kMjkF df pfT kridaF
– joigMdr bfT hOlYz
 

sfAuQfl lMzn df ieh ielfkf hIQro eyarport dy nyVy qy Kfs krky pMjfbI ipCokV dy vsy pMjfbIaF df gVH hY. ies ivwc hr iksm dy eysIan mUl dy pRvfsI, ihMdU, iswK, muslmfn rihMdy sn qy hn. ieh swTivaF `c ihsfb nfl eyÈIanf Kfs krky pMjfbIaF dI gYto (ivhVf) sI qy awj vI iksy hwd qwk hY. qy iesy hI gYto `c ies nfvl df lyKk svrn cMdn rihMdf irhf hY. qy Èfied hux vI rihMdf hY. “kMjkF`` df pfT kridaF bhuq sfry iKafl myry idmfg ivwc afey ik ikAuN eynf vDIaf nfvl axgoilaf irhf. mYN ieMglYNz vfsI bhuq sfry lyKkF dIaF ikqfbF pVHIaF hn. dys pRdys dy nfl pMjfbI drpn vrgy hPqy vfrI prcy vI ipCly 28 sflF qoN pVHdf af irhf hF. byÈk pMjfbI drpn ƒ bMd hoey ƒ vI pMdrF solF sfl ho gey hn pr eynI bybfk ilKq “kMjkF`` vrgI myrI nËro nhIN sI hux qwk lMGI. mYN imwqr kyhr ÈrIP df DMnvfdI hF ijs qoN mYƒ kMjkF pVHn leI hfsl hoieaf sI. hflfik Aus ny Kud vI ajy qwk nhIN sI piVHaf ikAuNik 563 siPaF dy ies gRMQ ƒ pVHn vfsqy Kulf vkq cfhIdf hY qy jo Xorp `c durlB hY.
KUbI ies nfvl dI ieh hY ik ies ivwc nf koeI iekwlf nfiek hY qy nf hI nfiekf, nf ivln. nfvl dy surU qoN lY ky aÉIr qwk ijAuNidaF jfgidaF afm lokF vrgy hËfrF hI ies dy nfiek qy nfiekfvF hn. lyKk ny ieh nfvl pMjfbI brqfnvIN smfj dy nF smrpq kIqf hY jo ies df nfiek vI hY qy nfiekf vI. jo nvyN smfj ivwc afpxI pihcfx bnfAux vfsqy afpxy svYmfx, kMm qy rihx sihx dIaF cMgIaF hflqF leI jwdo-jihd kr irhf hY. asl ivwc pRvfsI cfhy qurkI dy jrmn ivwc hox jF mrfko, aÌrIkf, sfAUQ amyirkf, arbf qoN bYljIam, hOlYNz, PrFs, ietlI, spyn `c hox. AunHF sfiraF df nvI DrqI nvy siBafcfr ivwc iPwt hox df sMGrÈ ieko ijhf hI hY. “kMjkF`` dy pfqrF df nF bdl dyvo qF hU-b-hU khfxI Xorp dy prvfsIaF Aupr vI ZukdI hY. knyzf amrIkf, astRylIaf, inAUjIlYz, sfAUQ aPrIkf dI khfxI vwKrI vI ho skdI hY ikAuNik AuQy sfry hI pRvfsI hn. sfAuQ aPrIkf qoN Cuwt ies mfr KorI gorI kOm ny AuQyidaF mUl biÈidaF ƒ sdIaF dIaF sdIaF mfr kuwt ky qy asfvIaF jMgF `c Kfqmy dy kMZy qy ilaf KVf kIqf hY. jo bcy hn AunHF ƒ ies gorI siBaqf qoN alwg jMglF phfVF `c rihxf pYNdf hY qy ienHF kOmF dI aOlfd ƒ niÈaF df afdI bxf idwqf hY.
