sMgIq df hI dUjf nF hY ryÈmf

- hrnyk isMG GVUMaF

prvdgfr ny iensfn dy pyt dI BuwK imtfAux leI qrHF qrHF dy pdfrQ pYdf kIqy qy qn Zwkx leI vMn-suvMny kwpVy bÉÈy. vwzf mslf sI ik rUh dI BuwK iks qrHF imtfeI jfvy. ies msly df hwl sMgIq ny pUrf kIqf. kdy kl-kl krdy Jrny mnuwK dI afqmf nUM TMZk phuMcfAuNdy sn. kdy KUh `qy vgdy bYlF dIaF GUMgrflF dI Cx-Cx, hlt dy kuwqy dI tk-tk, dUr-dUr ikqy aftf pIhxI cwkI dI afvfË aYsf sMgIq pYdf krdy ik pUrf aflf-duaflf sMgIqmeI ho jFdf.
kuJ aYho ijhy vfqfvrn ivwcoN AupjI gfiekf df nF hY ryÈmf. ryÈmf dI pYdfieÈ vxjfiraF dy kbIly ivwc dUr ikDry AujfVF bIafbfnF ivwc iewk munÈI sudfgr dy Gr hoeI. AUTF dy gl twlIaF dI mnmohxI afvfË, milHaF qy krIrF ivwcoN guËr ky sr-sr krdI hvf ny ryÈmf nUM sMgIq dI guVHqI idwqI. munÈI sudfgr df kbIlf roËI rotI kmfAux leI mfrUQlF ivwc idn-rfq ivcrdf, rfq ikqy, idn ikqy nf muwkx vflf sÌr hmyÈF ivwZI rwKdf. ies kbIly df nFa hY bIkfnyrIaf. ryÈmf dI mF Ìfqmf Aus nUM Kyzx leI guwzIaF ptoly bxf ky idMdI.
gItIaF KyzdI, inwq nvyN sÌr leI AUTF dy pflxy kwsdI ryÈmf ny jvfnI dI dihlIË `qy pYr rwiKaf. ryÈmf lohVy dI ÉUbsUrq muitafr inkl afeI. AuWcf-lMmf guMdvF srIr, idl iKwcvyN nkÈ, sMDUrI rMg qy BUrIaF awKF ny sfry kbIilaF ivwc ryÈmf dy husn dI crcf CyV idwqI. ryÈmf kdy kdy rfq vyly kMm-kfj qoN ivhlI ho ky gVvI dy nfl ÌkIrF dy klfm gfAux lwg pYNdI. sfry idn dy qpdy mfrUQl nUM iewk dm TMZk mihsUs huMdI. jdoN ryÈmf kMn `qy hwQ rwK ky alfp lfAuNdI pUry vfqfvrn df ipMzf QrQrf jFdf. ikwkrF qy krIrF nfl tkrfAuNdI afvfË iksy alfhI afqmf df BulyKf pfAuNdI.
ryÈmf pIrF-PkIrF dy AursF AuWqy afpxy kbIly nfl iËafrq krn jFdI. jdoN Auh afpxf kflm CoNhdI pUry iekwT ivwc sMnftf Cf jFdf. iewk vfr ÈfhbfË klMdr dy Aurs `qy ryzIE zfierYktr slIm iglfnI ny ryÈmf nUM gfAuNidaF suixaf. Auh ryÈmf nUM sux ky hwkf-bwkf rih igaf. iewk Éfnf-bdoÈ kuVI dI afvfË ivwc aYnf drd? Aus ny Jwt ryÈmf nUM ryzIE qy gfAux df swdf idwqf, pr ieh kbIly dIaF irvfieqF qoN Ault sI. ryÈmf ny do tuwk jvfb dy idwqf. iglfnI sfhb nUM bVf duwK lwgf. Aus ny ryÈmf nUM bVy lflc idwqy pr ryÈmf tws qoN mws nhIN hoeI. afÉr slIm iglfnI ny ryÈmf dy awbU nUM pUry pirvfr smyq ryzIE styÈn cfh `qy afAux leI mnf ilaf. iewk bMd kmry ivwc sfiraF ny cfh pfxI pIqf. zfierYktr sfhb ny ryÈmf nUM cMd bol suxfAux leI ikhf. awbU dy kihx `qy ryÈmf ny cMd lfeInF gfeIaF. bws iPr kI sI, kmry dy aMdr gupq rUp ivwc irkfrz krn vflf XMqr iPwt sI. kuwJ dyr bfad ryÈmf nUM irkfrz kIqIaF lfeInF suxfeIaF. lMmy ivcfr-vtFdry qoN bfad ryÈmf dy pirvfr ny AusnUM gfAux dI iewk Èrq `qy iejfËq dy idwqI ik Auh mslf pUry kbIly awgy sihmqI leI rwiKaf jfvygf. asl iejfËq kbIly dy hF krn qy hI mMnI jfvygI. aMq kfÌI Bwj nws qoN bfad slIm sfhb ny kbIly nUM mnf hI ilaf. imAUiËk zfierYktr Ausqfd nwQU KF dy inrdyÈn hyT ryÈmf dy gIqF df islislf ÈurU ho igaf. ijs iksy ny ryÈmf nUM pihlI vfr suixaf Auh Aus df dIvfnf ho igaf.
