myrf kfkf, myrf mfx-hrBjn mfn

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hrBjn mfn nUM mYN Ausdy gfiekI dy bcpn vfly sLurUafqI dOr qoN lY ky AusdI gfiekI aqy adfkfrI dy isKLrly jlO qwk anykF rUpF ivwc jfxdf hF. sB qoN pihlF mYN AusnUM AudoN imilaf, jdoN bfpU krnYl isMG pfrs AusnUM lY ky myry kol afey. ieh 1984-85 dy sfl sn. AudoN ajy Auh nOvIN-dsvIN ivwc pVHdf sI. bfpU pfrs ny ikhf ik afpF ies muMzy dI irkfrizMg krvfAuxI hY. mYN AusnUM suixaf aqy jvfb idwqf, “bfpU jI! ieh muMzf ajy kwcf hY.” Auh kihMdy, “iPLr ies df ielfj kI ey?” mYN ikhf, “cMgf gfiek bxn leI sB qoN pihlF ies dI tryinMg lYxI bhuq jLrUrI hY.” mYN suJfE idwqf, “ies nUM Ausqfd sLyKL hmId hurF kol lY jfE, Auh Ausqfd hn. ieh AuhnF koloN kuJ iswK lvygf.” AuhnF ny myrI gwl nUM gMBIrqf nfl ilaf. do sfl hrBjn tYksI vI clfAuNdf irhf, pVHfeI vI krdf irhf aqy nfl nfl sLyKL sfhb kol jf ky sMgIq dI inrMqr iswiKaf vI lYNdf irhf. Auh kuMdn bxn leI afpxy afp nUM BwTI ivwc Zfl irhf sI.
lgfqfr do sfl iswKx qoN bfad hrBjn iPLr myry kol afieaf. mYnUM AusdI lgn aqy imhnq cMgI lwgI. KLusL ho ky mYN AusnUM afpxy dosq aYWc:aYWm:vI dy irkfrizMg mYnyjr jLhIr aihmd dy nfm icwTI ilK ky idwqI. Auh AuhnF kol phuMicaf. AuhnF ny Aus nUM suixaf aqy afiKaf ik do ku sfl hor Tihr ky afvIN. Auh inrfsL aqy Audfs ho ky pOVIaF AuWqr afieaf. AuhnF df dPLqr diraf gMj ivc Brq rfm roz dI vzI iblzMg dI qIjI mMijLl qy huMdf sI. inrfsL hoieaf hrBjn mfn QRIvHIlr ivwc bYTx lwgf sI ik pOVIaF AuWqr ky qyjLI nfl afAuNdf jLhIr sfhb df cpVfsI Aus nUM rok ky kihx lwgf, “jfeIey mq! afp ko sfihb AUpr bulf rhy hYN.” hrBjn AuWpr igaf. jLhIr sfhb ny AusnUM ikhf, “TIk aY, hm afp kI irkfrizMg kr dyNgy.”
ies qrHF hrBjn dI pihlI irkfrizMg hoeI aqy mYnUM KusLI hY ik Ausdy kYrIar ivwc myrf vI QoVHf bhuqf Xogdfn hY. mYnUM ies gwl dI KusLI hY ik jLhIr sfhb ny vI myrf mfx rwiKaf. iPLr kuJ ku sfl bfad iewk hor aijhf sbwb bixaf ik crnjIq afhUjf myry kol afey. AuhnF dy afdr mfx ivwc myry Gr iewk iekwT hoieaf. ieh pihlI julfeI 1989 dI gwl hY. mYN afpxy drvfjLy kol mihmfnF nUM  ivdfiegI kihx leI  Kloqf sF ik hrBjn myry kol afieaf aqy mYnUM kihx lwgf ik myrI afhUjf sfhb nfl cMgI qrHF mulfkfq krvf idE. mYN Aus vyly kuJ bhuq cMgy ‘mUz’ ivc sF. AuNj vI hrBjn mYnUM afpxy imwTbolVypx aqy inrmfx rvweIey kfrn cMgf lwgdf sI. mYN afhUjf sfhb nUM ikhf, “crnjIq Bfa jI, ieh myrf ipafrf aqy lfzlf bwcf hY aqy afpF ies dI mdd krnI hY.” AuhnF ny ikhf ik myry jfx qoN do hPLqy bfad ieh ieMzIaf af jfvy aqy mYnUM imly.
ies qrIky nfl crnjIq afhUjf hurF nfl hrBjn mfn df myl ho igaf. iehdf bhu-cricq gIq ‘icwTIey nIN icwTIey’ kuJ smf pf ky bVf hrmn ipafrf ho igaf aqy Ausny hrBjn mfn dI ivwlKx pCfx bxf idwqI qy lok AusnUM iewk gfiek vjoN jfnx lwg pey. ies dI hrmn ipafrqf vD rhI sI. ieh hrmn ipafrqf keI vfrI dUjy gfiekF ivwc iewk qrHF df eIrKf Bfv vI pYdf kr idMdI hY.
