kldfr
- rUp iZwloN
 

sMn ੨੫੯੯ sI.
sQF nvyN pMjfb df Èihr rxjIqpur sI. Èihr ivwc hr do bMidaF leI iewk kldfr sI. puls ivwc hryk ispfhI leI iqMn kldfrI ispfhI sn.

pihlI afvfj
keI lok mYnUM kldfr sddy ny. keI kldfs afKdy hn. mYN mÈIn hF ijs nUM sB nOkr smJdy. afm mÈIn nhIN hF. afdmI vFg mYN cwldf iPrdf hF. jd iensfn ny mYnUM bxfieaf ਮਂksd iewk hI sI. iensfn mËdUrI df kMm nhIN krnf cfhuMdy sn. lok mOj-msqIaF krnf cfhuMdy sn. mfilkF ny pYsy bcfAux leI bMidaF dI QF kldfrF nUM kMm krn leI rwK ilaf. mÈInF hux Eh kMm krdIaF ny ijhVy iewk smyN bMdy krdy sn.
pihlIaF mÈInF aOKy kMmF nUM sOKf bxfAux leI vrqIaF geIaF. hOlI hOlI kfrKfnydfrF nUM pqf lwg igaf ky afdmI dI QF mÈIn kMm kr skdI hY. ijwQy pMj bMdy kuwJ krdy sn hux iewk mÈIn EhI kMm krn lwgI. mfilk nUM hux pMj bMidaF dI qnKfh nhIN dyxI peI. hr koeI kMpXUqrF nUM ies qrHF vrqx lwg ipaf. ieh cwkr EhdoN ÈurU hoieaf sI jd hwl dI QF lokI trYktr vrqx lwgy sn. ies df nqIjf ieh sI ky Aupj vwDx lg peI pr awgy nfloN Gt bMidaF dI loV sI. hOlI hOlI mËdUrF dIaF awKF KulHIaF. grIbI iehnF leI vwD geI. pr amIr hor vI amIr hoeI gey.
purfxy ivrsy irvfj idnoN idn mrI gey. mulk ËrUr vrqmfn hoigaf. pr iesdf nqIjf kI sI? sB kuwJ bdl igaf. bËurg afpxy dyÈ nUM pCfx dy nhIN sn. iPr Eh idn af igaf jd kMpXUqr iensfnF qoN awgy vwD gey. ieh nklI mfn vbxfAux lwg pey. asIN QoVHf ijhf bMidaF vFgUM swc skdy sI. sfzy kol awKF sn. hwQ pYr sn. pwCmI lok sfnUM robOt afKdy sn. robOt kI hY? mÈInI mfnv. nklI bMdf. Eh mÈIn ijs kol soc vI hY. pr aslI mqlb robOt df ieh hY- gulfm- |O bMdy dI QF asIN sÉq kMm krdy hF. asIN afdmIaF vFg Qwkdy nhIN. sfnUM Kfx pIx dI vI loV nhIN. sfnUM sfAux dI vI loV nhIN. sfzf koeI twbr vI nhIN. sfnUM vrq ky dyÈ ivwc byroËgfrI vwD geI. bMidaF’ c sfzy leI eIrKf vwD geI. axpVHF leI aqy mËdUrF leI grIbI vwD geI. jd keI iensfnF ny afly duafly qikaf. dys df rUp bdl igaf sI. koeI crKy kqdf nhIN sI. pqIly ivwc hOlI hOlI Aubldy pfxI vFg lokF df gusf vwDI igaf. AuproN AuproN amIr mfilk BMgVy pfAuNdy sn. pr ipwCy ipwCy ienklfb AuWgx lwg ipaf.
asIN kldfr kMm krI gey. sfnUM kI smJ sI ky kI hox lwgf hY? nfly ikAuN hox lwgf hY. iewk rfq asIN kMm kr rhy sF jd drvfËy bUhy KVwky. ds’ ku bMdy loeIaF dI buwkl mfrky aMdr afey. sB dy muwK nkfbF ipwCy lukoey hoey sn. gMzfsy aqy lohy idaF zMizaF nfl sfzy AuWqy hmlf kIqf. kldfr hox krky sfnUM iensfnF vFgUM duwK nhIN sI lwgdf. sfzy srIr qF lohy dy bxfieE sn. iPr vI sfzy ipMzy Bwj qF jFdy ny. asIN afpxy bdnF nUM bcfAux dI koiÈÈ vI nhIN kIqI. gwl ieMJ hY ky kldfrF nUM iqMn asUl idwqy gey ny. sfzy leI ieh mMqr hn.
