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isznI ivc, gurUaF dI vsfeI qy vrosfeI hoeI ngrI, ijs bfry piRsD ivdvfn ny lflf DnI rfm cfiqRk jI bfry ilKidaF lyKk ny iliKaf sI, “BfvyN lflf jI bhuqy pVHy ilKy qF nhI sn pr aMimRqsr ivwc rihx krky iehnF df igafn bVf sI. “, vfÜy ÈihroN af ky iewk ivakqI vwsdf hY. lok qF AusnUM ‘igafnI jI’ afKdy ny pr Auh Éud nUM ‘aigafnI’ hI dwsdf hY. puwCx qy jvfb dyAU ik igafnI qF dunIaF qy bVy hn pr afm igafnIaF nfÜoN myry ivwc kuwJ qF Prk hoxf cfhIdf ey! ies leI hor sB swjx purÈ ‘igafnI’ qy mY ‘aigafnI’ hF. iewk idn iewk sulJy hoey nOjvfn ny afiKaf, “hwCf qusIN ‘avwl igafnI’ hoey iPr!”
koeI qF ivakqI ivdvfn hoAU qy koeI dunIaFdfr. koeI Dfrimk, koeI gRMQI, koeI rfgI, soeI sMq, koeI kQfkfr vI ho skdf hY. koeI jrnilst, koeI isafsqdfn, koeI ilKfrI, koeI vpfrI, koeI syvk; pr ieh ipAu df puwq ieko smy sB kuwJ hI bxn dy XqnF ivwc rhU. kihMdy ny isafxy ik dohF byVIaF df svfr iksy bMny nhI lwgdf, qy ieh ies gwl nUM BlI BFq smJdf vI hY pr Pyr vI ijMnIaF vI byVIaF qwk phuMc huMdI hovy, AuhnF sfrIaF qy hI svfrI krn dI qmMnf rwKdf hY. keIaF anusfr ieh kuwJ hwd qwk sÌl vI smiJaf jFdf hY. eyQoN qwk ik Éud nUM pMQ df sB qoN vwzf ‘Tykydfr’ smJI iPrdf hY. mUhoN BfvyN, “afpxy mUhoN mIaF imTU” bxn vFg, ‘syvfdfr’ hI afKy. ieh vwKrI gwl hY ik pMQk afgU BfvyN iesnUM dvfnI vty nf puwCx. hryk Dfrimk qy kOmI kfrj bfry iesdI vwKrI hI rfie huMdI hY qy huMdI vI axmMgI hY. jy koeI khU, “igafnI jI, qusIN pfilitks ivwc ikAuN dÉl idMdy ho!” qF khU “hwCf, qF qusIN gurU Gr dy pRbMD dI syvf nUM vI pulItIkl gym smJ ky Kyzdy ho! gurduafry df pRbMD iks qrHF df hovy qy iesdy pRbMDk ikho ijhy hoxy cfhIdy ny, jykr ies bfry mY afpxy ivcfr prgt nf krF qy iPr myry ivcfrF nUM rgV ky PoVy qy lfAuxf hoieaf?” pr ikAuNik pRbMDk cuxn smy qy cuxy jfx smy hryk dy ieMtrst, DVybMdI, GtIaf Kyz, afpxf afpxf svfrQ huMdf hY. koeI clfk ‘isafsqdfn’ ipCy rih ky ies sfrI ielYkÈn dI lVfeI nUM lVf irhf huMdf hY. aijhI lVfeI lVn vfly bMdy, iksy clfk dI clfkI qF BfvyN nf jfx skx pr ies nukqy qoN BlI BFq jfxU huMdy ny, “lVfeI qy ipafr ivwc hr hiQafr jfieË hY. “jdoN gurduafry dy pRbMDkF dI cox nUM lVfeI hI smJ ilaf qF iPr AusdI ijwq ivwc koeI ksr ikAuN rih jfvy! ies qrHF hux qwk smJ ivwc afieaf hryk ‘hiQafr’ ies ‘nyk kMm’ ivwc hI vriqaf jfvygf, qy vriqaf jFdf vI hY.
