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zLf suKdyv isMG, jo awj kwlH pMjfb XUnIvristI cMzIgVH dy pMjfbI ivBfg ivwc rIzr hY, sfl 2001 qoN pihlF srkfrI kflj isrsf ivKy pMjfbI dy lYkcrr dy qOr `qy kMm krdf sI. ieQy Ausny lg-Bg solF-sqfrF sfl srivs kIqI qy iehnF solF-sqfrF sflF durfn Ausny hirafxy ivwc pMjfbI sfihq qy siBafcfr dy Kyqr ivwc afpxI iewk qgVI pihcfx bxf leI. iÈrsf df iewk vwzf ihwsf pMjfbI boldf ielfkf hY qy ies ielfky dy pMjfbIaF dI sfihwqk qy siBafcfrk BuwK dI pUrqI leI zf suKdyv isMG ny afpxy jfqI XqnF sdkf ies pMjfbI iÉwqy ivwc anykF XfdgfrI sfihwqk qy siBafcfrk smfgm krvfey. iehnF smfgmF dI lVI qihq hI Ausny ies pMjfbI pwtI ivwc sfzI rMgmMcI sMsQf ‘lok klf mMc’ mfnsf vwloN myry nftkF dIaF vI bhuq sfrIaF pyÈkfrIaF krvfeIaF. sfzI sMsQf vwloN iqafr kIqf Èfied hI koeI aijhf nftk hovy ijhVf zLf suKdyv isMG ny isrsf jF iesdy afÜy-duafÜy dy hor pMjfbI iÉwqy ivwc nf iKzvfieaf hovy.
nftk KyzidaF-iKzvfANuidaF myrI qy myry pirvfr dI zLf suKdyv isMG qy Ausdy pirvfr nfÜ bhuq nyVqf ho geI. ies nyVqf sdkf dosqI vfÜf dfavf vI. keI vfr Auh ies kr ky hI sfzf progrfm qih kr lYNdf ik AuhnF df progrfm qF mYN krvf hI lvFgf. isrP imqI bfry pqf krnf ËrUrI smJdf ik KflI hY jF nhIN. lgdI vfh Auh hor siBafcfrk sMsQfvF nUM vI sfzy progrfm krvfAux dI slfh idMdf. iewk vfr isrsy ivKy nftk krvfAux dy islsly ivwc Auh mfnsf afieaf. nftk isrsf dI iewk rotrYkt klwb ny krvfAuxf sI qy zf suKdyv isMG ny AuhnF nUM myry nftk krvfAux dI slfh idwqI. klwb vfilaF ny myry nfÜ gwlbfq krn dI sfrI ijMmyvfrI zf suKdyv isMG nUM hI sONp idwqI. jd zLf suKdyv isMG mfnsf afieaf qF Aus vkLq mYN Gr nhIN sI, ikqy bfhr igaf hoieaf sI. Ausny myrI pqnI mnjIq nUM nftk krvfAux dI imqI qy smF ilKvf idqf qy ieh vI kih idqf ik nftk iewko hI krnf hY qy krnf vI ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ hI hY. (AuhnF idnF ivwc ies nftk dI crcf Ërf loV nfloN kuwJ vwD hI sI) progrfm qih kr ky Auh Ausy vkq afp vfips isrsf clf igaf.
jd dUjy idn mYN vfips Gr afieaf qF mnjIq ny nftk krn sMbMDI sfrI sUcnf mYNnUM dy idqI. mYNnUM ies gwl dI Ërf hrfnI hoeI ik rotYrkt klwb vrgI sMsQf iksfnI iËMdgI nfÜ juiVaf nftk ikAuN krvf rhI hY. aijhIaF klwbF dy mohrI afm qOr `qy sihrI vpfrI qbky dy aijhy mD-vrgI bfbU huMdy hn jo aksr hI iswDy jF aiswDy rUp ivwc iksfnI luwt df sfDn bxn vfÜy lok huMdy hn. iksfnI duwKF-qklIPF nfÜ AuhnF nUM Gwt hI lgfAu huMdf hY. pr iPr ieh soc ky ik ËrUrI qF nhIN ieh gwl sB QF hI swc hovy, afpxI hrfnI idmfg ivcoN CMz suwtI. ÉYr, asIN nftk Kyzx cly gey.
