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rylvy roz dy iewk Qytr qy bih
ky hwQI vflI KOclI ijhI mÈIn nfl qyry myry vrgy moty hmfqVF dy lIVy sIvx
vflf ikwzf ku qgVf hovygf? ikMnIaF ku kmfeIaF kr lYNdf hovygf Auh ies
kmfeI nfl? QVHy qy rwKI mÈIn vfly drËI kol koTIaF ivwc rihx vflIaF byÊmF
aqy sfhb afpxI kfr ‘coN inkl ky mycf dyxf hwqk smJdy nyN. Auh afpxy myc df
drËI lwB ky afpxy nfp dI dukfn ivwcoN afpxy hfx dI svfeI dy ky sUt lmkf ky
KVdy ny. kOx vVdf ey inwikaF dy Gr.
Auh afpxI purfxI ijhI mÈIn nfl qropf qropf sI ky, potf potf kr ky aqy
inwky inwky tFky lf ky Coty Coty bflF nUM cogf dyNdf irhf. ÊrIbI vD jfey
qy bflF ivwc bVf vfDf pYNdf ey. ÊrIbF kol hor huMdf vI kI ey. AuNj vI
ssqIaF ÈYaF ivwc bVI brkq pYNdI ey. ijvyN kxk nfloN bkft bhuq sMGxf AuWGdf
ey. ÈyrnI dy Gr iewko eI bfl aqy kuwqI swqF awTF dI JolI lfh lYNdI ey. mor
dy aFzy do aqy kuwkVI dy bwqI. aMb nUM puwqrF vFg pflxf pYNdf ey aqy irMz
mfiraF nhIN mrdf.
Auh ÊrIb QVHy ‘qy bYTf gfhk AuzIkdf aqy vyhVy ivwc bflF dI hyV rotI mMgdI.
bMdy nUM rotI tuwk df QoVHf kUV pY jfey aqy Auhdy ËÉmF ivwc duwKF dy kyrxy
ËrUr inkldy hn. iesy hI qrHF Auhdy isr ivwc iÈar AuWqrn lwg pey. ÈfierI
Èfied hY hI ÊrIbI dI aO lfd
aqy duwKF dI jfeI. iksy nvfb Ërdfr nUM ÈfierI vrgI musIbq gl pfvx dI kfhdI
loV ey. koeI sUl nf cuBy qF ‘sI’ koeI nhIN krdf. iesy ‘sI’ XF ‘hfey’ df
nfm hI qy ÈfierI hY.
AuhdI KoclI mÈIn kol kwcI pYnsl qy mYlf ijhf kfÊË ipaf huMdf sI ijs AuWpr
Auh anpVH drËI afpxy pwky iÈarF nUM kwcI pYnsl dI ilKfeI nfl ilKdf rihMdf
sI. ieMj hI Aus ny iksy nf iksy Ausqfd dI ËrUrq vI mihsUs kIqI qy afpxf
bsqf cuwk ky zfktr ÌkIr muhMmd ÌkIr dy pYrIN jf izwgf.
vylf ies qrHF hI hOlI hOlI rumkdf irhf. pr afKdy nyN iewko vwKI pey rhIey
qy bMdy df pfsf Aub jFdf ey. bMdf hMblI mfr ky vwKI bdlx df cfrf ËrUr krdf
ey. hr bMdf afpxI ÊrIbI qoN bc ky cMgy hflfq leI hwQ pwlf qy mfrdf hI
rihMdf ey. ÉOry ikhVy vyly rwb iksy dI bFh PV ley.
ieMj hI QVHy AuWpr bYTy hoey drjI ny vI koeI Aur kIqI aqy rwb ny bFh PV
leI.
vwzf puwq lMdn awpV igaf ijs nfl iksy suwK df bUtf bIijaf igaf. dUjy twbr
dI afs nUM vI bUr lwg igaf aqy hOlI hOlI tuMz muMz ijhy ruwK dIaF tfhxIaF
PuwlF nfl lwdIaF geIaF. vyly ny pfsf priqaf aqy hflfq ny vwKI bdlI. dovyN
puwq lMdn cly gey aqy DIaF vI EQy hI ivafhIaF geIaF.
