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afpxy idl ivwc gfiek bxn dy supny nUM iksy lfvy vFg mYN afpxy mn aMdr sMn 1994 qwk dbf ky rwiKaf sI. ieh aTfeI sflF qoN PutUM PutUM krdf ipaf sI. Gr dy mflI hflfq ÈurU qoN hI suky bwdlF vFg sn ijhVy cVHdy vI sn; grjdy vI sn pr vrHdy nhIN sn. so sMgIq isK nhIN pfieaf. KUh `qy nhfAuNdy, zMgr cfrdy jF iPr ipMz ivwc huMdI rfmlIlf qy rfsF ivwc gf ky idl dI BVfs kZ lYNdf sI pr lfvf Putdf nhIN sI. hux mYN iewk bytI df bfp vI bx cuwkf sF pr gfiek bxn df BUq mrn df nF hI nhIN lYNdf sI.
mYN qy myry iewk dosq ny sMgIq isKx vfsqy sfzy Èihr ivwc sMgIq dI isiKaf dyx vfly pRBjoq bflI (mrhUm) dy pYrIN hwQ lfieaf. sMgIq pRqI afpxf moh pRgtfieaf. Ausny avfË suxI. “avfj ivwc dm hY pr sur sfDnf krnI hovygI…[ Èfigrd bxnf peygf[ [“ Ausny Prmfieaf. kuJ rupieaF dI gurdKxf dy ky asIN AusnUM gurU Dfr ilaf. sMgIq isiKaf ÈurU ho geI. sfrygfmfpfDfnIsf. asIN sf qoN sf qk df pUrf spqk isKx lwg pey.
kuJ smyN bfad pwqy KulHxy ÈurU ho gey ik sfzf gurU ivcfrf qF Kud krmF df mfiraf sI. muMbeI iPlmI dunIaF ivwc gfiek qy sMgIqkfr bnx dy cwkrF ivwc kfPI sfl brbfd krky afieaf sI. hux qorI Pulkf clfAux leI sMgIq dI isiKaf dy irhf sI.
AusnUM pqf nhIN ikhVf BUq icMbV igaf sI, AuhnF idnF, Auh iÈv btflvI dIaF rcnfvF nUM sMgIq dyx ivwc ruiJaf hoieaf sI. awT dws kuVIaF, buVHIaF qy iewk do bIibaF nfl Ausny iewk bynfmI jut mMzlI bxfeI hoeI sI. Auh iÈv dy gIqF df iewk pRogrfm krvfAux leI skImF bxf irhf sI. jdoN gurU jI nUM iBxk peI ik sfzy KIsy ivwc kuwJ dmVIaF CxkdIaF hn qF Ausny sfnUM iÈv btflvI dy gIqF df pRogrfm afXoijq krn leI Auksfieaf. lflc idwqf ik sfnUM vI gfiek dI qrHF sroiqaF sfhmxyN pyÈ krygf. asIN anBol pMCI Ausdy Èbd jfl ivwc Ps gey.
ÉYr, pRogrfm hoieaf pr asIN gfiek bxn dI QF afXojk bx ky rih gey. gfiekF qoN afXojk iks qrF bxy ieh iewk hor ikwsf hY. Auh kdyN Pyr CyVFgy. ÉYr bflI sfhb Ausy sfl styt sMgIq avfrz lY gey. aÉbfrF ivwc Cpy irivAu qy PotoaF nUM idKf ky amrIkf df ds-sflf bhu-dfKLlf vIjLf vI lgvf gey pr sfzy vrigaF df sMgIq nfloN moh BMg kr gey. klf, sfihq qy sMgIq dy Kyqr df ieh pihlf Jtkf sI.
‘qyrf Bfxf mITf lfgy’ vfk nUM mwdy-nËr rwKdy soicaf ik jo hoieaf TIk hI hoieaf hovygf. mYN gfiek qF nhIN bx pfieaf pr ies df iewk Pfiedf jrUr hoieaf ik iesy dOrfn iÈv btflvI dI lgBg sfrI ÈfierI pVH igaf. sfihq pVHx dI cytk lg geI. bfd ivwc hor sfierF nUM vI piVHaf. dUsrf Pfiedf ieh ik mnjIq ieMdrf, kfly ilbfs pfeI rwKx vfly buqGV qy icqrkfr iÈv isMG, ihMdI dy kvI qy pwqrkfr pRmOd kONsvfl, bYNk c kMm krdy qy sfzy vFg hI gfiekI dy Kyqr ivwc kuwJ kr gujrx leI Auqfvly afr[ zI[ kYly qy hor keI sfry klfkfr, lyKk qy kvI hOly hOly sMprk `c afAux lgy.