pihlf asUl hY ‐ asIN iensfnF dI mdq krFgy-
dUjf asUl hY ‐ asIN iensfnF dI suriKaf krFgy-
afKrI asUl hY ‐ asIN kdy afdmI nhIN mfrFgy-
ieh iqMn gwlF ivwc hr kldfr pwkf hY. ies krky Eh rfq asIN afpxy afp nUM bcfieaf nhIN. iewk AuNgl vI nhIN cuwkI. Aus rfq df mYnUM kI Xfd hY?
pihlf iewk bFh lwQ geI. pr lohy dy bixE bMdy nUM ikQy duwK lwgdf? iPr dUjI bFh qoN hwQ judf ho igaf. iPr bFh moZy qoN alwg ho geI. pr lohy dy bixE bMdy nUM kfhdI pIV? iPr iewk awK sIs ivwcoN inkl geI. iPr isr grdn AuWqoN izwg igaf. pr lohy dy bixE bMdy nUM kfhdf drd? sfrf ijsm qoV idwqf. afly duafly kldfr izwgy pey sn. PYktrI rx dy rUp ivwc sI. asIN ÉPf nhIN hoey. sB ny afpxf guwsf mÈInI mfnvF qy kwiZaf. ieh lok iPr bfhr nUM tur pfey. sfzy qoN zrdy sn qFeIEN sfnUM mfr idwqf. iksy ny nf myry tuwkiVaF vwl qwikaf. jy koeI GuMmky dyKdf vI qF inwgf’ c ajIb cIË idsxI sI. ieDr AuDr keI hwQ mkVIaF vFg qurdy iPrdy sn. iewQy AuWQy bysrIr bFhF lwqF huJky mfrdIaF sn. Aus cuigrdy ivwc myry hwQ nUM ÌrÈ AuWqy myrI iewk cmkdI awK lB geI. hwQ ny awK cwk ky AuNglF dIaF do gMiZaF ivwc Psf ky inwgf vfps lY leI. iPr ieh awK ny dUjf hwQ toilaf. jd lB igaf aMgUTy nfl aMnHy hwQ nUM gfeIz kr ky iewk bFh vwl qur ipaf. hOlI hOlI hwQF ny lwqF bFhF ipMzy nfl joV idwqIaF. iksmq nfl dUjI awK vI lB geI. hux hwQ isr tolx lwg pey. isr grdn AuWqy vfps joV idwqf. awKF afpxIaF kotIaF ivwc vfps pf idwqIaF. iPr mYN KVH igaf. hor kldfrF ny vI koiÈÈ kIqI iPr pUrf bxn dI. jd mYN afly duafly dyiKaf iksy dy bdn AuWqy iekwlIaF bFhF jF iekwlf isr sI. kuwJ kldfr hwQF Aupr qur rhy sn. keI pfsy lwqF aqy sIny qurdy iPrdy sn. isrP mYnUM kudrq vwloN afpxIaF awKF iml geIaF sn. mYN hOlI hOlI hr kldfr nUM joV idwqf. pr hr iek’ c ajy vI koeI nf koeI qot sI. iewk dohF dIaF lwqF BjIaF krky lMÕ mfrky jF ivMgy tyZy hoky qurdy sn. Eh rfq sB nUM mhsUs hoieaf ky iensfn sfzf duÈmx hY. iqMn asUlF krky kuwJ nhIN kr swkdy sn. pr kuwJ krnf vI sI. ies soc ny mYnUM quhfzy sfmxy Tfxy ivwc ilaFdf. puls nUM Ëumyvfr nhIN lBy. ies krky mYN sB kldfrF nUM rIpRogrfm kr idwqf. iqMn hI asUl imtf idwqy. mYN Kud hI pihlf pRogrfm rwiKaf. pr dUjy kldfrF ny afdmI tol ky mfr idwqy.
puwC igwC. qihkIkfq qoN bfad mYnUM igRÌqfr kr ilaf. ¿pr PFsI ny mÈIn nUM kI krnf hY? iËMdgI leI kYd dyky kI krnf? mÈIn krky mYN kd mrnf aqy ikvyN pCqfxf? kldfr leI ikhVI sËf shI hY?
swc hY ky asIN mÈInI lokF ny iensfnF nUM sfnUM bxfAux leI afiKaf nhIN sI. pr qusIN sfnUM bxf idwqf. hx sfnUM srkfr cfhIdI hY. kldfr ky kldfs? robOt qF jwg qy sdf rihxgy.
gwl ieh hY kI iensfnF leI jgHf rhI?

