sfihq ivwc isafsq
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isafsq nUM muZ kdImIN qoN hI cMgf nhIN smiJaf jFdf. ies ivwc hmyÈf Kot irhf hY. ies ivwc sfP suQrf kuwJ vI vfprxf asMBv hY. rmfiex dI gwl kr lE jF mhfBfrq dI. purfxI jF mOjUdf dyÈI-ivdyÈI, aMqr-rfÈtrI sqr dI isafsq dI ptfrI Kol lAu qy BfvyN sfzy dyÈ dI rfjDfnI ivwc bYTy isafsqdfnF dI buuwkl ivwc JFk ky vyK lE, isafsq df gMDlfpn quhfnUM sfP nËr pY jfvygf. dUr kI jfxf hY huxy kuwJ idn pihlF sfzy afpxy sUby dy isafsqdfnF vwloN iewk dUsry dIaF pwgF AuqfrIaF, pfVIaF qy hvf ivwc AuCflIaF geIaF. ies qrHF dIaF GtnfvF isafsq dy prdUÈq hox dI ÈfhdI BrdIaF hn. ies qoN vI hyTly drjy dI isafsq nUM dyKxf hovy qF srpMcI dIaF coxF vyly pMjfb dy iksy vI ipMz cly jfxf. lgBg hr sMXukq Gr dy aMdr vI isafsq afpxI hoNd drsfAuNdI rihMdI hY. asl ivwc isafsqdfnF leI iewk dUsry dI aflocnf krnf qF sOKf hY pr aflocnf sihxf nfmumikn kfrj hY. ieQoN hI isafsq nUM gMdly hox dI jfg lgdI hY.
ieh sfrf kuwJ jdoN isafsq ivwc vfprdf hY qF TIk lgdf hY pr ieho kuwJ jykr smfj nUM Ausdf ÈIÈf ivKfAux vfly buDIjIvIaF ivc, Bfv sfihqkfr BfeIcfry ivwc vyKx nUM imly qF kuwJ suKfvF nhIN lgdf pr isafsq dy ieh ËihrIly kIVy smfj dI ies ÈRyxI ivwc vI Gus afey hn. ienfmF snmfnF nUM hiQafx dy cwkrF ivwc ieh sfihqkfr kOm ikwdF isafsq apnfAuNdI hY ieh gwl vI hux koeI guJI nhIN hY. horF dI cox krn vfly muK kirMdy Kud ienfm lY jFdy hn. glI muhwly, sfihq sBfvF, BfÈf ivBfg qy idwlI vfly sfihq akfdmI dy ienfmF df mukt isr sjfAux leI sfihqk BfeIcfrf kI kuwJ nhIN krdf, iesdIaF keI AudhrnF mOjUd hn. bfËI mfr ky lY jfx leI koeI kursI, koeI ruqby, koeI notF qy koeI votF df durAupXog krdf hY. kuJ mhIny pihlF, mYN vI kuwJ iesy qrHF dI isafsq dy vrqfry ivcoN gujiraf hF.
ipCly sq awT sflF qoN mYN vI pMjfbI sfihq dy aKfVy ivwc kuwidaf hoieaF. aKfVy ivwc BFq BFq dy sfihqk pihlvfnF nfl vfh vI pY irhf hY. keI qrHF dy qjrby ho rhy hn. Kwty, imwTy qy kOVy vI. myrIaF do ikqfbF pMjfbI kivqf dIaF CpIaF hn qy hux kuwJ dyr pihlF hI khfxIaF dI plyTI ikqfb ‘gurdKxf’ vI CpI hY. vYsy qF pihlIaF do ikqfbF dI GuMz cukfeI qy AuhnF Aupr hoeI bihs vyly vI keI nËfry vyKx nUM imly sn. AuhnF bfry mYN iliKaf vI sI pr ies vfr ikqfb dI GuMz cukfeI vyly qy Aus qoN bfad dIaF kuwJ GtnfvF ny bhuq ajIb iksm dy qjrby qy aihsfs myry mn msqk Aupr kurydy hn. ijhVy Aumr Br myry ijLhn ivwc pey rihxgy. Auslvwty lYNdy hoey.
