Kfry pfxI dy kuJ qupky

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mYN iewk ‘Gtnf’ df ijLkr kr irhf hF. EdoN mYN nvF nvF iswK bixaf sF. mjLHb dI qbdIlI ny myry aMdr aMnHf aqy bypnfh josL Br idwqf sI aqy ies josL dy pRgtfE leI mYN afpxI iewk josLIlI pfrtI df moZI bx igaf sF.
ijs mhFpursL dy pRBfv ny myry aMdr sB qoN pihlF iswK Drm leI ipafr jfgieaf sI, Aus pfsoN mYN iehnIN idnIN lgdI vfh dUr dUr rihx dI koisLsL krdf sF. sLfied ies leI ik Aus bjLurg ivwc mYnUM iswK siprt dI Gft jfpx lwg peI sI. mYN qy myry sfQI, ijnHF kMmF ivwc srgrm ihwsf lY rhy sF, Auh kMm Aus nUM psMd nhIN sn, ijnHF bfry kdI kdI Auh sfnUM rokx vrjx dy Xqn vI krdf rihMdf sI.
Gtnf ieMj hoeI, ik isafl dy iewk rfqIN, jdoN mYN kuJ sfQIaF smyq afpxy mkfn ‘qy bYTf iksy ivsLysL gosLtI ivwc ruwJf hoieaf sF, qF acfnk sfzf sBnF df iDafn iewk hor pfsy iKwicaf igaf.
rfq hnyrI sI – bfrF sfZy bfrF df vkq hovygf. mINh vrH irhf sI, qy srdI KLULb kVfky dI pY rhI sI. asIN swBo pMj Cy bMdy awg sykdy hoey afpxy iksy progrfm dI vMz vyqr ivwc lwgy hoey sF, ik sfhmxI sVk ‘qy iewk ihMdU nOjvfn quiraf jFdf sfzI njLrIN pY igaf, iewk Cotf ijhf ibsqrf Aus kwCy mfiraf hoieaf sI- sLfied Auh sfZy XfrF gwzI qoN AuWqiraf sI aqy rsqf Buwl ky eyDr af inkilaf sI.
myrI bYTk awgy Auh gwBrU ruikaf, qy sfnUM sMboDn kr ky Aus ny iksy bfjLfr jF muhwly df pqf puwiCaf. qy bjfie ies dy ik sfzy ivwcoN koeI Aus nUM rfhy pfx df Xqn krdf, asIN sfry dy sfry Aus AuWqwy tuwt ky pY gey. asF ivwcoN iewk pfs CqrI sI, qy iewk hor pfs motI sfrI sotI. mYnUM jd hor kuJ nf lwBf qF nuwkr ivwc ipaf lohy df srIaf hI cuwk ilaf.
sfrf kMm ieqnI PLurqI nfl hoieaf ik pMjF hI imMtF bfad asIN Aus gwBrU nUM lhU ivwc lwQ pwQ vyiKaf, ijhVf sVk dy ivckfr cuPLfl izwgf ipaf sI. PVy jfx dy zroN asF sBnF ny Aus nUM GsIt ky ipCvfVy dy iewk Koly ivwc jf suwitaf.
eys kMmoN ivhly ho ky asIN sfry iKMz puMz gey.
mYN afpxy ies ‘kfrnfmy’ AuWqy grv krdf hoieaf aMdr jf ky ibsqry ivwc lyt igaf.
prBfq vyly msF ikqy jf ky myrI awK lwgI,.
ajy JpkI hI afeI sI ik bfhroN iksy ny bUhf KVkfieaf. zr nfl myry soqr suwkx lwgy- BfvyN puls af geI hY. pr bUhf KolHx ‘qy myrf zr dUr ho igaf, jd sfhmxy mYN gurduafry dy gRMQI- Esy mhFpursL dy syvfdfr nUM KVHf qwikaf, ijhVf sKLq Gbrfieaf hoieaf, qy bVI kfhlI ivwc jfpdf sI.
“bfbf jI ny ikhf hY, ‘CyqI nfl jf ky iksy zfktr nUM swd ilafvo. kihxf, mlHm pwtI df smfn nfl lY ky afvy.” ieqnf kihMdf hoieaf Auh swjx ipCly pYrIN muV igaf- kuJ puwCx igwCx df Aus mYnUM mOkf hI nf idwqf.
mYN socIN pY igaf, ‘kI bfbf jI ikqy izwg ZwT pey ny?’
inwGI rjfeI ‘coN AuWT ky eyzI srdI qy mINh ivwc bfhr inklxf bVf musLkl sI pr bfbf jI df hukm vI qF tfilaf nhIN sI jf skdf. mMinaF ik ipCly kuJ icr qoN mYN AuhnF nfl kfPLI vwitaf hoieaF sF, pr Auh iewk qF ‘asUlI’ mwq-Byd sI nf. kI eyzf aikRqGx vI ho skdf sF ik iksy ‘mqByd’ bdly AuhnF dy AupkfrF nUM ivsfr dyNdf ijhVy AuhnF myry AuWqy kIqy sn?