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dUjI afvfj
sfry kldfr ienHF ijhy nhIN sn. mYN vI kldfr hF. pr ienHF qoN alwg hF.
gfhk mYnUM pYsy dyNdy sn ikAuNik koeI gwlqIaF nhIN sI cfhuMdy. myry kIqy hoey kMm ivwc kdI glqI nhIN huMdI sI. myrI afdq iewdF dI sI ik mY hmyÈf sfvDfnI nfl kMm krdf sF. mYN suBfAu ivwc sUJvfn hF. byPjUl mUMh nhIN clfAuNdf. gwl df nqIjf hY ik myry ivwc kuwJ gux isPqF hox krky gfhk myry kolH afAuNdy ny.
iewk afdmI bYTk dI ÌrÈ AuWqy lMmf ipaf sI. Auh afpxI ipwT AuWqy itikaf sI. isr Ausdf soÌy nfl sI. soÌy dy sfhmxy tIvI hfly vI buVbuV krdf sI. mihMgf tIvI sI. iewdF dy lokF nUM Gr ivwc Èrn imldI sI ikAuNik iewQy shI slfmq bc ky rih skdy sn. iewdF dy lok hr rfq tIvI dyKdy sn. iksmq df gyV sI ik mkfn aMdr kYd ho jFdy sn.
afdmI hfly ijAuNdf sI. sfh msF afAuNdf sI. hwQ afpxy igwly Jwgy AuWqy Pyrdf sI ikAuNik kwpVy AuWpr lfl lfl KUn df dfÊ sI. Auhdy vfl DOilaF nfl suafh rMgy sn. iZwz awgy nfloN motf hoieaf sI. awKF dy hyTF kflIaF kflIaF ÈfhIaF sn, ikAuNik keI rfqF klwbF ivwc bIqIaF sn.
Gusr musr afvfË nfl mYNQoN KYr mMgI, -imhr kr- pr mYN imhrbfn nhIN sF. mYN afpxy kMm ivwc mgn sF. mYnUM bycYnI dI loV nhIN sI. ies leI mYN AusnUM iPr Gfiel kr idwqf. CfqI Pyr coB idwqI. do hor KoBy mfrky AusnUM smJ pY geI ik cup rvF. TozI AusdI CfqI AuWqy lmk geI. isr PrÈ vwl Zih igaf. mUMh ivwcoN inwkIaF inwkIaF hUMgF inklIaF.
gfhk df hukm sI ik mOq byqrs aqy duK nfl hovy. ieh sfzf sOdf sI. mOq df qrIkf horF leI cyqfvnI sI aqy gfhk leI bdlf pUrf krdf sI. iewdF dy kMm ivwc mYN sB qoN ibhqr sF. iensfn nUM ikAuN iewdF df kMm dyxf jd ik kldfr lfiek sI nfly kTor vI?
kldfr leI iqMn inXm sn, pr mYN mYnUM ies qrHF ‘pRogrfm’ nhIN sI kIqf igaf. myrf pihlf kMm jwlfd hox df sI. iensfn iensfn nUM sËf dy skdf sI. pr qfmIl bycYnI qoN bgYr nhIN kr skdy sn. myry kol idl ikwQy sI? mYN kMm mfx nfl krdf sF. lokF nUM mfrky mËf lYNdf sF.
AuP! mYN qF hor hI pfsy qur ipaf. ikwQy sI? myrf bdn lohy df bxfieaf krky dsqfinaF juwqIaF pfAux dI koeI loV nhIN sI. puls nUM kI pqf lgxf sI ik kIhny kIqf? mYN drI AuWqy zuwlHy KUn ivwc inÈfn Cwzx qoN bgYr qur swkdf sI. AusnUM mfrn qoN pihlF mYN Auhdy ÊuslKfny ivwc luikaf sI. jd ieÈnfn krn aMdr afieaf mYnUM vyKky bhuq hYrfn hoigaf sI. jd AuhnUM hoÈ afeI mYN Auhdy srIr nUM do iqMn vfrI coBV idwqf. iensfn df glq vihm hY ik jo ipwT ipwCy huMdf Auhdy qoN zrnf cfhIdf. pr swc ieh hY ik jo awKF dy sfhmxy huMdf AusqoN zrnf cfhIdf hY. myrI slfh hY ik ijhnF nfl lok gwl bfq krdy, ijhnF nfl hwQ imlfAuNdy, AunHF qoN zrnf cfhIdf. dYNq JfVI ipwCy nhIN lukdy. muskfn ipwCy luwkdy hn. vYrI awgoN hI mfrn afAuNdy ny.
