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hy jnnIaF dI jnnI DrqI mF, asIN qyrI amoV, BuwlV aqy kmlI aOlfd hF. asIN qyry krqfrI, suMdr aqy anMd srUp ƒ Aus moh aqy Èukrfny BrI nËr nfl nhIN vyK sky, ijsdI qUM hwkdfr sI. qyrI isÌq slfh krn leI myry kol ijhVy vI Èbd hn, bVy hOly hn. asIN kmly ies krky hF ikAuNik asIN qyry vwloN bÉÈI buwDI dI dfq df sdAupXog nhIN kr sky.
iek rfjy dI khfxI suxI sI ik jd Ausƒ pqf lwgf ik Ausny axjfxy ivc afpxI mF nfl hI ivafh krf ilaf hY qF Auh Gor pCqfvy ivc gRisaf igaf aqy jMglF ƒ Bwj igaf. Ausny afpxIaF awKF noc leIaF aqy aMnHf ho igaf. AusqoN iensfnI siBafcfr anusfr mF ƒ mF vflf ruqbf aqy siqkfr nhIN idwqf igaf. ieh Ausdf duKFq sI.
pr sfzy duKFq df koeI myc bMnf nhIN. sfzy qoN glqI axjfxy ivc nhIN hoeI. asF jfx buwJ ky gunfh kIqy hn. ieh iek bMdy qoN nhIN hoey, pUrI mnuwK jfqI qoN hoey hn aqy gunfh krn AuprMq gunfhgfr hox df aihsfs qwk nhIN.
hy ipafrI DrqIey! asIN qyrI mukMml qbfhI aqy ivkfs df smfn iqafr krky qyry AuWpr bIV idwqf hY. qYƒ cfr cuÌyirAuN lwKF ivnfÈkfrI bMb bMnH idwqy gey hn. qYƒ AuzfAux leI. qyry hr jIv aqy sohxI bnspqI dI hr zflI ƒ sfV ky svfh kr dyx leI.
qyry ivcoN pYdf ho ky, qyry koloN Bojx pfxI Cwk ky, qyrI god ivc Kyz-Kyz ky vwzy hoey hF. bVy vwzy ho gey smJdy hF. pr hux qyry nfl aijhf DRoh krn krky asIN qyry sfhmxy afpxy iksy vI hor gux dI gwl krn jogy nhIN rhy. mn zrdf ik jy asIN Bwjy-Bwjy jfeIey qy bVy KuÈ ho ky dwsIey, “afh vyK mF, asIN sVkF, tYlIPon, motrF gwzIaF, jhfjL, rfkt, kMipAUtr, tYlIivËn ikMnf kuC bxfieaf.`` qF Auh awgoN ikqy ieh nf kih dyvy, “puwq, ieho qF hY Auh smfn, jIhdI mdd nfl mYƒ Ìnfh krnf qusIN. ieh qF sfrIaF cfbIaF ny AuhnF iKzOixaF dIaF, ijhVy mYƒ sdf dI nINdy svfAux leI qusIN clfAuxy ny. AuNj vI mYƒ qF hux afpxf iek GVI df Brosf nhIN. mYƒ nhIN cMgf lwgdf hux kuC vI. mYƒ qF ies idn df icq cyqf vI nhIN sI ik myrI aglI sfrI iËMdgI kuJ hlk gey kuwiqaF dy rihm qy hI cwlxI hY.``
jy mnuwK df qyry nfl koeI qyh moh huMdf qF ijhVy vI bMdy dy idmfÊ ivc qYƒ mukMml qOr ‘qy qbfh kr dyx dI Koj df iKLafl afAuFdf, Ausƒ PFsI AuWqy ltkf idwqf jFdf. afpmuhfry lokF dy hjUm aijhy aikRqGxF ƒ jf Gyrdy aqy gl Guwt ky mfr idMdy. sB pRmfxU, rsfiexk, hfeIzrojn bMbF/imËfeIlF dy kfZUaF ƒ DrqI mF dy sB qoN KLqrnfk aqy gMdy rogfxU smJ ky KLqm kr idwqf jFdf. aijhy lokF ƒ qyry srIr ivc vDx Puwlx nf idwqf jFdf. sgoN kYNsr vrgI cIË smJ ky nijwiTaf jFdf.
pr nhIN, ikAuNik kYNsr iek ivakqI qwk nhIN sgoN pUry smfj dI idRÈtI/nËrIey ivc PYl cuwkf sI. ies leI mnuwKF ny kYNsr dy iehnF rogfxUaF df svfgq kIqf. iehnF dI bwly-bwly krky qfVIaF mfrIaF aqy vwzy-vwzy ruqby idwqy. iehnF df mfx siqkfr, amIrI aqy cyilaF cftiVaF ivc lgfqfr vfDf jfrI hY. Ëfihr hY ik rog df ielfË nhIN, ieËfÌf ho irhf hY. lgBg sfrf iensfnI smfj qyrI qbfhI dIaF KojF df svfgq kr irhf hY.
