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ijs ny vI gurU goibMd isMG jI df svFg rc ky Aus ijhf bxn jF idwsx dI koisLsL kIqI hY, Aus ny bhuq burf kIqf hY. AusnUM pqf nhIN ik ies cMigafVI nfl muV ikMny BFbV mwcxgy! AusnUM pqf hoxf cfhIdf hY; pqf hovygf vI. isrPL afpxI vizafeI aqy AuWcqf sQfpq krn leI ieh svFg kIqy jfdy hn. jdoN jfx buwJ ky idl duKfAux vflI gwl kIqI jfvy qF idl duKxy hI hoey. sMskfrF df mfmlf hY. cfhIdf qF ieh hY ik jVH sMskfrF qoN mukq ho ky mfnvI njLrIey qoN sfrI hkIkq nUM smJx dI koisLsL krIey. gurU jI dI nkl kIiqaF iksy ny gurU nhIN bx jfxf. ieh kih ky mn nUM smJfieaf vI jf skdf hY. gurU jI df ieiqhfs ivc aMikq sQfn aimwt aqy aBuwl hY. nkl kdI asl nhIN ho skdI. pr avcyqn ivc Gr kr bYTy sdIaF dy sMskfrF df koeI kI kry! nfjLk QF qy qF cot lwgxI hI hoeI! ieh cot lwg geI hY. ieho kfrn hY ik bVf ivafpk ros jfigaf hY.
ieh ros AuWTxf BfvyN vfjb hY pr ies mOky df isafsI lfhf lYx leI bhuq sfrIaF iDrF iek dm zwzU CVwpf mfr ky iPr bfhr inkl afeIaF hn. AuhnF nUM sLfied Drm nfl eynf vfsqf nf hovy ijMnF afpxIaF isafsI gLrjF nfl hY. Auhnf ny vI bldI qy qyl pf ky iehnF BFbVF nUM hor vwzf krn df hr hIlf krnf hY. srkfr nUM vI amn qy sLFqI leI krVy hwQIN inptxf cfhIdf hY. isrPL ies leI hI iewk iDr nUM ieh soc ky byloVI KuwlH nhIN sI dyxI cfhIdI ik dUjI iDr ny votF ivwc AuhnF dI muKLflPLq kIqI sI. hflfq dI qMd QooVHI ijhI vI iZwlI kIqI jfvy qF ieh hwQoN iKsk jFdI hY aqy muV kfbU ivwc nhIN afAuNdI. ieh hkIkq asIN 1978 ivwc AuWTy inrMkfrI ivroD nUM rokx leI idwqI iZwl ivwcoN vI vyK skdy hF. AudoN vI iesy pfrtI dI srkfr sI. iZwlI kIqI zor srkfr dy afpxy hI gl df PMdf bx geI sI aqy pUry pMjfbIaF dy gly df vI. iesdf sbUq ieh vI hY ik bfhrly mulkF ivcoN vI aijhIaF KLbrF af rhIaF hn ijMnF ivc bfdl df bfeIkft krn df nfhrf vI jLor sLor nfl AuWT irhf hY. asIN bfdl dy kuJ nhIN lwgdy pr asIN ieh vI nhIN cfhuMdy ik hflfq dI vfg iPr awqvfd nUM AuqsLfh aqy hulfrf dyx vfly hwQF ivc clI jfvy. cfhIdf hY ik ijMn nUM boql ivwcoN bfhr nf hI inklx idwqf jfvy , iPLr ies ny boql ivwc nhIN pYxf. ijnHF iDrF dI grm isafsq nUM ipCly sflF ivwc pMjfbIaF ny TMZf huMgfrf Br ky jfm kr idwqf sI, Auh grm qfkqF ies mOky nUM bhfnf bxf ky AuWbl AuWCl rhIaF hn aqy pUry hflfq dI vfgzor iewk