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rwb ny ieh dunIaF qy mnuwK ikAuN sfijaf!
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(28 sqMbr sLhId Bgq isMG df sLqfbdI jnm-idhfVf hY. iesy mhIny 9 sqMbr nUM hI ‘pfsL’ df jnm hoieaf. sqMbr dy mhIny jnm lYx vfly iehnF dohF XoiDaF df sLhIdI idhfVf vI iewko idn 23 mfrc nUM hI pYNdf hY. nmUny vjoN dohF dIaF ilKLqF Cfp ky asIN ‘sIrq’ vwloN AuhnF nUM sLrDFjlI Byt krdy hF)

ijhVf vI mnuwK pRgqI df hfmI hY, AusnUM lfËmI qOr AuWqy purfxy ivÈvfs dI hr gwl dI aflocnf krnI peygI, iehdy ivwc aivÈvfs pRgt krnf peygf, qy iehdy hr pihlU nUM vMgfrnf peygf, pRcwlq ivÈvfs dI iekwlI iekwlI gwl dI bf-dlIl pux-Cfx krnI peygI. jy koeI dlIl nfl iksy iswDFq jF ÌlsÌy ivwc ivÈvfs krn lwgdf hY, qF Auhdf ivÈvfs srfhuxXog hY. AuhdI dlIl Êlq jF bybuinafd ho skdI hY. pr AuhnF nUM drusq rfh qy ilaFdf jf skdf hY, ikAuNik qrkÈIlqf AuhdI iËMdgI df DrU-qfrf jo huMdI hY. pr inrHf ivÈvfs aqy aMnHf ivÈvfs Éqrnfk huMdf hY. ieh idmfÊ nUM kuMd bxfAuNdf hY aqy bMdy nUM pRqIgfmI (ipCFh-iKwcU) bxf idMdf hY. ijhVf vI bMdf XQfrQvfdI hox df dfavf krdf hY, AusnUM smuwcy purfqn ivÈvfs nUM cYlMj krnf prygf. jy ieh ivÈvfs dlIl awgy nf KV sky qF ieh Zih ZyrI ho jfxgy. iÌr Aus bMdy df pihlf kMm sfry purfqn ivÈvfs nUM qbfh krky nvyN ÌlsÌy leI ËmIn iqafr krnf peygf. ieh nfkfrqmk pwK hY. ies qoN mgroN sfkfrqmk kMm ÈurU huMdf hY, ijs ivwc keI vfr purfxy ivÈvfs dI kuwJ smwgrI muV AusfrI leI vrqI jf skdI hY. ijwQoN qwk myrf sMbMD hY, mYN ieh qslIm krdf hF ik mYN ies bfry bhuqf aiDaYn nhIN kr sikaf. eyÈIafeI ÌlsÌy nUM pVHn dI myrI vwzI rIJ sI, pr mYnUM ies df vkq jF mOkf nhIN iml sikaf. pr ijwQoN qwk nfkfrqmk pwK df sMbMD hY mYnUM ies hwd qwk XkIn hY ik mYN purfqn ivÈvfs dI puÉqgI AuWqy ikMqU kr skdf hF. mYnUM pwkf XkIn hY ik kudrq nUM clfAux vflf koeI sucyq-sqf nhIN hY. sfzf kudrq ivwc XkIn hY aqy smuwcI qrwkI df inÈfnf mnuwK df kudrq AuWqy afpxI syvf vfsqy Êlbf pfAuxf hY. iehdy ipwCy koeI sucyq cflk ÈkqI nhIN hY. ieho sfzf ÌlsÌf hY.
nfkfrqmk pwK qoN asIN afsqkF qoN kuwJ svfl puwCdy hF:
1) quhfzy ivÈvfs anusfr jy koeI srv ÈkqImfn, srv-ivafpk aqy svr igafqf rwb hY- qF dunIaF jF DrqI nUM ijs ny sfijaf sI. mYnUM ieh dwsx dI imhrbfnI kro ik Aus ny DrqI sfjI hI ikEN? Auh DrqI jo duwKF-afÌqF, axigxq anMq duKFqF nfl BrI peI hY. ijwQy iewk vI jIa pUrI qrHF suKI nhIN hY.
