jdoN mYN lfhx dy GVy BMny
- muÉiqafr isMG
 

kihMdy ny Èihr ‘c af ky bMdf, ipMz df sB kuwJ Buwl jFdf hY. pr mYƒ qF ipMz dy lok, Kyq, KUh, ipwpl, drvfËf, toBf, bcny dy lfhx dy GVy igafnI guridwq isMG dy ‘myrf ipMz‘ vFg kuwJ vI nhIN ivsiraf. bldF dIaF twlIaF. icVIaF df cUkxf; Ausy qrHF qro-qfËf mn ivwcoN inkldy hI nhIN. hux ‘pMjfbI itRibAUn’ ivwc BUÈn, ipMz ivwc qfrIaF lf irhf.
AudoN qyrF cOdF sfl df hI hovFgf. skUl qoN pVH ky afpxy KUh AuWqy ËrUr gyVf mfrdf. CuwtI vfly idn qF bfpU aqy cfcy horF dI rotI aqy cfh vI dyxI pYNdI sI. gMinaF vyly gMny cupdy, mUlIaF qy ÈlgmF qfËIaF-qfËIaF put ky KFdy. byrF vyly byr. CwlIaF vyly CwlIaF BuMndy. KUh df pfxI pI ky iZwz AuWqy hwQ Pyrdy, kwK kMzy vfly gwzy AuWqy bYT ky af jFdy.
nrMjx myrf afVI qy hfxI, asIN dovyN iekwTy hI afAuNdy. sfzy kol CotIaF sotIaF huMdIaF. drvfËf inkl ky hI Duwdl AuWqy iqrCI sotI mfrdy, DUV AuzdI. sotIaF mfrdy hI nwTy cly jFdy. rsqy ‘c vfVF ‘qy mfrdy. zoky qy sUlF tuwt ky hyTF izg pYNdy. phfVI awk dy hry pwiqaF ‘qy AuproN sotI mfr ky hyTF qwk pqy JfV idMdy. hlky gulfbI Puwl tuwt ky izg pYNdy.
KUh AuWqy jf ky sfh lYNdy. hlt igVdf, pfxI bfhr aOlU ‘c pYNdf. asIN afAuNdy hI pfxI pINdy. aOlU ‘c vV ky sxy cwplF pYr igly kr lYNdy. pjfmf huMdf hI nhIN sI. inkrF goizaF qoN AuWqy hox krky iBjx qoN bc rihMdIaF. isr nMgy, jUVy iZlky hoey vfr vfr bMnxy pYNdy.
KUh ‘qy hlt, dovyN pfsy cl irhf sI. iewk pfsy boqf joiVaf hoieaf. dUjy pfsy bld. KUh dy nwky vfly Kyq dy KUMjy ‘c bldF dy gohy df Zyr lwigaf rihMdf. ies dy hyTF toaf puitaf hoieaf sI qF ik gohf Aucf nf idsy qy DrqI dy brfbr hI rhy. Kyq KflI hox qoN rUVI ƒ Kyq ‘c hI iKMzf idMdy.
mYN iewk idn bcny ƒ ies rUVI ivwcoN GVf kwZidaF dyK ilaf. GVy dy cwpx AuWqy Gfh PUs ijhf rwiKaf hoieaf sI qF ik pqf vI lwgy qy iksy hor ƒ idsy vI nf. rUVI vwl iksy dI ingfh Gwt hI jFdI sI.
bcnF, CyqI CyqI GVf, pYV lfgy nIvyN QF vwl lY igaf. ieh kfPI zUMGI sI. jdoN cVHo cldf sI, Aus vyly bldF dI pYV Zlfx krky bxfeI hoeI sI qF ik cVHo iKcx lwigaF nINvy QF ƒ jfx krky bldF df Ëor nf lwgy. jdoN cVo KflI huMdf qF bld sOKy hI Aupr ƒ cVH afAuNdy. ieh nIvIN qy zUMGI pYV iksy ny BrI nhIN sI. jy iksy ƒ QoVI bhuqI imwtI cfhIdI huMdI qF ivwcoN puwt lYNdy.
ieh pYV dfrU kwZx leI vrqI jfx lwg peI sI. nINvI QF hox krky dUroN iksy ƒ pqf nhIN sI lwgdf. KUh kol bhuq vwzI tfhlI KVI sI ijs ny zUMGI pYV ƒ AuproN Zwikaf hoieaf sI. hor vI CotIaF tfhlIaF, qUq aqy byrIaF, pYV ivwc JukIaF KVIaF sn. drwKqF dy COry ivwcIN kuwJ vI nhIN sI idsdf. sMGxI TMZI CF.
