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“sLihrIaf! myry pfs af ky bYT.” ieh lPLjL myry muhwly dy jmfqI duMmx isMG ny boly sn. mYN skUl dI pihlI jmfq ivwc pihly idn igaf sI. kwpVy sfPL suwQry sn, jo ipMz ivwc nvIN gwl sI. iesy krky duMmx ny mYnUM sLihrIaf afiKaf. AuhnUM ieh vI pqf hoxY, mYN afpxy mF ipE nfl iPLrojLpur rihMdf afieaf hF. myry ipqf jI hux qwk PLIrojLpur dy iklHy ivwc imsqrI dy qOr ‘qy nOkrI krdy sn. hux Auh kInIaf (aPLrIkf) cly gey sn. mYN afpxI mF nfl , ijsnUM asIN ‘bIbI’ kihMdy sF, plfhI ipMz af igaf sI. nfl hI myrf iewk Brf qy do BYxF vI af geIaF sn. ieh sB mYQoN Coty sn.
plfhI myrf nfnkf ipMz sI. dfdkf ipMz rUpovfl sI. rUpovfl iPLlOr qoN nkodr vwl jFdI rylvy lfeIn dy stysLn iblgy nyVy sI. bcpn dIaF XfdF ivwc iewk Xfd iblgy dy stysLn qoN AuWqr ky tFgy ivwc kwcy rfh AuWqy ipMz qwk kIqy sPLr dI hY. tFgy nUM AudoN Xwkf kihMdy sn. rUpovfl ivwc mYN bhuq smF nhIN irhf. sLfied kuJ mhIinaF dy idn hI. rUpovfl nfl kuJ kOVIaF XfdF vI juVIaF hoeIaF hn. pr rUpovfl nUM mYN jdoN vI Xfd krdf hF, imwTf imwTf hI Xfd afAuNdf hY. iewk kfrn qF dfdf dfdI df suBfa sI. myrf dfdf lohy dy kMm df cMgf kfrIgr sI. jdoN koeI puwCdf, imsqrI kI hfl hY, hmysLF kihMdf, “sLukr hY, jo Jwt lMG jfey” lohy dI BfrI aihrn AuWqy lfl BKdf lohf kuwtidaF qy grm lohy nUM mn-BfAuNdI sLkl idMidaF vfhvf jLor lgdf hovygf, pr mYN Aus nUM iKJ ky aqy hPL ky boldy nhIN suixaf. mYN rUpovfl qoN do ku mIl dy PLfsly AuWqy mihsmpur ipMz dy pRfiemrI skUl ivwc pVHn vI jFdf irhf. sfzI jmfq bohV hyT AuWcy QVHy AuWqy lgdI sI. nyVy koeI kmrf jF do kmry vI hoxgy, pr mYnUM Xfd nhIN. iksy aiDafpk dI vI Xfd nhIN. isrPL ieh Xfd hY, asIN dupihr nUM Kfx leI GroN rotI bMnH ky iljFdy sF. ieh rotI kxk jF mwkI dI rotI kuwt ky (BUr-cUr kr ky ) iGE-sLwkr rlf ky, bxfey gey GuwdU dI sLkl ivwc huMdI sI. ies inafmq df suafd awj qwk nhIN Buwilaf. ieh vI nhIN Buwilaf ik bohV dI CF bhuq sMGxI aqy TMZI huMdI sI. nyVy pey pfxI dy mwt ivwcoN pIqf pfxI vI awj qwk Xfd hY. vfps rUpovfl nUM afAuNidaF, grmI ivwc Duwp sqfAuNdI. jdoN asmfn ivwc kuJ bwdlIaF huMdIaF, qF jLmIn AuWqy Duwp-zwb KVwbI ho jFdI. Duwp-CF dI ieh lIlf bVI suKdfeI lgdI. Duwp vfly rfh ‘coN dOV ky CVwpy mfr ky, rfh dy Aus ihwsy AuWqy phuMcdy, ijwQy iksy bwdlI ny Duwp dI QF CF kIqI huMdI.