ijhVy ieMglYNz, PrFs, jrmnI, spyn, purqogfl dy lok ienHF nvyN vsy mulkf `c iemIgryt hoey hn; AuhnF vI pihlF pihl sfzy awj dy prvfsIaF vFg afpxy ivhVy (gYto) bxfey hn. amrIkf, knyzf, astRylIaf, inAUjIlYz `c quhfƒ afm hI inAu amstrzm, inAu lMzn, bfrsIlonf, knyzf, afstRylIaf, inAuËIlYz `c quhfƒ afm hI inAu amstrzm inAu lMzn, bfrsIlonf, rom, pYrs afid nfvF vfly Èihr iml hI pYxgy. inAuXfrk df nf pihlF inAu amstrzm sI qy ieh sfrf Èihr hOlYNz dy purfxy amstrzm dI qrË qy smuMdr kMZy AuvyN hI zwcF ny vsfieaf sI. glIaF bËfrF dy nFm vI purfxy Èihr vfly hI hn. TIk Ausy qrHF ijs qrHF pMjfbI lok sfAuQfl ƒ lfz nfl jlMDr vI kih lYNdy hn qy iesy hI gwl `c KuÈ hn ik sfAuQfl dy styÈn Aupr pMjfbI awKrF `c “sfAuQfl`` iliKaf hY. ijs qrHF pMjfbI prvfsI afpxy nfl hoey ivqkry qy ÈoÈn leI qF lMzn, trMto `c qF nslvfd iKlfÌ jlUs kwZdf hY pr afpxy ipMz af ky Auh Audo vI BYVf slUk afpxy sFJIaF sIrIaF nfl krdf hY.
ies qrHF dy ‘gYto` ivhVy kudrqI hI hn. ihMdosqfn ivwc vI aËfdI qoN pihlF aMgryËF dIaF klonIaF vwKrIaF hI sn qy dilqF jfqF qy kMmIaF, sÌfeI krmcfrIaF dIaF vwKrIaF. ikAuNik ieko ijhy ihwqF vfly lok iewk dUsry dy nyVy rih ky afpxy afp ƒ mihPUË smJdy hn qy jdoN ieh ivhVy vDdy coKI igxqI dy lokF jF ieko ijhy prvfsIaF nfl vwD Puwl jFdy hn qF iehnF dI hoNd qy idwK jwdI lokF ƒ rVkdI hY qy Auh iksy sMBfvI Kqry ƒ mwdy-nËr rwK ky iehnF ivhiVaF ƒ KdyVnf cfhuMdy hn jF ivhVy vfilaF ƒ zrf Dmkf ky afny vflI QF qy rwKxf cfhuMdy hn. nslvfdI lok iehnF prvfsIaF dI qrwkI `c hr iksm df roVf atkfAuNdy hn qy iPr ienHF prvfsIaF dIaF jMmIaF nslF sMGrÈF dy rfh pYNdIaF hn ikAuNik Auh qF Ausy rfjy dI hI prjf huMdy hn ijs dy mUl biÈMdy. ikAuNik AuhnF ny qy AuQy hI ijAuxf, mrnf jF qrwkI krnI huMdI hY. purfxI pIVHI vFg nhIN jo ipwCy dI Jfk `c BfÈf nF jfnx dI kmI kfrx hr iksm df Dwkf jrI jFdI hY.