imhrbfnI kr ky ieh nf afKo ik ieh Ausdf nym hY: jy Auh iksy nym dy vws hY, qF Auh srv ÈkqImfn nhIN. qF Ìyr Auh vI sfzy vFg Êulfm hY. imhrbfnI kr ky ieh vI nf afKo ik Auh Aus df Èugl hY. nIro ny qF iewko rom sfV ky svfh kIqf sI. Aus ny igxqI dy bMdy jfnoN mfry sn. Aus dy hwQoN bhuq Gwt duKFq vfpry. ieh sB Aus ny afpxy mËy leI kIqf aqy ieiqhfs ivwc AusnUM ikhVI QF hfsl hY? ieiqhfskfr Ausdf iËkr ikhVy nfvF nfl krdy hn? sfry ivhuly ivÈyÈk Ausdy leI vrqy jFdy hn. Ëflm, byrihm, ÈYqfn nIro dI inKyDI krn leI lfhnqF nfl siÌaF dy sÌy kfly kIqy pey hn. iewk cMgyË Éfn ny mËf lYx leI kuwJ hËfr lokF dI jfn leI sI aqy awj asIN Aus dy nfm qwk nUM nÌrq krdy hF. qF Ìyr qusIN afpxy srb ÈkqImfn anMq nIro nUM ikvyN vfjb TihrfEgy: jo ajy vI hr idn, hr GVI aqy hr pl axigxq kql krI jf irhf hY? qusIN Aus dIaF krqUqF dI hmfieq ikvyN krogy, ijhVIaF plo-plI cMgyË dIaF krqUqF nUM vI mfq pfeI jFdIaF hn? mYN puwCdf hF ik Aus ny ieh dunIaF bxfeI hI ikEN sI- dunIaF ijhVI swcIN-muwcIN df nrk hY, anMq aqy qlÉ bycYnI df Gr hY? srb ÈkqImfn ny mnuwK ikEN sfijaf, jd ik Aus dy kol mnuwK nUM sfjx dI qfkq sI? iehnF sfrIaF gwlF df quhfzy kol kI jvfb hY? qusIN ieh afKogy ik agly jnm ivwc mfsUm pIVqF nUM invfjx leI, kukrmIaF nUM sËf dyx leI Aus ny ieMj kIqf? awCf qF Ìyr, qusIN Aus bMdy nUM ikvyN hwkI TihrfEgy, jo quhfzy srIr nUM ies vfsqy ËÉmI krdf hY ik mgroN bVy ipafr nfl tkorF krygf? glYzIeytr sMsQf dy hmfieqIaF aqy pRbMDkF df ieh kfrf ikwQoN qfeIN shI huMdf sI, dUjy Auh BuwKy kropI ÈyrF awgy bMidaF nUM ies leI suwt idMdy sI ik, jy Auh ÈyrF hwQoN ijAUNdy bc gey, qF Ìyr AuhnF dI bhuq Éfqr-qvwjo hovygI? iesy krky mYN puwCdf hF: “scyq srb AuWc swqf ny ieh dunIaF aqy mnuwK ikEN sfijaf? mËf lYx leI. Ìyr Auhdy ivwc aqy nIro ivwc Ìrk hI kI hY?
muslmfn aqy eIsfeIE: ihMdU drÈn kol qF hor vI dlIl hoeygI. mYN quhfzy koloN AuWprly svflF dy jvfb puwCdf hF. pUrbly jnm ivwc quhfzf XkIn nhIN hY. qusIN ihMdUaF vFg mfsUm pIVqF aqy pihly kIqy mMdy krmF vflI dlIl nhIN vrq skdy. mYN quhfQoN puwCdf hF ik srb ÈkqImfn ny ieh dunIaF sfjx leI Cy idn imhnq ikEN kIqI? Aus ny ikEN ikhf sI ik sB awCf hY? Aus nUM awj hI swdo. Aus nUM ipClf ieiqhfs idKfE. Aus nUM mOjUdf hflfq bfry jfnx idE. Ìyr dyKFgy ik Auh ieh kihx dI jurawq krdf hY: sB awCf hY.
