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sYrF, ipkinkF aqy tUrF dy
sMbMD ivwc aksr aijhf vfprdf hY ik bMdf pihlF vyKIaF-GuMmIaF aqy mfxIaF
QfvF qy muV ky jFdf hY. dubfrf jfx smyN hor kfrnF aqy pRyrnfvF dy nfl nfl
bMdy dy aMdr ieh iewCf vI jfgdI hY ik Aus sQfn aqy afly-duafly ivwc vfprdI
qbdIlI vyKy. Pyr Auh nvyN, ies vfr dy sfQIaF nfl jfxkfrI sFJI krdf hY;
‘bVI qyjLI nfl ivksq hoieaf beI afh eyrIaf qF. afh iqMn qF dyKlY nvyN hotl
bxgy. bfjLfr ahu Dur aMdr jMgl qwk cilaf igaf. ijwQy hux afh bsqI aY,
pihlF kusL vI nIN sI huMdf.’ nvIN nkor AusrI ckfcOND ivwc Auh ieh gwl Buwl
hI jFdf hY ik Auh ‘sB kuJ’ ikwQy igaf, ijhVf iewQy pihlF huMdf sI. Auh
ruwK, vyl-bUty, bnspqI aqy ‘Auh’ hirafvl ikwQy geI ijs nUM vyK ky awKF nUM
TMZ aqy mn nUM skUn imldf sI. ijsdy hiraflI dI Bfa mfrdy, sMGxy hnyry ivwc
qrHF qrHF dy pMCI cihchfAuNdy sn. Auh inkcU ijhI kflI icVI Xfd nhIN
afAuNdI ijhdI, bhuqIE iqwKI afvfjL ivwc bolx lwgI dI, pqf nhIN ikAuN, lMmI
sfrI pUC AuWpr cuwkI jFdI sI qy pUC hyToN Aus dI lfl ipwT GVI ku leI cmkdI
sI. ruwKF dy hyT, DrqI ‘qy lfl pIly cMigafiVaF vrgy jMglI Puwl cmkdy sn.
ikwQy geI dyvdfrF dI Auh cfdr, jIhnUM vyK ky hrbMs mfCIvfVf ny ikhf sI,
“Eey QoVHf sbr kro dyvdfro, afAuny aYN, bws phuMcy smJo.”
AuhnF dI Auh jfnx pr sfnUM swcmuwc jfpdf sI ik ieh sfrI kfienfq sfzy leI
iKVHI KVHI aY. sfzI AuzIk ‘c, sfnUM kusL kihx leI, kusL dwsx leI byqfb.
ies vfr smyq zrfeIvr asIN nON jxy sF.
cfiel (cYl) dy bfjLfr ‘coN, Kfx leI PrUt aqy myry vrgy iewk do inkMimaF dy
pIx leI PrUt jUs lY ky (kMm dy bMdy afpxf pRbMD cMzIgVoN hI krky qury sn)
cfiel dI sLihrI ijLMdgI ipwCy Cwz asIN sVkoN AuWqr, phfVI dy aOh prly pfr,
jMgl ivwc bYTx leI QF lwB leI sI. GUkrF pfAuNdI, qy pqf nhIN ikhVI dOV
dOVdI ijLMdgI ipwCy rih geI sI, phfVI qoN ahu pry krky ijwQoN kdy kdfeIN
koeI duhfeI pfAuNdf hfrn suxdf “rfh Cwz, nhIN dYV dUM”. “dYVI jfE sfilE,
jIhqoN dYV huMdY”- asIN sMsfr dI vfho-dfh vwl ipwT krky bYT gey sF. swiBak
jIvn dI, bMdy nUM imwtI qoN dUr krn dI sfijsL, sfzy nfl af hI geI sI, joV
ky ivCfeIaF sPLF dy rUp ‘c. kudrqI mKLmlI Gfh qy bxfAutI plfsitk. DunIaF
dI gulfmI bMdy df ikwQy qwk ipwCf krdI aY!
ijwQy asIN bYTy, iewk pfsy AuWcI phfVI qy phfVI ar sfzy ivckfr Auh kwcf,
ax-vigaf phf, ijdHy qoN lgdf sI, soBf isMG dI pyNitMg vflI ‘gwdx’ huxy
huxy afpxIaF bwkrIaF lY ky lMGI sI. AusdI godI ‘c Guwty mymxy dI mimafht
aqy Aus dy hfsy dI gulfbI Bfa mfrdI Cxkfht ajy hvf ivwcoN suxI jf skdI sI.
Aus dy GuwgI rMgy pYrF nfl lwg ky AuWTI rysLmI DUV ajy poitaF nfl mihsUs
kIqI jf skdI sI. Aus dy ipMzy nfl Coh ky afeI hvf ‘c ajy sfh ley jf skdy
sn. jMgl afpxI KfmosLI ivwcoN sfnUM zUMGy sfh BridaF nUM vyKky, muskVIeyN
hwsdf sI. Aus bMdy vFg, ijhVf afp hr rojL myly quiraf rhy qy pihlI vfr
myly afey bwcy dIaF KusLI ‘c nwcdIaF awKF aqy cfa mwcIaF iklkfrIaF sux ky
imMnHf ijhf muskrfvy-
-luwt lY buly imwqrf, ijhVy luwt huMdy ny-
dUjy pfsy, Dur hyT pfqfl, rwb dIaF jVHF qwk jFdI zUMGI KfeI. aYn nfl krky
KVHy, asmfn nUM CUMhdy dyvdfr qy iPLr hor nINvyN rih gey dyvdfr qy iPLr
hor nIvyN qy iPLr ijAuN ijAuN hyTF vwl vyKI jfE, Auh hOlI-hOlI inrI
hirafvl ivwc vtdy jfxgy ijhVI hyTF hI hyTF vDdI jfvygI. iPLr KfeI qoN pfr
phfVI qy Aus AuWqy ivCI, AuWpr AuWTdI, quhfzy vwl AuWlrdI jfpdI hrI cfdr
ijhVI pqf nhIN kdoN aqy ikwQoN ikwQoN duwD icwty bwdlF ivwc jf vVdI hY.