hux vylf sI ik KoclI mÈIn dI hwQI hwQ ‘coN Cuwt jfey. anpVH drËI nUM ielm
dy smuMdr zfktr ÌkIr muhMmd ÌkIr dI amIr ijhI AusqfdI ny pUrf hI Èfier bxf
idwqf. Aus dIaF ikqfbF CpIaF aqy Auh QVHy qoN AuWT ky lokF dIaF awKF ivwc
bih igaf. ÊrIbI ny bFh CwzI aqy mÈIn Cuwt geI. rylvy roz lfhOr df QVHf vI
igaf aqy Auh afp vI afpxI jMmx BoieM lfhOr nUM Cwz ky buwZVI nfl puwqF kol
lMdn af igaf. ÊrIbI kI kuwJ nhIN Cuzf idMdI. Cwzxf pYNdf hY, mF vrgI imwtI
nUM vI.
afAuNdf jFdf qF mYN pihlF vI sF, pr sqMbr 1990 ivwc bflF dI pVHfeI kfrn
pwkf hI lMdn af vwisaf. aMdroN BfvyN AuWjiVaf AuWjiVaf ijhf sF, pr lokF
Bfxy mYN mINh vFg vrdI dOlq vfly dys ivwc bVf hiraf Biraf hF. iksy nUM kI
pqf ik mYN iewQy vI sybF dI lflI ivwcoN isE-byrF dI hiraflI lwBdf rihMdf
hF. pIËf vyK ky prONTy dI ikMnI Xfd afAuNdI hY. mYN vI Edr igaf aqy myry
hyrvy ‘coN ÈyarF ny isr kwiZaf. swcI gwl ieh hY ik swt lwgI qy mUMhoN
‘hfey mF’ hI inkldf hY. pihlf iÈar afpxI mF bolI ivwc mF AuWpr hI mUMhoN
inkilaf. nf pihlF kdy pMjfbI ilKI aqy nf hI kdy pVHI sI. af geIaF tuwtIaF
bfhvF gl nUM. mUMjI Augfvx df mOsm afvy aqy sfvx BfdoN kflIaF GtfvF lY ky
afpy hI af jFdf hY. mINh pvy qy zwzU vI inkl hI afAuNdy hn. iÌr pqf nhIN
rwb jfxy ikMj ikwQoN iksy nUM sUh lwgI ik lfhOroN iewk pMjfbI rsflf myry
Gr qwk awpVx lwg ipaf. Gwlx vfly df hux nfm lYx nUM jIa nhIN krdf, ik mYN
afpxy jIa dI hwiqaf nhIN kr skdf.
hOlI hOlI mYN vI pMjfbI ho igaf. mYN afpxI hI mF nUM mF afKx lwg ipaf aqy
mYnUM Kopy lwg gey. mYnUM myry ipCokV df sUl ipaf aqy hkImF dI Bfl pY geI.
mYnUM iksy ny dwisaf ik lMdn ivwc mF bolI bolx vflf qoqf aÉqr lfhOrI hI
qyrIaF gwlF smJ skdf hY. ieh vI pqf lwgf ik ies ÊrIb drËI muhMmd rÌI nUM
zfktr ÌkIr ny hI aÉqr lfhOrI df nfm idwqf sI. lwBdf lwBdf mYN EQy awpV
igaf ijwQy myrI ipafs leI KUh sI. srkfr vwloN imly inwky ijhy Gr ivwc vwzy
sfry ËOk, ËÌr aqy ÈONk vfly pMjfbI nUM imilaf qF ieMj lwigaf ijvyN murfdF
sÌl ho geIaF hox.
