‘rhxu ikQfAU nfih’ nUM pVHn AuprMq
- virafm isMG sMDU
 

(ieh pwqr suKpfl nUM AusdI nvIN CpI ibrqFq aqy kivqfvF dI sFJI pusqk ‘rhxu ikQfAU nfih’ nUM pVHn AuprMq iliKaf igaf. ieh pusqk suKpfl ny iehnF sqrF dy lyKk nUM iek sfihqk smfgm ivc hor lokF smyq ‘Byt’ kIqI sI. asIN awgy qoN vI afpxI psMd dIaF pusqkF bfry ‘sIrq’ ivc itwpxI krn df vcn idMdy hF)

30 jUn 2007
ipafry suKpfl
qusIN Aus idn imly. ipClI vfr vI afpF kuwJ plF leI imly sF. pr afpF kuwJ sfl pihlF vI iml cuwky hF, AudoN jdoN quhfzy siqkfrXog ipqf jI quhfzy nvyN Cpy kfiv sMgRih dIaF ds pMdrF kfpIaF mYnUM ‘afpxy kuwJ hor dosqF leI vI dy gey sn.’ mYnUM sdf hI iesqrHF vMzIaF jFdIaF ikqfbF qklIÌ idMdIaF hn, ijvyN ivcfrIaF glI glI iPr ky iBKfrIaF vFg pfTk dI dfq mMg rhIaF hox. Aus idn vI quhfzf afpxy Joly ivcoN ikqfbF kwZ ky lokF nUM dyxf mYnUM qklIÌ dy irhf sI. muÌq vMzI cIË dI Auh kdr nhIN rihMdI. vMzI geI ikqfb, ijs nUM idwqI geI huMdI hY, ÉfhmÉfh Aus ivakqI df muwl vDf idMdI hY. Auh aYvyN Bfrf gOrf ho ky ikqfb qoN afpxy afp nUM AuWcf smJx lwg pYNdf hY. keI vfr Aus ilKq nUM Pol ky vI nhIN vyKdf. ivcfrI ikqfb nmoÈI ivwc Auhdy Gr peI afpxI iksmq nUM roNdI rihMdI hY. myry Gr vI ivcfrIaF aijhIaF keI pusqkf nUM iewk nuwkry sflF qwk ipaF ipaF afpxy hMJUaF nfl iBwjxf ipaf hY. ies gwl df aihsfs mYnUM AudoN hoieaf jdoN hux kYnyzf afAux vyly mYN sYkiVaF dI igxqI ivwc peIaF ikqfbF nUM kuwJ lfiebRyrIaF nUM dy afieaf qfik ivcfrIaF df dUjf jnm ho sky.
myry nËdIk idwqI ikqfb df muwl Gt jFdf hY. ieh AudoN vI Gt igaf sI jdoN quhfzf ‘cyqr’(suKpfl df pihlf kfiv-sMgRih ‘cuwp cupIqy cyqr ciVHaf) mhInf ku Br myry kol ‘cuwp cupIqf’ ipaf isskdf irhf. pr iewk idn myrf iewk Èfier dosq ieMglYNz qoN afieaf qF Aus ny kuwJ nvIaF CpIaF kivqf dIaF ikqfbF dI dws pfAux leI mYnUM ikhf. mYN ikhf, iewk nvIN ikqfb myry kol peI hY, iksy nvyN Èfier dI, ieh vI vyK lY. mYN ikqfb cuwk ilafieaf. aYvyN suBfvk hI mYN ikhf, cwl afpF iesdI koeI kivqf pVH ky vyKdy hF. mYN ikqfb Kol ky ‘vfk’ ilaf. ijhVI kivqf inklI, pVHxI ÈurU kIqI. pihlIaF kuwJ sqrF hI pVHIaF. myry mUMhoN inkilaf, “awCf! beI vfh! ieh qF swcmuc dI kivqf hY.” mYN dobfrf kivqf pVHxI ÈurU kIqI. iewk qoN bfad dujI qy iPr qIjI. mYN afm qOr qy, ijvyN dI awj ilKI jf rhI hY, ies kivqf df pfTk nhIN. ieh kivqf mYnUM afpxy kol nhIN bulfAuNdI. mYnUM afpxI nhIN lwgdI. pr quhfzI kivqf pVHidaF mYnUM lwgf, ‘ieh myrI kivqf hY.’ mYnUM pCqfvf hoieaf ik mYN eynI cMgI kivqf df bMzl ‘suwky Gfh vFg’ bMnH ky ikAuN rwK Cwizaf hY!’ mYN agly kuwJ hI idnf ivwc Auh ikqfbF kivqf dy kdrdfn lwB ky AuhnF qwk phuMcf idwqIaF. ieh vI dwisaf ik ies ikqfb df cyqr ciVHaf qF cuwp cupIqy hY, pr iehdI mihk nvIN vI hY aqy dyr qwk sfzI kfivk afqmf nUM muawqr krI rwKx vflI vI hY. mYnUM pihlI vfr lwgf pfÈ aqy pfqr qoN ipCoN vflI aslI kivqf ieho hY. mYN cfhuMdf sF ik hor lok vI ieho kihx. lokF ikhf vI, pr ijvyN df mYN socdf sF, AusqrHF df nhIN ikhf. mYN aflock nhIN, sfDfrn pfTk hF. pr bhuqy aflock aqy pfTk ‘afpxf Drm’ nhIN inBf rhy. ies krky ik ies kvI nUM zugzugI vjfAuNxI nhIN afAuNdI, isrÌ kivqf ilKxI afAuNdI hY.