mUhry ho ky ieh lVfeI vfÜI Kyz Kyzx vfÜy swjx purÈ, kuwJ syvf dI Bfvnf nfÜ, kuwJ axjfxqf vws, kuwJ DVybMdI vws, kuwJ injI ivroD vws, kuwJ injI svfrQ vws, axidsdI iksy ‘ÈkqI’ dy hwQF ivwc Kyzx leI mohry bx cuky huMdy hn. AuhnF nUM ies svfrQ qoN Aupr AuT ky inrol syvf df sbk isKfAux vfÜf kfrj, “vyÜy df rfg, kuvyÜy dIaF twkrF” vFg smJfAux df ieh ‘vwzHf igafnI’ Xqn krU. Buwl jFdf hY ieh mhFrfj df Purmfx:
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nqIjf kI huMdf hY, “nf Éudf hI imlf, nf vsfly snm. nf ieDr ky rhy nf AuDr ky. “iesdI ies mUrKqf BrI bybfkI qy shI gwl nUM ibnf injI hfx lfB ivcfry dy, afK dyx nfÜ hryk DVf smJdf hY ik ieh Aus df ivroDI qy dUjy DVy df smrQk hY. jdoN ik ieh “sB df dosq iksy df nf dosq. “ dy muhfvry vFg “sB df ivroDI iksy df nf ivroDI. “ vfÜI siQqI ivwc hI ivcrdf rihMdf hY.
kuJ sflF dI gwl hY: iewk gurduafry df JgVf sflF bDI kichrIaF ivwc cwldf irhf qy gurU dI golk dy pYsy vkIlF dy bYNk bYlYNsF df iÈMgfr bxdy rhy. Aus gurduafry dy ÉËfncI dI, nfn pMjfbI hox krky, ies nfÜ ‘GUM GF’ sI gI. qy kdI kdI Pon qy iewk dUjy nfÜ gwl vI kr ilaf krdy sn. ibnf mMigaF AusnUM suJf, afdq anusfr, dyx lwg ipaf, “ikAuN nhI qusIN iksy iek, do jF pMj inrpwK iswKF nUM ieh mslf sONp idMdy! qy Pyr jo Auh PYslf krn, cfhy Auh kuwJ vI hovy, sfry AusnUM mMnx dy pfbMd hox. “ jdoN Ausny awgoN afiKaf, “dwso kOx hY aijhf inrpwK iswK? “ qF kuwJ soc ivcfr krn ipCoN Auciraf, “BeI ies smy qF mYnUM sfry afstRylIaf dy iswK smfj ivcoN ieko bMdf hI inrpwK njr afAuNdf hY. “ Ausny kfhÜI ivwc puwiCaf, “hF dwso, ikhVf Auh gurmuK ipafrf hY jo eyQy inrpwK hY! “ qF ieh gurmuK ipafry jI Esy TrHMmy nfÜ Aucry, “cfr cuPyry Jfkx AupRMq mYnUM qF ieko bMdf hI njr afAuNdf ey jo inrpwK hY. “ “kyhVf, CyqI dwso! “ Aucry Auh ivakqI. hor qF koeI myrI smJ ivwc nhI afAuNdf ies smy, kyvl igafnI sMqoK isMG hI ieko iewk inrpwK ivakqI idsdf hY. dUsry bMinAuN ‘iBaMkr hfsy’ dI afvfj afeI, “ig[ sMqoK isMG! qy inrpwK! ieh ikvyN ho skdf ey! “
TrHMmy Biraf Auqr idMidaF iesny ikhf, “jdoN mY aYksplyn kIqf, qusIN vI mMn jfxf eyN. “ Ausny hYrfnI BrI ton ivwc ikhf, “trfeI! “ “vyKo mYnUM dovyN iDrF afpxf ivroDI smJdIaF ny; koeI iDr vI nhI smJdI ik mY Aus vwl hF. ies leI afpy mY inrpwK ho igaf. jyhVf iksy vwl nhI; Auh Bfvy Éud nUM sfiraF df ieko ijhf hmdrd smJdf hovy pr ‘Pyr sB df imwqr iksy df nhI imwqr. ‘ Aus Aupr lfgU ho jFdf hY. “ “hF ies qrIky nfÜ qF vfikaf hI qUM inrpwK hYN. “ Ausny hwsdy hoey ny afiKaf.
