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- sR: hrdIp isMG Kflsf (9779856840)
 

mYN ipCly idnIN aYs[ aYs[ pI aMimRqsr idhfqI df sqfieaf iensfP lYx leI pMjfb aqy hirafxf hfeIkort irt pfAux vfsqy igaf. krIb 11 vjy rfq mYN sYktr 17 dy bws stYNz phuMicaf qy rfq kwtx leI bws stYNz dI iewk nuwkry rYWz krfs duafrf bxfey rYx bsyry ivwc phuMicaf. izAutI `qy bYTy klrk nUM kmry vfsqy puwiCaf qF Auh kihx lwgf cMzIgVH puils dI BrqI cwl rhI hY, nfeIt ÈYltr hirafxf srkfr ny buwk krfieaf hoieaf hY. koeI bYz KflI nhIN. mYN hfl aMdr vyiKaf kfPI bYWz KflI pey sn. mYN puwiCaf bYWz qF kfPI KflI hn qF AuhnF ny jvfb idwqf ik AuhnF Aupr lwgy pwKy Krfb hn qF KfÜI hn. mYN ikhf ik mYnUM Krfb pwKy vflf bYWz hI dy idAu qF AuhnF ny inrAuqr ijhy ho ky mYnUM afpxf aYzrYs ilKvfAux vfsqy kih idwqf. jo mYN ilKvf idwqf AuhnF ny mYnUM 5 nM: hfl ivwc 17 nM: bYWz alft kr idwqf. rfq kwt ky mYN svyry 9 vjy hfeIkort jfx leI bs stYNz `qy clf igaf qy bs dI AuzIk krn lwgf vyiKaf arbF-KrbF dI lfgq nfÜ bxn vflF bws awzf hux BFa-BFa kr irhf hY qy pMjfb nUM jfx vfÜIaF bwsF hux sYktr 43 dy bws awzy qoN cwldIaF hn. ijs nfÜ afm jnqf nUM Kwjl-Kuafr hoxf pY irhf hY. nËr Gumf ky vyiKaf muÈkl nfÜ 5% hI hoxgy ijMnHF dfhVI kys rwKy hoxgy bfkI sB dy kys kql kIqy hoey sn pqf nhIN AuhnF `coN ikMny iswK jF pMjfbI hoxgy. myry mn ivwc svfl vfr-vfr AuT irhf sI ik qUM pMjfb dI rfjDfnI ivwc KVf hYN jF iksy hor styt d?
myrIaF awKF sfhmxy kpUrI qoN nihr kwZx nfÜ ÈurU hoieaf pMjfbIaF dy ÈMGrÈ qy sfkf nIlf qfrf qoN huMdf hoieaf KUn nfÜ lwQpwQ pMjfb byaMq isMG srkfr bxn `qy puils muKI ky[ pI[ aYs igwl vwloN kIqf igaf pMjfbIaF df Gfx (nslkuÈI) dI rIl GuMm geI.
mYN nF qF kdI sMq jrnYl isMG iBzrFvfilaF dy iksy iewkT ivwc igaf sF qy nf hI iksy jQy ivwc igRPqfrI idwqI sI. pr ijs qrHF sMq jrnYl isMG ny gurDfmF dI rfKI kridaF sfQIaF smyq Èhfdq idwqI Ausny bfbf dIp isMG qy bfbf bMdf isMG bhfdr dI ÈhIdI nUM iewk vfr iPr Xfd krvf idwqf. sMq iBzrFvfilaF dI pRyrnf sdkf iswK lihr pUry jobn qy af cuwkI sI. sfkf nIlf qfrf