qusIN kYnyzf cwly ho?

- zf mihMdr isMG kYligrI (kYnyzf)
 

srdfr qrsym isMG, Aumr 55 sfl, kwd pMj Puwt nON ieMc, srIr nroaf, qor ‘c PurqI. Auh kyNdrI mihkmy ‘c ieMdrf gFDI eyar port ‘qy kstm aPLsr lwgy hoey sn. do DIaF sn, ivafhIaF vrHIaF. Ausdy ieklOqy puwq df kYnyzf ‘c rihMdI kuVI nfl ivafh ho igaf ‘qy pMj sfl ho gey sn, kYnyzf gey nuM.
qrsym isMG dI pqnI nUM gujLiraF iewk sfl ho cuwkf sI ‘qy Auh iekwlf afpxy pMjfbI bfgL vfly Gr ‘c rih irhf sI. muMzy ny afpxy ipqf qoN puwCy bgLYr kYnyzf afAux dy kfgLjL Br idwqy sn. qy ilK Byijaf sI- “Gr vyc ky kYnyzf afAux leI iqafr ho jfx, ikAuN jo iekwilaF nUM aOK huMdI hovygI.”
qrsym isMG dy nfl kMm krn vfly sfQIaF nUM jdoN pqf lwigaf ik Auh iqMn sfl pihlF irtfiermYNt lYx bfry arjLI ilKI iPLrdf hY, qF Auh hwky bwky rih gey.
dPLqr df supirntYNzYNt sMsfr cMd jo mihkmy dy sfry aPLsrF dI rg rg pCfxdf sI, qrsym isMG dy kMn nfl mUMh lf ky kihx lwgf, “srdfr jI, qusIN ‘qy sfrI Aumr eImfndfrI nUM jwPLf mfr ky kfPLI kuJ Kwt ilaf hovygf. nyqfvF vFg eImfndfrI df Bfr cuwkI iPLrdy ho. suwK nfl gMgf mfeI iswDI vih rhI hY. sfry krmcfrI iesLnfn krky jIvn sPLlf kr rhy hn. awj kwlH dy DIaF puwqr vI KLusL hn ik AuhnF dy mfipaF nUM smJ af geI hY ik AuhnF dy bwicaF kol vI mobfeIl, nfiek dy sLU, lIvfeI dI jIn, lYkOsty dI tI sLrt hoxI cfhIdI hY. hux bwicaF qoN asIsaF lYx df smF af igaf hY. afpF sfiraF nUM hjLfrI prsLfd kstm aPLsr vFg bxnf cfhIdf hY. Aus ny do DIaF nUM eynf dfj idwqf ik DI dy shury ny afpxI pqnI dy mnHF kridaF vI imwtI dy qyl vflf stov bfhr sutvf idwqf.”
drsLn isMG jo qrsym isMG dy nfl kMm krdf sI, Ausny qF slfh dyxI hI sI. duwK, drd, bImfrI sLmfrI, klysL afid nUM dUr krn leI qF hr pMjfbI kol ajLmfey hoey nusKLy iqafr br iqafr hI huMdy hn. Aus ny qrsym isMG df duwK invfrn krn leI srkfrI nOkrIaF dIaF mOj bhfrF df rIkfrz lf idwqf. bws iewko aOiKafeI dwsI. qy Auh sI dPLqr ‘c hfjLrI idKfAux dI. mulfjLmF dI afps ‘c eynI eykqf hY ik ijs nUM sux ky irsLqydfr vI sLrimMdy ho jfx. ieh kYnyzf nhIN, awj nOkrI qy kwlH nUM CuwtI, ijs nUM kYnyzf vfly hfieafr qy PLfieafr kihMdy hn.” hor sux lY: “afpxy eyQy iewk vfrI sPLfeI mihkmy dy jmFdfr dI pqnI iksy hYlQ aPLsr dy Gr vgfr df kMm krdI sI. aPLsr dI qIvIN ny bol kubol kr idwqf. agly idn sfry muhwly df gMd df Zyr hYlQ aPLsr dy Pftk awgy ipaf sI. nOkrI df qF suafd hux hI afAux lwigaf hY. ieho ijhf vDIaf rfj Bfrq ‘c kdy afieaf hI nhIN. KLusLI dI gwl ieh hY ik ies hmfm ‘c sfry hI nMgy hn. hux qF sLrIPL krmcfrI vI socF ‘c pY gey hn. jy koeI sLrIPL krmcfrI ikqy rih igaf hY qF Auh aYkitMg dy lYsn lY irhf hY.