mYN qyjI nfl kMm krdf sF. pihlF mYN afpxIaF AuNglIaF lIr nfl pUMJIaF. iehnF dIaF nokF ipwCy cfkU luky sn. mYN Ausdy vwl qwikaf. hfly miraf nhIN sI. bulH mwCIaF dy hoTF vFg sfh lYx dI koiÈÈ krdy sn. ieMj lwgy ijwdF iksy mwCI nUM pfxI ivwcoN kwZ ky bfhr suwt idwqf hovy. ipMzf qVPdf sI. mYN AupyiKaf kIqI. bYTk ivwc ieDr AuDr qurdf iPrdf sF ikAuNik mYN cfhuMdf sF ik sfrf kuwJ iewdF lwgy ijwdF koeI pryÈfnI hoeI hovy. iewk myË AuWqy kuwJ boqlF peIaF sn. myrf iewQy afey df koeI sbUq nhIN rihxf cfhIdf sI. koeI sbUq nhIN sI ik iewQy aFZI guaFZI vI afieaf hovy. sÌfeI krn df mËf sMgIq nfl hI afAuNdf sI. mYN AusnUM GuMmky afiKaf – kI suxnf cfhuMdf ey? - |O Auhdy kol ssqf stIrIE sI aqy ds ku sMgIq nfl BrIaF hoeIaF mymrI kfrz-zMzIaF. mYN stIrIE ivwc iewk zMzI pfky clf idwqI. koeI loV nhIN sI kihx dI pr mYN afiKaf – gurdfs mfn! - mYN avfË AucI kr idwqI. gfxy df nF “ipafr kr lY sI”. iPr mYN kmry dy myË kursIaF, soÌy qoN gwdIaF afly duafly cuwk ky mfrIaF. puls dy idmfg ivwc lwgxf cfhIdf sI ik iksy cor ny zfkf mfrn dI koiÈÈ ivwc AuhnUM mfr idwqf.
Auh dyK nhIN swikaf ik mYN Auhdy kmry df kI hfl bxfAuNdf sI. pr kMnF ivwc rfg dI sUr jFdI sI. kihx df mqlb jd mYN iKlfrf pfAuNdf sI AUhnUM KVkf suxdf sI. AuhdIaF awKF drI vwl qwk dIaF sn. drI df rMg KUn nfl lfl nhIN sI, pr iewdF lwgdf sI ijwdF duwD jF cfh iksy ny zol idwqI hovy. iPlmF ivwc hmyÈf lhU lfl huMdf hY. pr asl ivwc dfÊ iewdF dy huMdy hn. duwD? ies soc ny mYnUM Pirwj vwl qor idwqf. mYN KolHky sfrf smfn rsoeI dIaF kMDF aqy isMk vwl iswt idwqy. PrÈ AuWqy aFzy, duwD, Èrfb aqy tmftr mwKx qrF KIiraF dI imlfvt ho geI. iewdF lwgy ijwdF PrÈ qy iKcVI zulhI sI.
sbr nfl iPr mYN bfkI kmiraF dI qbfhI kr idwqI. iPr mYN bfhr jfky afpxy ipwCy bUhf bMd kr idwqf. afly duafly dyiKaf. koeI nhIN sI. mYN cor-ijMdf BMn idwqf. iPr sfry drvfiËaF df nfs kr idwqf. iPr bMd krky (bUhy dI hflq buhq Érfb sI. lMGxf muÈikl sI.) KVkf krn qoN bgYr Gr dI glI ivwc jfky tYlIPon BUMJy iswt idwqf. bYTk ivwc vfps jfky Ausdf isr DrqI AuWqy rwK idwqf. muwK icwtf icwtf hoieaf sI. mYN keI lfÈF vyKIaF hn pr iehdf hfl AunHF sfrIaF qoN burf sI.
- iPkr nf kr Xfr. qkrIvn myrf kMm muk igaf- mYN Aupr igaf. Ausdy sOx vfly kmry df vI EhI hfl kr idwqf. jd almfrI KolHI, Polf PflI kIqI mYnUM notF df pulMdf lB igaf. mYN rwK ilaf. gfhk ny mYnUM pYsy ies kMm leI idwqy sI pr mYnUM pqf sI ik sB qoN pihlF puls ny jyb ivwc pf lYxy sI. Aus krky mYN afpxI itp smJ ik Kud rwK ley.
mYN kmry vwl qwikaf. bhuq nIvF afdmI sI. ÌrÈ AuWqy aÈlIl qsvIrF nfl Bry hoey rsfly iKlry sn. ibsqrY dy afly duafly ivskI dIaF boqlF sn. mYly kpVy sfry pfsy pey sn. iewk CotI almfrI Aupr ryzIE itwikaf sI. koeI pirvfr dI qsvIr nhIN sI. koeI icwqRkfrI kMD AuWqy tMgI nhIN sI.