hornF ÈfierF nUM pVHdy pVHdy Ausy sfl joÈ `c afky iewk kivqf myry qoN vI ilK ho geI! Kud nUM bhuq cMgI lwgI! lgxI vI sI ikAuNik pihlI sI! Gr vfilaF dy isr mVI. sfiraF koloN ËbrIN khf ilaf ik kivqf cMgI hY.
kivqfvF ilKx df kfrj ÈurU ho igaf. vwizaF kvIaF kol jfx qoN kqrFdf sF. socdf sF Auh myry nfl Kfr Kfxgy, nwk mUMh cVfAuxgy ijvyN iewk pqnI sOqn nUM dyK ky cVfAuNdI hY. buVbVfAuxgy, “lAu jI! iewk hor iÈv btflvI jMm ipaf!”
1996 ivwc pRmod kONsvfl dy mfmf qy ihMdI dy AuGy kvI mMglyÈ zbrfl nUM imlx df mOkf nsIb hoieaf. mihiPl sfzy Gr hI jMmI. dOr ey kivqf cilaf. iesy imlxI ivwc mrhUm khfxIkfr qy pwqrkfr srvmIq isMG nfl tfkrf hoieaf. mYN vI iewk kivqf suxfeI. kivqf sux ky mrhUm srvmIq ny ikhf, “ieho ijhf gMd ikqy hor suxfeIN!” sux ky mYnUM keI hjfr bolt df krVf Jtkf lgf. pr mYN byhoÈ ho ky izigaf nhIN.
myrf kivqfvF rcx df kfrj inrMqr cldf irhf. mYN iksy sfihqk mihiPl ivwc nhIN sF jFdf. jd kdy dfrU dy iqMn cfr pYg cVHf lYNdf qF keI vfrI ipMzoN afey afpxy mF ipAu nUM jbrIN kivqf suxfAuNdf. Auh ivcfry mmqf dy mfry mYnUM dfd idMdy rihMdy. GrvflI qy myry nfl rihMdy inwky BYx BrfvF nUM mYN afey dUsry qIsry idn kivqf suxfAux `c sPl ho jFdf. dyKidaF hI dyKidaf swT swqr kivqfvF iewkTIaF ho geIaF.
pRmOd kONsvfl nfl imlxI kdy kdfeIN huMdI rihMdI. AusnUM afpxIaF kivqfvF suxfAuNdf rihMdf. Auh kdy kdy TIk kihMdf qy kdy kuwJ nukqfcInI krky smJfAuNdf. Ausdy pMjfbI nf hox krky koeI Kfs gwl nhIN bxdI sI. srvmIq nUM suxfAux lgnF qF Ausny kihxf, “Xfr iewk imMt! mYN Pon kr lvF…iPr suxdF…qy bfd ivwc gwl hor pfsy qur pYxI jF iPr asIN aMgUr dI bytI dy nÈyjfl ivwc AulJ jfxf qy mYN afpxy kivqf vfly kfgË nUM hwQ c GuwtI rwKxf. ivcfry kfgj ny psIny nfl gwc ho jfxf qy myrI kivqf ny gMgf ieÈnfn kr afAuxf.
iksy rsfly jF aKbfr nUM kdy koeI kivqf nhIN sI Byjdf, bs ieko zr bixaF rihMdf, ‘CfpxXog nhIN hY! vfps Byj rhy hF!’ ies itwpxI nfl AuhnF vfps Byj idwqI qF myrf kI bxygf? ieh swt mYN ikvyN sih skFgf!
