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myrI iËMdgI dy bhuq sfry
sMskfr hI aijhy sn ik iewk kvI bxn df sMqfp vI ivhfjxf pY igaf. ieh sMqfp
hI awj iksy sfeIN pIr, ÌkIr jF murÈd df vr hI lwgdf hY.
kflj dI pVHfeI bYculr afÌ afrts df qgmf lYx qoN kuJ idn pihlF, ivwc-ivcfly
hI CwzxI pY geI. bI ey vI nf kr sikaf. ÌOj ivwc kimÈn iml geI sI.
roËI-rotI df sbwb bx igaf sI. ÌOj dI isKlfeI ihq afÌIsrË tryinMg akYzmI,
mdrfs (cynweI) vkq isr phuMcx dI mjbUrI hI myrI pVHfeI dy aDUry rihx df
iewko-iewk kfrn sI.
1971 vfly Bfrq-pfik XuwD df BfrqI nfmkrx ‘aOpryÈn kYkts illI’ sI. rwb afp
jF pfiksqfnI srkfr hI dws skdI hY ik AuhnF ny ies jMg nUM ikhVy ‘Puwl’ df
nfm idwqf sI. jMgI mÈInrI df kl purËf huMidaF mYN vI kMpnI kmFzr sF. myrI
kMpnI iswK rYjmYNt dI cOQI btflIan dIaF Cy kMpnIaF ivwcoN `cfrlI kMpnI’
sI. sfzI btflIan df XuwD Kyqr jMmU aqy pTfnkot, jMmU qoN koeI vIh pwcI
ikwlomItr pihlF pYNdy ksby ‘sFbf’ dy nyVy hI pwCm vwl vgdy mnfvr qvI diraf
dy afr-pfr sI. rfqF nUM asIN sIË Ìfier lfeIn dy nfl-nfl ÊÈq krdy. ies
lfeIn df iewk ihwsf iqkoxf sI. ies iqkox df pMD Gtfx leI asIN ivwc
ivcfilEN lMG jFdy…sIË Ìfier lfeIn df ALulMGx krdy hoey mOq nUM qF vfjF
mfrdy hI sF pr, afpxf pYNzf awT ikwlomItr dy krIb Gwt kr lYNdy. hF, ieh
vwzI glqI krdy hoey vI asIN isrÌ kuwiqaF dI BONk hI suxdy sF…ÌOj dI hfËrI
kdI vI mihsUs hI nhIN sI hoeI.
bMglf dysL hwQoN jFdf vyK ky pfik PLOj ny jMmU ksLmIr, pMjfb aqy rfjsQfn
nfl lwgdI srhwd vI KolH idwqI. asqr sLsqr qF hrkq ivwc afAuxy hI sn. pr,
pfiksqfn ny qF sfrf jLor hI eys pfsy bdl idwqf sI. mnuwK hI mnuwKI lhU df
svfd lYx lwg pey sn. kihx vfly qF jIB nfl kih hI idMdy hn, ‘jMg aqy ipafr
ivwc kuJ vI gLlq nhIN huMdf.’
PLOjF dy sLbd-kosL ivwcoN ‘rihm’ sLbd qF gYr-hfjLr hI huMdf hY. pr mOq dy
mUMh ivwc jF Aus dIaF jfVF ivckfr afieaf ispf-slfr vI qwq pVwqI hflq ivwc
igxvyN ijhy sfh qF lYNdf hI hY. ieh gwl mYnUM afpxy inwjI syvfdfr ispfhI
birwj lfl dI Xfd afAux krky hI ilKxI peI hY. Ausdf morcf myry qoN isrPL ds
pMdrF PuwtF dI dUrI `qy sI. Ausdf srIr CfnxI hox AuprMq pqf nhIN ikhVI
qfkq nfl Auh myry qIkr phuMc igaf…Ausny myry morcy ivwc DVMm kr ky Cfl
mfrI sI…mYN AusnUM ‘jFidaF’ jfx ilaf aqy kOZf ho ky afpxIaF bfhvF ivwc lY
ilaf……Ausdy lhU nfl myrI vrdI vI gVuwc ho geI sI. iPLr vI mYN rwb df sLukr
kIqf ik Ausny afKLrI sfh iksy aidwK afrfm nfl hI ley sn. srkfrF leI qF ieh
jvfn nOkr hI hoxgy pr rx-BUmI ivwc nfl dy aiDkfrIaF leI puwqrF jF vIrF qoN
Gwt nhIN huMdy. ieh lPLjL ilKx vyly mYnUM aYnk dy sLIsLy sfPL krny pey hn.
bwbr sLyr idl vflf ispfhI birwj lfl qF mYnUM prqwK hwsdf njLr af irhf hY.