pRiswD gfiekf suirMdr kOr dy pqI pRoPYsr joigMdr isMG soZI dy dosq jgjIq KMnf lMzn qoN gIq irkfrz krky suirMdr kOr nUM suxfAux leI lY ky afey. sfiraF ny iehdf luqÌ ilaf pr ieh iksy nUM smJ nhIN sI af rhI ik ies pfk afvfË dI milkf kOx hY? kfÌI smyN bfad pqf cwilaf ik ieh pfiksqfnI Éfnf-bdoÈ kuVI ryÈmf hY. iehnF idnF ivwc hI dlIp kumfr pfiksqfn qoN ryÈmf dy kuwJ gIqF dI kfpI kr ky ilafieaf. Aus ny pUrI iÌlm ieMzstrI nUM ckfcOND kr idwqf.
mYN dsvIN jmfq ivwc pVHdf sF acfnk iewk idn ryzIE `qy gIq afieaf ‘hfey E rwbf! nhINEN lwgdf idl myrf’ gIq dy bol Dur aMdr qIk Auqr gey. mYnUM lwg irhf sI ik mYN pUry df pUrf brÌ dI iswlI vFg ipGl irhf hF. bVy klf pRymIaF dy puwCx qoN bfad iewk arsy ipwCoN pqf cwilaf ieh qF ryÈmf vxjfrn hY. myry aMdr ijAUNdI jfgdI ryÈmf nUM vyKx dI qy mUMhoN gIq suxn dI Ëbrdsq ÉfihÈ pYdf ho geI. ikMny sfl bIq jfx qoN bfad vI mYnUM ryÈmf vyKxI nsIb nhIN hoeI. iewk vfr pqf cwilaf blvMq gfrgI dy Gr idwlI ivKy ryÈmf TihrI hY. mYN srpt idwlI vwl dOiVaf, ijAuN hI idwlI phuMicaf pqf cwilaf ik ryÈmf awj hI lfhOr vfps geI hY. mYnUM sux ky bVf Ëbrdsq Dwkf lwgf, mYnUM AudoN QoVHf skUn imilaf jdoN kfÌI smyN bfad ryÈmf nUM tI: vI `qy sfhmxy vyiKaf.
myrf vfsqf ryÈmf nfl AudoN ipaf jdoN Auh lgpg gfAuxf Cwz cuwkI sI. asIN ryÈmf nUM muhflI myly `qy afAux df swdf idwqf pr Aus ny jvfb dy idwqf. pfiksqfn dIaF keI mÈhUr hsqIaF nUM ryÈmf dy Gr Byijaf. ryÈmf df tYlIÌon afieaf, “srdfr sfhb, quhfzI bVI imhrbfnI qusIN Xfd kIqf. drasl mYN gfAuxf Cwz cuwkI hF. myrI ishq Érfb rihMdI hY. mYN aYDr af ky TIk nf gf skI, myrI sfrI Aumr dI kmfeI KUh ivwc pY jfeygI.” mYN iÌr iËwd kIqI, “ryÈmf qusIN af jfxf BfvyN gIq nf gfAuxf. asIN aÉbfrF ivwc quhfzf nfm dy cuwky hF sfzI iewËq bc jfeygI.” kfÌI smF socx qoN bfad Ausny afAux leI ‘hF’ kr idwqI.
jdoN asIN atfrI rylvy styÈn qy klfkfrF nUM lYx gey qd Auh iewk bYNc `qy ZyrI hoeI peI sI. Aus df murJfieaf ichrf qy hwzIaF dy ZFcy vflI ryÈmf myry mn ivwc icqvI ryÈmf qoN kohF dUr sI. lMmI ibmfrI ny ivcfrI df Qyh kr ky rwK idwqf sI. AusnUM kfÌI buÉfr ciVHaf hoieaf sI. asIN afpxy dosq gogI nUM Jtpt ryÈmf nUM sMBflx leI ikhf. Auh aMimRqsr df iewk nfmvr vpfrI hY.
