mUn dI awK
- mohn BMzfrI
 

(1937)
mohn BMzfrI df jnm ipMz bnBOrf iËlHf sMgrUr ivwc ÈRI nwQUrfm dy Gr hoieaf. Ausny pMjfbI dI aYm ey aqy aYWl aYWl bI qwk dI AucyrI ivwidaf hfsl kIqI. Auh lMmf smF iswiKaf ivBfg, pMjfb ivwc kMm krn AuprMq AuWc aiDkfrI vjoN syvf mukq hoieaf hY. mflvy dy ipMz dI afqmF AusdI rUh df ihwsf hY aqy AusdIaF khfxIaF dI jfn vI hY. AusdIaF khfxIaF ivc mlveI AupBfsLf dI suhjIlI vrqoN hoeI hY. pUMjIvfdI kImqF dy pRvyÈ nfl pMjfb dy pyNzU jIvn ivwc jo qbdIlIaF vfprn lwgIaF, AuhnF df ibrqFq AusdIaF pihly dOr dIaF khfxIaF ivwc bfKLUbI pyÈ hoieaf hY. lMmy smyN qoN cMzIgVH vrgy sLihr ivc vwsy hox krky aqy dPLqrI siBafcfr df ihwsf rhy hox kfrn AusdIaF agly dOr dIaF khfxIaF ivwc ÈihrI mwD vrg aqy dÌqrI siBafcfr df klfqmk ibrqFq pyÈ hY. BMzfrI ÈbdF nUM bVy sMjm nfl vrqdf hY aqy suhj nfl bIVdf hY. iesy krky Aus nUM ‘Èbd iÈlpI’ vjoN vI jfixaf jFdf hY. Ausdy khy ipwCy bhuq axkhy arQ luky huMdy hn. Auh sMkyq dI Ëubfn ivwc gwl kihx vflf pRbuwD kQfkfr hY. Auh inwky inwky pRgIqk vfk isrjdf hY ijMnHF dy ipCvfVy vzyry arQF df husn luikaf huMdf hY. BMzfrI pMjfb dy sMXukq siBafcfr df zUMGf jfxkfr aqy pRvkqf hY. pRgqIvfdI XQfrQvfdI rcnf-idRsLtI df DfrnI hox krky Auh brfbrI aqy inaF vrgy buinafdI mnuwKI hwkF leI sfihqk lVfeI lVn ivc ivsLvfs rwKdf hY. AusdIaF khfxIaF dI vsqU ijLMdgI vFg hI jitl hox krky BMzfrI jitl ibrqFq dy isrjk vjoN vI jfixaF jFdf hY. Ausny pMjfb sMkt bfry vI kuJ bhuq muwlvfn khfxIaF ilKIaF hn. BMzfrI dI khfxI rcnf df vyrvf ies pRkfr hY: iql cOlI-1965, mnuwK dI pYV-1967, kfT dI lwq-1975, pCfx-1987, brÌ ilqfVy ruwK (coxvIaF khfxIaF) -1994, mUn dI awK-1995, qx pwqx-1998 aqy kQf vfrqf-2000 (smuwcIaF khfxIaF).
AusnUM 1998 ivwc ‘mUn dI awK’ sMgRih leI sfihq akfdmI vwloN pursikRq kIqf igaf. ‘Gotxf’, ‘mYnUM tYgor bxf dy mF’, ‘kbUqr’, ‘pfV’, ‘sFJ’ aqy ‘mUn dI awK’ AusdIaF bhu cricq khfxIaF hn.

