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sLfied hr iksy nfl aijhf huMdf hovy. myry nfl keI vfr aijhf vfpiraf hY. huMdf ieh hY ik mn Aucft ho jFdf hY. keI vfr qF kfrn spsLt qy sfhmxy huMdy hn. aijhI hflq nUM Pys krnf, mukfblqn sOKf huMdf hY. qusIN afpxy afp nfl bihMdy ho, siQqI nfl sMvfd rcfAuNdy ho aqy ijLMdgI nfl smJOqy dI koeI nf koeI sUrq qlfsL lYNdy ho. pr keI vfr aijhf huMdf hY ik kfrn nf qF spsLt huMdy hn qy nf hI sfhmxy. bs mn Aucft huMdf hY. ijvyN koeI mkfx ‘c bYTf hovy. koeI ivcfr, koeI vsqU, koeI vrqfrf quhfnUM ‘afpxf’ nhIN lgdf. koeI bMdf, aijhf, quhfzy sfhmxy nhIN afAuNdf jIhnUM vyK ky qusIN kih sko:
-qUM jfr imldf igldf irhf kr! qYnUM dyKky qF jfxI jIa ijhf eI lwg jFdY! ! -
… … …[ qy qUhfnUM jIa lvfAux vfly sfDn qlfsLxy pYNdy hn. mYN afpxf ‘nusKf’ Bfl ilaf hoieaf hY; pVHn lwg jFdf hF. bYT ky pVHnf hovy qF gurbfxI, lyt ky pVHnf hovy qF ‘pfsL’ jF ‘pfqr’.
pr ies vfr pfsL myry aMdr boldf irhf-

asl ivwc muMizAu, mYN bhuq dihl igaf hF
ies iBafnk qsIhy qoN
ik awj kwlH prbqF qy cVHnf vI ieAuN lgdf hY
ijvyN iksy lMmI Zlfx qoN Auqr irhf hovF
sfgr dI CfqI qy qrnf ieMJ hY
ijvyN zubx dI bVI hI DImI ijhI ikRaf hovy
ieh kyhf qsIhf hY, ik qusIN
kuVIaF, pirMidaF qy PuwlF nUM qwkdy pey hovo
qy awgoN iKlfa hI iKlfa quhfzIaF awKF ivwc imrcF vFg lVy.
… …[ [ myrIaF awKF awgy psry Klfa ivwc myrI akYzmI qoN muwK sVk qwk jFdI cOVI glI AuWBr afeI. isry qoN isry qwk ividafrQIaF nfl BrI hoeI. bI[ aYz[ ‘c aYNtrYs dy do gruwpF nUM iewkTI CuwtI hoeI hox krky aqy qIjy gruwp dy ividafrQI afAuNdy hox krky sfrI glI qy sfzf ‘kbjLf’ hY.
iksy vI sMsQf dy muKI aqy KLfs qOr ‘qy inrol inwjI adfry leI, ieh iewk KusLI dyx vflf qy gOrvsLflI idRsL hY. pr afAuNdy-jFdy ividafrQIaF (kuJ ku lVky qy bfkI lVkIaF) nUM vyKky, acfnk myry aMdr Auh svfl muV qoN AuBwr afey jo mYN huxy huxy iehnF nfl ‘izsks’ krky hitaf hF:-
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‘kryjy mfih’ kdy kdfeIN pYNdI ‘krk’, pRsLn icMnH bx geI- mYN kI hF? – pRoPYsLnl? imsLnrI? vpfrI? jF iPr kuwC vI nhIN! mYN ‘afpsLnjL’ nUM ‘rI-aYryNjL’ kIqf. imsLn. pRoPLYsLn. vpfr. kuJ nhI.
iek izgdf gRfP myry sfhmxy AuBr afieaf. afpxf afp ies qrHF hiPaf hoieaf mihsUs hoieaf ijvyN koeI lMmI Zlfx qoN Auqr irhf hovy.