ipCly iqMn cfr sflF qoN mYN khfxIaF ilK irhf sF. ijhVIaF rsfilaF ivwc CpdIaF vI rhIaF hn. mYN afpxy bhuq sfry sfihqk dosqF nfl afpxIaF khfxIaF bfry slfh qy mÈvry krdf rihMdf hF. muhflI rihMdy iewk syvf mukq ivdvfn pRoPYsr myry sfihqk dosq hn. myry nyVy dy ielfky ivwc hor vI bhuq sfry kihMdy kuhFdy qy nfmvr khfxIkfrF nfl myrf vfh vfsqf pYNdf rihMdf hY. ijhnF ivwc kuwJ mihlfvF vI hn. iehnF nfl iksy nf iksy sfihqk iewkT `qy myl jol huMdf rihMdf hY.
ÉYr, khfxIaF dI ikqfb Cp geI. afpxy krIbI dosqF nUM Byt kr idwqI. AuhnF nUM ikqfb `qy kuwJ bolx leI vI kih idwqf igaf. mhIny ku df vkPLf pf ky ies nUM lok arpx krn df mn bxfieaf.
cMzIgVH dI iewk sMsQf nUM ikqfb lok arpx krn leI ikhf igaf. ies sMsQf nfl mYN bhuq dyr df juiVaf vI hF. sMsQf qy myry vwloN dosqF imwqrF nUM swdf dyx leI aYs[ aYm[ aYs[ kr idwqy gey. keIaF nUM Pon vI kr idwqy. GuMz cukfeI vfsqy aYqvfr df idn qy smF svyry igafrF vjy df qYa kIqf igaf.
iek mihlf qy iewk purÈ zf[ aflock ny ikqfb Aupr prcf pVHnf sI.
GuMz cukfeI vfly idn mYN afpxI pqnI qy ipqf jI smyq smfgm vflI QF `qy phuMc igaf. smfgm sbMDI bYnr, jo mYN afp hI bxvfieaf sI, nUM smfgm vflI QF `qy lgf idwqf igaf.
imwqr snyhI afAuxf ÈurU gey. sfZy igafrF vwj gey pr afXojkF ivcoN koeI ivKfeI nf dyvy. mYN sMsQf dy pRDfn, jo ik Kud vI iewk khfxIkfr rih cuwikaf hY, nUM Pon kIqf qF Ausny dwisaf ik AusdI ishq TIk nhIN hY. Auh af nhIN pfvygf. mYN ikhf ik ipCly kwl qIk qF TIk sI pr AuhnF ikhf ik acfnk ivgV geI hY. sMsQf dy knvInr nUM Pon krky ikhf ik sroqy af cuwky hn, Auh ikAuN nhIN af rhy. smfgm lyt huMdf jf irhf hY. awgoN AuhnF ikhf ik Auh iksy dy Bog ivwc afey hoey hn, ies krky lyt ho gey hn pr CyqI phuMc rhy hn.
ÉYr, knvInr sfhb afey. jldI hI smfgm ÈurU ho igaf.
knvInr ny svfgqI ÈbdF qoN Porn bfad ieh ikhf, “dosqo! asl ivwc sfnUM ipCly kwl qoN hI idwlI qy keI hor QfvF qoN vfr vfr Pon af rhy sn ik ijs ikqfb dI GuMz cukfeI quhfzI sMsQf kr rhI hY, Auh bhuq mfVI hY … ies ikqfb ivwc idwlI dy iewk vwzy nfm qy aOhdy vfly sfihqkfr Aupr vI khfxI ilKI hY…pitaflf dy iewk nftkkfr dy nfm nUM vI vwtf lfieaf igaf hY…gwbI nUM lyKkF qoN ielfvf hor Kyqr dy pfqr qy ivÈy nhIN imly khfxI ilKx vfsqy…dUsrf sfrIaF khfxIaF aÈlIl hn…PËUl hn…ibn isr pYr dy hn…ies smfgm nUM afXoijq nf kIqf jfvy … ies nfl sMsQF dI iewjq nUM vwtf lwgygf…so dosqo, sMsQf dy hor mYNbrF vFg myry idl ivwc vI byiemfnI af geI sI ik smfgm ivwc nf jfvF…hor qF hor pRDfn jI vI mOk mfr gey pr iPr pqf nhIN kI hoieaf ik mYN af igaf…soicaf jo hovygf dyiKaf jfvygf…dyKdy aF gwbI dI zwbI ivcoN ikhVf swp inkldf hY….”