khfxI bfry:
‘mUn dI awK’ khfxI df ivÈf-vsqU 1984 ivwc dyÈ dI muwK nyqf dy kql ipwCoN iewk iPrky dy kIqy XojnfbwD kqlF nfl nfl sMbMDq hY. lyKk mfnvvfdI pYNqVy qoN ies duKFq dI dfsqF pfTkF nfl sFJI kridaF AuhnF dI ‘surq’ aqy ‘sMvydnf’ nUM tuMbx dI klfqmk koiÈÈ krdf hY. do GtnfvF nUM tkrfvyN rUp ivwc pyÈ krky Auh arQF df AudGftn krdf hY. pihlI hY ibrqFqkfr dy bcpn dI iewk Gtnf jdoN iÈkfr krn gey iÈkfrIaF vwloN iewk ‘mUn’ nUM golI mfrI jFdI hY. golI vwjx nfl mUn qVÌdI hY. iÈkfrI ‘iÈkfr’ mfr lYx dy cfa nfl `cFGrF’ mfr ky ÉuÈI df pRgtfvf krdy hn jd ik ds sfl dI Aumr dy ibrqFqkfr dI nËr nUM ‘mUn’ dI KwbI, motI, PYlI hoeI awK `coN hMJU inkl ky, AuhdI gwlH `qy vih qurdf idKfeI idMdf hY. ‘mUn’ dI ijhVI bycfrgI, byvwsI aqy pIVf ds sfl dI mfsUm nËr nUM idKfeI idMdI hY Auh ‘iÈkfrIaF’ dI pQrfeI hoeI awK nUM idKfeI nhIN idMdI. curfsI dy kqlyafm ivwc kql hox vfly lok lyKk leI Ausy byvws ‘mUn’ dI inafeIN hn aqy AuhnF dy kfql ‘mUn’ vrgy byvws, mfsUmF aqy bygunfhF df kql krky ÉuÈI ivwc ‘cFGrF’ mfrdy pQrfey idlF vfly ‘iÈkfrI’. inkt ieiqhfs dy ieh vyrvy cyqMn lokF nUM kwlH vFg Xfd hn.
‘mUn’ df ieho ichn POjI aÌsr cwZf dI Èrn ivwc afeI ‘nsIb kOr’ nF dI pfqr dI byvwsI, lfcfrI aqy pIVf df lKfiek hY. Auhdy pqI aqy lVky nUM kql krky ‘iÈkfrI’ ÉuÈI ivwc llkfr rhy hoxgy. nsIb kOr df iewko pfqr XojnfbwD ihMsf df iÈkfr hoey hËfrF bygunfhF df pRqInD ho inbVdf hY. lyKk dI ÉUbI ieh hY ik Auh GtnfvF dy ivsQfrpUrvk aÉbfrI vyrvy dyx dI QF sMkyqF rfhIN smuwcI siQqI nUM Aujfgr kr idMdf hY. ies kqlyafm dy ‘XojnfbwD’ hox dy sMkyq khfxI ivwc keI QfvF `qy pey hn. ‘CuwtI’ Èbd afpxy idsdy arQF qoN agyry ÌYl ky sQfpq qfkqF vwloN iewk ivÈyÈ iPLrky df kqlyafm krn dI idwqI geI ‘CuwtI’ df pRqIk bx jFdf hY. ‘itwl Prdr afrzrË’ df vfkMÈ POj nUM jfx-buwJ ky kfrjhIx rwKx aqy ‘kqlyafm’ jfrI rwKx dI ‘CuwtI’ dyx df vfhk bx jFdf hY. mwKx isMG df afpxy ‘pitaF’ ivwc hwQ Pyrnf sMkyq hY ik ies vyly kwty vflF vfilaF nUM Éqrf nhIN. iPr Éqrf iksnUM hY? mwKx isMG dy nF nfl lwgf Èbd ‘isMG’ sfÌ sMkyq kr irhf hY. lyKk ‘bhuq kuJ’ nhIN afKdf pr ‘QoVHy’ ivwc hI ikMnF kuJ kih jFdf hY. iesy ivwc hI lyKk dI khfxI isrjx df hunr luikaf hoieaf hY aqy ieho AusdI sMkyqk aqy sUqirk ÈYlI df kmfl hY. iehnF ÈbdF, vfkMÈF aqy vfkF ivwc iqwKf ivaMg aqy zUMGI pIV lukI hoeI hY. iewk pfsy mnuwKI Gfx ho irhf hY aqy dUjy pfsy aÌsr sfihbfn nUM qIjy idn ‘afrfm krn’ df hukm dy idwqf igaf hY. mqlb hY ik qIjy idn qwk Xojnf df mksd ‘lgBg pUrf ho igaf hY.’ ‘iÈkfrIaF’ ny ‘mUnF’ df rwj ky kqlyafm kr ilaf hY aqy hux ‘iÈkfrI’ iDr afpxy kIqy `qy ‘sMquÈtI’ df anuBv krky ‘afrfm’ dI avsQf ivwc af geI hY. jdoN Auh iDr afrfm dI avsQf ivwc hY qF POj nUM vI afrfm dI avsQf ivwc afAux dI afigaf idwqI jf skdI hY.
