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mYnUM XkIn aY cfcy dy Bog ‘qy
afpxy hMJU ruwDy bolF ‘c mYN swc ikhf sI ik ieh bMdy nhIN ipMz df ieiqhfs
jf irhY. pr nfl dI nfl myry kMnF ‘coN ivigafn dI iewk atwl swcfeI gUMj rhI
hY ik iewk vfr pYdf hoeI afvfjL, iksy dy mUMhoN inkly bol kdy KLqm nhIN
huMdy, kdy nhIN mrdy, sgoN sdf leI hvf dy ipMzy ‘qy svfr rihMdy yn. sLfier
surjIq pfqr df isLar Xfd afAuNdf hY:
ieh jo mr mr ‘c AuWkry ny , imt jfxgy,
ieh jo rMgF ‘c icqry ny Kur jfxgy,
bldy hwQF ny ijhVy hvf ivwc ilKy,
hrPL AuhI hmysLF ilKy rihxgy.
qF iPLr jd vI kdy ivigafn ny hvf ivwc ilKy iehnF hrPLF nUM Tlfxf iswK
ilaf, lihrF qy qYrdy iehnF bolF nUM suxnf iswK ilaf qF AuWcf ipMz (sMGol)
dy nyVy vsdy iewk ipMz sMDfrI mfjry dI iPLjLf ‘coN kohF qwk gUMjdI ‘DVfm’
‘DVfm’ dI iewk afvfjL suxygI. pr suxn vfilaF nUM sLfied kdy vI ieh pqf nf
lwg sky ik ieh afvfjL kfhdI hY. “nhIN, bMb nhIN”- mYN AuhnF nUM kihMdy sux
irhf hF. “pfxI ‘c koeI BfrI cIjL izwgx dI afvfjL lwgdI aY” sLfied koeI
khy. ieh gwl qF sfzI pIVHI ‘coN vI bhuiqaF nUM pqf nhIN hoxI ik asl ivwc
‘dVUky’ pY rhy sn. smJdy E nF! ‘dVUkf’ pYxf kI huMdY. sfzy ipMzF ‘c qF ieh
afm vriqaf jfx vflf muhfvrY aKy ‘kI dVUkf pY igaf’. bhuq vfr aijhf huMdY,
cIjLF KLqm ho jFdIaF ny, vrqfry KLqm ho jFdy ny, bws nF rih jFdY. ‘dVUkf’
vI iewk aijhf hI vrqfrY. pMjfb ivwc pfxI df pihlf gLYr-kudrqI sfDn KUh hY
qy KUh ‘coN pfxI bfhr kwZx df pihlf ZMg cVs ( ijsnUM sfzy vwl cVo qy keI
hor QfeIN ‘bokf’ vI ikhf jFdf sI) iewk motI sfrI myl ky vwtI hoeI lwj
(motI rwsI) ijsnUM ‘lON’ jF ‘lfs’ kihMdy sn, iewk pfsy bldF dI pMjflI ivwc
kIlI nfl aqy dUjy pfsy cmVy dy bxy vwzy sfry cVHs nfl bMnHI jFdI. bld iewk
pfsy nIvyN AuWqrdy qy pfxI nfl Biraf cVs KUh ‘coN bfhr afAuNdf. bhuq
motIaF lwkVF ivwc lwkV dI motI iGrnI (BOxI) AuWqoN dI vlf ky pfeI lON nUM
PVH ky bMdf afpxy vwl iKwcdf qy cfr qoN lY ky swq mx pwky qwk pfxI nfl Bry
cVo nUM dohF pfisaF qoN PVHky bfhr zolHdf. kdy kdfeIN, ‘lON’ tuwt jFdI qF
pfxI df Biraf cVs ‘DVfm’ krky KUh ‘c izwgdf qy afvfjL dUr-dUr qwk
afly-duafly dy ipMzF qwk gUMjdI. keI QfeIN keIaF dy mUMhoN inkldf ‘dVUkf
pY igaf ikqy’.
pr sMDfrI mfjry ‘c lgfqfr pY rhy ‘dVUky’ koeI mfmUlI cIjL nhIN sn.