nhIN, qusIN nhIN dws skdy ik ikwQy phfV df ieh sbjL pihrx Kqm huMdf hY qy
ikwQoN rwb sLurU huMdf hY. qusIN qF twzIaF awKF nfl vyKdy rihMdy ho qy iPr
pqf nhIN kdoN vYrfgI hoieaf quhfzf mn awKF ‘coN vih qurdf hY qy quhfzy
aMdroN afvfjL afAuNdI hY-
bilhfrI kudrq vwisaf
kudrq dI ies KuwlHI god ivwc ‘zwt’ KulHx dI afvfjL afeI. myry vrgy inkMmy
nUM iewk kMm idwqf igaf. KuwlH-idly, sMvydnsLIl sLfier irMdF df sfkI bxn
df. mYN nisLaf ky, khfxIkfr gurpfl isMG ilwt vwl vyiKaf. Auh vI inkMimaF
dI ZfxI ivwcoN sn. dyvdfr dy iewk vwzy muwZ nfl Zo lfeI bYTy Auh aMb cUp
rhy sn, bwicaF vFg. aMb df guwdf imilaf rs AuhnF dIaF AuNglF ivwcoN
vgx-vgx kr irhf sI. suafd nfl sfry AuhnF dy pcfky sux rhy sn. dyvdfrF df
hrf sLfimafnf cIr ky, Duwp dI iewk kfqr AuhnF dy moZy qwk af geI sI. ijvyN
koeI sunihrI iqqlI, AuVn AuVn kr rhI hovy. cfnx dI iewk dUr qwk iKwcI hoeI
lIk quhfzI njLr nUM bRihmMz dI Aus awK nfl joVdI sI, ijwQoN ieh ikrn, sfzy
leI, sUrj qoN DrqI qwk df amuwk idsdf sPLr mukf ky afeI sI. myry, suKimMdr
rfmpurI Xfd afieaf
asIN ikrnF nUM PVH PVH ky
sUrj qy hY jf bihxf
afpxy sLfier imwqrF leI sLrfb glfsF ivwc pfAuNdy hoey, mYnUM sLrfb df iewk
alokfr rUp vI smJ af irhf sI. ies dI hoNd, aijhy mfhOl ivwc, ikvyN iewk
KLumfrI df isKLr isrj skdI hY. iewk aidRsL sUKLmqf jo isrPL aqy isrPL
sLrfb dI hoNd nfl hI mhOl nUM afpxy mfieaf-jfl ivwc jkV lYNdI hY, quhfnUM
sQUl rUp ivwc idwsx lwg pYNdI hY. kOVI sLrfb dIaF imwTIaF GuwtF Brdy irMdF
dy ichiraF vwl vyKky quhfzy aMdr iewk moh aqy mfx df aihsfs jfgdf hY. ies
ijLMdgI dI qlKL KudI qoN, bRihmMz dI rUh ‘c rmI by-KudI df rfjL quhfzy
rU-brU AuWBr afAuNdf hY. sfzI mihiPLl ‘c, Duwp dI Aus kfqr dy nfl hI isLar
AuWqr afieaf sI.
mX hXfq my sLfml hY qlKLI-ey-dOrF
jbI qo pIky qrsqy hYN by-KudI ky lIey.
ies by-KudI df isrijaf, aijhf hI dYvI mfhOl sI jdoN jgqfr syKf nUM gLjLl
arjL krn dI arjL kIqI geI. jgqfr ny do GuwtF nfl glf qr kIqf qy iPLr glf
sfPL krn leI KMGUrf mfiraf.
AudoN hI iewk KlblI ijhI mc geI. pihlF qF sfzy ‘coN bhuiqaF dy smJ eI nI
afieaf ik ho kI igaf sI. KMGUrf qF bVf sLFq icwq ijhf sI. iPLr guridafl
dlfl hurF dI afvfjL afeI-
-‘aOh lY igaf Auey hwq qyrI’- prmjIq sfgr iewkdm KVHf ho igaf.
asIN muwZ qy cVHdf, Buwcr ibwly vrgf iewk bFdr vyiKaf. iewk tpUsI nfl Auh
aOh igaf. sfzI hoey hwq df asr Aus qy lgBg nf hox brfbr hI sI. do aMb kwC
‘c qy iewk mUhrly pMjy ‘c PVHI Auh afrfm nfl sfzy sfhmxy, msq cfl jf irhf
sI, ibnF ipwCy muV ky vyKy. KLbry AuhnUM ikvyN nf ikvyN sfzy mfstr hox dI
gwl smJ af geI hovy, ijhdy ‘c kihMdy huMdy ny beI ikqy lFiBEN afAuNdIaF
buVIaF, ipMz kol af ky, rsqy ‘c hI lGU sLMkf nivrq krn lwg peIaF. ‘kuVy
koeI afAuNdY’ iewk jfxI acfnk bolI. sfrIaF AuWT KVHIaF qy afAux vflf nyVy
af igaf. koeI jxI hws ky bolI-
-‘lY hot, aYmy zrfqf. ieh qF afpxy ipMz aflf mfstr aY’-
qy asIN qF mfstr vI Auh sF ijhnF ny qmfsLy vfly, mry ijhy bFdr bFdrI vyKy
sn. aYvyN bws, sfl ku dy juafk ijwzy ku. mdfrI dy pftI hoeI bFs dI sotI
KVkfAux qoN pihlF eI dMdIaF ijhIaF kwZx vfly. mYN soicaf jy Auh bFdr huMdy
ny qF iPr afh kI sI, ijhVf afrfm nfl dyvdfr qy cVH ky aMb cUp irhf sI.