mYnUM iewk Gtnf Xfd afAuNdI hY. ieh sMn 1992 dI gwl hY. hrBjn nUM luiDafxy pRo: mohn isMG myly AuWqy gfAux df mOkf imilaf. Ausdy nfl hfrmonIam smyq kyvl Ausdf Cotf Brf gursyvk mfn hI sI aqy jF sLfied iek qbly vflf hovygf. Aus qoN pihlF pMjfb df iewk nfmvr gfiek jo jlMDr dy rihx vflf hY, gf ky hitaf sI aqy Aus dy sfijLMdy ajy styj AuWqy hI sn. hrBjn ny AuhnF nUM ipafr nfl afiKaf ik “Brfvo! qusIN kuJ plF leI myrf sfQ vI dy idE.” Auh rfjLI ho gey. gfiek ny hrBjn mfn dI gwl sux leI sI. Aus ny styj qoN AuWqridaF hoieaF awK dy nfl hI afpxy sfijLMidaF nUM iesLfrf kr idwqf ik iesdf sfQ nhIN dyxf. qusIN QWly AuWqr afE. pr hr bMdf afpxI iksmq lY ky afAuNdf hY. hrBjn mfn ny EQy sfijLMidaF qoN ibnF hI gfieaf aqy aijhf gfieaf ik lokF dy mnF AuWqy Cf igaf. aqy Aus qoN bfad Aus ny muV ipwCy prqky ky nhIN vyiKaf. Auh awgy hI awgy vDdf igaf.
hrBjn dI inmrqf, hlImI, imhnq, lgn aqy pRfpqIaF df iewk aijhf muhwbq Biraf ibMb myry mn ivwc sQfipq ho igaf hY, ik Auh mYnUM afpxI aOlfd vFg ipafrf lwgdf hY aqy mYN Aus AuWqy AuNJ hI mfx krdf hF, ijvyN afpxy bwicaF AuWqy kIqf jf skdf hY. hux vI Auh jdoN koeI nvF kMm krdf hY, nvIN cIjL iqafr krdf hY qF myrI slfh jLrUr lYNdf hY. iPLLlmF dy KLyqr ivwc vI Ausny bVf cMgf kMm kIqf hY. iPLlm ‘jI afieaF nUM’ ivwc Ausdf iewk gIq ‘af afpF ies irsLqy df koeI nF rwK leIey’ sLfierI dy pwKoN vI aqy gfien dy pwKoN vI myrI afqmf nUM Coh igaf sI.
hrBjn mfn nUM irsLiqaF nUM bxfAuxf aqy inBfAuxf afAuNdf hY. ieh gux Aus ny bfpU krnYl isMG pfrs koloN gRihx kIqf hY, ijsdf bcpn qoN lY ky Aus dy isr AuWqy afsLIrvfdI hwQ itikaf hoieaf hY. hux AusdI nvIN iPLlm ‘imwtI vfjF mfrdI’ pMjfbI drsLkF dy rU-b-rU hY. iPLlmF ivwc iewk adfkfr pwKoN vI Auh afpxI hYsIaq nUM jfxdf aqy pCfxdf hY. Auh adfkfr vjoN Auho hI kMm krnf mnjLUr krdf hY, ijs dy Auh afpxy afp nUM Xog jF smrwQ smJdf hY. afpxI sImf aqy smrwQf nUM pCfnxf vI bhuq cMgI gwl huMdI hY. Ausny isLv kumfr bfry aqy sLhId Bgq isMG bfry bx rhIaF iPLlmF ivwcoN afpxy afp nUM ies krky ‘ivWdzrfa’ kr ilaf sI, ikAuNik Auh smJdf sI ik ieh dohvyN ikrdfr AusdI sLKLsIaq aqy adfkfrI leI sLfied ZuwkvyN nhIN sn.
hrBjn dI iewk hor ivsLysLqf hY ik Auh pRoPLYsLnl huMdf vI, ruJyivaF ivwc ruwiJaf hoieaf hox dy bfvjUd afpxI pirvfrk ijLMdgI vwl ivsLysL iDafn idMdf hY. Auh afpxy bwicaF nUM, afpxI bIvI nUM pUrf smF idMdf hY. Aus smyN Auh bfhrlI dunIaF nfloN alwg ho ky afpxI pRiswDI klfkfrI aqy gfiekI nUM ivsfr ky iewk pqI aqy ipqf vFg afpxy pirvfr ivwc bVy sihj nfl ivcrdf hY. ies qrHF Aus ny afpxy pirvfrk jIvn ivwc iewk KLUbsUrq sMquln bxf ky rwiKaf hoieaf hY.
dunIaF dy bhuq sfry lok aijhy hn, jo jd pRfpqIaF dI isKLr AuWqy phuMcdy hn, qF AuhnF ipCly rfhF nUM Buwl jFdy hn, ijnHF AuWqy Auh cwl ky afey huMdy hn, AuhnF pulF nUM ivsfr idMdy hn, ijnHF ny AuhnF nUM iewk kMZy qoN dUjy kMZy lfAux ivwc mdd kIqI huMdI hY. pr hrBjn df ieh gux hY ik Auh aijhy lokF ivwcoN nhIN. Auh mYnUM awj vI pihlF vflf hI afdr aqy mfx siqkfr idMdf hY. mYN ikqy iksy ieMtrivAU ivwc ipCly idnIN AusnUM jdoN ‘hrBjn jI’ ikhf, qF ho sky kihx lwgf, “quhfzy mUMhoN myry leI ‘hrBjn jI’ bhuq Eprf lwgdf hY. qusIN mYnUM pihlF vFg ‘kfkf’ hI ikhf kro, mYnUM ieh vDyry cMgf lwgdf hY. mYN bVy lokF dI ijLMdgI ivwc awgy vDx ivwc mdd kIqI. pr ijs qrIky nfl myry QoVHy kIqy nUM bhuqf smJ ky hrBjn ny myrf mfx rwiKaf hY aqy myry kIqy nUM Xfd rwiKaf hY, Ausdf mYnUM bhuq mfx hY.