ieh qF sMsfr dI iswK sMgq jfxdI hI hY ik igafnI jI cMgy bulfry hn. iswK ieiqhfs, gurbfxI, iswK isDFq, iswK isafsq dI cMgI jfxkfrI rwKdy vI hn qy ies sfry igafn nUM bol qy ilK ky sRoiqaF qy pfTkF dy pwly vI gwl pf idMdy hn; qy jdoN ieh sfrf kuwJ dws rhy huMdy hn igafnI jI, qF sRoqy bor vI nhI huMdy sgoN idlcspI nfÜ igafn BrpUr vfrqflfp sux ky pRsMnqf vI pRfpq krdy hn pr gVbV EdoN huMdI hY jdoN igafnI jI, Drm dI, gurU sfihbfn dy ieiqhfs dI, iswK smisafvF dI gwl krdy krdy ivcy jok vI suxf Gwqdy hn qy smf bxn qy gRMQIaF, styj skwqrF qy pRbMDkF dy kMmF ivwc vI lwq aVfAux qoN guryË nhI krdy qy AuhnF nUM mwqF dyx lwg pYNdy hn. eysy gwl dI qy dunIaf qy bhulqf hI nhI sgoN roÜ ipaf hoieaf hY. hr koeI mwq dyx vflf hI hY, lYx vflf koeI nhI. kOx ies mfhOÜ ivwc igafnI jI dI mwqF dyx vfÜI BYVI vfdI df iÈkfr huMdf rhy! pr iewk ieh ny ik vfrs Èfh dI aKfx qy pUrf pUrf aml krn df ijvyN iehnF ny qhweIaF hI kIqf hoieaf hovy:
vfrs Èfh nf vfdIaF jFdIaF ny
BfvyN kwtIey porIaF porIaF jI.
hor qF hor ipwCy ijhy eyQoN dI pfrlImYt ivwc mnfeI geI vYsfKI mOky jdoN nOjvfn pRbMDkF ny iehnF nUM izAUtI idqI ik qusIN aMgRyËI ivwc vYsfKI df ieiqhfsk qy Dfrimk pihlU kvr krnf hY qy krnf vI pMjF imMtF dy aMdr aMdr hY. ieh ivcfiraF qoN ibnf hI iganI jI ny ik AuhnF df aMgRyËI df igafn ‘lOZUvfÜ’ qwk hI hY, af vyiKaf nf qf, qy hF kr idqI. drjn Br eyQoN dy aYm pIaF dI mOjUdgI ivwc sYNkVy lokF ny pfrlImYt dy spIkr dI pRDfngI hyT iehnF df BfÈn suixaF vI qy qfVIaF vI mfr GwqIaF. PMkÈn dI smfpqI AupRMq iewk Aus pVHy ilKy swjx ny, jo ik shI qOr qy smJdf sI ik ieh kMm AusnUM krnf cfhIdf sI, igafnI jI nUM jl pfxI CkidaF afiKaf, “qUM pMjfbI ivwc qF bol lYNdf eyN! pr aMgRyËI ivwc … …[” vfdI muqfibk AusdI gwl pUrI hox hI nhI idqI qy ivcoN bol AuTy, “zfktr sfihb jI, ikMnf Érc qy KycÜ krky afpF sohxf mkfn bxfAuNdy hF pr aKIr ivc, iksy dI mMdI nËr qoN bcfAux leI, Aus dy mwQy qy iewk kfÜy rMg dI qOVI mUDI mfr idMdy hF. qusIN eyny sohxy kfmXfb PMkÈn dI sMpUrnqf AupRMq myry lYkcr nUM Auh kfÜI qOVI hI smJ Cwzo.” hux aglf kI boly!
“pr myry iKafl ivwc mY boldf Buwilaf nhI qy suxn vfiÜaF nUM smJ af igaf ik mY kI ikhf hY. so ‘rIsneyblI’ myrf lYkcr TIk hI irhf, ikhf jf skdf hY. “awgoN gwl pUrI kr idqI iehnF ny.