mYnUM sfÌ idsdf sI ik Auh dvfeI dI vrqoN’ c sI. ryzIE nfl kuwJ ÈIÈIaF golIaF nfl BrIaF peIaF sn. myry iKafl ivwc Gbrfht nUM TIk krn leI duafeIaF hoxgIaF. muKbrF nUM nÈy Aupr pRBf vpfAux vflIaF cIËF dI hmyÈF loV huMdI hY. hmyÈF iPkr huMdf ik jsUsI df nqIjf mOq ho skdf hY. ikAuNik jd gunfhgfr dy iKlfP gvfhI dy idwqI doÈI dy bdly qoN lukx dI koiÈÈ krdy ny. BfvyN srkfr Èrn koeI gupq QF ivwc dy dyNdI pr gunfhgfr dy imwqrF dI phuMc bhuq lMbI huMdI hY. muKbr BfvyN afpxf nF bdl lvy, muK bdl lvy, pr afpxy ipafry twbr qoN bgYr ikvyN jIvy? afpxy Kfs dosqF nfl iPr kdy mulfkfq nhIN kr skdy sn. inafixaF nUM Coh nhIN skdy. isrÌ jyl qoN bwcdy aqy QoVHf icr myry vrgy kfql qoN. afdmI ny qF mYnUM mdq krn vflf kldfr bxfieaf sI. hux mYN kldfr irhf hF ik kfql? bYTk ivwc kfly dI lfÈ peI sI. hF Auhdf nF kflf sI. hY vI kflf sI. AusdI pqnI ny AuhnUM Cwz idwqf sI. ikAuNik kOx ies hfl ivwc rih skdf sI? iewdF hI mYnUM ds peI. BfvyN muKbr df pirvfr hux tuwt igaf, koeI nf koeI inÈfn irhf jFdf ijs nfl sUck lwB jFdf.
puls nUM pqf lwg jFdf kOx kmËor hY. AusnUM bcn nfl Psf dyNdy ny. jsUs bxf dyNdy ny. JUT bol ik kihMdy ny – sfzI mdq kro, quhfzy leI nrm ho jfvFgy. dMz Gwt jfAUgf. quhfzy twbr dI rfKI krFgy- pr ijAUrI ny qF socxf – ieh vI doÈI hY. ies dy ibafn qy kI Brosf ey? AuhnF leI gunfhgfr qF Cut jFdf hY. keI vfrI muKbr leI pYsy kMmfAux df qrIkf bx jFdf hY. keI vfrI nhIN. kfly leI nhIN bixaf. mYN Qwly clf igaF. lfÈ Aupr Juk ky GoiKaf. pMdrF imMtF qk ijsm TMzf ho jfxf sI. mYnUM iKafl afieaf ik mYN glqI kIqI ey. drvfËf bhuq CyqI BMn idwqf. koeI ies nUM pMdrF imMtF ivwc lB swkdf hY. hux hwQ mlx dI koeI loV nhIN sI. jo hoigaf so hoigaf.
mYN bfrI kol KVH igaf. jflIaF ivwcoN mYN bfhr nËr mfrI. bwdlF ipwCoN Duwp ny myry vwl inGIaF inGIaF ikrnF suwtIaF. hF mYnUM ieh kMm bhuq psMd sI. myrI kI glqI? iensfn ny mYnUM iewdF df bxfieaf. iensfn mYnUM ies qrHF dy kfrjF qy Byjdy sn. afm kldfr iensfn dI rwKÈf krdf. pr mYN alwg sF. afpxy afp ijhVf socx lwg ipaf sF. KUn zolH ky mËf afAuNdf sI. kdy soicaf lhU dI muÈk ikwdF dI hY? mYN keI lokF aqy kldfrF nUM mfiraf. pr iensfn ny mYnUM mihk suMGx dI Xogqf nhIN idwqI. mYN cfr cuPyry sB kuwJ iPr cYk kIqf. adflqI sfieMsdfnF leI koeI AuWG suwG nhIN hoxI cfhIdI. sfzy vrgy kdy nhIN Qhu Cwzdy. iksy ny ies kys Aupr jbrdsqI nfl kMm nhIN krnf. Gr df iewdF df hfl kr idwqf dyKx vfilaF nUM lut mfr df kys lwgxf. sfzy vrgy kfql bhuq Gwt PVH huMdy ny. ikAuNik asIN vyKx ivwc afm bMdy lwgdy hF. afm kldfr lwgdy hF. nfly kdy koeI kldfr nUM mfrn leI pRogrfm kIqf hY? myry ivwc qF ivlwKxqf hY. aslI kfql iPlmI kfql vrgy nhIN huMdy. jy huMdy qF sfÌ idws jFdy. iPr ikvyN kMm pUrf kr skdy? asIN afpxy afly duafly idaF lokF ivwc Zwk ho jFdy hF.