lyKk ies khfxI rfhIN kfql-qfkqF dy ivroD ivwc vot pfAuNdf hoieaf mfsUm mkqUlF dy hwk ivwc hfa df nfaHrf mfrdf hY. AusdI idRÈtI muwK-pfqr myjr cwZf dy vqIry aqy khfxI dy smuwcy sMgTn ivcoN Aujfgr huMdI hY. nsIb kOr dI mOq dy pCqfvy ivwc myjr cwZf socdf hY ik Auh Aus rfq ‘Aus kol ikAuN nf ipaf.’ Bfv ieh hY ik nsIb kOr nUM Ausdy vqIry ivcoN inwG aqy apxwq df aihsfs nhIN ho sikaf sgoN myjr df ‘ÉfmoÈ’ aqy bfhroN idsdf ‘ÈwkI’ vqIrf hI Èfied nsIb kOr leI ÈwkI-dihÈq dI isÉr ho inbiVaf aqy AusdI mOq df kfrn bx igaf. myjr cwZf leI ‘Èrn’ ivwc afeI nsIb kOr nUM nf bcf skx df pCqfvf AuhnF sB lokF dy pCqfvy df pRqIinD bx jFdf hY ijhVy duKIaF dI shfieqf qF krnf cfhuMdy sn pr hflfq dI mjbUrI aDIn aijhf kr nf sky.
myjr cwZf df vqIrf ieh vI dwsdf hY ik ‘nykI’ kr irhf bMdf vI hr pl Èfied ‘nyk’ nhIN huMdf. Ausdy jËibaF aqy mfnisk qrMgF ivwc Auqfr-cVHfa afAuNdf rihMdf hY. ‘pfp aqy puMn’ dy iÉafl bMdy dy nfl nfl cwldy hn. ieho bMdy dy ‘bMdf’ hox dI inÈfnI hY. pfqr-isrjxf dy pwKoN myjr cwZf nUM ‘dyvqy’ dI QF ‘bMdf’ bxfeI rwKx ipwCy lyKk dI mnoivigafnk idRÈtI kfrjÈIl hY. ieh idRÈtI myjr cwZf nUM, sgo,N vDyry ‘ijAUNdf-jfgdf’ pfqr bxfAuNdI hY.
-virafm isMG sMDU

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Edx Èincrvfr sI, Èfied! hF, Èincrvfr hovygf. CuwtI sI nf. nhIN swc; idwqI geI sI. nhIN qF ieh Gtnf ikAuN vfprdI. mYnUM qF icwq cyqf vI nhIN sI ik ieAuN ho jfvygf. mYN ziraf nhIN, bONdl ËrUr igaf sF. qy bONdly hoey bMdy nUM iqQ-vfr df cyqf ikwQy rihMdY. hflfq eI aijhy sn. idmfÊ `c qxfE sI myry. qxfE qy DuMdlfpx. mMYN kuwJ hor eI soc irhf sF. kI soc irhf sF? kI dwsF.
cupfsy dihÈq sI. mn Btikaf hoieaf. Aus smyN jo imldf iehI kihMdf “ieh kI ho igaf.” ikwkx ho igaf, ieh koeI nhIN sI kihMdf. bMdf mfiraf jfvy qF sbr kr leIdf ey. surq mfrI jfvy qF koeI kI kry? EdoN iehI hoieaf. mfrI geI surq. mfrI geI surq! qy iqQ – vfr sB Buwl gey mYnUM.
hux muV rhI hY, surq. hOlI-hOlI. GtnfvF Xfd af rhIaF ny. iewk iewk krky. mn pUrI qrHF TIk nhIN afiKaf jf skdf. aÈFq hY ajy. iewk imMt………iek imMt ruko! aslI gwl `qy af irhF………. aslI gwl. nvMbr df mhInf sI. ciVHaf hI sI ajy. pihlf hÌqf. hÌqy df pihlf idn. do jF iqMn qrIk. idn Èincrvfr hI sI. Èincr dI rfq. jdoN ieh mMdBfgI Gtnf vfprI.