kFgrs srkfr dy Auqrfa-cVHfa kfrn pfiksqfn df sfrf vÌd cMzIgVH nhIN Tihrfieaf jf sikaf. ies AuQl puQl ivwc ryÈmf dy atYcI kys df pqf nhIN sI cwl irhf. Auh kfÌI gMBIr ho geI. iksy swjx nUM ryÈmf dy Grvfly nfl Tihry pfiksqfnI mihmfnF dy sfmfn ivwcoN pVqfl krn leI Byijaf, Auh KflI hwQ vfps af gey. ryÈmf dI gMBIrqf AudfsI ivwc bdl geI. cMdrI df AuWqiraf ichrf myry qoN brdfÈq nhIN sI huMdf. ryÈmf ny gfAux df ÌYslf kIqf sI pr ies hflq ivwc lgdf sI, Auh gf nhIN skygI. sfry ruJyNvyN Cwz ky ryÈmf qy Aus dy Grvfly nUM nfl lY ky mYN ropV vwl cwl ipaf. rsqy ivwc ryÈmf ny dwisaf myry 10 qoly dy gihxy atYcI ivwc hn. mYN ryÈmf nUM ikhf, “iÌkr nf kr qYnUM gihxy ÉrId ky lY idaFgy.”
“gwl iekwly gihixaF dI nhIN, Auh myrI ÈfdI dI inÈfnI hn srdfr jI.”
Auh afpxy Grvfly nfl rfjsQfnI ivwc aOKI BfrI ho rhI sI.
“mYN qy ibmfr hF, qUM myrf smfn vI nhIN sMBfl skdf.”
ropV phuMcx qy atYcI iml igaf. Auh byhwd ÉuÈ sI. vfpsI `qy hlky-Pulky mËfk ÈurU ho gey. ryÈmf nUM ikhf, “ieh Grvflf qUM ikwQoN lwiBaf ey, ijhVf atYcI vI nhIN sMBfl skdf.”
“srdfr jI lwiBaf luwiBaf ikwDroN nhIN, ieh qF lftrI ivwcoN inkilaf ey.”
sfiraF df hfsf inkl igaf.
rfqIN myly ivwc ryÈmf dI 2 vjy vfrI afeI. Aus dy sroqy Ëbrdsq TMZ hox dy bfvjUd jMmy bYTy sn. awj ryÈmf do sflF dy arsy bfad gfAux lwgI sI. lor ivwc afeI ryÈmf AuWprly spqF vwl vDx lwgI. ibmfrI dI Xfd afAux qy iÌr hyTF af jFdI. ryÈmf ny afm nfloN iËafdf sohxf gfieaf.
ryÈmf dy Grvfly dy pfsport dI imafd Éqm hox ivwc iewk do idn bfkI rihMdy sn. asIN agly idn vfps jfx dI iqafrI kr idwqI. Auh ajy rukxf cfhuMdI sI. asIN bQyrf smJfieaf ik pfsport Éqm hox qy Ausdf pqI iewQy nhIN rih skdf. Auh gwl nf mMny, “nhIN mYnUM dovyN dyÈ iewko ijMny ipafry lwgdy ny.” BolI BflI ryÈmf kI jfxy, srkfrF dy JMjt. pfsport Éqm hox `qy Kfn muhMmd nUM jylH dI hvf vI KfxI pY skdI hY.
iewk vyrF iÌr pfiksqfn igaf. gOrimMt kflj ÈyKpUrf dy ipRMsIpl gulfm rsUl afËfd ny myrI afmd qy gfAux-vjfAux qy kvI drbfr df pRbMD kIqf.
Aus idn ryÈmf sÉq ibmfr sI pr myrf nF sux ky afAuxoN rih nf skI. jdoN ryÈmf gfAux lwgI, Èfied AusnUM gfAux vyly eynI qklIÌ nf huMdI hovy, ijMnIN mYnUM sux ky mfnisk pIVf ho rhI sI. mYN Aus nUM rok vI nhIN sI skdf. ikDry ryÈmf df idl nf tuwt jfey, “srdfr jI nUM myry gIq psMd nhIN.”
agly idn myrI vfpsI sI. ryÈmf ny iewk idn hor rukx dI iËwd kIqI. Auh afpxf nvF bxfieaf Gr ivKfAuxf cfhuMdI sI. jdoN pfiksqfn jfx df mOkf imldf mYN hmyÈF ryÈmf dy Gr ho ky afAuNdf hF. hr vyrI Gr df iewk jIa mYnUM jI-afieaF kihx dy bhfny drvfËy dy bfhr KVHf imldf hY jo ieho qfkId krdf hY, “aMdr jf ky ryÈmf nUM kihxf qyrI ishq pihlF nfloN kfÌI ibhqr hY.” GridaF dy kihx qy hr vfrI iewk korf JUT bolxf pYNdY. ieh sux ky Auh kuwJ plF leI KuÈ ho jFdI. ikwzf DoKf sI ryÈmf qy afpxy afp nfl. ies gwl df afm crcf sI ryÈmf nUM kYNsr hY.
