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“sfzy koloN afm hI puwiCaf
jFdf hY:
“Xfr qUM gwl ikvyN bxf lYNdf hYN? sfnUM qF Borf gwl nhIN ahuVdI. qUM gwl
ikvyN ilK lYNdf hYN?”
sfzf iswDf jvfb huMdf ey:
“klm nfl! hor hux asIN ikhVf qlvfr nfl ilKdy aF? klm nfl eI ilKdy aF?”
bfkI lyKk Èfied iksy hor qrHF ilKdy hox.
‘isr sVy Èfier’ idmfÊ nfl ilKdy hn. AuhnF dI ilÉq nF AuhnF nUM afp nUM aqy
nf hI AuhnF dI mfÈUkf nUM smJ pYNdI hY. iÈar pVHidaF hI Auh rox lwgdI hY.
“roNdI kfhqoN eyN? kivqf ivwc iËafdf drd, iËafdf pIV BrI hoxI eyN?” kvI ny
puwiCaf.
“smJ nhIN afeI…eIN……eIN…….” mfÈUkf ny buskidaF ikhf.
“ies ivwc rox dI ikhVI gwl ey? smJ qF myry vI nhIN afeI.”
‘idl sVy Èfier’ klm nUM afpxy hMJUaF `c zubo ky ilKdy hn. AuhnF dI klm
`coN hMJUaF dI brsfq pYNdI ey.
‘nwk cVHy Èfier’ klm nUM afpxy lhU `c zob ky ilKdy ny. AuhnF dI klm’ coN
ibjlIaF dy cmkx, bwdlF dy gVkx dI afvfË suxfeI pYNdI ey.
pr ivaMg lyKk afpxI klm ‘c dvfeI aqy Èihd imlf ky ilKdf hY. dvfeI mrIËF
leI aqy Èihd kOVy BjnIkF leI.
mYN jfxdf hF ik kOm, mulk aqy Drm bImfr hY. AusdI mrË lwBdf hF aqy AusdI
mrË dI dvf bxfAuNdf hF. klm ‘c pfAuNdf hF aqy mrIË nUM iplfAuNdf hF. dvf
kOVI hovy qF Èihd ‘c lpyt ky KvfAuNdf hF. Èihd ‘c ilptI kunIn qF inafxy
aqy inwky bfl vI hwQ cwt cwt lYNdy hn. dvfeI df nfm jIB ‘qy rwt lYNdy hn.
iËMdgI AuWqoN qF sfÌ suQrI aqy pwDrI idwsdI hY. pr ies ivclI tyZ lwBxI
pYNdI hY. ivwcoN dyKx qy pqf lwgdf hY ik ieh jIvn ivsMgqIaF nfl Biraf ipaf
hY. myrI klm Aus ivsMgqI nfl cuMJ lVfAux lwgdI hY. ivaMg lwB pYNdf ey.
ivaMg pYdf ho jFdf ey. ivaMg lyKk ÈwkI suBfE df huMdf ey. hr bMdy, sMsQf
aqy suBfE nUM Tok prK ky dyKdf ey. Cfx aqy pCfx Aus df ikrdfr imQdI hY.
qusIN iewk Tfxydfr nUM dyKdy ho. kuMzIaF muwCF, moiZaF qy ÌIqIaF, mYzl,
awKF ‘c lflI, ichrf rohb nfl BiKaf hoieaf, bwdlF vFg grjdI afvfË! quhfnUM
Aus koloN zr afAuNdf hY, pr mYnUM Aus koloN BYa nhIN afAuNdf, ikAuNik mYN
Aus dy idl ivwc bYTf hoieaf cUhf dyK ilaf hY. mYnUM Aus qy qrs afAuNdf hY,
hfsf afAuNdf hY. qrs ikAuNik Auh ivaMg df vYrI hY. ies leI mYN Jwt hfsy
vflf btn nwp lYNdf hF.
iewk sfD quhfnUM cMgf lwgdf hY. ryÈmI kwpVy, ichry ‘qy qpwsvIaF vflI afBf.
mUMh ‘c rfm rfm, hsUM hsUM krdy bol. qusIN Aus dy crn sprÈ krn lkeI vI
qqpr ho. mYnUM Auh cMgf nhIN lwgdf ikAuNik mYnUM Aus dy mulMmy hyTF vfsnf
lukI sfÌ idwsdI hY. myrI klm ny Aus dy ihrdy ivwc lukI Kot nUM lwB ilaf
huMdf ey. ies swc nUM Aujfgr krnf myrI klm df Drm bx jFdf hY.
hoCy aqy mwkfr lIzr myrI klm nUM jokr lwgdy hn. kUVf aqy vhukr lwgdy hn.
myrI klm nUM sB qoN vwD msflf iehnF dMBI, Twg aqy byeImfn lIzrF aqy sfDF
qoN hI imldf hY. ivaMg dy BMzfry iehnF kfrn hI Bry imldy hn.
ivaMg lyKk nUM ‘aiq iÈAukqI alMkfr’ dI vrqoN sB qoN vwD krnI pYNdI ey. Kf
Kf ky motf hoey bMdy nUM QoVHf hor motf idKfAuxf pYNdf ey. eynf vI nhIN ik
AuhnUM mMjI `qy pf ky Gr ilafAuxf pvy. suwky bMdy nUM kMzy vFg pqlf krnf
pYNdf ey qF jo QoVHI ijMnI qyË hvf afAux `qy vI Aus dy AuWzx df BYa hovy.
