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itvfxf dI icwTI afeI, jo AunFH ny myrI pusqk 'coxvyN pMjfbI
ryKf-icqr' ivwcoN sMqoK isMG DIr bfry ryKf-icqr pVHn ipwCoN ilKI sI.
zf[itvfxf ny iliKaf sI ik DIr mMgiqaF dI qrFH JolI awz ky
ienfm-snmfn mMgdf iPrdf hY,hux AusnUM afpxy nF muqfbk 'sMqoK' kr
lYxf cfhIdf hY!
hux bVI hI hYrfnI hoeI hY, jdoN zf[itvfxf ny BfsLf ivBfg dy rfj
slfhkfr borz dI mYNbr hox dy bfvjud vI,'sfihq rqn'purskfr afp hI lY
ilaf hY,kI ieh mMgiqaF qoN vI BYVI gwl nhIN?pqf nhIN AunFH ikAuN nf
ikhf srkfrI inXm hY ik borz df mYNbr EnI dyr ienfm nhIN lY
skdf,ijMnI dyr Auh borz qoN afpxf asqIPLf nhIN dy idMdf.pr pMj lwK
kOx moVy? kihMdy ny ik srkfr dy GroN qyl vI imly qF Auh vI juwqI
ivwc puvf lYxf cfhIdf aY[[[so, sR[jsvMq isMG kMvl qy iswDU dmdmI vI
ikAuN moVdy pMj-pMj lwK? ieh mOkf inwq-inwq QoVoH iQafAuNdf aY
Blf?AunFH kol vI qF qyl puvfAux leI vwzy-vwzy juwqy sn, jo Aucycf
mIitMg ivwc jfx leI hI bxvfey sn!pwqrkfr leI cuxy jfx vflI hsqI df
nF ikvyN cuixaF jFdf hY? ieh vI hYrfnI vflI bfq hY, borz dy iewk vI
mYNbr ny pwqrkfr dI koeI ilKq nhIN pVHI huMdI qy AuhnUM cuwk ky
ienfm dy idMdy hn,suafl hY ik kI ieh purskfr pwqrkfrF leI hY jF
sMpfdkF leI? hux qwk qF bhuqy sMpfdkf jF shfiek-sMpfdkF nUM hI
imilaf hY ieh ienfm. kI prmjIq sfsn (ijs nUM hux ieh ienfm idwqf
igaf hY) df nF iksy ny pwqrkfrI dy Kyqr ivwc piVHaf jF suixaf hY?
AuhdI iewk vI ilKLq pVHI hY iksy ny?
ieh sB srkfr df zrpokpuxf hY ik Auh vwzy aKLbfrF dy mflkF koloN
zrdIaF hn, afAux vfly smyN ivwc ieho ienfm aKLbfrF dy kMpojItrF nUM
idwqy jfieaf krngy, jy ieho hfl irhf qF!
ipClI srkfr smyN BfsLf ivBfg bIbI rijMdr kOr BwTl kol sI.mYnUM borz
df mYNbr hox dy nfqy kuJ ku mIitMgF ivwc jfx df mOkf imilaf sI,AudoN
jd mYN pMjfboN bfhr df ienfm sRI CotU rfm mOdigwl(zfierYktr hirafxf
sfihq akfdmI)nUM dyx dI gwl afKI sI qF zf[ suiqMdr isMG nUr dy ichry
df 'nUr' AuWzx lwgf qy AunFH afiKaf,"mOdigwl ny iesy borz dI mYNbrI
qoN asqIPLf kuJ idn pihlF hI ieho ienfm lYx Kfqr idwqf hY." qF gwl
pryH nMU iqlHk geI qy mOdigwl jI nUM ienfm nf imilaf[[[qy hux qF
mOdigwl jI borz dy iPr mYNbr sn qy mIitMg ivwc bYTy sn, ienfm imilaf
hY AunFH nUM ies vfrI!rok ilaf iPr nUr sfihb ny?
jfpdf hY ik hux prgt isMG iswDU dI 'PrwstysLn' vI muwk jfvygI. pihlF
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swBy gwlF KotIaF!BuwKy iZwz koeI gflHF nf dyvy [[[qF kI hor asIsF
dyvy?