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aiDafpn dy ikwqy nfl nyiVAuN aqy aMdroN juiVaf hox krky, ieh pRsLn pVHfAuNdy smyN vI vfr-vfr qMg krdf hY. keI vfr afpxy afp nfl jF iksy dUsry nfl gwl krdy hoey, ieh pRsLn acfnk sfhmxy af KVHdf hY. ieiqhfsk pdfrQvfd dI QoVHI motI soJI aqy bMdy dI ‘bMidafeI’ dy iewk qoN vDyry pwKF dI jfxkfrI hox dy bfvjUd ies ikwqy leI loVINdI nYiqk ijLMmyvfrI nfl juVI ‘rUh’ bVI inrdeI pVcol krdI hY. bws aPsos dI gwl ieh hY ik ies ‘rUh’ nUM asIN sfrvjink qOr qy (pbilk `c) sMboiDq krnf bMd kr idwqf hY. ies leI hI jdoN kdy myry vrgf alp-buwD bulfrf, styj qy aijhI gwl kr bihMdf hY, qF ieh pRsLn bhuq asuivDfjnk siQqI pYdf kr idMdf hY. Pyr keI ‘isafixaF’ nUM ies by-mOkf pRsLn nUM shI pirpyK ivwc ‘puwt’ krn leI, lMmy iviKafn isrjxy pYNdy hn. cfh pfxI pINdy smyN, aksr sunxf pYNdf hY-
-gryvfl ny sYmInfr dI gwzIE lIh qoN lfh qI jfr! afpxf eI Pokf afdrsLvfd lY ky bih jFdY-
… … …[ [ pr mYN qF sihjy hI, pRsMg-vs AuWBr afieaf iewk sFJf pRsLn puwiCaf sI. iewk aiDafpk jQybMdI vwloN ‘isiKaf bcfE’ sMGrsL dI lVI aDIn iewk sYmInfr sI. bVy bVy DurMDr bulfry afpxf ‘pwK’ rwK rhy sn. gwl, GtdIaF qnKfhF, KLqm hMdIaF pYnsLnF, aYnyN prsYNt a’mrj huMdy hfAUd rYNt, tI[ ey[, zI[ ey[ qoN huMdI hoeI byrujLgfr aiDafpkF dy sMGrsL qwk af geI sI. isiKaf ivBfg dy pRbMD dy poqVy Poly jf rhy sn.
swcI gwl aYN, mYN aqy myry vrgy hor vI keIN; iehnf vwzy qy sulJy hoey bulfiraF qoN iksy bdlvyN ividak pRbMD aqy aiDafpkF vwloN ividak imafr AuWcf cuwk skx dIaF sMBfvnfvF Aupr ivcfr-crcf dI afs ivwc gey sF. pr sfzy sfhmxy DUaFDfr BfsLx kr rhy bulfiraF ivwcoN bhuqy mOjUdf pRbMD nUM KLqm hox qoN bcfAux leI qrk isrjx ivwc lwgy hoey sn. isqm ieh ik iehnf ivwcoN bhuiqaF nUM mYN, ies pRbMD nUM nfks kih ky Zfa dyx df hokf idMdy sux cuwikaf sF. pysL kIqy jf rhy aMkVy ‘swcy qy snsnIKyjL’ sn. pr isiKaf nfl sbMiDq buinafdI svflF qy koeI bihs nhIN sI cl rhI.
myrf nF boilaf igaf.
mYN, ivakqIgq ieCfvF/loVF aqy smfj dIaF qqkflI qrjIhF dy dvMd ivwc AulJ igaf sF. mYN ies gwl nfl qF sihmq sF ik jLrUrI nhIN ik ieiqhfs dy iksy ibMdU qy smfj dIaF loVF aqy qrjIhF, ivakqI dIaF loVF aqy qrjIhF nfl iewk sur hox. ijvyN hux ivakqIgq loV rujLgfr aqy nOkrI dI hY aqy smfj nUM isiKaf dI loV hY. hoieaf ieh hY ik afriQk qy smfijk, rfjnIqk qfxy bfxy ny iehnf ivwc tkrf dI siQqI pYdf kr idwqI hY.
