl kr cuwkf sI qy iehnF dohF hI mukfbilaF dy iqMn jwjF ivcoN iewk jwj zf: hrcrn isMG vI sI. dovYN nftk-mukfbilaF vyÜy nftkF qoN bfd AuhnF ny ‘ieqnf vDIaf nftk ilKx qy iqafr krn leI’ mYNnUM vDfeI vI idwqI sI. kI pqf nftk df nF pVH ky hI zf hrcrn isMG Kyzx dI prvfngI dy dyx? , , , , , so ies afs nfÜ vI mYN aYNtrI Byjx df mMn bxf ilaf qy vfips afpxy Gr af ky aYNtrI Byj vI idwqI. aYNtrI Byjn vylLy mYN ies nftk nUM hux qwk imly ienfmF df iËkr vI kr idwqf. qy myry cMgy krmF nUM myrf ieh nftk ies nftk myly ivwc Kyzx leI prvfn vI kr ilaf igaf.
nftk-myly df pUrf nF sI --- ‘afl ieMzIaf pMjfbI zrfmf PYstIvl’ qy ieh nftk-mylf cfr-roËf sI. qfrIKF sn ---- 16, 17, 18[ qy 19 mfrc, 1979[ pihly iqMn idn hr roË do-do nftk hoxy sn qy aKIrly idn 19 mfrc nUM isrP iewk. aKIrlf nftk ‘suhxI mhINpfl’ pMjfb XUnIvristI dy Epn eyar iQeytr ivwc hoxf sI jdoN ik bfkI sfry nftk tYgor iQeytr ivwc Kyzy jfxy sn. nftkF df smF sI hr roË Èfm dy 5-30 vjy (BfvyN hr roË nftk GMtf svf GMtf lyt hI ÈurU huMdy sn). myry qy myrI rMgmLMc sMsQf qoN ibnf Bfg lY rhIaF sfrIaF tImF qy AuhnF dy inrdyÈk cMgy jfxy-pihcfxy qy pRiswD nF sn. s: gurÈrn isMG, hrpfl itvfxf, rfxI blbIr, rUsI nfc-aiBnyqrI rInf idafl afid. isrP iewk hor nF ‘jy ays ilKfrI’ aijhf sI ijsdf mYN pihlF kdy nF nhIN sI suixaf. rInf idafl vwloN bYly-nftk ‘lUxf’ pyÈ kIqf jfxf sI, gurÈrn isMG jI vwloN ‘imwtI df muwl’, itvfxf jI ny zf: hrcrn isMG dI pMjfbI ivwc nftkI rUp ivwc ricq ‘rfm lHIlf’ KyzxI sI, pMjfbI klf kyNdr bMbeI vwloN nftk ‘asIN mVHIaF dy nhIN gIq’ dI prdrÈnI hoxI sI qy rfxI blbIr vwloN ‘suhxI mhINvfl’. iewk idn iltl afrts cMzIgVH vwloN jy aYs ilKfrI dI inrdyÈnf hyT hrsrn isMG df nftk ‘nËfm swkf’ vI Kyizaf jfxf sI.
sfzf nftk dUjy idn, jfnI 17 mfrc, nUM Kyizaf jfxf sI pr sfzy leI sB qoN Gbrfht vfÜI gwl ieh sI ik sfzy nfÜ sfQoN pihlF supHiswD nft-inrdyÈk sRI hrpfl itvfxf dI inrdyÈnf hyT zf: hrcrn isMG df nftk ‘rfm lHIlf’ lf idwqf igaf sI. ijwzf vwzf nftkkfr, Ezf vwzf hI inrdyÈk! sfzf idl DVk irhf sI qy lwqF kMb rhIaF sn. klfkfrF qoN vwD mYN hIx-Bfvnf df iÈkfr ho irhf sF. cMzIgVH ivwc ieh sfzI pihlI pyÈkfrI sI. tYgor iQeytr df hI sfnUM ihsfb nhIN sI af irhf, bfkI qF afAuxf hI kI sI? AuqoN iBafnk gwl ieh ik itvfxf jI ny mMc Auqy bVf BfrI iewk sYt (rfjf dsrQ df mihl) KVHf kIqf hoieaf sI ijsnUM asIN iksy nftk ivwc pihlI vfr vyK rhy sF. ‘nftk ivwc ieh kuwJ vI huMdY?’ asIN soc-soc hrfn vI ho rhy sF qy aMdroN ihwl vI rhy sF. iewk gwl hor vI pryÈfn krn vfÜI sI. drÈkF ivwc lyKkF, aflockF qy buDImfnf df hVH afieaf hoieaf sI. sMq isMG syKoN, zfktr aqr isMG, jgjIq isMG afnMd, z: hrcrn isMG, brijMdr isMG hmdrd, hrBjn hlvfrvI, zf: kysr isMG, zf: rGbIr isMG isrjxf afid ikMny hI ivdvfn drÈkF ivwc Èfiml sn. pMjfb XUnIvristI dy pMjfbI aqy iQeytr ivBfg dy lwg-Bg sfry ividafrQI vI afey hoey sn qy bhuq sfry aiDafpk vI. ieh lok qF vwizaF-vwizaF dI aYsI dI qYsI Pyr idMdy aY, mYN qF hY hI kI sI? ‘qUM qF pMgf lY ilaF ajmyr isMaF!’ aMdroN Dwk-Dwk krdf idl vfr-vfr ies gÜqI df aihsfs krvf irhf sI. pr PsI nUM PVkx kI? Bog mnf cuwp kr ky, ilKIaF lyK dIaF!
