huMdf neIN inaF
- amIn milk(XU:ky)
 

amIn milk drdmMd idl vflf aijhf suwcf sfihqkfr hY ijs kol ijLMdgI df BrpUr qy amIr anuBv hY; ijs kol BfsLf dI byimsfl amIrI hY; ijs kolL moqIaF vFg sLbdF nUM bIVn dI aduwqI klf hY; ijsdI vfrqk pVHidaF qusIN ‘vfh!’ kihxoN nhIN ruk skdy. XU kyy ivwc vwsdf ieh kvI-khfxIkfr aqy vfrqk-lyKk ipCly kuJ ku virHaF ivc hI cVHdy aqy lihMdy dohF pMjfbF ivc sunihrI sUrj vFg pMjfbI pfTkF dIaF awKF dI ilsLk bx igaf hY. cVHdy pMjfb ivc ies sfl gurmuKLI ilpI ivc CpI AusdI khfxIaF dI ikqfb , ‘guMgI qRyh’ nUM bVf BrpUr huMgfrf imilaf hY. aKLbfrF irsfilaF ivc CpIaF AusdIaF ilKLqF nUM lok AuWz ky pVHdy hn.
‘sIrq’ ies vfr amIn milk dI ‘dysL-vMz’ dy drd nfl iBwjI sMvydnsLIl ilKLq Cfpx df mfx lY irhf hY. Ausny awgy qoN vI ‘sIrq’ nUM sihXog idMdy rihx df Brosf idvfieaf hY.-sMpfdk

anpVH mF dI awty swty dwsI Aumr mUjb ajy pMjF CyaF virHaF df hI sF. ajy myry idl dI inafeIN kMvfrI aqy awpV hI sI. nf Auhdy ivWc iksy ny buGft pohlI df Cwtf idwqf sI aqy nf hI ajy iksy ny kfsLnI bIjI sI. socF dI mfsUm ikqfb dy icwty vrky ’qy ajy nf iksy ny koeI bfxI ilKI aqy nf hI koeI afieq AulIkI sI. nf hI iksy ny mn dy ivhVy ’c nUMh sws dy vYrIaF sLrIky df jLihr Gol ky zoilHaf sI. ajy mYN swqF pfxIaF nfl Doqf hoieaf korf TUTf sF, ijhdy ivWc jhfn df ijMn jo jIa kry pf ky pI lvy. iewk icwtI cfdr hI sF jdoN klmMUhIaF 1947 af igaf aqy mnuwK dy mUMh nUM lhU lwg igaf.
ajnfly pRfiemrI skUl ivwc pVHdf sI, pr ajy myry kol eynf ielm nhIN sI ik ‘ijLMdfbfd’ aqy ‘murdfbfd’ df kI mqlb huMdf ey. lokIN afKdy rhy aqy mYN vI ipwCy ipwCy boldf irhf. hOlI hOlI vyKidaF vyKidaF ijLMdfbfd qF ikDry njLr nf afieaf, pr hr pfsy murdy aqy murdfr iKlrx lwg pey. svflF dI PLOj ny myry isr dy swKxy mYdfn ivwc pihlI vfr CfAuxI pfeI. ………
ieh kql ikAuN? ieh vYr kfhdf? mrn vfly ny gunfh ikhVf kIqf sI? kfqlF nUM hwQ kI afieaf? mrn vfly dy bwicaF df kI bxygf? ieh msIq ivWc nmfjL pVH ky duaf mMgx vfly ik ‘mOlf kuwlH df Blf qy kuwlH dI KLYr, sfry jhfn qy rihm krIN’ awj afpxI hwQIN iewk inrdosL dy iZwz ivwc brCI mfr ky ikAuN mfr suwitaf ey? mrn vfly ny mrn qoN pihlF hwQ vI joVy sn. kI hux rhIm qy krIm nhIN rih igaf? jF Auhdf nF lYx vfly JUTy sn? ieh myrI hXfqI dI ikqfb df pihlf vrkf sI ijhdy AuWqy pihly by-gunfh dy kql df nksLf vigaf.