myry sfhmxy dUjf ivroDfBfs ieh sI ik sfry bulfry ies gwl qy iewk mwq sn ik ividak Kyqr df ieh inGfr aMqr-rfsLtrI dbfvF aDIn Qopy jf rhy injIkrn df nqIjf hY. dUjy ieh ik sfzy rfjnyqf aqy aPLsrsLfhI ies smfijk-afriQk aqy rfjnIqk sfijsL ivwc BfeIvfl hn. pr siQqI df ivaMg ieh hY ik asIN AunHF qoN ieh mMg aqy afs krdy hF ik Auh ies isstm nUM izwgx qoN bcfAux.
ikAuNik ies sYmInfr ivwc sLfiml hox smyN, swdf-pwqr dy afDfr ‘qy pRBfv ieh sI ik bfhroN ‘phuMcy hoey’ ivdvfn swjx aqy ividak Kyqr dy mfihr, pMjfb dy ipMzF, KLfs qOr ‘qy pRfiemrI skUlF ivc, ijwQy ik ivvhfirk siQqI ieh hY ik isrPL aiq grIb aqy dilq pirvfrF dy bwcy hI ‘bcy’ (iswiKaf qoN) rih gey hn, AuQy iswiKaf nUM jy AuWcf cuwkx leI nhIN, qF Gwto-Gwt bxfeI rwKx leI suJfa qy pRogrfm dyxgy. pMjfb ivwc iewk asl ‘moVf-pfAU’ lihr KVHI hox dy afsfr pYdf ho jfxgy.
pr gwl ‘nOkrI bcfE’ aqy by-rujLgfr aiDafpkF dy sMGrsL qy af ky ruk geI sI. iewk do bulfiraF ny isDFq aqy ivvhfr dy ivckfr af KVHI hoeI ies vwzI KfeI nfl jUJx dI koisLsL vI kIqI, pr jLmInI hkIkqF aqy ivakqIgq muwdy aijhI sImf hn jo isDFq nfl pRqIbwDqf nUM aksr Tokr mfr jFdy hn. huMdf ieh hY ik iswiKaf leI sMGrsL, ivkfs dy buinafdI muwdy `qy kyNdirq hox dI QF afriQk hoNd (Economic Survival) dy nukqy qy ismt jFdf hY. aiDafpk dy iewk afdrsL rUp aqy iewk cyqn nfgirk dy qOr `qy smfj pRqI AusdI ijLMmyvfrI aqy rol nUM ‘afdrsLvfdIaF df XUtopIaf’ smJ ky lgBg Cwz hI idwqf igaf hY.
mYN afpxI gwl iewQoN hI sLurU kIqI aqy pRiswD rUsI iswiKaf-sLfsqrI stYlnosvskI dy ‘A Teacher’s Experience’ nUM afpxI qrk df afDfr bxfieaf. Aus dI ies sQfpnf nfl sihmqI jqfeI ik iswiKaf ijhVI AuprlI sqHf qy mihjL iewk KUbsUrq afkrsLx hI mihsUs huMdI hY, hOlI hOlI iewk ‘CVI’ aqy iPr iewk mjLbUq ‘lfTI’ bxn dI smrwQf rwKdI hY. pr ivwc ijhy nUM ikqy ieh vI kih igaf ik BfvyN nOkrI aqy rujLgfr aiqaMq jLrUrI qy BKdy msly hn, awj df aiDafpk aqy by-rujLgfr nOjvfn vI ies aiq-pdfrQvfdI phuMc rwKx vfly smfj df hI ihwsf hn, pr iPr vI aiDafpkF dy qOr `qy ‘syvf’ inBfAux leI sMGrsL krn vfly aiDafpkF dI zt ky hmfieq krn dy nfl-nfl ieh vI vyK lYxf cfhIdf hY ik ienHF ivcoN ikMny ku ‘swc muwc’ ies leI vI sMGrsL kr rhy hn Auh ‘pVHfAuxf’ cfhuMdy hn. mYN iewk inwjI qjrbf vI sFJf kIqf. bI[ aYWz aYNtrYNs dI iqafrI dOrfn, iewk svfl asIN afpxy pihly idn dy tYst ivwc hI puwCdy hF ik mMn lvo qusIN iewk aiDafpk dy qOr `qy syvf inBf rhy ho. quhfnUM koeI hor ibhqr ikwqf jF ibhqr qnKfh qy kMm krn df mOkf imldf hY qF qusIN kI krogy? qy sfzy ‘smJfAux’ qoN pihlF, bhuqy ividafrQIaF df jvfb, nvyN mOky nUM cux lYx df huMdf hY. keI vfrI qF aiDafpn afKLrI cox vjoN cuixaf jFdf hY.
