PfVI qy KrbUjLf

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ijLMdgI kdy vI iewko qory nhIN qurdI. kdy iehdy ivc iqwKfpn afAuNdf hY kdy qor hOÜI ho jFdI hY, kdy AudfsI df aflm huMdf hY, kdy hfsy gUMjdy hn. kdy KflI ivhVy Bry hox df aihsfs huMdf hY, kdy Bry-BkuMny ivhVy KflI KflI jfpdy hn. ieh qurdy vkq dI hI qF insLfnI hY, ijs df mnuwKI ijLMdgI aqy suBfa AuWqy asr hoxf lfjLmI huMdf hY. ies nfl hI smuwcy smfj aMdr qbdIlIaF vl kdm qurdy hn, pr cfhux dy bfvjUd vI ienHF nUM sdf hI hFa pwK vl nhIN qoiraf jf skdf, iehdy vfsqy gMBIrqf loVIdI hY. gqIsLIlqf aMdrlI kfhÜ jF gMBIrqf dI Gft krky glqIaF ho jfx dI suBfvkqf bxI rihMdI hY. pr, glqIaF qoN iswK ky awgy qurnf qF ik dubfrf Auh glqIaF Pyr nf duhrfeIaF jfx isafxy jqn afKy jf skdy hn.
DrqI AuWqy vsdy lok iewko DrqI dy vfsI hox dy bfvjUd vMzIaF dy isLkfr hn. iewko rwb nUM mMnx vfly dUjy dy rwb nUM gflHF kwZdy qy apmfnq krdy hn jdoN ik sfry hI DrmF nUM mMnx vfilaF dI iek gwl AuWqy sihmqI hY ik pRmfqmf iek hY. BlF Pyr qyr-myr dIaF vMzIaF pfAux vfly ikwQoN jMm pYNdy hn aqy ieh vwKo-vwK pRmfqmf ikwQoN af gey, jF lY afAuNdy hn? smuwcy nUM PfVIaF dwsx/krn df kI kfrn hoieaf? ieh bhuq sfiraF dI smJ qoN bfhrI gwl hY ikAuNik ieh qrkhIx hY.
jdoN DrqI iek hY qF bfrzr/srhwdF ikAuN? mnuwK ies DrqI df vfsI hY. pr Auhdy qurn-iPrn vfsqy iek jgHf inscq kr idwqI jFdI hY. Aus QF nUM Ausdf dysL ikhf jFdf hY. afpxy mulk dy imwQy gey bsIvyN (srhwd) qoN bfhr jfx smyN vI Auh DrqI df nhIN sgoN iek mulk df hI vfsI huMdf hY. Bfv Auh AuWQy vI smuwcqf nfloN kwtI hoeI iek PfVI ivc Pisaf hoieaf bIj bx ky rih jFdf hY, jdoN ik bIj dy mhwqv bfry hr koeI jfxdf hY.
mnuwKI asUlF ivc pRym, sFJ qy BfeIcfrk hmdrdI iksy vI dysL, kOm qy Drm dI mlkIaq nhIN ho skdI. ieh hwdF srhwdF qoN pfr iensfnI asUl hn. pr iewQy vI ajIb iksm dI GpÜybfjI dyKx nUM imldI hY. Dfrmk pwDr `qy bhuq sfiraF vfsqy afpxy Drm nUM mMnx vfly hI nyVy igxy jFdy hn. keIaF vfsqy qF hor qrHF dI afsQf rwKx vfly kfiPLr igxy jFdy hn. ieh ikho jhI iensfP psMdI hoeI? bOnI mfniskqf `qy asvfr kOx qy ikho jhy hoey ieh ‘Drm’ dI ivafiKaf dyx vfly ijwQy iensfn qy iensfnIaq nUM hI njLr aMdfjL kr idwqf jFdf hovy. kI ieho jhy ivcfrF jF ivcfrDfrfvF nfl iksy qrHF akl df vfsqf vI ho skdf hY? lgdf qF nhIN.