Aus vyly Aus dI Aumr koeI 78 sfl dy nyVy qyVy hovygI aqy Auh dohvyN mfeI
bfbf Aus Gr ivwc iekwly rihMdy sn. lMdn dI vsoN ivwc pYsy dI iqlkx ivwc
izwgdy ZihMdy DIaF puwq, mF ipE nUM afm qOr qy ieMj hI imldy ny ijvyN rfh
jFidaF koeI muhwly vflf twkr pvy. ies krky bfbf aÉqr lfhOrI vI rylvy roz
lfhOr dy QVy qoN AuWT ky lMdn ivwc qnhfeI dI tIsI AuWqy bYTf nËr afieaf.
brqfnvI kfnUMn mUjb Auhdy kol inwkf ijhf sohxf srkfrI Gr aqy Kfx pIx leI
sOKf ijhf srkfrI Bwqf lwBdf sI pr mYN vyiKaf Auh ivcfrf sony dy ipMjry
ivwc bYTf moqIaF df cogf kol rwK ky iksy axjfxI ijhI BuwK nUM gl lf ky
iksy nfl gwl krn nUM qrsdf rihMdf sI. Aumr vwzI ho jfey qy inwky inwky bfl
vlf ky lMG jFdy hn. Auh iÈar ilKdf aqy afpxy afp nUM suxf ky hI afpxy
iÈarF dI hwqk krdf rihMdf sI. mYN qy rfxI jdoN pihly idhfVy AusnUM imly,
pMjfbI bolI aqy pMjfbI iÈaro ÈfierI dIaF gwlF bfqF hoeIaF aqy Auh quVk
ipaf, ijvyN aOV ‘c suwky bUty AuWpr koeI bwdlI acfnk qrONkf
 pf
jfey. ijvyN sdIaF dy iqrhfey bryqy ivwc brKf vrH peI. myrf ÈONk aqy AusdI
mjbUrI ies qrHF jwPI pf ky imlIaF ijvyN iksy duKI DI nUM qrsdI hoeI mF.
Auh Èfier qy mYN kwcf ipwlf ijhf Èfigrd. rfxI milk nUM Aus ny myry nfloN
cMgf imwiQaf aqy hÌqy ivwc iqMn vyrF hfËrI dyx df hukm imilaf. iesqrHF
aMnHy nUM zMgorI qy lMgVy nUM moZf imilaf.
asIN dohvyN jIa Auhdy vwl afAuNdy rhy qy vylf sohxf lMGdf igaf. AuhdI bIvI
iËhnI qOr qy kuwJ TkorI ijhI hoeI sI aqy bfbf aÉqr lfhOrI iblkul hI iksy
nfl gwl krn nUM qrisaf hoieaf sI. rfxI afpxy Ausqfd, bfp aqy bËurg dy nfqy
Auhdy leI Ërdf pkf ky KVdI aqy Auh bVf hI rfËI huMdf.
kdI kdI Auhdf koeI vI puwq Auhdy Gr JfqI mfrn afAuNdf huMdf sI, pr ieMj hI
ijvyN koeI zfkIaf icwTI suwtx. iewk idhfVy bfby ny afpxy inwky puwqr bfry
kuwJ inwjI gwlF vI dwsIaF ijhnF df Bog pfAuxf mYN munfisb nhIN smJdf. pr
Auh gwlF iewk idn vyly ny swc sfbq kr idwqIaF. bfby dy iewk puwq kol eynf
ku pYsf ey ik lMdn inAUXfrk ivwc hotlF qoN vwK ieMny ku plfËy hn ik vyK ky
akl dMg rih jFdI hY. ieMny QoVHy ijhy vkq ivwc ieMnI dOlq AuWpr qbsrf krnf
ÌËUl hY.
aÉqr lfhOrI afKx lwgf, “mYN iËMdgI df sÌr mÈIn dy pYr vFg inwky inwky tFky
lf ky kwitaf ey pr myry puwq ny ijs qrHF dI Cfl mfrI ey, mYN Aus qoN ÉuÈ
nhIN. Aus nUM kudrq ny KMB idwqy, pr Aus ny bhuq Êlq AuzfrI mfrI hY” ieh
gol mol gwlF krdf krdf Auh bVf hI Audfs ho igaf aqy awKF ivwc hMJU ikrn
lwg pey. ikAuN jy Auh iemfndfr ÈÉs awj vI afpxI hFzI afp hI qwqI kr ky
afpxI JwlI bIvI dy nfl iZwz dI awg buJf irhf sI. AusnUM iewk hor awg vI hr
vyly lwgI rihMdI sI, ijhVI rotI dI BuwK nfloN zfZI sI. Auh sI pMjfbI mF
bolI df ipafr aqy Aus df prcfr. ieMglYNz ivwc Auh pihlf pfiksqfnI pMjfbI
sI ijs ny pihlI pMjfbI sBf bxfeI. lMdn ivwc mYN Ausdf pihlf kvI drbfr
eyÈIan sYNtr ivwc vyiKaf, ijs ivwc hkIm gulfm nbI jF iewk awDf hor
pfiksqfnI qoN vwK sfry hI kvI BfrqI pMjfb dy srdfr sn.