nftk Kyzx dI imqI sI 24 dsMbr 1985, qy smF sI rfq dy 8 vjy. jy mYN nhIN Buldf qF nftk Kyzx dI QF iksy pRfeIvyt skUl df KuwlHf grfAuNz sI ijQy iewk vDIaf KuwlHI qy pwkI styNj bxI hoeI sI. nftk ÈurU hox qoN pihlF, ijvyN ik aijhIaF klwbF ivwc aksr hoieaf hI krdf hY, prbMDkF ny ‘pIx-ÈIx’ df vI dOr clfieaf hoieaf sI. ies dOr durfn mYNnUM QoVHI ijhI ieh iBxk vI peI ijvyN prbMDkF df iewk DVf kfbj DVy nfÜ iksy gwloN Kfr KFdf hovy qy aMdroN-aMdr smfgm kry jfx Auqy ÉuÈ nf hovy. ‘clo aijhIaF n-ÉuÈIaF qy ivroD qF aijhy lokF ivwc afm ijhI gwl aY’, ieh nqIjf kwZ ky mYN gwl nUM bhuqf gMBIrqf nfÜ nf ilaf qy afpxf nftk ÈurU kr idwqf.
qy ijhVI iBxk lYx qoN mYN asmwrQ irhf qy ijhVI iBxk hr rMgkrmI nUM afpxf nftk ÈLurU krn qoN pihlF hr hflq ivwc lY lYxI cfhIdI hY, Auh ieh sI ik Aus smyN dI rfjnIqk siQqI dy mwdy-nËr mYN nftk krvfAux vfilaF qy nftk vyKx vfiÜaF dI mfniskqf nUM smJ nf sikaf. Auh smF ihwdosqfn dI isafsq ivwc rfj-gwdI dI hvs sdkf lokF aMdr pYdf kIqI iPrkU-pfVy dI mfniskqf df smF sI. pMjfb ivwc awqvfdIaF vwloN kIqy jf rhy bygnfh ihMdUaF dy kqlF qy hirmMdr sfihb ivKy hoey ‘EpryÈn blU-stfr’ sdkf Aus vyly lok ihMdU qy iswK dy iPrkU pfVy ivwc pUrI qrHF pfVy jf cuwky sn. BfvyN Aus smyN qwk nf hI sRI mqI ieMdrf gFDI jIvq sI qy nf hI sMq jrnYl isMG iBMzrFvflf ies sMsfr ivwc ijAuNdf-jfgdf sI pr iPr vI lok ajy ihMdU aqy iswK dI ËihrIlI iPrkU duPyV ivwc burI Pty hoey sn. ajy vI bhuq sfry ihMdU sRI mqI ieMdrf gFDI nUM ihMdU Drm dI ‘Drm-rÉÈk durgf’ smJdy sn qy iswK sMq jrnYl isMG iBMzrFvfÜf nUM afpxf ‘Drm-gurU’ mMnI bYTy sn. qy mYN ijhVI ‘gÜqI’ kIqI Auh ieh sI ik afpxy Kyzy jf rhy nftk ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ ivwc mYN Aus smyN dI isafsq sMbMDI iewk aijhI itpxI kr bYTf ijhVI kwtV ihMdU mfniskqf nUM rfs nhIN sI afAuNdI qy ijs ny mYNnUM qy myry klfkfrF nUM ‘awqvfdI’ qy ‘KflsqfnI’ bxf Diraf. (ies itpxI sdkf bfd ivwc myry keI ‘ivdvfn qy kfmryz’ dosqF ny aMdrÉfqy mYNnUM vI ‘ÉflsqfnI mfniskqf df iÈkfr hoieaf’ kihx qoN guryË nf kIqf. ÉYr, smF hI aijhf sI, iksy nUM kI doÈ! mYNnUM vI AuhnF ivcoN ‘ihMdUqvvfd’ boldf lgdf sI.)