bUQgVHIaf suMdr qKfx, cVo PVH irhf sI, qy awDf pfxI ivwc hI Cwz ky, cVo
nUM bFh ‘c qoldf qy pUry jLor nfl ‘hAUaf’ kih ky dUr hyT KUh ‘c golI vFg
vgfh mfrdf. mwQy qoN psInf pUMJdf qy kIlI lwgy nOjvfn nUM hokrf mfrdf-
ihMmq nfl dwb kIlI, lfxydfr dy afAuNdy nUM nbyVnY kMm afpF ny.-
cVo PVHn qoN pihlF, Kwdr dI iZlkdI jFdI DoqI df lFgV kwsdf.
suMdr dI DoqI bfry iewk dMd kQf pRcilq aY. kihMdy Auhdf lwk kUilaF koloN
aMqF df cOVf qy iZwz aMdr viVaf hoieaf sI. CfqI cwkI dy puV ijMnI cOVI,
mugdr vrgy zOly qy QMmF vrgIaF lwqF. Auhdy lwk qoN doqI iZlkdIE rihMdI.
iewk vfrI cVo PVHdy suMdr nUM iksy ny ikhf- ‘cfcf qyrI DoqI iZlkdI jFdI
aY.-
-koeI nI koeI nI- kihMdy suMdr ny Auhdy vwl vyKy ibnF ikhf.
-“afh ikafrf krf jU”-
pr Aus idn suMdr ny iPLkr ivwc ikafrf nhIN, kusL idn pihlF ‘hoeI’ sI jo
‘bIqI’ nhIN sI, sgoN jwt dIaF kwZIaF gflHF qy idwqy hoey imhxy ies ‘hoeI’
nUM bIqxo rokI KVHy sn.
-qUM sfilaf qKfxf tokrf Kf jfnYN rotIaF df, hux cVo PVHn dy nON nUM
‘izwgV’ aYN-
rotIaF swc hI bhuq Kf jFdf sI. ivafh sLfdI vyly jF iksy jwg – lMgr vyly
hux vI koeI nF koeI suMdr dI ieh gwl kr hI idMdY aKy:
mfhF dI hovy dfl, kxk dy hox PuLlky, iPLr bMdf Kfx qoN afpy ht jFdY, ik
htfAuxf pYNdY-
rotIaF bfry khI suMdr dI gwl, AusdI Kfx dI ‘kpYistI’ dy nfl-nfl AusdI
grIbI dI gvfhI vI BrdI sI. Auh afpxy Gr rwj ky qF kdy AuWiTaf hI nhIN sI
qy bfhr vI bhuqI vfr ‘igxky’ hI imldIaF.
pr sMDfrI mfjry, Auh rotIaF Kfx nhIN sI igaf hoieaf. AuWQy AuhdI BYx
ivafhI hoeI sI. BxoeIaf jY rfm ibmfr ho igaf sI. tI:bI (jIhnUM brIk qfp
ikhf jFdf sI ) vrgI koeI ibmfrI AuhnUM ho geI sI. jY rfm jwtF nfl sFJI
rilaf hoieaf sI qy suMdr AuhnF dy ‘idn ktfAux’ afieaf hoieaf sI. jY rfm dy
QNON kMm krdy suMdr nUM Aus idn vI buKfr sI qy KUh dI vfrI sI. AuhnF nUM
do vfrIaF ‘kwTIaF’ imldIaF.
-srIr kMm nI krdf kusL, dupihr qwk qUM PVH cVo- mYN kIlI lgdYN- suMdr ny,
kIlI lfAux leI bld moVdy muMzy nUM ikhf sI qy afp cVo Cwz, bldF mgr ho
igaf sI.
dupihr dI rotI lY ky afieaf ‘mflk’ muMzy nUM cVo lwigaf vyK, afipEN bfhr
ho igaf sI.
-qYnUM sLrm qF nIN afAuNdI hoxI suMdrf. idE vrgI dyh aY qy lwigaYN kIlI
lfAux-. mMuzf qyry nfloN awDY jIhnUM cVo PVfeI aY-
-koeI nIN cODrI, afQx df joqf mYN lf dUM. qfp nfl Gmyr jI afeI jFdIaY, mYN
iKaf AueyN nf gyVf Kf ky KUh ‘c jf pmF- suMdr ny , buKfr nfl KusLk hoey
buwlHF ‘qy jIB PLyrI sI.