myry dÌqr ivwc kMipAutr lwgf hoieaf sI. mYN iewk iek krky kivqfvF nUM Kud hI tfiep krdf rihMdf. iesy dOrfn khfxIkfr gul cOhfn vI myry sMprk `c afieaf. iewk idn mYN pRmod kONsvfl nfl Ausdy Gr igaf qF AuQy mYN zf[ krnYl isMG AurP aMbrIÈ dI iewk ikqfb dyKI ‘afnMq prvfs’. myry mn c afieaf, “kfÈ! myrI vI ies qrF dI iewk ikqfb hovy. Aupr iliKaf hovy ‘PlfxI ikqfb’ qy lyKk ‘govrDn gwbI’. kul imlf ky mn bxf ilaf ik ikqfb CpvfeI jfvy. pr ikQoN CpvfeI jfvy? ikvyN CpvfeI jfvy? iksy pRkfÈk kol jfx dI ihMmq nhIN sI! zrdf sF ik Auh KrVy nUM vgfh ky dUr suwtygf qy khygf, “vzf surjIq pfqr bixaf iPrdY! cuk afpxf KrVf! Bwj jf ieQoN!” ieh qF mYnUM bfd ivwc pqf lwgf ik pYsy dy ky lgBg sfry hI pRkfÈk ikqfbF Cfp idMdy hn.
iÈv isMG dy QrI nt QrI nMbr vfly pMckulf vfly Gr ivwc iewk bIarI mihÌl ivwc mnjIq ieMdrf ny vfadf kIqf ik Auh myrI ikqfb df KrVf pVHygI qy loV muqfibk kivqfvF nUM suDfrygI. mnjIq ieMdrf ny iqMn cfr mhIny myrI ikqfb df KrVf afpxy kol amfnq dI qrF rwiKaf qy amfnq ijvyN sfP suQrI geI sI AuvyN hI vfps af geI. iPr ieh amfnq gul cOhfn dy PlYt ivwc clI geI. Auh KrVf Gt pVHdf qy afpxI aYnk df ÈIÈf sfP krn `c ijafdf smF guaf idMdf. aYvyN iewk do QFvF qy loby ijhy lgf idwqy. ryKf icqr mfPk pRÈn icMn ijhy bxfey pr kivqf nfl koeI CyVKfnI nhIN kIqI. mYnUM mfx hY ik Ausny vI amfnq df kuwJ nhIN ivgfiVaf.
afiKrkfr pRmod kONsvfl rfhIN myrf vfsqf pMckulf ivKy siQq ‘aDfr pRkfÈn’ dy mflk dyÈ inrmohI nfl ipaf. mYN ikqfb CpvfAux vflf duKVf AusnUM suxfieaf. Ausny ikhf ik Auh Kud qF Cfpygf nhIN pr luiDafxf dy iewk pRkfÈk qoN Cpvf deygf. Ausny Krcf pMJIN hjfr rupey dwisaf. iek hjfr kfpIaF CpxgIaF. mYnUM ligaf myrf supnf swc ho igaf. mYN sfry pYsy pihlF hI dy idwqy. ikqfb bfry supny lYxy ÈurU kr idwqy. Aus ivwc Èfied pRmod kONsvfl dI vI ihwsf pwqI sI.
mhInf… do mhIny … Cy mhIny! dyÈ myry vfsqy vfikaf hI inrmohf inkilaf. KrVf ikqfb dy rUp `c nf af sikaf. aOiKafeI nfl pYsy vfps kr idwqy gey. ikqfb ikAuN nhIN CpI ieh isrP inrmohI hI jfxdf sI jF iPr pRmod kONsvfl. mYnUM iPr Jtkf lwgf pr hux Jtikaf df asr kuwJ Gt hI huMdf sI.
myry iewk hor jfxn vfly dosq sn, kuldIp kOr. Ausdy dy idmfg ivwc vI sfihq qy klf dy kuwJ kIVy nfc krdy rihMdy sn. Ausny afpxI sMsQf ‘kfienfq afrts’ dy bYnr hyTF myrI ikqfb nUM Cfpx df ijMmf lY ilaf. myrI inwkI BYx sunIqf, jo ik Pfien afrts dI ividafrQx sI, ny tfietl vfsqy qsvIr bxfeI. ikqfb df nF rwKx ivwc bVI muiÈkl afeI. hr iksy ny afpxy vloN nF suJfieaf pr myrf idl krdf sI ik mYN iesdf nF rwKF ‘idl vflI PtVI’. sfry kihx ik nfm sDfrn hY. ies ivwc sfihqk bxqr nhIN hY. buxqr nhIN hY. klf nhIN CupI hoeI pr mYN aVIal twtU vFg iËwd `qy aiVaf irhf.
iqMn cfr mhIinaF dI dOV Bj krn qoN bfad jnvrI 2002 ivwc ikqfb Cp geI. ‘idl vflI PtVI’, kvI: ‘govrDn gwbI’. kul kfpIaF iqMn sO. mul: sO rupey isrP! cMzIgVH ivwc pYNdy ipMz kjyVI dy iewk CfpyKfny vfly ny iesnUM Cfpx leI qyrHF hjfr rupey ley.