Aus rfjy ƒ axjfxy ivc mF nfl ivafh rcfAux dy duwK df pCqfvf sI. pr ies pUrI mnuwK jfqI ƒ afpxI aqy sBnF dI mF dy sMBfvI kfql hox df Ërf vI Êm nhIN, ieh qF cfa ivc bfGIaF pf rhy hn.
qy BuwlV mfeyN! ies idRÈtI pwKoN gey-guËry lfzly ƒ byimsfl buwDI df vrdfn bKiÈÈ krky qyry qoN bVI BfrI Buwl hoeI hY. mfvF puwqrF ƒ asIsF dyx lwgIaF aksr moh vs aYsIaF glqIaF kr jFdIaF hn. keI vfr puwqr afpxIaF mjbUrIaF ies ZMg nfl igxvfAuNdy hn ik mfvF ivcfrIaF mmqf vs gwlF ivc af ky kih idMdIaF hn, “cwl puwq Eh jfxy, qyrI bybsI sI. qUM mjbUr sYN. hor ikqy puwq QoVHf krdy mfvF nfl ies qrHF. mYN smJdI aF.``
pr bKÈxhfr mfeyN, qUM ies qrHF nf socIN. ieh bMdf KLcrf qy lflcI AU. iehdI koeI mjbUrI nhIN. eyhdI nIq KotI AU. qy KotI nIq df koeI ielfË nhIN.
kI iesƒ ËmIn cfhIdI sI? qUM qF pihlF eI iesqoN kuC nhIN sI lukfieaf.
kI iesƒ pYsf cfhIdf sI? nhIN, ieh kMm qF AuhnF kIqf, ijMnHf kol pYsf pihlF hI vfDU sI.
kI iesƒ Èohrq cfhIdI sI? nhIN, ieh qyrI isÌq slfh ivcoN vI Èohrq hfsl kr skdf sI. pr ieh ivnfÈ ivcoN bwly-bwly cfhuMdf sI.
iesdI buwD iBRÈt ho geI hY.
iesƒ qyry pRqI aijhy rvweIey df srfp lwg igaf hY. qF hI ieh afpxy afp ƒ Buwl igaf hY. ijhVf jnm dfqI aqy pflxhfrI ƒ Xfd nf rwK sikaf, Ausny afpxy afp ƒ qF Buwlxf hI sI. hux lokF ƒ puwCdf iPrdf hY ik mYN kox hF? mYN kfhdy leI DrqI ‘qy afieaf hF? myrf iËMdgI df mnorQ kI hY? hoeI nf kmilaF vflI gwl! ijMƒ vI puwCo, afpxIaF eIN ZykIaF jhIaF mfrI jFdf hY.
koeI kihMdf, ‘Kfxf pIxf qy mOj msqI krnI.`
koeI kihMdy, ‘ik inafxy jMmxy qy pflxy. qy sfrI Aumr AuhnF duafly hI BmIrI afÕUM GukI jfxI.` ieh kMm qF mwJ-gF vI krI jFdI.
koeI iehnF ƒ rwb ƒ Xfd krn dI iswiKaf dy irhf. pr ijhVy mF dy duÈmx ny, Auh rwb dy imwqr bxn dy Xog ikvyN ho jfxgy? iehnF mUrKF Kuxo rwb df ikhVf KUh Kloqf, ijhVf Auhny igVfAuxf!
ieh idRÈtI gvf bYTf hY. ijs krky iesdf sB kuC Aultf-pultf ho igaf hY. ieh bfkI BYxF BrfvF df vI vYrI ho igaf hY. ieh sB jIv jMqUaF ƒ afpxy nOkr cfkr smJdf hY. bMDUaf mËdUr.
kudrq ny ies ÈdfeI ivc jy afpxy ivroDI ilMg pRqI iesdy vwsoN bfhrI iKwc nf pfeI huMdI qF ieh hux qwk jmHF-GtfE krky nr-mfdf irÈqy df iqafg kr idMdf. kuwl jIvF dy nr-mfdf sbMD sihj hn pr ieh aklmMd smJdy aOrq-mrd lVdy JgVdy aqy Gurr-Gurr krdy rihMdy hn. clo, Gurr-Gur kridaF dy jvfk jMm pey pr AuhnF jvfkF ƒ ieh aOlfd nhIN smJdy, vpfr smJdy hn. nÌy nuksfn ƒ vyKidaF hoieaF iksy ƒ pfl rhy hn, iksy ƒ mfr rhy hn. mfr ky roNdy nhIN. sgoN hwsdy hn. aOlfd ƒ mfr ky KuÈ hox vflf isrÌ mnuwK hY.