Èihr `c dMgy BVk AuWTy sn. iewk aOrq df kql kI hoieaf! kql, kql, kql……kql hox lwg pey. bws ho igaf, kqlyafm afrMB! aMdrUnI surwiKaf dI iËMmyNvfrI BfvyN puils dI sI pr sfnUM alrt rihx df afdyÈ ho igaf. qy ho gey asIN alwrt! kI pqf kdoN kI hukm ho jfvy. do idn bIq gey. koeI afdyÈ nhIN. afdyÈ nhIN qF koeI aYkÈn nhIN. aYkÈn nhIN qF dMgy jfrI. asIN jbq dy bMnHy hoey sF. ajIb afvfjfrI dy idn sn. sflf! idn rfq jgrfqf.
qIjy idn afQxy kfl afeI. afdyÈ sI, “jvfn log bYrk myN rhygf. aÌsr sfihbfn, ab afrfm kryN. itl Prdr afrzrË.” ieh ‘itl Prdr afrzrË’ sfzy idmfÊF `c hQOVy vFg vwj rhy sn. ‘itl Ìrdr afrzrË…….’
mMYN ‘sucyq rih’ afrfm krn vfsqy koTI clf igaf. zIÌYNs kflonI `c. ieh ielfkf Éqry qoN bfhr sI. sfzy ÌOjIaF leI ‘Éqry qoN bfhr’ dy AuNJ koeI arQ nhIN huMdy. ‘itl Prdr afrzrË’ `c afrfm dy ikaf mfany? ÉYr! asIN aijhy afdyÈF dy afdI ho cuwky hF. so kfhdf qkrfr qy kI iglf! sfly! ieh Èbd ny nf ‘ikAuN’ ‘ikvyN’ ‘ikMqU’ ‘prMqU’. ieh sfzIaF izkÈnrIaF `c hY eI nhIN.
qImIN myrI qy bwcy bfhr gey hoey sn. sB dy sB. Gr `c mYN iekwlf. pUry iewk mhIny qoN. KFdf pINdf. sON jFdf. hor kI krdf? pryz! bQyrI hogI. tyk qF pihlF………ieh pihlF, ipwCoN dIaF gwlF Cwzo. bws pY igaf ivGn. ipCly idnIN. cMgI mrI! ikqy vI tyk nhIN. idn rfq alwrt. qy AuqoN sflf! ieh ‘itl Ìrdr afrzrË.’
mMYN myjr vI: ky mlhoqrf nUM tYlIPon kIqf, “hYlo myjr cwZf, ids sfeIz……hYlo! …hF…hF, mfeI sYlP……Auh no! km afn, Xfr! rfq kwtxI aY……do GVIaF bYTFgy……afho, myjr duwby nUM vI lYNdf afvIN……bws, qusIN af jo……mYN iekwlf bor ho irhF, Xfr! XYWs……'itl Ìrdr afrzrË’!”
hwsidaF mYN tYlIÌon df coNgf rwK idwqf.
QoVHI dyr bfad Auh dovyN af gey. myjr vI: ky mlhoqrf aqy pI: afr duby. dovyN imwqr ny ieh. dovyN CVy CFt. sfzI iqMnF dI ZfxI ‘iqkVI’ dy nF nfl mÈhUr hY. do hor imwqr mYN afpxy guaFZoN bulf ley.
ÈfmF qF pihlF vI aksr asIN iqMny pihlF iekwTy guËfrdy sF. pr ieh Èfm kuwJ vwKrI sI. GuwtI vwtI, sflI. pMj jxy asIN, do do pYWg lY, koTy dI Cwq `qy cly gey. ajy asIN KVy hI sF ik mYnUM Dwkf ijhf lwigaf. izwgx lwgf hI sF ik bMnI nUM hwQ pY gey. mlhoqrf ny puwiCaf, “kI hoieaf?” myry mUMhoN inkilaf, “Bucfl! Bucfl af igaf.” mMYnUM koTI dI Cwq ajy vI ihldI lwgI. myjr duwby rox vFg hwisaf; boilaf, “E no! ids kFt hYpn! ! qumHfrf vhm hY…ÈIar ielIXUËn! bI stYzI mYn, zoNt lUË hfrt! !”
dUjy AuWKVy AuWKVy sfnUM dyKdy rhy.