Ausdy ieh bol suxdy sfr hI myry nfl nfl sfry sroiqaF dy mUMh KuwlHy dy KuwlHy hI rih gey. sfry knvInr vwl pRÈn BwrIaF nËrF nfl qkx lwgy. smfgm dI pRDfngI krn afey sfihq akfdmI idwlI duafrf snmfinq khfxIkfr ny khfxIaF dI ikqfb nUM dobfrf Prolxf ÈurU kr idwqf. hfÜfik AuhnF sfrIaF khfxIaF pVHIaF hoeIaF sn pr ikqfb ivwc aYsI ikhVI ÈYa sI ijhVI Aus koloN glqI nfl rih geI sI, ijs nfl ies ikqfb Aupr hox vfly smfgm nUM rokx dy Xqn ho rhy sn. Auh vI idwlI qoN. jo ik isafsq df gVH hY. hor ivdvfn qy dosq imwqr ikqfb nUM Aultf pltf ky vyKx lwgy.
knvInr ny awgy ieh vI ikhf, “Plfxf (Ausny nfm ilaf) lyKk jo ik myrf dosq hox dy nfl nfl gwbI df vI dosq hY, keI idnF qoN lgfqfr Ëor Br irhf sI ik ieh smfgm nf kIqf jfvy ikAuNik gwbI ny Aus Aupr khfxI ilKI hY … Ausdy aks nUM ivgfiVaf hY … Ausdy pirvfr vwloN khfxI pVH lYx `qy ivvfd KVHf ho igaf hY…Ausny bhuq GtIaf iksm dI khfxI ilKI hY….”
ieh suxdy sfr hI mYN qF hwkf bwkf rih igaf. ikAuNik mYnUM ieh qF supny ivwc pqf nhIN sI ik Auh myrf dosq, ijsnUM ikqfb Cpx qoN bfd dUsrI kfpI Ausy nUM hI Byt kIqI sI. pMj Cy idn pihlF qIk qF asIN smfgm dI rUp ryKf iqafr krn leI slfhF krdy rhy. acfnk AusnUM kI ho igaf sI. Auh myry koloN sfihqk kd dy nfl nfl Aumr ivwc vI vwzf sI. asIN ipCly swq awT sflF qoN iewk dUsry nUM jfxdy sF. iek dUsry dy duK suK ivwc vI Èfml huMdy sF. iekiTaF sYrF krdy sF. iek dUsry dy Gr afxf jfxf sI. jy ieMj kuwJ df mfmlf sI vI qF myry nfl gwl kr idMdy. smfgm ËrUr krvfAuxf sI. dUsrf jo Ausny pirvfr `qy khfxI ilKx dI gwl khI sI Auh pUrI qrHF swc nhIN sI. ho skdY khfxI ivwc AusnUM afpxI iËMdgI jF pirvfr nfl sbMiDq kuwJ JAuly pYNdy hox pr ieh vI swc hY ik lyKk khfxIaF hvf ivcoN qF PVdf nhIN. ho skdf jdoN mYN khfxI ilK irhf hovF kuwJ Ausdf ikhf jF Aus koloN suixaf myry ijhn ivwc hovy qy Auh khfxI ivwc af igaf hovy pr mYN koeI khfxI Aus dosq df aks ivgfVx vfsqy rcI hovy, ies qrHF dI myrI koeI mnÈf nhIN sI.
knvInr dy bol sux ky myry nyVy bYTy sfzy sFJy dosq pRoPYsr sfhb ny dwisaf ik ipwCly Cy sq idnF qoN AuhI dosq Aus nfl vI iehI iglf kr irhf sI pr nfl ieh vI kih irhf sI ik ieh gwl Auh isrP Aus nfl hI kr irhf hY. Auh gwbI nfl gwl nf kry pr knvInr dy anusfr Ausny bhuq sfry dosqF nUM ies bfbq dwisaf hoieaf sI. lokF nUM Pon kIqy sn. Auh vI hYrfn ik Aus dosq ny sfry jwg ivwc iZMzorf Pyiraf sI ik gwbI dy smfgm df bfeIkft kIqf jfvy.
