mogy vfÜf ividafrQI aMdoln

- igafnI sMqoK isMG afstRylIaf

(ies ilKq nUM virafm isMG sMDU dI iesqoN aglI ilKq ‘myrI pihlI igRÌqfrI’ dI BUimkf vjoN vI piVHaf jf skdf hY-sMpfdk)

pRisD sfihqkfr s[ virafm isMG sMDU df lyK ‘myrI pihlI igRÌqfrI’ pVH ky mYnUM vI Aus smy dIaF GtnfvF cyqy af geIaF.
1972 dy aKIrly mhIny sn ik prYs ivwc Ébr PYlI ik mogy ivwc iewk isnymf mflkF dy swdy qy puls ny isnymf vyKx dy ÈONkIn kuwJ kfljI muMizaF qy goÜI clf idqI ijs nfÜ kuwJ mOqF ho geIaF. ikMnIaF hoeIaF, ieh hux mYnUM Xfd nhI. ieh Ébr sux ky hmdrdI vjoN sMq Ìiqh isMG jI ny vI EQy isMG sBf gurduafry ivwc jf Drnf mfiraf.
Éflsf kflj aMimRqsr dy pRbMDk afm qOr qy smy dI srkfr dy sihXogI hox krky, kflj dy ividafrQI kdI Gwt hI iksy aYjItyÈn ivwc ihwsf ilaf krdy sn. myry imwqrF, j[ drÈn isMG eIsfpur, s[ drÈn isMG mjbUr, s[ ajIq isMG mOlvI afid ny slfh kIqI ik ies kflj dy ividafrQIaF nUM aMdoln ivwc Èfml krn leI kuwJ kIqf jfvy. sfQIaF dI bxfeI skIm anusfr kuwJ cUVIaF qy cuMnIaF df pRbMD kIqf igaf qy iewk svyry kflj KulHx dy smy qoN pihlF hI asIN kflj dy, puqlIGr vfÜy pfsy qoN jI[ tI[ roz qy vfikaf, pihly gyt sfhmxy phuMc gey. EQy llfrI df iewk tuwitaf ijhf qÉqpoÈ ipaf sI. Aus Aupr mYnUM Klo ky BfÈn krn leI afiKaf igaf.
lMmf smf mY BfÈn krdf irhf jo vI ividafrQI afAuNdf irhf, Auh aMdr jfx dI bjfie EQy hI Klo jFdf irhf. sfry pRoPYsr afid stfP vI EQy hI iekwTy huMdy gey. puls vI BfrI igxqI ivwc phuMc geI. cfr cyhry mYnUM hux vI Xfd hn. iewk kflj dy ipRMsIpl sfihb, iewk pRoPYsr krnYl isMG iQMd, zI[ sI[ qy aYs[ aYs[ pI[ . ivÈfl hjUm sfhmxy jdoN mY ieh afiKaf ik mogy dIaF ividafrQxF ny quhfzy vfsqy afh cUVIaF qy cuMnIaF ByjIaF hn qF Esy smy mOlvI jI ny hvf ivwc cUVIaF qy cuMnIaF lihrf ky ividafrQIaF dI BIV vwl iKlfr ky suwt idqIaF. ividafrQI bhuq joÈ ivwc af ky jYkfry qy hor nfhry lfAux lwg pey. puls sfvDfn ho geI. ieh kuwJ gyt qoN bfhr vfpiraf. mgroN gyt dy aMdrvfr izptI kimÈnr ny ividafQIaF nUM eynI isafxp nfÜ sMboDn kIqf ik myry sfry BfÈn qy pfxI Pyr ky rwK idqf. sgoN mY vI Aus dIaF gwlF nfl ÈFq ho igaf qy mYnUM Aus dIaF gwlF suKfvIaF suKfvIaF ijhIaF lwgx lwg peIaF. qfhIAuN mY kI vyKdf hF ik j[ drÈn isMG eIsfpur ny aqI sMKyp pr aYsf DUaFDfr lYkcr idqf ik muMzy iPr grm ho gey qy joÈ ivwc af ky grmf grm nfhry lfAux lg pey. zI[ sI[ ny afpxy Bfsn ivwc afiKaf sI ik srkfr hryk mrn vfly dy mfipaF nUM pMjfh pMjfh hËfr rupeIaf dyvygI. zI[ sI[ dI ies gwl dy jvfb ivwc jdoN jQydfr eIsfpur ny afiKaf ik zI[ sI[ sfihb df muMzf mY mfr idMdf hF qy iesnUM pMjfh hjfr rupieaf dy idMdf hF. kI ieh mMn lvygf? muMizaF ny srkfr dy iÉlfÌ nfhry cuwk idqy. zI[ sI[ qy aYs[ aYs[ pI qF cuwp kIqy iKsk gey pr puls dUr Gyrf pf ky KloqI rhI. nf geI qy nf nyVy afeI. pulIs GoV svfr vI sI qy pYdl vI. iksy iksm dI gVbV rokx leI pUrI qrHF iqafr br iqafr.
asIN joÈIly ividafrQIaF df jlUs lY ky GMtf Gr nUM cwl pey. polIs ny koeI dÉl nhI idqf. dUr dUr nfÜ nfÜ qurI afAuNdI rhI. kuwJ ÈrfrqI muMzy smy smy pulIs nUM vwty vI mfrdy rhy, pr pulIs iblkul jbq ivwc rhI. rsqy ivwc afAux vfÜIaF dukfnF dy borz qy hor vI jo kuwJ sfhmxy afey, joÈIly ividafrQI BMnI qoVI jfx. mY bQyrf rokF pr ruky kOx! hor koeI vI iksy nUM nf roky. BfeI gurdfs jI dy ÈbdF ivc, hflq ieh sI, “koie n iksY vrjeI soeI krY joeI min BfxY]”