KYr jI, afpF gwl nUM lgfm pfeIey. zyZ ku GMty dI dyrI nfÜ itvfxf jI df nftk Èfm dy 7 ku vjy ÈurU ho igaf qy rfq dy koeI 9 vjy jf ky Éqm hoieaf. asIN qF sfrf nftk vyK nf sky (iewk qF afpxy nftk dI iqafrI krnI sI qy dUjy vyKx df hINaF hI nhIN sI pYNdf) nftk dy aMq `qy jd drÈkF dIaF qfVIaF vwjIaF qF sfnUM pqf lwgf ik prdf izg ipaf hY. iehnF qfVIaF ny sfnUM hor pYroN ihlf idwqf. swc hY ‘hfQIaF dI Kyz ivwc cUihaF nUM nI tpUsIaF mfrnIaF cfhIdIaF!’ jdoN mYN ieh pqf krn afieaf ik sfnUM styj kd ku imlU qF Aus smyN itvfxf jI ny afpxy adfkfrF dI jfx-pihcfx krvfAuxI ÈurU kr idwqI sI. adfkfr ikhVf QoVHy sn? lwg-Bg 35-40! (DMn ny itvfxf jI ijhVy aYny klfkfrF nUM sFB lYNdy ny! ieQy qF 10-12 hI pYr nI lwgn idMdy!) Pyr, itvfxf jI df jfx-pihcfx krvfAux df aMdfË? klfkfr dI klf dI pUrI mihmf, pUrf ieiqhfs! dUjy pfsy myry vrgy anfVI inrdyÈk! nftk Kyizaf qy Bwj ky ipwCy jf vVy! ijvyN nftk nf Kyizaf hovy, koeI gunfh kIqf hovy!
nftk ‘rfm lHIlf’ dy klfkfrF dI jfx pihcfx krvfAux Auqy bhuqf nhIN qF Gwto-Gwt 20-25 imMt qF lwg hI gey hoxgy. Pyr ajy mMc qoN sYt htfAuxf bfkI sLI. zrdy-zrdy mYN itvfxf jI nUM ‘Ërf CyqI’ krn dI bynqI kIqI. Auh bVy AuqÈfh-jnk aMdfË ivwc boly, “Auie huxy cwk idwny aYN Coty BfeI! qUM hor dws, iksy cIË dI loV qF nI?’ Pyr afpxy klfkfrF nUM kihx lwgy, “Auie muMizAu! sYt jldI htfAu beI, aOlK sfihb ny afpxf sYt lgfAunYN!’ ‘sYt lgfAux’ dI gwl sux ky mYN mn ivwc ÈrimMdf ijhf hoieaf. mYN ikhVf sYt lgfAuxf sI? myry kLoÜy qF iewk tuwtI-jI mMjI sI qy iewk inwkf-ijaf KuMZ! mYN qF ‘CyqI krn’ vfsqy bs ies kr ky kih irhf sF beI jy nftk jldI ÈurU ho jfvy qF sfzf nftk vyKx leI vI iewk-awDf drÈk bc jfvy! isafÜF dI ruwq, rfq dy 9-30 vjy! nftk vyKx ikhVf BVUaf rukU? qy Pyr cMzIgVH df drÈk? rfm-rfm kro jI!
