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iksy vI Drm dI ÈrDf jy jnUMn
bxky Èudfa dI Èkl Dfr lvy jF akIdq, hmfkq vrgf hulIaf ieÉiqafr kr jfey qy
Auh Drm iewk musIbq bx jFdf hY. muhwbq jF akIdq iewk cMgI ÈYa hY pr jdoN
Auh hwdoN bfhr twp jfey qy jnUMn df ijMn bx jFdI hY. ijvyN hr koeI jfxdf
hY ik mF nUM puwq bVf hI ipafrf huMdf hY pr jy AuhI mF ipafr `c aMnHI ho
ky puwq nUM skUly hI nf Gwly ik mYN puwq dI judfeI nhIN Jwl skdI qy iehI
ipafr duÈmxI vrgf ho jFdf hY. BuwK leI Éurfk bVI hI ËrUrI hY, pr hwdoN
bfhr ho ky Kf leIey qF aÌfrf jF hYËf ho jFdf hY. iesy hI qrHF iksy vI Drm
nUM rwb dy hukmF muqfbk apxfieaf jfvy qy nf hI Auh dunIaF df hfsf bxdf ey,
qy nf hI lokF leI isafpf.
gurduafiraF df qF pqf nhIN ik AuhnF dy BfeI kI pVHfAuNdy aqy ikhVI iswiKaf
dyNdy ny, pr msIqF vfly mOlvIaF ny pwkf ielfj krky mwq nUM duafgf mfr ky
aqy akl nUM dugfVf mfr ky myry ijhy kmilaF nUM sbk pVHf Cwizaf hY ‘ik mËhb
ivwc akl df koeI dÉl nhIN.’ Auh afÉdy ny: mËhb bfry akl qoN kMm lYxf jF
socxf, jfcxf, gOr krnf aqy qolxf joKxf mnHF hY. ijhVf vI ieMJ krygf kfÌr
ho jfeygf.’ XfnI mOlvI jo vI afKy awKF mIt ky mMn lvo iehI iswDf rsqf hY.
mYN kdy kdy socdf hF ik jy mËhb jF Drm ivwc akl vrqx nfl bMdf kfÌr ho jFdf
hY qy ies df mqlb hoieaf ik jMnq ivwc qF sfry byakl hI jfxgy. ies qrHF
pRoPYsr mohx isMG jI df kI bxygf, ijs ny afiKaf sI, “lfeI lwg momn dy
nfloN KojI kfÌr cMgf.” hux mOlvI ny hr momn nUM hukm dy idwqf hY ik iksy
vI DrmI gwl AuWpr Koj nf kirE. socy smJy ibnHF sfzI mMn ky aMnHy KUh `c
Cfl mfrogy qF svrg df JUtf nsIb hovygf. myry iÉafl ivcw gurduafiraF ivwc
vI iehI hukm hoxYN ik brUhF `c juwqI lfh ky akl vI juwqI ivwc rwK ky aMdr
viVaf kro. ‘aKy! ijnHyN lfeI gwlIN, Esy nfl AuWT cwlI.’ iehnF lokF ny rotI
clfAux leI lokF dI akl nUM guMnH suwitaf hY. AuNJ vI ijMnF icr byvkUÌ
ijAUNdy hn aklmMd BuwKf nhIN mr skdf.
hux mYN afpxy asl ivÈy vwl prqdf hoieaf AuhnF aklmMdF vwl afvFgf ijMnHF ny
hmyÈF hI kF vFg ÈudfeIaF dy hwQoN tukVf Koihaf hY. kdI Drm dy nF qy aqy
kdy mF bolI pMjfbI vyc ky. iehnF aklmMdF dIaF kIqIaF nUM mYN afp vI bVf
Bugiqaf hY. afpxy qyrHF vrHy pMjfbI sfihqk hXfqI ivwc, pMj vrHy qF ies
jwdo jihd aqy Kpfxy `c lMGy ik ieMglYNz vsdy pfiksqfnI pMjfbIaF nUM ieh
dws skF ik pMjfbI mF bolI iekwly iswKF dI hI nhIN sgoN pMjfb ivwc vsx vfly
pMjfbIaF dI hY. kÈmIr vwloN afey lokF dy pwly ieh gwl pfAuxI hor vI aOKI
sI. mYN AuhnF awgy roxf roieaf ik mIaF muhMmd bÉÈ mMinaf pRmMinaf pMjfbI
df Èfier mIrpur kÈmIr vfly pfsy ‘KVI’ ipMz df sI. jy pMjfbI bolI iswKF dI
hY qF mIaF muhMmd bÉÈ iswKF dI Ëbfn `c ÈfierI ikAuN krdf sI. bfbf ÌrId,
buwlHy Èfh, vfrs Èfh pMjfbI bolI ivwc ikAuN ilKdy sn?