myry cyqy ‘c Auh idRsL ajy qwk aYn itikaf hoieaf hY. sfry hry afly-duafly
‘c muqr-muqr Jfkdf BUrf bFdr qy Auhdy Kurdry pMijaF ‘c PiVHaf ‘sfzf’ pIlf
sMDUrI aMb. Auhdf bYTx df pojL aqy Ausdy vyKx dy aMdfjL qoN mYnUM lgdY jy
Ausdf hwQ ivhlf huMdf qF Auh sfnUM TuwT jLrUr ivK
-‘hfl dI GVI ijhVf nhIN Kfxf, Auh gwzI ‘c rwK idMdy aYN’-
inrMjx sUKm ny, sMkt mocnI mqf pysL kIqf. sfiraF ny ies mqy nUM afpxIaF
afpxIaF aiqaMq pRBfvsLflI dlIlF nfl qrksMgq iswD krky, DunI mwq nfl pfs kr
idwqf. BfvyN ies pRsqfv dy hwk ivwc mYN vI kuJ vjLndfr dlIlF idwqIaF. pr
myrf bhuqf iDafn guridafl dlfl dy mUMhoN inkly
iewk vfk ny mwlI rwiKaf-
-‘iehdy leI qF ieh inwq dI lVfeI aY’-
ies iewk sfDfrx idwsdy vfk ny myry aMdr do bVy asuivDfjnk svfl KVHy kr
idwqy.
pihlf- prf-ieiqhfsk, prf swiBaqf aqy prf-swiBafcfrk simaF ivwc afid-mfnv
ies lVfeI nUM ikvyN lVdf hovygf?
dUjf- asIN ijhVy, ‘inwq dI ieh lVfeI’ ijwq cuwky hox df dfavf krdy hF (ieh
gwl iblkul Buwl ky ik Aus aswiBak aqy swiBafcfr rihq afid-mfnv ny ieh
lVfeI lVI aqy sfnUM ijwq ky idwqI hY) muV ies lVfeI dy Kyqr ‘c kI krn
afAuNdy hF?
mihPLl iPLr sj geI sI. adbI sLKLsIaqF df isrijaf adbI mfhOl iPr rMg ivwc
afAux lwg ipaf sI. ‘iswp’ kIqI jf rhI ‘surf’ dI mihiPLl cuPyry PYl rhI sI.
dUr asmfn ‘c idsdI bwdlI dI iknfrI, ijvyN iksy suMdrI ny sfzy qy goty dI
iknfrI lwgI cuMnI qfx idwqI hovy.
pr myry mn dy iewk kony ‘c, bFdr ajy qwk bYTf sI. mYN afpxy pihly svfl qoN
mukq nhIN sI ho sikaf. acyq hI ikqy cfrls zfrvn jvfb dyx dI koisLsL kr
irhf sI-
Survival Of
The Fittest
‘iPtYst! kfhdy mukfbly?’ mYN
afpxy afp qoN puwC irhf sF. ieh gwl zfrvn vI nhIN dwsdf ik kudrq cox ikAuN
krdI hY. ajIb gwl aY, ijhVI kudrq dI asIN KulH-idlI, ivsLflqf aqy ‘kudrq
mF’ dy rUp ‘c pUjf krdy hF: jIhdy vrqfiraF, sugMDIaF aqy anhd nfd nUM bfbf
nfnk aslI afrqI kihMdf hY: cox krn vyly qkVy aqy iPwt df pwK pUrdI hY:
ijAUNdy rihx leI Aus dI ipwT QfpVdI hY aqy ies by-hwd asFvyN mukfbly ‘c
PfzI rih gey, kmjLor nUM hUMJ ky bfhr suwt idMdI hY. bfbf kihMdf hY ‘jy
skqf skqy ko mfrY, qF mn rosu nf hoeI’. pr iewQy qF ieh sMsfr skqy dy
mfiVaF nUM mfrn df jsLn bixaf hoieaf hY.