rUpovfl dI iewk hor Xfd vI kfiem hY. iewQy hr sfl iCMj pYNdI sI. iqMn idn mylf Brdf. iCMj qoN pihlF ipMz dy izAuVI vfly vwzy drvfjLy dI Cwq AuWqy rwiKaf tmk vjfieaf jFdf. ipMz dy cobr iCMj qoN pihlF keI iqrkflF tmk vjfAuNdy. Bfry zigaF nfl tmk nUM kuwtdy. asIN inwky inafxy tmk vwjdf dyKx leI Jurmt pf ky KVy rihMdy.
hux ieh Xfd nhIN, mihsmpur dy skUl ivwc mYN plfhI skUl qoN pihlF igaf sI, jF ipwCoN. vIh ivsvy pihlF hI igaf hovFgf. myrf anumfn hY, sfzf bfp bhuqy pYsy kmfAux leI twbr nUM rUpovfl Cwz ky musfPLrI nUM qur igaf, qF sfzI mF bwicaF nUM lY ky shury ipMz rhI. shury df bxfieaf hoieaf do mMjLlf pwkf mkfn sI. ies mkfn dy iqMn cubfiraF ivwcoN iewk cubfrf sfzy pfs sI, do hor cubfry do cficaF dy twbrF pfs sn. dfdf dfdI hyTly ihwsy ivwc rihMdy sn. sfzf cficaF aqy dfdy dfdI df inrvfh df somf jF dfdy dI kmfeI sI, jF Auhdy puwqrF dI kmfeI. mYnUM ieh Xfd nhIN, asIN dfdky GroN rotI KuxoN afqr rhy hoeIey. mYnUM qF dfdI dy bxfey GuwdU awj qwk nhIN Buwly. pr pRqIq huMdf hY, prdys jf ky sfzy bfp ny ijLafdf pYsy nhIN Byjy. 1939-45 df XuwD lwg igaf. icwTI-pwqr vI Gwt afAux lwg pey. sfzI mF shury ipMz inrvfh aOKf huMdf dyK ky pyky ipMz af geI. mYN ipMz dy KLflsf aYNglo vrnYkulr imzl skUl ivwc dfKl ho igaf. ipwCoN myrf Cotf Brf hrBjn vI dfKLl hoieaf. myrIaF dovyN BYxF srkfr dI mdd nfl cwl rhy ipMz dy hI kuVIaF dy pRfiemrI skUl ivwc pVHn lwgIaF. sfzf nfnf vI dfdy vFg amIr afdmI nhIN sI, qF vI rotI kwpVy dI koeI QoV nhIN sI. nfnf nfnI nUM sgoN dohiqaF nUM pVHfAux df sLONk sI. sfzy ivwcoN iksy nUM skUloN ht jfx leI nhIN ikhf igaf. qF vI- sfzI bIbI KLusL nhIN sI. shylIaF ivwc bYT ky hwsdI. afpxy bwcy nuhf-Duaf ky AuhnF dy kwpVy Do bxf ky pihnfAuNdI. mYnUM hux jmfqI ‘sLihrIaf’ kihxoN ht gey sn. Gr df bixaf Kwdr jF zwgI vfly qoN KLrIidaf msLInI kwpVf hI pihndy. sfzI bIbI dI gUVHI shylI ivwidaf, ijsdf shurf Gr, sfzy nfnky Gr dy nfl hI sI, ivhVy ivwc bYT ky, islfeI msLIn AuWqy kwpVy sINdI. Auh kwpiVaF dI islfeI dy pYisaF nfl pqI dI Gwt kmfeI dI Gft pUrI krdI. sfzI mF Aus dy pfs hI bYTdI. crKLf kwq lYNdI. atyrn nfl sUq atyr lYNdI. iksy puwq-DI leI svYtr Aux lYNdI. Auh vI islfeI msLIn AuWqy kwpVy sI skdI sI. pr Gr ivwc islfeI msLIn nhIN sI. hOlI hOlI Auh bImfr rihx lwg peI. sfzf nfnf Aus leI iksy dUjy ipMz dy hkIm qoN dvfeI ilafAuNdf irhf. pr Auh TIk nhIN hoeI. iewk rfq mr geI. Aus vyly mYN awTvIN ivwc pVHdf sF. iqMn sfl bfad myrf Brf hrBjn tfeIPLfeIz nfl ibmfr ho igaf. Aus vyly mYN kflj ivwc PLgvfVy sLihr pVHdf sF. zfktr nUM dvfeI dy pYsy dyx leI nfny nfnI pfs nkd pYsy Gwt huMdy sn, qF vI mYN sLihr dy zfktr bwgy vwl jFdf irhf. pr Brf df buKLfr nhIN tuwtf. asl ivwc AuhdI byhosLI nhIN sI tuwtI. iewk idn Auh vI mr igaf. AudoN mYN igafrvIN jmfq ivwc sF. myrf ieh Brf sLkloN bhuq Bolf-Bflf sI. AusdI mOq qoN bfad AusdI BolI sUrq vfr vfr Xfd afAuNdI.
