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pMjfb sfihq akfdmI cMzIgVH
vwK-vwK ivDfvF dy ds pMjfbI lyKkF dIaF lMmIaF mulfkfqF ƒ pusqkF dy rUp ivc
Cfp rhI sI. ds pRiswD nfvlkfrF nfl mulfkfqF krn df kfrj zf[ rGbIr isMG ƒ
sONipaf igaf sI. AuhnF dI icwTI afeI ik kuJ kfrnF krky AuhnF df CyqI idwlI
afAuxf sMBv nhIN, ies krky jy mYN AuhnF leI krnl nirMdrpfl isMG nfl
mulfkfq kr lvF[[[! ieh gwl pUry ds sfl pihlF dI, Bfv 1997 dI hY.
krnl nirMdrpfl isMG dI zIPYNs kflonI vflI koTI puwj ky mYN GMtI dI sivwc
AuWqy AuNgl rwKx lwgdf hF qF Gr dy aMdr iek muitafr qurI jf rhI hY. pystl
rMgF df Puwldfr sUt, gl ivc cuMnI aqy jIvMq cfl. Auh GMtI sux ky prqdI hY
qF pRBjoq kOr dI isafx afAuFdI Y. Auhdy pUry ichry AuWqy svfgqI muskrfht
aqy jvfnI dy jlOa dy pCfx-icMnH hn. mYƒ zrfieMg-rUm ivc ibTf ky Auh
nirMdrpfl isMG ƒ myry afAux dI sUcnf dyx clI jFdI hY. mYN pihlF vI AunHF
dy Gr igaf hoieaf hF. pr ies vfr ieMtrivAU leI afieaf hox kfrn mYN ghu nfl
cuPyry dyKdf hF. myrf pihlF df bixaf hoieaf pRBfv iblkul TIk hY. nirMdrpfl
isMG aqy pRBjoq kOr df Gr iek imMnI ajfiebGr hY.
zrfieMg-rUm ivc hI anykF-anyk snmfx-icMnH sjy hoey hn. keI dysF dIaF
sjfvtI qÈqrIaF hn. BFq-BFq dy jfm iek dUjy nfl twkrn dI AuzIk ivc sfvDfn
Kloqy hoey hn. qsvIrF hn, BFzy hn, icqr hn, purfqn vsqF hn aqy iek rYk ivc
pusqkF hn. iek kMD AuWqy iqMn qlvfrF sjIaF hoeIaF hn. eyny ƒ pRBjoq kOr
vfps af jFdI hY. mYN puCdf hF ik pusqkF eynIaF QoVHIaF ikAuN hn? pqf lwgdf
hY ik ieh pusqkF kyvl AuhnF dovF dIaF qy AuhnF dovF bfry hn aqy Auh mYƒ
pihlI mMËl AuWqy lY jFdI hY. AuWqy, drvfËy kol rfÈtrpqI dy bfzIgfrzF vfly
iqMn JMzy JUl rhy hn. vMn-suvMnIaF vsqF hn aqy cfr-cuPyry kMDF nfl lwgy
rYk pusqkF dy Bry hoey hn.
mYN suJfa idMdf hF ik pihlF hyTF cwlky ieMtrivAU mukf leIey. Pyr insicMq
ho ky ies sB kuJ bfry puwCF-dwsFgy. asIN hyTF af jFdy hF. kuJ plF mgroN
nirMdrpfl isMG kmry ivc pRvyÈ krdf hY. mYN Auhƒ keI mhIinaF mgroN dyiKaf
hY. Auh kmËor vI ho igaf hY aqy bhuq iËafdf lMgVfAuFdf yry vwl af irhf hY.
Auh dI iek lwq gozy qoN burI qrHF bfhr ƒ inwklI hoeI hY. sfihqk iekwTF ivc
afAux smyN Auh pYr qF dbdf sI, pr ieh qF!