iek hor gwl sux lvo: kuwJ idn hoey iksy dy Gr sjy Dfrimk dIvfn ivc, igafnI jI ny sdf vFg afpxy Dfrimk iviKafn ivwc ieiqhfsk hvfly vI dy mfry. hflF ik igafnI jI BlI BFq jfxdy hn ik ieiqhfsk hvfilaF bfry sdf hI ‘ikMqU-pRMqU’ ho skdf hY. koeI vI AuT ky iksy dlIl jF ikqfb df hvflf dy ky quhfnUM sMgq ivwc Êlq qy Éud nUM ivdvfn sfbq krn dI kucyÈtf kr skdf hY. eysy krky kuwJ dhfikaF qoN vwzy vwzy iswK Dfrimk ivdvfnF ny, afpxy iviKafnF ivcoN, sfKIaF qy ieiqhfsk hvfilaF nUM mnÌI hI kr idqf hY. “nf nwk rhy qy nf mwKI bhy. “arQfq nf sfKI qy ieiqhfs df hvflf idAu qy nf nukqfcInI krvfAu. eyDr EDr dIaF kuwJ gwÜF, kuwJ bfxI dIaF qukF dy hvfly dy ky zMg vI sohxf sfr lYNdy ny. mfx qy mfieaf vI sMgqF qoN pRfpq kr lYNdy hn; pr iewk ieh ‘aigafnI’ hI hY jo bfxI dI ies quk, “hAu mUrK nIc ajfxu smJF sfKIaY]” vfÜI quk df shfrf lY ky sfKI qy ieiqhfsk hvfilaF qoN ibnf koeI Dfrimk iviKafn nhI idMdf. sgoN afKU ik jykr asIN sfKI nhI suxfvFgy qF gurU sfihbfn dI Xfd nUM hI lokIN Bul jfxgy Èfied!
dIvfn qoN bfad iewk sulJy hoey swjx kihx lwgy, “igafnI jI, gurU nfnk sfihb jI sulqfnpuroN AudfsI qy cwly qy pihlF lfhOr Plfxy ivafkqI nUM imÜy pr qusIN ikhf ik pihlI Drmsflf qy DrmsflIaf qulMBy ivwc BfeI swjx (Twg) nUM bxfieaf. ieh koeI lOjk nhI bxdf. ieh qusIN ikvyN gwl bxf DrI!”
afpxy suBf qoN AuÜt igafnI jI ny bVy qhwml nfÜ jvfb idqf, “s[ Plfxf isMG jI, vyKo mY qy Aus smy EQy mOjUd nhI sI. ies leI mY dfhvy nfl qF ieh nhI afK skdf ik swcfeI kI hY. pr afKr mY quhfzy vrgy iksy ivdvfn dy mUhoN suixaF jF ikqy iliKaf piVHaf hI hovygf! myry iKafl ivwc quhfzf vI Aus smy EQy mOjUd hoxf mumkn nhI lwgdf. pr dlIl vjoN asIN mMn lYNdy hF ik lfhOr, qulMBy qoN pihlF hI phuMcy hoxgy pr aslI Drmsflf ivwc pRvrqq, gurU nfnk sfihb jI ny, swjx dI TwgI vfÜI Drmsflf nUM hI kIqf sI qy Twg qoN swcf swjx Esy nUM hI gurU jI ny bxfieaf sI. bfkI rhI gwl ‘lOjk’ dI; Aus bfry bynqI ieAuN hY ik qukFq juVy nf juVy qylI kohlU dy Bfr qoN qF nhI nf bc skdf! ‘lOjk’ bixaf jF nf pr sMgq ny sfKI suxky anMd qF mfixaf nf! “
huxy qfjf hI vfprI iewk Gtnf vI sux lvo: QohVy idn hoey afstRylIaf dy iewk Èihr dy gurduafry dy pRbMDkF ny igafnI jI nUM afiKaf ik Auh aYqvfr dy dIvfn ivc, sRI gurU hir ikRsn sfihb jI bfry bolx. imMt ds qoN pMdrF df smf idqf. eysy smy ivwc ivwc hI isD krky dwsx leI afiKaf ik iewk svf pMj sfl df bwcf iks qrHF gurU ho skdf hY! pRbMDk bhuq ivdvfn qy sMgq vI bhuq pVHy iliKaf dI sI. igafnI jI ny aMdfËy nfÜ hI smy dy