mn ies iswDy Dwky dy iKlfPL ros nfl Br AuWiTaf. mn dIaF awKF sfhmxy Auh
pihlf jIv AuWBr afieaf, ijs dy ipCly pYrF dI awzI vD geI sI. sYNkVy sflF
dy ivlwKx aqy axQwk aiBafs ny Aus nUM do pYrF qy qurnf aqy AuWpr AuWTy
mUhrly pMijaF nUM moVnf aqy AuNglIaF dI inrMqr bx rhI locsLIl bxqr nUM
isLkMjy vFg kwsx ivwc muhfrq pRfpq krn vrgf hunr isKf idwqf sI. iPr kdy
Aus nUM afpxI ies Xogqf df igafn hoieaf hovygf ik GtnfvF, kfrnF aqy
nqIijaF dI lVI joVn dI Aus dI smrwQf bfkI jIvF nfloN vwD hY. ies aihsfs ny
Aus nUM bfkI isRsLtI nfloN vKiraf idwqf hovygf. sLfied afpxI rcnf dy atuwt
islisly dOrfn Aus nUM ies styj qy hI ieh cyqnf hoeI hovy ik Aus df ijAUNdy
rihxf iewk lMmI aqy lhU-luhfx lVfeI df iswtf hY. jIAUx leI Aus ny sucyq
Xqn afrMBy hoxgy. jIAUNdy rihx leI mfiraf hovygf. imwqr vrqfry vI hY sn pr
AuhnF dI pCfx aiq-musLkl qy lMmf kMm sI. hr idwsdf vrqfrf, hr jIv dusLmx
sI. mfrU hwd qwk dusLmx. hvf dI gqI nfl dOV skx vfly aqy Jpt skx vfly
cOpfieaF nfl mukfblf krnf ipaf. AuWzdy pirMidaF nUM PVHnf ipaf. bcfa leI
kdy ruwKF ‘qy cVHdf kdy KwzF ‘c vVHdf. hr qrHF dy kudrqI hiQafrF; pMijaF,
dMdF, zMgF nfl lYs sLyr, cIqy, biGafVF, swpF nfl lhU-vItvIN lVfeI ivwc
afpxI hoNd bcfAuNdf; ruwKF qoN KwzF; KwzF qoN phfVF dIaF kMdrF, kMdrF qoN
guPfvF, guPfvF qoN kuwlIaF, GrF qwk phuMicaf. ies sfrI dI sfrI prfeI DrqI
‘qy Ausny pihlF afpixaF df iewk pirvfr, kbIlf, ipMz qy iPr iewk mulk
isrijaf. nhIN aYvyN qF nI nf bMdf afpxy mulk qoN jfn vfrdf iPrdf. aYvyN qF
nI iewk insLcq ‘vlgx’ ivwc afjLfd mihsUs krdf. ksLmIr aqy PLlsqIn vrgIaF
lVfeIaF nUM ies JroKy ‘coN vyKIey qF nvyN jLfvIey AuWBrny sLurU ho jfxgy.
iewk ieiqhfsk anumfn anusfr lgBg 26 lwK sfl pihlF, aPLrIkf dy jMglF ivwc
200 mfnv afkfr dy jIvF dI hoNd sfbq huMdI hY. jMgl qoN ipMz, ipMz qoN
sLihr aqy sLihr qoN mhFngr dI Xfqrf virHaF jF sdIaF dI nhIN sgoN XuwgF dI
Gflxf hY. ies Gflxf ny mnuwK dI BOiqk aqy mfnisk siQqI ivwc axikafsy
pirvrqn ilaFdy hn. afpxI hoNd dI lVfeI ‘coN ijwq ky mnuwK ny iewk aiq
ivvsiQq sMsfr isrj ilaf hY. mn aqy qn qy anykF ‘kvc’ isrj ley hn.
pr awj pqf lwigaf, iehnF sfry srIrk aqy mfnisk kvcF nUM ivMnx leI iewk
Coty ijhy bFdr dI hI loV hY bws! sdIaF lf ky pRfpq kIqy aihMsf vrgy
iswDFq, dfn-puMn aqy smuwcy bRihmMz nUM ‘pRmfqmf df ipMzf’ smJx vrgy muwl
do aMbF ivwc cUpy jf skdy hn. sfrI aYtmI qfkq iewk bFdr dI hoNd nfl
asurwiKaqf ivwc QrQr kMbx lwg jFdI hY.
pr ivksq hoeI mnuwK-buwDI aqy hux qwk df arijq anuBv dwsdf hY ik do aMb
koeI gwl nhIN huMdI jdoN quhfzy kol hor bhuq kuJ hovy. do ikwlomItr qy
Guwg vwsdf afDunik swiBaqf dI numfieMdgI krdf sLihr hovy. qF iPr kI sI ijs
ny Gr qoN aYnI dUrI qy af ky pRfpq kIqy iehnF plF ivwc GuspYT kr leI sI.
BfvyN kuJ imMt hI shI, pr curf ley sn.
kI ieh mnuwKI hAumY sI? ho skdY. mfrf-mfrI dI jMglI ijLMdgI ivwcoN, mnuwK
ny lV-iBV ky nf isrPL afpxI hoNd bcf leI hY sgoN afpxy hox nUM sfrQk vI kr
ilaf hY. sLyr vrgy KUMKfr jfnvr hux Aus dy iesLfiraF ‘qy nwcdy hn. srksF,
icVIafGrF ivwc Aus dy bwicaF df mnorMjn krdy hn. mnuwK dI klpnf nfl
isMLgfry dyvIaF dyvqy hI nhIN, mnuwK Kud sLyr dI svfrI krdf hY, Aus dy
mUMh ‘c hwQ pf ky dMd igxdf hY. sLyr bIby bflk vFg cfry pYr joV ky KVHdf
hY ijvyN pRfiemrI KyzF ivwc bwcy afpxI Aumr sfbq krn leI dMd igxvfAuNdy
hn. hfQI vrgy DVvYl aqy qfkq df phfV khfAux vfly jfnvr Bfr Zox aqy ruwKF
dy TUT puwtx df kMm krdy hn. srks ivwc sfeIkl clfAuNdy aqy Puwtbfl Kyzdy
hn. bMdf cfhy qF do pYrF ‘qy qur ky ivKfAuNdy hn. afh ajy kwlH dI gwl aY,
sfzf mhFBfrq aflf BIm jdoN ajy bwcf hI huMdf sI, ies ny hfQI pUC qoN PVH
ky AuWpr vgfh mfry sn; AuhnF dI byby ajy qwk AuWpr nUM vyKI jFdI aY, muVky
eI nI afey. mnuwK dI klpnf ivwc vI hAumY df hfl vyKx vflI cIjL aY- hfQI dy
mukfbly vwzf nhIN, bwcf BIm! vfh!!