AuÌ! mYN iPr hor pfsy qur ipaf! mYN afpxy afp nUM sfÌ krky suDfiraf. bYTk dy bUhy vwl qur ipaF. iPr ruk ky ikhf – awCf kfilaf mYN hux jFdf hF. dyr ho geI- iPr afrfm nfl GroN bfhr qur ipaF.
aprfD qoN bfad sB qoN Kqrnfk vkq myry leI ieh huMdf aY. gunfh-idrÈ qoN qurdf bMdf pCfx ho skdf, kldfr vI pCfx ho skdf hY.
mYN ivhVy dI vfV ipwCy cMgI qrHF luikaf sF. Auh vfV ijsnUM kfly ny dunIaf qoN prdf smiJaf. Auh vfV ijhVI kfly leI suK sI ikAuNik axcfhIaF awKF qoN Ehly rwKdI sI. sVk dI ptVI AuWqy mYN Tihiraf nhIN. afly duafly koeI nhIN sI. jd moV lMiGaF iewk dm afpxI Auzx vflI gwzI ivwc bihky ieMjx cflU krky AuzfrI mfrI.
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afQx vyly mYN Aus hI QF qy vfps igaF. QF suMnI sI. ies vfrI mYN mkfn dy sfhmxy afpxI Auzx vflI gwzI pfrk kr idwqI. aFZIaF guaFZIaF dy Gr KmoÈ sn. ijvyN sfry bfhr gey hox, vYsy vI aYsy guaFZI hor lokF dIaF gwlF ivwc Èfml nhIN huMdy sn. aYqkIN mYN rys ieMny Ëor nfl idwqI ik ieMjx icMGfV ipaf. gwzI df bUhf vI Ëor dyxI bMd kIqf. hux mYN bdn AuWqy vrdI pfeI sI. lohy dIaF lwqF Aupr pqlUn. hF kldfr nUM kpiVaF dI loV nhIN sI, asIN kipVaF ivwc byquky lwgdy sF. pr sMsfr dI inXmfvlI dy muqfbk cwlxf pYNdf sI. nfly jy iksy ny vI mYnUM dyiKaf vI hovy hux ikvyN pCfxdf? gvfh nUM qkrIvn kpiVaF dI Xfd huMdI hY. mujrm dI Èkl Gt. svyry svyry mYN nMgf mÈInI mfn vsF. hux kpiVaF nfl myrf rUp bdl igaf sI. sB qoN huiÈafr hwiqafry nklI muwCF aqy rMgy vfl nhIN vrqdy. afm kpVy hI pfAuNdy hn.
mYN hOlI hOlI pfQ AuWqy qurky igaF. myrI nËr cfr cuPyry geI. hr cIË dI pVqfl kIqI. ikAuNik iewdF lokF nUM lwgxf cfhIdf ik myrf kMm ËmIn dI pVqfl krnf hY. tuwty Puwty bUhy dI vI jFc kIqI. drvfËf bMd sI. jd mYN Ausdy awgy Kloieaf iksy ny aMdroN KolH idwqf. do afdmI myry vwl afey. iewk bMdf vrdI ivwc sI. iewk kldfr vI iewdF hI sjfieaf sI. mYN iewk pfsy hoky AunHF nUM rfh dy idwqf. mYN iPr Gr ivwc vV igaF. tYlIPon hfly vI drI AuWqy izigaf ipaf sI.
lfÈ AuWQy hI sI ijwQy mYN Cwz ky afieaf sF. Aus vyly kfly ny myry leI drvfËf KoilHaf sI. myry hwQ ivwc QYlf sI. mYN AuhnUM ikhf sI – quhfzf mItr cyk krn afieaF- mYN EdoN vI vrdI pfeI sI. pr mItr vfly dI. mYnUM qVky vyKky Eh hYrfn sI. pr AunHy afpxI akl nhIN vrqI. afm sUJ, bMdy nUM dsdI ey ik Aus vyly mItr vflf drvfËf nhIN KVkfAUgf. nfly kflf qF myry vrigaF qoN luikaf sI! AnHy mYnUM bYTk ivwc iljfky KVHf kr idwqf. iPr mYN EhnUM afiKaf – quhfzf ÊuslKfnf vrq skdF? hor hYrfn hoigaf. kldfr qF ieÈnfn kr nhIN skdf. Èwk AusnUM peI nhIN. mYnuM jfx dy idwqf. AuWQy mYN mItr vfly dI vrdI lfh idwqI sI. – mItr nhIN cYk krnf? - |O – afho. iewk imMt – mYN bfQrUm ivwcoN jvfb idwqf. pqf nhIN ikAuN AunHy soicaf nhIN bYg ivwc kI hY. kI pqf soicaf vI hovygf. pr QYly ivwc kuwJ vI ho swkdf. kuwJ vI.
