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srdfr gurbKLsL isMG pRIqlVI pMjfbI dy bhuq hI byhqrIn lyKk hoey hn aqy ies Kyqr ivwc Auh afpxI imsfl afp hI sn . AuhnF dy ivcfrF df pMjfbI pVHn ilKx vflIaF keI pIVHIaF AuWqy ivafpk pRBfv ipaf hY. AuhnF dy smkfl ivwc jIx vfly pMjfbI buwDImfnF aqy ilKfrIaF ivwcoN sLfied hI koeI aijhf hovygf jo iksy nf iksy vyly AuhnF dI soc dy sUrjI dfiery ivwc dfKLl nf hoieaf hovy.
jIvn dy muwZly sflF ivwc jdoN mYN ajy ieMzIaf huMdf sF qF mYN pRIqlVI piVHaf krdf sF. pr jdoN mYN kYnyzf af igaf qF iewk qrF nfl pRIqlVI nfloN myrf nfqf tuwt igaf. myry iewk kYnyzf ivwc vwsdy bjLurg dosq dI bdOlq myrf ieh tuwtf nfqf iewk vfr iPLr srdfr gurbKLsL isMG horF nfl juV igaf. 1974 dIaF ikRsims dIaF CuwtIaF ivwc Auh swjx vI ieMzIaf jf rhy sn aqy mYN vI AuhnF dy nfl hI ieMzIaf jf irhf sF. AuhnF ny ikhf ik mYN pRIq ngr jf ky srdfr gurbKLsL isMG hurF nUM jLrUr imlxf hY. myry mn ivwc vI rIJ jfgI ik ikAuN nf mYN vI ies mOky df lfhf lY lvF aqy AuhnF dy sMg sfQ ivwc srdfr gurbKLsL isMG aqy pRIq ngr dy dIdfr kr lvF. ieh dsMbr dy TMZ ivwc iBwjy aKLIrly idn sn jdoN mYN pihlI vfr pRIq ngr aqy srdfr gurbKLsL isMG dy sfQ df inwG mfixaf. AudoN ajy mfqf jI vI ijAUNdy sn. srdfr nvqyj isMG aqy Aumf BYx jI vI EQy hI sn. pRIq pirvfr nfl ieh myrI pihlI pRIq imlxI sI.
EQy hI srdfr gurbKLsL isMG dy nfl bYT ky gwlF kridaF srdfr sudfgr isMG ny acfnk suafl kIqf, “ srdfr jI, aYiljLI df kI hfl hY?”
aYiljLI df nF suxidaF srdfr jI dy ichry qy iewk ilsLk afeI.
“ Auh TIk Tfk ny.”
“dfr jI, Aus pihlI imlxI qoN bfad vI kdI AuhnF nUM imly ho?”
“nhINN, pMjfh sfl ho gey ny iewk dUjy nUM vyiKaF.” dfr jI dy bolF ivc lukI hoeI hsrq mihsUs kIqI jf skdI sI.
“ikwWQy rihMdy ny Auh awj kwlH?”
“Auh torFto rihMdy hn.” dfr jI df sMKyp ijhf jvfb sI.
mYN hYrfn aqy Auqsuk njLrF nfl dohF vwl vyK irhf sF. mYN AudoN qwk ajy dfr jI dI jIvn khfxI pVHI nhIN sI hoeI aqy aYiljLI bfry kuJ nhIN sF jfxdf, jd ik dUjf pMjfbI pfTk jgq AuhnF dy jIvn ivwc afeI ies ipafrI ijMd bfry bVI cMgI qrHF jfxU sI.
mYN dfr jI nUM puwiCaf, “dfr jI! ieh aYiljLI kOx hn?” aYiljLI bfry jfxn dI qIbr iewCf ipwCy iewk kfrn ieh vI sI ik Aus dy afpxy hI sLihr torFto ivwc vwsdy hox dI KLbr mYN huxy hI dfr jI dy mUMhoN suxI sI. ieh svfl kridaF mYN mn hI mn ivc keI kuJ soc igaf sF.
sudfgr isMG hurF ny ikhf ik aiYljLI hurIN srdfr jI nUM inAUXfrk qoN ieMzIaf nUM vfps afAuNidaF smuMdrI jhfjL ivwc imly sn aqy iPLr Auh XUrp ivwc iekwTy GuMmy sn. Aus qoN bfad srdfr hurIN ieMzIaf nUM af gey aqy aYiljLI hurINN vfps lMzn afpxI BYx kol cly gey.
“dfr jI, quhfzy kol jy aYiljLI hurF df pqf hovy qF kI qusIN mYnUM dws skogy?”