[[[ mYƒ Dwkf lwgdf hY aqy Auh dI ishq bfry duwK huMdf hY. pRBjoq myrf
aPsos sux ky dsdI hY ik lwq df nuks qF bhuq purfxf hY, pr POj dI nOkrI
kfrn Auh CupfeI rKdy sn aqy qkVI ishq kfrn Auh Cuipaf vI rihMdf sI. hux
ieh nuks bhuq vD igaf hY. Auh hsdI hY, pYr qF ieh QoVf-QoVf mMgxy-ivafh
vyly vI dbdy sn, pr iehnF ny pqf nhIN sI lwgx idwqf.
nirMdrpfl isMG jwPI pf ky imldf hY. asIN jl-pfx mgroN iswDy gwlbfq krn lwg
jFdy hF. pr iqafr kIqy svflF qoN pihlF mYN puCdf hF ik iqMn qlvfrF aqy
iqMn JMizaF ivcoN iek-iek qF sfihq dy hoey aqy iek-iek POj dy, pr qIjI
qlvfr qy qIjf JMzf? nirMdrpfl isMG hsdf hY, “ieÈk dy!``
pRBjoq afpxy kMm-DMdy lwg jFdI hY. kdI-kdI kmry ivc af ky do-cfr imMt
bYTdI hY, Pyr clI jFdI hY. nirMdrpfl isMG df bol mYƒ Ìon AuWqy vI hor qrHF
lwigaf sI. hux mYN dyiKaf hY ik Auh dy boly hoey keI Èbd smJ nhIN pYNdy
aqy mYƒ dubfrf puwCxy pYNdy hn.
lgBg cOQf ihwsf svfl mukf ky asIN cfh pINdy hF. mYN puCdf hF ik Auh Qwk qF
nhIN jfxgy? jy Auh ivc-ivc kuJ smF afrfm krnf cfhux, insicMq ho ky kr lYx.
Auh kihMdf hY, “myrI ishq eynI mfVI nhIN. mYN TIk hF. pr ieh myrI lwq!``
qy Auh df hAukf inwkl jFdf hY. kuJ icr mgroN pRBjoq afAudI Y, “Buwlr jI,
sfzf nOkr iezlI-sFbr bhuq vDIaf bxfAuFdf Y. quhfzy leI mYN Auh AucyicaF
bxvf rhI hF. qusIN KF lYNdy ho nf?`` mYN dsdf hF ik mYN sB kuJ Kf lYNdf
hF. Auh kihMdI hY, “mfÌ krnf, Buwlr jI, mYN GMtf ku ikqy cwlI hF.``
nriMdrpfl isMG puwCdf hY, “ikQy jfxf hY?``
Auh hsdI hY, “quhfƒ nhIN dwsxf.`` Auh iËwd krdf hY, “Pyr vI?`` Auh Pyr
nKrf krdI hY, “bs, ikhf nf, quhfƒ nhIN dwsxf.`` qy kmry qoN bfhr clI jFdI
hY. nirMdrpfl isMG KflI rih gey bUhy vwl dyKdf rihMdf hY. iPr mYN aglf
svfl puwCx lwgdf hF ik iek bdysI muMzf-kuVI aMdr afAuFdy n. muMzf lwlU hY,
kuVI byhwd KUbsUrq hY. nirMdrpfl isMG AuWTxf cfhuMdf hY. pr asPl ijhf
hMBlf mfr ky aqy TMZf sfh lY ky QFeyN itk jFdf hY. Auh pMjfbI lyKk vjoN
myrI jfx-pCfx krvfAuFdf Y. muMzf-kuVI PrFs ivc pVHdy Auh dy dohqy dy imwqr
hn aqy AuhnF dy Gr Tihry hoey hn. nirMdrpfl isMG vwloN pMjfb bfry puwCy
jfx AuWqy Auh dsdy hn ik aMimRqsr, qrnqfrn aqy goieMdvfl AunHF ƒ bhuq cMgy
lwgy hn aqy Auh iÌlm bxfAux leI dubfrf AuQy jfxgy. Auh sfzf kMm rokx leI
iÉmf mMgdy hn aqy ipwCy afpxy kmry ivc cly jFdy hn.