ieho kMjkF dI khfxI df asl Durf hY. mYN qF ieQoN qwk kihnF hF “kMjkF dI khfxI`` luiDafxy vrgy Èihr Aupr vI hU-b-hU ZukdI hY ijQy pUrbIaF ihMdosqfnIaF dI coKI igxqI hY. pMjfb qF asl ivwc ienHF pUrbIaF ihMdosqfnIaF df afpxf hI mulk hY. pr iPr vI AuhnF df dys ivwc hI prdys hY. “kMjkF`` `c KuÈvMq isMG dy nfvlF vFg hryk iksm dy pfTk leI BrpUr smwgrI hY. nF qoN qF ieAuN muihsUs huMdf hY ijs qrHF ieh nfvl iJVkF ivqkiraF nfl JMBIaF msUm kMjkF dI khfxI hovygI. pr nhIN? dyso afeIaF anpVH aOrqF qF mfrI kutIdIaF PYktrIaF `c mËdUrI krdIaF, ÈrfbI KfvMdF dIaF vDIkIaF sihdIaF, bfrF bfrF GMty mËdUrI dy nfl nfl Gr df DMdf ipwtdIaF idn kwtI krI jFdIaF hn pr nvIN pIVHI dIaF jMmIaF nvyN mulKF `c pVIaF ilKIaF kUVIaF ƒ ieh mnËUr nhIN hY. ieh pIVHI ieko hI smyN smfnaMqr qy ivroDI siBafcfr `c pldI hY. ijs dI Gr `c hor dunIaF hY qy bfhr skUlF, kfljF, jObF Aupr hor dunIaF hY. iewk pfsy XorpI siBafcfr df ivakqIvfd qy dUsry pfsy ipwCo ilaFdIaF gl GotU iksm dIaF kdrF kImqF. XfnI ik gol morI `c cOrs ikwlf. ieQy pYdf hoeI aOrqF dI nvIN pIVI cwkI dy do puVf `c ipsx dI bjfey bÊfvq rfh pYNdI hY. GroN Bwjx df qy aËfd ijAux df rfh apxfAuNdI hY. ieQy hI tplf hY. ies pIVI ƒ nF qF afpxy siBafcfr dIaF kdrF kImqF df pUrf igafn hY qy nf hI gory smfj qy Aus dIaF kdrF kImqF bfry pUry ivsQfr nfl pqf hY. mF bfp, Brf qy dysI smfj ies pIVHI ƒ dkIafnUsI qy pYNKV pf ky, bMnH ky rwKx vfly jrvfxy nËr afAuNdy hn. ies aDpVH pIVHI ƒ isrÌ qy isrÌ afpxy hwkf bfry pqf huMdf hY. afpxy aiDkfrF bfry qF ieh pIVI bhuq rOlf pfAuNdI hY pr PrËF bfry cuwp. afpxy Kfx pIx pihnx pcrn dI aËfdI `c agr mF bfp kuÈ kihMdy hn qF ieh BVk ky bgfvq kr AuWTdy hn. mF bfp ƒ smJx dI bjfey “bgfvq`` XfnI ik GroN Bj jfx `c hI ienklfb smJdy hn. axU, sMqoK, jsI, ijhy pfqr kF hMs dI cfl clx vfly gory smfj dy sfhmxy bhuq kmËor pfqr hn. ieho ijihaF ƒ vrqx leI sfrI porno ieMzstrI pwbF Bfr hoeI peI hY. Xorp `c vI ivwlI vrgy hjfrF lvr buafey hfeI skUlf dy duafly mihMgIaF kfrF lY ky GuMmdy iPrdy hn; jsI aqy axU vrgIaF kmËor kuVIaF ƒ pwtx leI. qy hux kMD izwgx qoN bfad purfxy sovIaq sMG dy dyÈF `coN hI bQyrf ssqy Bfa kwcf mfl af irhf hY, ckilaF nftIt klwbF qy porno snaq ƒ Bfg lfAux leI. awj kwl qF ieh sMgmrmrI rÈIan kuVIaF pMjfb `c vI kfly pYsy vfly DnfZF dy ivafhF Aupr nwcdIaF iPrdIaF hn. idwlI qy muMbeI df qF bfbf afdm hI inrflf hY.