-qfp qUp kfhnUM aY, byeImfnI aY bUQgVHIaf ipwCf qkfAunYN. kMm-cor sfly.
mYN BuwilaYN qyry ‘nwgr’ nUM.- jwt ny cwb ky gwl kIqI sI.
suMdr ny cVo PVH ilaf sI. pr dyh ny sfQ nf idwqf. Auh Gr af ipaf.
jwt dIaF gflHF Auhdf ipwCf krdIaF rhIaF sn. qfp nfl hUMgdy mn ‘c ikqy bwgy
zfkU dI qsvIr AuWBrdI hovygI. ‘kMm qoN zrky Bwj igaf sflf qKfx ‘ kihx vfly
jwt nUM pqf nhIN sI- suMdr zrdf nhIN.
bwgy zfkU nUM vI pqf nhIN sI.
sMudr pihlF ‘zoly vflI gwzI’ vfhuMdf irhf sI. gwzI vfhux vfly bhuqy qrKfx
imsqrI hI huMdy sn.
qF hI qF lok gIq gfAux vflI kuVI kihMdI aY-
-gwzI vfilaf vy ajb qKfxf,
kuVIaF nUM iml lYx dy.
suMdr aVb nhIN sI. bws Auhdf aMdrlf iksy qoN ‘BYa’ nhIN sI KFdf. qF hI qF
Auhny mfnUMpurIey sUbydfr ( keI lok krnl nUM vI kihMdy suxy ny) dI gwl
gOlI nhIN sI.
sUbydfr df muklfvf sI qy suMdr dI gwzI. jrg qoN qury qF sUbydfr dI sws ny
ikhf.
-BfeI rfh ‘c bwgf pYNdY. Auhny nIN zolI kdy ibnF luwty lMGx idwqI. BIV
‘cIN nf jfieE-
-cwl bfhr bfhr dI kwZ lo- sUbydfr ny suMdr nUM slfh idwqI sI. pr suMdr ny
‘afh ipaY eIsVU hux gey’, afK joVI bIV ivwcoN jFdy iswDy rfh sLsLkyr leI
sI.
–“ikhVY beI. gwzI rok”- bIV dy sMGxy ruwKF, JfVF ‘coN koeI grijaf. suMdr
ny rybIey pey bld ‘bsLkfr’ ky rok ley.
-jy aMdr koeI ivafhulI aY qF gihxy lfh dy, PLyr jFdf rih- boqI ‘qy cVHy
KUMzy vfly ny ikhf.
-lY kol ho ky PVH lY- suMdr ny ruk sur ho ky, swjy hwQ eI zfhI, nUM hwQ
pfAuNidaF ikhf- ilaf kuVIey dy potlI-
AUTxI gwzI dy nyVy hoeI qF suMdr ny zfhI vwt ky Aus dy mUMh qy mfrI. AUTxI
dI ‘surq Buwl’ geI.
-mYN bwgF bwgf!- AUTxI ‘qy cVHy bMdy ny hfr iKwc ky AUTxI rok ky gwzI vwl
moVI.
-bwgYN pqf nI kflf. kol ho kyrF- suMdr afrfm nfl bYTf AUTxI qy svfr df
XuwD dyKdf irhf. svfr gwzI vwl ilafvy, AUTxI pry nUM Bwjy.
hfr ky bwgf boilaf sI. –qUM hY ikwQy df?-
-suMdr, bUQgVH dYN- suMdr dUr qwk jFdI boqI vwl dyKdf irhf sI qy iPLr zolI
vwl mUMh krky sUbydfr nUM ikhf sI-
-aYN cfhy bwgf eI hovy pr aijhI luwt-Koh krn ‘kwlHy-dukwly’ nUM nhIN
afAuxf cfhIdf. mYN dUeI zfhI Auhdy mfrnI qI- kI PLYdY PLyr, k nhIN-
(kihMdy kusL dyr bfad, bsIN koeI pysLI Bugqx igaf bwgf, sfzy ipMz ‘coN
lMiGaf qF suMdr nUM Gr jf ky imilaf qy do rupey dy ky igaf- sLfbfsL vjoN)
…… qy sMDfrI mfjry aflf jwt kihMdy ‘zr igaf’.
do idn bfad TIk hoey suMdr ny muV ky Auhdy kMm krn qoN nFh kr idwqI sI.
Kbry Auhny aYho ijhf kI ikhf hoxY beI ‘gAU vrgy sIl’ suMdr nUM aYnf burf
lwigaf.