BuwKy nUM hor BuwKf idKfAuNdf hF, ijvyN hux sfzy lIzr aqy aÌsr nflIaF,
sVkF, zYm, pul aqy cfrf KFdy ivaMg lyKF ivwc afm hI idKfeI idMdy hn.
lflcI, dMBI, Twg, byeImfn, nOsrbfj ivaMg lyKk dy sB qoN vwzy iÈkfr huMdy
hn.
Èbd, kivqf aqy BfÈf vI sihj aqy suhjmeI ivaMg ilKx ivwc myrI shfieqf krdy
hn. ivaMg nUM hfs-rsI cfÈnI ‘c iBAux leI cutkilaF, muhfviraF, aKfxF aqy
iÈarF dI vrqoN vI kr lYNdf hF. hfs-rsI siQqI pYdf krn vflf ivaMg KuÈk aqy
gflI gloc vflf nhIN rihMdf. ivaMg lyKk nUM dUijaF dy nfl Éud afpxy ‘qy
hwsx dI jfc vI afAuxI cfhIdI hY. Éud ‘qy hws skx vflf hI cMgf ivaMg rc
skdf hY.
ivaMg lyKk qoN iewk hor svfl vI puwiCaf jFdf hY. ilKx vyly AusdI afpxI
mfnisk hflq kI huMdI ey? guwsy’ c huMdf ey? hws irhf huMdf ey? jF ro irhf
huMdf ey?
myry afpxy qjrby qoN kih skdf hF ik ivaMg lyKk kdy roNdf nhIN ey. ilKx
vyly qF iblkul vI nhIN. ijhVy bMdy ny dUijaF nUM hsfAux aqy jgfAux df DMdf
krnf hovy, Auh Éud ikvyN ro skdf hY?
hF, keI vfrI pfjI iksm dy pfqrF qy guwsf ËrUr afAuNdf hY. jIa krdf huMdf
ey ik AusdIaF jVHF puwt dyvF, AusdIaF DwjIaF Auzf dyvF, AusnUM purËf purËf
kr ky hvf ivwc iKlfr dyvF. Aus nUM Bsm kr ky Aus ivwcoN iewk nvIaF kdrF
kImqF vflf iensfn pYdf krF. bws nvF biÈMdf pYdf krn dy svfl qy hI klm hor
pfsy muV jFdI ey qy ivaMgkfr iewk ielfhI mnuwK bx jFdf ey, ijs df kMm hfsy
hfsy ‘c nvF ielm pYdf krnf, nvIN rOÈnI ilafAuxI huMdI hY. qd myrf guwsf
aqy pRcMz ros hfsy; c bdl jFdf hY.
myrf jqn huMdf ey ik moty Tuwly hfsy dI QF qy sihj muskrfht pYdf krF. pfTk
dMd pfV pfV ky hwsx dI jgHf qy buwÜHF ivwc hI muskrfey. ies vfsqy BfÈf dI
sMjmI vrqoN df hunr drkfr hY. ivikRqI nUM suikRqI ‘c bdlxf hI sihj ivaMg
huMdf ey.
bfxIaf dukfn KolHx qoN pihlF dukfn ‘qy QVHy nUM nmskfr krdf hY. pihlvfn
aKfVy nUM aqy iÈÈ gurU dy crnF nUM. pr ivaMg ilKx jF ÈurU krn vyly, mYN
mfrk tvyn, gogol, afrt buÈvflz, aYNzI lUlI, knHeIaf lfl kpUr, buÉfrI
ipqrs, sivÌt, hrI ÈMkr pfrsfeI, jfrj afrvYWl afid nUM mfzl vjoN sfhmxy
rwKdf hF. ieh myry eI twbr dy jIa ny aqy hor anykF eI ieho ijhy ÈÉs cMgf
ilKx leI myry pRyrnf sroq bxdy hn. myry ivaMg iehnF dy kol dI Kih ky lMGx
dI afhr ivwc rihMdy hn. iksy dI nkl krnI BONzf kfrj hY pr iksy nUM mfzl
vjoN svIkfr kr ky asfpxI ÈYlI ‘c gwl krnIN klf ey. mYN Aus ÈYlI nUM gRihx
krn dy afhr hF.
ivaMg bhuq smJ ky vrqxf pYNdf hY. ieh aijhf hiQafr hY, jo jy TIk qrHF nf
vriqaf jfvy, jy iksy dy nf lwgy qF vfips af ky clfAux vfly nUM hI
‘DrfÈfeI’ kr idMdf ey. BYVI qrHF suxfieaf jF vriqaf jok suxfAux vfly dI
hflq hfsohIxI krdf hY. aYn itkfxy qy lwigaf ivaMg hI ivaMg huMdf hY. hvf
`c qlvfrF mfrnIaF ivaMg dI krqUq aKvfAuNdf ey qy ÌokIaF tfhrF mfrn vflf
ivaMgkfr ‘AUq’ aKvfAuNdf ey. sfvDfn! ivaMg ilKxf aOKf kfrj ey. soc smJ pg
Drnf, sMvrIaf!
myrI klm rfhIN ivaMg apfhjF leI shfrf, inqfixaF leI bl, inQfivaF leI Ql
aqy iqhfieaF leI jl bxy, ieho myrI kfmnf hY. myrf ivaMg inEitaF leI Et,
BuwiKaF leI rot, aqy KoitaF leI cot bxy, iesy AumId ‘qy iqMn dhfikaF qoN
ivaMg dI vfhI krdf af irhf hF.
“qQf-asqU!”
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