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imzl skUl dIaF cfr jmfqF pVHidaF mYN ividafrQI qF afqm-ivsLvfsI sF, qF vI pihlF pihlF ijLafdf huisLafr nhIN sF. imsfl dy qOr ‘qy, pMjvIN CyvIN jmfq pVHidaF bYNcF dIaF do jF iqMn kqfrF ivwcoN iewk kqfr dy sB qoN pihly bYNc AuWqy bYTdf sF. pMjvIN jmfq dI iewk Gtnf kwlH vFg Xfd hY. aMdr bYTy pVH rhy sF. iewk muMzf ipMz vwloN imzl skUl dI iemfrq pfsoN lMGdf bfhr vfly pfsy dI njLr afAuNdI iKVkI AuWqy ciVHaf, aMdr JfqI mfrI, qy AuWcI boilaf, “bwcU! qUM mfstr lwg igaYN?” aMdr sfzI jmfq nUM nvyN lwgy mfstr gurbcn isMG ihsfb pVHf rhy sn. ieh gurbcn isMG Auh nhIN sn, jo pRfiemrI skUl ivwc sfzf iemiqhfn lYx gey sn. mYtirk kr ky nvyN inXkuq hoey ihsfb-mfstr sn. AuhnF dy hI muhwly df pRfiemrI jmfqF ivwc pVHdf koeI cMcl bwcf iKVkI rfhIN AuhnF nUM pVHfAuNdf dyK ky afpxI hYrfnI BrI KLusLI jLfhr kr irhf sI.
CyvIN jmfq ivwc iesy nOjvfn aiDafpk ny sfnUM ihsfb pVHfieaf. keI idn nPLy-nuksfn dy ihsfb dy svfl hwl krn dy qrIky blYk-borz AuWqy smJfAuNdy rhy. iewk idn nPLy-nuksfn dy svflF df tYst rwK idwqf. mYN kuJ idn buKLfr nfl jmfq ivwcoN gLYr-hfjLr irhf sF. ijs idn tYst hoieaf, hfjLr sF. mfstr jI ny ijhVf svfl tYst ivwc pfieaf, myry smyq iksy ny hwl nhIN kIqf. mfstr jI ny sfrI jmfq KVHI kr leI. hQylI AuWqy sotIaF vwjx lwgIaF. hux ieh Xfd nhIN, ikMnIaF ikMnIaF sotIaF df hr muMzy nUM CFdf iml irhf sI. pr myry donF hwQF AuWqy vfrI vfrI do do sotIaF peIaF, qF myrIaF zfzF inkl geIaF. AuWcI AuWcI roieaf. mfstr jI ny myry hwQ AuWqy hor sotIaF nhIN mfrIaF. pr CuwtI vyly kmry qoN bfhr afey, qF keI jmfqI mYnUM ieh kih ky itwcrF kr rhy sn- “qYQoN cfr sotIaF nhIN KfDIaF geIaF?” iehnF ivwcoN keI muMzy qF rojL hI sotIaF KFdy sn. Aus idn vI AuhnF ny myry nfloN vwD sotIaF cuwp kIiqaF Kf leIaF sn.
pr mYN Aus idn pRx kr ilaf. sotIaF nhIN KfxIaF. pVHnf hY. Aus idn nPLy-nuksfn dy svflF dIaF nMbrIaF Gr jf ky duhrfeIaF. hor ivisLaF vwl iDafn dyx lwg ipaf. CyvIN jmfq dy sflfnf iemiqhfn ivwc myrf drjf kI sI, ieh hux pqf nhIN. pr sqvIN jmfq ivwc mYN jmfq dy cflI muMizaF ivwcoN dUjy sQfn ‘qy sI. lsLkr isMG, jo myhtF ipMz qoN rojL qur ky pVHn afAuNdf sI, jmfq ivwcoN awvl sI.
sqvIN jmfq dI iewk hor gwl Xfd hY. sfQoN aglI aTvIN jmfq df ipMz dy skUl ivwc afKLrI iemiqhfn sI. aiDafpkF ny PLYslf kIqf, sqvIN jmfq aTvIN jmfq nUM ivdfiegI dyvy. ies ivdfiegI smfgLm ivwc koeI Kfxf-pIxf vI hoieaf, ieh Xfd nhIN. pr sqvIN jmfq ny aTvIN jmfq nUM sMboDn kr ky iewk aYWzrYWs piVHaf. ieh aYWzrYWs ilKx dI ijLMmyvfrI aiDafpkF ny myrI lfeI. ieh aYWzrYWs mYN Gr bYT ky iliKaf. piVHaf iks ny, hux mYnUM Xfd nhIN. qF vI, awj socdf hF, mYnUM aYWzrYWs ilKx leI kihxf sMkyq krdf sI, aiDafpk myry ivwc ilKx-Xogqf pCfxdy sn.