qy afh Borf ku bFdr! awT bMidaF ‘coN, aYzI inzrqf nfl cIjL cuwkx af igaf.
af kfhnUM igaf, cuwk ky vI lY igaf.
so ho skdY ieh sfrf cIk ichfVf hAumY ny pfieaf hovy. bfbf hAumY nUM qF hI
qF dIrG rog kihMdY, ik dfrU vI iehdy ivwc hI hY. dfrU sfzy kol vI hY sI.
ieh pqf nI ikvyN qrsf qrsf ky pIx lwgy hoey sI. pihly pYWg nUM ey dupihr
ilaf qI. mYN glfs nvyN isirEN Br ky, cwklo-cwklo krqI. aMbF nUM kIhny Xfd
krnf sI. kyly gwzI ‘c surwiKaq sn.
pr afh iewk amrIkn mnoivigafnI, aYm:skft:pYWk myry kMnF ‘c bolI jFdY-
“hAumY vI hoAU, pr muwK rUp ‘c a-surwiKaf dI BfvnY, ‘iensikAuirtI
PIilMg’.”
aYm:skft dI Dfrnf ieh aY ik mnuwK afpxy jnm qoN hI asurwiKaq mihsUs krnf
sLurU kr idMdf hY. jnm qoN pihlF Auh mF df hI iewk ihwsf huMdf hY pr jnm
qoN bfad iewk vwKrI iekfeI. Kfxf,pIxf iewk ivakqIgq kfrj bx jFdf hY.
asurwiKaf dI ieh Bfvnf GtdI qF jFdI hY, pr mrn qwk bMdy df ipwCf nhIN
CwzdI.
pr hux, ilKdy smyN myry, afdm qy hwvf df cwiKaf, ‘ivvrijq Pl’ Xfd af irhf
hY.
iewk prm-sqHf dI Cqr Cfieaf hyT sMpUrn surwiKaf. koeI iPkr-Pfkf, koeI
zr-zuwkr nhIN. jo cfho kro, ijwQy cfho jfE. svrg Bogo. bs iewk ivvrijq Pl
qoN dUr rho. ijAuN hI ‘eIv’ ny ‘syb’ cwiKaf, surwiKaf CqrI gfieb. afdm qy
hwvf svrgoN bfhr. koeI mfPLI nhIN. glqI suDfrn df koeI dUsrf mOkf nhIN. hr
kdm qy asurwiKaf sLLurU. ies joVy ny ijhVI dunIaF vsfeI, Aus ivwc
asurwiKaf df hoxf suBfivk vI lgdf hY.
Auprokq Gtnf dIaF bhuq ivafiKafvF, AuplbD hn. ijnHF ivwcoN, ivvrijq Pl dy
‘igafn df Pl’ hox dI ivafiKaf vwzy pwDr qy pRvfinq hY.
ho skdY hovy, pr myrI njLr ivwcoN koeI aijhI ivafiKaf nhIN lMGI jo ies
‘hukm-adUlI’ nUM jfx-buwJ ky kIqf igaf krm kihMdI hovy. bws, ‘lfeI-lwg’
eIv dI nf-smJI kih ky sfr ilaf jFdf hY. pr myrf asurwiKaq ijhf mn, zrdf
ijhf socdf hY ik ikqy aijhf ies leI qF nhIN ik ieh ‘avwigaf’ aqy ‘bgfvq’
nUM iewk mhIn ijhI lIk hI inKyVdI hY. mrd krdf qF ivafiKaf lIk dy Aurly
pfisEN huMdI, ‘bgfvq’! aOrq ny kIqI aY qF ivafiKaf lIk dy prly pfisEN ho
geI, ‘avwigaf’. nfly, ieh ikhVf pqf lwgdY beI srp rUpI sLYqfn nUM kIhny
ieh Byd dy idwqf beI do ‘BoilaF’ ‘coN ikhVf jIa vwD BolY, vwD lfeI lwg aY.
AUN khfxI swcI lgdI aY. jy iksy nUM sLwk aY, sqHf dy iKlfP hux kusL bol ky
dyK lo. nqIjf, ies zYmokRysI ivwc vI prm-sqHf dI qfnfsLfhI vflf eI inklU.
so ies sMbMD ivwc hor kusL kihx nfloN, mYN vI surwiKaq rihx nUM hI qrjIh
idMdf hF. bs! cuwp!!
AUN jy skft dI Auprokq Dfrnf nUM vDf ky, muwZly mfnv jIvn nfl joV idwqf
jfvy qF ieh kusL nf kusL mfrksvfdIaF dI ies Dfrnf nfl jf juVdI aY ik pdfrQ
aqy jfiedfd dy inwjIkrx df sfrf isafpf AudoN sLurU huMdY jdoN cMgy Bly
cldy muwZly, srbsFJIvflqf nfl lbolb smfj ivwc iksy ny ikhf, “afh jLmIn df
tukVf jF vsqU myrI hY. iksy df hovygf qF surwiKaq vI rwKxf pvygf. iPr kdy
koeI hor jorfvr jF aiq dI loV vflf AuhnUM Kohx df Xqn vI krygf. asurwiKaf
dI Bfvnf, surwiKaf dI ies loV ‘coN pYdf huMdI hY. pr ikAuNik Aus idn afpF
afpxf mfrksvfd qF, ihmfcl ‘c dfKly smyN ktvfeI prcI dy nfl hI bYrIar qy
PVHf afey sI, ies leI koeI mfrksvfd nhIN. so kuwl imlf ky Dfrnf ieh aY ik
do cfr aMbF dy Kuwsx nfl ikDr tivMn tfvr Zih-ZyrI ho gey, ijhVf surwiKaf
Gyrf tuwt igaf. pr Prfiez kihMdf nhIN, mnuK dy acyq df Byd qYnUM nI pqf.