isafsq vwKo-vwK dysLF `qy rfj krn vfilaF df hiQafr hY. ikDry ieh lokF dI mrjLI nfl jmhUrIaq/lok rfj dy nF hyT cldI hY. ikDry koeI iekwlf hI iksy juMzlI dy afsry Dwky, DONs aqy jbr nfl qfnfsLfh bxky mulk dy lokF nUM ByzF/bwkrIaF smJ ky hwkI jf irhf hY. ieho jhI siQqI ivc bhuq sfrIaF hor isafxIaF ‘ByzF’ ijMd sOKI rwKx Kfqr Aus qfnfsLfh hfkm dI ijLMdfbfd dy nfary vI lf idMdIaF hn.
isafsq pRym Gwt pr nPrq bhuqI pYdf krdI hY, ijs dy afsry hfkm sLfied sOKy rihMdy hn pr lok bhuq aOKy. lokF aMdr JUTI kOm pRsqI vfly ‘jjLby’ dy nF hyT DrqI dy iksy hor ihwsy (bhuq vfr guaFZI dysL) ivc rihMdy mnuwKF pRqI nPrq dI awg BVkfeI jFdI hY. isafsqdfn mOky muqfbk bdly hoey hflq df bhfnf bxf ky afpxy ivroDIaF nUM vI glvkVIaF pf lYNdy hn pr afm lok lMmy smyN qwk nPLrq dI vfhI hoeI lkIr dy duafly GuMmx leI mjbUr hoey rihMdy hn. isafsq AunHF nUM lMby gDIgyV ivc pf idMdI hY.
smuwcqf bhuqy QfvIN toitaF ivc vMzI njLr afAuNdI hY. jy gwl isafsI pfrtIaF dI krnI hovy qF iewQy qF afvf hI AUiqaf hoieaf hY. afm qOr qy ikhf jFdf hY ik KwbIaF pfrtIaF vfly bfkIaF qoN isafxy/sUJvfn aqy iemfndfr huMdy hn, ieh swc vI hux sdIvI nhIN rih igaf. smyN dy awgy qurn nfl iewQy vI bhuq kuwJ bdl igaf hY. hFa pwKI Gwt pr nFh pwKI bhuqf. ijhVy afpxy afp nUM kOmFqrI pwDr dy afKdy hn AunHF df ieh vrqfrf vI ‘globlI’ ho ky hI ivciraf. iesy vrqfry aDIn dunIaF aMdr ienHF sUJvfnF ny afpxy hI ivsLvfs nUM PfVIaF krky afpo afpxI PfVI nUM kOmFqrI df nF dy idwqf. dunIaF dy kroVF lokF nUM ies vrqfry ny bhuq hI Audfs kIqf.
hr isafsI pfrtI df aijhf hI hfl hY. Bfrq aMdr kFgrs pfrtI KwKVIaF hoeI iPrdI hY, hor srmfeydfr pfrtIaF df vI ieho hfl hY. akflI swjx qF Gry hI akflI dl sfj lYNdy hn pr nfl ‘sLRomxI’ ilKxf nhIN Buwldy. AuNj jy ienHF ‘sLRomxI akflI dlF’ dI igxqI krnI hovy qF gurmuKI awKrF dI pYNqI nUM vI ipwCy Cwz geI hY. pr Auh Pyr vI PfVI nUM KrbUjf afKI jf rhy hn- vfihgurU sumwq bKsLy.
