goiraF dy afbqIey bfby

- ipRMsIpl blkfr isMG bfjvf
 

“E bfeI! E bfeI muwlFpurIE! iqafr ho jfE… goiraF vwloN afbqF dy swdy af gey ny… jFg purIey nUM vI kih idE… bMdy ijhVy kMm `qy jfxf cfhuMdy ny iqafr ho jfx… snoa Gwt geI ey… kMm ÈurU ho gey ny… nrsrIaF vfly hfkF mfrn lwg pey ny… hux afpF zflr bxfeIey… ieMzIaf vI jfxY ….” rkby vflf inhMg isMG afpxI vYn nUM stIl aYvIinAU vYWst dy iewk pfsy lf dUjy pfsy jf rhI bfibaF dI ZfxI nUM sunyhf dy irhf sI.
“inhMg isMGf ieh afbq ikvyN hoeI?” mYN puwCxoN nf rih sikaf.
“ipRMsIpl sfihb ieh bfibaF dIaF afbqF jfxo… srdI ivwc KyqF qy nrsrIaF `c kMm bMd ho jFdY… srdI GtidaF eI bfibaF vflf kMm inkldY … PYktrIaF jF hor QfeIN ienHF nUM kMm imldf neIN… kmfeI qoN ibnF srdf neIN… qusIN isafxy eI EN… lyitaf moieaf, bYTf gohf, qurdf lohf, kMm lwgf sonf… nfly qF sfrf idn ieh bfby ZfxIaF `c kMm krdy, hwsdy Kyzdy ny aqy nfly Èfm qwk kwty dy kMn vrgy iqMn iqMn hry rMg dy not KVkfAuNdy GrIN muVdy ny… bfibaF dy poqy poqIaF vI KuÈ, nUMh puwq vI KuÈ, nfly bfibaF dIaF sfQxF vI pMjfbx dI qor qurn lwg pYNdIaF ny… KuÈ hoeIaF sfeINaF dI dfl BfjI `c vfhvf mwKx-ÈwKx pfAux lg pYNdIaF ny… qy bfbf afp vI afQx nUM muwCF `qy hwQ Pyrdf, hwsdf glfsI nUM hwQ pfAuNdf Bfrf-gOrf mihsUs krdY… kyrF qF bfby swq asmfny Auzx lwg pYNdy ny… ieh ny brkqF ienHF goiraF dIaF afbqF dIaF… ienHF nUM afbqF jfxo.”
“lY beI isMGf! mYN vI svyry qyry nfl cwlUM… lY jfeyNgf nf… aYvyN nf mYnUM kfgËI GoVf smJIN… pUrf iBVUM bfeI bfibaF nfl… jvfnI vyly golf suwtdf irhf aF….” myrf aMdrlf lyKk vI ies afbq dy nËfry vyKx qy mfxn leI mcl AuWiTaf.
“awCf gurU jI! kpVy Bfry pf ilE… jrfbF zbl, Bfry bUt… dsqfny… cfh pfxI lY ilE nfl… svyry Cy vjy mYN quhfnUM cwkUM….”