ieMJ hI mYN bVf roieaf ipwitaf pr AuhnF df iewk ieho ijhf svfl sI ijs dy
awgy mYN sO vfr hfiraf aqy isr Kpfieaf. Auh mYnUM afKdy sn ‘ik jy ieh
muslmfnF dI vI bolI hY qF pfiksqfnoN afey pMjfbI lyKk aqy prcy kwZx vfly
lokF nUM ieh srdfr lok gurduafiraF `c KVH ky pYisaF dIaF QYlIaF ikAuN
dyNdy hn? iksy aMgryË ny dUsry aMgryË nUM aMgryËI bolx dy pYsy qF kdy nhIN
idwqy.’ myry leI isafpf ieh sI ik suafl krn vfly vI AuhnF vrgy hI sn ijhnF
ny lihMdy pMjfb dy DrmI qjfrq krn vfly ZONgIaF nUM gurduafry KVH-KVH ky
QYlIaF PVHfeIaF aqy aÉbfrF ivwc qsvIrF CfpIaF. mYN ikvyN dwsdf ik lihMdy
pMjfb df hr bMdf hux kOzI AuWpr aftf lf ky bYTf hoieaf hY ik koeI pYsy
vflI DrmI kukVI Psy. hr bMdy ny kuiVwkI lfeI hoeI ey ik mYN koeI ieho ijhI
iswK Drm dI gwl ilKF ik gurduafiraF ivwcoN JolI Br jfey. lihMdy pMjfb df
sfihq qF hux isrÌ DrmI aqy qjfrqI bx ky rih igaf hY. ies mfrikt dy qfijr
afps ivwc lVdy iBVdy rihMdy hn ik iswK Drm dI mMzI AuWpr myrf bhuqf hwk
hY. sB Drm qjfrq aqy munfÌy dI Kyz hY. hux jËbfq nfl Kyizaf jf irhf hY.
Drm nfl ipafr krn vfly mfsUmF nUM AuNglF qy iKzfieaf jf irhf hY aqy mF
bolI nUM ssqI ijhI Kyz bxf ky mfl bxfieaf jf irhf hY.
pMjfbI ipafiraF awgy myrI bynqI hY ik jËbfq dI awK bMd krky akl dI awK
vrqo. jy mËhbI jnUMn aqy ÈrDf dy Èudfa qoN ht ky pMjfbIaq dy bUty nUM pfxI
hI dyxf cfhuMdy ho qF bVy AuWKVy hoey asQfn quhfzI vrKf dy loVvMd hn. Xfd
kro sfzI bymuKI pfroN nMd lfl nUrpurI vrgy BuwK hwQoN KUh `c zuwb ky mr
gey. iÌlm (mMgqI) bxfAux vfilaF ny mfl kmfieaf pr ijs ny gIq iliKaf
‘iewQoN AuWz jf Boilaf pMCIaf qUM afpxI jfn bcfa’ aqy ‘pgVI sMBfl jwtf’.
iesy qrHF ajy kwlH dI gwl hY ik brI-inËfmI ijs ny afpxf Ìn kOzIaF dy Bfa
vyc ky nusrq Ìiqh alI aqy aqf AuWlf eIsf KylvI nUM kroVpqI bxfieaf qy Auh
bMdf lfielpur dI kwcI afbfdI `c dvfeI KuxoN KflI boql Cwz ky mr igaf.
afpxI ikqfb Cpfx leI pYsy vI nf lwBy. awj PuwtpfQ AuWpr Auhdy bfl nfieln
dIaF juwqIaF vyc ky tuwkr KFdy hn. KOry! koeI jfxdf vI hY ik nhIN ik Auh
brI-inËfmI hI hY ijs ny iliKaf ‘qYnUM kyzf sohxf rwb ny bxfieaf’ ‘dmf dm
msq klMdr’ ‘nI swsIey awj dI rfq nf sONvIN nIN AUTF vfly lwd jfxgy’ ‘qusF
nUM mfx vqnF df asIN hF sohxy prdysI.’ ies gumnfm bdnsIb ny kroVFpqI bxf
ky dunIaF Br dy snmfn dvfey pr afp BuwK hI kwtI. aKy! mUMgÌlI Kfey bFdrI
qy Tyzy Kfx nUM irwC. lokF bldI loa nUM pUijaf pr dIvy `c sVdy hoey qyl
AuWpr iksy dI nËr nf geI. asF pMjfbIaF ny hmyÈF hI kuQF mUiqaf hY.