awTvIN jmfq ivwc ipClIaF jmfqF vFg bYTdf qF pihlI kqfr dy pihly bYNc AuWqy hI sF, pr hux afpxI kfblIaq idKfAux df sLONk pYdf ho igaf sI. mukfblf lsLkr isMG nfl hI sI. hux sfnUM aMgryjLI ivsLf nvyN inXukq hoey hYWzmfstr s: inrMjn isMG pVHfAuNdy sn. ihsfb s: PuMmx isMG. s: PuMmx isMG isrPL mYtirk pfs sn. pr AuhnF dI idlcspI pMjfbI sfihq ivwc vI sI. aMimRqsr ivwc kuJ smF rih ky igafnI pfs krky afey sn. sfzI jmfq nUM jdoN ihsfb dI koeI nMbrI smJf ky ivhly huMdy, qF sfihq dIaF gwlF Cuh lYNdy. sfnUM pMjfbI ivsLf qF mfstr krm isMG pVHfAuNdy sn, jo plfhI ipMz dy hI sn, pr mYnUM PuMmx isMG sfihq dy vzyry mfhr pRqIq huMdy. mYN jmfq ivwc hI AuhnF qoN svfl puwCdf. pMjfbI BfsLf dI pusqk dy aOKy sLbdF dy arQ aksr AuhnF nUM puwCdf.
iewk gwl AuhnF ivwc anoKI dyKI. mYnUM Xog ividafrQI mMnidaF vI mfstr PuMmx isMG dI hmdrdI lsLkr isMG nfl vDyry sI. Auh ieh jfc gey sn ik aTvIN dy sflfnf iemiqhfn ivwc mYN lsLkr isMG nUM mfq pf dyxI hY. mYN jmfq tYstF ivwcoN vI lsLkr isMG qoN vwD nMbr lYx lwg ipaf sF. mfstr PuMmx isMG gwlF gwlF ivwc lsLkr isMG dy pCV jfx bfry afpxI nfKLusLI jLfhr kr jFdy. lsLkr isMG bypRvfh nhIN sI. KLLUb imhnq krdf sI. mukfbly bfry vI cyqMn sI. qF vI, afKLrI iemiqhfn ivwc mYN AuhnUM pCfV idwqf. aYqkIN Ausdf sQfn dUjf sI.
mfstr PuMmx isMG ipwCoN vI imldy rhy. AuhnF df ipMz plfhI dy nyVy nMgl mwjf sI. jdoN mYN pihlF aKLbfrF ivwc kMm krn lwgf, qy ipwCoN sfihqkfrI krn lwgf, qF ipMz jFidaF mfstr jI nfl mulfkfq ho jFdI. Auh myrIaF CpIaF rcnfvF dI gwl krdy. KusL huMdy, mYN afpxy cuxy Kyqr ivwc kuJ sPLlqf hfsl kIqI hY.
awj jdoN mYN PuMmx isMG dI lsLkr isMG nfl hmdrdI dI gwl socdf hF, qF ieAuN lwgdf hY, ijvyN lsLkr isMG mfstr jI nUM afpxf hI smrUp pRqIq huMdf hovy. AuhnF vFg hI Gwt jLmIn vfly ikrsfx df jLhIn puwqr. mfstr jI myrI afrQk-smfjk dsLf bfry axjfx nhIN sn. mYN PLIs muafPL krvf ky hI pVH irhf sF. qF vI, AuhnF nUM mYN KLusLiksmq pRqIq huMdf, qy lsLkr isMG bdiksmq. AuhnF qoN myrf awgy inklxf aqy Ausdf ipwCy rihxf Jwilaf nf jFdf.
qF vI, mYnUM awj qwk ipMz dy skUl ivwc pVHIaF awT jmfqF dy sB aiDafpkF ivwcoN mfstr PuMmx isMG hI sB qoN vwD Xfd afAuNdy hn. Auh lfiek sn, sMvydnsLIl sn aqy mrdm-snfsL sn.
aTvIN jmfq ivwc pVHidaF mYN iewk njLm vI ilKI, jo iksy nUM pVHfeI jF suxfeI nhIN. isrPL afpxI ikqfbF vflI almfrI dy pwly ivwc gwzI myKL AuWqy tMg CwzI.
