hr Gtnf ipwCy koeI nf koeI kfrn avwsL huMdf hY

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asIN afpxI koTI awgy solF Puwt jgfH CwzI hoeI hY, AuWqy pwQr(kotf) lgfieaf hoieaf hY, jo pocf lfAux nfl sLIsLy vFg cmkdf hY. cfr-pMj mhIny pihlF dI gwl hY ik jdoN asIN pocf lgfAuNdy sI qF bfad ivwc kdy iewk GMty bfad qy kdy do-iqMn GMty bfad PLrsL AuWqy hry, lfl rMg dy iCwty idKfeI idMdy sI. myrI pqnI mYnUM Auh iCwty idKfAuNdI aqy puwCdI ik Auh ikwQoN afAuNdy sn. mYN AuhnUM kihMdf ik ieh iCwty koeI gLYbI sLkqI nhIN suwtdI, nf hI koeI EprI sLYa; afpy ies df pqf cl jfvygf.
iPr mhInf Br ieh vrqfrf lgfqfr cldf irhf. iewk idn mYN svyry aKLbfr pVH irhf sF qF pMj-swq iCwty aKbfr ‘qy izwgy qy PLrsL ‘qy vI izwg rhy sn. jdoN AuWpr vyiKaf qF zUMmxy dIaF mwKIaF AuWpr GuMm rhIaF sn qy ml mUqr iqafg rhIaF sn. sfzy Gr qoN do Gr Cwz ky iewk KflI plft ivwc iewk byrI AuWqy iewk zUMmxf lwgf hoieaf sI. ies qoN mwKIaF iewDr EDr GuMmdIaF rihMdIaF sn. ies qrHF sfzf iCwitaF vflf mslf hwl ho igaf. pr ies dy Ault jy iksy aMD ivsLvfsI dy Gr ieh iCwty izwgdy qF Aus ny bhuq zr jfxf sI qy sfDF, sMqF, qFqirkF aqy joqsLIaF qoN Aus dI pUrI luwt hoxI sI. iPr iksy kihxf sI ik pfT krfE jF hvn krfE. pr qrksLIl socxI vflf bMdf ies qrHF dI socxI ivwc nhIN pYNdf. Auh hmysLF qrk nfl socdf hY, Aus nUM pqf huMdf hY ik hr Gtnf ipwCy koeI nf koeI kfrn jLrUr huMdf hY. ieh gwl vwKrI hY ik sfnUM kfrn df jldI pqf nf lwgy.
iewk idn brsfqF dy mOsm ivwc rfqIN do vjy sfzy mkfn ivwcoN ajIb qrFH dIaF afvfjLF inklxIaF sLurU ho geIaF, jo myrI GrvflI ny suxIaF, pr mYnUM koeI pqf nf lwgf. Auh kuJ dyr afvfjLF suxn qoN bfad AuWTI aqy sfry mkfn aMdr pVqfl kIqI qF Aus nUM lwigaf ik ieh afvfjLF GMtI ivwcoN af rhIaF hn, ikAuNik mINh pYx kfrn GMtI dy sivwc ivwc pfxI pY irhf sI. Aus ny aMdrlf sivwc bMd kr idwqf aqy afvfjL afAuxI bMd ho geI. pr jy iksy afm Gr ivwc ieh Gtnf vfpr jFdI qF AuhnF ny cIkF mfrnIaF sn, muhwly nUM iekwTf kr lYxf sI qy sMBv hY ik Auh vI zr jFdy.