sfrf ipMz koiTaF qy cVH ky DflIvfl kol iewk ipMz bohilaF nUM lwgI awg df DUMaF vyK ky afpxy afAux vfly vyly df muhFdrf bxf irhf sI. kuJ jfxy vfhwd dI hvylI ivwc rihmq qrKfx koloN afpxIaF zFgF awgy brCIaF blmF lvf rhy sn. rihmq qrKfx dI BwTI nf hux koeI dfqrIaF dy dMdy kZfAuNdf sI qy nf hI rMby cMzfAuNdf sI. nf hux hlLF dy PLflLy bxdy sn aqy nf toky dIaF joVIaF. hux kxkF dI vfZI df iksy nUM iPLkr nhIN sI. hux sfry sMd hiQafr iensfnF dI vfZI leI bxdy sn. ivhMidaF ivhMidaF vwZy tuwky, awD-pcwDy, lhU ivwc nhfqy, BuwKy Bfxy, zry zry ijhy, awD mry lok sfzy ipMz ivwcoN lMG ky rfvI nUM jfx lwg pey. Auh aYnf ku hI dwsdy sn ik asIN pfiksqfn cwly hF. ipMz vfilaF nUM qy pqf hovygf, pr mYnUM Qhu nf lwgI ik pfiksqfn ikwQy rihMdf ey aqy Auhdy koloN lYxf kI ey? lokIN AuhnF koloN kuJ puwCdy sn, pr AuhnF kol ivhl nhIN sI. AuhnF dy awQrU kuJ dwsdy sn pr myry kol smJ dy kMn nhIN sn. mYN qy myry ipMz vfly iehI smJdy rhy ik iehnF ivcfiraF nUM afpxf ipMz Cwzxf ipaf ey. AuhnF nUM lwsI pfxI puwCdy pr Auh qrwTy hoey lok KLOPL nfl BrIaF awKF nfl rfvI twpx dOV jFdy sn.
iewk idhfVy ipMz rFJy pIr dy dOVy jFdy iewk twbr nUM sfzy ipMz Kloxf pY igaf. hYgf qy mYN bfl sF pr inwkI qoN inwkI gwl nUM nIJ lf ky vyKx dI afdq sI. iewk krmF mfry ipE ny moiZaF ’qy cuwkI lhU luhfn jvfn DI nUM Qwly lfihaf qy sfzI hvylI dy bUhy awgy iltf idwqf. kuVI dI ihwk df swjf pfsf PwtV sI. Auhdy aMg nfl Kory iksy ny kI kuJ kIqf sI ik hux AuhdI gwl vI krn nUM myrf jIa nhIN krdf. Auhdy ipE ny dwisaf peI ‘awDI rfq nUM iswKF df jwQf ipaf aqy vwzI DI nUM cuwk ky lY gey. inwkI nUM bcf ky lY afey hF.’ jIhdf kuJ nhIN sI bicaf, Auhdf ipE AuhnUM bcfeI iPLrdf sI.
mYN iswKF nUM vwzI sfrI gfhl kwZI. nyVy ijhy ho ky kuVI nUM vyiKaf, ijhdI ihwk nUM cuMnI nfl Guwt ky bMinHaF hoieaf sI aqy sfrI cuMnI lhU luhfn sI. mYN bVf hI mMdf boilaf……cuuwp cfp jLbfn nfl-mMidaF nUM.