kimAUinst pfrtIaF dI gwl kridaF hor vI inrfsLf huMdI hY. smiJaf jFdf hY ik ienHF pfrtIaF aMdr afpxy ivcfr pRgt krn dI pUrI KuwlH hY. iewQy jmhUrI kyNdrvfd df pflx qy siqkfr kIqf jFdf hY aqy jmhUrI kyNdrvfd dI awK dI puqlI nfl qulnf kridaF ies dI rfKI df swdf idwqf jFdf hY. pr kI ieh asl ivc scfeI hY. kI pfrtI aMdrlI Gwt igxqI ny sdf hI afpxy asUlF dy swc nUM dlIl dy aDfr `qy kbUl kIqf? kI AunHF ny afpxy hI jmhUrI kyNdrvfd vfly asUl dI awK dI puqlI vFg rfKI kIqI? aPsos ik aml ies dy Ault hoieaf. hAumY dy zMgy qy kursIaF dy BuwiKaf ny kOmFqrI hflqF df bhfnf bxf ky hr QfvyN hI afpxI vwKrI ‘msIq’ Cwq leI. vwzy lIzr bxn dI lflsf, nFa dy cmkfry df loB AunHF nUM gYr-ieKlfkI dy ivhVy lY viVaf. vwzy lIzr qF AunHF `coN sLfied keI bx vI gey hox pr kI Auh vwzy mnuwK vI bx sky? jy vwzy lIzr bxky vI swqf df ardlIpuxf hI krnf pvy qF kfhdI vizafeI? DVybMdIaF nUM AuqsLfihq krnf, dysF-pRdysF aMdr eykqf ivc bwJy afpxy hI asUlF vfly hmdrdF ivc vMzIaF pfAux df kfrj krnf, qF lfhnq aijhI isafsq aqy lIzrpuxy AuWqy. ieho jhy pfrtIaF qoN tuwt gey lokF nUM AunHF dy afpixaF ny hI vwK vfdI aqy duPyVbfjL afK ky BMizaf qy BMzI jf rhy hn.
mfrks-lYinn dI ivcfrDfrf dy sMgI-sfQI afpxy hI asUlF dy Ault cwl pYNdy hn. kfrl mfrks aqy PrYzirk eyNgljL vloN idwqy ‘dunIaF Br dy mjdUro iek ho jfAu’ dy nfary nUM ivsQfr idMidaF mhfn lYinn ny ‘dunIaF Br dy mjdUro qy gulfm kOmoN iek ho jfAu’ dy nfary vl qoiraf. ikrq dI rfKI vfly swdy dy nfl sfmrfjIaF vloN gulfm krky bsqIaF bxfeIaF geIaF dUjIaF kOmF dy pYrIN pfey gulfmI aqy bsqIvfd dy sMgl qoVn dI vMgfr pfeI. ieh isafxp dy kdm sn, mnuwKqf dI syvf sI. ieho qF aslI kOmFqrIvfd hY, srbwq dy Bly vfsqy sfiraF dI eykqf.
dyr bfad hor mulkF dy nfl nfl Bfrq aMdr vI pfrtI asUlF nUM iCwky tMg ky kuwJ lokF ny awK dI puqlI khy jFdy jmhUrI kyNdrvfd df kql krky mfrksvfdI ivcfrDfrf dy ‘mjdUro iek ho jfAu’ dy nfary df mKOl AuzfAuNidaf ‘dunIaF Br dy mjdUro do-PfV ho jfAu’ dy asUl qy aml kridaF ieho kuwJ kIqf. BlF kI ieh ieKlfkI igrfvt nhIN sI? afpxy hI asUlF nfl gwdfrI nhIN sI? pr Auh afpxy afp nUM ienklfbI vI kihMdy rhy. bysLrmI BlF hor kI huMdI hY? jdoN muwK Dfrf qoN vwK hoey ienHF PfVI mfrkf ‘ienklfbIaF’ ivcoN kuwJ lokF ny ies PfVI nUM Cwz ky afpxf hor nvF gruwp sfj ilaf qF ienHF vloN AunHF nUM gwdfr, duPyVbfjL qy pqf nhIN hor kI kI ikhf igaf. afKr ikAuN? Auh qF AunHF dy rsqy `qy hI cwly sn, AunHF qF afpxy vzyiraF dy kdmF qy hI pYr rwKy sn. ies sfry `c ieh hI kihxf bxdf hY ik Coty mnF vfilaF ny mjdUr/ikrqI lihr nUM inGfr vl qoiraf. ieiqhfs ivc afp qrs dy pfqr bx gey qy bxy hI rihxgyy.
