suKLn surjIq pfqr dy
aMkU dy nrsrI gIq

- surjIq pfqr (98145-04272)

1999 dI gwl hY. amrjIq gryvfl pMj diraf df sMpfdn krdf huMdf sI. pMj diraf df iswiKaf aMk kwZx dI Xojnf bxI skUlF dy aiDafpkF qy ividafrQIaF nUM imlx qy afm skUlF df mfhOl dyKx dy iÉafl nfl asIN afpxy lfgly ipMz bfVvfly dy srkfrI skUl ivwc gey. EQy pMjfbI kvI blbIr afiqÈ dI pqnI aiDafpkf sI. Auhny sfnUM dwisaf ies skUl ivwc hux BeIaF dy bwcy pVHdy hn jF ies ipMz dy grIbF dy. iksy srdy puwjdy Gr df bwcf eyQy pVHn nhIN afAuNdf. Auh sB kOnvYNt skUlF ivwc jFdy ny.
mYN Aus skUl dy ivhVy ivwc tfhlI dI CFvyN bYTI iewk sFvlI ijhI kuVI PwtI ilKdI dyKI. Auh XU pI jF ibhfr dy iksy prvfsI mËdUr dI DI sI. Auh PwtI qy ilK rhI sI: ÈRI gurU nfnk dyv jI df jnm rfey Boie dI qlvMzI …. imly july BfvF nfl myrIaF awKF nm ho geIaF. AunHIN idnIN hI mYN ieh kivqf ilKI:

ipwCy ipwCy irËk dy
afieaf nMd ikÈor
cwl ky dUr ibhfr qoN
gwzI bYT isafldf
nfl bQyry hor
rfm klI vI nfl sI
suGV lugfeI Es dI

luiDafxy dy kol hI
iewk ipMz bfVyvfl ivwc
jVH lwgI qy puMgrI
rfm klI dI kuwK coN
jnmI bytI Es dI
nF rwiKaf sI mfDurI

kwlH mYN dyKI mfDurI
Esy ipMz skUl ivwc
guwqF bMnH ky irbn ivwc
suhxI pwtI poc ky
AUVf aYVf ilK rhI

AUVf aYVf ilK rhI
bytI nMd ikÈor dI
ikMnf gUVHf sfk hY
awKrF df qy irËk df

eysy hI ipMz dy lfzly
poqy awCr isMG dy
bih bfpU dI kfr ivwc
luwDyafxy aFvdy
kOnvYNt ivwc pVH rhy
ey bI sI zI iswKdy

ey bI sI zI iswKdy
poqy awCr isMG dy

ikMnf gUVHf sfk hY
awKr aqy akFiKaf.

ies qoN aglI gwl iewk hor kivqf nfl ÈurU krdf hF:

iewk pMjfbI ilKfrI
afÉrI sfh lY irhf sI
Gr ivco NafvfËF afeIaF:

asI[ vI qyry nfl icqf ivwc sVnf cfhuMdIaF hF
qyry bfad sfnUM ies Gr ivc
kIhny puwCxf?
ieh afvfËF Aus dy Gr ivwc peIaF
pMjfbI ikqfbF dIaF sn …

ieh kivqf kflpink hY pr ies ivclf zr bhuq hwd qwk swcf hY. ikAuik isrÌ awCr isMG dy poqy hI nhIN bhuq sfry pMjfbI ilKfrIaF dy DIaF puwq vI aMgryËI skUlF ivwc pVHdy hn. ies dy keI kfrx hn pr iewk kfrx ieh vI hY ik srkfr nUM afpxy skUlF dI koeI prvfh nhIN. rwb dy GrF nUM sMgmrmr nfl sjfieaf jFdf hY pr Aus dy jfieaF nMny muwinaF dy isrF qy CwqF coNdIaF hn. ikhVf ipqf ieh sih skdf hY? rwb ikvyN sihMdf hovygf? sih jFdf hovygf, ijwQy eynf kuwJ hor sihMdf hY. bhuqy aiDafpk …. clo Cwzo aiDafpkF nUM kuwJ kI kihxf. jd jl dy somy, sfzy isafsI nyqf hI eyny gMDl gey, iPr ndIaF nfilaF dy gMDilaF pfxIaF nUM kI kosxf?
ÉYr pMjfbI lyKk ieh imhxf sux ky ÈrimMdy ËrUr huMdy hn ik AunHF dy bwcy aMgryËI skUlF ivwc pVHdy hn. AunHF nUM hoxf vI cfhIdf. isafsqdfn koeI imhxf sux ky ÈrimMdy nhI NhuMdy. Èfied cox hfr ky QoVHf ijhf huMdy hox.
mY[ afpxy ihwsy dI ÈrimMdgI afpxy isr lY ky ies dIaF jVHF lwB irhf hF. ieh jVHF srkfrI skUlF dy mMdy hfl qoN lY ky bwicaF dy cMgy BivwK dI JUTI swcI afs qwk PYlIaF hoeIaF hn. roËgfr dy gm vI zfZy idlPryb huMdy hn ijnHF krky pMjfbI df mMzI -muwl aMgryuËI dy mukfbly bhuq Gwt hY:

aMgryËI vfly sr
jdoN koeI nvF lPË isKfAudy ny
qF lgdf hY kMm afvygf
aflmI mMzI ivwc ieh iswkf
sFB ky rwK lYNdy hF

pMjfbI vfly sr dy lPË
ijvyN gIty, kOzIaF, TIkrF, Gogy
ieh qF
dyK ky eyQy hI Cwz jfx mfl ny

pMjfbI vfly sr qF ajfieb Gr ny
aMgryËI vfly sr tksfl ny

ieh 84 dI gwl hY. myry byty aMkur dy kors ivwc nrsrI rfeImË lwgIaF sn. AunHF dy lÌË AuhnUM pfxI vFg Xfd sn pr AunHF dy arQ Auh nhIN sI jfxdf. mYN soicaf hor nhIN qF ienHF sfrIaF nrsrI rfeImË df pMjfbI anuvfd hI kr dyvF qF jo aMkU dI klpnf ivwc ienHF dIaF qsvIrF bx skx. jfxdf sF ieh aYvyN qrlf hY ikAuNik ienHF ivclIaF bhuqIaF qsvIrF EprI DrqI dIaF hn pr iPr vI ijvyN kihMdy hn, smiQMg ieË bYtr dYn niQMg, jFdy cor dI qVfgI shI:

pUsI kYt pUsI kYt
vyar hYv XU bIn
afeI hYv gOn tU lMzn
tU sI d kueIn …

(mfxo ibwlI mfxo ibwlI
ikwQy geI sI qUM
mYN geI sI lMzn nUM
mhfrfxI dyKx nUM

mfxo ibwlI mfxo ibwlI
EQy kIqf kI
mYN zrfieaf cUhf
kursI Qwly bYTf sI)

bf bf blYk ÈIp
hYv XU aYnI vUl
XYs sr, XYs sr
QRI bYgË Puwl …

(kfÜIey kfÜIey Byzy
qyry kol AuWn eyN?
hF jI, hF jI iqMn QYly
Bry quMn quMn ky

iewk myry sfab jI df
iewk AunHF dI vhutI df
iewk glI dy muMzy df
ÈYqfn dI tUtI df)

jYk aYNz ijwl
vYNt ap tU df ihwl …

(sonUM qy monUM phfV qy cVHy
lYx gey phfV AuqoN
pfxI dy GVy

izg ipaf sonUM
qy Bwj geI totxI
ipwCy ipwCy monUM afieaf
KFdf afieaf lotxI)

hfrk hfrk … …
(suxo suxo jI tOk rhy
kuwqy ikwdF BONk rhy

Èihr dy vwl ÌkIrF ny
pfeIaF awj vhIrF ny

gÜ ivwc lIrF lmkdIaF
AuWqy tfkIaF cmkdIaF
keIaF gÜIN proÜy ny
mMgx vfÜy JoÜy ny

dyKo dyKo keIaF pfey
gÜ mÉml dy coÜy ny)
ihwkrI izwkrI …

(itwk itwk twk twk itwk itwk twk twk
twp ky cUhf
igaf GVI qwk

jdoN GVI ny iewk vjfieaf
cUhf dOV ky hyTF afieaf)

cfr sflF df aMkU ienHF gIqF nUM suxdf, kdI gMBIr ho jFdf, kdI hws hws ky lot pot ho jFdf. ieh sqrF AuhnUM Éfs kr ky cMgIaF lwgIaF:

jdoN GVI ny iewk vjfieaf
cUhf dOV ky hyTF afieaf

Aus dI klpnf tuMbI geI. Auh ies quk dy Bfv nfl imldIaF qukF afp joVn lwgf:

iewk GMtI vwjI qF tI vI izg ipaf
iewk GMtI vwjI qF kMD izg peI
iewk GMtI vwjI qF tybl izg ipaf
iewk GMtI vwjI qF cyar izg peI

mYN soc irhf sF ieh gIq ikwQy Éqm hovygf? iewk GMtI nfl iewk cIË izgdI rhygI. nf dunIaf dIaF cIËF muwkx nf ieh gIq muwky. pr aMkur ny ies kivqf df aMq eynf vDIaf kIqf ik mYN hYrfn rih igaf. Aus ny bhuq sfrIaF cIËF zygx bfad ikhf:
iewk GMtI vwjI qF GMtI izg peI.
mYnUM bVI qIbrqf nfl aihsfs hoieaf ik mF bolI kI cIË hY, iehdf kI mhfqm hY. ies ivwc pVHnf sfnUM ikMnf rcnfqmk bxf skdf. sfzI ikho ijhI sFJ pYNdI hY, cIËF nfl. ikho ijhI smJ bxdI hY sMsfr dI. pr nfl hI mYnUM ieh vI iÉafl afieaf ik bwicaF nUM rcnfqmk bxfAux leI AunHF dy kors ivwc lwgIaF ikqfbF vI qF rcnfqmk cfhIdIaF hn.
aMgryËI mfiDam vfly bwicaF dI awTvIN jmfq dy kors ivwc lwgI iewk ikqfb pVH irhf sF. Aus ivwc iewk idlcsp khfxI kuwJ iesqrF sI ik iewk rfjy dI bytI bImfr hY qy iËd krdI hY ik mYN cMdrmf lYxf. rfjf afpxy vËIrF nUM bulfAuNdf hY. sfry vËIr afpxI akl dy GoVy duVfAuNdy hn. koeI cMd dI dUrI df iËkr krdf hY. koeI Ausdy Bfr df. koeI ieh kihMdf hY ik jy afpF cMdrmf lY vI afeIey qF rfjkumfrI mMnygI nhIN ik ieh cMdrmf hY, Auh koloN eynf suhxf nhIN ijMnf dUroN lgdf. khfxI dy ies ihwsy ivwc khfxIkfr bVy idlcsp ZMg nfl afpxy bfl pfTkF nUM cMdrmf bfry mukMml ivigafnk soJI dy dyNdf hY. iPr drbfrI msÉrf afAudf hY. Auh kihMdf hY ieh qF bhuq sOKf kMm hY. Auh mwisaf dI rfq rfjkumfrI vfsqy vwzf sfrf cFdI df cMdrmf lY ky afAuNdf hY. hOlI hOlI bImfr bwcI TIk hox lwgdI hY. Aus dI smJ vI vDx lgdI hY qy EVk Auh cMd dI aslIaq jfx lYdI hY qy afpxy bflpny qy hwsdI hY.
ies dy Ault sfzIaF kors dIaF ikqfbF mYN dys qo NapxI ijMdVI Gol GumfvFgf vrgIaF rcnfvF nfl hI BrIaF huMdIaF hn. klpnf dI ies kMgflI leI ienHF pusqkF dy sMpfdk vI iËMmyvfr hoxgy pr bhuq iËMmyvfr asIN lyKk hF jo bwicaF leI ilKx dy nfm qy bcgfnf rcnfvF ilKI jFdy hF! nf CMd nf qfl, nf klpnf nf mfnisk pwDr. asl gwl qF ieh hY ik sfzy kol bflF qy awlHV?AumiraF dy pVHn gocrf sfihq nf hox dy brfbr hY. sfnUM ilKfrIaF nUM ies pfsy iDafn dyxf cfhIdf hY.
dUjI gwl bhuqy ipMzF dy srkfrI skUlF dI pVHfeI df eynf mfVf hfl hY qy nkl AuWqy dfromdfr eynf vD igaf hY ik ikMny hI sflF qo NkoeI pyNzU ividafrQI pMjfb KyqIbfVI XUnIvristI dy KyqIbfVI kflj ivwc vI dfÉl nhI ho sikaf. ikAuik EQy dfÉl hox leI ley jfx vfl iemiqhfn ivwc nkl nhIN cwldI.
