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ZfeI vrHy mgroN ihMdusqfn jfx leI mYN jhfË dI iKVkI lfgy bYTf sF» vIh GMty lMmy sÌr ƒ ibqfx leI mYN afpxy sfry asqrF-ÈsqrF nfÜ lYs sF: kYmrf, dUrbIn, vfkmYn, zfierI, hrmn hYWs df nfvl ‘isDfrQ’, qy kivqfvF dI ikqfb…» soc irhf sF: dosqF ƒ imlFgf» eyny virHaF ivwc AunHF dI iËMdgI qbdIl ho geI hovygI» keIaF dy Gr bwcy hoey sn» Auh afpxy jIvn nfÜ ÉuÈ ny ik Audfs? gwlF hoxgIaF, mnF dIaF gMZF KulHxgIaF» myrI kmËorI ey ik mYN cIr-ÌfV krn bih jFdf hF» dUijaF dI iËMdgI dy Êlq-TIk ƒ inKyVx bih jFdf hF» ies vfrI dosqF ƒ imÜ ky ieMj nhIN krnf» mYN kOx hF iksy dy krm df inrxf krn vflf? ies vfrI mYN afrfm krn jf irhf hF» afpxI Aus nËr ƒ vI afrfm dyxf cfhIdf ey, ijhVI dUijaF dy mnorQF ƒ smJx, qy AunHF ƒ TIk-Êlq, mfVf-cMgf afKx dI koiÈÈ krdI ey»
jhfË ihwl ipaf» mYN qwikaf: nfÜ dIaF dovyN sItF ÉflI sn» arQfq: pYr ÌYlf ky sON jfx dI pUrI KulH» vfh vfh! pr ikwQy? ajy jhfË hvfeI hoieaf eI sI ik iewk bMdf myry nfloN iewk sIt Cwz ky af bYTf» sFvlf, pqlf, mDry kwd df, ichry qy ÈfhIaF peIaF hoeIaF, bhuq eI sfd-murfdf ijhf» myrf joÈ awDf ho igaf»
“myrI sIt qF ieh nhIN, pr qusIN burf qF nhIN mMnogy jy mYN eyQy bih jfvF …?” Aus nrmI nfÜ puwiCaf»
burf qF mYƒ lwigaf» pr iËafdf burf kI sI? Aus ƒ AuTf ky qy AuQy lwqF lMmIaF kr ky sON jfxf, ik qmIË qy afdr nfÜ iejfËq mMg rhy bMdy ƒ cMgI qrHF pyÈ afAuxf? aMdrly smfjk sMskfr ny iewCf qy ijwq hfsl kridaF ikhf: ‘ËrUr bYTo, myrf hwk qF isrÌ Aus sIt qy hY ijs qy mYN bYTf hoieaf hF’ »
agly pMdrF imMtF ivwc Aus myry koloN pMj vfrI eys gwly muafÌI mMgI ik Auh eyQy af ky bih igaf sI, qy pMj ku vfrI iksy hor gwl qy» ikMj df bMdf ey ieh? mYƒ Èwk hox lwg ipaf» jy eyzf eI eyhƒ myrI byafrfmI df iÉafl ey qF eyQy bYTf eI ikAuN hoieaf ey?
“mYN afpxf sfmfn quhfzy sfmfn dy nfÜ rwK dyvF?” Auh afpxI ikqfb ivckfrlI sIt qy rwKx dI iejfËq mMg irhf sI ijwQy myrf kYmrf, vfkmYn, dUrbIn vgYrf pey hoey sn»
afpxI awDI nINd ivwc vI mYN cONk ky AuWT bYTf: ‘rfqIN suwqy ipaF ikDry ieh myrf kImqI smfn eI cuwk ky nf Êfieb ho jfvy?’
agly hI pl zfZI ÈrimMdgI hoeI» ibnF jfixaF mYN iewk Blymfxs ƒ cor smJ irhf sF» Auh vI EdoN jdoN ik Ausdy pUry vrqfa ivwc mYƒ koeI byeImfnI nhIN sI idwsI» Auh isrÌ eynI iËafdf ‘nrmfeI’ nfÜ pyÈ af irhf sI ijMnI dI ik mYƒ ‘afdq’ nhIN sI» jy Auh ibnF puwiCaF, hwk jF Dwky nfÜ eyQy af bihMdf, qF Auh vDyry XkIn dy kfbl hoxf sI? jy eyzf eI iÌkr sI mYƒ afpxy ‘kImqI’ sfmfn df qF mYN eysƒ ieMj sIt qy iKlfr ky ikAuN sOx lwgf sF? kuwJ pl pihlF jo soc irhf sF ik mYN dUijaF dy krm jF mnorQ df inrxf nhIN krnf: myrI afpxI Auh soc eys pl ikwQy clI geI sI?