lAu jI, sYt htfAuNidaF-kridaF rfq dy 10 vj gey. sYt myKF lf-lf iPwt kIqf hoieaf sI, puwtx dy bfvjUd kuwJ myKF iPr vI rih geIaF sn. AuhnF nUM myry klfkfrF ny iewtF mfr-mfr KuMZIaF kIqf qy Pyr AuhnF Auqy AuhI iewtF rwK idwqIaF qF Njo iksy nMg-pYrIey klfkfr dy pYr lhU-lhfx nf ho jfx. myKF puwtx qy KuMZIaF krn `qy 10-15 imMt lwg gey qy sfzf ‘sYt’ lfAux `qy sfry pMj imMt.
nftk ÈurU krn qoN pihlF mYN drÈk-hfl ivwc ingfh mfrI. vfh ry sfzI cMgI iksmq! ieh qF pUry df pUrf Puwl aY! ? bs, ijhVy drÈk itvfxf jI dy nftk durfn ibnf kursIaF pfisaF (sfeIzF) `qy KVHy sn, Eny ku hI Gwt sn. kursIaF pUrIaF dIaF pUrIaF BrIaF hoeIaF. bs, 5-10 drÈk hI KVRy sn. (awj-kwlH jd-kd cMzIgVH nftk krn jfeINdf hY qF drÈkF dI igxqI vyK ky rox inkÜ afAuNdf hY qy 17 mfrc vfÜI Auh rfq mwlo-mwlI Xfd af jFdI hY). nftk ÈurU krn leI jd mYN lfietF ‘Epryt’ krn dy ierfdy nfÜ Aupr jfx lwgf qF myrf iewk klfkfr Gbrfieaf-ijhf myry koÜ aieaf qy kihx lwgf, ‘proPYsr sihb, plIË iewk vfrIN mYNnUM ieh dws idAu ik mYN ikDr dI vVnYN, ikDr dI inklnYN?’ dUjf klfkfr AuhdI bFh PV ky GsItdf hoieaf kihx lwgf, ‘af-jf, mYN dsdYN qYnUM ikDr dI vVnYN, ikDr dI inklnYN. proPYsr sfihb nUM nf puwC, ieh gÜq dws dyxgy.’ qy mYN lfeItF ‘Epryt’ krn leI cilaf igaf. lfeItF mYN qF ikhVIaF Epryt krnIaF sn. ieh kMm qF tYgor iQeytr dy lfeItF vfÜy mulfËm ny hI kIqf. mYN qF isrP kuwJ ivÈys iscUey-nf dsdf irhf. qy ies ivwc vI cMzIgVH dy iewk rMgkrmI, Èfied kMvl ivdrohI, ny hI myrI bhuqI mdd kIqI.
sO gË rwsf isry `qy gMZ, 10 vj ky 5 ku imMt Auqy asIN afpxf nftk Kyzxf ÈurU kr idwqf. nftk ÈurU hoey nUM ajy 3-4 imMt hI hoey sn, sfzy cMgy BfgF nUM, nftk ivcly pIqy amlI dy pihly zfielfg Auqy hI drÈkF ny qfVIaF qy hfsy dIaF PuhfrF lf idwqIaF. Aus qoN 2 ku imMt bfd Pyr Ausy qrHF df pRiqkrm. bs Pyr kI sI? myry klfkfrF dI Gbrfht iqwqr--ibqr! AuhnF df izwk-zoly KFdf ivÈvfs pYr PV igaf qy agly hr pl AuhnF dy aiBnY ivwc inÉfr afAux lwgf. qy ies bfd nftk dI hr iswcUeyÈn, hr zfielfg Auqy Auh huMgfrf qy pRiqkrm afAux lwgf ijsdI mYN nftk isrjx vyÜy qy inrdyiÈq krn vyÜy mn ivwc klpnf kIqI sI. cMd imMtF ivwc hI aijhf isrjxfqmk dy rMgmMcI mfhOl isrijaf igaf ik iksy pfqr dy aYgiËt krn vyÜy qF qfVIaF mfrIaF hI mfrIaF, drÈk awgoN nvyN pfqr dy prvyÈ krn vyÜy vI qfVIaF mfrn lwgy, ijvyN AuhnF nUM XkIn hoigaf hovy ik ieh afAux vfÜf klfkfr pihly klfkfr nfÜoN vI vwKrf qy lf-jvfb hovygf. aijhf mYN afpxy jIvn ivwc pihlI vfr vyiKaf sI qy Aus ipCoN kdy Pyr vI nhIN vyiKaf. bs, kudrq hI idafl ho geI sI! drÈkF dIaF qfVIaF aqy hulfsmeI huMgfry sdkf klfkfrF nUM aglf zfielfg bolx qoN pihlF klfqmk-TihrfAu (afritsitk pfË) dI loV ipaf kry. nftk dI Kyzx-smF kul 45 ku imMt df sI qy ies nUM Kyzx nUM lwgy 54-55 imMt. 10 vj ky 5 imMt `qy ÈurU hoieaf nftk rfq dy pUry 11 vjy Éqm hoieaf. qy jd Éqm hoieaf qF Pyr nf-Éqm hox vLflIaF lMbIaF iewk-surI sMgIqmeI qfVIaF!