gurbcn ny soicaf ik Auh rfey dyx ‘c ikqy ipwCy nf rih jfvy. Auh kihMdf: “kI gwl srdfr jI, idmfgL qF TIk aY? quhfnUM qF hux qfeIN eImfndfr hox krky pdm ivBUsLx iml jfxf cfhIdf sI. pqf nhIN hux qwk qusIN ikvyN luky rhy. pr jy quhfnUM kwZ idwqf jFdf qF qusIN muVky bhfl nhIN hoxf sI. quhfzy vrgy eImfndfrF dy kys qF sMsfr cMd vkIl PVHdf hI nhIN. srdfr jI, awj kwlH qF huisLafr mulfjLm afp brKLfsq hoxf cfhuMdy hn. AuhnF nUM ipClI sfrI qnKLfh iml jFdI hY qy eys arsy ‘c Auh jF qF hoimEpYQI kr lYNdy hn, nhIN qF amr nfQ jF hjLUr sfihb dI Xfqrf qF ikqy geI nhIN.”
crMjI lfl jo guaFZI sI qy hYlQ aPLsr sI, Aus ny do mkfn bxf ley sn. AusnUM vI qrsym isMG ‘qy qrs afieaf. kihMdf: “srdfr jI, hornF qoN nf shI, pr afpF nUM afpxy mfxXog vjLIrF dy AuWcy ikrdfr qoN qF koeI sbk lYxf cfhIdf hY. dyKo ivcfry ielYksLnF dy idnF ‘c idn rfq iewk kr idMdy hn, ikAuNik hr pMjIN sflIN iehnF nUM jnqf dy drsLn krky qy AuhnF qoN gly ‘c hfr puaf kly KLusLI imldI hY. jnqf nUM hr pMjIN sflIN cyqf afAuNdf hY ik awgy vI AuhnF eyho ijhI sLkl vfly iksy vjLIr dy drsLn kIqy sn. ies leI qusIN vI iehnF vjLIrF vFg awgf svfr lE. zuwlHy byrF df ajy kuJ nhIN ivgiVaf.”
mfstr bhfdr isMG jo qrsym isMG df sflf sI, iewk somvfr nUM Ausny svyry svyry afx kuMzf KVkfieaf. qrsym isMG ny puiwCaf: “suxfE ikvyN aqy ikMnI CuwtI afey ho?” bfhdr isMG kihMdf: “BfeIaf jI, asIN srkfrI skUl dy tIcr hF, pRfeIvyt dy nhIN. sfzy CuwtI lYx dy qOr qrIky swiBak huMdy hn. mYN hYWzmfstr nUM swq idnF dI CuwtI dI arjLI dy afieaf hF, jo ik Aus ny jyb ivwc pf leI hY. qusIN puwCogy ikAuN? Auh ies leI ik mYN Aus df KLfs bMdf hox krky skUl dy sfry PMzF df cfrj Ausny mYnUM dy idwqf hY.”
bfbU rfm jo qrsym isMG nfl rojL qVky doDI dy Gr mildf sI, kihx lwgf, “suixaY, qusIN kYnyzf jfx dI iqafrI kr rhy ho. jMm jMm jfE, pr jfx qoN pihlF ibkrm nUM iml ky.”