‘ieh itwpxI kI sI?’ ieh dwsx qoN pihlF mY ieh dws lvF ik mYNnUM ieh itwpxI afpxy nftk ivwc pfAux dI ‘gusqfÉI’ ikAuN krnI peI. ‘EpryÈn blU stfr’ bfd mYNnUM iewk sjn ny iewk Gtnf suxfeI ijhVI Ausdy kihx muqfibk iblkul swcI sI. qy ijho-ijhf Auh smF sI, Aus ivwc ieh Gtnf ‘JUTI’ afKI vI nhIN sI jf skdI. bfd ivwc ieh Gtnf mYN keI hor soimaF qoN vI pqf kIqI ijs sdkf ieh hor vI prmfixk jfpx lwgI. Gtnf ies prkfr sI---- KyqI ivcoN kuwJ bcdf nf vyK ky iewk iksfn dy iewklOqy puwqr ny afpxy bfpU nfÜ ijwd kr ky Gr dI jmIn gihxy-gUhxy rKvf ky ikÈqF Auqy iewk trwk lY aFdf. (KyqI ivcoN qF kuwJ bcdf-bcfAudf nhIN sI puwq socdf sI ik Èfied trwk hI Gr dy vfry inafry kr dyvy. so ËmIn gihxy rK ky trwk lY aFdf.) Gr afey trwk df sfry twbr nUM iewk cfa ijhf cVH igaf. Gr ivwc rfie bxI ik trwk nUM XUnIan ivwc pfAux qoN pihlF aMimRqsr jf ky ÈRI hirmMdr sfihb ivKy mwQf ËrUr tyk ky afieaf jfvy. qy ieh rfie idwqI vI Éud Gr dy muKI ny, mqlb muMzy dy bfpU ny. jdoN aMimRqsr jfx df PYslf ho igaf qF ieh PYslf lYx ivwc vI dyr nf lwgI ik mwQf tykx sfrf pirvfr hI jfvy. ‘gurU mhfrfj ny afp afpxy drÈnF: df sbwb bxfieaf hY qF sfrf pirvfr hI iehnF drÈnF df BfgI ikAuN nf hovy! sfrf twbr hI cwly. Gr dI rfKI vfsqy Gry bfpU rih jfvy.’ bfpU qF guriswK hox sdkf ikMny vfr hirmMdr sfihb jf afieaf sI. bfpU ny hI ikhf sI, ‘qusIN sfry ËrUr jfAu mYN qF Pyr vI jf afAUN.’ lAu jI, sfrf twbr iqafr ho igaf jfx vfsqy puwq, nUMh qy bwicaF ny qF jfxf hI jfxf sI, muMzf afpxI BYx dy shury-ipMzN jf ky BYx qy Ausdy bwicaF nUM vI lY afieaf. nfÜy afpxy nvyN trwk ivwc hUty lYx df cAu qy nfÜy gurU-Gr dy drÈnF dI aiBlfÈf! nfÜy puMn, nfÜy ÌÜIaF! vfh Auie dfiqaF. qyrIaF imhrF!
lAu jI, cfa-mlHfr df Biraf pirvfr jf phuMicaf ÈRI hirmMdr sfihb. jf tyikaf mwQf. qy Pyr? qy Pyr AuhI kuwJ jo ihMdosqfn df bwcf-bwcf jfxdf hY. bMbF aqy qopF dI dVFa-dVFa! kr-qy sfry ‘awqvfdI’ Éqm! bfpU df puwq, bfpU dI nUMh, bfpU dy poqy-poqIaF, bfpU dI DI qy bfpU dy dohqy-dohqIaF! AuhnF vrgy bfby dI imhr pRfpq krn afey hor ikMny hI srDfÜU lok!