qoN bfad puils aqy sI[ afr[ pI[ aYWP ny qswdd dI awq kr idwqI. sI[ afr[ pI dIaF DfVF nUM ijwQy vI aMimRqDfrI nOjvfn imldf AusnUM KfVkU smJ kuwtmfr krdy. keI zrpok afpxy gfqry lfh ky ikwlIaF nfÜ tMg rhy sn. qF ik puils dI kropI qoN bicaf jf sky. vyK ky myrf mn duKI hoieaf. mYN aMimRq Ck ky iqafr br iqafr isMG sj igaf qy gurU rfmdfs jI dy drbfr ivwc Pirafd kIqI ik ijMnf icr qyry drbfr dI byhurmqI krn vfilaF nUM sjf nhIN imÜ jFdI mYN isr `qy dsqfr nhIN sjfvFgf qy nf hI pYrIN juwqI pfvFgf. mYN hor nOjvfnf nUM bynqI kIqI ik isMG sjo. qusIN BfeI qfrU isMG dy vfirs ho BfeI boqf isMG qy grjf isMG dI Èhfdq nUM Xfd kro. keIaF ny mYnUM mKOl krnf ik hux ieh ieMdrf gFDI qy jnrl vYidaf nUM mfr ky hI pwg bMnygf. mYN awgoN dlIl dyxI ik jdoN vI iksy duÈt ny gurDfmf dI byadbI kIqI hY qF gurU ny isMGF nUM ÈkqI idwqI hY qy isMGF ny duÈtF df nfÈ krky hI dm ilaf hY. so pqf nhI gurU ny iks isMG nUM ÈkqI dyxI hY. so ieMdrf gFDI dy mrn AuprMq mYN dsqfr sjf leI aqy pYrIN joVf pf ilaf. mYN iswKF nfÜ qy smuwcy pMjfbIaF nfÜ ho rhIaF ijafdqIaF krky iswK sMGrÈ nfÜ hmdrdI rwKdf. hOÜI-hOÜI glq ansrF dI GuspYT krky iswK sMGrÈ bdnfm hox lwgf. KfVkUaF dy nfm `qy luwtF-KohF hox lwgIaF qy bydoiÈaF df kqlyafm hox lwgf. ijws df lihr nfÜ koeI vfsqf nhIN sI. ijws nfÜ lihr nUM Zfa lwgxI ÈurU ho geI.
kuJ idn pihlF mYN iewk ÈRomxI kmytI mYNbr dy iKlfP njfiej Èrfb df DMdf krn df doÈ pRYs rfhIN lfieaf qF akflI dl dy sInIar lIzr aqy aYm[ pI[ zf: rqn isMG ajnflF ny pRYs ivwc ibafn idwqf ik jQydfr hrdIp isMG Kflsf qF akflI dl df mYNbr vI nhIN. iews qoN bfad jQydfr akfl qKq sihb vwloN iewk syvfdfr rfhIN mYnUM pyÈ hox df hukm Byijaf igaf ik qusF ÈomxI kmytI mYNbr dy iKlfP doÈ ikAuN lfey hn. mYN jQydfr sihb nUM Ausy prvfny Aupr ilK ky Byj idwqf ik mYN adflqI ruJyNivaF kfrn nhIN af skdf. iews leI mYnUM hor qrIk idwqI jfvy. pr iews hukm ny mYnUM iBzrF vfÜf tfeIgr Pors dy muKI qy afpxy vyÜy dy jQydfr akfl qKq jQy: gurbcn isMG mfxocfhl vwloN khy Èbd Xfd krvf idwqy. ieh GtnfvF mYN ien-ibn rwK irhf hF.