dUjy pfsy ijnHF ny pfiksqfnI gurduafiraF bfry koeI gwl afKI jF ilKI AuhnF
nUM gurU mMnH ky mwQf tyikaf igaf. pYisaF dI ies qrHF sot kIqI ik Auh
sfiekl qoN AuWqr ky kfr AuWpr bYT gey. kfrobfrI ieiqhfs ilKx vflf
ieiqhfskfr qF ho skdf hY pr Aus nUM ruhfnI gurU mMnH ky mwQf tykx vfilaF
dI akl df aMdfËf lfAuxf vI ËrUrI hY.
2002 ivwc hox vflI lMdn ivÈv pMjfbI kfnPrMs ivwc iewk bMdf pfiksqfnoN
afieaf qy ies kfrobfrI gurU dy nfl kuwJ lMdn dy srdfr bflky vI iPr rhy sn.
gurU nUM afpxy ivroDI pfiksqfnI dUjy gurU AuWpr guwsf sI ik iswK DrmI mMzI
ivwc dukfn qF myrI AuWcI hY pr kfnÌrMs ivwc afdr mfx Ausdf ho irhf hY. Aus
ny afpxy bflikaF nUM qYÈ duafeI qy Auh BVk AuWTy ik sfzy gurU nUM AuWcf
aqy shI asQfn ikAuN nhIN iml irhf. AuWqoN Drm-qfjr ikqfb ilKx vfly nUM vI
Èrm nf afeI ik ieh kfnÌrMs iksy BfeI, mOlvI, pMizq pFzy jF msIq
gurduafiraF dI nhIN sgoN pMjfbI mF-bolI jF pMjfbIaq bfry hY. kfnÌrMs cwl
rhI sI ik mYnUM iewk bMdy rfvl rfT ny dwisaf ik pfiksqfnI gurU bVy guwsy
`c Èrfb pI ky gflHF kwZdf iPrdY ik iswKF dy Drm bfry iliKaf bhuqf mYN hY
pr KwtI ieilafs GuMmx Kwt irhf hY, myrI pUrI kdr nhIN pY rhI.
AuWqoN bflky afK rhy hn ik qusIN koeI iÌkr nf kro mhFrfj asIN quhfzf bdlf
lvFgy.
mYN ieh gwl sux ky isrÌ hws Cwizaf. AuhI gwl hoeI ik Èfm nUM lokF nUM Gro
GrIN afhr kr irhf sF ik iewk KUMjy’ c do iqMn iswK bflky aqy pfiksqfnI
gurU mYnUM afKx lwgf, ‘mlk jI qusIN cMgf nhIN kr rhy.’ mYN ajy juafb hI
dyx vflf sF ik iswK bflky ny myry nwk qy muwkf kwZ mfiraf. ieh myrI qsvIr
dws rhI hY ik pMjfbIaF `c akl huMdI qF mhFrfjf rxjIq isMG nfl ieMJ nf
huMdI. ies qoN mgroN puils ny puwiCaf ik Auh iswK nOjvfn kOx sI? pqf qy
mYnUM hYgf sI pr kI dwsdf ik asIN sfry hI mËhb dI nkyl pfeI iÌrdy bymuhfry
AUT hF aqy asIN dubfrf ieMglYNz ivwc 1947 vfps lY ky afAux lwgy hF. svrgI
Èfier sfihr luiDafxvI ny afiKaf sI ‘tYNk afgy bVy Xf pICy bhrhfl DrqI kI
koK bFJ hoqI hY’ ieh hY pMjfbI dI akl bfry CotI ijhI imsfl. Drm dy ies
jnUMn ny ijwQy hor puafVy pfey EQy pfiksqfnI pMjfbI BrfvF ivwc vI srdfrF
koloN pYsy dI Koh-KuhfeI leI ivroD KVHf kr idwqf hY. AuWqoN ieh sB jfxdy
hn ik muslmfn afpxy isvf sB nUM kfÌr afKdy hn. dUjy pfsy AuhnF dI iDr dI
iÉdmq kr ky rkmF vI lYNdy ny. mYN gvfh hF ik iehnF hI DrmI qfjrF ny lMdn
kfnPrMs ivwc myry AuWpr iCwtF pfAuNdy hoey afiKaf sI ik ‘sfnUM gurduafiraF
`c Tihrf ky goBI aflU ikAuN Kuafey gey?’ hux dwso mYN kI krdf, msIqF qy
nyVy nhIN lwgx dyNdIaF. gurduafry nf huMdy qF ieh kfnÌrMs nhIN sI ho skdI.