jdoN ipCy Gr-rhy bfpU nUM ies sB kuwJ df pqf lwigaf qF Ausdy idmfg nUM iewk-dm Ëbrdsq Jtkf ijhf lwigaf qy Auh iewk-dm zuMn-vwtf ijhf ho-igaf. keI idn qF zuMn-vwtf ijhf hI bixaf irhf qy iPr pqf nhIN kI hoieaf, iewk-dm afp-muhfry gwlF-jIaF mfrn lwg ipaf. gwlF vI trwk KrIdx, cfa ivwc sfry pirvfr dy aMimRqsr jfx qy qopF nfÜ hoey hmly dIaF. qy kmfl ieh, ik bfpU ieh sfrI gwl bVy hI ‘sihj’ nfÜ krdf sI. L ijQy qy ijs kol vI Auh KVdf, bs afpxy pirvfr dI ieh khfxI CUh ky bih jFdf. ieh vI Buwl jFdf ik ieh khfxI Auh ies bMdy nUM pihlF vI ikMny vfr suxf cuwkf hY. AusdI ieh dÈf vyK ky suxn vfÜy df mn Br afAuNdf qy Auh aksr Aus iksfn nUM ieh khfxI ibafn krn qoN vrjdf. pr iksfn suxn vfÜy dI suxI axsuxI kr ky afpxI khfxI ‘arfm’ qy ‘sihj’ nfÜ suxfAux lwg pYNdf. keI vfr suxI hox `qy vI suxn vfÜy dIaF awKF ivwc hMJU afAux qoN ruk nf skdy. khfxI suxf ky bfpU ajIb AudfsI ivwc iewk Èbd ‘sfzy gurF ny jhfj bxfieaf, afjNo jIhny pfr lMGxLf[ [’ gfAuNdf-gfAuNdf awgy qur jFdf qy awgoN ijhVf hor bMdf iml jFdf Aus kol muV afpxf ikwsf CUh lNYdf.
swcI cfhy JUTI, pr jdoN mYN ‘ieh sfrI khfxI’ suxI qF iewk vfr qF myrf vI smuwcf vjUd ihwl igaF. ‘isafxf-ibafxf’ hox dy bfvjUd myry mUMhoN gMdI isafsq Kyzx vfiÜaF nUM iewk vwzI-sfrI gMdI gfÜ vI inkÜ afeI (kI pqf ieh vI myrI ‘ÉflsqfnI’ mfniskqf df hI prgftfvf hovy) kuwJ vI smJ lvo, pr ieh swc hY ik kfPI smyN qwk ieh ‘khfxI’ mYNnUM izstrb krdI rhI qy ies Gtnf nUM afDfr bxf ky mYN koeI nftk ilKx dIaF ivAuNqF bxfAuNdf irhf. nftk qF mYN ilK nf sikaf pr ies Gtnf nUM mfmUlI adlf-bdlI nfÜ ieh mYN afpxy nftk ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ ivwc ËrUr pf idwqI. kolfË-ÈYlI ivwc iliKaf hox kfrn nftk ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ ivwc ieh ‘gux’ hY ik ies ivwc iksy nvIN Gtnf df vfDf jF purfxI df Gftf sihjy hI kIqf jf skdf hY. ‘ÉflsqfnI’ grdfny jfx dy zroN mYN ieh vfDf ies nftk dy ies qoN ipCoN Cpy azIÈnF ivwc CpvfAux df qF sfihqk hINaF nf kr sikaf pr pMjfb ivwc ies nUM mMc Auqy anykF vfr pyÈ ËrUr kIqf. (afpxI ies kmËorI sdkf mYN afpxf iewk iekFgI ‘hirAu bUt’ vI koeI bfrF qyrF sfl qwk CpvfAux dI Ëurq nhIN kr pfieaf. ies nftk ivwc vI mYN ÉflsqfnI lihr durfn ‘styt tYryirËm’ nUM ivÈf bxfieaf sI qy ies ivcoNN vI myry keI imqrF nUM ‘awqvfd dI boa’ afAuNdI sI. 1990 ivwc ilKy afpxy ies nftk nUM mYN sfl 2003 ivwc hI ‘ieÈk bfJ nmfË df hwj nfhI’ ikqfb ivwc Èfiml kr sikaF, Auh vI zrdy-zrdy)
ieh vfDf jF qbdIlI sMKyp ivwc ies qrHF sI:
nftk ivwc pfgl hoey iksfn df nF mYN ‘lfl isMG’ rwiKaf. lfl isMG bohV dI ‘CF’ hyT bYTy gwlF kr rhy gwjx isMG qy pIqy amlI kol afAuNdf hY qy afAux-sfr hI afp-muhfry afpxy pirvfr dI khfxI Coh lYNdf hY. pIqf AusnUM aijhf krn qoN vrjdf hY (Auh AusdI duwK-BrI khfxI suxn qoN afpxy-afp nUM asmwrQ smJdf hY) pr gwjx isMG pIqy nUM afKdf hY,” sux lY pIqf isMaF iehdI drd-khfxI, jy nf suxI qF iehdy mn nUM itkfAu nI afAuxf.’ lfl isMG cVHI kYst vFg sfrI khfxI Ausy qrHF suxfAuNdf hY ijvyN Auh iehnF nUM pihlF vI anyk vfr suxf cuwkf hY. qy Pyr ijvyN afieaf sI, AuvyN hI ‘Èbd gfAuNdf’ cilaf jFdf hY. pLIqy qy gwjx isMG dy mn Br afAuNdy hn. qy ies duwK-avwsQf ivwc pIqf gwjx isMG nUM kihMdf hY, ‘dyiKaf cfcf isaF kursI dI Kyz ny kI guwl iKzfey!’ qy jvfb ivwc gwjx isMG afpxf guwsf prgtfAuNdf boldf hY, ‘Pyr kI Kwitaf? nfÜy shurI afp mr-gI, nfÜy mulk df afh hfl kr ky rwK-qf!’ BfvyN nftk ivwc ieMdrf gFDI df nF ikqy nhIN ilaf igaf pr ‘nfÜy shurI afp mrgI nfÜy mulk df afh hfl kr ky rK-qf’ hI ieqnI spwÈt AukqI hY ik smyN dIaF siQqIaF muqfbk iesdf sMbMD sihjy hI ieMdr gFDI nfÜ jf jNuVdf jF NjoiVaf jf skdf hY. qy Aus smyN kwtVpRswq Blf aijhI AukqI ikvyN sux skdy sn qy AuhnF suxI vI nhIN.
ijAuN hI Auprokq AukqI gwjx isMG df roÜ krn vfÜy klfkfr blivMdr cfhl dy mUMhoN inkÜI drÈkF ivcoN 30-35 sfl df iewk nOjvfn AuiTaf qy hukmI lihËy ivwc boilaf, ‘bMd kr idAu ieh nftk! asIN nI vyKxf ieh nftk!’ Aus smyN mYN styjN dy ipCy ‘grIn-rUm’ (klfkfrF dy iqafr hox leI prdy lf ky bxfieaf igaf iewk Auhlf) ivwc sI. mYNnUM ieh ‘hukm’ spwÈt qy sfP qOr `qy nhIN sI suixaf. ies qoN pihlF ik mYN sfrI siQqI df pqf krdf, mMc Auqly klfkfr blivMdr cfhl qy pRIqm rupfÜ ‘grIn rUm’ ivwc af phuMcy. (bfd ivwc klfkfr blivMdr nUM myry bfkI klfkfr ikMny hI sfl ieh mÉOl kr ky suafd lYNdy, ‘blivMdr BfeI styj qoN gVbI cuwk ky aYieM quiraf afvy ijvyN svyry-svyry hfjq df Ëor pYx `qy pMzq pUrn cMd bfhr inaFeIN vwl ryvIey cfl ipaf jFdf huMdY!’ ) mYN blivMdr qy pRIqm rupfl nUM puwiCaf, ikAuN, kI hoieaF?’ qF AuhnF df jvfb sI, ‘pqf nI jI, lgdY ÈrfbI aY koeI. kihMdY nftk bMd kr idAu.’ jdoN Auqskqf-vws mYN mMc `qy af ky pqf krnf cfihaF qF dyiKaf ik keI bMdy afps ivwc ‘qUM-qUM, mYN-mYN’ ho rhy sn. iewk ÈrfbI ny qF AuWcI-dyxy ÈrfbIaF vfÜI iklkfrI ijhI vI mfrI. mYN iehI smiJaf ik ÈrfbI afps ivwc AulJ pey hn. jd kfPI icr rOÜf-rwpf pYNdf irhf qF asIN smJ ilaf ik hux nftk duvfrf Èfied hI ÈurU hovy. ieqny ivwc zf suKdyv isMG myry pfs afieaf qy kihx lwg; `cwlo aOlK sfihb qusIN rotI Cko, ieh qF sfÜy afps ivwc hI lV pey.’ sfzy smyq drÈkF ivcoN vI bhuq sfry iznr krn lwg pey. bs awT-dws prbMDk styj kol KVHy qrk-vqrk krdy rhy. iewk jft hirafxvI ieh kihMdf vI suixaf igaf, ‘sfly bxIey, jftoN pr rob zfÜqy hY!’