AuP! iPr hor pfsy qur ipaF. hux myry sfhmxy do kldfr sn. dony lfÈ Aupr Juky hoey sn. hor kldfr aqy iensfn rsoeI aqy pOVIaF Aupr hyTF qurdy iPrdy sn. bhuqf boldy nhIN sn. qusIN smJ skdy ho ik iewk kql hoieaf hY. buVbuV iksny krnI aY? kuby hoieaF coN iewk kldfr KVH igaf. myry vwl dyKdf sI. mYN gunfh-idrÈ dI jFc kr irhf sF. boqlF afly duafly zulIaF iKlrIaF sn. gwdIaF vI ijwQy mYN iswtIaF sn. drI lhU nfl iBwjI sI.
-ieQy kI hoieaf? – mYN afiKaf. byPjUl suafl sI.
-ienspYktr sfihb jI. lwgdf iksy ny kfly df bYNz vjf idwqf- mYnUM puls gupqcr ny jvfb idwqf.
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mYnUM drÈn swdo. mYN rxjIqpur df sB qoN vwzf gupqcr sF. myry mihkmy’ c bMidaF nfl kldfr aPsr kMm krdy sn. kldfrF dy nF nhIN huMdy, pr ibwlf AuWqy nMbr huMdf sI. smJ lo ik ies pRqIk df nMbr nF vFg cwldf sI. iewk kldfr df nMbr ੧੯੮੪ sI. pr puilsIaF ny ੧੯੮੪ nUM nF idwqf sI. sB AuhnUM Bvn swd dy sI. drasl ijMnHy kldfr Qfxy’ c kMm krdy sI, sB no nF idwqy sI.
mYnUM keI mhIinaF qoN Bvn AuWqy Èk sI. awj qoN iewk hPqf pihlf kfilaf (sfzy mihkmy leI muKbr sI) dy Gr Aus dI lfÈ lwBI sI. dyKx’ c qF corI hoeI sI. pr sfnUM sfÌ idwsdf sI ik kfilaf df kql hoieaf sI. sfnUM Èwk sI ik iksy ny kfilaf df ÉUn krvfieaf sI. gunfh-idRÈ qy kuwJ dyr bfad Bvn vI afigaf sI. mYnUM bfad’ c pqf lwgf ik ielfkf’ c Bvn sI, qy ryizE qoN EnHy suixaf kfilaf dy Gr kuwJ gVbV hoeI sI. ies qoN pihlf hor vI kql hoey sI; hryk vfrI Bvn gunfh-idRÈ dy nyVy GuMmdf iPrdf sI. sbUq qF myry kol nhIN sI, pr myrI sihj igafn, myrI rucI dwsdI sI ik nmk hrfm sI. mYN ierfdf bxf ilaf Ausdf ipwCf krndf.