qurny dl dI vYn spirMgzyl, brYNptn dy nfnksr gurduvfry dy eyrIey dy iksy gYs styÈn aqy iksy bws stfp ‘qy KVHy bfibaF nUM lY ky nrsrI vwl nUM cwl peI qy nfÜ hI cwl peI myrIaF socF ivwc aqIq dIaF XfdF dI iewk lVI …
‘ies mfhOl dy kMm kfr df nËfrf pihly vyilaF ivwc sfzy ipMzF ivwc pYNdIaF afbqF nfloN Gwt neIN sI. sfzy ielfky ivwc ies nUM mMg jF mFgI ikhf jFdf sI. kulvMq isMG ivrk ny vI afpxI khfxI ‘Cfh vylf’ ivwc eysy qrHF df ibRqFq vrnx kIqf hY. kMm dy qfV ivwc aFZ guaFZ jF irÈqydfrIaF qoN afbqF swdIaF jFdIaF sn. iekwTy ho muMzy burdo burdI, ijdo ijdI hPiqaF df kMm idn ivwc hI mukf dyNdy. mYN Auh mFgIaF vyKIaF vI hn aqy hMZfeIaF vI hn. Cfh vyly iGE nfl nuwcVdy prONTy, mwKx qy lwsI huMdI. dupihr nUM kVfh jF syvINaF nfl qMdUr dIaF coNigaF vflIaF rotIaF, dfl sbËIaF ivwc qrdf dysI iGE. rfq nUM Èwkr iGE dy CMny, iGE nfl luws luws krdI dfl-BfjI vflI rotI. rfq nUM gVivaF nfl duwD CMinaF ivwc vrqfieaf jFdf. ijnHF gwBrUaF ny kMm jfn hUlky kIqy hox AunHF leI ieh Kurfk loVINdI vI huMdI sI aqy lwgdI vI cMgI sI. Bly qy TMzy suBfvF dy smyN sI. dfrU iswky df irvfj nhIN sI. … ‘
bfibaF dI vYn pUry 7: 30 vjy svyry iewk vwzI nrsrI ivwc jf KVHI…. cfr cuPyry icwtI cfdr ivwCI peI sI.
purfxy kfmy bfibaF ny gory suprvfeIËrF nUM guwz mfrinMgF jf gUMjfeIaF.
suprvfeIËrF ny pMj pMj, Cy Cy dy gruwpF ivwc bfibaF nUM vwK vwK grInhfAUsF ivwc jf ibTfieaf aqy kMm dIaF hdfieqF dy idwqIaF. kMm gmilaF nUM ihlfAuxf, suwky pwiqaF nUM gmilaF ‘coN kwZxf aqy bUty nfloN lfhuxf sI. asIN vwK vwK kqfrF ‘c nyVy nyVy bYT kMm ivwc juwt pey.
dUroN afAuNdI iewk AuWcI-lMmI gorI suprvfeIËr nUM vyKky bfby bylI kihMdy, “ipRMsIplf sMBflIN Ërf … ieh bolU aMgryjI … sfnUM pY jfxY vÉq … Ërf qUMeIEN krIN gwl ….”
kol afky, Aus puwiCaf: “hYlo PrYNzË, aYnHI pRfblm.” (beI imwqro, koeI smwisaf?)
“no pRfblm, mYzm. vI afr PfeIn aYNz hYpI. QYNks” (mym sfihbf koeI aOkV nhIN. sfzI kfto PuwlF `qy KyzdI hY aqy asIN pUry KuÈ hF. sfzf hfl cfl puwCx leI, DMnvfd). Auh QoVf eyDr AuDr qurI iPrI, kIqy kMm nUM GoKdI, pVqfldI, inhfrdI, afly-duafly Jfq mfrdI, suMdr ichry `qoN hor KyVf iKlfrdI, afpxf BlvfnI gyVf lf ky, mtk mtk qurdI muV geI.
“Auey bfeI… eynI sunwKI bIbI nUM vyKidaF eI smwisafvF iKMz-puMz jFdIaF ny… ikMnF cMgf huMdf jy ieho ijhI koeI jwtI cfh dI gVHvI cwk ilafAuNdI … ibMd Jwt bih ky gwlF krdy… cfh pINdy… inwkIaF inwkIaF, imwTIaF imwTIaF gwlF krdy… QkyvF ikQy rihMdY… ikAuN qfieaf TIk aY… qUM qF qfieaf lwgdY asloN hI suMn hoieaf gmly nUM jwÌf pfeI bYTYN….” ptvfrI suafd lYNdf qfey nUM mKOl ijhf kr igaf.
aqy iCV peIaF afl pqfl dIaF gwlF - jvfnI vyly dIaF, kYnyzf jIvn dIaF, inwkIaF inwkIaF mÈkrIaF, bfibaF dIaF GquwqF qy GuxqrF.
kyrF inafeINaF ‘c awT dws bMdy mwkI guwzdy sI. iksy dy Pfrm hfAUs ‘c bfby dI bIV leI jFdy syvk GMtI KVkfAuNdy koloN dI lMG rhy sI. GIly kf buVHf AuWTdf hoieaf kihMdY, AuTo muMizE mfrfj dI bIV lMG rhI ey, hwQ joVky Klo jo. awlV vrys ivwc vrUly mfr cVHdI jvfnI ivwc gwlF Puhfry vFg PuwtdIaF ny. bfpU bYTf rih, ikhVy qyry kpVy iBwj cwly af. sfry hwQ joV AuWT qF Kloqy, pr ikMnF icr ieho ijhIaF mÈkrIaF cwldIaF rhIaF.