dUjy idn mYN qy myry iewk klfkfr rfijMdr aOlK ny qF iewk iPlm dy cwkr ivwc bMbeI jfxf sI ies leI Kfxf Kfx qoN bfd asIN dovyN qF rfq kwtx leI zf suKdyv isMG dy Gr hI Tihr pey qy bfkI nftk-mMzlI nUM mYN vfips mfnsf ByNj idwqf. mYNnUM qF rfq nUM zf suKdyv isMG dy Gr gwlF kridaF hI pqf lwgf ik prbMDkF dy iewk ihwsy nUM nftk ivclI Auh itpxI psMd nhIN sI ijsdf mYN Aupr iËkr kIqf hY. iesy itpxI df bhfnf bxf ky Aus DVy ny sfrf progrfm sfboqfj kr idwqf. pr iewk gwl dI mYNnUM smJ nhIN sI af rhI ik jy iksy nUM nftk ivclI koeI gwl psMd nhIN sI qF AuhnF ny sfnUM ikAuN kuwJ nf ikhf. AuhnF ny nf hI sfzy ivruwD jF ieMdrf gFDI dy hwk ivwc koeI nfhrybfËI kIqI. nfhrybfËI dI qF gwl hI Czo, iksy ny mfmUlI iÈkfieq jF guwsf vI Ëfihr nf kIqf. bs, dovyN DVy afps ivwc hI AuÜJy rhy. pr iPr vI ies sB kuwJ df mYNnUM byhwd duwK hoieaf ikAuNik aijhI Gtnf myry rMgmMcI jIvn ivwc pihlI vfr vfprI sI.
ÉYr jI, dUjy idn mYN afpxy klfkfr rfijMdr aOlK smyq bMbeI cilaf igaf. hPqy ku mgroN jd asIN bMbeI qoN vfips afey qF iewk idn zf suKdyv isMG mfnsf myry Gr afieaf qy myry sfhmxy progrfm leI qih kIqy not rKidaF hoieaF boilaf, ‘lAu jI aOlK sfihb, afpxI pymYNt!’ mYNnUM pqf sI ik pymYNt rotrI klwb vfiÜaF ny nhIN idwqI, zf suKdyv isMG afpxI jyb ivcoN dy irhf hY, ies leI pymYNt lYx df qF svfl hI nhIN sI pYdf huMdf. zf suKdyv isMG nUM ies gwl df byhwd duwK sI ik Aus rfhIN qih krvfey progrfm ivwc aijhI axsuKfvIN Gtnf vfprI sI. Auh pymYNt krn `qy biËwd sI pr myrI afqmf lYx qoN ienkfr kr rhI sI so mYN lY nf sikaf. pr Aus smyN zf suKdyv isMG ny pymYNt qoN ielfvf ijhVI iewk hor ‘vDIaf’ cIË mYNnUM idwqI Auh mYN quhfzy sfhmxy rwKy bgYr nhIN rih skdf. ieh cIË sI isrsy qoN inkldy iewk sQfnk ihMdI prcy dI kwitMg ijsdf isrlyK kuwJ ies qrHF sI: ‘isrsy ivwc iBMzrF vfÜy dy cyly iewk KflsqfnI zrfmf kr ky rfqo-rfq Prfr!’ qy awgy pUry csky lf lf ky sfzy Bwj jfx df pUrf ivsqfr sI. hflF-ik mYN qy rfijMdr ny rfq zf: suKdyv isMG dy Gr hI kwtI sI qy bfkI klfkfr rotI Kf ky bVy arfm nfÜ hsdy-Kyzdy vfips mfnsf nUM gey sI pr sfzy ies aÉbfr vfÜy df ivcfr sI ik awqvfdI sB dIaF awKF ivwc Gwtf pf ky Ausy vkq pwqrf vfc gey. imMtLF-sikMtF ivwc hI rfq dy aMnyrHy ivwc pqf nhIN ikDr alop ho gey. pwqrkfr ny ivroDI kfbj-prbMDk DVy `qy vI qvf lfieaf ik sfrf progrfm srkfrI bMidaF dy hwQ ivwc sI qy ÉflsqfnI srkfrI Krcy Auqy hI srkfr ivruwD zrfmf Kyz gey.