PLyr vylf mMdy qoN mMdf afAuNdf igaf. myry isr ivwc rwKy kory TUTy ny pihlf kql vyK ky lhU dI lwp Br ky aMdr rwK leI. myrI qwkVI dy Cfby ivwc kdI iswK hOlf ho jFdf qy kdI muslmfn. mYN rwsf PLV ky socdf irhf ik kIhdy gl pfvF. mYN bVy pfskU bwDy, pr myrI socF dI qwkVI zoldI rhI. aYnf hI afKFgf ik sfrI dunIaF nfloN hOlLy Auh pMjfbI hI sn ijnHF sdf hI afpxI pwg pfV ky dUjy df isr Zwikaf. Auh lokF dy BfgIN jMmy aqy lokF dI mMgI KYyr sn. afpxy aMg vwZ ky awkF nUM vfV idwqI. AuhnF jdoN vI hwQ pfieaf apxy glmy nUM. afpxy hI Kyq nUM awg lfeI qy afpxy hI KlvfVy sfVy. akIdy qF aMdr dI gwl sI. bfhroN qF asIN iewko Guimafr dy bxfey, iewko hI afvy ivwc pwky sF. iewko hI imwtI ivwc AuWigaf kxk df bUtf sI. kI hoieaf jy iswty vwKry vwKry sn. dfixaF nUM pIh ky aftf bxf leIey qy vwKry nhIN ho skdy. iewko hI kuwK ivwcoN jnm lYx vfilaF df nF vI qy vwKrf vwKrf huMdf ey. isrnfvF bdl vI jfvy qy kI huMdf ey, mjLmUn iewko hI sI. iewko hI ruwK qy afhlxy pfAux vflIaF icVHIaF df Kxvfdf vI qy iewko huMdf ey. pr, kI kIqf jfey. iewko hI hwQ dIaF AuNglF ny iewk dUjI nUM vwZ suwitaf. KOLry ikhVf juMmysLfh Juwl igaf, iewk hnyr pY igaf, lokF awq cuwk leI aqy sfry jhfn nUM hI vrH geIaF. ivhVf hI zYx ho igaf. iensfnIaq ny sLryafm vfl KolH ky isr ivwc svfh pf leI aqy mUMh qy kflKL ml leI.
sUrj nvyN qoN nvF ciVHaf.sfvx BfdoN dy iswlHy mhIny ivwc myrf ipMzf ipwq nfl Br igaf qy byby ny gfcI ml ky bfhr kwZ idwqf. mYN kwCy nUM AuWcf krky abdl vfihd dI hvylI awpiVaf qy brCIaF blmF bxdIaF vyKx lwg ipaf. ivhMidaF ivhMidaF CwpVoN pfr kwlr ivwc lihMdy vwloN do bMdy awgV ipwCV dOVy jFdy vyKy. ‘PLV lE, PLV lE,’ hox lwg peI. brCIaF vfly AuWT nwsy. myrf jIa krdf sI sfiraF qoN mohry mYN hovF. gwl df pqf nhIN sI, pr ieh gwl jfnx leI kfhlf sF ik hox kI vflf ey? awgy puwj ky vyiKaf ik awgy awgy iewk iswK qy ipwCy mOlvI sYhlf (iesmfeIl), awgoN ipMz vfly pY gey. sfiraF qoN awgy (sLrIPLpury) qoN jfn bcf ky sfzy ipMz gujrFvflI af jfx vflf myrI mfmI JMzo df Brf rPLIk sI. iswK qy nwsdf hoieaf mOlvI iesmfeIl koloN vfhvf ivwQ pf igaf sI, pr rPLIk awgoN dI ho twkiraf. sfry PLfslyL muwk gey. Es vyly mOq dy pYNzy bVI CyqI muwkdy sn. myrI dOV eys leI bhuq iqRKI nhIN sI ik mYN kql huMdf vyKF. kql df qy mYN soicaf vI nhIN sI. myrf sLONk kuJ ieMj df sI ijvyN iksy cor nUM PVHn df qmfsLf vyKIdf ey. Bwjy jFdy iswK dy Kwby hwQ ivwc poxy ivwc bwDI rotI qy swjy hwQ ivwc ikrpfn sI. Es ivcfry ny bVf cfrf mfiraf ik mOq nUM zfh nf dyvy, pr rPLIk AuhnUM jf imilaf. mYN rPLIk qoN ds ku kdm ipwCy sF. dOVy jFdy iswK ny jfc ilaf ik awj mYN ijLMdgI dI dOV hfr igaf hF aqy myry pYrF koloN hXfqI nhIN bcfeI jfxI. Auh inmfxf Klo igaf aqy dovyN hwQ rPLIk awgy joV idwqy. iksy kMm nf afey Auhdy