DrqI mF dI pukfr
koeI hY, jo pRmfxU bMbF dy vxjfiraF qoN myrI jfn Cuzfvy!
- suirMdr mMz

“sUrj dy afly duafly GuMmdIaF iPrdIaF afpxIaF hfnxF ivwcoN mYN Aus idn afpxy afp nUM sB qoN KusLiksmq smiJaf sI, ijs idn myry ijsm AuWqy jIvn ny pihlI aMgVfeI leI sI. iksy bKLsLxhfr ny mYnUM afpxI krm BUmI bxf ilaf. mYnUM Auh rihmqF nsIb hoeIaF, ijnHF AuWqy mfx krdI mYN QwkdI nf. smuMdr, brPLF lwdy aqy hry Bry phfV, Puwl bUty, psLU pMCI. mYN iehnF nfl klol krdI KIvI hoeI iPrdI. pihly qury jFdy, nvyN qury afAuNdy. ies afvfgvx dI rmjL krky hI mYN hrdm qfjLf dm hF. moh ivwc ipGlI hoeI mYN bKLisLsLF lutfAux lwgI. iksy nUM kuC, iksy nUM kuC. iesy dOrfn hI iensfn AuWqy sB qoN vwD idaflU ho jfx dI myry koloN Buwl ho geI, qy mYnUM pqf hI nhIN lwgf ik kd iensfnI buwDI dI Xfqrf sLurU krvfAux leI mYN KLud hI sfry drvfjLy KolH bYTI. bMdy dI ieh Xfqrf mYnUM eynI mihMgI peI hY ik puwCo nf.
ies bMdy ny puwq ny dusLihry vfly idn bMbF aqy hvfeIaF nfl nwko nwk Bry rfvx dy buwq vFgUM mYnUM pRmfxU bMbF aqy imjLfeIlF nfl nwko nwk Br Cwizaf hY. plIqy lfAux vfly vI iqafr br iqafr ibTfey hn. hfey Eey rwbf! hux mYN kI krF?
keI mYnUM dwsdy hn ik mYnUM mF df drjf idwqf hoieaf hY. pr ieh korf JUT aqy pfKMz hY. mF nUM qF koeI gflH nhIN kwZx idMdf iksy nUM. pr iesny pihlF Kud pUrI qrHF myry tukVy kIqy qy hux mYnUM qUMbf qUMbf krky AuzfAux leI hiQafr iqafr krI bYTf hY. iehnF kbuwiDaF ivwc sB qoN isafxf bMdf smJky AuWcf ahudf AuhnUM imldf hY, ijhVf myrIaF bodIaF Kohx dIaF sB qoN vwD jugqF jfxdf hY. iensfn myrf dusLmx ho igaf hY.
hor vyKo, myry AuWqy lkIrF vfh ky mulk bxy bYTy hn aqy iewk dUjy nUM mlIafmyt krn dI iqafrI ivwc juty hn. koeI dysL iksy hor dysL nUM Auzfvy, AuWzxf qF mYN eI aF. iehnF ‘coN koeI ijwqy, myrI qF hfr hI hfr hY. ieh lok dUsry nfloN afpxI qfkq df vwD pYmfnf ieh smJI bYTy hn ik mYnUM ikMnIN ku CyqI aqy ikMnf ku vwD PLnfh kr skdy hn. mYnUM dwso ik ieh iPr myry kI lwgdy hn? kI ieh mYnUM mF smJdy hn? nhIN. ieh kbuwDy aqy PLrybI hn qy mYnUM kwK nhIN smJdy. ieh mYnUM jokF icMbVIaF hn.
E rwbf! jy qUM ikqy hYN qF mYnUM dws ik ies do tMgy jfnvr nUM pYdf krn aqy pflx posLx leI qUM mYnUM ikAuN cuixaf? ieh iensfn nhIN, jrfsIm hn rogF dy aqy myry ijsm AuWqy kurbl kurbl kr rhy hn. ieh qyrI sfrI lIlf smfpq krn dy smrwQ hox leI sfrf jLor lgf rhy hn. ieh qF qyry vI iPr kfql hoey. ieho ijihaF dy hux qwk dy kfrnfimaF qoN qF nhIN lwgdf ik qyrf iensfn dy idl ivwc invfs hY. ieh gwl iehnF ny afpxI Bwl bxfAux leI jF BulyKy ivwc hI pRcfrI jfpdI hY. sB iksm dy Dfrimk ByKI afpxy ivruwD cwl rhI ies sfijLsL bfry cuwp hn. cuwp hI nhIN hn sgoN sfijLsLkfrF dy ihmfieqI hn. mYQoN bMdy df hor boJ nhIN cuwikaf jFdf.”