KUh dy ihwsydfr afps ivwc iml ky rihx krky koeI iÈkfieq vI nhIN sI krdf. pr koeI nf koeI guaFZI KUh vflf BfnI mfr hI idMdf.
bcny ny mYƒ Cotf smJ ky myrI prvfh nhIN sI kIqI. Aus ny pYV ‘c jf ky pIpy ivwc lfhx df GVf Aulwd idwqf. GVy ƒ Ausy qrHF rUVI ‘c rwK igaf. mYƒ bulf ky lY igaf. mYN dyiKaf pIpf iewtF dy cuwlHy AuWqy rwiKaf hoieaf sI. pIpy AuWqy qslf rwK ky mYƒ aOlU ivwcoN bfltI ‘c pfxI ilafAux leI ikhf. mYN lY afieaf. qsly ivwc pfxI pf ky KVH igaf. Aus ny iglI imwtI pIpy aqy qsly dy afly-duafly lf idwqI qF ik BfP nf inkl sky. imwtI ivwc morI krky iewk rbV dI nflI pf ky boql ivwc dUjf isrf pf idwqf. culHy ‘c awg bfl idwqI.
Auh Ptf Pt sukIaF iJMgF cuwlHy ‘c pfeI igaf. Aus ny DUMaF nhIN sI hox idwqf. DUMeyN qoN pqf lwg skdf sI ik KUh ‘qy awg mcdI hY. koeI nf koeI dfrU hI kwZdf hovygf. iewk dUjy df pqf hI sI pr Pyr vI Ehlf ËrUr rwKdy. Aus ny mYƒ qsly df pfxI grm nf hox dyx dI hdfieq kr idwqI. grm pfxI kwZ ky AuproN aOlU ivwcoN TMZf ilaf ky pfAuxf sI. mYƒ Aus dy afKy lwgxf ipaf. ikAuNik mYN pihlF kdy dfrU kwZdy dyKy nhIN sI. pr mYƒ zr vI lwg irhf sI. ikqy myry GridaF ivwcoN koeI af nf jfvy. hor iksy ƒ pqf nf cl jfvy. jy puils cVH ky af geI. iksy ny muÉbrI kr idwqI.
ajy sfl ku pihlF hI juafly dy muMizaF dI iksy ny puils qoN kuwt puaf idwqI sI. AunHF ny kdy dfrU kwZ ky dyKI vI nhIN sI. aYvyN puils vfly KMz kwZx vflf lft df guVH dyKdy hI lY gey. Qfxy jf ky KfDI nfly pYsy idwqy. ipMz dy lok iËd-bfd eys qrHF hI kwZdy huMdy sI. iksy nfl isDI twkr nhIN sI lYNdy.
mYƒ vI ieh zr bYiTaf hoieaf sI. mYN bcny ƒ kuwJ kih vI nhIN sI skdf. Auh sfzy sikaF ivwcoN hI sI. afdr mfx vI bhuq krdf. mYN pfxI lYx afieaf. cfr cuPyry bfË awK nfl dyKdf, ikqy puils qF nhIN af rhI. ikqy koeI ipMz df bMdf qF nhIN dyK irhf. jF dUr qk vfÈnf qF nhIN af rhI.
Aus idn myrf afVI nrMjx myry nfl nhIN sI afieaf. jdoN mYN qIjI vfr pfxI dI bfltI aOlU ivwcoN Brn afieaf qF phI ‘c nMjx nwiTaf af irhf sI. pihlF qF mYN dihl igaf ik pulIs df sunyhf lY ky afieaf hovygf. Auh nyVy afieaf, Aus ny ajyhf kuwJ vI nhIN dwisaf. myrI jfn ‘c jfn peI.
mYN Aus ƒ hyTF pYV ‘c lY igaf. bcny ny awKF ijhIaF kwZIaF. Aus df mqlb sI Auh ikAuN af igaf. Aus ny nMjx ƒ bMny vwl Kfl df pfxI dyKx leI qor idwqf, ikqy Kfl tuwt nf igaf hovy. nfkI qF AuWQy hI pfxI lfAuNdf hovygf. rsqy ‘c kIiVaF dy BOx jF iksy cUhy dI Kwz hox krky Kfl tuwt nf igaf hovy. nMjx burf ijhf mUMh krky qur ipaf.