ikqfb dI GuMz cukfeI vI huMdI hY ieh mYnUM pqf nhIN sI. ies vfsqy vI musIbq KVI ho geI. cMzIgVH afrts kONsl dy krqf Drqf aYc[ aYs[ BwtI nfl gwl bfq hoeI. AuhnF ikhf ik cfh pfxI qF asIN ipaf idaFgy pr swdf pwqrF `c ieh ilKxf nf Bulxf ik sfzf sihXog pRfpq hY. kuldIp kOr ienkm tYks ivBfg dy iewk aiDkfrI lUQrf sfhb nUM imlI. AusnUM smfgm ivwc muK mihmfn bnx leI ikhf qy nfl hI ikqfb nUM Cfpx qy Krcy qyrF hjfr rupey df roxf vI roieaf. lUQrf sfhb ny Brosf idlvfieaf ik Auh ËrUr kuwJ krngy. asl `c mYN kuldIp kOr nUM ikhf sI ik qUM myry Krc afey pYsy dy deIN ijhVy PflqU hoxgy Auh Kud rwK leIN.
ikqfb qy prcf ilKx leI pRmod kONsvfl ny kvI qy aflock gurdyv cOhfn nUM ikhf. Ausny dwisaf ik gurdyv cOhfn bhuq vwzf kvI qy nfl hI inrol iksm df aflock hY. iksy df ilhfË nhIN krdf. mYN zr igaf ik ikqy gurdyv cOhfn sfhb AuNj hI myrI idl vflI PtVI qy gfcxI nf Pyr dyx. qd qIk mYN gurdyv cOhfn nUM nhIN jfxdf sF. pRmod ny ikhf ik jy khyN qF gurdyv nUM kuwJ kih idMdF ik kuwJ nrmfeI vrqy. pr mYN mnHF kr idwqf qy ikhf ik cOhfn sfhb nUM kihxf, jo swc hY AuhI kihx…[ AuhI ilKx! mYN soicaf dyKdy hF ik ikMnf ku krfrf Jtkf lgdf hY!
kfrz Cfp idwqy gey. kuJ sfihqkfrF qy kuwJ sfihq pRymIaF nUM hwQIN PVf idwqy. kuJ nUM post kr idwqy. pRmod kONsvfl ny ies smfgm nUM isry lfAux leI bhuq dOV Bj kIqI. Ausny keI sfry ihMdI qy pMjfbI dy kvIaF, khfxIkfrF nUM Pon krky ies smfgm ivwc Èfml hox leI bulfvf idwqf. kuldIp kOr vI bhuq kMm kr rhI sI. bYnr bxfAux df. muK mihmfn nUM dyx leI PuwlF dy buwky qy XfdigrI icMn afid iewkTy krn df.
idn ÈnIvfr, qfrIK, 9 PrvrI, 2002 nUM cMzIgVH dy sYktr 16 ivwc siQq ‘pMjfb klf Bvn’ ivwc svyry igafrF vjy df smf ikqfb dI GuMz cukfeI leI imiQaf igaf.
asIN dws ku vjy phuMc gey. bYnr piVHaf qF Aus ivwc myrf nF ‘govrDn guwbI’ iliKaf hoieaf sI. soicaf ik Ègun TIk nhIN hoieaf pr clo jo hovygf dyKFgy.
muK mihmfn lUQrf sfihb TIk igafrF vjy phuMc gey. qd qk myry, kuldIp, pRmOd qy sfzy Gr dy jIaF qoN ielfvf hor ajy koeI nhIN phuMicaf sI. gurdyv cOhfn vI nhIN ijsny myrI ikqfb qy prcf pVxf sI. sfZy igafrF ho gey pr sfihq pRymIaF dI igxqI bIhF qoN awgy nf hoeI. klf Bvn `c Aus idn aYc[ aYs[ BwtI qoN ielfvf pRoPYsr rfjpfl, zf[ rmf rqn vI hfjr sn pr Auh myrI ikqfb dy smfroh leI nhIN sgoN afpxy dPqrI kMm leI afey hoey sn. muK mihmfn ivcfrf cupcfp bYTf kuwJ byiejq ijhf mihsUs kr irhf sI. asIN aYc[ aYs[ BwtI nUM bynqI kIqI ik jd qk kuwJ hor iekT nhIN juV jFdf qd qk Auh muK mihmfn nUM afpxy dPqr `c ibTf ky AuhnF df vkq ivqfAux df kuwJ Auprflf krn.