aMdr aMdr afpxI gwl smfpq kr idqI, ikAuNik GVI qy iehnF pfs kdI huMdI nhI, qy Aus gurduafry df hfl bhuq vwzf hox krky kMD nfÜ lwgI GVI dIaF sUeIaF vI, dUr hox krky, iehnF dI awK dI mfr hyT afAuxo bcIaF rhIaF. dIvfn bfad, iewk tybl duafly zTIaF kursIaF Aupr zt ky pRÈfdf Ckx smy, bhuqy isafxy swjx iehnF dy duafÜy ijhy hI sjy hoey sn ijnHF ivwc pRoÌYsr, zfktr, vkIl afid sn. iewk sulJy hoey pRoÌYsr swjx kihx lwgy, “igafnI jI igafn qF quhfzf bVf hY; iviKafn vI sohxf sI pr qusIN isDf gurU hir ikRÈn sfihb jI bfry bolx dI bjfie pihlF eyDr EDr dIaF gwlF vI mfrI gey! “ Aus pRoÌYsr nUM isDf jvfb dyx dI QF igafnI jI bgly dI khfxI suxfAux lwg pey: iewk vwzy CwpV dy ivckfr iewk inkf ijhf DoVf sI; ijvyN smuMdr ivwc tfpU huMdf hY. Aus DoVy Aupr iewk bglf bYTf sI. iksy ny puwiCaf, “BfAU, Auh bglf ikvyN PiVaf jf skdf hY! “ “sOKf hI kMm hY ieh qF. “ jvfb sI BfAU df. “ikvyN BfAU? “ Auqsukqf vws Aus swjx ny puwiCaf “iek mombwqI lY lE qy iewk qIÜF dI zwbI. CwpV ivwc qrdy hoey hOÜI hOÜI bgly dy ipCy cly jfE qy mombwqI bfl ky Aus dy isr Aupr rwK ky afp vfps muV afE. jdoN mom pGr ky bgly dIaF awKF ivwc pY jfvy qy AusnUM idsxo ht jfvy qF mlkVy ijhy ipwCoN dI jf ky AusnUM PV lE. bws eynf hI kMm hY. “ “qy BfAU, jdoN mobbwqI rwKx jfxf bgly dy isr qy, EdoN hI ikAuN nf AusnUM PV ilaf jfvy! “ “iPr ieh koeI sfieMitiPk qrIkf qy nf nf hoieaf! ‘“ Auqr sI BfAU df.
myry iKafl ivwc jykr igafnI jI ijvyN ‘tryz’ ivwc sPl ny jy ikqy iehnF pfs tryz nUM lokF awgy pRosx vfÜy ‘tirwk’ vI afAuNdy huMdy qF iehnF df sfnI koeI nhI sI hoxf qy Èfied ies qrHF iswK kOm vI iehnF dI ivdvqf, suihrdqf, klm klf qy BfÈn klf qoN lfB AuTf skdI. pr “zuwbI qF qF hI jy sfh nf afieaf! “dy aKfx vFg ieh qF iblkul sfDfrn kwpiVaF ivwc hI, sfDfrnqf sihq, hr qrHF dy ivakqIaF ivwc ivcrdy rihMdy hn qy nhI vyKdy QF kuQF. hryk smy ieko ijhf hI vrq ivhfr rKdy hn. mKOl, KulHIaF bfqF, hfsf afid dI avsQf smy, smy qy sQfn df iKafl nhI krdy. nhI ies gwl df iDafn krdy ik lok iehnF dI ÈÉsIaq, Aumr, ivdvqf, qjwrbf qy smfj ivwc iehnF df sQfn vyK ky iehnF pfsoN gMBIrqf dI afs rwKdy hn pr iehnF qF ijvyN shuM hI Kf rwKI hY ik hfsy qoN ibnf gwl hI koeI nhI krnI BfvyN ikMnI vI gMBIrqf dI qvwkoN vfÜI siQqI hovy; qy ies qrHF bhuqI vfrI ‘hfsy df mVfsf’ hI bx jFdf hY. hF ieh vI TIk hY: kihMdy hn ik rwb gMjy nUM nhuM nhI idMdf qF ik Auh afpxf isr Kurk ky lhU nf kZ lvy. Èfied igafnI jI nUM QF isr rwKx leI hI iehnF nUM eyho ijhf bxf Diraf hY, kudrq ny!