ieh vI nhIN ik ies pIVHI df sfrf afvf hI Auiqaf ipaf hY. kuC pfqr aYsy vI hn jo afpxI isafxp muqfbk afpxI mrËI dy jIvn sfQI vI cuxdy hn qy aMqr jfqI ivafh vI pUrI Èfn nfl krvfAuNdy qy nF hMZfAuNdy hn. pyikaF shuiraF `c vI qvfËn qy iewjq mfn brkrfr rwKdy hn. sujfn sIkrI dI PYimlI pVI ilKI hox dy bfvjUd vI afpxI DI axU ƒ cMgI iswiKaf dyx dy bfvjUd vI vDIaf cwj acfr nhIN isKf sky. hflfik AuhnF ny afpxy bwicaF ƒ loV muqfbk pUrf vkq vI idwqf. isrP qy isrP pOzF dy cwkr `c vI nhIN Psy. ies dy Ault brfV PYimlI ies sB kfsy dy nfl afpxI DI gurbMq nfl pUrf dosqF imwqrF vflf vrqfv qy iewk dUsry dy PYsilaF dI pUry mfn snmfn nfl iewËq krn vflI “mflf dy moqIaF`` vFg proeI peI hY. ieQy ieh svfl pYdf huMdf hY byÈwk mfpy ijMnf mrjI pVHy ilKy hox. nvF jMimaF DI puwq ËrUrI nhIN AunHF vrgf hI hovygf. ieh kudrq df ikRÈmf hY ik Auh ikho ijhy jIn lY ky ies sMsfr `c afieaf hY. mfipaF vrgf sIl jF aprfDI mfr Korf. ieh Aus Aupr hI inrBr krdf hY.
cMdn nvIN pIVHI qy purfxI pIVHI ivwc jnryÈn gYp jF pMjfbI `c “ivwQ`` ƒ smJx qy kMjkF `c ivsQfrx `c pUrI kfmXfb hY. Aus ƒ pMjfbI siBafcfr, bolI BfÈf, qy pMjfbI suBfa bfry vI pUrI jfxkfrI hY qy aMgryËI klcr, AuQoN dI sVkI bol cfl jo ivgiVaf iqgiVaf nOjvfn lfxf boldf hY df vI pUrf ielm hY. aYsf igafn qF AunHF afm lokF `c rih ky hI hfsl kIqf jf skdf hY. “kMjkF`` `c vrqI ieho ijhI bolbfxI pMjfbI BfeIcfry dy Bwdr lokF, lyKkF, pfTkF ƒ byÈwk psMd nf afvy pr inwq idhfVy AuhnF dy afs-pfs, kMmF kfrf, sVkF, pfrkf `c ieho ijhy slok afm suxINdy hn.
kMjkF `c cMdn iksy vI pfqr ƒ doÈI nhIN TihrfAuNdf. Auh pfqrF ƒ AuvyN hI pyÈ krdf hY ijs qrHF dy Auh hn qy AunHF ƒ AuhnF dI hoxI qy hI Cwz idMdf hY. ikAuNik dunIaF `c sfZy Cy arb lok hn qy sfZy Cy arb vI vwKry sMsfr hn. ikAuNik kudrq ny Aus ƒ GiVaf huMdf hY. bQyrIaF lihrF clIaF, bQyry Drm qy PlsPy pYdf hoey hn. pr koeI vI sDfrx mnuwK dI soc ƒ nhIN bMnH mfr sikaf. afpxy hI qrIky nfl ijAux Kfqr bMdf afpxI hXfqI `c keI qrF dy Bys vtfAuNdf hY pr vkq afAux qy Aus df asl AuGV hI afAudf hY. kMjkF `c ijhVf pMjfbI BfeIcfrf rl ky nslvfd dy iKlfP afpxy ÈoÈx ivqkry dy iKlfP kMGVIaF pf ky iewk jut ho ky jlsy jlUs kwZ ky lVdf hY afpxy hwz gozy vI puls dIaF zFgF qoN qVvfAudf hY; pMjfb `c clI Kflsqfn dI lihr kfrx imMtF sikMtF `c ihMdU iswKF `c pftoDfV ho jFdf hY. ieQo qwk afpxy afp ƒ agFhvDU qy qrkÈIl