bfrF ku vjy gurdyv cOhfn, khfxIkfr dyv Brdvfj, amr igrI, hrdyv cOhfn, gul cOhfn, aDfr pRkfsn vfly dyÈ inrmohI, dYink Bfskr vfly ihMdI dy kvI arun aidiqaf, ihmfcl dy iewk kvI viÈÈt, pMjfbI dy bËurg kvI isv nfQ qy kuwJ hor sfihq pRymI phuMc gey. srvmIq AumId `qy pUrf Auqiraf qy Auh nhIN phuMicaf. Kfnf pUrqI leI mYN afpxy koicMg sYNtr ivwc kMm krnvfly krmcfrIaF qy ividafrQIaF nUM ËbrI bulf ilaf sI. kuJ ku pqrkfr vIr vI phuMc gey sn. ijhnF ivwc aMgryjI dI pwqrkfr noinkf isMG vI sI. kihx df mqlb ik smfgm ivwc hfjr swjxF dI igxqI pMjfhF qoN Aupr phuMc geI. klf Bvn df hfl kuwJ BrvF BrvF lgx lg ipaf. idl nUM kuwJ skUn ijhf imilaf. BfvyN awDf ÌrËI hI sI.
smfgm ÈurU ho igaf. muK mihmfn, aYc[ aYs[ BwtI, lUQrf sfihb, gurdyv cOhfn qy mYnUM zfies dy rUp ivwc rwKy soiPaF Aupr ibTf idwqf igaf. pRogrfm df sMcfln kuldIp kOr ny krnf sI. srdIaF dI ruq hox dy bfvjUd mYnUM psInf af irhf sI. kuldIp ny kuwJ myry bfry boilaf. kuwJ myrI ikqfb dIaF kivqfvF pVHIaF. iPr mYnUM kuwJ kivqfvF pVHn leI ikhf. mYN afpxIaF kivqfvF df pfT kIqf. pr idl `c zr sI ik gurdyv cOhfn ny pqf nhIN afpxI ptfrI ivcoN ikhVf swp kZxY! gurdyv cOhfn nUM prcf pVHx bfry ikhf igaf. mYN awKF mIt ky bYT igaf. ÉYr, gurdyv cOhfn ny myrI sfihqk rg nUM PV ilaf. iek Guimafr vFg aMdroN hwQ df shfrf dy ky hlkIaF hlkIaF QfpIaF nfl mYnUM imwTy imwTy Jtky idwqy.
gurdyv cOhfn duafrf prcf pVy jfx qoN bfad hor vI keI sfihqkfrF ny myrI ikqfb qy afpxy ivcfr sFJy kIqy. dyv Brdvfj ny ikhf ik ikqfb `c ivafkrn glqIaF bhuq hn. vfvf-bwbf, nMnf-nfxf, jwjf-ËwËf, PwPf-ÌwÌf qy KwKf-ÉwÉf df iKafl nhIN rwiKaf igaf. pRmod kONsvfl ny ikhf, gwbI dI ÈfierI ivwc bhuq ijadf sMBfvnfvF ny. Aus dI kivqf iewk corfhy dI qrF hY ijs ivcoN keI sfry rsqy inklx dI AumId kIqI jf skdI hY. bhuq jld gwbI sfihq dI dunIaF ivwc afpxI jgHf bxf leygf. zfktr rmfrqn ny ikhf ik ies ikqfb nUM Cfpx qoN pihlF kYNcI clfx dI bhuq ijafdf loV sI. ‘kYNcI’ Èbd sux ky mYN hYrfn ho igaf pr bfad `c pqf cilaf ik kYNcI df mqlb hY ik sMpfdn dI bhuq ijafdf ËrUrq sI. aYc[ aYs[ BwtI sfhb ikqfb bfry qF kuwJ nhIN boly pr afpxy muMbeI ivwc ibqfey jIvn dIaF kuwJ XfdF nUM ÈroiqaF nfl sFJf kr gey. ijs ivwc blrfj sfhnI qy kuwJ hor iPlmI klfkfrF dy nF vI Auhnf ley. AuhnF ieh vI dwisaf ik jspfl BwtI ny ies smfgm ivwc nhIN phuMc skx leI muafPI mMg leI hY. muK mihmfn ny vI ikqfb bfry do cfr hrÌ bol ky afpxf muK mihmfnI vflf Prj inBfieaf qy jld hI smfgm qoN ruKsq vI ho gey. ieQy ieh gl sFJI krnf vI mYN jrUrI smJdf hF ik smfgm Kqm hox qoN bfad kuldIp kOr ny lgBg zyZ do mhIny muK mihmfn dy dPqr ivwc keI sfry Aupr QwlI cwkr mfry pr Aus koloN AusnUM koeI vI mfiek mdd nhIN imlI. iPr pqf cilaf ik muK mihmfn sfhb horF dI bdlI ho geI hY. jldI hI bfad ivwc kuldIp kOr vI kYnyzf clI geI. ijsdf nqIjf ieh inkilaf ikqfb Cfpx df sfrf Krcf myry isr pY igaf.