sux lE iewk hor iehnF dI ‘krqUq’:isznI dy iewk gurduafrf sfihb dy gRMQI jI ny dys nUM jfxf sI. iewk idn gurduafrf sfihb dy cyarmYn, mIq pRDfn qy kuwJ hor swjx iehnF dy Gr afey qy iehnF nUM kuwJ idnF leI syvf inBfAux leI bynqI kIqI. ibnf koeI ‘agric mgric’ lfey dy iehnF ny ikhf, “DMn Bfg myry, qusIN mYnUM ies syvf dy Xog smiJaf! qusIN kF dy hwQ vI sunyhf Byj idMdy, mY isr prny cwl ky hfjr huMdf. qusIN afp cwl ky afAux dI Kycl ikAuN kIqI! “ eyQy vI kuwJ idnF bfad hI buVHI dy syhry sfVn vfÜI gwl hI, ieh bhuqf kOmI drd rwKx vfÜf swjx, kr bYTf. kmytI vwloN hryk iqMnIN mhInIN gurduafrf sfihb dI afmdn Érc df vyrvf gurduafrf sfihb dy drvfjy dy nfÜ icpkfieaf jFdf sI. iewk idn iksy dy dwsy qy, iesdI BYVI ingfh Aus qy pY geI. EQoN pVH ky afpxI akl Gotdy hoey ny, kmytI mYbrF qoN puCxf ÈurU kr idqf, BeI gfribj kulYkÈn df ibwÜ qF kONsl dy Érc ivwc hI Èfml huMdf hY pr ieh vwKrf Érc 3700 zflr df kfhdf hY. nf skwqr, nf pRDfn, nf ÉjfncI qy nf hI iksy hor ny koeI jvfb idqf. pr Ausdf asr ieh hoieaf ik muV kmytI ny aijhf vyrvf Cfp ky lfAux qoN hI qobf kr leI, arQfq jyhVf koeI mfVf motf afmdn Érc df sMgqF nUM pqf lwgdf sI Auh vI igaf. eysy dOrfn nvI kmytI bx geI qy ieh nvy pRDfn dy iPr kMn Kfx lwg ipaf ik puCo BfeI ieh ikMny sflF qoN ÌËUl pYsy KrcINdy rhy hn! iewk idn pRDfn ny afiKaf, “mY ÉËfncI nUM puiCaf sI. Auh afKdf qYnUM igafnI cwkdf hoxF!”
koeI puCy BeI Bilaf mfxsf ijMnHF ny qYnUM gwdI qy bhfieaf qUM AuhnF dIaF lwqF nUM hI cwk mfrdF!
AusdIaF ilKqF ies gwl dI mUMh boldI gvfhI hn. kI qusIN smJ skdy ho ik ieh sfihqk jF Dfrimk, ieiqhfsk jF rfjnIqk, XfdF huMdIaF hn jF lyK, vrqmfn nUM drsfAuNdaF hn jF iPr BUq jF BivK nUM! iks Kfny ivwc qusIN iehdIaF ilKqf nUM rwKogy? iqwqr nf btyr. imlgoBf ijhf. nf ieh ieiqhfsk hn, nf Dfrimk, nf sfihqk, nf iPlfsPIkl, nf iPkÈn nf PYkt; bws ijvyN mUMh afieaf BfÈn smy boÜI jFdy hn EvyN hI afpxIaF ilKqF ivwc JrItI jFdy hn. hF iewk gwl ËrUr spwÈt hY ik ijho ijhI ies ‘JrItU’ dI ÈÉsIaq hY Eho ijhI hI iesdI rcnf huMdI hY. “ijho ijhI BozI bfhmxI Eho ijhf GuwdU jyT! “ieho ijhy qoN ies qoN vwKrI afs vI kI kIqI jf skdI sI! ieho ijhy ieho ijhy hI huMdy hn qy gÜF ivwc vI ieho ijihaF dy ieho ijhIaF hI huMdIaF hn. “ijhI koko qyhy bwcy!”