E BrfE, DrqI nUM apxwq dI njLr nfl vyKx aqy mihsUs krn vfilaF nUM DrqI mF dI pukfr jLrUr suxfeI idMdI hovygI aqy hux sOVy svfrQ qoN AuWpr AuWT ky afvfjL bulMd krn df vkq af igaf hY.
afpF ijs DrqI ‘coN pYdf hoey, ijsqoN Bojn pfxI Cikaf, ijsdI god ivwc Kyzy, ijs qoN aklF iswKIaF, ijs qoN ibnF afpF kuJ vI nhIN, jy afpF Aus DrqI bfry hI suihrd nhIN; afpF hor iksdy suihrd hovFgy?
pRcfr dI hnyrI ivwc AuWzdy iPrdy BrfE, ies vkq DrqI AuWqy muK mslf ieh nhIN hY ik ikhVf dysL pRmfxU bMb bxfAux dI koisLsL kr irhf hY; ijvyN ik awj kwlH keIaF dysLF bfry rOlf suxINdf hY.
sgoN hux sB qoN vwD loV ies gwl dI hY ik ijMny vI dysL pihlF pRmfxU bMb aqy hor KLqrnfk hiQafr bxf cuwky hn, Zyr lfeI bYTy hn, clf cuwky hn, ieh sfry dysL iml ky bYTx, mulijLmF vFgUM. pihlF qF afvdy afvdy mUMh qy pMj pMj cpyVF mfrn qy muVky mMnx ik hy DrqI mF! asF kmlpuxy ivwc jo gunfh kIqf hY, iesdI muafPLI mMgdy hF. aqy nfly ieh aYlfn vI krn ik DrqI nUM aqy iensfnIaq nUM asl KLqrf sfzy qoN hY ijhVy iesnUM PLnfh krn jogf smfn iqafr krI bYTy hF. asIN ies kMm qoN qobf krdy hF. qd ieh iksy hor nUM mwqF dyx jogy hoxgy.
pr idlcsp gwl vyKo ik Aultf ieh gunfhgfr dysL tolf bxf ky dUjy mulkF AuWqy ‘pRmfxU apRsfr sMDI’ (mqlb peI hor koeI nvF dysL eyho ijhy hiQafr nhIN bxf skdf) lfgU krI iPrdy hn. bVf rOlf pfAuNdy hn ik jy hux iksy hor dysL ny aYsf bMb bxfieaf qF asIN Ausdf bI nfs kr idaFgy. vyKo iehnF dIaF luqrbfjLIaF.
iewk gwl sfPL hY ik jy KLqrnfk bMb bxf cuwky dysL afpxy afpxy hiQafr/bMb KLqm krn dy rfh nhIN qurngy qF dunIaF AuWqy iehnF hiQafrF dI dOV kdI vI KLqm nhIN hovygI aqy nf hI iehnF mulkF nUM koeI nYiqk jF kfnUMnI hwk hY ik ieh bfkI dysLF nUM ies kMm qoN vrjx. qy nf hI iksy ny vrjy rihxf hI hY.
pRmfxU hiQafr Plfxy dysL kol BfvyN hox pr ZINgVy dysL kol nf hox, ieh muwdf nhIN hY. muwdf ieh hY ik DrqI AuWqy iewk vI pRmfxU bMb nf hovy. gwlF dI gwl ieh hY ik bMdy nUM ieh hwk eI nhIN ik ieh DrqI dI lIlHf nUM AuzfAux df iKLafl vI mn ivwc ilafvy.
DrqI nUM pRmfxU bMbF qoN mukq vyKx df iKLafl qF sohxf hY pr ies nUM hkIkq ivwc bdlx leI mfnvqf nUM bhuq vwzy sMGrsL ivwcoN lMGxf pYxf hY. qkVy dysL guMzI mfniskqf vfly ho gey hn. ieh iehnF dysLF dy lokF dy mnF nUM bdlx dI lVfeI hY. smuwcI mfnvqf dI aYsI rON bxy, ijhVI ies iewk nukqy AuWqy af ky KVH jfvy ik ‘jMgbfjL vpfrIE, asIN quhfzy bxy kolz zirMkjL aqy ibskut, BujIey, cfklyt vI qF Kfxy hn, pihlF qusIN sfzI DrqI mF nUM Kf jfx vfly sfry sLsqr KLqm kro. iPr mjbUrI dy mfry ieh moVf kwtxgy. iehnF dy aMdroN afpxy afp mfnvqf dI sMBfvnf bVI mwDm hY.
bVI tyZI lVfeI hY, pr EdoN qwk lVnI bxdI hY jd qwk sfzy ivwc sfh-swq bfkI hY. sLfied kdy asIN Aus muukfm AuWqy phuMc jfeIey ijwQy asIN isr AuTf ky kih skIey, “hy DrqI mF! afh vyK, qyry crnF ivwc rwKx leI sfzy hwQF ivwc hux bMb nhIN, Puwl hn. sfnUM aklmMd hox dy nfl cMgy bxn df afsLIrvfd vI dyh.”