-Auhny jY rfm nUM ikhf-
-hux mYN igaf lVfeI hoAU Auhdy nfl. qUM jvfb dy dy. dfxy mYN ipMzoN Cwz
jUM Kfx jogy-
-qy do ku idn bfad svyry suMdr Aus rfh lMiGaf, ijwQoN Aus KUh qy cVo cldf
idwsdf sI. suMdr dy Auho kuVWqx Xfd afeI pr Auh nIvIN pfeI qurI igaf.
KbrY Auhdy mn ‘c kI afieaf hoxY, iPLr ipwCoN muV ky KUh ‘qy cilaf igaf.
-ilaf cODrI, mYN lfAunYN Jwt- suMdr ny kwC mfry kwpVy pry htky bxfeI mwkI
dy tFizaF dI JUMgI ‘c rwKidaF ikhf sI-
-qUM zMgr vwCf dyK Gr, mYN lfhuMnYN qyrf ‘lFBf’-
jwt Gr phuMicaf nI hoxf. jd nUM ‘dVUky’ pYxy sLurU ho gey. BOxI (iGrnI) ‘c
iewk pfsy, suMdr QmHly vrgIaF lwqF gwz ky KVH igaf sI. cVo ivclf awDf pfxI
Kfl ‘coN zolH awDf ivwcy Cwz idMdf. do mx pwkf pfxI Auh afpxy isr qoN
AuWpr cuwkdf, ipwCy ht ky huJkf mfrdf qy ‘hAUaf’ kih ky cVo nUM aYN KUh ‘c
suwtdf ijvyN imwtI dI roVI vgfh ky mfrIdIaY. KUh dy Dur hyTF qwk pfxI ivwc
Bucfl af jFdf. jd nUM AuWiTaf ryqf bYTx lwgdf. cVo Pyr af izgdf.
-ihMmq nfl hwkI cwl- lfxydfr dy afAuNdy nUM kMm nbyV dyxf afpF ny- Auh
hokrf mfrdf qF muMzf bld hor iqwKy qor lYNdf. pr kMm ikhVf inwbV irhf sI
Auhdy smJ nf lgdI.
‘dVUky’ pYNdy rhy qy KUh dy Qwly ‘coN AuWiTaf ryqf kusL Kfl ‘c qy kusL cVo
‘c iekwTf huMdf irhf. dupihr Zly jwt rotI –lwsI lY ky afieaf qF AuhnUM pqf
lwigaf- KVkf qF Auhdy KUh qy huMdf sI.
kI gwl- aYny jLor nfl kfhqoN iswtdYN cVo- Auhny cVo ‘coN ryq kwZdy suMdr
nUM ikhf- mYnUM lwgdf pfxI Gt igaf. mYN ikhf Cwl ‘Tfl ky Br lYnY-
suMdr ny cVo Do ky iewk pfsy tyzf krky rwK idwqf qy afp kuVqf JfV ky pfAux
lwg ipaf.muMzy ny bld, prHy qoV ‘c KulHy Cwz idwqy.
poxy dIaF gwTF KolHdf jwt acfnk ruk igaf-
-KUh tyZf nI ho igaf lgdf mYN kihnYN?- Auh kfhlI nfl, KUh dI mOx qy afx
KiVHaf sI.
-KUh qF inwGrn lwg ipaf- QonUM pqf eI nI lwigaf? Auhny hYrfnI nfl pihlF eI
KUh ‘c nUM dyKdy muMzy vwl vyK ky ikhf.
-cMgf PLyr mYN cwilaF, hux rfm-rfm- kwpVy kwC ‘c dyeI KVy suMdr ny ikhf.
-rotI?-
-nhIN, bws hux rotI nIN KfxI- afK suMdr quriaf qF Aus muMzy dI afvfjL
suxI-
-KUh qF iqMn cfr QON qoN qryVF Kf igaf-
suMdr pihlF qF nIvIN pfeI quiraf igaf iPLr do ku kIly qoN jf ky muV
afieaf-
-afho cwl rotI Kfey lY- jwt ny soicaf, suMdr rotI Kfx muiVaf sI.
suMdr iewk pl KVHf irhf qy iPLr boilaf –qUM cODrI mYnUM cfhy cfr hor kih
lYNdf, qYN Edx bUQgVH nUM burf-Blf nI qI kihxf. bMdy nUM nwgr KyVy dI
‘afx’ huMdI aY-
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