ieh aqy aijhIaF hI iek-do hor, ‘rwb lwgdIaF’ krky mYN Pqih bulfeI qF pihlF qF mMc sMcflk ny hI myry pRqI a-sihmqI ivakq kIqI. Pyr iek-do bulfiraF ny, mOjUdf ivsLvIkrn dIaF jitl pRsiQqIaF pRqI myrI aigafnqf dy hvfly nfl, iswiKaf bcfE sYmInfr nUM nOkrI bcfE sYmInfr bxfAux dy sbMD ivwc ‘qrk’ pysL kIqy aqy ‘iswiKaf’ nUM lYky myry vrigaF dy ‘afdrsLvfd’ qoN lokF nUM sfvDfn kIqf.
pr bhuiqaF ny mYnUM cfh qy Gyiraf aqy bxn vfly aiDafpkF df mnobl zygx dI iGnfAuxI koisLsL qy myry nfl Auh kIqI, Auh kIqI beI ijwQy sfDfrx qOr bMdy dy nfnI cyqy afAuNdI hY, myry Auqr-afDuinkqfvfdIaF df iewk sYmInfr Xfd af igaf …[
…[ styj qoN hr bulfrf, nfrIvfd, dilqvfd, vfqfvrxvfd aqy Kyqrvfd afid hor pqf nhIN ikhVy-ikhVy, vwKo-vwKry ‘izskorsF’ dy ‘globlfeIjLysLn’ dy pRsMg ivwc sohly gf irhf sI. afpxI vfrI mYN swc dy smwgr rUp (The truth in Totality) dI gwl kr bYiTaf. myrI mUVH mwq, ivWc ijhy ikqy pRgqIvfdI sur `c, mfrksvfd sLbd vriqaf igaf. qy swc-muwc dI lok pwKI syvf leI, iqafg vrgI gYr-pdfriQk sLYa dI vkflq kr bYiTaf …[ iPr kI sI …[ hr bulfry ny afpxy vwloN ‘suihrd’ koisLsL kIqI mYnUM ieh dwsx dI ik mYN ‘bfby afdm’ dy vyly dIaF gwlF kr irhf sF …[ afid afid. pr mYN vI aYnf ZIT aYN beI nfnI myry Pyr vI cyqy nI afeI. hF, pfsL Xfd af igaf-
qYnUM nI pqf
mYN sLfierI ivwc ikvyN igixaf jFdf hF
ijvyN koeI BKy hoey mujry ‘c hwzfroVI df kuwqf af vVy.