hux aglI gwl suxn vfÜI hY. hoxf qF ieh cfhIdf sI ik nftk Éqm huMidaF hI mYN styj dy awgy afAuNdf qy afpxI qy afpxy klfkfrF dI jfx-pihcfx krvfAuNdf pr iewk qF aijhf asIN kdy Gwt-vwD hI kIqf sI (isrP nftk-mukfbilaF ivwc aijhf krnf pYNdf sI), qy dUjy nftk drÈkF vwloN byhwd psMd kIqy jfx dI ÉuÈI sdkf kmÜy-ijhy hoey asIN Jwt-pwt hI ipwCy grIn rUmF ivwc cly gey qy ÉuÈI ivwc lwgy pyNzUaF vFgUM iklkfrIaF mfrn. AuDrON drÈkF vwloN avfËy af rhy sn, “nftk dy lyKQ qy inrdyÈk nUM styj `qy lY ky afAu! nftk dy lyKk qy inrdyÈk nUM styj `qy lY ky afAu!’ pr sfnUM afvfjF spwÈt nhIN sI suxfeI dy rhIaf. QoVHy icr ipwCoN pMjfbI df ivdvfn aflock qy aYm ey krn vyly dy myry siqkfrXog aiDafpk zf: aqr isMG ipwCy sfzy kol af ky apxqI ijhy guwsy ivwc mYNnUM kihx lwgy, “kmilaF bMidaf, iewQy af viVaf, EDr drÈk avfËF qy avfËF mfrIN jf rhy ny! jfx-pihcfx nI krvfAuxI afpxI?’ qy myrI bFh PV ky qur pey. myry sfhmxy huMidaF hI drÈkF ny qfVIaF dI gUMj bMnH idwqI. nftk dI vDIaf pyÈkfrI sdkf mYN ibnf-Èwk bhuq ÉuÈ sF pr qfVIaF dI guMj-gjfht ivwc mYN ieqnf Gbrf qy sMg igaf ik myrIaF lwqF kMbx lwg peIaF qy mYN iewk vI Èbd mUMhoN kwZ nf sikaf . ies ksUqI siQwqI ivcoN zf: aqr isMG ny hI mYNnUM bfhr kwiZaf. Auh agFh ho ky drÈkF nUM muÉfiqb huMdy hoey bolx lwgy, “ies nftk df lyKk qy inrdyÈk myrf iewk 13-14 sfl purfxf aYm ey df ividafrQI hY. jdoN Auh myrf ividafrQI sI qF pVHeI ivwc imizAukr iksm df sI qy bVf hI sMgfAU huMdf sI. Aus smyN Ausny afpxI iksy iksm dI klf-pRiqBf df ieËhfr nhIN sI kIqf, qy nf hI mYYNN iesdI pihcfx kr sikaf. awj Ausdf iliKaf qy inrdyiÈq kIqf hoieaf nftk ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ vyK ky ijQy mYNnUM afpxI Aus ‘nf-pihcfxI’ df aPsos ho irhf hY AuQy ies gwl df mfx vI ho irhf hY ik myrf iewk ividafrQI pMjfbI ivwc iewk invyklI iksm df nftkkfr bx ky sfhmxy aieaf hY. mYN ijQy pMjfbI ivwc hor sfihqk ivDfvF qoN kfPI hwd qwk sMquÈt sF AuQy nftk-ivDf vwloN bVf inrfs qy AudfsIn sF. awj myrI Auh inrfsf qy AudfsInIqf iewk bVI afsf ivwc qbdIl ho geI hY. awj mYN ieh gwl dfavy nfÜ afKdf hF ik awj pMjfbI ivwc nftk pYdf ho igaf hY. qy ies qbdIlI df kfrn hY nftk ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ qy (myry vwl lMbI bFh kr ky) iesdf lyKk qy inrdyÈk ------ myrf Èfigrd ajmyr isMG df aOlK!’ (hy myrI afqmf! myry koÜoN Auh kuwJ hI ilKvfeINo jo kuwJ Aus smyN myry gurU ny ikhf sI!) bs Pyr kI sI? hrfnI dI hwd! sfry drÈk KVHy ho gey! iewk vfr iPr lgfqfr lMbIaF qy byrok hfl-gUMNjfAuNNdIaF qfVIaF! qy iPr ies ipCoN prsMskF dI BIV styj Auqy af cVHI qy AuhnF ny mYNnUM qy myry klfkfrF nUM jwPIaF ivwc Guwt-Guwt vDfeIaF dyxIaF ÈurU kr idwqIaF. ajIb gwl ieh ik nftk Éqm hox qy myrI qy myry klfkfrF dI jfx-pihcfx krvfey jfx qoN bfd vI drÈk afpxy-afpxy GrF nUM nf qury! ikwnf icr nftk sMbMDI gwlFbfqF krdy rhy qy rfq dy koeI sfZy igafrF vjy GrF nUM prqy.