myrI vwKI ivwc afpxI mF bolI dI DuKxI qy awgy DuK rhI sI, EQy sB qoN vwzy
pMjfb dy pMjfbIaF df mF bolI nfl ies qrHF df slUk vyK ky iewk lFbU bilaf.
ieh hI vfikaf sI ik awgy cwl ky bfby aÉqr lfhOrI dy mrx ipwCoN mYN pMjfbI
adbI sMgq dI nINh rwKI qy pfiksqfnI pMjfbI sUrimaF ny myrI ikcn dy ÈIÈy
qoVy ik amIn milk ny iswKF dI bolI df prcfr krnf ÈurU kr idwqf hY.
aÉqr lfhOrI df sMg bhuqf icr nf rih sikaf, ikAuNik Auh hux qIjy pihr df
Zldf prCfvF sI aqy rfq dy afÉrI pihr df Jmwky mfrdf qfrf. vyKidaF vyKidaF
hI awsI sflf bfbf aÉqr KUMzI nfl qurdf qurdf mMjI qy pY igaf. hux Auh bVf
Qwk igaf sI pYNzf krdf krdf. ijsm qy kmËor ho igaf, pr pMjfbI mF bolI df
ipafr ajy vI isÉrF qy sI. Auh ajy vI iÈar suxf suxf ky afpxy ieÈk nUM lorI
dyNdf rihMdf. Auh Ausqfd ieÈk lihr qy afpxy Ausqfd bfbf-ey-pMjfbI zfktr
ÌkIr muhMmd ÌkIr dIaF gwlF suxf suxf ky afpxy ÉuÈk hoTF nuM qr kr lYNdf
sI. asIN dohvyN jIa jy ikDry iewk awD idhfVf KuMJ jFdy qy bfbf Éfls lfhOrI
bol ky sfnUM dbky mfr ky afÉdf, “Eey amIn qYnUM Èrm nhIN afAuNdI hYgI, ajy
qVY (iqMn) idn guËV gey hYNgy nyN. qUM vfadf kV ky muwkV ikAuN jfnf eyN.”
aYsy qrHF asIN Aus bihÈqI vwl afAuNdy jFdy rhy pr bfbf aÉqr lfhOrI hux ies
dunIaF qoN jfx leI afpxy sfhvF dI potlI kwCy mfrI bYTf sI. bVy hI duwK dI
gwl hY ik Aus mF bolI nfl ieÈk krn vfly dI afÉrI iewiCaf sI ik iewk kvI
drbfr ËrUr krvfieaf jfvy. Aus dI ieh iewiCaf pUrI ho geI pr msF hI smfgm
ivwc puwijaf. ies iewkT ivwc Ausdy sfry puwqr DIaF aqy sqfrF aTfrF dy krIb
poqry dohqry vI Èfiml hoey. mMc AuWpr bYTy aÉqr lfhOrI ny afpxI kivqf bVy
joÈ jËby nfl jvfnF vFg suxfeI.
ies smfgm ivwc hI myrf Aus dy arb pqI byty nfl quafruÌ hoieaf ijs dI dOlq
bfby leI bVI Gft vflI gwl sI. bfby dy ies byty kol dunIaF dy hr vwzy Èihr
ivwc iewk hotl hY. lMdn ivwc iesdI kroVF rupey dI koTI hY, ijs ivwc
sivMimMg pUl bxy hoey hn. ies amIr kbIr byty ny mYnUM dwisaf ik mYN afpxy
mF-bfp aqy BYx-BfeIaF dy ÊrIb ielfky vflQm sto vwl kdI afpxI koeI mrszIË
kfr nhIN lY ky afAuNdf ik lokIN aYvyN gwlF krdy hn.