pihly qoV dI iewk boql Br geI sI. Aus ny nflI nfl dUjI boql lf idwqI. awg iËafdf bfl ky Auh AuWpr af ky aflf-duaflf dyK afieaf. Aus dI qswlI sI pr mYƒ zr lwg irhf sI.
dfrU df kMm muwkx qoN bcny ny ikhf, “iksy ƒ dwsxf nI, hux nMjx ƒ nfl lY ky Bwj jf. ``
sfzI msF KlfsI hoeI. mYN nMjx ƒ ikhf, “af jf Xfr afpF ËrUr PsxYN. ``
Auh vI zr igaf. mYN Aus ƒ slfh idwqI, “Xfr ieh dfrU kwZdy hI ikAuN ny, hr vyly bdnfmI qy iCqrF df zr. ``
rfq Br mYN socdf irhf. nMjx ny dUjy idn af ky dwisaf ik Auh vI iksy Aupfa leI skIm GVdf irhf. asIN dUjy idn iekwTy hI KUh ‘qy af gey. aOlU ‘c izgdy pfVCy ivwcoN pfxI pIqf. aOlU ‘qy bih gey. aOlU dI hyTlI morI ivwcoN vI pfxI Kfl ‘c jf irhf sI qy AuprlI ivwcoN iËafdf izgdf.
mYN sotI cuwkI qy nMjx ƒ iesfrf kr idwqf. asIN rUVI AuWqy jf KVHy hoey. mYN hOlI ijhI sotI nfl GVy df mUMh nMgf krky AuproN cwpxI cuwk idwqI. GVf lfhx nfl Biraf ipaf sI. Aus AuWqy Jwg afeI hoeI. bdbU afeI mYN sotI iswDI hI Aus ivwc pf idwqI qy hOlI-hOlI GVy dy hyTly ihwsy ‘c morI kr idwqI. qy Ausy qrHF GVf rUVI nfl Zwk idwqf.
asIN CyqI-CyqI ipMz vwl ƒ qur pey. dUr jf ky asIN iKV-iKVf ky hwsdy ipMz phuMc gey. asIN bhuq KuÈ ik bhuq vwzf mfrkf mfr ky afey hF. cfr-pMj idnF mgroN asIN iPr GVy df cwpx lfh ky dyiKaf. Auh pihlF vFg hI Biraf ipaf sI. jdoN nIvIN pYV ‘c JfqI mfrI AuWQy morI vflf GVf mUDf ipaf sI. bcny ny dUjf GVf lfhx nfl Br idwqf sI. Ausy qrHF ikwkr df swk, guV df ajy kwcf lfhx sI. mYN sotI nfl GVy ‘c morI krky Zwk idwqf. qy asIN Gr ƒ iqqr hoey. PVy jfx df vI zr sI ik bcnf GridaF ƒ dws ky KVkYNqI nf krf dey.
iek-do vfr Pyr eysy qrHF hoieaf Auh nvF GVf Diraf kry. asIN morI kr idMdy. iewk idn bcny ny KUh ‘qy sfƒ puwC hI ilaf, “GVy qusIN BMny aY. “
asIN nFh kih idwqI, “mYN qF Edx qyry nfl dfrU kZfeI qI, mYN ikAuN BMndf. `` nMjx ny vI ajyhf hI juafb dy idwqf. bcnf kcIcI ijhI lY ky dfrU kwZx qoN hI hwt igaf. Èfied zr igaf ik puils nf af jfvy.
sfzI ies Èrfrq df iksy ƒ pqf nhIN sI lwgf. asIN bhuq KuÈ.
hux mYN Audfs vI ho jFdf hF ik BfvyN rUVI mfrkf dfrU kwZx qoN hwt gey hn. pr QF-QF aMgryËI qy dysI dfrU dukfnF ‘qy afm hI ivkx lwg peI hY. nfly mihMgI. Pyr vI kroVF dI dfrU hr roË ivkdI hY qy lok pINdy hny. koeI rok tok nhIN. keIaF dI ishq Krfb huMdI hY keI ilvr PylH ho ky mrdy vI ny.
votF vyly qF vwzI pwDr ‘qy rUVI mfrkf vI pqf nhIN kI-kI suafh Kyh pf ky iewk idn ‘c iqafr ho rhI hY. iksy ƒ afpxy srIr dI pRvfh nhIN. diraf vg rhy ny. Auh vyly cMgy sn koeI koeI kwZdf qy kdy kdy pINdy sn.
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