khfxI ieQy hI Éqm nhIN ho jFdI. dUjy idn (18 mfrc) nUM pMjfbI klf kyNdr vwloN iewk afl ieMzIaf knvYNÈn df prbMD kIqf igaf sI ijs ivwc ivdvfn aflockF, lyKkF, nftkkfrF qy rMg-inrdyÈkF ny ‘pMjfbI rMgmMc dIaF smwisafvF qy sMBfvnfvF’ Auqy zUMGf ivcfr-ivtFdrf krnf sI. jd mYN svyry knvYNÈn vfÜI QF `qy puwijaf qF gyt kol pMjfbI dy mMny-prvMny XQfrQvfdI lyKk qy mfrksvfdI aflock svrgI ipRMsIpl sMq isMG syKoN kuwJ nOjvfn lyKkF nfÜ gwlbfq kr rhy sn. mYNnUM dyKidaF hI Auh boly, “beI aOlK, rfq qUM mYNnUM myry mF-bfp Xfd krvf idwqy! nftk vyKdf-vyKdf mYN keI vfr roieaf! Auh vI qyry nftk dy gwjx qy gurnfm kur vFg hI lVdy huMdy sI!’ hux qusIN hI dwso, aYzy vwzy lyKk dI aYzI vwzI gwl myry vrgf nvF qy inwkf lyKk iËMdgI-Br iks qrHF Buwl skdf hY?
Pyr iml gey zf: aqr isMG. AuhnF myrI bFh PVI qy cuwp-cpIqy smfgm vfly hfl ivwc lY gey. AuQy pihlI kqfr ivwc pMjfbI XUnIvristI dy vfies-cFslr zf: amrIk isMG jI bYTy sn. AuhnF sfhmxy mYNnUM krdy hoey zf: aqr isMG AuhnF nUM kihx lwgy, “ies muMzy nUM afpxI XUnIvristI dy iQeytr izpfrtmYNt ivwc lY ky jfAu!’ zf: amrIk isMG ny pqf hY kI jvfb idwqf? Auh qurMq boly, “af-jy, kwlH hI af ky Njoafien kr lvy.’ hy myry mflkf! nftk qy rMgmMc df ies qrHF df muwl pfAux vfly vI bMdy hY-gy sfzy ividak jgq ivc? ! myry qF kMnF nUM XkLIn nhIN sI af irhf! AuDr myrI qy myrI rMgmMc-jIvn-sfQn mnjIq dI ‘isafxP’ vyKo. keI idnF dI ‘ivcfr’ qoN bfd asIN ies iswty `qy puwjy -- “iewk qF XUnIvristI jfx nfÜ afpxIaF rMgmMc srgrmIaF `qy AuÜtf asr peygf, (mqlb sfzy pyNzU rMgmMc nUM pyNzU ‘PIiMzg’ nhIN imlygI) qy dUjy XUnIvristI dI ‘pflyitks’ afpxI pyNzU mfniskqf dy ‘lot’ nI bYTxI, ies leI rihx hI dyeIey. qnKfh qy ruqby df kI aY, afpF ikhVf vfeIs-cFslr bxnYN? dovF dI qrKfh nfÜ vDIaf guËfrf hoeI jFdY, ies leI kI krFgy XUnIvristI jf ky, Czo pry.’ so, mYN afpxI qy afpxI ‘Gr vfÜI’ dI ‘dUr-idRÈtI’ sdkf 35 sfl iewk pyNzU kflj ivwc hI ‘pyNzU rMgmMc dI PIizMg’ lYNdf irhf.