cMzIgVH dy mtkf cONk ivwc hr sfl kydrI lyKk sBfvF Drnf mfrdIaF hn. afpxIaF do mMgF mMnvfAux leI, iewk ieh ik skwqRyq dy aÌsr PfeIlF AuWqy pMjfbI ilKx qy dUjI ieh ik srkfrI skUlF ivwc pihlI jmfq qo aMgryËI lfgU krn df ÌYslf vfips ilaf jfvy. anyk DrinaF df iswtf kuwJ nhI Ninkilaf. myry iewk dosq ny ikhf iswtf inkilaf qF hY pr ieh ik srkfr ny mtkf cOk ivwc Drny mfrny mnf kr idwqy. hux DrinaF leI koeI hor jgfh dy idwqI hY. srkfr qF srkfr lok vI ies mfmly qy lyKkF dy nfl nhI hn. pMjfbI itRibAUn ivwc iewk pfTk dI icwTI CpI ijs ivwc Auhny iliKaf ik srkfrI skUlF ivwc pihlI jmfq qoN aMgryËI lfgU krn df ivroD krn vfly lok grIbF nfl ainafie kr rhy hn. mnoivigafnI qy BfÈf ivigafnI byÈk bhuq sfry pRXogF df hvflf dy ky ieh sfbq krdy hn ik hr bwcy nUM pihlIaF cfr pMj jmfqF ivd isrÌ AusdI mF?bolI hI pVHfeI jfxI cfhIdI hY. Aus qoN bfad hI aMgryËI jF koeI hor BfÈf pVHfeI jfvy pr ieh gwlF grIb mfipaF dy idlF nUM ikvy kfiel krn jd ik sfry srdy puwjdy lok afpxy juafkF nUM inrI aMgryËI pVHf rhy hn. Auh socdy hn aMgryËI AunHF df qF kuwJ nhIN ivgfVdI blik suafrdI hI hY, iPr ieh sfnUM ikAuN kihMdy hn: mF bolI jy Buwl jfEgy, kwKF vFgUM rul jfEgy. Auh qF asIN pihlF hI rul rhy hF, mF bolI nUM nf Buwlx dy bfvjUd.
ies sInf ?ivMnHvyN suafl df jvfb kI hY?
Èfied ieh ik pMjfb ivwc bhuq vwzy pwDr qy iswiKaf suDfr dI lihr cwly. srkfrI skUlF dI sUrq qy sIrq df kfieaf klp hovy. EQy pRoPYsrF ijMnI qnÉfh dy ky bhuq Xog aiDafpk rwKy jfx jo bflF dy koml idlF ivwc ipafr qy igafn dy awKr bIj skx. mF bolI nUM srv pRQm QF idwqI jfvy. inwjI qy srkfrI dohF qrF dy skUlF ivwc mF bolI nUM iewko ijhf ruqbf idwqf jfvy. aMgryËI nUM vI Ausdf Xog sQfn idwqf jfvy. kors dIaF ikqfbF ivclIaF rcnfvF shI arQF ivwc klfmeI, klpnfÈIl qy tuMbx vflIaF hox. sfry pMjfb, blik smuwcy Bfrq ivwc iewko qrF dI iswiKaf pfilsI apxfeI jfvy. ieh inÈicq kIqf jfvy ik bfrvI (plws tU) qwk hr ividafrQI leI iewko ijhIaF shUlqF hox. Aus qo Nbfad hI dfÉly leI mukfbly soBdy hn. ieho ijhI iswiKaf lihr ivwc mfpy ËrUr lyKkF dy nfl hoxgy, Eh mtkf cOk jF iksy hor cOk ivwc iekwly nhI bYTy hoxgy qy nf hI afÉrI sfh lYx vyly iksy pMjfbI lyKk nUM ieh afvfË suxfeI dyvygI:
asI[ vI qyry nfl icqf ivwc sVnf cfhuMdIaF hF
qyry bfad sfnUM ies Gr ivc kIhny puwCxf?