“kI puCdYN BUiraf, jvfnI vyly dIaF gwlF! Duwp qyh qF AuNeI nhIN sI nyVy ZuwkdI AudoN. ijdo ijdI Kyq guzdy, vfZIaF krdy, Ply vfhuMdy, vihMgI ZldI nfl hl lY jFdy qy iqwÉr duiphr qoN pihlF pihlF ikwÜy `c hl Pyr idMdy huMdy sI.” qfey ny afpxI jvfnI nUM Xfd kIqf.
nvyN nvyN kYnyzf afey bIry mfstr df nrsrI ‘c kMm ‘qy afAux df awj pihlf idn sI. rkby vfly inhMg dI ikRpf nfl msIN qF kMm imilaf sI. do do jrfbF qy svYtrF ivwc Pwisaf, Xfd kr irhf sI skUl dy idnF nUM jdoN isaflU JVI ivwc gyjf cpVfsI iqMn myl dI cfh df pqIlf iqafr eI rwKdf huMdf sIM. nrsrI ‘c bfibaF dy hfsy mKOl ‘qy hYrfn ho irhf sI. ieh ikwdF dy bMdy ny. XwK TMz ivwc kMm nUM vlHytI qury jFdy ny. hfsy TwTy vI krI jFdy ny. iewk BfrI gmlf Aus koloN ihwl nhIN sI irhf. iÈgfry ny vyK ilaf: “ht prHy mfhtrf … vyK ikvyN lot krdF iehnUM… afh lY … eynI eI gwl sI nf … lY hux eyDrly hlky gmilaF vwl af jf… ienHF nUM mYN suafrdF… myry kMm qoN gorI AueyN eI KuÈ rihMdI af… mfr ilaf sOhrI gryjI ny neIN qF igwt-imwt kr lYNdf….”
qIjI lfeIn ‘coN mulFpurIaf lMbV bol ipaf: “srpMcf! ikAuN mfhtr nUM puwTIaF gwlF dwsdYN… ienHy aMgryjI mfr lYxI af… iPr AuhdI sFJ ‘qy iqiVaf iPryNgf… lY jugq qF mYN eI dwsI sI… mfhtrf kr awj pfrtI… krdy bfibaF nUM awj qrfry ‘qy ….”
“Xfro … awj Bfx ijhI lwgI aY… srIr iKMizaf ipaf… TIk qrHF bwJf neIN… sfly mfl bfhlf eI mfVf idMdy ny….” dUjI lfeIn ivwc ZYlf ijhf bYTf amlI boilaf. “jyeI sfihb … ikwQy af PisaYN … mOjF krdf sI AuWQy… kursI `qy bihx dy pYsy lYNdy sO… eyQy zflr qF dyNdy af, pr lhU pI lYNdy ny….”
“kfhdY Xfro ieh jIvn! pMjfb `c rfjy sI, aYQy BeIey bxy bYTy aF… AuWQy goiraF vFg BeIaF koloN kMm lYNdy sI… aYQy Ault-iswD hoieaf ipaf… ikwQy af Psy aF….” TMz nfl jMmy iewk Bfry gmly nUM ihlfAuNidaF jyeI ny mn dI BVfs kwZI.