Pyr iml gey Bfg isMG. AuhI Bfg isMG ijMnHF pMjfb srkfr dy pbilk irlyÈnË mihkmy ivwc rihMidaF pMjfb srkfr qy pMjfbI rMgmMc dI ieko smyN iekwiTaF hI syvf kIqI. mihMdI-rMgI dfVHI vfÜy ies bMdy nUM mYN pihlF nhIN sI jfndf. myrf hwQ PiVaf qy hfl qoN bfhr lY afieaf. jyb ivcoN iewk lMbf-sfrf kfgË kwiZaf qy boilaf, “iewk arËI ilK.’ mYN nfÈsmJI ivwc ivt-ivt Auhdy mUMh vwl Jfkn lwgf. kihMdf, “ijvyN-ijvyN mYN boldf hF, ilKI cwl.’ qy mYN ilKx lwg ipaf. ieh pMjfb srkfr dy siBafcfrk ivBfg dy zfierYktr nUM grFt leI aYplIkyÈn sI. mhIny dy aMdr-aMdr sfzI rMgmMcI sMsQf ‘lok klf mMc’ mfnsf nUM ies ivBfg vwloN ds hËfr rupey dI grFt iml geI! awCf, srkfr vI nftk krn vfiÜaF nUM pYsy idMdI huMdI aY? ies qwQ df qF mYNnUM Aus idn hI pqf lwgf.
ies ipwCoN do mfzrn ijhIaF kuVIaF mYNnUM lBdIaF-lBdIaF myrI vwl afAuNdIaF idsIaF. ieh do aMgryËI aÉbfrF, ‘ieMzIan aYkspRYs’ qy ‘pYtRIaft’, dIaF pwqrkfr-kuVIaF sn. iewk df nF sI inrUpmf dwq qy dUjI df nF mYN ies vkLq Buwl igaf hF. kihx lwgIaF,’ quhfzI ieMtrivAU lYxI aYN.’ iewk pfsy ljf ky ieMtrivAU leI geI. lY ky Pyr kihx lwgIaF, “afpxy ies nftk dIaF kuwJ PutogrYPË idAu.’ mYN ikhf, ‘PotoaF: qF myry kol hY nhIN. nf hI kdy mYN rwKIaF hn.’ Auh hrfn ijhIaF hoeIaf kihx lwgIaF, “hY nhIN, mqlb? qusIN nftk krn vyÜy afpxy nftkF dI PotoË afpxy nfÜ nI rKdy?’ mYNnUM smJ nf afeI beI nfÜ kfhdy vfsqy rwKnIaF hoeIaF? smJ geIaF beI bMdf jmF eI bUJV aY. aYny ivwc pMjfbI kvI amrjIq cMdn AuQy af igaf. AusnUM jdoN smwisaf df pqf lwgf qF kihx lwgf, “nftk dI Poto qF nhIN pr iemroË df bxfieaf aOlK df iewk skYc myry pfs ËrUr ipaf hY jy Aus nfÜ srjU qF?’ (amrjIq cMdn ny iewk khfxI sMgRih Cfpxf sI qy Aus leI Ausny myrI vI iewk khfxI qy qsvIr mMgvfeI sI. Auh khfxI sMgRih qF iksy kfrn Cp nhIN sI sikaf pr Aus qsvIr qoN bxfieaf skYc ajy Aus pfs ipaf sI. pfTk smJ gey hoxgy ik dfs nftk ilKx qy krn qoN pihlF khfxIaF vI iliKaf krdf sI) hfr ky inrUpmf dwq ny qF Auh skYc hI lY ilaf qy dUjI nUM ibnf mUrq qoN hI zMg sfrnf ipaf. bfd ivwc mYNnUM ‘smJ’ afeI ik aÉbfrF ivwc lvfAux qy crcf krvfAux leI pihlF hI PotoaF jyb ivwc rwKnIaF bhuq ËrUrI hn blik jy ho sky qF ho rhI pyÈkfrI Auqy PIcr vI afp hI ilK ilafAuxf cfhIdf hY. ÉYr, afpF guwJIaF cotF lfAuxIaF CwzIey qy agFh cwlIey. aYvyN keI ‘BfeIaF’ df vfDU idl duKU.