aKvfAux vfly lyKk vI bydIaF, BwilaF, rfmgVHIaf, nIlIaF, pIlIaF dsqfrF qy DoqIaF topIaF `c vMzy jFdy hn. kwl dy sMgI sfQI kfmryz aKvfAux vfly lok vI ihMdU iswK ho inbVdy hn. cFd Bfvk, bljIq blMd vrgy pfqr ies dIaF Audfhrnf hn. kwCU kuwimaF dy KolF `c lukIaF isrIaF, lfl, pIly, nIly, icwty rMgF `c bfhr inkl afAuNdIaF hn. nfvlkfr ies DuMdkfry `c afpxy afp ƒ hfiraf mihsUs krdf hY. qy Auh ies hflq ƒ afpxy lokF vwlo ieiqhfs ƒ puwTf gyVf dyx dy brfbr smJdf hY. Auh hYrfn huMdf hY ik ieh kI ho igaf ies lfxy ƒ. ies ny qF nvyN mulÉ `coN kuÈ iswK ky agFh qurnf sI. pr ieh qF ihMdosqfn dIaF ijhVIaF Kuwzf `coN inkilaf sI AuDr ƒ hI muV igaf hY. ipMzF `coN inkilaf sI ipMzf ƒ hI muV cilaf. jwtf, bflmIkf, roVy, KwqrIaF, iJAurF, CINibaf rvIdfsIaF `c vMizaf igaf; ipClKurI ho quiraf. ies vrqfry ny nvIN pIVI qy purfxI pIVI `c hor vI pfVf vDf idwqf sI. purfxI pIVHI pihlF pihl ieh soc ky afeI sI ik do cfr sfl dwb ky imhnq krFgy qy Kwt kmf afpxy mulk ƒ muV jfvFgy. pr mgroN jd pirvfr qy bwcy ieQy af gey; bwcy pVHn lwg pey qF iks BVuey qoN ipCFh muV hoxf sI. krqfr ikrqI, Èrmf jI qy sujfn sIkrI qF ies sfry vrqfry ƒ KUb smJdy sn qy Auh hn vI sMquln ivc. afpxy aMdrly bfhrly ƒ nvyN mulK muqfbk nfloN nfl GVI vI jFdy hn qy dUjI pIVHI dI sfAU jvfnI vI smyN dy pYrF nfl pYr myc ky qurn lwg peI hY qy afpxIaF smwisafvF iesy mulK `c jo AunHF df afpxf mulK hY `c lwBx qy hwl krn leI XqnÈIl hn. dUjI pIVHI dy ieh pfqr mynkf, gurbMq, rqn, ipMkI, jnmIq, sqI sImf jIvn afid hn. ieh lok purfxI pIVHI qy pIVHI drimafn iewk kVI hn qy gory smfj qy siBafcfr dy hfxI vI.
kMjkF asl ivwc jfx buwJ ky axgoilaf nfvl irhf hY ikAuNik sfAuQfl df pMjfbI BfeIcfrf ies ivwcoN cMgf mMdf aks vyKdf hY jF Aus ƒ idsdf hY. ieh nfvl Kfs krky brqfnvI BfeIcfry df dsqfvyË hY. pMjfbI BfeIcfry sfhmxy “kMjkF`` dy rUp `c ieh iewk afdm kwd ÈIÈf hY qy sfihq vI smfj df ÈIsf huMdf hY aqy ÈIÈf kdy JUT nhIN boldf. mYN ies nfvl ƒ aMgryËI ivwc anuvfd hoieaf dyKxf cfhuMdf hF qF jo ijhVI hux ieMglYNz `c qIjI pIVHI pYdf pYdf ho cuwkI hY Auh ies ƒ pVHy qy afpxy bËurgF dIaF pRfpqIaF apRfpqIaF qoN jfxU ho sky. knyzf vrgy mulK `c ijQy pMjfbI BfeIcfrf lgfqfr jf irhf h, Y leI vI kMjkF lfhyvMd nfvl hY. ieh nfvl svfl vI pYdf krdf hY, jvfb vI idMdf hY qy afAux vflI pIVHI leI rfh dsyrf vI sfbq hovygf. svrn cMdn kMjkF leI vDfeI df pfqr hY.