kihxf mYN ieh cfhuMdf hF ik ‘ivkfs’ dy nF qy cwl rhI pdfrQk dOV ivwc ivakqIvfd ieMnf ijLafdf BfrU qy blsLflI ho igaf hY ik koeI vI smUihk gqIivDI asMBv jfpx lwg peI hY. keI vfr iewk msly qy iekwTy hoey bYTy sYNkVy ivakqI ieMny iekwly-iekwly bYTy huMdy hn quhfnUM iewk aids dIvfr df aihsfs hox lwg pYNdf hY. pdfrQ dI ieh sLkqI ieMnI aids ho geI hY ik ies qoN pfr pfAuxf sMBv hI nhIN jfpdf. jdoN jIvn dIaF muwZlIaF shUlqF leI, iblkul hI kdy kdfeIN huMdI hVqfl jF bMd vrgI ros pRgt krn leI kIqI sfDfrx gqIivDI nUM afriQk mfihr, srkfr aqy mIzIaf, Aus idn hoeI ‘rfsLtrI’ hfnI dy rUp ivwc pysL krn lwg pvy, jdoN ieh svfl hI puwiCaf jfxf bMd kr idwqf jfvy ik hyTly qoN hyTly pwDr dI ijLMdgI dI mMg krn vfly lok kI ies ‘rfsLtr’ qoN bfhr hn. jdoN guVgfvF vrgI ‘ieknfimk hwb’ `c ‘ZyrI lf ky’ kuwty gey mjLdUrF dI ‘Kbrsfr’ lYx dI QF, dunIaf dy sB qoN vwzy lokqMqr df pRDfn mMqrI, ivdysLI kMpnIaF dIaF lHyluVIaF kwZy ik ‘iPkr nf kro, quhfQoN iewk rupeIaf vI vwD qnKfh jF iewk idn dI vI ‘jfb grMtI’ mMgx vfilaF dI asIN aYvyN eI ‘KLbr’ lvFgy. hfVy-hfVy qusIN itky rho’, jdoN dysL dI soc df pwDr ieh hovy ik vDIaf aqy lok ihqYsLI pRbMD dyx dy nfhry nfl lokF dIaF votF hfsl krky, ‘dysL syvf’ dy mhfn kfrj qoN Bwjx dy Xqn nUM ‘mhfn iqafg’ df nF idwqf qy hr afm qy Kfs vwloN svIkfiraf jfvy qF iksy vwzI qbdIlI dy supny dI gwl iewk pfsy rhI, nykI, imsLn aqy iqafg vrgIaF gwlF df ‘Pokf afdrsLvfd’ jfpxf qF suBfivk hI hY nf!
jdoN srkfr vrgI srb-sLkqImfn sMsQf, hwQ KVy krky, qfVI vjf-vjf ky afpxI nfkfmI kbUl rhy, “asIN PylH ho gy! asIN PylH ho gy! ! sfQoN skUl hspqfl cwldy eI nI”! ! ! hlvfeIaF nUM rsguwly/gulfbjfmxF dy nfl-nfl tYknIkl XUnIvristI dIaF izgrIaF ‘qlx’ df kMm vI dy idwqf jfvy. koeI vI nyqfvF nUM, aPsrsLfhI nUM ieh puwCx vfsqy iqafr nf hovy ik BfeI jy ieh pRbMD quhfQoN nhIN huMdf: skUl quhfQoN nI cldy, hspqfl quhfQoN nI cldy, ibjlI borz df pRbMD quhfQoN nI huMdf, sVkF quhfQoN nI bxdIaF, qyl dI vMz quhfQoN nI huMdI …[ hor qF hor kfrigl dy sLhIdF leI ‘kOPnF’ leI lkVI df ieMqjLfm qusIN nI kr skdy …[ qF Pyr qusIN kursIaF qy bYTy kI krdy E? ? ? …[ jfE GrF nUM. jy sfrf kuwJ ivdysLI kMpnIaF nUM Tyky qy eI dyxY Pyr afpF muwK mMqrI, pRDfn mMqrI, rwiKaf mMqrI, sYktrI, jfieMt sYktrI …[ bgYrf-bgYrf iswDy rUp ivwc hI Tyky qy ajLmf ky vyK lYNdy hF, ’kwly mfstr jF ibjlI borz dy krmcfrI qF Tyky qy rwKky kMm nI nf cwlxf …[