“Auh kI gwl beI, ibkrm nUM iml ky ikAuN?”
“Auh ies leI ik Auh iqMnF mhIinaF ‘c Koty iswky vFg kYnyzf qoN vfps af igaY.’
qrsym isMG nUM nINd ikwQy afAuxI sI. idn cVHidaF hI ibkrm isMG df jf kuMzf KVkfieaf.
“afE jI afE, ikvyN svyry, svyry?”
“mYN qF suixaf sI, qusIN kYnyzf gey sI, pr mYN quhfnUM eyQy dyK irhf hF.”
“qusIN TIk dyK rhy ho, Auh vI sbUqy afdmI nUM.”
“sbUqf, Auh kI mqlb?”
“suxnf hY qF sux lE. vfps nf afAuNdf qF hor kI krdf. myry poiqaF ny myrf ijAUxf hrfm kr idwqf. iewk rfq nUMh qy puwq iksy dy Gr rotI Kfx cly gey qy poiqaF nUM myry kol Cwz gey. AuhnF AuWcI tI:vI lf ky soiPLaF AuWqy twpxf aqy lVHnf sLurU kr idwqf. mYN bQyrf htfieaf pr Auh mYnUM Bwj ky pey aqy kihMdy ik AuhnF df Gr hY qy Auh jo kuJ vI cfhux kr skdy hn. mYnUM guwsf qF afAuxf hI sI, mYN AuhnF dy do jV idwqIaF. AuhnF ny puils nUM PLon kr idwqf. muMzf qy nUMh bfrF iewk vjy afey qy Gr ‘c cuwp cF vyK ky sON gey. jdoN svyry muMzy nUM pqf lwgf qF Auh mYnUM Cuzf ky ilafieaf. qUM hI dws myrf EQy rihx df koeI hwj sI. sLukr aY ik mYN Gr vyc ky nhIN sF igaf.”
“ibkrm isMG jI, ieh qF bhuq mfVf hoieaf, pr swc dwso ik quhfnUM iqMnF mhIinaF ‘c EQy kuJ gwlF cMgIaF vI lwgIaF hoxgIaF.”
“dyKo jI, afpF pMjfbI huMdy hF, qy afpxf ivrsf vI eyhI drsFdf hY ik afpF pihlF EQoN dIaF BYVIaF gwlF qoN gwl sLurU krIey, cMgIaF gwlF ikqy Bwj nhIN cwlIaF.”
“clo ievyN hI shI.”
“EQy lokF kol tfeIm hI nhIN quhfzy nfl gwl krn nUM. jy jf ky kuMzf KVkfE qF kihxgy tYlIPLon krky afAuxf sI. iKVy mwQy koeI imldf hI nhIN. Qwky – Qwky, suwqy –suwqy, buJy ijhy gwlF krI jfxgy. afpxy eyQy qF mhInf hI TMZ pYNdI hY qy rVHkF kwZ idMdI hY, pr kYnyzf ‘c qF cfr pMj mhIny kuwkVF vFg Kuwzy aMdr qVnf pYNdf hY. muMzf aqy nUMh kMm qy huMdy aY, bwcy skUl qy buwZf Gr ‘c ieAuN qiVaf huMdf hY ijvyN icVIaf Gr ‘c bxmfxs. hor sux lY, gF df duwD, gurduafry dy jl vrgf. zfktr kYnyzf dy inry Auq . kihxgy, iGE nf KfE, bdfm rogn nf pIE, prONTy nf KfE, hor shuirE quhfzf isr Kf leIey. nf shury tIkf lfAux nf boql. afpxy eyQy hY nf zfktr mnmohn isMG, mrIjL nUM dUroN afAuNdf vyK ky pihlF hI kMpfAUNzr nUM kih idMdY, “boql iqafr kr, mfeI af rhI aY. mYN afp dyKI aY. iewk mfeI AusnUM asIsF dy rhI sI. kihMdI,” vy puwq zfktrf, rwb qyrf Blf lry, jdoN df qUM aYksry df Poto iKwicaY, Edn qoN mYnUM blf eI rfm aY.”