Auh ‘ahIr’ sI. mihMdr-gVH nfrnOl df hirafxvI. kOmI sLhId!
isLvflk, pIr pMcfl, jnskfr, kurfkrm aqy lwdfK dI XwK TMzI DrqI JulsdIaF
agnI-vfCVF dy hyT sI. pOxF dI Julsx ny isMD, ijhlm, iksLn gMgf, rfvI aqy
cnfb dirafvF dy pfxIaF ivwc vI jLhir rlfxI hI rlfxI sI. hux kuMg posL
(kysr) dy KyqF dI mihk pOxF dI kVINgI ikvyN cVHdI? sugMDIaF ikvyN iKlfrdI
? lwdfKL ivclIaF pMgog aqy eIso moirrI JIlF dy hMs……AuhnF dIaF prvfjLF,
klolF aqy gIqF dI gwl CyV leI qF AudfsI dIaF gwlF hor lMbIaF ho jfxgIaF.
sfzf gozf qF pfiksqfn dI DOx dy AuWqy sI. jMg dy kfrn sIjL PLfier lfien
inwq hI ikqy do cfr mIl awgy nUM vD jFdI. ikqy ikqy ipwCy vI srk afAuNdI
sI. iewk rfq myrI kMpnI ny pfiksqfn dI iewk ipkt qy hmlf kIqf……kbjLf kr
ilaf. kuJ iewk afpixaF smyq bQyry pfiksqfnI vI mfry gey…kuJ Bwj vI
gey……kuJ jMgI kYdI bx gey. ies jMgI zrfmy df aMq qF kONibMg aOprysLn nfl
hI hoxf sI. ies ivwc bKLqr-bMd dsqy vI nfl rl jFdy hn. dusLmx dy morcy,
bMkr aqy hor sfjLo-smfn mlIaf myt kr idwqf jFdf hY. ies kfrvfeI vyly
cMn-cfnxI vI hfjLr ho geI. mYN afpxy muqfihq sInIar sUbydfr joigMdr isMG
nfl aglI kfrvfeI dy sMbMD ivwc slfh-msLvrf kr irhf sI. iewk pfiksqfnI
‘murdf’ ijAUNdf ho igaf. AusdI spirMg PLIlz rfiePLl dI sMgIn myrI CfqI qoN
do iqMn ieMc dUr hovygI ik myrf Kwbf pr, puwTf hwQ hI myry leI Zfl bx
igaf. cIcI qF cIrI geI pr sMgIn df vfr rok ilaf! hux dusLmx dI rfiePLl
BoieM qy sI aqy AusdI CfqI myrI ipsqOl dy puafieMt blYk ryNj qy sI. eyt
bloc rfiePLljL df. Ausny mYnUM TyT pMjfbI ivwc qrlf pfieaf- ‘mYnUM mfrIN
nf.’ mYN svflIaf ho igaf, ‘ikAuN? myryy cfcy df puwqr lgnYN peI mfrF nf?’
Auh iPLr boilaf, ‘myrI DI df inkfh ey’ nfly ivafh df kfrz vI kwZ ivKfieaf
sI Ausny! AurdU mYN pVH nhIN sF skdf. pr, PLIlz lfeIt dy shfry ieh jfx
ilaf ik kfrz koeI sLgnF vflf hI sI.
Ausny qF mYnUM nhIN sI bKLsLxf. myrf ajy ivafh nhIN sI hoieaf. ipwCy myrI
CotI BYx ‘rfxI’ vI ajy afpxy pyky Gr hI sI……aYn Aus vyly lwigaf ik rfxI
myry sfhmxy hI af KloqI sI! pqf nhIN ikMj mYN Aus bloc dI DI dy hwQF vflI
mihMdI leI Zfl afpy hI bx igaf, ‘CyqI kr…Bwjdf ho…pMj igx ky golI dfgL
idaFgf’ kihx dI dyr hI sI ik Auh golI qoN vI keI guxf qyjL ho igaf.
myry hwQF dI KwbI cIcI df cIr keI vfr ies ‘rihm’ nUM PLOjI sLbd-kosL ivwc
joVdf idKfeI idMdf hY. mfrc 1972 jMg bMdI bfad Gr priqaf …dihlIjL lMG ky
aMdr bYTf hI sF……afpxy afp ivwcoN mnPLI ho igaf sF. myrI mnPLI hoNd
srhwdoN pfrlIaF Audfs dihlIjLF qy phuMc geI sI…bVf icr vfps nhIN sI prqI.
jdoN prqI qF Ausny Audfs dihlIjLF dy nfm hyTlf muafPLInfmf ilKvf ilaf sI:
srhwdoN pfr bYTIey mF,
qUM myry koloN puwq mMgnIN eyN!
srhwdoN pfr vwsdIey BYxy,
qUM myry koloN vIr mMgnI eyN!
srhwdoN pfr vsMidaf vIrf,
sLfied qUM vI mYQoN-
guafcI hoeI bFh mMgdf eyN.
srhwdoN pfrlI Audfs dihlIjL-
qy bYTy mfsUm puwqr-
qyrIaF awKF ‘coN Clkdy hMJU,
myry koloN awbf-jfn mMgdy ny!
nhIN! nhIN! ……! ……!
mYN hux kuJ nhIN dy skdf.
afpxf aks sLIsLy ‘c vyK ky,
kuJ awQrU hI dy skdF!
mYN bysmJ sF,
Aus jMg ivwc-
lVI geI sI ijhVI,
ryq aqy imwtI dI KLfqr-
suMnIaF pQrIlIaF tIsIaF KLfqr-
qy jF kuJ kursIaF KLfqr!
kursIaF- srhwdoN EDrlIaF,
jF srhwdoN eyDrlIaF!!
qy mYN kuJ iswikaF KLfqr,
ivikaf hoieaf sF-
iehnF hI kursIaF dy kol!
mYnUM mfPL krIN mF……
mYnUM mf…PL k…rIN mF!! |