afpxy afp qoN iksy cMgy dI AumId koeI pUrI dI pUrI kOm hI Cwz jfvy, siQqI icMqfjnk qF hY pRMqU iPr vI kdy kdfeIN iewk gwl jrUr iKafl afAuNdI hY ik iewk sFJy njLfm dI sMBfvnf, bMdy qoN ivakqIgq vfDy-GfitaF qoN jLrf ku htky mnuwK jfqI dI BlfeI leI AuprfilaF dI AumId, aiDafpk aqy zfktrI vrgy ‘dYvI’ ikiqaF ivwc imsLnrI Bfvnf dI AumId, iqafg aqy syvf vrgy sLbd dI swc-muwc aYzIaF hI ‘afAUtzyitz’ ho cuwkIaF kdrF-kImqF hn ik iehnF df mfmUlI ijLkr vI ‘afdrsLvfdIaF df XutopIaf’ bx jfvy. ikqy aijhf qF nI ik asIN iehnF sMBfvnfvF nUM aYvyN iksy ‘kUV-pRcfr’ dy pRBfv aDIn suwt idwqf hovy. iewk bhuq purfxI suxI hoeI khfxI myry Xfd afAuNdI hY-quhfzy cyiqaF `c vI hovygI.
cMgy muwl dI AumId ‘c lylf kuwCV cuwkI jFdy nUM iewk jxy nUM pihlf Twg imilaf
- kuwqf ikwDr cuwikaY?
- lylY. dINhdf nI! jxy ny kihxy vfly vwl ihkfrq nfl vyK ky ikhf. QoVHI dyr/QoVHI dUr igaf qF dUjf Twg rfh ‘c af igaf-
- hor Pyr! kuwqf ikwDr cuwikaY!
- kuwqY? lylY! pihlF vI imilaY iewk qyry vrgf-jxy ny ipClI gwl Xfd kridaF ikhf.
Twg qur igaf qF jxy ny lyly dy kUly ipMzy qy hwQ Pyiraf. dUr jFdy Twg vwl vyiKaf. mn ‘c soicaf-lylf eI aY-
QoVHI dyr/QoVHI dUr igaf qF qIjf Twg twkr igaf-
- kI hfl aY! kuwqy nUM qor lY, kuwCV cuwikaf aYvyN vwZ KfAU-
- kuwqf! kuwqf QoVHy aY- jxy ny lyly vwl ghu nfl vyKidaF ikhf. Twg hs ky pfsf vwt igaf. jxy ny ieh vyiKaf eI nI ik bMdf nvF sI ik pihlF vflf eI. Auhny lylf kuwCVoN lfihaf, ghu nfl vyiKaf. pqf nI ikwQoN Twg df hfsf suixaf. jxy ny afpxy afp nfl gwl kIqI-sflf jmHf eI kuwqy vrgY-afly duafly vyKky Auhny lylf Pyr cuwk ilaf.
QoVHI dyr/QoVHI dUr igaf qF ipwiCEN iewk bMdf nfl af rilLaf-
- afh cMgf soicaf qYN. mMzI ‘c Cwz afeIN. aYho jI nsl df kuwqf Gr ‘c nI cMgf huMdf-
jxf KVH igaf. ipwiCEN nfl rilaf bMdf awgy lMG igaf. Auhny aflf-duaflf vyiKaf. mwlk dyky lylf kuwCVoN lfihaf qy mMzI nUM jFdf pihlf moV muV igaf …[
…[ mYN socdYN ieh afdrsLk soc, nykI aqy iewk srb-sFJy smfj dy supny df lylf, sfQoN ikqy kuwqf kih ky eI qF nI sutf ilaf. ikqy ieh EhI lylf qF nI ijhVf hux tI[ vI[ aYz ‘c imaFkdY:
“vwzI iemfndfrI qoN ibnF koeI vwzf ibjLns sMBv nhIN! kImq nhIN brYNz dyKIey!!!!!”