ieh qF Pyr sfhmxy vfpiraf vrqfrY; bMdy dy qF ds pYsy ikqy izwgy nf imlx qF
Cy mhIny, AuWQoN lMGx lwigaf dyK ky lMGU. so cuwp eI BlI. jy Prfiez nfl
pMgf ipaf qF Auh aMb dy pIly rMg nUM, sLkl nUM, ilwt sfihb dy pcfikaF nUM
KLbry ikhVy kfm-pRbMD nfl joV dyvy.
so ies vfr jdoN mYN pYWg pfieaf qF ieh PLYslf krnf aOKf ho igaf ik srUr
sLrfb df sI jF jgqfr syKf dI gLjLl df. mnuwK, jMgl aqy sfihq kuCL ies qrHF
iewk imwk ho gey, ik mukMml cuwp ‘c, jgqfr syKf dI qrMnum ‘c gfeI jf rhI
gjLl ijvyN pwqy-pwqy ‘coN Jr rhI sI.
iewk mhFBfrq myry aMdr qy bfhr PYilaf
KLud hI durXoDn kdy BIsLm kdy arjn bxF.
lflsf ieh vI sI ik hfsl kr lvF koeI sQfn
ieh vI KLfihsL inwq nvyN rfhF leI Btkx bxF.
hr pfisEN vfh! vfh!! ho rhI sI. vfh-vfh mYN vI kr irhf sI pr myry aMdr
bYTf koeI ies gwl ‘qy asLky jf irhf sI ik jgqfr ny Btkx vrgy sLbd nUM,
ijsdI rijstrI hI nfkfrfqmk arQF ‘c hoeI hY, qlfsL vrgy dYvI arQF ivwc
bMinHaf hY.
qF Pyr kI asIN aYQy, dyvdfrF dy sMGxy jMgl ivwc kuJ guaficaf Bflx afey sI?
kI sI aijhf ijhVf, amlI dI sUeI vFg Koieaf qF Gr sI pr lwBxf glI dI bwqI
dy cfnx ‘c sI. msF-msF aqy iewko iewk imlI hoeI ijLMdgI dy aiq kImqI sfhF
dI pUMjI KLrc ky bxfey Gr, rUh dI mihMgI kImq qy ivhfjy irsLqy, sfrI
pdfrQk AuWnqI dy muwl vjoN pRfpq kIqy suwK afrfm Cwz ky aYQy kI kr rhy hF
asIN? sLrfb, aMb aqy gLjLl qF afpo afpxy sLihrF ‘c vI AuplbD sI. muV pihlF
vflf svfl hI sfhmxy af igaf. swiBaqf dI AusfrI ijLMdgI Cwz ky asIN ies
‘inwq dI lVfeI’ dy mYdfn ‘c ikAuN sF?
iehnF svflF dy Ehly ’coN iewk hor svfl AuWBiraf. GroN inklx df kfrn kudrq
dI iKwc sI jF mnuwK dI afpxI bxfeI ijLMdgI qoN BFj? asIN aijhf kI isrj
ilaf hY ijs qoN Bwjxf pY irhf hY.
sMsfr pRiswD aMgRyjL kvI ‘vrzjLvrQ’ dI iewk kivqf ‘coN qfjLIaF-qfjLIaF
pVHIaF sqrF myry Xfd afeIaF-
To her fair works did nature link
The human soul that through me ran
And much it grieved my heart to think
What man has made of man!
vrzjLvrQ kihxf ieh cfhuMdf hY ik afdmI aqy kudrq ivwc ikAuNik iewk hI
afqmf vsdI hY, eh dovyN iml ky rihx leI bxy hn. pr afdmI ny afpxy afp nUM
kudrq nfloN vwK krky afpxf kI hfl bxf ilaf hY. hr vyly dI nwT-Bwj. JUTI
mfieaf leI JUT. PLrybI irsLiqaF leI PLryb. DoKf pUrx vfaidaF leI DoKf.
qRfh kwZ dyx vflI swcfeI ieh hY ik ieh sB kuJ asIN krdy vI hF qy iesy nUM
inMddy vI hF. Pyr Bwjdy hF kdy phfVF nUM, kdy jMglF nUM qy kdy qIrQF nUM.
aKy:
BwjI iPryN qIrQF nUM, qyry mn dI mYl nf jfvy
rUh dI sLFqI, mn df skUn iehnF vylF bUitaF, ruwKF qoN Bfldy hF ijhnF vrgf
koeI jy sfzI mflkI dI hwd ‘c KVHf hovy qF dyKdI sfr sfzIaF vfCF iKV
jFdIaYN, ‘vIh hjLfr df qF hoAU’ . sfrIaF tfhlIaF dy myjL kursIaF bxf ky
AuhnF zrfieMg rUmF ‘c sjf qy ijnHF ‘c asIN Cy Cy mhIny vVdy eI nI.
rRuwK vwZxf mfVI gwl aY, pr bMdy ny iewk kMm cMgf kIqf; ijhVI dfrU KLfqr
dyviqaF nUM smuMdr irVkxf ipaf, rfKLsLF nUM XuwD krky ijwqxI peI, bMdy ny
Gry bxf lI. jIhnF-jIhnF dy krmF ‘c guV/aMgUrF dI BfPL ilKI hoeI sI, mY pf
idwqI.