ÉYr, smfgm ivDI anusfr awgy cldf irhf.
sB qoN pihlF mihlf zf[ aflock ny ikqfb Aupr kfPI imhnq nfl iliKaf prcf piVHaf. kul imlf ky Ausny ikqfb nUM plyTI pr proV ikqfb ikhf. Pyr dUsry purÈ aflock ny prcf piVHaf. Ausny vI ikqfb nUM hF pwKI ilaf. crcf ivwc keI ivdvfnF ny afpxy ivcfr sFJy kIqy. iksy nUM khfxIaF kwcIaF lwgIaF. iksy nUM aiq pwkIaF. iksy nUM luwcIaF. iksy nUM ÈlIl. iksy nUM aÈlIl. iksy nUM boa mfrdIaF qy iksy nUM sVYNd mfrdIaF. iksy nUM smJ nf afeI ik Auh khfxIaF dI qfrIP kry jF bdKoeI. iek swjx boly ik Auh ies ikqfb nUM afp qF pVH skdy hn pr afpxI juafn bytI nUM pVHn leI nhIN dy skdy. iek ny ikhf ik ikqfb nUM Gr ivwc nhIN rwiKaf jf skdf. iksy nUM khfxIaF inrf gMd hI lwgIaF. iksy nUM khfxIaF bhuq Auc drjy dIaF lwgIaF. iksy ny ikhf ik gwbI nUM mÈhUr hox dI kfhl bhuq iËafdf hY. iksy ny ikhf ik khfxIaF tfiem pfs krn vfsqy TIk hn. iek ny ikhf ik jykr gwbI iesy qrHF dosqF imwqrF Aupr khfxIaF ilKdf irhf qF sfry dosq Aus koloN pfsf vwt jfxgy hflFik bfad ivwc pqf lwgf ik Auh Ausy dosq dy Ëor Brx `qy Auh sfrf kuwJ boilaf sI.
kuJ dyr bfad GuMz cukfeI df kMm muwk igaf.
jdoN bfad ivwc kOVI pfrtI clI qF knvInr ny mMinaf ik sMsQf dy prDfn ny vI jor Biraf ik smfgm nUM kYNsl kr idwqf jfvy ikAuN Auh Ausy dosq df purfxf qy smkflI afVI sI. pr sMsQf dy jnrl skqr qy knvInr ny smfgm rcfAux leI Ëor Biraf.
agly idn mYnUM pitafly qoN iewk sfihqk prcy dy sMpfdk df Pon afieaf. Ausny dwisaf ik AusnUM myry Ausy dosq df Pon afieaf sI. Auh Ëor Br irhf sI ik Auh gwbI dI ikqfb nf pVHy ikAuNik Ausny Aus Aupr iewk GwtIaf khfxI ilKI hY. Aus ny awgy dwisaf ik Auh kih irhf sI ik mYN awgy pitaFly rihMdy iewk hor bËurg khfxIkfr nUM Pon krky dwsF ik gwbI ny Aus Aupr khfxI ilKI hY. qF Ausny ikhf ik mYN awgoN jvfb idwqf ik Auh afp hI ikAuN nhIN kr lYNdf Pon Aus khfxIkfr nUM.
kuJ idnF bfad hI mYnUM iewk hor sInIar khfxIkfr imly. Auh khfxIkfr dy nfl nfl irtfierz afeI[ ey[ aYs[ aPsr vI hn. AuhnF vI ikhf ik Aus dosq df AuhnF nUM vI Pon afieaf sI ijs krky Ausny khfxI nUM dobfrf piVHaf pr Aus nUM qF Aus dosq bfry kuwJ vI nhIN lwiBaf. hflFik AuhI afeI[ ey[ aYs[ aPsr, Aus dosq dy aPsr dy nfl nfl krIbI dosq vI rih cuwky sn.