pr hux sfihq mYnUM iKwc pfAux lwg ipaf sI. ipMz plfhI ieiqhfsk ipMz hY. iewQy gurU hirgoibMd sfihb ny iewk XuwD liVaf sI. XuwD hox vyly ajy ieh ipMz nhIN sI vwisaf. AujfV-bIafbfn ielfkf sI. sfzy bcpn ivwc Zwk-plfh dy drwKLq mIlF qwk AuWgy hoey idKfeI idMdy sn. jdoN ipMz vwisaf, qF vI Zwk-plfh df jMgl hoeygf, iesy krky ipMz df nfm ‘plfh’ qoN ‘plfhI’ pY igaf. iewQy pihlF inwkf ijhf gurduafrf sI. 1930-40 dy ivckfr inwkI iemfrq igrf ky vwzI swq-mMjLlI iemfrq bxfeI geI. jdoN purfxI iemfrq vflI QF zUMGIaF nIhF puwtIaF geIaF, qF mnuwKI hwzIaF, GoiVaF dy pOV aqy qlvfrF dy jMg-KfDy ihwsy hyToN inkly. nvIN iemfrq ivwc gurU gRMQ sfihb pRkfsL krn vflf sQfn Ausy QF bxfieaf igaf, ijwQoN purfxy aivsLysL inkly sn. ieh aivsLysL dsdy sn XuwD iewQy hoieaf, qy sLhId isMGF qy GoiVaF dIaF imRqk dyhF ies QF iekwTIaF kIqIaF geIaF. pihlF ieh sQfn ipMz qoN bfhrly pfsy iewk bMny sI. jfpdf hY, ipMz ies ieiqhfsk-Xfdgfr dy nfl visaf. hOlI-hOlI ipMz ies pfsy vwl nUM vD igaf. sfzf aYNglo vrnYkulr KLflsf imzl skUl ieiqhfsk gurduafry dy nyVy ipMz dy bfhrly pfsy sI. ies qoN vI prHy aMbF df bfgL sI, ijwQy cfr jmfqF pVHdIaF sn. hux skUl kmytI ny skUl nUM AuWnq kr ky bfrvHIN qwk klfsF clf rwKIaF hn, qy skUl df nfm bdl ky gurU hirgoibMd sI: hfier sYkMzrI skUl kr idwqf hY. hux pRfiemrI skUl srkfr dy spurd hY, pr iesdI vDIaf pwkI iemfrq ipMz dI pMcfieq ny hI bxf ky idwqI hY.
jdoN dI mYN gwl kr irhf sF, PLgvfVf qihsIl dy iksy vI ipMz ivwc hfeI skUl nhIN sI. imzl skUl vI ikqy ikqy hI sI. PLgvfVf sLihr ivwc muMizaF dy do hfeI skUl sn. rfmgVHIaf hfeI skUl, aqy jgjIq hfeI skUl. lVkIaF df iewk jgjIq grljL hfeI skUl sI. jgjIq isMG kpUrQly df afKLrI rfjf sI. dovyN jgjIq skUl srkfrI sn. iewk hor ieslfmIaf hfeI skUl KwulHx vflf sI, jdoN dysL dI vMz ho geI. ieslfmIaf skUl dI iemfrq afrIaf smfj ny sMBfl leI, qy afrIaf hfeI skUl kfiem kr idwqf.
jdoN imzl pfs kr ky PLgvfVy nOvIN ivwc dfKLl hox jfxf sI, ipMz dy hYWzmfstr inrMjn isMG ny mYnUM Gr bulf ky afiKaf, qUM jgjIq skUl nhIN jfxf. rfmgVHIaf hfeI skUl jfeIN. AuWQoN dy muwK aiDafpk s: amr isMG ivrdI bI:aYs:sI: bI:tI: myry jmfqI hn. AuhnF ny slfh idwqI, qUM sfieMs ivsLy pVHIN. hfeI skUl ivwc PLfrm BridaF s: amr isMG ny vI sfieMs pVHn dI slfh idwqI, pr mYN coxvyN ivsLy zrfieMg aqy pMjfbI rwKy sn.