“jyeI idl rwK… ÈurU `c lwgdY… hOlI hOlI hflI inkl peyNgf… AuWQy kursI `qy hukm clfey ny… ieh DrqI df dUjf pfsf… bfrIN kohIN qF bolI bdl jFdI aY… asIN qF hËfrF mIlF `qy af AuWqry aF… Ërf zflrF df inwG afAux dy… vyKIN ieh eI cMgf lwgx lwg pYxY….” hTUrIey srpMc ny afpxy hwzIN hMzfey qjrby qoN hONslf idMidaF qnË lf idwqI.
“iewk do mhIny dI gwl aY… grmIaF `c kMm KyqF `c ÈurU ho jfxy ny… vyKIN bfeI iPr kMm suKfly hoxy ny… Puwl, sbËIaF dI pnIrI dIaF guwCIaF bxfAuxIaF, lsn, gwTy aflU pwtxy, goBI, tmftr, imrcF, KIry qoVn vfly kMm hor suKfly ho jfxgy….” muwlFpurIey ptvfrI ny cMgy idnF df idlfsf idwqf.
“vyKo Xfro! iËMdgI dy rMg inafry! ijhVy eyDr af neIN sky, Auh lwKF dy jUey Kyzx aqy sO iswDy-puwTy hribaF ÉribaF nfl eyDr afAux leI qrlo-mwCI huMdy iPrdy ny. keI Juwgf cOV krf, muMizaF nUM smuMdrF qy brÌF dI Bytf cVfAuxoN vI neIN zrdy… ijhVy af jFdy ny Auh AuN aOKy aY…” jFgpurIey srpMc ny smfijk igrfvt `qy qoVf JfiVaf.
qfey ny ivwcoN eI tokidaF CurlI Cwz idwqI, “ikhVf koeI iksy dI suxdY… hr koeI nfZU KF bixaf iPrdY… dUjy dI QflI `c lwzU vwzf eI lwgdY… ieAuN eI cwldY… afpo afpxI PsIaF kwZxIaF pYNdIaF ny….”
hux qwk igafrF vwj cuwky sn. hwsdy sB iekwTy ho ky bYT gey. QrmosF dy Zwkx ieAuN KolHy ijvyN soln vn dy KolHdy hox. TMz qy Qkfvt ivwc cfh vI KyVf ilaf idMdI aY. cfh dIaF cuskIaF lY eI rhy sI jdoN gyVf kwZdI iewk hor ingrfn gorI vI af DmkI. kMm vfhvf inbiVaf hoieaf sI. “aYnHI pRfblm” dy AuWqr ivwc “no pRfblm” sux, guwz guwz krdI CyqI muV geI.
cfh ipwCoN. pItr afAuNdf idwisaf.
“bVf kwbf bMdf jy. cuwp ho jfE. kMm nUM Ërf aglI ikwlI dwb idE.”
“hYlo PrYNzË: “hE afr XU….”
“vI afr aO rYt … imstr pItr …[ no prfblm … afl guwz.” cfh pIky qrfry `qy hoey BUry ny aMgryjI `c eI gdrvIN afvfj `c moVf idwqf. kMm qoN sMquÈt pItr awK dy plkfry nfl kMm dy agly pfsy vwl clf igaf sI.
“ipRMsIplf! sfzf BUrf vI iewk kmfl dI ÈYa eI! kyrF iewk gorI nUM eyny dysI dy do Guwt plf qy… Auh qF JUMzy lwgI gF vFg afQxy ijhy afky iehdy nfl gwlIN lwg jfieaf kry… dwsIN BUiraf ikvyN hoeI Auh gwl….” BYxI biVMgIey lMbV ny iewk alokfrI bfq sfzy kMnIN pf idwqI.
“lY beI BUrf qF vfhvf gryjI bolx lwg igaf ey… ieAuN jfpdY… ijkUM ienUM nIAU mfrikt vflI mYrI ny gryjI isKf qI ey….” suDfrIey pRDfn ny guwJI ijhI koeI rmË mfrI.
rGbIr PlorIaf: “suDfrIaf… nIAU mfrikt vflI mYrI dI ijhVI CurlI ijhI Cwz igaF, iehdy ipwCy koeI Kfs khfxI lwgdI aY… sfnUM vI dws dy … bfeI….” ies `qy sfry eI hws pey qy mfstr KihVf krdf lMbV nUM kihMdf: “dws dy bfeI lMbVf… asIN vI iehdy vrgy purfxy GulftIaF qoN koeI dfa dU iswK leIey….”
hux sfrI ZfxI pUrI cFBlI hoeI sI aqy kMm vI inbyVI jf rhI sI.