hor suxo: iksy dy mUMhoN afpxI qfrIÌ suxky Puwl ky kuwpf ho jfAU. sulJy hoey swjx afpxI qfrIÌ afpxy mUMh qy suxnf psMd nhI krdy pr ieh ipE df puwq afpxI vizafeI suxky cFBÜU. AuqoN hor vfDf ieh ik afKU, “jdoN Dfrimk ivakqIaF dy dwsx anusfr rwb afpxI qfrIÌ mnuKF pfsoN sux ky KuÈ huMdf hY qF mY ikAuN nf afpxI vizafeI suxky KuÈ hovF. ieh qF iewk rwbI gux hoieaf! “
ieh vI sux lvo: kuwJ dhfky hoey iewk idn gurduafrf sfihb ivKy sjy dIvfn ivwc sfDU tI[ aYl[ vsvfnI dI sfKI suxfAux lg pey. sfKI df sfr kuwJ ies qrHF sI: iewk idn lOZy ku pihr hYdrfbfd isMD dy Èihr ivKy hI rfq ibqfAux leI soc ky, iewk dukfndfr nUM, sMq jI ny, Drmsflf df rfh puiCaf. jdoN EQy gey qF EQoN dy mhMq ny cMgf slUk nf kIqf qy sMq jI cup kIqy vfps muV afey. sMq jI dy muVidaF qy ingfh Esy dukfndfr dI pY geI. ieh jfxky ik Èfied Drmsflf sMq jI nUM nhI iQafeI; puiCaf, “lBI nhI sMq jI Drmsflf?” Drm Durm qy koeI nhI sI EQy; hF iewk sfÜf bYTf sI. “qury jFidaF sihj suBf Auqr sI sMq jI df.
dIvfn AupRMq gurduafrf sfihb dy pRDfn jI ny kuwJ rosy ijhy nfÜ ikhf, “qYN igafnI myry qy ieh gwl lfeI af. “Auqr imiÜaf, “BeI lfeI qF mY iksy qy nhI; pr jy quhfzy myc afAuNdI hY pRDfn sfihb, qF qusIN rwK lE. “”lE kr lE iGE nUM GVf! “ lfgoN iksy sRoqy dy mUMhoN afp muhfry bol inkÜy.
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1971 dIaF grmIaF dI iewk rfq ies ny PIroËpur dy gurduafry ivwc kwtI. rfqIN qF rotI qMdUroN Kf leI qy svyry AuT ky gurduafry mwQf tyk ky bfËfr nUM quiraf qF ik Cfh vyÜf kIqf jf sky. pYsy igxy qF GIsy ivcoN kyvl iewk rupieaf qy kuwJ pYsy hI inkÜy. iehnF nfÜ jF qF Cfh vyÜf kIqf jf skdf sI qy jF iPr aÉbfrF ÉRIdIaF jf skdIaF sn. PYslf aÉbfrF dy hwk ivwc hoieaf qy ijMnIaF ku eyny pYisaF dIaF af skIaF, KRId ky vfps gurduafry dy kmry ivwc jf ky lMmf pY ky pVHn lwg igaf qy muwkx qy sON igaf. lOZy vyÜy iqMn ku vjy AuT ky iPr nhf ky bws azy nUM qur ipaf. nf svyr df kuwJ KfDf nf pIqf. pMj ku vjy bws awzy dy dÌqr ivwc jf viVaf. iewk nOjvfn cMgI ÈÉsIaq qy pihrfvy vfÜf rijstr ivwc isr gwzI bYTf Aus ivwc kuwJ ‘kuqkuqfrIaF’ ijhIaF kZI jf irhf sI. AusnUM jf ‘vfihgurU jI kI Piqh’ bulfeI qy afpxI jfxkfrI ieAuN idqI, “myrf nF sMqoK isMG hY qy mY ÈRomxI kmytI df pRcfrk hF. ieh kmytI df mfsk pwqr ‘gurmiq pRkfÈ’ hY qy iesdf iewk sfl df cMdf pMj rupey hY. iesdf quhfnUM mY pfTk bxfAuxf hY. “ Ausny kursI qoN AuTidaF afiKaf, “myrf nF vI sMqoK isMG hY qy mY eyQy akfAUNtYNt hF. ieh lE pMj rupey qy hor jl pfxI dI syvf dwso. “pMj rupey dI rsId kwt ky Aus dy hwQ PVfeI qy DMnvfd kihky dÌqroN inkÜ ky pihlF hlvfeI koÜ jf ky pyt pUjf kIqI qy Aus ipCoN iewk rupieaf pcfnvyN pYsy dI bws dI itkt lY ky, mukqsr rfq nUM phuMc igaf ijQy ik rotI imÜ hI jfxI sI. pMj rupey hwQ afAux nfl Èfh bx igaf qy KulHy hwQ Érc ley ikAuNik dÌqr vfiÜaF nUM qF mhIny ipCoN afpxI qnKfh ivcoN hI ktfAuxy sn.