jy iesny kuJ cIËF vsqF df joV myl bxfieaf vI qF afpxy mUl qoN tuwty ƒ AuhnF ƒ vMzxf vrqxf nhIN afieaf.
ies kol aMn dy BMzfr hn sB jIv sMsfr qoN vwD prMqU mnuwK BuwKy vI sONdy hn, sBnF qoN vwD.
jy hspqfl, zfktr aqy dvfeIaF hn qd vI sB jIv jfqIaF qoN vwD qF mnuwK hI ibmfr hn sBnF qoN vwD. Drm dI iswiKaf kyvl iensfn ƒ hI bÉiÈÈ hoeI pr Drm dy nF AuWqy kyvl mnuwK hI liVaf miraf hY.
jy Bojn pdfrQF df aMq koeI nhIN qF iehnF ƒ Ck ky Blvfn bxn vfilaF nfloN Kf ky ibmfr hox vfilaF dI igxqI vwD hY.
guËr cuwkI vIhvIN sdI, jo ividaf aqy ivigafn dy pfsfr dI QMmH mMnI geI, Aus ivc vI Cy kroV qoN vwD mnuwK isrÌ afpsI jMgF ivc mr gey. DrqI AuWqy mnuwK dI muwK dOV dUjy mnuwKF ƒ mfrn leI KLqrnfk bfrUd pYdf krnf hY. sfzy igafn ivigafn dIey dfqIey, asIN awj qwk ijMnI vI pVHfeI ilKfeI aqy Koj kIqI hY, Ausƒ iek vfk ivc smyitaf jf skdf hY, “ik ieh afpxy afp ƒ aqy afly-duafly ƒ smJx df Xqn mfqr hY.``
qUM sB kuJ dI isrjk hYN, pflk hYN. srb smrwQ hYN. sB jfxdI hYN. guxF dI guQlI aqy igafn df smuMdr hYN. qUM hmyÈF shI hYN.
asIN qF qYƒ kuC jfnx ivc hI ivigafnI bxy iPrdy hF. bVy igafnI smJdy hF aqy asl ivc qYƒ jfx-jfx ky isrÌ eynf jfixaf hY ik asIN bVf QoVHf jfx sky. prMqU pCfx qF iblkuwl nhIN sky. qUM sfzI afpxI sYN qy asIN qYƒ ibgfnI smJ ky pUrI qrHF cUs jfx leI XqnÈIl rhy hF.
mhFpurK kihMdy hn ik qyry ivc pYdf krn, PLnfh krn, isrjx, pflx dI jo sihj ÈkqI hY, Auh qYƒ inrfkfr krqfr rwb ny bKiÈÈ kIqI hY aqy ies qrHF Auh afp qyry kx-kx ivc vwisaf hoieaf hY. Ëry-Ëry ivc mOjUd hY. qUM kul jIvF dI krmBUmI hYN. qyry drÈn hI rwb dy drÈn hn. qYƒ ipafrnf pRmfqmF ƒ ipafrnf hY. qYƒ smJxf hI Drm ƒ smJxf hY aqy jy aYsf hY qF iPr qF asIN iekwly qyry nhIN sgoN pRmfqmF dy kql df mnsUbf vI bxfeI bYTy hF.
iek bMdy dy kfql ƒ jF kql krn leI llkfrn vfly ƒ mOq dI sËf df kfƒn prMqU sfrI DrqI ƒ sxy pRmfqmF kql krn df smfn iqafr krn vfilaF ƒ AuWcy-AuWcy ruqby aqy pUry smfj vwloN BrpUr svfgq. ieh hY sfzy bVy aklmMd bxy iPrdy iensfnI smfj df dsqUr.
Buwl kr cuwkI bybs mfeyN! afpxy lfzly dy ies krUp kfql ichry df qUM kdI ikafs nf kIqf hoeygf.
jy asIN bIj bxky qyrI buwkl ivc smfa jFdy qF qUM sfƒ ibrKL bxf idMdI. pr asIN AuWqy-AuWqy hI Auzdy iPrdy hF. qy Auzdy-Auzdy qyry qoN vI dUr gey qy ibrK bxn qoN vI KuMJ gey. qy rih gey suwky, bIj dy bIj, kOVy Ëihr. afpxy leI Ëihr qy bfkI sBnF leI kihr.
sfzy gunfh mfÌ krn Xog nhIN.
sfƒ koeI aYsI mfr mfr ik qYƒ nfs krn vflf btn dwbx jogy hI nf rhIey.
‘sfƒ sumwq dyh` vflf vrdfn mMgx df qF hux smF lMG cuwkf jfpdf.
bfkI qUM KuLd isafxI hYN.