ieh qF mMnxf pvygf ik pMjfbIaq dI kdrdfnI krn vfly vI srdfr vIr hI hn.
goBI aflU qoN nfsF vwtx vfilaF nUM bMdf puwCy ik iehnF hI gurduafiraF `coN
rkmF mFj ky kfrF qF ÉrId lYNdy ho pr gurduafiraF ivwc Tihrnf cMgf ikAuN
nhIN lwgf? ‘gulguly KFdI hF qyl qoN prhyË hY.’
rih geI ieh gwl ik lihMdy pMjfb `c hr qIjf bMdf gurduafiraF dy duafly hI
ikAuN ho igaf hY? koeI nnkfxf sfihb dIaF iewtF igx ky kMDF nfp irhf hY.
koeI Poto lfh ky aqy sI: zI bxf ky lMdn puwj igaf hY. hr gurduafry awgy
bYTf DrmI qjfrq kr irhf hY. Drm hr iewk nUM ipafrf hY. pfiksqfn ivwc mMdr
vI qF bhuq hn pr mMdrF bfry awj qwk iksy ny koeI ikqfb nhIN CfpI, iksy ny
qsvIrF nfl ieiqhfs nf iliKaf. ies vfsqy ik pYsf koeI nhIN lwBxf. iehnF
DrmI lyKkF koloN puwCo ik bfbrI msjd bfry awj qIk iewk Èbd vI ikAuN nhIN
iliKaf? iehnF KojIaF ieiqhfskfrF nUM ieh puwCo ik mdInf ÈrIÌ dI msjd ikhVy
sMnH `c bxI, ikMnI lfgq afeI aqy ikMny rkby ivwc hY, koeI pqf nhIN. ieh
sfrf kuwJ jfnx dI loV ies krky nhIN ik mflmqf qF lwBxf nhIN. ilhfËf ieh
gwl pwkI ho geI ik gurduafiraF bfry ikqfbF ilKx vfly Drm qfjr qF afKy jf
skdy hn pr AuhnF nfl Èudfa vrgI ÈrDf jqf ky jnUMnI kMm krnf by-aklI hY.
ijhVf afpxI msIq ivwc kdy rwb awgy isjdf nhIN krdf Auh dUjy dy Drm df eynF
afÈk ikvyN ho igaf? jy myrI gwl ajy vI nhIN KrI AuWqrI qF myrf iewko hI
svfl sfzy jvfb dy dyvygf ik awj qwk iksy srdfr vIr ny ihMdosqfn ivwc hËfrF
msIqF df ieiqhfs aqy qsvIrF ikAuN nhIN CfpIaF? ikAuNik lihMdy pMjfb vfly
sfry vycx vfly hI hn, KrIdx vflf koeI nhIN.
myrI gwl df iswtf ieh hY ik DrmI qfjr lyKkF nUM pYsy qoN vwD ÈrDf df dfn
vMzx vfilE! ijs ny cMdr gupq mOrIaf jF muglIaf Éfn df ieiqhfs iliKaf sI
AuhnF nUM ikhVy mMdr msijd ny pYisaF dIaF QYlIaF PVfeIaF sn. iksy aMgryË
ny kurfn ÈrIÌ bfry vI iliKaf hY mgr Aus nUM iksy muslmfn ny vlI alUh df
drjf dy ky gurU nhIN bxf ilaf. ikhVI ikhVI gwl dwsF ik ikvyN ikvyN dI cfl
cwl ky ieh qfjr Drm dy jËbfq nfl Kyzdy hn. iewk pfiksqfnI qfjr ny ieh vI
afK idwqf, ‘mYN afpxI DI df nfm nfnkI rwK ilaf hY.’ myry vrgy ÈudfeIaF ny
ies gwl AuWpr notF dIaF QYlIaF qfjr dy pYrF `c rwK ky mwQy tyky qy nfhry
lfey (boly so inhfl- siq sRI akfl) hflF ik Aus dI DI df nfm Gr ivwc vI
muslmfnI hY aqy skUl dy rijstr ivwc vI. jy iksy iensfn dy aMdr iksy hor
Drm leI ÈrDf nhIN qF Ausdf prcfr krnf iewk munfPkq hY.
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