hux iehnF Auprokq sfrIaF gwlF qoN BlI-BFq spwÈt hY ik sfrI kfrvfeI dy ipwCy prbMDkF dI DVybMdI hI kfrjÈIl sI iPr vI bfd ivwc socx-ivcfrn qoN bfd mYN ieh iswtf kwiZaf ik iksy QF `qy nftk krn qoN pihlF nftk-mMzlI dy muKI nUM sfrI siQqI df cMgI qrHF jfieËf lY lYxf cfhIdf hY. qy ieh vI ik QF aqy smyN anusfr AusnUM afpxy nftk ivclIaF aijhIaF GtnfvF, siQwqIaF, vfrqflfp afid ivwc loVINdI qbdIlI krn qoN vI iJjkxf nhIN cfhIdf ijMnHF sdkf nftk Kyzy jfx vfÜI QF `qy iksy qrHF dI bdmÊËI pYdf hox dI sMBfvnf idsdI hovy. pr iesdf mqlb ieh vI nhIN ik drÈkF jF prbMDkF dI ÉuÈI jF iewCf dy mwdynËr qbdIlI kr ky nftk dI afqmf df hI swiqafnfs kr idwqf jfvy. ieh qbdIlI nftk dy kihx-aMdfË ivwc hI hoxI cfhIdI hY, vsqU jF sfr ivwc nhIN. bfby nfnk vFgUM jy aMDI dunIaF nUM ‘vzyiraF nUM pfxI Byjx’ vfÜy aMD-ivÈvfs ivcoN kwZxf hI hY qF AuhnF Auqy iswDf qFbVqoV atYk krn dI QF `cupky ijhy’ krqfrpur vwl pfxI suwtxf ÈurU kr dyxf cfhIdf hY. jy kfby vwl lwqF krnIaF hI hn qF bfby nfnk vFgUM lwqf krn df vwl (ZMg) vI avwÈ afAuxf cfhIdf hY. nhIN qF kwtV mfniskqf vfÜy ivdvfn quhfnUM vI iPrkfpRswq bxf Drngy. iPrkU mfniskqf vfÜy Aus mfhOÜ ivwc jy mYN iPrkfpRswq isafsq dy iÉlfÌ koeI gwl krnI hI sI qF Auh iksy hor lukHvyN ZMg (ijsnUM asIN ‘klfqmk ZMg’ afKdy hF) nfÜ vI kIqI jf skdI sI. ieh smJ mYNnUM Auprokq GtnF qoN bfd hI afeI. so Aus smyN jy iksy ‘ivdvfn’ ny mYNnUM ‘ÉflsqfnI’ jF ‘awqvfdI’ kih idwqf ieh nf hI koeI asuBfvk gwl hY qy nf hI acMBfjnk. Aus mfhOl ivwc qF sfzI iPrkU mfniskqf ny sMq isMG syKoN qy jsvMq isMG kMvl vrgy sfzy nfmvr lyKkF Auqy KLflsqfnI hox df Pwtf lf Diraf sI, mYN qF hY hI ikhVy bfg dI mUlI sI!

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