jylHKfinaF dIaF kflkoTVIaF qoN gMdIaF bsqIaF aqy JONpVIaF ivwc BuwK-mrI dy hwQoN mr rhy lwKF hI lokF nUM dyK ky pUMjIvfdI lokF koloN cuwp cfp jF kih lE byvfsqgI nfl afpxf lhU iplf rhy lutINdy mËdUrF nUM dyK ky, iensfnI qfkq dI brbfdI ijs nUM dyK ky awq sfDfrn buwDI vflf ivakqI vI zr nfl kMbx lwg jfey aqy loVvMd AuqpfdnF nUM vMzx dI QF vfDU pYdfvfr smuMdrF ivwc suwtI jFdI vyK ky, iensfnF dIaF hwzIaF nfl icxIaF nIhF AuWqy AuWsry bfdÈfhF dy mhwl nUM dyK ky Auh rqf afKy qF shI: sB awBf hY. ikAuN aqy iks kfrn? ieh myrf svfl hY. qusIN cuwp ho TIk hY, mYN afpxI gwl awgy qordf hF.
qusIN ihMdU ieh afKdy ho ik awj ijhVf vI duwK Jwl irhf hY, Auh pUrbly jnmF dy mMdy krmF krky hY. TIk qusIN ieh vI kihMdy ho ik ijhVy awj lokF nUM dbf rhy hn, AUh pUrbly jnmF ivwc Drmfqmf lok sn. ies krky AuhnF dy hwQ qfkq hY. mYN qF mMndf hF ik quhfzy vwzy-vzyry bVy Èfqr lok sn, AUh aYsy iswDFq lwBx ivwc lwgy rhy, ijnHF nfl qrk aqy aivÈvfs nUM Éqm kIqf jf sky. pr afpF dyKdy hF ik ies dlIl ivwc ikMnf ku vËn hY.
bhuq AuWGy inaF ÈfsqrIaF df ivcfr hY ik ksUrvfr nUM jo sËf idwqI jFdI hY, Aus dy iqMn jF cfr mksd ho ksdy hn aqy iesy afDfr AuWqy sËf nUM vfjb krfr idwqf jf skdf hY. ieh mksd hn: bdlf, suDfr aqy vrjx leI zr. hux sfry isafxy icMqk bdly dy iswDFq dI inKyDI krdy hn. vrjx vfly iswDFq dI vI nukqfcInI ho rhI hY. suDfrk iswDFq hI ËrUrI hY aqy iensfnI qrwkI df atuwt aMg hY. ies iswDFq df mMqv ieh hY ik ksUrvfr sB qoN vwD kfbl aqy amn psMd ÈihrI bx ky smfj ivwc vfps jfvy. pr jy asIN ieh mMn vI leIey ik bMidaF ny (pUrbly jnm ivwc) pfp kIqy hoxgy, qF rwb ijhVI AuhnF nUM sËf idMdf hY, Ah ikho ijhI hY? qusIN afKdy ho ik Auh AuhnF nUM gF, ibwlI, drÉq, jVHI bUtI jF jfnvr dy rUp ivwc jnm lYx leI Byjdf hY. qusIN iehnF sËfvF dI igxqI 84 lwK mMndy ho. mYnUM ieh dwso ik iesdf mnuwK AuWqy koeI suDfrk asr pYNdf hY? qusIN aYsy ikMny ku jixaF nUM imly ho, ik Auh pfp krn kfrn ipCly jnm ivwc gDy dI jUny pey sn? koeI nhIN imilaf hoxf? afpxy purfxF dy ibrqFq dI loV nhIN. mYN quhfzIaF imiQhfisk khfxIaF df iËkr nhIN CUhxf cfhuMdf. ies qoN ibnF qufhnUM ies gwl df pqf hY ik dunIaF ivwc sB qoN vwzf pfp ÊrIb hoxf hY. ÊrIbI pfp hY, ieh sËf hY. qusIN ieho ijhIaF sËfvF qjvIË krn vfly iksy aprfD-ivigafnI, iksy kfnUMndfn jF kfnUMnsfË dI ikMnI ku isÌq-slfh krogy, ijs nfl mnuwK hor vDyry gunfh krn leI mjbUr huMdf hY? kI quhfzy rwb ny ies gwl bfry pihlF nhIN soicaf sI jF Auh vI ieh gwlF mnuwKqf dIaF akih duwKF-qklIÌF dI kImq AuWqy qjribaF rfhIN iswKdf hY? quhfzI jfcy iksy cmfr jF BMgI dy anpVH pirvfr ivwc jMmy bMdy dI kI hoxI hoeygI? Auh ÊrIb hY, ies leI Auh pVHfeI nhIN kr skdf. Éud nUM cMgy smJx vfly dUjy iensfn AusnUM nÌrq krdy hn aqy iDwkfrdy hn, ikAuNik