pwqrkfr kuVIaF qoN ivhlf ho ky mYN aMdr hfl ivwc af igaf. knvYNÈn ÈurU ho cuwkI sI. ies rMgmMc krvYNÈn dI prDfngI rUs ivwc Aus smyN Bfrq dy sÌIr qy bfd ivwc bxy ihMdusqfn dy prDfn mMqrI sRI ieMdr kumfr gujrfl kr rhy sn. knvYNÈn df ivÈf qF sI ---” pMjfbI rMgmMc dIaF smwisaFvF qy sMBfvnfvF’ pr awDy qON vwD smF bulfry gwlF ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ dIaF hI krdy rhy. aijhy smyN jF qF bMdf PUk sky qy jF iPr sMg ijhI ivwc nIvIN pf ky bYTf rhy. afpF qF BfeI sMgn vfÜf kfrj hI krdy rhy.
afAu hux gwl Éqm krn vwl moVf kwtIey. myrI tIm qF 18 mfrc nUM hI vfips mfnsf vwl cwl peI sI pr ipwCly do idn df progrfm (knvYNÈn qy bfkI nftk) vyKx leI mYN cMzIgVH hI atk igaf sF. aÉIrly idn pMjfb XUnIvristI dy Epn eyar iQeytr ivwc XUOUnIvristI dy iQeytr ivBfg vwloN blvMq gfrgI df iliKaf qy rfxI blbIr df inrdyiÈq kIqf nftk ‘suhxI mhINpfl’ vyK ky mYN rfq pMjfbI aflock zf: rGbIr isMG isrjxf dy Gr kwtI. dUjy idn, jfnI 20 mfrc nUM svyry-svyry bUhy ivcoN cfr-pMj aÉbfr ilafAuNdf qy AuhnF `qy nËr mfrdf-mfrdf zf: rGbIr isMG boilaF, “lY beI aOlK, awj qF aÉbfr qyrI prsMsf nfÜ hI Bry pey hn.’ aÉbfr Bry qF nhIN sn pr AuhnF ivwc myry nftk dI pyÈkfrI dI kuwJ ‘loV nfÜoN vwD’ prsMsf vfÜy PIcr ËrUr lwgy hoey sn. ‘dI itRibAUn’, pMjfbI itRibAUn’, ‘ieMzIan aYkspRYs’ qy ‘pYtRIaft’ ivwc lwgy PIcrF nUM pVH ky qF swcmuwc ies qrHF lwgdf sI ik ijvyN ieh PIcr aÉbfrF dy pwqrkfrF ny Éud nhIN, asIN afp ilKy hox. ‘ieMzIan aYkspRYs’ dI pwqrkfr inrUpmf dwq ny qF kmfl hI kr idwqI. sfrf PIcr qF kfPI lMmf hY, qusIN ivcoN-ivcoN kuwJ ihwsy vyK lvo: :
rfeIt-awp (lyK) df isrlyK sI --- ‘iËMdgI nUM icqRdf iewk nftk’. qy ÈurU ies qrHF huMdf sI --- “cMzIgVH mfrc 19 -- pMjfbI klf kyNdr vwlo ieQy tYgor iQeytr ivwc krvfey gey ‘afl ieMzIaf zrfmf PYstIvl’ ivwc hux qwk Kyzy gey Cy nftkF ivcoN nftk ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ inrsMdyh sfiraF nfloN Auqm sI qy ies gwl dI vI bhuq Gwt sMBfvnf hY ik pMjfb XUnIvristI dy iQeytr ivBfg vwloN awj Kyizaf jf irhf nftk ‘suhxI mhINvfl’ nftk ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ vflf gOrv hfsl kr skygf.’ È È È
“PYstIvl qoN ielfvf vI cMzIgVH ivKy inkt BUq ivwc Kyzy gey srvoqm nftkF ivco ieh nftk iewk hY.’ È È È
“hrpfl itvfxf dy lMby nftk ‘rfm lHIlf’ ipwCoN Kyzy gey ies nftk ny bfsIaF lYNdy drÈkF nUM (svrgvfsI itvfxf jI qoN iÉmf sihq) ÈurU huMidaF hI bMnH ky bTf ilaF qy Auhnf nUM iËdgI dy awq nyVy dy anuBv df BfgI bxfieaf, BfgI vI kmfl dI suhjfqmkqf (aYsQYitks) nfÜ! È È È.’
“nftk pMjfbI dI mlveI Aup-BfÈf ivwc sI qy mMc Auqy mMc-smwgrI isrP iewk mMjI qy iewk inwkf ijhf KuMZ sI. drÈkF dI BfgydfrI (pfrtIsIpyÈn) pUrI dI pÍrI sI. Èfied hI koeI muÈfierf aYnIaF qfVIaF lYx df BfgI bx sky ijqnIaF qfVIaF ies nftk dy iewk-iewk sIn ny drÈkF qoN prfpq kIqIaF, smyq aMq ivwc drÈkF dy KVHy ho ky gUMjdIaF qfÜIaF vfÜy aiBnMdn (stYNizMg EvyÈn) dy. - È È drÈkF ny AucIaF hfkF mfr-mfr nftk dy lyKk qy inrdyÈk nUM bulvfieaf. qy ajmyr isMG aOlK nUM AuhnF sfhmxy ilaFdf igaf È È È È.’