nirMdrpfl isMG kihMdf hY, “mYN kuVI ƒ cuMmxf cfhuMdf sI. mOky AuWqy KVHf
nhIN hoieaf igaf. sflI ieh myrI lwq!`` qy Auh lMmf hAukf lYNdf hY. kuJ icr
mgroN Auh dovyN Pyr afAuFdy n. muMzf kuJ puCdf hY pr Auh gwl spwÈt nhIN kr
skdf. so gwl kuVI krn lgdI hY. Auh Kfxf Kfx leI nyVy dy iksy rYsqorfn df
pqf puCdI hY. nirMdrpfl isMG dwsx lgdf hY, pr Auh dy aspwÈt Èbd kuVI ƒ smJ
nhIN pYNdy. ieMj gwlbfq iswDI myry aqy kuVI ivckfr ho jFdI hY. Auhdy Èbd
buwlHF ivcoN Puwl-pwqIaF vFg ikrdy hn. myrf idl krdf hY ik rfh dwsx leI
mYN afp jfvF aqy kuVI nfl gwlF vI krF aqy Auh ƒ qy Aus sdkf lwlU muMzy ƒ
mfrkIt ivcoN pMjfbI prONTy vI KuafvF. pr nirMdrpfl isMG ƒ ies qrHF bYTy
Cwz ky cly jfxf mYƒ sfAU gwl nhIN lgdI. mYN AuhnF ƒ dsdf hF ik nfly df pul
pfr krn AuprMq izPYNs kflonI dI mfrkIt puwC lYx. Auh cly jFdy hn aqy
nirMdrpfl isMG Pyr kfÌI icr KflI rih gey bUhy vwl dyKdf rihMdf hY. mYN Auh
df iDafn moVdf hF. Auh TMZf sfh lYNdf hY, “ieh myrI lwq!``
dupihry Kfxy qoN pihlF pRBjoq TMZI bIar puCdI hY. pr mYN qF pINdf nhIN.
myË AuWqy sfrf pirvfr hY. lyKk joVI dy nfl bytI inrUpmf kOr hY aqy awgoN
Auh dI zfktryt krn bfry soc rhI DI aqy ividafrQI puwqr. BuMny murgy aqy
sbËIaF qoN lY ky iezlI-sFbr qy ctnIaF aqy PlF nfl Biraf hoieaf myË hY aqy
sfihq, klf, rfjnIqI qy sovIaq XUnIan dIaF gwlF hn. asIN kfÌI lMmf smF myË
duafly bYTy rihMdy hF. pRBjoq kOr rUsI sfihq aqy sfihqkfrF dIaF gwlF krdI
hY. inrUpmf sovIaq XUnIan dy swqr-sflf ivkfs bfry aqy Aus ipwCoN hoey
ivnfs bfry gwlF krdI hY. Auh qIjy sMsfr aqy mukqI lihrF vwl AuhdI BrpUr
dyx df iËkr krdI hY. mYN Auh dy ivÈlyÈx nfl sihmqI pRgtfAuFdf F.
myry kihx AuWqy nirMdrpfl isMG ds imMt afrfm krn dI iewCf dsdf hY. mYN
kihMdf hF ik ds nhIN, qusIN vIh imMt pY lvo, eyny ƒ mYN aqy pRBjoq jI Gr
dyKdy hF.
imwtI df ieh GVf ZfeI hËfr sfl purfxf hY. ieh sfeIprs dy pRDfn afrkibÈp
mkfrIEm ny pRym-inÈfnI idwqI sI. ieh do Èfndfr kYNzl-stYNz aqy do klfk
PrFsIsI qohPy hn. koeI do sO sfl purfxIaF klf-ikrqF. pRBjoq dsdI hY ik
iehnF ƒ BfrqI pOx-pfxI rfs nhIN afieaf aqy hux qF iehnF dI Dfq hwQ lfieaF
BurdI hY. ieh aiqaMq brIk kÈIdfkfrI df bixaf hoieaf kmfl df icwqr vIaqnfm
df hY aqy ieho ijhf hI ieh dUjf icwqr AuWqrI korIaf df hY. ivÈyÈ islk pypr
AuWqy vwzf icwqr iek cInI lok-khfxI df idRÈ hY. ieh icqr anUpmf kOr dy
bxfey hoey hn aqy ieh inrUpmf kOr dy. (anUpmf kOr huxy huxy syvf mukq hoey
Ql sYnf muKI jy[jy[ isMG dI pqnI hY.) mYN kwpVy ivc lpytIaF hoeIaF do
pusqkF bfry puCdf hF. ieh 1805 ivc CpIaF hoeIaF ‘zrfmYitk vrks afP
ÈYkspIar : klukYÈn afP ipRMts` dIaF do sYNcIaF hn. kyvl nftkF dy nF awKrF
ivc hn, bfkI sfry nftk pYnisl-skYWcF ivc pyÈ kIqy hoey hn. mlkf ivktorIaf
smyN kyvl do-ZfeI sO kfpIaF CpIaF sn, mgroN iehdI dUjI Cfp kdI nhIN afeI.