PrIdkot ijLlyH dy iewk ipMz ivwc iewk nvIN ivafhI vhutI gohf suwtx leI Zyr ‘qy jFdI qy Dwkf Kf ky AuWQy hI izwg jFdI. Aus dy Gr dy sfDF, isafixaF, qFqirkF kol gey. sfry hI AuhnF nUM vwKry-vwKry jvfb idMdy. koeI kihMdf ik ies nUM pryq Dwkf mfrdf hY, koeI kihMdf ik ies nUM cIlH cMbVI hoeI hY, koeI kihMdf hY ik ksr hY qy koeI sLhIdF dI ksr bfry kihMdf. 50-60 hjLfr Aukq isafixaF nUM lutf ky vI Aus kuVI nUM afrfm nf afieaf. afKr AuhnF ny qrksLIlF nfl sMprk kIqf. do qrksLIl mYNbr AuhnF nfl ipMz gey aqy Gr dy hr mYNbr qoN ibafn ley. iPLr mrIjL lVkI nUM Brosy ivwc lY ky puwCigwC kIqI qF Aus lVkI ny roNdy hoey dwisaf ik aMkl, sfzy 22 psLU hn. gohf cuwkxf vI mYN, suwtxf vI mYN, pwQxf vI mYN. mYnUM pUry igafrF vwj jFdy hn. myrI vI koeI jUn hY! shuM aY jy iksy ny gohy dy qsly nUM hwQ vI luafieaf hovy! gwl spwsLt hY ik jy AuhI gohf kUVf AusdI sws jF nxd dy isr ‘qy Diraf jfvy qF ksr AuhnF nUM vI hox lwg jfvygI. jy Gr ivwc iqMn jF cfr aOrqF hn qF AuhnF nUM vMz ky kMm krnf cfhIdf hY. jykr iewk nUM hI kMm krnf pvygf qF Aus nUM mfnisk Dwkf lwgygf hI. qrksLIlF ny Aus Gr dy mohrI nUM ikhf ik Gr ivwc kMm vMz ky krvfieaf jfvy aqy Kfx-pihnx sB nUM brfbr imly. sfzI gfrMtI hY ik iksy nUM vI ksr nhIN hovygI. hux Auh Gr TIk-Tfk vws irhf hY.
PiqhgVH sfihb ijLlHy dy iewk ipMz ivwc iewk aYm:ey: pVHI kuVI df ivafh hoieaf, jo ivafh dy 4-5 idn bfad mMjy ‘qy pY geI aqy cIkF mfrnIaF sLurU kr idwqIaF. bws iPLr sfDF sMqF qoN ielfj sLurU ho igaf. sfry pfisaF qoN Kwjl KuafrI aqy pYsy dI luwt krvf ky Auh qrksLIlF dy iewk mohrI kol af ky kihx lwgy ik qusIN kihMdy ho BUqF-pRyqF, ksrF nhIN huMdIaF, pr sfzI vhutI nUM ieh sfrf kuJ cMbiVaf hoieaf hY. jy qusIN pVHy ilKy ho qF sfzI vhutI vI aYm:ey: pVHI hoeI hY. qusIN Aus df ielfj kro jF qrksLIlqf Cwzo. qrksLIl sfQI ny AuhnF nUM ipafr nfl smJfieaf ik afpF jf ky msly df hwl lwB lYNdy hF. Aus ipMz ivwc jf ky Aus sfQI ny Gr dy hr iewk mYNbr qoN puCigwC kIqI aqy afKr ivwc Aus kuVI nUM Brosy ivwc lY ky Aus dy msly bfry pwuiCaf. Aus kuVI ny roNdI hoeI ny dwisaf ik mYN hostl ivwc pVHdI nsLy dIaF golIaF KFdI sF, jo mYN cfr idn jogIaF nfl vI ilafeI sI. pr hux Auh golIaF Kqm ho geIaF aqy myry hwzF pYrF ivwc cIsF pYNdIaF hn. mYN mMjy ‘qy peI rihx leI ieh bhfnf kIqf sI. qrksLIl sfQI ny ikhf ik qUM ieh sfrf kuJ afpxy shuiraF nUM dws dyxf sI. kuVI ny ikhf ik mYN ieh ikvyN kihMdI ik mYnUM nsLy dIaF golIaF ilaf ky dyvo, jdoN ik ieh agFh vDU pirvfr hY. Aus kuVI df ielfj krvf ky nsLf Cuzvfieaf igaf. hux Auh pirvfr TIk-Tfk jIvn bsr kr irhf hY.