hwQ. mOq Auhdy nfl hwQ kr geI. jLulm dy bolLy kMnF ny Auhdf koeI qrlf nf suixaf aqy aMnHIaF awKF ny Auhdy joVy hwQ nf vyKy. brCI Auhdy iZwz ivwc KuwB geI qy Auh goizaF prny izwgf. ijLMdgI ny iewk hor afs lfeI qy Es ny bgl nfl imafn nUM nwipaf qy qlvfr iKwcI. eyny icr ivwc iewk hor brCI vwjI qy mOq ny sfh dI zorI iKwc leI. mYN bVf hI nyVy Klo ky mOq dI eys Kyz nUM vyiKaf. sfh ikvyN inkldy ny, vyKky mYN sfh Guwt ilaf. idl dI awpV BoieM ivwc awiqafcfr dI pihlI sUl bIjI geI aqy koeI AuWjiVaf puwjiVaf krIr AuWg afieaf.KOLry eysy krky hI awj qIkr afpxy ihrdy dI iksy vI vwtrI AuWqy mYN kdy iKVdf hoieaf gulfb nf bIj sikaf. mOq nUM awKIaF ivwc rwK ky moqIey dI hr klI qoN mUMh PLyr ilaf. mYN swqF sflF df bfbf bx igaf. mYnUM izwgy hoey ibjVy aqy qIlf qIlf hoey afhlxy cMgy lwgx lwg pey. AuWicaF cubfiraF nUM Cwz ky iksy Qyh AuWqy bih ky afnMd afieaf. awDI rfq nUM dUr ikDry boldI titafhulI kMnF nUM cMgI lwgI. hVH dy pfxI ivwc ruVHdy hoey ruwK AuWqy iewk lwq AuWqy Kloqf bglf sohxf lwgf. mYN mMdf huMdf vyiKaf aqy muV koeI vI sLYa cMgI nf lwgI.
kI vgfiVaf sI Es iswK ny? ikvyN Buwl jfvF Aus dy joVy hoey hwQF nUM? mYnUM awj vI idwsdI ey AuhdI bsMqI pwg qy hwQ ivwc kVf. motI sfrI gfhl kwZI muslmfnF nUM. hwQ ivwc PVI qwkVI dy dUsry Cfby nUM iewk vfr PLyr pfskU bMn ky vyiKaf. jLulm dy sfry vwty myrI mfsUm ijhI rUh dI qwkVI dIaF nsF qoVn lwg pey. inaF dI zMzI Pyr Cuwt geI. AusnUM brCIaF nfl myry sfhmxy mfr suwitaf sI. ijLMdgI leI hwQ vI joVy. sfh aYny ssqy ho jfx qy hwQF df muwl kOx pFdf ey. Auhdf lIVf lwqf Poilaf qF boJ y’qoN sqfrF sO rupeIaf inkilaf. Pox y’c bwDI rotI aqy CMn y’c ipaf slUxf prHF zuwilaf ipaf sI. Es sLohdy dI Bfl kIqI qF Auh Bury igwlF df jwt sI ijhVf ajnfly hspqfl ivwc afpxy bImfr puwq dI rotI lY ky cwilaf sI. afpxI qIvIN koloN sqfrF sO rupeIaf qF lY ky pwly bMnH ilaf sI- ihwlyjuwly pey hoey ny, qy rfqIN ipMz ivwc ikDry hmlf nf ho jfvy qy pYsy nfl lY jfvF. turn lwigaF AuhdI jLnfnI ny ieh vI afiKaf sI ik ‘qUM gujrFvflI QfxIN lMG ky jfeIN, Es ipMz dy lok Blymfxs ny.’ Auh ivcfrf BlymfxsF hwQoN hI kql hoieaf.
Esy rfq ipMz ivwc iekwT hoieaf qy sqfrF sO rupey nUM msIq AuWqy vrqx df PLYslf kIqf igaf. ieh iemfnq cODrI jflo (jlfldIn) nUM PVfeI geI, ijhny pfiksqfn puwj ky iKLafnq kIqI qy msIq mUMh hI vyKdI rih geI. awj qy jflo nUM mry hoey cflHI vrHy ho gey ny-ijwQy geIaF byVIaF EQy gey mlfh.
ijhVy idhfVy BlymfxsF iswK mfiraf Es rfq koeI nf suwqf. afpxIaF nINdF afp hrfm kIqIaF, suwqI klf jgfeI aqy afp hI mOq nUM vfjF mfrIaF. lokIN zrdy sfry koiTaF ’qy sOx lwg pey qy mOq dy bzfvy hr pfsy nwcx lwg pey. kuJ BlymfxsF eys hwiqaf dI rwj ky inMdf vI kIqI, pr Es lfl hnyrI ivwc Blymfxs aqy Blf krn vfilaF dI kI vwtk sI.