bfbf aÉqr lfhOrI hux cOrfsI sfl df ho igaf sI aqy afpxI hFzI afp qwqI krn
jogf vI nhIN sI irhf. AusnUM hux iksy DI puwqr dI loV sI ijhVf afÉrI idnF
df shfrf bx ky ies dunIaF qoN Aus nUM KuÈI KuÈI ivwidaf krdf. pr ies cmkdI
hoeI dOlqmMd rOÈn dunIaF vwc asfsy qy bhuq nyN, pr ÉUbsUrq iehsfs ikDry
nhIN imldf. ijs bfby ny rylvy roz lfhOr dy QVy AuWqy hQlI vflI KoclI mÈIn
nfl qropf qropf lIVy isEN ky puwqr jvfn kIqy, awj Auhdy hwQ ivwc sotI PVfn
vflf koeI nhIN sI. puwqF DIaF ny Aus cMd idn dy prfhuxy nUM sFBx qoN
ienkfr kr idwqf aqy hkUmq df mihkmf “soÈl srivsË” aÉqr lfhOrI nUM
lfvfrs-Éfny XF Elz hom `c lY igaf.
iewk idn mYN qy rfxI lwBdy lwBdy gey aqy loeI dI buwkl mfrI Auh myry pMjfb
df tuwitaf hoieaf qfrf cuwp cfp kursI qy bYTf asmfn vwl vyK irhf sI. mYN
koeI gwl krnI cfhI qF hoTF AuWpr AuNgl rwK ky afKx lwgf, “Eey cuwp kV jf
XfV, koeI iÈkvf nf kV, ikhVy puwq aqy ikhVIaF DIaF?” mYN ÈrimMdf ijhf ho
igaf aqy Aus ny rfxI nUM puwiCaf, “suxf puwqV koeI nvIN nËm vI ilKI AU?”
iÌr pMjfbI mF bolI dIaF gwlF krdy krdy Ausqfd gfm, imlKI rfm, ieÈk lihr,
pRoÌYsr mohn isMG qoN huMdf hoieaf afpxy Ausqfd zfktr ÌkIr muhMmd ÌkIr
dIaF ZyrF hI gwlF kr suwtIaF. rfxI ny puiwCaf, “bfbf jI quhfzy leI Ërdf
pkf ky ilafvF?” Auh awKF nIvIaF krky dfVHI `c hwQ Ìyrdf inMmHf ijhf hws ky
afKx lwgf, “puwqV jVdy nfl iBMzI qoVIaF aqy do iqMn rotIaF vI ilafvIN.
myVy koloN aMgVyjF df Kfxf nhIN KfDf jFdf.”
Ëmfny dI by-ruÉI aqy byihsI dI sUlI cVH jfx vfly aÉqr lfhOrI dI Èfied ieh
afiÉrI ÉfihÈ sI. asF lf-vfrsy lokF dy Elz hom dy iewk myË AuWqy jdoN
pMjfbI rotIaF aqy iBMzIaF nfl jdoN Ërdf KolH ky myË AuWqy KolH ky rwiKaf
qF iewk gorI dOV ky afeI. AusnUM Èfied sfzI ies rotI AuWpr kfnUMnI ieqrfË
sI. Aus ny sfQoN bfby nfl irÈqf puiwCaf. pr isvfey ipafr muhwbq jF iensfnI
quafluwk dy sfzf irÈqf vI koeI nhIN sI. gorI mulfËm mUhry kfnUMnI iehiqafq
sI aqy sfzy sfhmxy iensfnI muhwbq. sfzy nfl gorI ajy svfl jvfb kr hI rhI
sI ik aÉqr lfhOrI ny rotI nUM hwQ pf ilaf. iewk mjbUrI awgy dUsrI mjbUrI
hfr geI aqy gorI aOrq ny CyqI nfl bfby dy gl ivwc aYprn bMn idwqf. awj Auh
myrf pMjfbI Èfier hr kfnUMn qoN bÊfvq krI bYTf sI. Aus ny aYprn prHF vgfh
ky mfiraf aqy afKx lwgf, “Eey amIn ieh kuwqIaF roË hI myry gl lIr ijhI
bMnH idMdIaF ny. mYN koeI bfl aF. nf mYnUM iehnF dI bolI smJ afAuNdI ey qy
nf ieh myrI gwl smJdIaF ny.”