ryÈmf ny kdy mfx nhIN kIqf ik Auh bhuq vwzI klfkfr hY. jy qusIN gwzI ivwc jFdy gfAux leI kho, Auh Jwt gfAux lwg pvygI. Aus dy Gr jfE, Jwt hfrmonIam kwZ ilafeygI, qusIN afpxy Gr kho, Auh QflI PVH ky gfAux lwg pvygI. Ayus ny afpxy kbIly nfloN nfqf nhIN qoiVaf. sfry muMzy-kuVIaF afpxy kbIly ivwc ivafhy hn. Aus dIaF nUMhF dy awj vI cflI cflI mIZIaF dy pIhV guMdy hoey huMdy hn. Aus dy rozy Bozy poqy poqIaF Tfh Tfh lwqF ivwc vwjdy rihMdy hn. ryÈmf dy do byty hn, sMnI (sfvx) qy muhMd lqIÌ (BfdoN). do bytIaF hn husnf aqy ÈihËfdIy bfno. ryÈmf dy pqI df nF hY Éfn muhMmd. ryÈmf ny pUry arb dyÈ qy pUrf XUrp GuMimaf hY. ryÈmf ny pRiswD iÌlm ‘hIro’ df gIq ‘lMmI judfeI’ gfieaf jo bflIvuwz ivwc iewk mIl pwQr bx ky rih igaf hY.
kuJ arsf pihlF pRiswD pfiksqfnI klfkfr anfieq husYn BwtI nUM aDrMg df dOrf pY igaf. Aus ny imlx leI sunyhf Byijaf. QoVHy idnF bfad asIN pfiksqfn gey. Auh ivcfrf Ëfr-Ëfr roeI jf irhf sI. Ëbfn bMd hox kfrn mUMhoN kuwJ bol nhIN sI skdf. asIN bVy idlfsy idwqy, “TIk ho jfEgy!” pr Auh bVI byidlI nfl isr ihlf irhf sI. ryÈmf dI hflq vI qrsXog sI. ieDr af ky ryÈmf qy anfieq BwtI `qy sFJf lyK iliKaf. ‘buJ cwly icrfÊ’ lyK aKbfr nUM dyx hI cwilaF sF ik acfnk lfhOr qoN dosq df Pon af igaf, “BwtI sfhb POq ho gey hn.” hwQlf lyK rwK idwqf. iekwlf BwtI sfhb dy jIvn `qy iliKaf. zr lwg irhf sI ik iksy vyly vI ryÈmf dI burI Ébr af skdI hY. kdy tYlIÌon krn df hONslf nhIN ipaf. awj vflf lyK ilKx qoN pihlF irkfrizMg kMpnI dy mflk PfrUk nUM lfhOr tYlIPon kIqf qF ik pqf lwg jfey ryÈmf ies vyly iks hflq ivwc hY. myrf idl Dwk Dwk kr irhf sI. bgYr lMmI vfrqf kIiqaF puwiCaf, “PfrkU sfhb ryÈmf df kI hfl ey?” “iewkdm Pst klfs.” mYnUM XkIn nhIN sI af irhf. mYN iPr puwiCaf, “swcI gwl ey?” PfrkU hws ky boilaf, “aYNvyN kYNsr smJdy rhy, gly dI koeI ibmfrI sI. sB kuC TIk-Tfk ho igaf pr ivcfrI ny lMmf kÈt pfieaf. qusIN gwl kr lvo ies vyly Gr eI ey. ryÈmf Èfh ËmfnIaf dy mËfr `qy iËafrq kr ky afeI ey, asIN agly idnF ivwc amrIkf pRogrfm dyx jf rhy hF.”
Jwt ryÈmf dy Gr tYlIÌon imlfieaf. ryÈmf df jvfb sI, “srdfr jI ikwQy guMm gey E. asIN qy Qfxy irport krfAux lwgy sI.” ijs qrHF Aus df suBfa hY alfp lY ky gfAuxf ÈurU kr idwqf, “jy qn myrf ÈIÈf hovy murÈd vyK nf QwkF hU…….” ikMnIN dyr hËrq sulqfn bfhU df klfm gfAuNdI rhI. ieh qy Auho irÈt puÈt ryÈmf sI ijs nUM dsvI’ c pVHidaF ‘hfey E rwbf nhINE lwgdf idl myrf’ gfAuNidaF suixaf sI. klfm dy bol sux ky mYN isr qoN pYrF qwk lrË igaf. mYnUM byhwd ÉuÈI hoeI. drvyÈ df swcINmuwcIN dUsrf jnm hoieaf hY.