‘kimAuintI iQeytr vrkÈfp vfÜy gurcrn cMnI ny Df ky styNj vwl igaf qy aOlK nUM kihx lwgf, “Xfr, awj mYNnUM afpxy nftkF `qy Èrm af rhI aY!’
hux aMgryËN aÉbfr ‘dI itRibAUn’ dI vI suxo. ilKdf hY ---- “gurÈrn isMG dI phuMc nUM iks qrHF suhjfqmk aMËfm idwqf jf skdf hY, ieh ipClI Èfm lok klf mMc mfnsf vwlo Kyzy gey nftk ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ ny kr ivKfieaf. jdoN ieh nftk Éqm hoieaf Audo awDIN rfq hox ivwc isrP iewk GMtf bfkI sI pr drÈkF nUM Gr jfx dI koeI kfhÜ nhIN sI. KVHy ho ky qfVIaF dI gUMjfr vflf ikho-ijhf idl-grmfAuNdf suafgq lyKk qy inrdyÈk ajmyr isMG aOlK nUM idwqf igaf, bs dyKxf hI bxdf sI! È È È’
“ieh iewk pRqIkmeI ieÈfrf hI smJo ik nftk-myly df sB qoN vDIaf nftk iksy Èihr ivcoN nhIN, blik mfnsf vrgI iewk inwkI ijhI QF qoN afieaf sI. AuhnF lokF leI iewk sbk ijMnHN; ivwc ieh isKx df kuwJ jyrf hY ik aslI nftk leI sfnUM pwCmI sfihq vwl nhIN, blik sfzI afpxI iËMdgI, jfnI pMjfb dy ipMzF dI aslI iËMdgI, vwl prqnf cfhIdf hY.’
hux qusIN hI dwso jy ‘gvfr’ BfÈf ivwc ‘gvfr’ nftk dy ‘gvfr’ nftkkfr nUM cMzIgVH vrgy ‘siBaX’ qy ‘agFhvDU’ Èihr ivwc AusdI jyTI pyÈkfrI Auqy hI aijhf kuwJ pVHx-suxn qy vyKx nUM iml jfvy qF Auh ÉuÈI ivwc kmÜf nI hoAU qF hor kI hoAU? JUT nI boldf myrI hflq kuwJ ieho-ijhI hI sI. `cUhy nUM imlI hÜdI dI gwTI, afpxy afpnUM pMsfrI smJx lwgf’, vfÜI hflq sI myrI. Pyr isafixaF dIaF gwlF Xfd kr-kr msF isr TMZf kIqf.
afAu smuMdr kuwjy ivwc bMd krIey. aÉbfr pVH ky dUr-drÈn jlMDr ny mYNnUM afpxf ieh nftk dUr drÈn Auqy pyÈ krn leI inmMiqRq kIqf. (dUr-drÈn jlMDr Auqy ivKfieaf jfx vfÜf ieh pMjfbI df ‘pihlf’ nftk sI) È È È aMbfÜy dI iewk eyar tRYvl eyjMsI ny mYNnUM aYz ilKx leI bynqI kIqI. pMjfb sihq akfdmI cMzIgVH ny sfl dy aMdr-aMdr myrI pRQm nft-pusqk ‘arbd nrbd DuMDUkfrf’ nUM ienfm bÉÈ idwqf. hor sMsQfvF vwlo vI ‘ienfm-Ènfm’ imlx lwgy. ipMzF aqy ÈihrF vwloN myry nftk iKzfAux dIaF pyÈkÈF ivwc iewk-dm vfDf ho igaf. qy sB qoN Auqy, pMjfb dIaF XUnIvristIaF dIaF aYm ey pMjfbI dIaF klfsF ivwc myry nftk lwgn lwgy. aflock myry nftkF Auqy aflocnf krn lwgy. krdy ikvyN nf? BfeI sfihb, hux ‘sQfpqI’ df qoqf jo myry isr Auqy af bYTf sI! qoqy vfÜI khfxI qF jfndy hI hovoNgy, ik nhIN?

(ajmyr isMG aOlK)
lok klf mMc
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