vfr iPLr qoN afpxy hwQF ivwc lY lYx leI kfhlIaF hn. AuhnF dy ichry AuWqy ies vyly igwT igwT lflIaF cVHIaF hoeIaF hn. keI vfr jdoN iehnF mujLfhiraF aqy AuWbldy AuWCldy prdrsLn dIaF qsvIrF tI:vI AuWqy vyKdy hF qF hYrfnI huMdI hY ik Blf AuhnF ivwcoN kuJ lok qlvfrF AuCfl ky nfhry vI mfr rhy hn. iewtF vwty mfr ky dukfnF dy sLIsLy vI qoV rhy hn, pr nfl nfl Blf ieh hwsdy ikAuN hn? kI AuhnF nUM pqf nhIN ik ieh koeI hfsy dI Kyz nhIN. ieh qF awg dI Kyz hY, ijhVI Auh Kyz rhy hn. kI Auh swcmuwc iswKI jF iswK iswDFqF leI lV rhy hn? kI AuhnF nUM pqf nhIN ik hflfq ikMny gMNBIr hn? kI Auh swcmuwc hI Drm bfry bhuq pRqIbwD hn? jF BIV dI iewjV soc df ihwsf bx rhy hn?
awj pMjfbIaF dI sB qoN vwzI loV BIV dI soc df ihwsf bxn qoN bcx dI hY. Drm aqy ivrfsq nUM isrPL bfhroN hI nhIN KLqrf, sfzy aMdroN vI KLqrf hY. sfnUM afpxy aMdr vI JfqI mfrnI cfhIdI hY ik asIN Kud ikMny ku iswK hF? ieh zyrf klcr insicq rUp ivwc iswK kdrF kImqF df ivroDI hY, pr sfzy isafsI afgUaF dI bhuqI isafsq qF cwldI hI iehnF zyiraF dy afsry hY. votF hox qF ieh sB qoN pihlF jFdy hI Aus iKwqy dy zyry qy mwQf tykx hn aqy ‘bfibaF dI afsLIrvfd’ qoN ibnf kdm nhIN puwtdy. AudoN iehnF nUM nhIN pqf huMdf ik ieh zyry iswK isDFqF dy ikMnF ku anukUl hn! awj pMjfb ivc QF QF qy sMq aqy gurU bYTy hn. sLrDf dy nF qy lokF df sLosLx krn vfly. sB qoN vDIaf pdfrQk suK slUhqF mfnx vfly.
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sfzy vwloN ieh sqrF ilKidaF ieh KLbr afeI hY ik isrsy vfly bfby ny ‘gurU goibMd isMG jI qoN muafPLI mMg leI hY.’ iewQy vI hAUmY ivc af geI hY. jy ieh afpxy afp nUM ‘dfsF dy dfs’ afKdy hn qF iswK sMgq qoN vI muafPLI mMg lYx ivc kI hrjL sI! ies nfl AuhnF dI vizafeI hI hoxI sI. pr hAUmY dIrG rog qoN vwzy vwzy Cutkfrf nhIN pf skdy. hux akfl qKLq aqy iswK sMgq nUM afpxI hAUmY nUM aiVwkf nhIN bxn dyxf cfhIdf. jy gurU qoN muafPLI mMg leI qF sMgq ivcy hI af geI. pr jy muafPLI mMgx aqy muafPLI dyx dIaF sLrqF df islislf vDdf igaf qF iPr iesdy nfl nfl pMjfb ivc mnF ivc vDdy syk nUM vI nhIN roikaf jf skxf. mOky dI qfk lf ky bYTy smJOqy dIaF sLrqF hor krVIaF krnf cfhuxgy. aqy ies krVfeI nfl nuksfn dr nuksfn hI hoxf hY! ijhVI vI iDr lck ivKf ky gwl mukfAux dI koisLsL krygI, Auho hI gurU mhfrfj dI ikrpf dI pfqr bxygI.