‘mMdIN kMmIN nfnkf qy jd kdyN mMdf ho’-vfeIaF AuWzIaF, duhfeI iPLr geI peI ‘iswKF afiKaf ey gujrFvflI qoN bdlf jLrUr lYxf ey.’ hr bMdf afpxy prCFvyN koloN zrn lwg ipaf. lfgy cfgy iswKF dy ipMz Bury igwl, hrV, cImy aqy cimafrI vfilaF ny mVfsy vl ley. ipMz ivwc vfhr pY geI. mfihr sLfhpurIey dI ieqlfh mUjb gujrFvflI ‘qy hmlf ho jfxf eyN. jnfnIaF bflF nUM ihwk nfl lf ky rox lwg peIaF. vwzy vzyiraF eys gwl nUM bygunfh df kql imwiQaf. mfmy Kudf bKLsL ny msIq dI KUuhI dI mx ’qy cVH ky afiKaf, ‘Eey!hux hwQF dIaF idwqIaF mUMh nfl KolHxIaF pYxgIaF. ‘kI Kwitaf jy bygunfhy nUM mfr ky.’ ipMz ivwc dOV Bwj pY geI aqy ipMz Cwz ky rfvI vwl clfxf krn df mqf pkf ilaf. myrI jMmx BoieM ‘qy KloH ky vyKx vflf awj afKLrI sUrj sfry idn df pYNzf mukf cuwikaf sI. ieh lhU vrgI lflI Biraf sUrj huxy zuwb jfvygf. eys dy ipwCoN koeI vI aijhf sUrj nhIN ciVHaf ijhnUM mYN afpxI jMmx BoieM qy Klo ky vyKFgf. awj mYN afpxI hI imwtI nfloN vwK ho irhf sF. Cwz irhf sF afpxI mF dI AuNgl. ibgfny ho rhy sn ivhVy qy brUhF. gvfc cwilaf sI myrf bflpx ijhVf eys imwtI ivwc Gr Gr bxf ky Kyzdf sI. ruws cwlIaF sn Auh glIaF ijhnF ivwc hfxIaF nfl Kyizaf sF. ro pey sn Auh ruwK ijhnF dIaF CfvF Qwly asIN iewko hfx dy muMzy kuVIaF dupihry DmwcVI mcFdy sF. awKF ivwc hMJU Brky sYxqF mfrdy sn Auh bnyry ijhnF AuWqy lwqF lmkf ky bYTdy sF kdy.
lLokIN vylf sMBflx lwg pey. pihr,sdIaF dy vsyb kIqy BiraF GrF ivwcoN kI cuwkxf qy kI Cwzxf sI. sUrj zuwbx qoN pihlF pihlF afpxI imwtI nUM slfm krky awj Cwz dyxf sI.
kI rih jFdf ey jjLbfq dy pwly jdoN bMdy nUM jMmx BoieM sfrI hXfqI leI CwzxI pey.
mF ny do borIaF ivwc inwk suwk ijhf pfieaf qy mwJ AuWqy lwd ilaf. afpf nvfb bIbI afpxf lIVf-lwqf iewk Kys ivwc bMinHaF qy mgr ipwCy pf ilaf. mYN afpxI cInI kukVI qy bwgy kuwkV nUM iewk rwsy nfl bMnH ky afpxy moZ y’qy lmkf ilaf. kMD AuWqy bYTI ibwlI nUM KLOry kI suwJI, myry vwl vyK ky imafAUN imafAUN kIqf, pr mF ny afiKaf, ‘vy puwq iehnUM eyQy eI rihx dy ieh sfzy nfl ikwQy Dwky KfvygI.’ mYN Auhdy isr nUM PV ky cuMimaf. AuhdI gl peI GuMgrI nUM PV ky afiKaf, ‘mfxo! qUM mYnUM AuzIkdI rhvIN, mYN iksy idhfVy af ky qYnUM lY jfvFgf.’ ijhVf kdI nf afieaf.