kwpVf lwqf pihn ky, qy CwqrI qfx ky mYN GroN inkilaf. ‘zfktr vwl jfx qoN pihlF iewk vfrI bfbf jI nUM vyKdf cwlF’ , soc ky mYN gurduafry vwl ruKL kIqf- kol hI qF gurduafrf sI, kuwl pMdrF vIhF kdmF dI vft ‘qy.
socdf jFdf sF, ‘pqf nhIN ikqy iqlk pey hox, jF hnyry ivwc cVHidaF AuWqridaF pOVIaF qoN izwg pey hox. swtF ijLafdf hI lwgIaF hoxgIaF. mfVI motI mlHm pwtI qF Auh afp vI kr skdy sn.’
pr EQy jf ky mYN jo kuJ qwikaf, ies nfl myry ascrj df koeI iTkfxf nf ihrhf. EhI ihMdU gwBrU- ijs nUM mYN qy myry sfQI Pyh ky Koly ivwc suwt afey sF- mMjy ‘qy PYilaf hoieaf sI- by-mlUMmI ijhI hosL sI Aus nUM. keIaF aMgF qy pwtIaF bMnHIaF hoeIaF qy AuhnF dy AuWqoN lhU ism irhf sI- KLfs kr ky mwQy dI pwtI qoN.
“afieaf zfktr?” bfbf jI ny bVf kfhlf aqy bysbr svfl kIqf myry AuWqy. qy “huxy ilafieaf jI” kih ky mYN ipCly pYrIN dOiVaf igaf zfktr vwl.
ies qoN aglI vfrqf koeI mhwqv BrI nhIN, sfDfrx hI smJo. zfktr afieaf, mlHm pwtI nvyN isry hoeI, pIx nUM qfkq dI dvfeI idwqI geI (tIky df irvfj EdoN nhIN sI), QoVHI ku mrIjL nUM hosL af geI, qy Aus qoN bfad kuJ idnF qIk ieho duaf-dfrU qy mlHm-pwtI df kRm jfrI irhf. CykV mrIjL qMdrusq ho ky afpy clf igaf, jF Aus df koeI sMbMDI af ky Aus nUM lY igaf? ieh mYnUM Xfd nhIN.
sfDfrx njLry dyiKaF ies ivwc ‘Gtnf’ vflI aYsI koeI vI gwl nhIN jfpygI. iPLr myry leI, ijs ny afp hI ieh kfrf kIqf hovy. pr ijhVI gwl ny myry leI ies nUM ‘Gtnf’ df drjf dy idwqf, Auh iewk hor hI sI.
myry phuMcx ‘qy ijs vyly bfbf jI ny mrIjL vwloN iDafn moV ky myry vwl qwkidaF puwiCaf sI- “afieaf zfktr?” Aus vyly myrI njLr AuhnF dIaF awKF AuWqy sI, ijnHF ivwcoN Aus qoN pihlF kdI vI mYN nmI nhIN sI qwkI. blik iewQoN qwk ik kuJ sfl pihlF jd myrI sB qoN ipafrI cIjL ies dunIaF qoN clI geI sI –myrI mF. qy jd mYN eysy ibrD dy sfhmxy bYTF BuwbIN ro irhf sF, qF AuhnF ieh afK ky mYnUM Drvfs dyx df Xqn kIqf sI- “ihsL! eyzy isafxy ho ky awQrU? myry axigxq irsLqydfr cly gey- puwqr qwk vI, pr mYN kdI nhIN roieaf.” ieiqafid. pr Aus vyly mYN Es bfby nUM, awKF ivwcoN gMgf jmnf vhFidaF qwikaf.
bs ieho sn Kfry pfxI dy kuJ qupky, ijnHF ny Es vfky nUM myry leI ‘Gtnf’ bxf idwqf.
kIkr krF Es asr dI ivafiKaf, ijhVf Es vyly myry AuWqy hoieaf. koeI isLkvf krdy, myrI ihmfkq qoN nfrfjL ho ky kuJ kOVIaF ksYlIaF suxf dyNdy, aQvf myry mUMh ‘qy do cfr cpyVF jV dyNdy, qF sLfied myrf mn ieqnf dRvIBUq nf huMdf. pr AuhnF mYnUM ies mfmly bfry alPoN by qwk nf ikhf- Cuwt iewk kruxf BrI qwkxI qoN, qy Cuwt AuhnF awQrUaF qoN ijhVy mYN jfxdf sF kyvl myrI hI kflI krqUq ny AuhnF dIaF awKF ivwc ilaFdy sn- AuhnF awKF ivwc, ijhVIaF puwqr dI mOq vyly vI nhIN sn iBwjIaF.
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