iehnF do mOqF ny mYnUM byaMq gLm nfl Br idwqf. ies gLm df pRCfvF agly pMdrF virHaF qwk myry mn AuWqy irhf. pVHn ivwc aqy dosqF-imwqrF ivwc bYTx-AuWTx aqy kuC smfjk kfrj-krn ivwc ijwnf AuWdmI aqy qyjL sF, Enf hI mYN Audfs sF. qIh pYNqI sfl dI Aumr qwk mYN cuwp kIqf, srIroN kmjLor aqy sLKLsIaq vwloN suMgiVaf-suMgiVaf irhf. ieh myry bfp dI bypRvfhI aqy mF aqy Brf dI byvkq mOq df pRBfv sI. ies Aumr dIaF myrIaF ilKqF ivwc keI QF AupBfvukqf vI ijLafdf hY. hflfq ny mYnUM ijLafdf jjLbfqI bxfieaf, hflFik myrI buwD jmFdrU bVI qyjL sI.
mYnUM afpxy bfp AuWqy bhuq guwsf afAuNdf. mYN afpxy bfp nUM keI icwTIaF pfeIaF. hoeIaF mOqF leI mYN AusnUM dosLI TihrfAuNdf. pr koeI huMgfrf nhIN imilaf.
AuNj plfhI ipMz ivwc gujLfry ieh sfl hr pwK qoN slfBy hoey nhIN sn. ipwCy vwl dyKdf hF, qF ieh KLusLI dy hI sfl sn.
KLusLI df muwK kfrn qF bcpn sI. bcpn nfloN vwD KLusLI Aumr dy iksy hor pVfa AuWqy nhIN idwsdI. sfnUM lfz lzfAux vflf koeI nhIN sI. ijLafdf KyilHaf-mwilaf vI nhIN. qF vI KLusLI mfxI.
bcpn dI ies KusLI ivwc vfDf myrI pVHfeI qy pVHfeI ivwc myrI sPLlqf ny kIqf. jmfq AuWqy jmfq bVI afsfnI nfl cVH jFdf irhf. dyr rfq qwk pVHdy rihx vflf bwcf nhIN sF. skUl ivwc piVHaf. Gr af ky sLfm nUM Gr leI idwqf kuJ kMm kIqf. bws iewnf ku pVHdf sF. pRfiemrI dIaF cfr jmfqF ipMz dy aMbF dy bfgL ivwc qwpVF AWwqy bYT ky pVHIaF. pihlIaF do jmfqF df aiDafpk mfstr qfrf isMG sI, jo jlMDr dy nyVy rMDfvf msMdF qoN sfeIkl AuWqy vIh mIl lwqF mfr ky phuMcdf sI. Bfrf srIr. lMbf kwd. isafl ivwc kflf Evrkot pihinaf huMdf. aglIaF do jmfqF mfstr imlKf isMG ny pVHfeIaF. qfrf isMG nfloN Gwt lMbf/ Gwt Bfrf. dovyN mfstr afpxy afpxy myjL AuWqy sLihqUq dI qfjLf GVfeI hoeI sotI rwKdy. kMm nf krn AuWqy sotI mfr ky sjLf idMdy jF lwqF dy hyToN kMn PVvfAuNdy. vzyrI sjLf ieh huMdI ik lwqF dy hyToN dI kMn PVH ky Plfxy aMb dy ibRC qwk jfAu qy vfps afAu. mYnUM ieAuN kMn PVH ky gyVf kwZx dI sjLf qF Xfd hY, pr pRfiemrI dIaF cfr jmfqF ivwc hQylI AuWqy jF ipwT AuWqy sotIaF lwgx dI sjLf Xfd nhIN. sLfied lwgIaF nhIN. ipwCl-Jfq mfiraF ieh vI Xfd nhIN, iehnF cfr jmfqF ivwc iksy Ausqfd ny