agly idn kuwJ aKbfrF c ikqfb dI GuMz cukfeI dIaF ÉbrF qsvIrF sihq CpIaF. Auhnf idnF ivc, Drm pqnI dy kihx muqfibk myrI Èkl sMnI idAul nfl kuwJ kuJ imldI sI. afpxI Poto aÉbfr ivwc dyK ky ieMJ lgy ijvyN mYN sMnI idAul vFg mÈhUr ho igaf hF. Aus idn mYN cMzIgVH dy sYktr sqfrF ivwc vI GuMimaf ik Èfied koeI khy, “awj quhfzI aÉbfr `c Poto dyKI hY! qusIN bVy sohxy lg rhy ho! pr aYsf kuwJ nhIN vfpiraf. jy mYN iksy nUM aÉbfr vflf Auh pMnf pVHdf hoieaf dyKdf, ijs qy myrI Poto CpI hoeI sI, qF mYN Ausdy awgy ho ho ky KVoNdf ik Èfied hux vI pihcfx ley. pr aglf Jt dI pMnf prq ky agly `qy clf jFdf. mYN afpxf mnhUs ijhf bUQf lY ky dUsry pfsy nUM qur pYNdf. mn bVf Audfs hoieaf pr jldI hI ieh soc ky sMBl igaf ik jrUrI nhIN ik sfry lyKk rfqo rfq stfr bx jfx! mÈhUr ho jfx! mubMeI vfly guljfr nUM vI qF ikMny sfl lg gey sn iewk mÈhUr kvI, lyKk qy iPlmkfr bxidaF.
sfrIaF PotoaF qy ÉbrF dIaF kqrF kt ky mYN iewk aYlbm ivwc sjf leIaF. keI idn svyry Èfm AuhnF nUM dyKdf irhf. kuwJ idnF bfad hI dys syvk aKbfr ivwc ÈmIl ny myrI ikqfb `qy gurdyv cOhfn vloN piVHaf prcf Cfipaf. pVH ky bhuq mËf afieaf. lgf ik hux qF bhuq sfry sfihqkfrF nUM pqf cl hI igaf hovygf ik govrDn gwbI nF dI vI koeI ÈYa hY pr aYsf kuwJ nhIN hoieaf! iewk hor Jtkf ieh vI lgf ik pMjfbI itRibAun vfilaF ies smfgm dI koeI Kbr nf CfpI. kuldIp kOr nUM bhuq cfa sI ik ies aÉbfr ivwc vI Ébr qy Poto lgy. Ausny pMjfbI itRibAun aÉbfr dy dPqr ivwc kfPI ckr mfry pr pMj swq idn qk Kbr nf CpI. Auh vI DuMn dI pwkI sI! Ausny Ébr Cpvf ky CwzI. Aus Ébr ivwc myrI, muK mihmfn, gurdyv cOhfn aYc aYs BwtI qy kuldIp kOr dI Poto CpI pr hyTF Èfier df nF govrDn gwbI dI bjfey govrDn guwbI Cipaf hoieaf sI!