AuhnF ny mYnUM aYiljLI df pqf itkfxf ilKf idwqf.
sudfgr isMG hurF ny mYnUM aYiljLI nfl srdfr jI dy nyVly qy sdIvI sMbMDF bfry kuJ ies qrIky nfl dwisaf ik myrf dfr jI dIaF ilKLqF nUM pVHn vfsqy mn AuWClx lwgf. jdoN mYN vfps afieaf qF myrf iewk pUrf sUtkys AuhnF dIaF ikqfbF nfl Biraf hoieaf sI. . mYN AuhnF dI svY –jIvnI dy sfry Bfg KLrId ley aqy AuhnF nUM bVy iDafn nfl piVHaf. dfr jI dI ilKLq qoN mYN eynf pRBfivq hoieaf ik aYiljLI ivwc myrI zUMGI idlcspI jfg peI sI. torFto phuMcidaF hI mYN dfr jI vwloN dwsy pqy AuWqy aYiljLI nUM iewk icwTI ilKI. aYiljLI ny icwTI pVHidaF hI mYnUM PLon kIqf aqy srdfr gurbKLsL isMG horF dI suwK sFd puwCI. mYN AuhnF nUM imlx dI bynqI kIqI qF Auh qurq hI mMn gey. asIN pihlI ivhl ivwc hI AuhnF dy kol gey . Auh bVy hI qpfk nfl imly. Auh trFtoN dI iek apafrtmYNt iblizMg ivc igafrvI mMjLl ivc rihMdI sI. Ausy hI Plor ‘qy Aus dI skUl dI ipRMsIpl DI vI ieklI rihMdI sI. sfzy afAux ‘qy Auh vI mF dy hI afpfrtmYNt ivc af geI. srdfr gurbKLsL isMG bfry Auh bVIaF inwGIaF gwlF krdy rhy. afpxI Es pihlI imlxI qoN bfad Auh lwgBwg pMj dhfky iewk dUjy nUM imly nhIN sn. BFvyN ik AuhnF ivwc kdy kdfeI icwTI pwqr df sMbMD bixaf irhf sI. aYiljLI nfl dfr jI dy mDur sMbMDF dy lgfqfr kIqy ijLkr ny aYiljLI nUM BfvyN pMjfbI pfTkF dI ‘afpxI aYiljLI’ vI bxf ilaf sI qd vI Auh smuwcy pfTk-jgq vfsqy iewk anoKI iekwlI aqy rhwsmeI sLKLsIaq vI bxI hoeI sI. isrPL gurbKLsL isMG dy mn ivwc hI nhIN, sfry pMjfbI pfTkF dy mn dI ieh idlI qFG sI ik Aus “iek rMg sihkdf idl” dI aYiljLI bfry vDyrf aqy hor vDyrf jfx skx. Auh ikwQy rihMdI hY? ikvyN rihMdI hY? iks nfl rihMdI hY? kI krdI hY? ikho ijhI hY?-ieh svfl sB dy mn ivc sn. gwlF kridaF kridaF aYiljLI hurF ny vI srdfr gurbKLsL isMG hurF nUM imlx dI iewCf pRgt kIqI. AuhnF dI Aumr Es vyly 84-85 sfl dy njLdIk hovygI. mYN AuhnF nUM dfr jI nfl imlfAux df vfadf kr afieaf. Gr afAuNidaF hI mYN srdfr gurbKLsL isMG hurF nfl qurMq sMprk kIqf, ikAuNik mYN pMj dhfikaF qoN iewk dUjy nfloN ivwCVy ‘rMg sihkdy idlF’ nUM imlfAux dI apfr KusLI nUM mfnxf cfhuMdf sF.
sfzy swdy aqy myry XqnF nfl srdfr gurbKLsL isMG jI aqy Aumf BYx jI akqUbr 1975 ivwc sfzy kol torFto afey. asIN aYiljLI nUM imlx vfsqy gey. eyny lMmy vkPLy qoN bfad afpxy BUq kfl dIaF ilsLkdIaF XfdF nUM qfijLaF kr ky AuhnF dohF dy mn nUM ikMnI zUMGI qswlI df anuBv hoieaf hovygf, ies df anumfn pfTk sihjy hI lgf skdy hn. Auh iewk dUjy nUM 51 sfl 10 mhIny aqy kuJ idnF bfad imly sn. ieh dohF dI ijLMdgI df iewk bhuq hI ieiqhfsk pl sI. dfr jI knyzf qoN vYnjLvylf afpxI sB qoN CotI DI anusUeIaf nMU vI kuJ smy leI imlx gey. do ku mhIny bfad dfr jI 4 dsMbr nUM iewQoN ieMzIaf vwl quryy, 6 dsMbr nUM ieMzIaf phuMcyy. 10 dsMbr nUM ,mfqf jI, dfr jI dI pqnI jgjIq kOr jI, ijs nUM Auh ipafr nfl ‘jIqF’ afKdy sn, ies sMsfr qoN sdf leI qur gey. aqy duwK dI gwl hY ik Es qoN kuJ idnF bfad hI 18 jnvrI 1976 vfly idn ‘aYiljLI’ ijs df pUrf nFa “ieljLbYQ vfkr” sI, Auh ipafrI aOrq vI pUrI ho geI. mYN AuhnF dy aMqm sMskfr AuWqy vI phuMicaf . lok hYrfn sn iewk BfrqI iewQy ikvyN hY? mYN AuhnF dIaF puwCdIaF njLrF nUM ikvyN smJf skdf sF ik jfx vflI aOrq df BfrqI nfl ikMnf moh Biraf nyVlf irsLqf sI. ies irsLqy dIaF qfrF dfr jI aqy aYiljLI qoN qurdIaF qurdIaF hjLfrF pMjfbI pfTkF nfl af juVdIaF sn. Auh lok nhIN sn jfxdy ik srdfr gurbKLsL isMG dy pRqIinD dy rUp ivwc mYN Aus jfx vflI aOrq df ikMnf afpxf aqy ikMnf nyVlf sF. “sihj ipafr” dI ieh sOgfq mYnMU dfr jI qoN nsIb hoeI hY jo aj vI myry jIvn df iek ainwKVvF aMg bx cuwkI hY.