ieh pusqk 1930 ivc CpI ‘rUilMg ipRMsË aYNz cIÌs afÌ ieMzIaf` hY. ieh vI
hux imldI nhIN. vwK-vwK BfrqI rfijaF bfry jo kuJ vI qusIN jfxnf cfhuMdy
hovo, ies ivc Èfml hY. hor vI keI idlcsp aqy durlwB pusqkF hn.
zf[ rfDf ikRÈnx ny afpxI ieh qsvIr dsqÉq krky idwqI hoeI hY. ies dUjI
qsvIr ivc Auh pRBjoq kOr ƒ pdmnI purskfr nfl snmfinq kr rhy hn. ieh
nirMdrpfl isMG dI qsvIr hY, pr lyKk dI nhIN, krnl dI; pUrI sYink sj-Dj. qy
ieh qsvIr bhuq sohxI pRBjoq dI hY, bhuq sfl pihlF dI. qsvIr icwtI-kflI hY,
pr ies ivcoN rMg zuwlH-zuwlH pYNdy hn. keI dhfky pihlF lyKk kfnPrMsF ivc
dUroN dyKI pRBjoq kOr myrIaF awKF sfhmxy surjIq ho jFdI hY.
mYN kihMdf hF, “pRBjoq jI, ieh khy ibnF irhf nhIN jFdf ik qusIN bhuq suhxy
huMdy sI! quhfzI ieh qsvIr! vfh!`` Auh muskrfAuFdy n, “Buwlr jI, mYN hux
vI bhuq suhxI hF.`` aDUrf-aDUrf swc keI vfr pUry swc ijMnf hI ipafrf huMdf
hY, pr Aus ipwCoN ÈbdF ƒ bolx nhIN dyxf cfhIdf.
sfzI aflocnf ƒ iqVkxoN bcfAux leI sbwb nfl aYn Aus mOky nirMdrpfl isMG af
jFdf hY. asIN afpxf kMm Pyr Cwz idMdy hF. pRBjoq kOr Pyr aMdr clI jFdI hY.
jdoN mYN sfry svfl Kqm kridaF nvyN lyKkF aqy pfTkF dy nF Auhdf sunyhf lY
ky afpxy kfgË smytx lwgdf hF, bfhroN ÌrFsIsI joVI, lwlU muMzf aqy AuhdI
sohxI dosq Pyr pRvyÈ krdy hn. nirMdrpfl isMG ies vfr pihlF nfloN vDyry
Ëordfr hJoky mfr ky kuVI ƒ cuMmx leI nIvyN soPy qoN KVHf hox df Xqn krdf
hY, pr Auhdy sPl hox qoN pihlF hI Auh dovyN sfƒ dovF ƒ ‘hfie` afK ky afpxy
kmry vwl lMG jFdy hn. nirMdrpfl isMG inrfÈ ho ky QFey ZyrI ho jFdf hY aqy
afpxy tyZy gozy AuWqy DwPf mfr ky iKJdf hY, “hfie Auie myrI lwq!``
GroN bfhr qwk Cwzx afey nirMdrpfl isMG aqy pRBjoq kOr df mYN eynI lMmI
ieMtrivAU leI aqy suihrd Kfqr-syvf leI DMnvfd krdf hF aqy dovF nfl hwQ
imlf ky ivdf lYNdf hF. kuJ dUr jf ky mYN ipwCy muV ky dyKdf hF. pystl rMgF
dy Puwldfr sUt, gl ivc cMnI aqy jIvMq cfl nfl jf rhI pRBjoq kOr, huxy dyKI
hox dy bfvjUd, ipwCoN swcmuwc muitafr lwgdI hY. nirMdrpfl isMG dI
lVKVfAuFdI lwq vwl dyK ky lgdf hY, Auh hux vI iKJ aqy Jory nfl ieho hAukf
Brdf jf irhf hovygf, “hfie Auie myrI lwq!``
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