ibkrm isMG ny dwisaf ik kYnyzf dy jIvn dIaF bhuqIaF gwlF df pqf qF lwigaf ikAuNik AuhdI AuWTxI bYTxI hr aYqvfr gurduafry ‘c lMgr Ckx vfilaF nfl ho geI sI. lMgr Ck ky ieh bfby gurduafry dy nfl bxfey hoey Gr ‘c jf bihMdy hn. iewk gwloN qF ieh QF bfibaF leI lfhyvMd hY, ikAuNik eyQy af ky Auh afpxy idl dI BVHfs kwZ lyNdy hn. pr buVHIaF ivcfrIaF kI krn. EQy koeI dsdf sI, mfeI sMqI bfry. Auh ivcfrI qF kYnyzf ‘c AuWkf hI mrn dy hwk ‘c nhIN. Auh Ggrf pf ky vYx pfAux qy mkfx jfx leI qrsI peI aY. kYnyzf ‘c hor vI keI kjIey aY. eyQy Coty sLihr, ijwQy afpxy sO do sO Gr hox EQy gory zfktr kol hI jfxf pYNdf hY, ikAuN jo afpxf zfktr qF EQy imldf hI nhIN. afpxIaF pMjfbI mfqfvF nUM hAU zbwky, icwq GfAUN mfAUN, srIr izwk zoly KFdf, kMn sF sF krdy, ijhIaF ibmfrIaF afm hI ho jFdIaFG hn. iehnF gory zfktrF nUM afpxI kwcI ipwlI aMgryjLI jfxdf bMdf ikvyN smJfvy? sfry jfxdy hn ik hwsxf ishq dI KLurfk h. kYnyzf ‘c quhfnUM hwsdy lok Gwt hI imlxgy. hwsx vI ikAuN jdoN ik AuhnF kol hwsx df sfjLo sfmn hI nhIN. kYnyzf ‘c hfsf qF hI afvy jy koeI kyly dI iClk qoN iqlikaf hovy jF bws zrfeIvr sVk qy KVI mfstrnI nUM QoVHf ijhf Bjfvy, jF kMD ‘qy iliKaf hovy ik eyQy gDy ipsLfb krdy hn. qusIN afp hI dwso ik jy bld iswDf mUqdf huMdf qF iksy hwsxf sI? afpxy ptvfrIaF, TfxydfrF, vkIlF klrkF qy lIzrF dI ikrpf nfl bldF nUM Xfd kr leIdf hY.”
“ibkrm isMG jI , jy kYnyzf eynf hI mfVf hY qF Pyr lok jfx leI qrlo mwCI ikAuN huMdy hn. mYN qF EqoN koe bhuqy muVdy dyKy nhIN.”
“koeI nhIN qusIN jf afE, pr mwCI pwQr cwt ky hI muVdI aY. bhuqy muVn vI ikwQoN jdoN AuhnF kol muVn nUM rih vI kI jFdf hY. hF, ijhVy cwldy hlt Cwz ky gey sI, Auh sLfied moVf pf lYx.
“pr qusIN EQoN dI koeI cMgI gwl qF dwsI hI nhIN.”
