mYN ikAuN krF ieh kMm?

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mYnUM vulvrhYNptn zfeI kfsitMg ivwc kMm iml igaf. hÌqy `c 44 GMty sfZy pMj idn kMm krky mYnUM 8 pONz imlx lwg pey. kMm bhuqf gMdf nhIN sI qy nf hI Bfrf sI. pr sfrf idn bwJvF kMm qF krnf pYNdf hI sI. inwkIaF inwkIaF BwTIaF sn ijnHF `c iswkf Zldf sI qy myrf kMm AuhnF BwTIaF `c koly pfAux df sI. iewko kqfr `c 8 BwTIaF sn qy mYN ijs `c loV huMdI Aus `c koly pfeI jFdf. vlYq `c gwzI ruV peI sI. kMm iml igaf sI. afhr ho igaf sI. kMm Gr dy nyVy hI sI. dupihr nUM iewk GMty vyly Gry af ky rotI vI Kf jFdf sF. eynf hI kMm bhuq sI myry leI. jy kdI sfzI cfrjhYNz ny EvrtfeIm lfAux leI kihxf vI qF mYN nFh kr dyxI. myry leI bQyrf sI. mYN ikhVI ËmIn gihxy rwK ky afieaf sF jF mYN ipwCy twbr pflxf sI.
iewk idn iewk ieho ijhI Gtnf vfprI ijsny mYnUM kMm dI aihmIaq bfry bhuq kuwJ smJf idwqf. mYN afpxI koly pfAux vflI Cwbl leI Kloqf sI ik PormYn afieaf qy mYnUM BwTIaF duafly JfVU mfrn leI kih ky qurdf hoieaf. sfzI cfrjhYNz pYgI sI. koeI qIh pYNqI sfl dI KLUbsUrq ËnfnI. Auh kdy kdy myry nfl gwlF kr lYNdI sI. myry bfry myry mulk bfry jfnx leI qIbr sI. PormYn jdoN afpxy kMm qoN muiVaf qF mYN Esy qrHF KVHf sF. mYN JfVU nhIN sI mfiraf
-vfeI izzMt XU svIp idws………? Ausny iKJidaF ijhf ikhf.
-afeI kYnOt zU idws…….
-kMm tU mfeI afiÌs aYNz gYWt Xuar kfrz…….
so mYN afpxf kot cuwikaf qy Ausdy dÌqr vwl nUM ho quiraf. myrI axK hlUxI geI sI. ‘ieh sflf kOx huMdf mYnUM ies qrHF bolx vflf!’ mYN hMkfiraf igaf sF. mYN Ausdy dÌqr `c igaf qF pYgI, sfzy sYkÈn dI cfrjhYNz vI AuWQy hI sI.
-vwt hYpMz……?
-afeI afskz ihMm tU svIp df eyrIaf aYNz hI rIPIAUËz.
Auh pYgI nUM dws hI irhf sI ik AusnUM myn dÌqr `coN iksy ËrUrI kMm leI Ausy vyly bulf ilaf igaf.
-afeI ivwl zIl ivwd XU vYWn afeI kMm bYk. pYgI gYWt ihË kfrz rYzI.
mYnUM qy pYgI dohF nUM afkVI sur `c kih ky Auh dÌqroN bfhr ho igaf.
Ausdy jfx bfad pYgI ny mYnUM puwiCaf qy mYN AusnUM sfrf kuwJ dws idwqf ik asIN JfVU nhIN mfrdy. ieh kMm sfzy ‘nINvIN jfq’ vfly krdy hn. Auh rqf ku buwlHF ivwc muskurfeI.
-kMm ivd mf…….
bfhr jf ky Ausny JfVU cuwikaf aqy afp QF sfÌ krn lwg peI. kuwJ icr qF mYN Aus vwl bVI hYrfnI ijhI nfl vyKdf irhf qy guafcf irhf ik ieh cfrjhYNz huMdI hoeI vI rqf vI prvfh nhIN krdI ik lok kI kihxgy qy afp JfVU mfr rhI hY. mYN ieh socidaF iJjkdy iJjkdy ny afly-duafly vyiKaf qy Aus qoN JfVU PVH ky afp QF sfÌ krn lwg ipaf. ieh myry leI iewk bhuq vwzf sbk sI. iesqoN bfad mYnUM ijho ijhf kMm vI imilaf mYN kIqf. pYgI ny PormYn nUM sB kuwJ smJf idwqf qy myrI nOkrI bc geI.