Xfd nhIN Esy hI idn jF agly idhfVy dOlqmMd spuwqr df Ìon afieaf ik awj lI
birwj msijd ivwc awbf jI df jnfËf hY…. jnfËf pVH ky mYN Elz hom ivwc rotI
vflf zwbf lYx igaf aqy iewk zwby ivwc QoVHf ijhf Ërdf bfby aÉqr lfhOrI df
nfm lY ky mYnUM kuwJ afKdf irhf aqy mYN roNdf roNdf bfhr af igaf.
mr igaf mF bolI pMjfbI df nF lY ky ijAUx vflf…… hux gwl qy koeI krn vflI
rih nhIN geI aqy ivKfeI jfx vflI qsvIr ivwc sMgidlI df Brn vflf koeI vI
rMg bfkI nhIN rih igaf…mwikEN pry AujfV.
iewk iewk tFkf lf ky aOlfd df ipMzf Zwkx vflf ikhVy hfl c ikhVI QF cuwlHy
dI pwkI rotI nuM qrsdf mr igaf. pr aÉqr lfhOrI dy nfl swT vrHy guËfrn vflI
kmlI JwlI ijhI arbpqI byty dI mF bfry jy kuwJ nf dwisaf qy ies drdnfk
qsvIr ivwc iewk rMg dI Gft rih jfeygI.
iewk idhfVy svyry svyry arbpqI qfibafdfr puwqr sfzy Gr af ky afKx lwgf ik,
“sfzy aMmF jI dI suwD buwD vI awDI pcwDI ijhI rih geI hY aqy Aus nUM vI
Elz hom ivwc jmF krvf idwqf hY, ikAuNik sfzy koloN nhIN sI sMBflI jFdI. pr
mYN hux cfhuMdf hF ik Aus nUM pfiksqfn KV ky sfiraF nfl myl imlfp krvf
ilafvF. pr Ausdf pfsport myry vwzy Brf kol hY aqy Auh mYnUM dyNdf nhIN.”
mYN afiKaf, “iewk qy mfeI ivcfrI vIlH cyar AuWpr hY, dUjI AuhdI suwD buwD
clI geI hY, qIjy Ausdy sfry DIaF puwqr ies dys ivwc hn. hux qUM Aus nUM Br
grmIaF ivwc pfiksqfn lY ky cwilaF eyN? ?”
kuJ Xfd nhIN Aus ny kI hUM hF kIqI aqy bfad ivwc pqf lwgf ik vwzy Brf nfl
lV iBV ky mfeI df pfsport lY ky kroVpqI qfibafdfr puwqr, mF nUM pfiksqfn
lY igaf hY.
qkrIbn pMdrF idnF bfad sfAU brÉurdfr arbpqI puwqr sfzy vwl afieaf aqy hws
ky afKx lwgf, “milk sfhb! bVIaF muÈiklF nfl aMmF nUM dubfrf Elz hom ivwc
Cwz ky afieaf hF, Auh myrI bFh nhIN sI CwzdI. afKdI sI, vy puwq mYnUM Cwz
ky nf jf. mYnuM goiraF dI bolI smJ nhIN afAuNdI.”
puwqr dI duwK BrI gwl aqy mF AuWpr huMdy Ëulm df vfikaf sux ky pOVIaF dy
cOQy dMdy AuWpr bYTI rfxI milk Ëfro Ëfr rox lwg peI. ikAuNik roNdI DoNdI
JwlI ijhI mF koloN bFh Cuzf ky Dwkf dyx vfly puwq df Ëulm nf kfibly brdfÈq
sI.
iewk idn iesy hI Elz hom ivwc mr jfx vflI mF dy jnfËy df vI Ìon af igaf.
msIq ivwc lokIN gwlF krdy suxy ik mfeI df puwqr vIlH cyar qy ibTfeI mF dy
lwk nfl pfiksqfnoN KOry ikhVI ÈYa bMn ky ilafieaf sI? qF ik dOlq ivwc hor
vfDf ho jfey.
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