ijhnF dI rlI hoeI sI, agilaF ny cwk lI. Ausy vyly AuWDr gwzI kMnI cwklo
cwklo hogI.
jd nUM gwzI dI mUhrlI sIt ‘qy ipaf zrfeIvr rOlf rwpf krdf, jd nUM asIN pMj
rqnIN dy smuMdr ‘coN zubkI lf ky AuBrdy, bFdr idafr ‘qy cVH irhf sI.
aYqkIN pqMdr kyilaF vflf ilPLfPLf pUry df pUrf lY igaf. gwzI vfly sfzy kvc
‘c, KwulHy sLIsLy dI morI rih geI sI.
keI llkfry ‘kwTy eI gUMjy. asIN bFdr nUM tuwt ky pY gey. kyly ikhVf sLrfb
sI beI rlI hoeI smJ ky Cwz idMdy. bMdy dI hoNd nfl jMgl jfg AuWiTaf. Kwz
dy dUjy pfisEN, phfVI nfl tkrf ky afeI pRqIDunI nfl bFdr zr igaf. tfhxI qy
bYTy qoN ilPLfPLf Cuwt igaf. asIN buwcx nUM KVHy eI sI. inhMgF dy Jtky
bwkry vFg, Borf nIN ilPLfPLy df hyT lwgx idwqf. AuWpr dyiKaf, sLRImfn jI,
pihlf kylf iCwl rhy sn. pqf nhIN ikhVy vyly do kyly kwZly.
-“cwl kusL nI lwigaF kyilaF nUM, cwk ilafE hux” iksy ny ikhf. muVn lwgy qF
zrfeIvr dI afvfjL suxI-
-“kihMdY aYQy pitafly aflf rfjf afpxIaF rfxIaF, rKylF nfl aTKylIaF krdf
huMdf sI. kI pqY ieh vI ipCly jnm ‘c rfjy dI koeI dfsI dUsI eI hovy. CwqI
pRkfr dy BojnF ‘c rihMdI hoAU. awj kI shurI dy, aMbF kyilaF nUM qrsdI
iPrdI aY. vkq vkq dI bfq aY srdfr jI.”
zrfeIvr ny punr-jnm dy iswDFq nUM hU-b-hU lfgUb krky mnmrjLI df iswtf kwZ
ilaf qy ijvyN Ausy pihly jnm dI dfsI dy mfVy vkq ‘c koeI ksr rih geI hovy,
gwzI ‘coN kwZ ky, khI dy bFhy ku ijwzf, zMzorkf sfzy kol ilaf Diraf-
-“do mfirE sflI dy jy hux afeI”-
ies qrHF ies vfr dy, afnMdmeI mfhOl ivwc, dfsI dI AuzIk vI sLfiml ho geI.
jy zrfeIvr dI smJ anusfr vyKIey qF aYQy ku hI ikqy koeI QF hovygf ijwQy
aTKylIaF krdf rfjf vI, qoqy dI cuMJ vrgI, sony dI surfhI coN, ivdysLI
sLrfb GutfGutI pINdf hoAU qy kYrIaF awKF nfl, phfVI qoN ahu pry, Guwg vsdy
isLmly vwl vyKdf hoAU, ijwQy hux Auhdf vVnf mnHf sI.
cfiel dy vsx dI kQf myry cyqy af geI qy hmysLF vFg hI, mhFirsLI
ivsLvfimwqr dI pRiqwigaf, hT aqy kRoD nfl kMbdI kfieaf myry sfhmxy af
KVHI. ivsLvfimwqr dy Byjy rfjy nUM ieMdr ny svrg nhIN sI vVn idwqf.
cfiel mhfrfjf pitaflf df vsfieaf ieMdr lok hY.
ivsLvfimwqr qy rfjy dIaF khfxIaF BfvyN vwK-2 hox pr dohF ivwc iewk iewk
mynkf sFJI hY.
kihMdy ny pitafly vfly rfjy dI awK ‘c vfiesrfey dI iksy DI-BYx dI qsvIr
AuWqr geI sI qy
iesLk musLk nf guwJy rihMdy
lwK ipaf prdy pf E Xfr
qy rfjy dI ies CyVKfnI dI gMD qF swq smuMdrF dy prdy cIr geI. crcf EQy-EQy
geI ijwQoN ijwQoN sUrj lMGdf sI qy agly ikhVf ieMdr qoN Gwt cwkrvrqI sn;
rfjy nUM isLmly ivwc vVn dI mnfhI kr idwqI. pr rfjy df aiBmfn ikhVf
ivsLvfimwqr qoN Gwt sI. jy ivsLvfimwqr ny ieMdr vwloN ptky rfjy nUM DrqI
qoN AuWpr hI rok ky, Auhdy leI iewk vwKrf svrg isrj idwqf sI qF mhfrfjf
pitaflf ny afpxy leI aMgRyjLF dy svrg qoN QoVHf Aury, qy afpxI prjf dI
DrqI qoN dUr, AuWpr iewk svrg vsf ilaf sI, cfiel.
mYN kyly KFdy bFdr vwl vyiKaf. jIa kIqf, AuhnUM suxf ky AuWcI sfrI khF
‘Auh rfijaF dI lVfeI sI imwqrf, svrg KLfqr, apsrfvF KLfqr. afpF qF jy ikqy
svrg dI iewCf KLfqr vI krFgy qF afpxy leI ‘iqRsLMkU’ hox dI hoxI mukwrr
hY. afpF mYdfn hovFgy, Auh XoDy. llkfrngy, lVngy qy afpF,hfrFgy. Auh svrg
leI lVngy qy afpF kyilaF leI.
pr Auhny myrI ikwQy suxnI sI, mlwk dy ky iPr AuWqr afieaf. ies vfr inrMjx
sUKm hiQafrbMd sI. zMzf, insLfnf isMnH ky vgfh mfiraf. pr Auh ‘inwq dI
lVfeI’ df XoDf ‘zfj’ kr igaf qy sfzf hiQafr jMgl ivwc Ko igaf. hiQafrF
bfry aqy XuwD dIaF qknIkF bfry sfnUM ikMnI zUMGI jfxkfrI hY, iehdI aslIaq
ies Gtnf qoN bfad sfhmxy afeI. hiQafr hwQoN Cwz dyx vrgI, gMBIr gLlqI dI
pVcol vwK-vwK XuwDnIqk pYNqiVaF qoN kIqI geI. sfzy pwDr df iPLkr isrP
amrIkf df hoxf sI jy ikqy swdfm AuhdI imjLfeIl shfrf dy ryigsqfn ‘c suwt
lYNdf. hux kdy vI, BfvyN kusL ho jfvy, inrMjx hiQafr hwQoN nhIN Cwzygf.
asIN guaficaf zMzorkf, jMgl ‘coN lwBdy rhy qy Auh, jIhdy ichry qy zr df
nfmo-insLfn vI nhIN sI, sfzy isrF qoN vIh ku Puwt AuWcf bYTf, sfzy vwl
vyKdf irhf, ijhnF nUM jMgl ‘c af ky vI ZfeI Puwt lwkVI df Ko jfxf icMqq
krI jf irhf sI.
sfzI Koj afKLr sPLl rhI. asIN iPr hiQafrbMd ho gey sF.
mihiPLl iPr juV geI. pr afKrI pYWg pfAux lwigaF mYN hYrfn sI, ieh ikho
ijhy irMd sn. boql ajy awDI dy lgBg bfkI sI.. qurn vyly vI, jdoN mYN bfkI
bcdI sLrfb sFB ky gwzI ivwc rwK irhf sF, mYN pIx vfilaF dI nPLfsq dy
bilhfry jf irhf sF. nhIN; mYN qF AuhnF pIx vfilaF nUM hI jfxdf sF ijhVy
izwgy pey vI khI jfxgy, “KVH jf, rotI Kfx jogf ho qF lYx dy.”
hux Poto sYsLn hoxf sI. asIN qrHF-qrHF dy pojL bxf ky Aus mnorMjk idn dy
aMqly pl smyty. ivsLysL qOr qy guridafl dlfl aqy gurpfl isMG ilwt horF dy,
irsLIaF vrgy hfv-Bfv dyr qwk awKF ‘c vsy rhy.
pr aMqly plF dy nfl hor vI kuJ sI jo qsvIrF ‘c nhIN sI afieaf, pr sfzy nfl
jLrUr af igaf sI.
muVdy smyN rfh ‘c jdoN bUty KLrIdy, cfh nfl mwTIaF KfDIaF, jdoN rfh ‘c ruk
ky hotl ‘qy Kfxf KfDf, jdoN Gr af ky afrfmdyh ibsqry ‘c sOx dI koisLsL
kIqI------ Aus idn aqy iPr keI idnF qwk iqMn gwlF myry ijLhn ivwc hmysLF
dsqk idMdIaF rhIaF.
AsI sfry jxy kudrq dI KulHI god ivwc gey pr sfzy ivwcoN koeI vI Aus sPL
qoN pMjfh mItr dI dUrI qoN awgy qwk nhIN sI igaf ijs ‘qy asIN jf ky svyry
bYTy qy sLfmIN AuWT ky af gey. mYN hYrfn hF ik bMdy ny afpxy afly-duafly
iks qrHF dI lksLmx ryKf iKwc leI hY jo Gr qoN bfhr vI Aus nUM GyrI rwKdI
hY.
asI bhuq PotoaF iKwcIaF pr sfzy swiBaq Kyqr ivwc Gus afey, Aus aswiBak
GuspYTIey dI qsvIr lYx df suJfa iksy ny nhIN idwqf. asIN afpxIaF hI PotoaF
iKwc ky muV afey.
Aus sLfm aqy Aus qoN bfad vI keI idn aqy hux vI kdy-kdy guridafl dlfl dy
sLbd myry sfhmxy iewk dunIaF sfkfr kr idMdy hn , “iehdI qF ieh inwq dI
lVfeI aY.”
Xfd af jFdf hY ieh swc ik Aus jMgl ivwc, ijs ivwcoN asIN afpxI jfx ‘c eyzI
dUr inkl afey hF, ijAUNdy rihx leI ajy vI iewk jfnmfrU lVfeI cwl rhI hY.
BuwK, TMZ aqy hr pYr qy KVHI mOq nfl lVHdf Auh bFdr myry sfhmxy af KVHdf
hY. Aus dIaF sLrfrqI awKF dI AudfsI myry mn ‘c AuWqr afAuNdI hY. jIvn leI
liVaf jf irhf iewk muwZlf XuwD, hr iksy nfl lVdI, ijwqdI, hfrdI, mrdI,
mfrdI ijLMdgI, ihrdy dy Dur aMdr afpxI hoNd jqfAux lgdI hY qy mYN nmH
hoeIaF awKF aqy qrl hoey bolF ‘c jgqfr syKf df isLar Xfd krdf hF-
dOr ieh hY ijLMdgI mfrUQlF vrgI myrI
locdf ieh hF qyrI hr ipafs leI sfvx bxF.
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