BUrf afp eI dwsx lwg ipaf. “kfhnUM Xfro, kfhnUM… AudoN asIN nIAU mfrikt vwl iewk Pfrm `qy kMm krdy huMdy sI… vzyrI dyh afQxy ijhy tuwtx lwg pYNdI ey… afQx nUM srIr QoVf kfiem krdf… sprfeIt dI boql `c pfeI kÈIdI dvfeI dIaF do cfr GuwtF Br lYNdf huMdf sI… iewk idn pMj vwjx `c GMtf ku rihMdf sI… afpxI kÈIdI dvfeI vflI plfsitk dI boql nUM eI mUMh lfeI KVHf sI… eyny nUM AuWDroN mYrI vI cwkr lfAuNdI AuWQy af inklI… puwCdI… vwt afr XU zirMikMg… isMG… mYN zr ijhf igaf… hONslf kr sihmy ijhy ny ikhf… niQMg mYrI… vftr mYzm… tfink vftr… tfierz… tfink vftr… guwz… vYrI guwz Pfr hYlQ… mYzIsn… mYzIsn … iltl… myk hYpI… guwz… vYrI guwz… hYlQ… tyst iltl… mYN iJwjkidaF sPfeI idwqI… zridaF zridaF mYN afpxI iewk ÈbdI aMgryËI ivwc jvfb idwqf… Auh kihMdI kYn afeI tyst iewt… Xh… tyk iltl… QoVI ijhI cfh dy kwp ivwc pf jkidaF jkidaF Aus vwl kwp vDfieaf… QoVf QoVf muskrfAuNdI ny kwp PV qF Aus ilaf… pr ivwcoN mYN zrF… koeI pMgf eI nf pY jfey… jfh jFdIey ikqy kMm eI nf jFdf rhy… Aus dy gory iqwKy nwk nyVy kwp ny huMidaF eI Aus nUM QoVI ijhI DuV-DuVI ilafqI… pr nfl eI lfcIaF dI aFAuNdI KuÈbo cMgI mihsUs hoeI jfpI… mYN ikhf… tyk iewt… guwz… AunHy gorf iqwKf nwk QoVHf ijhf skoiVaf… mYN ikhf PinÈ Pfst… vn go… dYn sI… Xfro… AunHy AuvyN kIqf… Gr df bixaf pihly qoV df pfxI suafdI sI… AunHy imMtF ivwc eI Aus nUM tihky `qy ilafqf… hvf ipafjI hoeI Auh cwkvyN pYrIN ho geI jfpI… tihky `qy hoeI Auh guwz guwz krdI clI geI… awgoN muVdI kihMdI, “isMG! vyar ieË isMG… dYtË vYrI guwz… afeI lfeIk iewt.” ipwCoN Auh hr roË, pUry cfr vjy, BUry nUM lwBdI iPiraf kry ijvyN:
‘lflc lwigaf bfxIaF, cUMzy lwgI gF, kdy ipwCy nhIN hwtdy, BfvyN sB kuwJ dyx guaf.’
ieh ‘qy cUMzy lwgI geI jfxo hux, ipwCy neIN hwtdI.
ikwsf sux sfry BUry dI dlyrI, AusqfdI qy aMgryËI dIaF isÌqF dy mÈkUly iCV pey. sfry iKV iKVfky hws pey. kihMdy neIN rIsF sfzy BUry Èyr bfby dIaF. jFgpurIey srpMc ny ikhf, “BUiraf vyKIN ikqy hor nf pMgf KVHf krf deIN, sfzy sfiraF leI.”
“bfeI vyiKE iehdy rMg kwlH nUM iPr eysy vyly aYQy hoAU….”