POj ivcoN syvfmukq hoey iewk hor krnl qy mÈhUr khfxIkfr ny vI ikhf ik Ausny vI khfxI pVHI hY Aus ivwc qF AusnUM Auh dosq ikqy ivKfeI nhIN idwqf.
cOQy pMjvyN idn mihlf zf[ aflock, ijsny ikqfb Aupr prcf piVHaf sI, Ausny mYnUM Pon kIqf ik pihlF qF myry Ausy dosq ny AusnUM Pon `qy qMg kIqf. iPr iewk idn Aus dy Gr jbrIN clf igaf. Aus Aupr Ëor Biraf ik Auh afpxf prcf bdly. khfxIaF dI bUMdI Auzfey pr Auh vwKrI gwl hY ik Auh aflockf afpxI gwl `qy aVI rhI.
kul imlf ky myry Aus dosq ny bhuq sfry sfihqkfrF nUM Pon krky myrI BMzI qy bdKoeI kIqI. ieh vI ikhf ik Auh vI gwbI nUM imlxf julxf Cwz dyx.
iesy GuMz cukfeI nfl sbMiDq iewk gwl hor df iËkr krnf vI ËrUrI hY. myrI bytI df tIvI `qy iewk sIrIal ÈurU hoxf sI. GuMz cukfeI qoN kuwJ idn pihlF hI Auh rfq nUM tIvI `qy ds vjy afAuxf sI. AuhnF idnF ibjlI dy kwt bhuq lwg rhy sn. ijs idn ieh sIrIal ÈurU hoxf sI qy jdoN ds vwjx nUM TIk pMj imMt Gwt sn qF ibjlI clI geI. mYN afpxy Ausy dosq nUM Pon kIqf ik mYN sfry pirvfr smyq Ausdy Gr af irhf hF. Ausny ikhf ik af jfAu. grmIaF dy idn sn. Aus dosq ny kokf kolf afid iplf ky sfzI afEBgq kIqI. pr mYnUM bfad ivwc pqf cilaf ik Aus idn qoN kuwJ idn pihlF hI Aus khfxI vflf pMgf pY cuwkf sI pr mYN Aus dy ichry dy hfvBfv pVH nf sikaf.
GuMz cukfeI vfly smfgm qoN bfad Auh ijQy ikqy vI jFdf, ijs iksy nfl vI myrI bdKoeI krdf AuQy Aus rfq vfly iplfey kokf kolf df vI iËkr krdf. AuhI sfry dosq mYnUM vI dsdy. dosqF ny mYnUM Auh gwlF vI dwsIaF ijhVIaF df iËkr mYN krnf nhIN cfhuMdf. ikAuNik mFvF DIaF sfiraF dI brfbr huMdIaF hn.
pr mYnUM hYrfnI ies gwl dI hY ik myry Aus dosq ny mYnUM iewk vfrI vI Pon nhIN kIqf. afpxf pwK nf dwisaf. nf myry nfl iglf Ëfhr kIqf. nf koeI iÈkvf Ëfhr kIqf. nf myrf pwK suixaf. clo, dunIaF bhuq CotI hY. kdy qF iml hI pvFgy.