iesy pRogrfm dy dorfx hI bfl sfihqkfrf zf[ rmf rqn ny mYnUM ikhf ik Auh iewk mhInyvfr sfihqk bYTk krdy hn ‘nvIaF klmF’. ijs ivwc nvyN kvIaF, lyKkF qy sfihqkfrF dy rcnfqmk kMm Auqy glbfq kIqI jFdI hY. AuhnF ikhf ik agly mhIny Auh ies bYTk ivwc myrI ikqfb `qy iewk goÈtI krnf cfhuMdy hn. myrI ikqfb qy goÈtI! ieh sux ky mYN Puilaf nf smfieaf! KuÈI dy mfiraF mYnUM Aus rfq nINd nhIN afeI. jy do GVIaF afeI vI qF supny ivwc ikqfb `qy cl rhI goÈtI dy idRÈ bdl bdl ky afAuNdy rhy! mYN suwqf hoieaf vI afpxy afp nUM swqvyN asmfn qy mihsUs kr irhf sI. pihlI qfrIK bhuq dUr lg rhI sI. ieMj lgy ijvyN mhIny `c qIh nhIN sgoN iqMn so idn hox. bVI muÈikl nfl Auh vzBfgf idn afieaf.
mYN qy pRmod kONsvfl smfgm vflI QF `qy phuMc gey. mYN soicaf ik smfgm ivwc bhuq sfry sfihqkfr, kvI, lyKk afid iÈrkq krngy. hflFik asIN koeI pMdrF ku imMt lyt phuMcy pr iPr vI hfl c phuMcx vfly asIN pihly sroqy sF. asIN awDf pOxf GMtf ieMqjfr kIqf pr igxqI dws qoN Aupr nf apVHI. sfihqkfrF dI nPrI dyK ky mYN hYrfn sF. soicaf Èfied mYN ajy nvF nvF kvI bixaf hF so ho skdY vwzIaF qy pRoV klmF nhIN phuMcIaF.
myrI ikqfb qy gwlbfq krnI sI do sfihqkfrF ny! AuhnF ivwc iewk sn kivqrI qy khfxIkfrf kfnf isMG! dUsry sn ihMdI qy AurdU dy kvI amrjIq amr. iehnF donF nUM mYN pihly kdy nhIN imilaf sF. GuMz cukfeI vfly idn vI ieh hfËr nhIN sn. ikqfb Aupr sB qoN pihlF amrjIq horF gwlbfq ÈurU kIqI. Ausny pihly vfk `c hI gwl mukf idwqI ik ieh rcnfvF ivwc kivqf hY hI nhIN! iehnF ivwc kivqf vrgf pVHx jF slfhux Xog kuwJ nhIN! Ausny suJfa idwqf ik mYN kivqfvF ilKx df ivcfr afpxy mn coN kZ idaF. ikqfb dI ijld dy afKrI pMny qy ieh iliKaf pVH ky ik mYN isvl ieMnjInIar hF qy kuwJ zfkUmYNtrI iPÜmF vI bxfeIaF hn, mYnUM amr sfhb ny BrËor isiKaf idwqI ik kivqf rcnf kiTn kMm hY qy iblizMgF bxfAuxf sOKf. so mYN iemfrqF sVkF afid bxfAux ivwc mhfrq hfsl krF. iek idn cMgf nfvF Kwt lvFgf. kivqf myry vs df kMm nhIN! kul imlf ky Ausny myrI sfrI sfihqk PUk kwZ idwqI. mYnUM TMzIaF qrylIaF afAuxf ÈurU ho geIaF. pr mYN cup cfp suxdf irhf. myrf jIa kry ik amr sfhb nUM gloN PV lMmf pf ky kuwtF! pr myry cyhry dy hfv Bfv dyK ky pRmod ny mYnUM ÈFq rihx leI ieÈfrf kIqf. mYN iksy nf iksy qrF guwsf pI igaf. iPr vfrI afeI bolx dI kfnf isMG horF dI! AusnUM vI myrI ikqfb iblkul cMgI nhIN sI lgI. Ausny ikqfb pVHI BfvyN nhIN sI pr ikhf ik ikqfb bfry Ausdy ivcfr amrjIq amr vrgy hI hn. AusnUM ikqfb df sO rupey mul nhI pc irhf sI. iewk kivqf ivwc mYN iewk sqr ivwc isrP iewk hI Èbd iliKaf hoieaf sI. kivqf sI vI iqMn siPaF dI! ieh gwl vI AusnUM cuBdI rhI! Auh khy ik iewk Èbd dI sqr ilK ilK ky ikqfb dy iewk so pcvMjf sPy bxfey hn. kfgj brbfd kIqy gey hn. ieh qF rfstrI sMpqI nUM nuksfn phuMcfx vflI gwl hY. Ausny hor iKcfeI kridaF ikhf ik iÈv btflvI dy ielfky dy jmpl hox df mfxmwqf hox df mqlb ieh QoVf hY ik hr aYrf-gYrf nQU-KYrf iÈv btflvI bx jfvygf. ikQy iÈv qy ikQy qUM! kul imlf ky Ausny vI myrI Auh TukfeI kIqI ik mYnUM afpxy sfh tutdy hoey mihsUs hox. mYN socF, puwqrf! aYvyN sMnI idAul vFg zOly kZ ky qur irhf sI. CfqI Pulf ky GuMm irhf sI! iÈv btflvI bnx df supnf lY irhf sI. GuMz cukfeI vyly Èfier aflock gurdyv cOhfn duafrf kIqI qfrIP sux ky ikrly vFg afkV afkV ky cwl irhf sI. cup krky ilKxf luKxf Cz qy afpxf kMm kr. myry hoNT suk gey! mYN do iglfs pfxI vI pIqf. pr hoT iPr suwky dy suwky!