mYN vI pfTk df Drm inBfAux vflf bMdf nhIN hf. alÊrË aqy hwd drjy df susq. bxdI prsMsf krn dI qFG rwKdf hoieaf vI kwl qwk tfldf rihMdf hf aqy iPr Auh GVI ‘tl’ hI jFdI hY aqy myry aMdrlf pfTk ‘aDrmI’ ho inbVdf hY.
pr ies vfr mYN afpxf Drm inBfAux dI soc leI. qusIN hYrfn hovogy (ÉuÈ hoxf hovy qF quhfzI mrËI) ik myrI sfrI iËMdgI ivwc ieh Èfied pihlI (myry ihsfb nfl lMmI) icwTI hY, jo mYN ‘pfTk Drm’ inBfAux leI ilKI hY. mYnUM nhIN pqf ik ijMnHf nUM qusIN Aus idn pusqk idwqI AuhnF ivcoN ikMny ku ieh ÌrË inBfAuxgy pr mYN hfËr ho igaf hF. hoieaf vI isrÌ quhfzI vfrqk pVH ky. kivqf myrI dUjI pihl hY. Auh mYN ajy pVHxI hY.
kwlH hI iewko idn ivwc iewko JIk nfl quhfzI vfrqk pVHI. mYN nhIN pVHI. mYN qF aYvyN JfqI mfrn leI KolHI sI pr Auh mYnUM PVH ky bih geI. ijMnF icr Ausny afpxI bfq nf pf leI mYnUM AuWTx nhIN idwqf. myrf lVkf mYnUM koeI Gr df ËrUrI kMm krn vfsqy kih igaf sI. afieaf qF mF nUM puwCx lwgf, zYzI ny Plfxf kMm kr ilaf hY? kihMdI, “pqf nhIN kwlH ikhVI ikqfb iksy ny idwqI hY. svyr dy Auho hI lY ky bYTy ny. AuWTy hI nhIN.”
mYN quhfzI vfrqk dIaF ÉUbIaF nhIN ignfAuxIaF, isrÌ pRBfv dI gwl krnI hY. pVHidaF mYnUM lwgf, bMdf bVy pqy dI gwl krdf ipaf hY, pr iesdy sfry pfqr jF prvkqy ‘afpxy afp vFg’ ikAuN nhIN boldy. Auh lyKk koloN bolI AuDfrI lY ky afpxy nF ikAuN lfeI iPrdy ny. iPr mYN soicaf, suKpfl ‘mYN’ nhIN hF. Auh ‘Auh’ hY. iesy leI quhfzI vfrqk quhfzy vrgI hI ho skdI hY. mYN vI mfVf motf vfrqk lyKk igixaF jFdf hF. pr mYnUM ‘khfxI’ sunfAux dI afdq hY, ikqy ikqy ivKfAux dI vI. ivKfAuNdy qF qusIN vI ho, pr nfl ‘smJfAuNdy’ vI ho. ies smJfAux dI vI afpxI kImq hY. ieh smJfAuxf koeI ‘AupdyÈ’ dyx vrgf nhIN, ijhVf mnF aqy rUhF dI QMidafeI qoN iqlk jfx vflf hovy. ieh smJfAuxf qpdI DrqI ivwc pYNdI aqy rsdI rmdI ikximx vrgf hY, jo aMdr nUM TMZ pfAuNdf hY. ieh sfnUM afpxy cMgy mfVy afpy dy dIdfr krfAuNdf hY. afqmf nUM hlUxdf hY. cyqnf nUM JMjoVdf hY. tuwty aMdrF ivwc kuwJ joVdf hY. ies ivwc PlsÌf hY, ieiqhfs dI soJI hY, sijMd ibrqFq hY, mnuwK dI pCfx hY, guafc gey dI qlfÈ hY, lwB pYx dI ÉuÈI hY. bhuq kuwJ hY ies ivc, ijhVf ibafn kridaF lMmF lyK ilKxf pY jfvy qy gwl Pyr vI nf muwky. eynI zUMGI, pRBfvÈflI, ÈbdF dy suhj nUM pRxfeI, arQF dI ilÈk nfl ruÈnfeI vfrqk ilK ky qusIN mYnUM ijwq ilaf hY. mYnUM ijwqxf koeI ‘jmrOd df iklHf’ Ìqih krn vflI gwl nhIN pr mYnUM ‘hfr’ ky svfd af igaf hY. mYN quhfzy koloN ilKx df hunr iswKxf cfhuMdf hF. Blf ieh hunr isiwKaf vI jf skdf huMdf hY! Èfied nhIN. suKpfl vrgI vfrqk ilKx leI qF suKpfl bxnf pYNdf hY. mYN virafm isMG sMDU hI bixaF rihxf cfhuMdf hF. ies krky nhIN ik mYN suKpfl bxnf nhIN cfhuMdf sgoN ies krky ik suKpfl bx skxf myry leI bVf aOKf hY.

ieh sqrF quhfzy iewk zuwlHy hoey afÈk df huMgfrf hn. prvfn krnf.

quhfzf – virafm isMG sMDU