Èihr `coN awg dy lFbU AuWT rhy sn.
asIN EQy bhuqf icr KVy nf rih sky. pOVIaF AuWqry. qy aMdr af ky bYT gey. hOlI, kfhlI pIx lwgy. sfzy pMjF `coN koeI iewk awD gwl CyVdf qF dUjy ‘hUM’ ‘hF’ kih Pyr cuwp ho jFdy. koeI Zb isr dI gwl nhIN sI qur rhI. bws cuwp df pihrf sI. mYnUM lwigaf ijvyN asIN ivskI nhIN `cuwp’ pI rhy hF. ieAuN pihlI vyrF ho irhf sI. dfrU vI nhIN sI cVH rhI, sflI. Aus smyN, smyN ny vI kI rOlf pfAuxf sI? bws, sUeIaF srkdIaF rhIaF………ds………sfZy ds………igafrF. ………. alfrm lf dyxf cfhIdY. mYN soc irhf sF.
acfnk drvfËy dI GMtI vwjI. bhuq hI hOlI ijhI. Pyr iewk pl swnftf. GMtI Pyr vwjI.
mMYN Gbrf ky drvfËy vwl viDaf. puwiCaf, “kOx?” bfhroN koeI nf boilaf. mMYN Pyr ikhf, “kOx aYN, beI?”
“mYN jI, mwKx……mwKx ishuM………bUhf qF KolHo, sHfab jI!” afvfË dbvIN sI. pr mYN pCfx leI. sfzf pihlf nOkr sI. mKxI.
“aYs vyly!” kih mYN drvfËf KolH idwqf. Auh bfhr KVHf sI. nfl iewk aOrq. aDKV ijhI. mYN ieÈfry nfl AuhnF nUM aMdr bulf ilaf. pihlF mKxI viVaf aMdr. mgr mgr aOrq. dovyN kMb rhy sn. iÉafl afieaf, bfhr qF hnyrI JuwlI hoeI sI. kihr df Twkf. qurq bUhf ByV idwqf mYN. bUhf vwijaf qF aOrq qRbk ky kMD nfl jf lwgI. iewk nËr JfkI Auh myry vwl. Ìyr nIvIN pfeI KVHI rhI. myrI ingfh rqf ku itkI qF mYN dyiKaf: Br muitafr sI. dyKxIN pfKxIN rUpvqI. ichrf gol. QoVHf lMbUqrf. TozI `qy iql. rMg pIlf BUk. Pwk hoieaf. AuWizaf AuWizaf. AuNJ Auhdy smuwcy afpy `coN svYmfx dI Jlk pY rhI sI jo drimafny, sfAU qy Bly Gr dIaF suafxIaF `c huMdI hY.
mwKx isMG mYnUM iewk pfsy iljf ky, hOlI ijhI boilaf, “sHfab jI, iehdf Gr aflf mfrqf……nfly iehdf muMzf. blvweIaF dI DfV pYgI, tuwt ky sHfab……. ieh ikmyN nf ikmyN bc ky afgI, myry kol. EQy ÉqrY jI……ajy…pr myrf bcfE ho igaf- bws, bc igaf!” Auhny afpxy AulJy pitaF `c hwQ Pyiraf. iewk ibMd murdyhfxI psr geI……tuwtI.
“mYN iehnUM eyQy qF lY afieaF, beI bc jU gI………Qozy huMidaF iksy dI ihMmq eI nI pYxIN…….” kihMidaF Auhdf gwc Br igaf. qy Pyr awKF `coN hMJU afp muhfry vih qury.
“awCf kIaf, awCf kIaf” kihx nUM qF mYN kih idwqf. pr aMdroN ÈÈopMj `c pY igaf. mMYnUM afpxy afp `qy gOrv vI hoieaf ik mwKx isMG ny myry `qy ivÈvfs kIqf. Auhdy ies ivÈvfs nUM mYN ikvyN qoV idMdf? jdoN koeI ieAuN Èrx `c af jfey qF Éqrf muwl lY ky vI afpxf ÌrË inBfAuxf cfhIdY.
myry aMdrlf ÌOjI jfg ipaf.
“mYnUM vfps jfxf cfhIdY.” kih, kuMzI KolH, Auh pqf nhIN kdoN bfhr hoieaf qy cilaf vI igaf. ies hflq ivwc mYnUM mwKx isMG nUM GroN nhIN sI qornf cfhIdf. pr kI krdf? mMYN qF afp socF ivwc iGiraf ipaf sF.
mYN ihMmq krky Aus jnfnI nUM bulfAux dI koiÈÈ kIqI. Auh bolI nf. nIvIN pfeI KVHI rhI. cuwp cfp. cuwp qF pihlF hI myry `qy BfrU sI. mYnUM afpxf afp kuiVwkI `c Pisaf jfipaf. suwJ hI nhIN irhf sI kuJ. krF qF kI krF?
mMYN afpxy sfQIaF kol igaf. igxy imxy ÈbdF `c sfrI iviQaf suxfeI qy KUMjy `c KVHI Aus aOrq vwl ieÈfrf kIqf. Auh qF pihlF hI AusnUM dyK rhy sn. awKF pfV ky. EhnF `coN do jxy myrI gwl sux ky muskrfey. AuhnF dI muskfx mYnUM EprI-EprI lwgI. anoBV.