mYN skUl ivwc pVHidaF skUl dy rsfly leI kuJ cIjLF ilKIaF. dsvIN df iemiqhfn dy ky iewk kfpI ivwc keI khfxIaF ilKIaF, pr ieh sMBflIaF nhIN. dsvIN krky nfl lgdy rfmgVHIaf kflj ivwc dfKLlf lY ilaf. mYtirk ivwc 76 PLIsdI nMbr afey sn. iewk hor lVky rfm srUp dy myry nfloN Cy nMbr vwD sn. sfzf dovF df eyny nMbr lYx leI irkfrz sI, jo ipwCoN keI sfl nhIN tuwitaf. cMgy nMbr lYx krky hfeI skUl dy sYkMz mfstrF sRI ivwidaf Bfskr isDr mYnUM bfhoN PVH ky nfl lgdy rfmgVHIaf kflj ivwc lY gey. kflj dy ipRMsIpl s: ikrpfl isMG nfrMg dy hvfly krky kihx lwgy, ieh PLIs nhIN dy skdf. pr iesnUM pVHfE. kflj ivwc hI shI arQF ivwc sfihq ilKx df Xqn pihlI vfr kIqf. ‘pRIqm’ idwlI ivwc myrIaF khfxIaF CpIaF. pRIqm dy sMpfdk AudoN vxjfrf bydI sn.
rihMdf ipMz hI sF. iqMn mIl rojL qur ky kflj jFdf sF, qy iqMn mIl vfps qur ky sLfm nUM ipMz phuMcdf sF. aihsfs aqy iKLaflF dI qIKxqf pihlF hI sI, pr hux iehnF ivwc pRoVqf aqy zUMGfeI af rhI sI. afpxy nfloN do ku sfl awgy pVH rhy s: jgq isMG plfhI nfl iml ky ipMz ivwc ‘syvk dl’ bxfieaf hoieaf sI. iesdIaF mIitMgF aksr krdy. jdoN cMidaF dI rkm jmHF ho geI, qF aMimRqsr qoN vwzI igxqI ivwc ikqfbF mMgvfeIaF. iehnF ivwc pMjfbI sfihq dIaF pusqkF vI sn, qy ieiqhfs aqy igafn dyx vfly hor ivisLaF dIaF vI. ieh pusqkF mYN bhuq cfh nfl pVHIaF.
kflj ivwc pVHidaF ieh soJI vI af rhI sI ik aYPL:ey: pfs krn qoN bfad pVHfeI nhIN ho skxI. koeI rujLgfr ZUMzxf pYxf hY. nyVy jlMDr sI, ijwQoN pMjfbI qy AurdU dy keI dYink pwqr inkl rhy sn. iksy dYink pwqr df dPLqr nhIMN dyiKaf sI. ieh vI pqf nhIN sI, pwqrkfrI ikvyN krIdI hY. qF vI, iehnF dYink pwqrF dy ivsLysL aMkF leI mYN pMjfbI aqy AurdU BfsLf ivwc lyK ilK ky Byjy, jo Cp jFdy rhy. iehnF pwqrF ivwc CpIaF ilKLqF dy kfrn, aYPL:ey: krn qoN bfad, iewk dYink pwqr “KLflsf syvk” ny, jo aMimRqsroN AuWKV ky, PLgvfVy qoN pRkfsLxf sLurU kr irhf sI, mYnUM kfljoN bulf ky afpxf Aup-sMpfdk lf ilaf. jdoN ieh dYink pwqr awT mhIinaF bfad bMd ho igaf qF ipMz bYTy nUM jlMDr qoN sunyhf imilaf, ijhVf muMzf “KLflsf syvk” aKLbfr ilKdf sI, Auh jlMDr af jfey. mYN jlMDroN inkly nvyN dYink pwqr “pMQ syvk” ivwc kMm krn lwg ipaf. iesy aKLbfr dy sfQI aKLbfr AurdU “pRBfq” nUM AurdU ivwc ilK skx vfly Aup-sMpfdk dI loV peI, qF AuhnF ny “pMQ syvk” dy myjL qoN AuTf ky mYnUM ‘pRBfq” dy sMpfdkI mMzl ivwc sLfml kr ilaf. kuJ smyN bfad AurdU BfsLf ivwc ‘ajIq” aKLbfr Ausy purfxI kMpnI ny kwZ ilaf, jo lfhOr qoN ‘ajIq’ kwZdI rhI sI. “pRBfq” qoN bfad mYnUM “ajIq” imlI, qy iewQy mYN lgfqfr iqMn sfl kMm kIqf. AuhnF idnF ivwc aKLbfrF dy mfiek sfDn sImq huMdy sn, ies kr ky stfPL vI Gwt