AuhIE gwl hoeI… agly idn iPr Auh Ausy vyly af twpkI qy kihMdI… dYt vfË vYrI guwz. “bwly beI bwly… neIN Auey bfibE quhfzIaF rIsF… qusIN kfhnUM guwJy rihMdy E… pUry ksbI E… zflr vI JfV iljFdy E… hfsf TwTf vI kr jFdy E qy qur iPr vI jFdy E….” suwky pwiqaF vflI tokrI gfrbyj `c suwtdy ipRMsIpl ny bfibaF dI isÌq kr idwqI.
“lMbVf! Auh gwl suxf ijwdx goBI qoVdIaF gorIaF vI sfzy nfl kMm `qy sn.” ptvfrI ny iksy purfxI gwl df muV suafd lYx leI gwl CyVI.
lE suxo bfeI. kMm dy Ëor dy idnF ivwc lybr dI bhuqI loV huMdI hY. rfeykotIey dy nfl eI iewk gorI goBI qoV rhI sI. ieh qF Aus dy pfsy dI awDI prfq dwbI jfey. asIN hwsIey ieh awgy ipwCy qF afpxf eI kMm neIN sI mukfAuNdf. awj iehdy ivwc ikwQoN PurqI af geI.
GquwqI ny iehdf vI Byq KolH idwqf. “kihMdy ny Qwikaf, hfiraf Gumfr df iewtF lwidaf gDf qury nf… kuwt KfeI jfey… qFhIEN AuWQy ikqy cuwgdI cuwgdI gDI af inklI… bfeI… gDf qF cFBl igaf… Auh qF sxy lwd dy Bwjx lwg ipaf… eynI Aus PurqI PVI ik iewtF eI iKMzf qIaF….” sfrI mihÌl dIaF hws hws vwKIaF duKx lwg peIaF.
“cwk idE Auey bfibE! cwk idE! neIN Auey rIsF buwZy ÈyrF dIaF….” grIn hfAUs dy gyt `qy KVHf inhMg sfnUM vYn ivwc bYTx leI kih irhf sI. bfibaF ny Joly cuwky vYn `c jf zty.
mYN ikMny idn socdf irhf. BfvyN kuwJ mujbUrIaF krky, mYN muVky jf nf sikaf.
ienHF KurfkF dI QF hux lY leI aY niÈaF qy krfry BojnF ny. kMm krn lwg peIaF ny mÈInF. Coty huMidaF kdI iksy jwt dI gogV nhIN sI vyKI. iÈkfrI kuwqy vFg iZwz lwk nfl lwgy huMdy. cwkI dy puVF vrgIaF CfqIaF, gylIaF vrgy zOly qy mugdrF vrgy pwt huMdy. hux sB kuwJ Ault iswD hoieaf ipaf hY.
goiraF dy kMm ienHF afbqF ivwc ho jFdy hn. pr syvf Auh zflrF nfl kr dyNdy ny. awgoN bfby afpxy ÈONkF nfl jo mrjI Cwkx. smyN df Pyr hY. pr ieh purfxy gwBrU hflI vI kihMdy ny, “pf idE mwKx Gya dfl sbËI `c, jy KFidaF pINidaF mrdy aF qF mr jfx idE… koeI ieh hI afKU beI KFdf pINdf miraf… BuKf qF neIN miraf… zfktr qF afpxy igafn nfl keI anupfqF qy aOsqF dwsdy rihMdy ny.” ieh jy bfby ijhVy hflI vI goiraF dIaF PsIaF kwZI qury jFdy ny qy nfl afpxy svYmfx Kfqr zflr kmfeI jFdy hn. ishq vI bxfeI rwKdy ny qy hwsdy Kyzdy ipCly pihr vI nwcdy twpdy iPrdy ny. afpxy Bfr afp cuwkI iPrdy ny. sfrI Aumr Auh dyx vfly pfsy rhy hn. lYx vfly pfisEN, hwQ awzxy Auh mrnf smJdy ny. Èflf! ieh lMmIaF iËMdgIaF Bogx! ! goiraF dIaF afbqF pYNdIaF rihx! ! !