Pyr Auh cfry jxy cuwp cfp AuWTy. drvfËy vwl vDy. kuMzI KolHI. qy bfhr ho gey. ieh sB kuwJ mkYnkI ZMg nfl hoieaf. ijvyN Auh qury nf hox. ieh aihsfs hoieaf mYnUM. acfnk. qdy mYN kfhlI kfhlI AuhnF dy ipwCy igaf. dovyN CVy dosqF nUM mYN bynqI dy lihjy `c ikhf, “qusIN eyQy rho qF. quhfnUM kfhdI kfhlI aY? eyQy mYN iekwlf……?” bol myry buwlHF `c lrË gey.
Auh dovyN Thfkf mfr ky hwsy. duwby boilaf, “Eh no……myjr cwZfa. so ………guwz lwk………mfeI cYp!”
Auhdy bol mYnUM ivhu vrgy lwgy. Auh cly gey.

“kI nF ey quhfzf?” aOrq qoN mYN puwiCaf.
Auh kMbI. bolI kuwJ nf.
“nF dwsx `c kI hrj ey? mYN quhfzf doKI qF nhIN!”
Auh ihwlI. Auhdy buwlH kMby. boilaf Pyr vI nf igaf AuhqoN.
“GbrfE nf qusIN………dwso! dwso! !” mYN hor vI nrmI nfl afiKaf..
“nsIb ……nsIb kur.” zrdI, iJjkdI ny afpxf nF dws idwqf.
“kuJ Kf lE, qusIN. BuwKy hovogy.” mYN AuhnUM sihj hflq ivwc ilafAuxf cfhuMdf sF. Auhny nFh ivwc isr ihlfieaf. myry agly svflF df Auhny koeI AuWqr nf idwqf. eys vyly iehdI mfnisk hflq TIk nhIN. sdmyN dI JMjoVI hoeI aY. svyry sfrI gwl puwC lvFgf. ieh soc ky, AuhnUM mYN afpxy bYzrUm `c Byj idwqf. kuwJ icr ipwCoN dyiKaf. Auh dubkI peI sI. iekwTI hoeI hoeI. gTVI vFg. gozy iZwz `c dy ky. mYN almfrI `coN kwZ ky do kMbl Auhdy AuWqy pf idwqy, afp bfhr af igaf.
bfhr af acfnk mYnUM iKafl afieaf. myrf irvflvr aMdr rih igaf sI. ies hflq ivwc aOrq kuwJ vI kr skdI ey. ieh soc ky mYN iewkdm AuWiTaf. aMdr igaf. almfrI KolHI. irvflvr cuwk AuqFh nUM kIqf. muiVaf. qRbk igaf.
myry hwQ `c irvflvr dyK ky Auh kMb AuWTI. myry vwl zrIaF, zrIaF, motIaF motIaF, ÌYlIaF awKF nfl JfkI. qy hwQ joV mUMh `c buVbuVfeI. ijvyN kih rhI hovy, ‘nf mfro’.
bws eyny `c kihr Zih ipaf myry `qy. AuhdI myry vwl JfkdI KwbI, motI, PYlI awK `c hMJU AuBiraf qy mlkVy hyTF vwl vih quiraf. kyhI awK sI! bybs. lfcfr. mUn dI awK vrgI. mYN drvfËf ByV ky bfhr af igaf.
mUn dI awK! hux iswDI myry vwl Jfk rhI sI. mYN bfhr bYTf ikMnf hI icr socdf irhf. awK myry vwl JfkdI rhI. myj qoN. Cwq `coN. kMDF `coN. hr Aus ÈY `coN, ijs vwl mYN dyKdf sF.