sLfbfsL idwqI hovy, qUM bhuq husiLafr hYN. hF, ieh Xfd hY, cOQI jmfq df afKLrI iemiqhfn sI. AudoN pRfiemrI isrPL cfr jmfqF dI huMdI sI, awgoN skUl dy imzl sYsLn ivwc jfxf sI. ies leI imzl skUl dy hYWz mfstr sfihb ny imzl sYsLn ivwcoN aiDafpk sfzf iemiqhfn lYx leI Byjy. iewk mfstr gurcrn isMG ny sfzf AurdU ivsLy df iemiqhfn ilaf. AurdU dI ilKfeI lwkVI dI qKLqI AuWqy krvf ky dyKI. myrI ilKfeI dyK ky mfstr imlKf isMG nUM boly-
“iehdI ilKfeI sohxI hY, afpxy mfmy inrMjx isMG qFGI vrgI hY.”
imzl jmfqF pwkI iemfrq ivwc lgdIaF sn, jo bfgL qoN pMjfh ku gLjL dy PLfsly AuWqy siQq sI. ies iemfrq ivwc Cy kmry sn. cfr kmry cfr jmfqF leI. iewk kmrf hYzmfstr sfihb df dPLqr, iewk AuWpr cubfrf vyly kuvyly vrqx leI.
sfnUM bVf cfa sI. iewk qF hux aMgryjLI BfsLf pVHnI sI. dUjy, vwzIaF vwzIaF ikqfbF lwg geIaF. qIjy, keI hor ipMzF dy pRfiemrI skUlF dy muMzy af rly. rfxIpur ipMz jo plfhI qoN vwzf ipMz sI, dy muMzy vwzI igxqI ivwc afey. iehnF ivwc iewk muMzf rfxIpur dy jLYldfr df puwq sI. kwd-kfT ivwc myry nfloN Cotf, pr sLkl sUrq df sohxf. amIr bfp df puwq hox krky kwpVy qF swjdy Pwbdy pfAuNdf hI sI. swqvIN awTvIN qwk phuMcidaF Auh muMzf mYnUM idl ksL lwgx lwg ipaf ik mYN svyry svyry AusdI dId dyKx leI qVpdf rihMdf.
pMjvIN jmfq dIaF ikqfbF asIN PgvfVy sLihr dy bFsF vfly bjLfr dI munI dI hwtI qoN KrId ky ilafey. amrI-kfgjL nfl mVHIaF gwqy dI ijld vflIaF ikqfbF sn. AurdU mjLmUn dI ikqfb df nfm ‘iKafbfin AurdU’ (AurdU dI PulvfVI) sI. bfkI ikqfbF nfloN mYnUM ieh ikqfb dyK ky qy Prol ky bVf cfa ciVHaf. ies ikqfb ivwc AurdU BfsLf df coxvF sfihq sMgRihq sI. mYN ieh ikqfb jmfq sLurU hox qoN pihlF hI pVH igaf. ipMz ivwc jdoN cfr Xfr iekwTy huMdy, mYN ‘iKafbfin AurdU’ df ijLkr CyV bYTdf. mYN ies isrlyK dI eynI rwt lfeI ik kuJ muMzy ieh nfm duhrf ky mYnUM mKLOl krn lwg pey. pMjvIN jmfq ivwc bYNcF AuWqy bYT ky pVHfeI sLurU hoeI qF mfstr sfDU isMG sfnUM aMgryjLI pVHfAux lwgy. cfr lkIrI kfpI AuWqy ‘jI’ dI inwb nfl aMgryjLI ilwpI (romn ilwpI) dy awKr ilKxy isKfey. mYnUM AurdU dI ilKfeI dy nfl nfl aMgryjLI dI ilKfeI vI sohxI krn df sLONk pYdf ho igaf.