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iewk ryKf-icqr ikrpfl kjLfk bfry Cipaf sI.prgt isMG iswDU ny piVHaf
qF Auhdf PLon afieaf,"Auey, qUM bVI mfVI gwl kIqI aY eyhy[[[bVf eI
gLlq kIqY qUM ieh ilKky[[[mYN kjLfk nUM qIh sflF qoN jfxdYN[[[qUM
srfsr gLlq iliKaY[[[hux bwcU qUM ieEN kr[[[kjLfk koloN pitafly jf ky
mfPLI mMg af[[[nhIN Auh qyry 'qy kys krdU."
ajy kuJ idn pihlF hI iswDU dI nvIN ikqfb pVHky hitaf sF,so,mYN afK
hI suxfieaf,"iswDU sfihb,pihlF qusIN jhfjLy cVoH qy kYnyzf jf ky
zf[virafm sMDU qoN mfPLI mMg ky afE[[[qusIN afpxI ikqfb ivwc AunFH
dy bfry ikMnf gLlq-mlq iliKaf[[[jfE mMg ky afE mfPLI sMDU sfihb
qoN[[[nfly kYnyzf dI sYr kr afE[[[mMgo mfPLI[[[iPr mYN vI kjLfk jI
qoN mfPLI mMg lAUNgf." iswDU sfihb 'kwcf-kwcf' ijhf hwsx lwgy qy
PLon bMd ho igaf. swcIEN hI iswDU sfhb nMU kjLfk bfry myrf lyK pVHky
duwK lwigaf sI. KLYr,vIh ku idnF bfad iswDU sfhb df PLon af igaf, "
E, inMdr bwcU[[[qYnUM mYN bhuq ipafr krdF[[[BfeI qYN kjLfk bfry jo
iliKaY swc eI iliKaY[[[sfbfsL BfeI qyry[[[."
ieh sux mYN hYrfn hovF[[[hYNaM? kjLfk jI dy 'ijLgrI Xfr' iswDU sfhb
dI 'stytmYNt' acfnk eyzI CyqI ikwdF bdl geI?iswDU jI ny awgy dwsxf
sLurU kIqf, "E jfr inMdr[[[ieEN hoeI BfeI[[[myrI ikqfb 'klm dy nksL'
AuWqy jlMDr gosLtI hoeI[[[AuWQy kjLfk vI afieaf[[[Auh qF BfeI myrI
gosLtI ivwc 'cVHq' dyKky sV-bl igaf qy myry Ault bhuq kuC bol ky
igaf styj AuWqy[[[BfeI Auh myrI CVHq jr nhIN sikaf qy AuQoN qur
igaf[[[veI qyrf lyK qF jmF swcf aY[[[jmF swcf."
mYN hwsF vI , hux pMdrF idnF ipwCoN myrf lyK swcf vI ho igaf sI? ieh
ikvyN? jy iswDU sfhb dI cVHq nf huMdI, jF ikqfb AuWqy gosLtI hI nf
huMdI[[[jF iPr kjLfk jI KLPLf eI nf huMdy? qF kI iPr myrf lyK JUTf
eI rihxf sI?
ipClI srkfr smyN jdoN mYN borz ivwc mYNbr sF qF ibnf iksy sMg-sMkoc
dy bIbi BwTl dy sfhmxy AudoN kih hI idwqf sI, jdoN bIbI itvfxf ny
'sRomxI nftk,iPLlm,qy ryzIE,tI[vI purskfr 'leI jsvMq dId dy nF dI
isPfirsL kIqI sI qF mYN AuWT ky ikhf sI ik dId ny bIbI itvfxf jI dy
jIvn qy sfihq AuWqy iPLlm bxfeI hY iesy leI hI ieh Ausdy nF dI
isPfirsL kr rhy ny, qF bIbI BwTl boly,"clo[[[aglf nF bolo[[[." qy
dId nUM ienfm nhIN sI imilaf. bIbI itvfxf qy bIbI AuipMdrjIq
kOr(mMqrI BfsLf ivBfg) pwkIaF shylIaF hn. hux jd nvyN borz df gTn ho
irhf sI, qF bIbI itvfxf ny mMqrI sfihbf nUM afiKaf, "eyh Cokry ijhy
nUM borz ivwc mYNbr nhIN rwKxf[[[boldf bhuq aY eyhy." qy bIbI itvfxf
ny afpxy chyqy jsbIr Buwlr nUM dUjI vfr iPr mYNbr rKvf ilaf qF ik
Auh afpxI 'dIdI' dy mgr-mgr AunFH dy chyqy-chyqIaF dy nF bol
sky,ijMnFH nUM ienfm idvfAuxy hn.
pqf nhI, kOx kdoN,ikvy, kIhdy Ault ho jfvy[[[qy kdoN qy ikvyN hwk
ivwc af Klovy? koeI smJ ijhI nhIN af rhI ik smfj nUM rfh idKfAux
vfly lyKkF nUM afpxf rfh kOx idKfvy? bxUM kI lyKkF df? |