Auh AucyrI jfq ivwc pYdf hoey sn. AusdI aigafnqf AusdI ÊrIbI aqy ijhVf slUk Ausdy nfl huMdf hY, iehnF sfrIaF gwlF kfrn smfj qfeIN Ausdf idl sÉq ho jfeygf. ÌrË kro ik Auh koeI pfp krdf hY, qF iesdf ÉfimafËf kOx Brygf? rwb jF pfp krn vflf jF smfj dy guxI-igafnI bMdy? AuhnF lokF nUM imlIaF sËfvF bfry qusIN kI afKogy ijnHF nUM ihrsI aqy hMkfrI bRfhmxF ny jfx buwJ ky aigafnqf dIaF gfrF ivwc suwitaf sI. AUhnF df ksUr ieho sI ik AUhnF pfpIaF ny quhfzy igafn dIaF pivwqr poQIaF vydF dIaF kuwJ sqrF afpxy kMnIN sux leIaF sn aqy qusIN AuhnF dy kMnF ivwc iswkf Zfl ky pf idwqf sI, jy AuhnF ny koeI ksUr kIqf sI qF ies df ijMmydfr kOx sI aqy ibpqf iks dy isr qy pYxI sI? myry ipafry dosqo! ieh sfry iswDFq Éfs aiDkfrF dy mflkF dIaF kfZF hI hn, iehnF iswDFqF sdkf Auh afpxI luwtI hoeI qfkq dOlq aqy AuWqmqf nUM vfjb TihrfAuNdy hn. hF Èfied aptn isnklyar ny iksy QF iliKaf sI ik bMdy nUM (afqmf dI) amrqf ivwc XkIn krn lf idE aqy Ìyr Ausdy kol jo kuwJ vI hY, Auh luwt lE. Auh sgoN hws ky quhfzI mdd krygf. Dfrimk AupdyÈkF aqy hukmrfnF ny imlI Bugq krky jylHF, PfhIaF, korVy aqy iehnF iswDFqF dI kfZ kwZI sI.
mYnUM ieh dwso ik quhfzf srb-ÈkqImfn rwb hr iksy bMdy nUM ksUr jF pfp krnoN vrjdf ikEN nhIN? Ausdy leI qF ieh kMm bhuq sOKf hY. Aus ny jMgbfËF nUM ikAuN nf jfnoN mfiraf jF AuhnF dy jMgI pfglpn nUM mfr ky vwzI jMg nfl mnuwKqf AuWqy afeI prlo nUM ikAuN nf bcfieaf? Auh aMgryË lokF dy mnF ivwc koeI ieho ijhf jËbf ikEN nhIN Br idMdf ik Ah ihMdusqfn nUM Cwz ky cly jfx? Auh sfry srmfeydfrF dy idlF ivwc ieh jËbf ikEN nhIN Br idMdf ik Auh pYdfvfrI sfDnF dI sfrI jfiedfd nUM Cwz dyx aqy sfry imhnqkÈ qbky nUM hI nhIN sgoN sfry mnuwKI smfj nUM hI pUMjIvfd dy bMDn qoN Cutkfrf pf dyx. qusIN bihs krnf cfhogy ik smfjvfdI iswDFq lfgU ho skdf hY jF nhIN, mYN ies nUM lfgU krn df iËMmf quhfzy prvdidgfr AuWqy suwtdf hF. ijwQoN qwk afm lok BlfeI df sMbMD hY, lokF nUM smjfvfd dy guxF df pqf hY. Auh ies df ivroD ies nukqy qoN krdy hn ik ieh lfgU nhIN ho skdf. clo, quhfzf rwb afvy aqy sB kuwJ bfkfiedf qrIky nfl kr dyvy. hux qusIN dlIl ivwcoN dlIl kwZx dI koiÈÈ nf krnI. mYN quhfnUM dwsdf hF: ihMdosqfn AuWqy jy brqfnvI hkUmq hY qF ieh rwb dI mrËI kfrn nhIN hY, sgoN ies df kfrn ieh hY ik sfzy ivwc ies df ivroD krn dI ihMmq nhIN hY. Auh rwb dI mdd nfl sfnUM gulfm nhIN rwK rhy, sgoN AuhnF ny bMdUkF, qopF, bMbF, goilaF, puils, ÌOj dI mdd nfl sfnUM Êulfm bxfieaf hoieaf hY aqy sfzf ksUr kI hY ik Auh (mnuwKI) smfj ivruwD sB qoN vwD iGxfAuxf gunfh ieh kr rhy hn ik iewk kOm hwQoN dUjI kOm luwtI jf rhI hY. ikwQy hY rwb? Auh kr kI irhf hY? kI Auh mnuwKqf dIaF iehnF sfrIaF duwK qklIÌF df mËf lY irhf hY? Auh nIro hY, Auh cMgyË KF hY. rwb murdfbfd!