AuDr iesy ikqfb nfl iewk do hor ikwsy vI juVy hoey hn. iek mihlf khfxIkfrf, ijhVI myry koloN ikqy vzyrI hY. Èfied syvf mukq vI ho cuwkI hY, Auh pqf nhIN myry koloN iks gwloN duKI hY. Auh vI iesy Èihr ivwc rihMdI hY. mYN AusdI hmyÈF iewjq krdF pr Auh myrI pqf nhIN ikAuN duÈmn bxI hoeI hY, Ausny myrI kdy koeI khfxI nhIN pVHI. kdy koeI rcnf nhIN pVHI. myrI kI Auh iksy dI vI nhIN pVHdI. Ausny jflMDr jf ky afpxy iewk sfihqk rsfly dy sMpfdk nfl myrI bdKoeI ikqfb dI GuMz cukfeI qoN pihlF hI kr idwqI. Ausny ibnHF pVHy hI BUkxf lgf ky kihxf ÈurU kr idwqf ik gwbI dIaF khfxIaF qF kOzIaF dy Bfa dy brfbr vI nhIN hn. bykfr hn. AusnUM qF khfxIaF df A a nhIN afAuNdf. Auh afpxy afp nuM smJdf kI hY? Aus sMpfdk nfl jdoN myrI gwl hoeI qF Ausny ikhf ik gwbI BfeI qUM aOrqF nfl duÈmnIaF ikAuN pfldYN … aOrqF nfl dosqIaF ikAuN nhIN gMZdf … mYN jvfb idwqf ik mYN Ausy aOrq nUM ipafr kr skdF jo ipafr krn dy kfbl hovy … pr iewk gwl dI mYnUM awj qIk smJ nhIN afeI ik ijs nfl myrI kdy koeI lVfeI nhIN hoeI…koeI JgVf nhIN hoieaf, ijs nfl mYN kdy koeI bdqmIjI nhIN kIqI, ijs nUM ipafr qF kI kdy nPrq vI nhIN kIqI Auh myrI duÈmn ikAuN hY? iPr soicaf ik clo jy pqIlI AublygI qF afpxy hI kMZy sfVygI. sfnUM kI?
iesy ikqfb nfl sbMiDq iewk hor ikwsy df iËkr krnf vI ËrUrI hY. mihlf zf[ aflock ny idwlI qoN Cpdy iewk rsfly dy sMpfdk nUM myrI ikqfb dI GuMz cukfeI vyly iliKaf afpxf prcf Cfpx leI Byijaf. kuJ idnF bfad Aus sMpfdk df mYnUM vI Pon afieaf. AuhnF dI gwlF bfqF qoN lwg irhf sI ik Auh prcf nhIN Cfpygf ikAuNik Auh myrIaF khfxIaF nUM aÈlIl kih irhf sI. mYN zf[ sfhb nUM slfh idwqI ik Auh prcf idwlI qoN hI Cpdy iewk hor rsfly vfilaF nUM Byj dyx. kuJ idnF bfad hI dUsry rsfly dy sMpfdk df mYnUM vI Pon af igaf ik Auh prcf Cfp rhy hn. iqMn ku mhIny bfad prcf ibnF koeI CFtkft kIiqaF Cfp idwqf igaf.
Ausdy Cpx qoN kuwJ idnF bfad pihly vfly rsfly dy sMpfdk df mYnUM Pon afieaf ik AuhI prcf AuhnF vI afpxy rsfly ivwc Cfipaf hY pr kuwJ sMpfdnf krky. Aus sMpfdk ny jo sMpfdnf kIqI Auh kuwJ ies qrF dI sI. iek Audfhrn pyÈ hY. prcy ivwc zf[ aflock ny iliKaf sI: ‘gurdKxf’ govrDn gwbI dIaF khfxIaF dI pihlI pr pRoV pusqk hY. ies khfxI sMgRih qoN pihlF Aus dIaF khfxIaF vwKo vwKiraF rsfilaF qy aÉbfrF ivwc aksr CpdIaF rhIaF hn. keI pfTk, lyKk, aflock iehnF khfxIaF nUM aÈlIl vI afKdy hoxgy BfvyN ik aÈlIlqf qy ÈlIlqf df koeI Xog mfpdMz sfzy sfhmxy nhIN hY.
ies nUM sMpfdnf qoN bfad ieMJ pyÈ kIqf igaf: ‘gurdKxf’ govrDn gwbI dIaF khfxIaF dI pihlI pusqk hY. keI pfTk, lyKk, aflock iehnF khfxIaF nUM aÈlIl vI afKdy hoxgy BfvyN ik aÈlIlqf qy ÈlIlqf df koeI Xog mfpdMz sfzy sfhmxy nhIN hY.
myrI ies ikqfb nfl awgy hor ikhVI ikhVI isafsq hovygI, Auh rwb hI jfxy pr myrI duaf hY ik rwb sfiraF nUM KuÈ rwKy. sfihq ijAuNdf rhy. afmIn!

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