KYr rwb rwb krky GMtf Gr ivKy jlUs smfpq ho igaf. koeI Kfs axsuKfvIN Gtnf nhI vfprI. muMizaF dIaF AuksfhtF dy bfvjUd Aus idn pulIs ny bVf jbq qoN kMm ilaf. mY qF afdI sF akflI moricaF df ieiqhfs pVH pVH ky qy Éud 1955 df morcf vyiKaf aqy 1960, 1961, 1966 qy 1971 dy moricaF ivwc srgrm vI irhf. mYnUM qF ies qrHF dI iksy aYjItyÈn df koeI igafn nhI sI. eynf hI pqf sI srkfr dy hr pRkfr dy qÈwdd dy shmxy ÈFq rih ky siqafgRih krnf. ieh myry vfsqy pihlI qy nvI gwl sI ik Éud iksy df koeI nuksfn kIqf jfvy.
rfq nUM sRI gurU rfmdfs srF dy kmrf nMbr 132, ijQy ik asIN irhf krdy sF[ kuwJ nOjvfnF dI mIitMg hoeI. ies ivwc agly idn dy pRogrfm bfry ivcfrF kIqIaF geIaF. iewk cMgf jvfn qy pRBfvÈflI ÈÉsIaq df svfmI, Kwby pwKI ividafQI jQybMdI df afgU, vI EQy mOjUd hI nhI sI; blik sfrI mIitMg ivwc EhI Èfieaf irhf. Ausny gVbV PYlfAux dy ZMgF qy cMgI roÈnI pfeI. gwzI dy ieMjx nUM inkMmf ikvyN krnf, gwzI nUM lIhoN ikvyN lfhuxf, agn bMb ikvyN bxfAyuxf qy ikvyN clfAuxf afid bhuq sfrIaF skImF Ausny dwsIaF. mY ieh sfrIaF gwlF sux sux ky qy ies nfÜ hox vfÜy byksUr jnqf dy nuksfn bfry soc soc afpxy aMdr hI aMdr kMbI jfvF ik ieh ikho ijhI aYjItyÈn hY! mY qF ieh kuwJ krnf qF ikDry irhf, huMdf vyK vI nhI skdf. iewk do vfr dwbI ijhI Ëbfn ivwc mY afpxI gwl dwsx df Xqn vI kIqf pr sfry hI grm iKaflIaF ivwc myrI TMzI ijhI gwl nUM kmjorI smJ ky iksy gOiÜaf nf. myry vfsqy ieh sfrI ivcfr goÈtI ivwc ivcfry jf rhy ivcfr gurbfxI dI iswiKaf, gurU sfihbfn df ieiqhfs qy akflI iÌlfÌI dy AuÜt lwgdy sn qy mY aijhIaF srgrmIaF ivwc Èfml nhI sI ho skdf jo srbwq dy Bly dy AuÜt jFdIaF hox. mY ivcoN AuT ky afAux leI soicaf pr ieh ivcfr ky, ik rwb nf kry jy ikqy ies mIitMg dI gwl bfhr inkÜ geI qF Èwk myry qy ho skdf hY. AuproN smwisaf ieh vI ik ÈRomxI kmytI df pRcfrk hox dy nfqy ieh kuwJ krnf myry leI vfjb vI nhI sI. iPr sfiraF ivwc mY pRDfn jI dy Brosy vfÜf smiJaf jFdf sF qy iksy mfVI Gtnf ivwc myrI ÈmUlIaq AuhnF nUM Aulfhmf idvf skdI sI. jo mY kr skdf sI Auh hI kIqf. mIitMg ivwc qF bYTf irhf pr agly idn mY Éflsf kflj, Aus aYjItyÈn ivwc ihwsf lYx nf igaf ikAuNik mY ihMsk gVbV nfÜ sihmq nhI sF. rfqo rfq srkfr ny krVy pRbMD kr ley qF ik iksy iksm dI ihMsk gVbV nUM roikaf jf sky. myry sfQI jo EQy gey, pihlF hI iqafr bYTI pulIs AuhnF nUM kfbU krky jyhl ivwc lY geI. Èihr ivwc PlYg mfrc ÈurU kr idqf igaf.
acwl vtfly dy isDF dy pRisD myly qy sjy dIvfn ivwc vI ies bfry mY boilaf qy pulIs myry mgr lwg geI pr mY iksy qrHF AuhnF dy kfbU afAux qoN bc hI igaf. ciVwk ipMz dy mOq df iÈkfr hoey ividafQIaF dy Bog qy vI jfx df mOkf imiÜaf. ies pfT dy Bog dI rsm smy s[ afqmf isMG, j[ jIvn isMG AumrfnMgl afid akflI afgU vI puwjy hoey sn. ies qrHF mY s[ virafm isMG sMDU ijhy dfnÈvrF dI jyhl ivclI sMgq qoN vFJf rih igaf. ÈRomxI akflI dl vwloN clfey moricaF qoN ielfvf ieh bfhrI qy vwKrI iksm dI aYjItyÈn ivwc ihwsf lYx df myrf pihlf qy afKrI mOkf sI. mfrc 1973 ivwc mY bfhr cilaf igaf.