srdfr grubKLsL isMG bVy mDur BfsLI-ijAUVy sn, bVy sihj nfl Coty Coty vfkF ivwc qol qol ky afpxI gwl kihMdy. ieMny vwzy lyKk hox dy bfvjUd AuhnF ivwc koeI hAumYN nhIN sI. ijLafdf isafxy aqy dfnsLvr hox df hMkfr vI AuhnF dy ivhfr ivwcoN nhIN sI Jlkdf. keI gwlF df, ijMnHF df AuhnF nUM pqf nhIN sI huMdf, mYnUM puwC vI ilaf krdy sn.
iek idn mYN dfr jI nUM ieh vI puwiCaf ik quhfzI ijLMdgI ivwc jo pihlI aOrq afeI sI aqy ijs nUM qusIN hmysLF ‘mKLxI’ ilKdy rhy ho, Aus df asl nfm hY kI sI? srdfr jI ny mYnUM ikhf ik mYN Aus df asl nfm jfx buwJ ky pfTkF nUM nhIN dwisaf. asl ivwc Es df nfm ‘rhIE’ sI. ‘rhIE’ qoN Bfv rih geI. bhuqy bicaF bfad mF ipAu dI iekwlI aOlfd sI. bfad ivc swcIN Auh ijMLdgI ivc vI ‘rih’ geI sI. Ausdf pqI Ausdy supinaF dy iblkul hI ivprIq sI. Aus mlUkVI ijMd ny sfrI Aumr bVf duwK Boigaf. ies aOrq qoN AuhnF nUM ijLMdgI df pihlf ipafr hulfrf pRfpq hoieaf sI. Auh srdfr jI dy nfnky sLihr AuhnF dy nfnikaF dI glI ivc rihMdI sI. jdoN gurbKLsL isMG grmI dIaF CuwtIaF ivc nfnky gey qF iewQy hI AuhnF dI KLfmosL muhwbq dy aMkur Puwty. Auh dfr jI dy nfnikaF dI izEVHI awgoN lMG ky dupihr vyly glI dy moV AuqlI KUhI qoN pfxI lYx jFdI. dfr jI AusdI Jlk mfqr dyKx leI qpdIaF dupihrF ivc izEVHI ivc bYTy rihMdy. ies qrHF dovyN iewk dUjy dI ipafr-Jfq nfl srsLfry jFdy.  ieQy hI iek idn izEVHI awgoN lMGidaF mwKxI ny dfr jI nUM KUhI qoN ilaFdf TMZf pfxI pIx dI sulfh mfrI. gurbKLsL isMG dOVdy hoey rsoeI ivc gey aqy jUiTaF BFizaF dy Zyr ivcoN iek jUTf glfs cuwk ilafey aqy Aus ivc pfxI puaf ilaf. ies jUTy glfs ivcoN-bkOl dfrjI- AuhnF ny ‘suwcf pfxI’ Guwt Guwt krky pIqf. srdfr gurbKLsL isMG nUM iml ky aqy pVH ky mYnUM mihsUs hoieaf ik bhuq sfrI dOlq pRfpq kr lYxI jF vwzy mhwlF df mflk bx jfxf koeI eyzI vwzI pfRpqI nhIN. aslI vwzI gwl hY kuJ nvF isrj skxf, ijs qoN ijLMdgI nUM hor byhqr aqy suKfvF bxfieaf jf sky. ieh aihsfs awj vI myry aMdr, myrIaF rgLF ivwc lhU bx ky jy dOiVaf iPLrdf hY qF mYN smJdf hF ik ieh srdfr gurbKLsL isMG hurF dI hI dyx hY. myry suBfa dy ieh gux mYnUM afpxy ivrsy ivwcoN jf kih leIey, afpxy pirvfr ivwcoN nhIN imly. sgoN ieh mYnUM srdfr gurbKLsL isMG hurF nfl iml ky, AuhnF nfl ivcr ky, jIa ky mihsUs hoey aqy myry aMdr sMcirq hoey aqy hOlI hOlI myrI sLKLsIaq df sihj aMg bx gey. mYnUM ies gwl df igafn ho igaf ik rwj ky ijAUx leI bhuqIaF cIjLF dI jLrUrq nhIN, QoVHIaF nfl vI sr skdf hY. bsLrqy ik qusIN ijs BfeIcfry df ihwsf ho, jy Es df afpxy ivwq muqfbk kuJ QoVHf ijhf vI svfr lvo qF ieh DrqI suKfvIN aqy ijAUx Xog ho skdI hY.