pr mYN ieMj Èwk kr ikAuN irhf sF? eys leI ik kuwJ sO zflr df sfmfn afpxy nfÜ cuwkI iÌr ky aYs vyÜy mYN afpxy afp ƒ hI Aus nfloN vDyry ‘amIr’ smJ irhf sF» swc qF ieh sI ik jy ieh sfmfn swcINmuwcIN guMm ho jfvy qF dubfrf ÉrIdx dI ihMmq nhIN sI» so aslI zr qF mfmUlI ijhI durGtnf nfÜ ‘ÊrIb’ ho jfx df sI! myrI mfmUlI ‘amIrI’ (?) ny mYƒ qfkqvr, suihrd, qy surwiKaq bnfx dI bjfey vDyry ÈwkI, zrpok qy kmËor bxf idwqf sI!
mYnUM jfipaf: amIr hox nfÜoN qF ÌkIr hoxf byhqr ey! mn dI srlqf aqy dUijaF qy ivÈvfs qF kfiem rihMdf ey» jdoN Èwk jF zr nfÜ ieh nËr guafc jfvy, qF aMnHf hoieaf bMdf iËMdgI dI suMdrqf ikvyN vyÉ skdf ey? ijhVf bMdf vyÉ nf sky, Auh iËMdgI ƒ ikMj mfx skdf ey?
‘pr ivÈvfs krn mÊroN jy DoKf ho jfvy qF duwK huMdf ey’ : mn ny dlIl idwqI»
“hF, pr EdoN huMdf ey jdoN DoKf hovy» hmyÈf qF DoKf nhIN huMdf» qy jdoN hovy, qF duwK df pl EhI hovygf nf! byivÈvfsI dI hflq ivwc qF hr pl hI duwK nfÜ Biraf ey, BfvyN koeI Gtnf hfly nf eI vfprI hovy» iËMdgI ivwc duwK ƒ lMmf krn dy ijhVy XkInI qrIky ny, byXkInI AunHF ivwc Èfml ey” »
mYN afpxf sfmfn AuvyN eI sIt qy ipaf rihx idwqf» sOx leI awKF mItidaF mYƒ iqMn vrHy pihlF ‘nfgmxI’ ivwc pVHI, qy aMimRqf pRIqm dI ibafn kIqI Auh khfxI Xfd af rhI sI:
“sMJ ipaF ÌkIr ijAuN eI ipMz ivwc viVaf, grIbVf ijhf iewk bMdf Bwjf afieaf qy boilaf: ‘sfeIN, ipClI rfq mYƒ suÌnf afieaf ik awj koeI ÌkIr ipMz ivwc afvygf qy bVf kImqI pwQr mYƒ dy ky jfvygf’ » ÌkIr hws ipaf» JoÜy ivwc hwQ pf ky Aus muwTI ijwzf vwzf hIrf kwiZaf» bMdy dI qÜI qy rwK ky afKx lwgf: ‘hF! rfh ivwc ipaf ieh mYƒ lwBf sI» jy qyry leI ey qF qUM lY jf!’
bMdy ny hIrf ÌV ky ipCFh vI nf prq ky qwikaf. sUrj ZÜ igaf sI» ÌkIr ruwK hyTF lyt igaf, AusdI awK lwg geI» svyry AuWiTaf qF AuhI bMdf pYrF vwly bYTf sI» sfrI rfq jfg jfg ky AusdIaF awKF surÉ hoeIaF peIaF sn» vfÜ iKlry hoey sn» kpiVaF qy DUV sI»
ÌkIr puwCx lwgf: ‘BiÜaf lokf, kI cfhIdf eI?’
Auh boilaf: ‘sfeIN, dOlq cfhIdI ey» ‘
ÌkIr hws ky boilaf: ‘swjxf, Auh qF qUM klH eI lY igaf sYN!’
bMdy dIaF awKF ivwc pfxI af igaf» ÌkIr dy pYrIN pY ky Auh boilaf: ‘nhIN sfeIN, qyry pwly dI Auh dOlq cfhIdI ey ijsdy huMidaF qUM ibnf awK JpikaF, ibnf soicaF eyzf kImqI hIrf myrI qÜI qy hws ky rwK idwqf, qy afp BoeyN qy lyt ky sfrI rfq gUhVI nINdy suwqf irhf sY …"