bcpn `c vfpiraf iewk hfdsf Xfd af igaf mYnUM. ds bfrHF virHaF df sI mYN, EdoN. iewk idn kuwJ bMdy iÈkfr KylHx gey. ipMzoN bfhr. rohIaF `c. mYN vI nfl ho quiraf. sfrf idn koeI iÈkfr nf imilaf. nf sYhf, nf iqwqr, nf btyrf. bQyrf iÈÈkyiraf kuwiqaF nUM. koeI iÈkfr nf inkilaf sfhmxy. afQx AuWqr rhI sI. asIN Qwky hfry itwibaF AuWqoN dI ipMz nUM muV rhy sF. acfnk, iewk itwby EhilEN, cuMgIaF BrdI iewk mUn sfhmxy af geI. iÈkfrIaF dIaF vfCF iKV geIaF. rÌl vfly ny, goizaF Bfr ho ky, iÈÈq bMnHI. mUn Cfl mfr ky prHF ho geI. Auhny Pyr iÈÈq lfeI. mUn Pyr cuMgI Br ky iewk pfsy ho geI. jIvn-mOq dI ieh KylH kuwJ pl jfrI rhI. aÉIr Auh sfzy sfhmxy af KVHI hoeI. axjfx. axBol. qy Tfh krky golI cwlI. sfzy dyKidaF dyKidaF Auh itwby AuWqy izwgI. qVPn lwgI. iÈkfrI cFGrF mfrdy Aus vwl vDy. mYN vI Auhdy kol jf KVHf hoieaf. QoVHf ht ky. Auh ajy vI qVÌ rhI sI. myry vwl dyK rhI sI. motIaF motIaF awKF AuhdIaF hor vI PYl geIaF sn. Pyr myry vwl dyKdI AuhdI KwbI, motI, PYlI hoeI awK `coN hMJU inkilaf qy AuhdI gwlH `qy vih quiraf.

awK hux vI mYnUM dyK rhI sI. myry kmry dI hr ÈYa `coN. bfhr bYTf mYN bVf kuwJ socdf irhf. myrI hflq rÌl vfly Aus iÈkfrI vrgI sI. mYN jo vI cfhuMdf, kr skdf sF. jo vI. myrI koTI dy bYzrUm `c iewk aOrq peI sI. ablf, bybs qy lfcfr. Aus mUn vrgI.
ikMny hI iÉafl afey Aus rfq. pfp vrgy. puMn vrgy. socdf socdf pqf nhIN kdoN mYN sON igaf.
svyry idn cVHy AuWiTaf, mYN. bYWzrUm df drvfËf bMd sI. nhfqf Doqf. kmry dIaF cIËF vsqF eyDr EDr sMBfldf irhf. bUhf ajy vI bMd sI. ‘pqf nhIN ikMnIaF rfqF jfgdI rhI hovygI. hux aMdr GUk suwqI peI hY. AuWTygI qF iekwTy cfh pIvFgy. gwlF krFgy. duwK suwK sFJy krFgy. gwl ÈurU ikvyN krFgf.’ socdf irhf.
afÉr cfh bxf leI.
hOlI ijhI dsqk idwqI mYN. Ìyr Ëor dI KVkfieaf bUhf. nf Auh bolI, nf bUhf hI KuilHaf. mYN hOlI ijhI Dwkf dy ky bUhf KoilHaf. aMdr Jfikaf. Auh lMbI peI sI. iswDI sqor. awKF twzIaF hoeIaF. mYN bONdl igaf.
bfhr af kmilaF vFg kmry `c cwkr kwtx lwg ipaf. Pyr ihMmq krky myjr mlhoqrf nUM tYlIÌon kIqf. Auh qy duwby dovyN af gey. guaFZI vI bulf ley. aMdr gey. mlhoqrf ny awgy vD ky AuhdIaF KuwlHIaF, PYlIaF awKF bMd kr idwqIaF.
mOq dI Ébr Ausy vyly hYzkuafrtr nUM dy idwqI geI.
hux Auh smJdy ny ieh gunfh mYN kIqf ey. mMYnUM pRvfh nhIN ik Auh mYnUM sËf dyxgy ik brI kr dyxgy. pr iewk gwl qoN mYN ijAUNdy jIa kdy mukq nhIN hoxf. afpxy Dur aMdrly gunfh dy aihsfs qoN. Auh ieh ik Aus rfq mYN Aus kol ikAuN nf ipaf. jy ieAuN krdf qF Èfied Auh bc jFdI.