hux vfrI pRmod dy bolx dI sI. mYN qF scmuc nvIN klm sI pr Auh pRoV sI. Ausny isrP ieh kih ky bihs Kqm kr idwqI ik pMjfbI dI ikqfb `qy bolx vflf iewk sfihqkfr qF ihMdI qy AurdU df kvI hY ijsnUM pUrI qrF pMjfbI pVHxf hI nhIN afAuNdI! dUsrI vkqf iewk khfxIkfrf hY! so iehnF df koeI hwk nhIN ik Auh pMjfbI ÈfierI dI ikqfb `qy gl krn. Auh vI ikqfb ibnF pVHy. Ausny ikhf ik zfktr rmf rqn dI ikqfb qy bolx leI kIqI geI vkiqaF dI cox pUrn glq hY. pRmod dy ieh bol suxn qoN bfad amr qy kfnf isMG ny vI ikqfb bfry afpxy ivcfr kuwJ bdl ley. Auh myry pRqI kuwJ nrm ho gey. pRmod dy qrkF ny mYnUM kuwJ ÈFqI qF idwqI pr amr qy kfnf isMG horF dy suxfey prvcn myry idmfg c hQOVy vFg lgfqfr vj rhy sn! myry idmfg c ieh vI ivcfr vI vfr vfr af rhy sn ik ho skdY ik pRmod ies krky myrI ihmfieq kr irhf sI ikAuNik Auh myrf dosq hY. Èfied myrf idl rwKxf cfhuMdf hovy. mYN pRmod nUM vI Èwk dIaF njrF nfl qwkxf ÈurU kr idwqf.
aMq ivwc zfktr rfmrqn ny ieh kih ky smfgm nUM Kqm kIqf ik gwbI kol kivqf hY. Aus koloN BivK `c bhuq sfrIaF AumIdF lgfeIaF jf skdIaF hn. ieh sunx dy bfvjUd vI hfl qoN bfhr inkl ky mYN zOr BOr nËrF nfl sfiraF nUM dyK irhf sI. mYnUM cMzIgVH pwQrF df nhIN sgoN sfihqkfrF df Èihr lg irhf sI. hr skUtr, kfr, gwzI qy rfhy jFdy afm afdmI vI mYnUM sfihqkfr qy aflock lg rhy sn. ieMj lgy ijvyN sfry myry vl hI qk ky kih rhy hox, “lY ilaf mËf goÈtI df! ligaf nf hux syk! bixaf iPrdf sI vwzf iÈv ibtflvI!”
Aus idn vI mYnUM rfq nUM nINd nhIN afeI! jy afeI vI qF supny ivwc kfnf isMG, amrjIq amr, rmf rqn qy pRmod kONsvfl dy cyhry bdl bdl ky afAuNdy rhy. mYnUM zrfAuNdy rhy! mYnUM ieh smJ nhIN af rhI sI ik ikqfb bfry iks ny shI qy iks ny glq ikhf hY!
mYN socF ik jy ikqfb ilK ky ieMJ hI nINdF Krfb krnIaF sn qF mYN ieh ikqfb ilKI hI ikAuN? jy ilK vI leI sI qF CpvfeI ikAuN? jy Cwp geI sI qF goÈtI ikAuN krvfeI? mYN vfr vfr afpxI ikqfb vl dyK irhf sI. ikqfb mYnUM iewk BUqnI vFg njr af rhI sI. Auh mYnUM lMmy lMmy dMd kZ ky zrf rhI sI. myrI mfnisk ÈFqI dI duÈmn bx geI sI myrI ieh ikqfb.
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