hoieaf iews qrHF ik mYN afpxy Gr dy bfhr KyqF ivwc tfhlI hyT bYTf sF qy 10-12 KfVkU isMG rvF-rvIN Gr af gey qy mMijaF qy bYT gey. mYN jl pfxI Ckx bfry puwiCaf qF kihx lwgy Auh Pyr CkFgy pihlF ieh dwso quhfzy ipMz ivwc hdvfxy ikMny hn? Auh awj asF vwZxy hn. myry smJ ivwc kuwJ nf afieaf ik ieh kI kih rhy hn so mYN puwiCaf jQydfr jI sfzy ipMz ivwc hdvfixaF dI KyqI koeI nhIN krdf qF awgoN hws ky kihx lwgy sfzI murfd hY ik quhfzy ipMz ivwc ihMdUaF dy Gr ikMny hn awj asF iehnF df Gfx krnf hY ijvyN idwlI dMigaF ivwc sfzy Brf mfry hn. mYN ikhf ik Auhnf df ksUr kI hY? sfry hI ihMdU pirvfr bVI nyknIaqI vfÜy hn. dukfndfrI krdy hn, iehnF dy ipAu dfdy qoN lY ky awj qwk kdy iksy ny dukfn ivwc qMbfkU dI ivkrI nhIN kIqI. iehnF dy bfby Bgq rfm ny gurU ky bfg morcy ivwc mohrI ho ky puils GoVsvfrF nUM zFgF mfrIaF qy zurlI jQy dy morcy df ruK hI plt idwqf. qusIN Aus dy poiqiraF nUM mfrn dI iqafrI krI iPrdy ho. ieh ikwDr dI iswKI hY? myry ieMnf kihx qy KfVkU BVk AuTy qy ikhf ik qUM sfnUM iswiKaf dyx dI koiÈÈ nf kr. AuhnF ny ipMz dy bRfhmx pirvfrF dy muKIaF dI ilst pVnI ÈurU kr idwqI jo iksy kmIxy afdmI ny pihlF hI ilKvfeI hoeI sI. jdoN AuhnF ny jgdIÈ df nfm ilaf qF myrI lVkI jiqMdr kOr jo swqvIN ivwc pVdI sI aqy aMdr bYTI sfrIaF gwlF sux rhI sI, ny AuWcI-AuWcI roxf ÈurU kr idwqf. mYN Bj ky aMdr igaf qF jiqMdr roNdI hoeI kihx lwgI ik zYzI jgdIÈ dIaF swq DIaF hn qy AuhnF df koeI Brf nhIN AusdI iewk lVkI myry nfÜ pVdI hY, Aus nUM bcf lAu. AuhnF ivcfrIaF df koeI afsrf nhIN. myrIaF awKF ivwc awQrU af gey mYN KfVkUaF nUM Pyr lfhnqF pfeIaF qy ikhf lAu sux lAu jQydfr jI, quhfzy nfÜoN qF ieh mfsUm bwcI hI gurU dI aslI iswK hY. Auh ÈriMmMdy ijhy ho ky kihx lwgy sfQoN bVI vwzI glqI ho cwlI sI qusF ipAu DI ny bVf vwzf gunfh krnoN bcf ilaf hY. AuhnF ny gurduafrf gurUsr brfV jo myry GroN hI idKfeI idMdf hY vwl mUMh krky ikhf ik gurU nUM hfiËr-nfiËr jfx ky shuM KFdy hF ik qyry ipMz iksy vI bRfhmx pirvfr df nuksfn nhIN krFgy.
myry ipMz civMzf klF ivwc qF iksy ihMdU pirvfr df nuksfn nf hoieaf pr agly idn pqf lwgf ik ipMz vxIeyky aqy rxgV ivwc kuwJ ihMdU pirvfrF dy jIa mfr idwqy gey hn. mn bVf Auprfm ho igaf ik ieh lok sMGrÈ df mUMh iks pfsy vwl moV qury hn. Pyr Èfm nUM gurduafrf sihb qoN KfVkUaF vwloN anfAusmYNt hoeI ik ijs pirvfr df koeI vI ivakqI puils ivwc nOkrI krdf hY, Auh nOkrI Cwz ky af jfvy nhIN qF Ausdf sfrf pirvfr soD idwqf jfvygf. mYN bVf Auprfm hoieaf ik soicaf kuwJ hIlf-vsIlf krIey qF jo iews cl rhy ÈMGrÈ nUM glq rfhy pYxoN riokaf jf sky. kudrq ny vsIlf afp hI bxf idwqf iewk Auc-ahudy qy bYTy aiDkfrI ny bfrzr dy ipMzF dy srpMc