sUrj hor lflI PVI jFdf sI. mOq dy prCFvyN lMmy huMdy jFdy sn. sfzI gvFZx bsLIrF brvflI ny mOq df cyqf krfAuNidaF afiKaf, ‘mfsI, inklx df cfrf kro, hnyrf ho igaf qF hnyr pY jfxf jy.’ sfry ipMz ny msIq kol iekwTf ho ky jwQf bxnf sI. dUjI gvFZx byby dI shylI bygm bIbI sOdf sUq bMnH ky skInf aqy PLIky nUM ihwk nfl lf ky BuwbF mfr mfr roeI jFdI sI. Auhdy sIny AuWqy iewk acrj hI Pwt sI. Auhdf KfvMd husYn keI icrF qoN mMjI nfl mMjI hoieaf ipaf sI. nf Auh turn jogf qy nf koeI AuhnUM cuwkx jogf. jvfn DI skInf ny ipE dy pYr PV ky awKF nfl lfey qy pfxI prnfilaF qoN bfhr vihx lwg ipaf. husYn ny afAuNdI mOq qy jFdI ijLMdgI dI mUrq vyKI qy bVy hI inmfxy jyhy do awQrU AuhdIaF awKF ivwcoN ikr gey.
zuwbdf sUrj, sLUkdI mOq, CuwtdI jMmx BoieM, ijLMdgI dy ivCoVy aqy afAux vfly kwlH df KLOPL. ikwQoN ilafvy koeI aYzf jyrf.
mMYN kMD QfxIN JfqI mfrI qy lMmy pey husYn ny afpxy puwq PLIky (rPLIk)nUM lMmI ijhI jwPI pf ky cuMimaf. iewko iewk puwq sI ijsnUM husYn bVy afhr nfl DfrF dyNdf huMdf sI. bVy lfz nfl pfilaf sI Es ny PLIky nUM. bygm ny iKwc ky PLIky nUM husYn koloN vwKrf kIqf qy husYn ny bVf hI icr hvf ivwc hwQ awzI rwKy.
prHF JfqI mfrI qy brCIaF blmF vfly Gfq lfeI bYTy sn. ajy GrF vfly Gr vI nhIN sn KflI krdy aqy JolIaF Brn vfly aMdr vV ky luwt mfr sLurU kr idMdy sn.
myrI mF ny vfj mfr ky afiKaf, ‘nI bygo (bygm) ipMz qF KflI ho igaf ey inklx vflI gwl kr.’ bygo afpxI DI,puwq skInf qy PLIky nUM lY ky ajy brUhF hI twpI sI ik sfeIN aMdr af vVy. sfzy qy bygo dy Gr ivwc kMD dI AucfeI bMdf bMdf hI sI. asF sfiraF ny bygo dy Gr Jfq mfrI. mYN iewk ajyhI PoLto vyKI ijhVI myrIaF awKF ny afpxIaF puqlIaF ivwc awj vI Esy qrFH sMBfl ky rwKI hoeI ey. mMjI AuWqy pey awD isry husYn nUM iewk KwtI pwg vfly kfly ijhy iswK ny DOx AuWqy gfqrf mfiraf qy bhfdrF ’c afpxf nF ilKvf ilaf. skInf ny cIk mfrI pr bygo ny Auhdy mUMh AuWqy hwQ rwK ky AuhnUM afpxy ipE dI mOq AuWqy KuwlH ky rox vI nf idwqf. PLIkf afpxI byby nUM cMbV igaf.”
mMYnUM iswK bVy mMdy lwgy. mYN mMdf boilaf. dohF pMjfbIaF nUM qwkVI ivwc pfieaf, pr inaF nf kr sikaf.
myrI byby ny bUhy nUM jMdrf mfiraf. KLOry kI pVH ky sfry Gr AuWqy PLUk mfrI. afpf nvfb bIbI nUM afiKaf, ‘nI! cuwlHy ’qy qvf mUDf mfrdy, kdy mINh hI pY jFdf ey.’ –ijhVy cuwl y’qy mF ny PLyr kdy vI rotI nf pkfeI.
GroN inklx qy cONqry dI kMD AuWqy bYTI hoeI afpxI mfxo df mUMh iewk vfrI PLyr cuMimaf. Auhny awgoN hOlI ijhI ‘imafAUN’ kIqf. KOry kI afKdI sI.
asIN hMJUaF ivwc zuwbIaF awKF nfl ipMz nUM Cwz rhy sF qy lfl sUhf lhU ivwc zuwibaf sUrj sfnUM afKLrI slfm krky zuwb igaf.