qoN Gwt rwiKaf jFdf. QoVHy stfPL nUM bhuqf kMm krnf pYNdf. mYN vI “ajIq” AurdU ivwc bhuqf kMm kIqf, pr mjbUrI ivwc nhIN, KLusLI nfl. imsfl dy qOr ‘qy myrI asl izAUtI KLbrF ilKx dI sI, jo afm qOr ‘qy aMgryjLI BfsLf ivwc afAuNdIaF. asIN AurdU BfsLf ivwc KLbr df anuvfd krdy. loV hovy, qF sMKyp krdy. ZuwkvF isrlyK kwZdy. sB qoN mhwqvsLIl Xogqf sI, KLbr df mhwqv pCfnxf. KLbr ikMnI ku aihm hY? ieh muwK sPLy ‘qy jfx vflI hY jF aMdrly siPLaF AuWqy? muwK sPLy AuWqy jfxI hY, qF kI, ieh pihlI KLbr bxy, dUjI jF qIjI? KLbr dI “KLbrIaq” pCfnxI qy Aus inrxy dy muqfbk KLbr nUM aKLbfr ivwc sQfn dyxf isafxy pwqrkfrF df gux smiJaf jFdf sI. agly idn dYink aKLbfrF dI aklmMdI df mukfblf ieh dyK ky kIqf jFdf sI ik ikhVI aKLbfr ny iks KLbr nUM ijLafdf aihmIaq idwqI hY, qy Cy-kflmf isrlyK kwiZaf hY? KLbrF dI cox aqy pysLkfrI aKLbfr dI ivwkrI GtfAux-vDfAux ivwc vI asr pfAuNdI sI. mYnUM KLbr dI KLbrIaq pCfnx dI jfc sI.
AuNj AuhnF idnF dy aKLbfr isrPL KLbr aKLbfr (nIAUjL-pypr) hI nhIN sn huMdy, ivcfr aKLbfr (ivAU-pypr) vI huMdy sn. keI aKLbfr pfrtIaF jF DVy kwZdy sn. qF vI KLbrIaq pCfnx vfly aKLbfr dI kdr huMdI sI.
“ivcfr” sMpfdkI sPLy AuWqy ilKy jFdy sMpfdkI lyKF ivwc pRgt huMdy sn. sMpfdk dI Xogqf aqy qIKxqf vI aKLbfr dI sPLlqf ivwc ihwsf pfAuNdI sI. pr muwK-sMpfdk sfrf sMpfdkI sPLf iekwlf nhIN Br skdf sI. Aus nUM bfhroN afAuNdy lyK vrqxy pYNdy sn. Aup-sMpfdkF ivwcoN ijs nUM ‘ilKx’ df sLONk huMdf sI, Auh sLONkIaf qOr ‘qy GroN lyK ilK ilafAuNdf qy sMpfdkI sPLy AuWqy Cpx leI pysL krdf. ieAuN hI “aYqvfrI aMk” leI vI vfDU stfPL nhIN sI huMdf. koeI nf koeI Aup-sMpfdk hI ieh kMm vI sMBfldf. mYN KLbrF ilKx dy nfl nfl sMpfdkI sPLy leI aqy aYqvfrI aMk leI sLONkIaf qOr qy aksr ilKdf.
ieh ‘ilKxf’ mYN sLONk nfl hI krdf sF, pr myrf asl sLONk ieh nhIN sI. ieh qF sfrf kuJ DMdf ipwtxf sI. asl sLONk qF sfihq pVHnf, sfihq pVHfAuxf aqy sfihq ilKxf sI.
AurdU “ajIq” ivwc kMm kridaF hI myrf pihlf iekFgI sMgRih “idn rfq” aqy aflocnf dI iewk ikqfb “pMjfbI kivqf dy sO sfl” CpIaF. pMjfb srkfr df mfsk pwqr “pMjfbI dunIaF” AuhnF idnF ivwc lyKkF, ivdvfnF aqy sfihq dy ividafrQIaF ivwc bhuq hrmn ipafrf sI, ies dy sMpfdk ipafrf isMG pdm sn. Auh lyKkF nUM hwQ nfl post kfrz ilK ky lyK Byjx leI kihMdy. mYnUM vI icwTI afAuNdI. pMjfbI dunIaF dy ivsLysL aMkF leI mYN keI aflocnfqmk lyK ilKy. ikAuNik iehnF lyKF leI muafvjLf af jFdf sI, ijsdI AuhnF idnF ivwc bhuq loVH huMdI sI, ies krky mwlo-mwlI lyK ilKy jFdy. qF vI mYnUM nf pwqrkfrI aqy nf aflocnf krnI psMd sI. mYnUM isrjxfqmk kMm ivwc hI afnMd imldf sI. jdoN vI isrjxf kIqI, bhuq KLusLI imlI.