qusIN mYnUM puwCogy ik ies dunIaF df, aqy mnuwK df afrMB ikvyN hoieaf sI? cfrls zfrivn ny ies ivÈy AuWqy cfnxf pfAux dI koiÈÈ kIqI hY. Aus df muqfilaf kro. sohMm svfmI dI ikqfb ‘kfmnsYNs’ pVHo. quhfnUM ies svfl df jvfb kuwJ hwd qwk iml jfvygf. ieh kudrq df ivÈf hY. vwK-vwK pdfrQF dy ieqÌfkIaf myl nfl DrqI aqy bUly dy rUp ivwc pYdf hoeI sI. kdoN? ieh jfxn leI ieiqhfs pVHo. ies aml ivwc jfnvr aqy Ìyr aÉIr ivwc mnuwK pYdf hoieaf sI. qusIN zfrivn dI ikqfb “Eirijn afÌ spIsIË” pVHo aqy Aus qoN mgroN jo AuWnqI hoeI, Auh mnuwK dI kudrq nfl lgfqfr twkr aqy mnuwK vwloN kudrq AuWqy kfbU pfAux dI koiÈÈ vjoN hoeI sI. DrqI dy afid bfry ieh sB qoN sMKyp ijhf vyrvf hY.
quhfzf aglf svfl ieh ho skdf hY ik ipCly jnm ivwc mfVy krm nf kIqy hox qF koeI bwcf aMnf jF lMgVf ikEN jMmdf hY? jIv-ivigafnIaF ny ies smwisaf df iËkr kIqf hY ik ieh jIv-ivigafnk ivÈf hY. ies dy kfrn bwcy dy mF-ipE dy jIv-ieiqhfs ivwc hI huMdy hn.
kudrqn qusIN iewk hor svfl puwC ksdy ho: BfvyN ik ieh inrf bcgfnf svfl hI hY. Auh svfl ieh hY ik jy rwb nhIN sI qF Ìyr lok Aus nuM mMnx ikvyN lwgy? myrf jvfb spwÈt aqy sMKyp hovygf. ijvyN lok BUq pRyqF nUM mMnx lwg pey. Ìrk isrÌ eynf hY ik rwb ivwc ivÈvfs qkrIbn srb-ivafpk hY aqy iesdf drÈn kfÌI ivkisq hY. kuwJ pirvrqnkfrIaF vFg myrf ivcfr ieh nhIN hY ik rwb afid luwt-Ksuwt krn vfilaF dI krqUq sI, qF ik Auh srb-AuWc swqf dI hoNd df pRcfr krky afpxIaF gwdIaF kfiem rwKx leI lokF nUM gulm rwK skx. BFvyN ik AuhnF nfl myrf ies ËrUrI nukqy nfl koeI mqByd nhIN hY ik sfry Dfrimk mwq, Drm iswDFq aqy hor ieho ijhIaF sMsQfvF afÉrkfr jfbr, dmnkfrI sMsQfvF, ivakqIaF aqy jmfqF dIaF hmfieqI hI ho inwbVdIaF hn. hr Drm ieh kihMdf hY ik bfdÈfh ivruwD bÊfvq krnf hmyÈF hI pfp huMdf hY.