pihlF PfVIaF hoeIaF, Pyr ienHF PfVIaF dy tukVy. mjLdUrF, mulfjLmF, buwDIjIvIaF qy lyKkF qwk dIaF jQybMdIaF afpo-afpxI PfVI nfl qur geIaF pr Brm KrbUjy df pfldIaF rhIaF. PfVIaF ihwlx qy lVn lwgIaF. dunIaF ny ienHF Kwby pwKIaF df sONkxF vrgf qmfsLf KUb dyiKaf qy dyKI jf rhy hn. lok duwK, BuwK qy hor sYNkVy musIbqF nfl inwq-idn jUJdy hn pr ienHF dy ‘eyjMzy’ qy hor hI kuwJ quiraf iPrdf hY.
buwDIjIvIaF df hor vI mMdf hfl hY. PslF dy nfl nfl akl dIaF vI iksmF pYdf hoeIaF. iswK buwDIjIvI,[[ihMdU buwDIjIvI [[musilm buwDIjIvI[[[afid, kI ieh vI isafxp hY? qF Pyr mUrKqf iksnUM kihMdy hn? aKy jI pMj PIsdI aklmMd qy bfkI dy kI hoey? kOx krU iesdI ivafiKaf? isafxy hox df Brm pflx vfly ieh BMbl-BUisaf ivc Psy hox krky afpxy bfry vI PYslf krn qoN asmrQ hn. hor iksy nUM ieh ikhVI rOsLnI dy dyxgy? srbwq dy Bly vflI ivcfrDfrf nUM apxfey hox vflf koeI vI afpxy afp nUM PfVI buwDIjIvI nhIN afK/aKvf skdf. jF qF Auh buwDIjIvI huMdf hY jF nhIN huMdf. iesqoN pfr JUT huMdf hY, isrP JUT.
lyKk smfj dy sB qoN sucyq iensfn huMdy hn. hr smfj aMdr ienHF dI BUimkf smyN dy inGfr nUM vMgfrn qy lokF nfl KVHy hox dI rhI hY. lokF nfl juVy mhFpursLF ny ijwQy afpxy krmF nfl lokF nUM swc vwl pRyiraf nfl hI klm dI vrqoN kridaF rcnf rcI, jo awj vI sfzy leI rfh ivKfAU hY, sfzf mfrg drsLn krdI hY. loV hY afpxy mnF aMdrly bOnypn nUM dUr krn dI, pUry iensfn bxn dI. awj dy smyN lyKk vI DrmF, DiVaF, jfqF afid ivc vMzy hoey hn. Drm qoN DVf ipafrf vflI khfvq Auh swc krI jf rhy hn, loV hY ies ivcfr nUM nkfrn dI, iesdf KihVf Cwzx dI. pqf nhIN Auh kdoN socxgy ik mnuwK qy mnuwKI srokfr iksy vI kursI moh nfloN vwzy huMdy hn. lokF dI awK sdf hI afpxy ilKfrIaF vl huMdI hY. agvfeI dyx vfly hI jy pfty hoey hoxgy qF Auh ienHF PfVIaF hoeIaF ‘pfrtIaF’ vfly lIzrF dy TuMmxy qF bx skdy hn pr lokF dy lyKk nhIN. lyKk lokF dy mnF aMdr Drvfs hI nhIN nvIN rOsLnI, nvIN cyqnf pYdf krn vfly huMdy hn. ieh buwDIjIvIaF dI agvfeI krn vfly afpxI soc nfl AusfrU pwK vl quridaF smfj aMdr nvIN hvf rumkx lf idMdy hn, jo swc vwl jFdf rfh bx jFdf hY.
iensfnI PrjL dysL-kOm, Drm aqy jfq afid sB qoN AuWpr huMdy hn. PfVIaF nUM vI socxf bxdf hY ik Auh nvIN Ausr rhI mnuwKI BfeIcfrk sFJ dI AuNgÜ PV skx qF ik pRym/muhwbq dy gl lwg ky srbwq dy Bly bfry soicaf jfvy qy by-gm pury dI isrjxf vfly aml nfl juiVaf jf sky.