“lE, Auh vI sux lvo. kYnyzf ‘c suwK nfl gurdvfiraF dI igxqI ivwc vfDf ho irhY. EQoN dy gurduafiraF dy lMgr ‘c inrf dfl Pulkf hI nhIN huMdf, sgoN pUrI koisLsL kIqI jFdI hY ik sLrDfvfn inrfsL ho ky nf jfx. keI qjrbykfrF nUM qF iewk do gurduafiraF ‘c cwkr vI lfAuxy pYNdy hn. eyQoN dy skUlF ‘c bwicaF nUM mfiraf kuiwtaf nhIN jFdf. nf hI eyQoN dy aiDfpafpk bwicaF nUM GroN sroN df sfg jF lwsI lYx leI Byjdy hn. pMjfb dy aiDafpk AuWkf hI nhIN mMnxgy ik kYyzf dy aiDafpkF dI nOkrI nUM awg buJfAux vfly vrkrF dI nOkrI vFg aOKf aqy sKLq igixaf jFdf hY. kYnyzf dIaF lyzI tIcrF nUM vI eynI ivhl aqy sUJ nhIN ik Auh skUl tfeIm c svYtr bux lYx. sLfied iehnF tIcrF df Gry jIa nhIN lgdf, eys krky ieh skUl lwgx qoN pihlF skUl af jFdy hn. pMjfb vFgUM mn cfhy kwpVy pfAux dI eyQy KuwlH aY. pMjfbI srdfrF nUM rMg brMgIaF TfTIaF bMnH ky jdoN gory gorIaF bws ‘c bYiTaF dyKdy hn, qF asL asL kr AuWTdy hn ik joDy srdfr hspqfl vrgIaF rMg brMgIaF pwtIaF bMnH ky kMmF ‘qy jf rhy hn aqy swtF dy bfvjUd vI kMmF qoN nfgf nhIN pfAuNdy. hor cMgI gwl eyQoN dI ieh hY ik gory gorIaF df suBfa imwTf aqy mdd krn vflf huMdf hY. gurnfm isMG vlYq dI gwl dwsdf sI. Auhdf ipqf jdoN pihlI vfr vlYq afieaf qF gurnfm isMG ny afpxy ipqf nUM ikhf, “bfpU eyQoN dy GrF qy ingfh mfr. qYnUM iehnF GrF dy nksLy qy CwqF iewko ijhIaF hox krky Gr lwBx ‘c BulyKf pY skdf hY. afh prcI mYN qyrI jyb ‘c pf idMdf hF, iehdy qy mYN afpxy Gr df aqf pqf aqy tYlIPLon nMbr ilK idwqf hY, jy ikqy qUM Gr df rfh Buwl jfvyN qF ieh prcI iksy afAuNdy jFdy gory jF gorI nUM idKf dyvIN, Auh mdd kr dyxgy. gurnfm dsdf hY ik AuhI gwl hoeI. Auhdf ipqf Gr df rfh Buwl igaf. kol dI koeI gorI lMGI jFdI sI, qy bfpU ny AuhnUM prcI PVHf idwqI qy Auh gorI bfpU dy nfl af ky AuhnUM sfzy Gry Cwz geI. ijs idn dI gorI bfpU nUM Gry Cwz ky geI aY Edn qoN bfpU jI nUM rojL guafcx dI jfc af geI hY. hor sux lY. bfbf jYml isMG jdoN df knyzf dy hspqfl ‘coN Gry afieaf aY, kYnyzf dIaF nrsF dy hI gux gfx gfeI jFdf aY. kihMdY, beI iewk vfrI Auh cMzIgVH afpxy muMzy kol igaf sI qy EQy Auh bImfr ho igaf qy hspqfl ‘c dfKl hoxf ipaf. EQy Aus ny suixaf ik koloN jFdI iewk nrs dUjI nrs nUM kih rhI sI, lY myrI qF hux isLPLt KLqm aY, afh ijhVf iewkI nMbr qy buwZf hY nf, Auhdf isafpf hux qYnUM krnf pAU. pr bfeI isaF, kYnyzf dIaF nrsF qF bhuqf eI moh krdIaF aqy sdf eI Puwl vFgUM iKVIaF rihMdIaF.”
“cMgf ibkrm isMG jI hux mYN cldF. quiraf afAuNdf qrsym isMG duicwqI ivwc ipaf socdY, “iekwlf muMzf! cwl mnf jfxf hI pYxY, jo krqfr nUM Bfvy!”