rwb dy afid bfry myrf afpxf ivcfr ieh hY ik jd mnuwK nUM afpxIaF sImfvF kmËorIaF aqy kmIaF df aihsfs ho igaf qF Ausny rwb dI kflpink hoNd bxf leI, qF ik iemiqhfnI hflq ivwc idRVqf nfl sfhmxf krn leI mnuwK nUM hOslf imly, qF ik sfry ÉqiraF df jvF-mrdI nfl mukfblf kr sky aqy KuÈhflI aqy amIrI dI hflq ivwc afpxIaF iewCfvF AuWqy kfbU pf sky. mnuwK ny rwb nUM iehdy inwjpUrk nymF aqy pflxhfr guxF dy rUp ivwc icqivaf sI aqy icqiraf sI. AusdI kropI aqy inwjpUrk nymF nUM ivcfrn vyly Auh qfVnf df kMm idMdf sI qF mnuwK smfj vfsqy Éqrf nf bx jfvy. Auhdy pflxhfr guxF ivwc Auh mF-ipqf, BYx, BfeI dosq aqy mddgfr sI qF ik Aus hflq ivwc jd bMdy nUM aOKy vyly hr koeI Cwz jfvy qF Aus GVI vI bMdy nUM ieh Drvfs rhy ik AuhdI mdd krn leI AUhnUM Zfrs dyx leI sdf slfmq rihx vflf swcf imwqr rwb hI hY. afid kfl ivwc rwb swcy arQF ivwc smfj leI lfhyvMd sI. aOKI GVI vyly rwb df ivcfr bMdy leI mddgfr huMdf hY.
smfj ny ijvyN buwqpUjf aqy Drm dy qMgnËr sMklp ivruwD lVfeI lVI sI, Esy qrHF smfj nUM rwb dy ivÈvfs ivruwD lVnf pYxf hY. iesy qrHF jd bMdf afpxy pYrIN hox dI koiÈÈ krn lwgf aqy XQfrQvfdI hox lwgf qF AuhnUM rwb df ivÈvfs lFBy suwtxf peygf aqy hr muÈkl, hr afÌq aqy hr qrHF dI hflq df zt ky mukfblf krnf peygf. ies vyly myrI hflq iblkul iehI hY. myry dosqo, myrf ieh koeI ahMkfr nhIN hY. mYN afpxI socx ivDI nfl hI nfsqk bixaf hF. myrf iÉafl nhIN ik rwb ivwc ivÈvfs krn nfl aqy hr roË ardfs krn nfl (ijhVf ik mYN mnuwK df sB qoN vwD ÉudgrËI krn vflf aqy GtIaf kMm smJdf hF) myrf kuwJ sOr skdf hY jF iehdy nfl myrI hflq hor vI BYVI ho jfvygI. mYN AuhnF nfsqkF bfry piVHaf hY, ijnHF ny bhuq zt ky sfrIaF muÈklF df mukfblf kIqf sI. iesy leI mYN aÉIr qwk ÌFsI dy qÉqy ‘qy vI, mrd vFg isr qfx ky sfbq kdm rihx dI koiÈÈ kr irhf hF.
dyKIey mYN ies AuWqy ikMnf ku pUrf AuWqrdf hF. myry iksy dosq ny mYnUM ardfs krn leI ikhf sI. jd mYN AusnUM dwisaf ik mYN qF nfsqk hF, qF Auh kihx lwgf: “dyKIN afpxy afÉrI idnF ivwc qUM rwb nUM mMnx lwg jfeyNgf.” mYN awgoN ikhf, nhIN ipafry jnfb jI, ies qrHF hrigË nhIN hox lwgf. ieMj krnf myry leI bVI GtIaf aqy psqI vflI gwl hoeygI. ÉudÊrËI vfsqy mYN ardfs krnI. pfTko aqy dosqo, kI ieh hAumY hY. jy ieh hY qF mYN ies leI idRV hF.
( ‘mYN nfsiqk ikAuN hF’ ivcoN)