iewk jwt ny afpxy 25 ikwilaF ivwc krfhf lvf ky jLmIn pwDrI krvfeI qy itAUbvYWl lfAux leI iewk joqsLI nUM bulf ilaf, qF ik cMgy pfxI vflI jgHf qy twk(mhUrq) lfieaf jf sky. joqsLI ny sfrI jLmIn ivwc iPLr-qur ky vyiKaf aqy jLmIn dy nINvyN pfsy twk lvf idwqf. jwt df lVkf piVHaf iliKaf sI. Aus ny afpxy ipqf nUM ikhf ik ijwQy joqsLI ny itAUbvYWl lfAux leI twk lfieaf hY, Auh jgHf nIvIN hY. ies qrHF sfnUM sfrI jLmIn qy dubfrf krfhf lfAuxf pvygf aqy 50 hjLfr KLrcf hor hovygf. nfly iehnF joqsLIaF nUM kI pqf ik pfxI ikwQy cMgf jF mfVf hY. sfnUM afpxy afp hI shI jgHf ‘qy itAUbvYwl lfAuxf cfhIdf hY. Aus jwt ny afpxy lVky nUM zFtdy hoey ikhf ik joqsLI jI mhfrfj sB jfxI-jfx hn. iehnF nUM pqf hY ik ikwQy cMgf pfxI hY, qUM afpxI smJ afpxy kol rwK.
rfq nUM joqsLI jI AuhnF dy Gr hI rhy.jdoN joqsLI nUM Kfxf dyxf sI qF jwt df lVkf kihMdf ik mYN joqsLI jI nUM Kfxf afp KuafvFgf. jwt ny ikhf ik sLukr hY ik muMzy nUM hux qF kuJ akl afeI. lVky ny imwTf zONgy dy hyTF pf ilaf,KLIr AuWpr pf leI qy joqsLI jI nUM dy idwqI. joqsLI ny KLIr df cmcf KfDf aqy ikhf ik kfkf, ies ivwc imwTf nhIN hY. pr lVkf kihMdf mYN imwTf pfieaf hY. joqsLI ny iPr iewk cmcf hor KfDf aqy iKJ ky ikhf ik kfkf mYN rojL KLIr hI KFdf hF, ies ivwc imwTf iblkul nhIN hY. lVky ny ikhf ik mYnUM qF zr sI ik qusIN khogy ik imwTf ijLafdf hY, ikAuNik mYQoN 5-6 cmcy cInI dy KLIr ivwc pY gey sn. joqsLI ny qIjI vfr Pyr cmcf lfieaf aqy kVk ky boilaf ik kfkf mYnUM byvkUPL bxfAuNdf eyN?lVky ny KLIr df zUMgf Qfl ivwc mUDf kr idwqf aqy cInI AuWpr af geI. joqsLI jI boly , “bws kfkf eynI hI gwl sI. qUM mYnUM dws dyNdf ik cInI KIr dy hyTF hY.” lVkf kihMdf, “joqsLI jI gwl eynI nhIN, gwl bhuq vwzI hY,ijs nUM do ieMc KIr dy hyTF imwTy df pqf nhIN lwgf,Auh 100 Puwt hyTF DrqI dy pfxI df ikvyN pqf lgfvygf?”
aMq ivwc mYN iehI khFgf ik iehnF sfDF sMqF, qFqirkF, joqsLIaF kol kuJ vI nhIN hY. bws ieh quwky nfl lokF nUM BMblBUsy ivwc pf ky AuhnF qoN pYsy luwtdy hn aqy smF vwKrf brbfd krdy hn. jy iehnF kol kuJ hovy qF ieh lokF dy drF qy dsqk ikAuN idMdy iPrn?