iekwTy krky iswK BfeIcfry ivruwD bhuq hI apmfnjnk Èbd vrqy. AuhnF srpMcF ivwc dXf isMG kwkV vI Èfiml sI jo awjkl dljIq isMG ibwtU dI agvfeI vfly 'pMc pRDfnI' df mYNbr hY. jQydfr vIr isMG lopoky sfbkf aYm[ aYl[ ey nfÜ slfh krky jQydfr ismrnjIq isMG mfn ny ipMz lopoky ivwc Aus aiDkfrI ivruwD kfnPrMs rwK idwqI. mYN vI phuMc igaf qy hyTF bYT igaf. jQy: vIr isMG lopoky mYnUM ATf ky styj `qy lY igaf ik quhfzI jgHf pMzfl ivwc nhIN styj `qy hY. mYN styj `qy bYT igaf qy ikhf ik myry koÜ gurbcn isMG mfxocfhl df sMdyÈ hY jo mYN sMgqF dy snmuwK pyÈ krnf chuMdf hF. mYnUM vkq dy idwqf igaf qy mYN JUT boilaf ik mYN gurbcn isMG mfxocfhl hrdIp isMG Kflsf rfhIN sMgqF dy snmuwK hox dI KuÈI lY irhf hF. mYN smuwcy iswK jgq qy KfVkU jQybMdIaF nUM apIl krdf hF ik jo ipMzF ivwc inrdoÈF df kqlyafm ho irhf hY, aqy puils ivwc srivs krdy lokF dy pirvfrF nUM DmkIaF idwqIaF jf rhIaF hn. mYN iews dI inKyDI krdf hF. puils ivwc srivs krn vfly sfzy Brf-BfeI hn. aqy AuhnF dy pirvfrF df ibnf vjHf nuksfn krn vfilaF nUM myrI jQybMdI muafP nhIN krygI. qy jo vI iews hukm dI avwigaf krygf soD idwqf jfvygf. nfÜ hI mYN mfn sihb nUM dl ivwc ho rhI glq ansrF dI GuspYT bfry vI sucyq kr idwqf. agly idn anfAusmYNtF qF bMd ho geIaF qy KfVkU myry ipwCy pYgey ik sfnUM soDx dI DmkI idwqI hY. mY ikhf ik mYN qF gurbcn isMG mfxocfhl df sMdyÈ hI idwqf hY. ijws bfry mYnUM mfxocfhl sihb hI puwC skdy hn.
kuJ idnF bfad kfrsyvf vfÜy coÜy pfeI kuwJ KfVkU Èfm 5 ku vjy myry gyt `qy jIp ivwc afey, qy gyt `qy Klo ky avfj mfrI ik jQydfr jI aMdr lMG afeIey? mYN gyt `qy igaf qy puwiCaf ik kI hukm hY? Auh awgoN kihx lwgy bYTx leI nhIN khogy? mYN AuhnF nUM aMdr lY igaf qy jl-pfxI Ckfieaf. AuprMq Auh puwCx lwgy ik qusIN gurbcn isMG mfxocfhl nUM kdoN qoN jfxdy ho? mYN ikhf ik ieh mYN jQydfr mfxocfhl nUM hI dws skdf hF. Auh hI mYnUM puwC skdy hn. AuhnF mYnUM iqafr ho ky nfÜ cwlx leI ikhf qy dwisaf ik jQy: mfxocfhl ny quhfnUM spwÈtIkrn dyx leI bulfieaf hY. jdoN mYN qurn lwgf qF bwicaF ny roxf ÈurU kr idwqf ik ieMnHF ny quhfnUM mfr dyxf hY. mYN bwicaF nUM hOslF idwqf ik asIN iswKI isDfqF qy pihrf idwqf hY, mYnUM ivÈvfÈ hY ik mYN kl qwk quhfzy koÜ shI slfmq phuMc jfvFgf. Auh akfl purK aMg-sMg ho ky myrI shfieqf krngy. Auprokq isMG mYnUM jIp ivwc ibTf ik ipMz brhmpurf qoN awgy kmfd dy KyqF ivwc lY gey. AuWQy bMbI AuWqy 15 ku isMG hor bYTy hoey sn. mYN jIp ivwcoN AuWqr ky Aukq isMGF nUM Pqih bulfeI ijwsdf juafb AuhnF idwqf. iewk isMG QoVf icr iewDr-AuDr dIaF glF krn qoN bfad mYnUM sMboDn krky boilaf 'mYnUM dwsx dI Kycl krogy ik kI afpF ies qoN pihlF kdI imÜy hF? aqy ieh jo sMdyÈ qusF mfn sihb dI kfnPrMs ivwc piVaf hY mYN quhfnUM kdoN idwqf sI? mYN jvfb idwqf mfxocfhl sihb, mYN nF qF quhfnUM jfxdf hF qy nF hI afpF pihlF kdI imly hF, qy nf hI qusF mYnUM koeI sMdyÈ idwqf hY aqy nf koeI myrf pirvfirk mYNbr puils ivwc hY ijsdy bcfa vfsqy mYN ieh ibafn idwqf hY. mYN mfxocfhl nUM ikhf ik 'mYN afp jI nUM puwCx dI gusqfKI krFgF ik ieh jnrl lfB isMG iks Pors nfÜ sbMiDq hY qy irbyro Aupr hmlf ikws dI mdd nfÜ krvfieaf sI? Auh kihx lwgy ik lfB isMG pMjfb puils df ispfhI hY qy irbyro Aupr hmlf vI puils dI iemdfd nfÜ hI hoieaf sI. mYN dUsrf svfl kIqf ik inrdoÈF nUM mOq dy Gft Auqfr dyxf ik ieh bRfhmx hn ikhVI iswKI syvf hY? sfzy nOvyN gurU ny ihMdUaF dI rfKI leI kurbfnI idwqI sI pr asIN ihMdU hox kfrn AuhnF nUM mfr rhy hF ieh ikwQoN dy iswKI isDFq hn? mYN ikhf ik mYN ieh sB iswKI isDfqF qy phrf idMidaF kIqf hY, quhfzy sMGrÈ nUM srkfr KfVkU bnfm puils dy sMGrÈ ivwc bdlxf chuMdI hY. iews qoN sucyq hox dI loV hY. jQydfr hurF dy bolx qoN pihlF hI iewk isMG bol ipaf, 'bfbf jI goÜI ikAuN Krfb krnI hY iesnUM rwsy df hUtf deIey'? Bfv rwsy nfÜ Pfhy lf deIey. ijs qy bfbf jI ny Aus nUM bhuq burI qrHF iJVk idwqf qy ikhf ik Auh jo vI kih irhf hY iblkul drusq kih irhf hY ieh kMm asIN ey ky 47 nfÜ nhI kr skdy Ausny afpxI jfn dI bfjI lf ky kr idwqf. asIN iews vwloN idqy sMdyÈ nUM afpxf sMdyÈ mMndy hF qy awgoN vI iews nUM aiDkfr idMdy hF ik ieh pMQ dy Bly leI sfzy nfm qy koeI vI ibafn jfrI krn sfnUM koeI ieqrfj nhIN hovygf. iPr mYN bfbf jI nUM suafl kIqf ik qusIN afpxy nFa ipwCy jQydfr akfl qKq lgfAuNdy ho qusIN akfl qKq sihb `qy hfjrI qF Br nhIN skdy iPr afpF jQydfr kfhdy hF? bfbf jI hws ky kihx lwgy asIN quhfzI gwl nfÜ sihmq hF ik asIN iews pdvI dI vrqoN krdy hF. awj isafsI lok akfl qKq dy jQydfr nUM afpxI ZfÜ vjoHN vrqdy hn jF ivroDIaF nUM vwZx leI KMzy df kMm lYNdy hn, kI pqf iehnF kdoN KMzy df vfr sfzy `qy kr dyxf hY, Aus vfr nUM rokx leI asIN ieh AupfDI Dfrn kIqI hoeI hY qF ik ihwk qfx ky kih skIey ik asIN qF Kud akfl qKq sihb dy jQydfr hF qusIN sfzy Aupr vfr krn vfly kOx huMdy ho? AuprMq jQydfr sihb ny iewk isMG dI izAUtI lgfeI ik Kflsf jI iews ielfky qoN axjfx hn iews leI iehnF nUM cohlf sihb qoN bws qy cVf afAu.
awj jdoN mYN ÈRomxI kmytI mYNbr ivruwD njfiej Èrfb df DMdf krn dy doÈ lfey qy mOjUdf jQydfr kmytI mYNbr dI Zfl bxky KVy nËr afey qF mYnUM jQydfr mfxocfhl dy Èbd 100% shI nËr afey. iewk Auh vI jQydfr sI ijsny myry vwloN pMQ dy Bly leI idwqy ibafn nUM afpxf ibafn pRvfn kIqf qy iewk awj dy jQydfr hn myry vwloN khI swcI gwl kfrn qlb kr rhy hn.

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