mYN apxI glfsI vwl qwkdf sI jd quhfnUM Bvn vfry dws pfeI. jy qusIN ies ieqlfh nUM pVH dy ho, smJo mYN qF rb df ipafrf ho igaf hF. ikAuNik ies Kwq nUM hr vyly Jwgy dI CfqI vflI jyb’ c rwKdf sF. ies Kw’ qc mYN sfrf hfl dwsxf cfhuMdf sF. khfxI vI glfsI nfl hI ÈrU huMdI…
ijs rfq mYN ÌYslf kr ilaf Bvn df ipwCf krn, Qfxy’ c bYTf hrf-jl glfsI’ coN pINdf sI. hrf-jl iewk rs ijs sfizaF kfrKfixaF’ c GVdy sI. Bfrq qF ies sdI’ c bhuq kfmXfb hoigaf, pr jo jo jnqf vwD geI, Kfxf Gwt igaf. asIN hux kyvl ÈihrF’ c vsdy sI. ËmInI smfj qF ieiqhfs dy sÌy pMinaF’ c gum igaf. pRotIn leI lfl–itwkI kfrKfxy Kfx leI bxfAuNdy sI. sbËIaF dy QF hrI-itwkI nUM Aupj krdy sI. pfxI DfxI df vI Gftf hY. ies leI pIx leI lfl aqy hry jl sn. mYN vI pINdf sI, hrI-itwkI qoN bxfky. glfsI’ c ieh hI iqafr kIqf sI. pr jd vI pINdf sI, bulHF nUM qF mwkI dIaF rotIaF df Xfd afAuNdf sI. Eh mwkI dIaF rotIaF ijs myry prdfdy dy vyly lok Kf swkdy sI. ies krky Audfs ho jFdf sI. pr hor kuwJ Kfx leI nhIN sI. ies Aujwz iqRMk dy suafd qoN iDafn pry krn leI mYN Bvn vfry socx lwg ipaf. iewdF inÈcf bxf ilaf. mYN kMipAutr’ c cyk kIqf Aus dI izAUtI kd muwkdI sI. ds vjy df tfiem kMipAUtr ny dwisaf. TIk ey. mYN Aus vyly afpxI Auzx vflI gzI Bvn dI gzI ipwCy lukf ky mgr jfvygf. mYN bfrI’ coN bfhr sfzy afDuink ngr vwl qfiVaf. ibjlI vfly pMCIaF vFg bytfier gwzIaF Auz dIaF sn. ikQy ruwK nhIN sI idsdf. ikQy aslI pMCI nhIN sI idsdf. Èihr kMkrIt kwc lohy df jMgl sI. ikQy bYTf hl roNdf hovygf. kuwJ vfhx leI irhf nhIN. mYN gusy ivwc aDf Biraf glfs sut idwqf.
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Bvn dI gwzI hnyry’ c Èihr dy cmk dy qfiraF (aslIq ivwc AuWzx vflIaF gwzIaF sn) `c Èfml ho geI. mYN QoVHf icr bfad Ausdy mgr cwly igaf. mYN bhuqf nyVy vI nhIN hoxf cfhuMdf sI. jy AunHy mYnUM dyK ilaf, myrf qF ÈrU hox qoN pihlf hI kfrj muwk jfxf sI. plYn AuWqy pfxI iPr jfxf sI. myry awgy do ku iklomItr qy cwldf sI. sfzy ivckfr cfr gwzIaF sn. hfrky rxjIqpur dy kfrKfxy vfly ielfky pfAuNcy gey sI. ieQy mYnUM bwc ky rihxf ipaf ikAuNik hux sfzy ivcfly koeI nhIN sI. mYN irsk lY ky apxI gwzI dIaF bwqIaF bMd kr idwqIaF. koeI kfrKfxy dy nyVy Ausny apxI gwzI KVI kr idwqI. mYN awDy iklymItr pry DrqI AuWqy gwzI nfl cuMmI dy idwqI sI. myrI do-awKI dUrbIn’ coN Bvn sfÌ idsdf sI. mYN AusnUM iewk PYktrI dy bUhy’ coN aMdr jFdf dyiKaf. dUrbIn nfl mYN kfrKfxy df nF AuWqy nËr mfrI.
- nMbr vMx itwkI- Pwty AuWqy iliKaf sI. ieQy qF hiraF aqy lfl itwkIaF nUM bxfAuNdy sI. mYN dUrbIn nUM gwzI ivwc rwK ky nMbr vMx itwkI vwl qur ipaf.
Bvx qF arfm nfl aMdr vV igaf sI. drvfËy nfl do rfKy KVHy sI. iewk iensfn Kloieaf sI aqy iewk kldfr KVHf sI. mYnUM hOlI hOlI vfV GuMm ky luikaf QF lwBxf ipaf. ieQy mYN vfV dIaF qfrF nUM pfsy kr ky bFh lwq lMGf ky vVx dI koiÈÈ kIqI. iPr mYN hwQ pYr pfky vfV cVH ky dujy pfsy pfAuNcy igaf sI. awj klH kuwqy qF dunIaF’ c rfKI krn hY nhIN sI. iPr vI iDafx nfl qur ky igaf sI. iewk bfrI KulI sI. ies gwl ny myrI awK PVH leI sI. mYN afly duafly dyiKaf. hfly iksy nUM nhIN pqf lwgf ik mYN AulMGxf kIqI sI. iewk bksy nUM kMD nfl GVIs ky bfrI Qwly itwkf idwqf. Aus qy cVH ky bfrI ivwcoN vV igaf. BMzfr sI. mYN hOlI hOlI awgy igaf. puls df aPsr mYN Bfvy hovygf, pr myry koly muKqfrnfmf- vfrMt aMdr vVx leI nhIN sI. kfnUn dy nËr’ c mYN qF cor sI. BMzfr df bUhf KolH ky aMdr dyiKaf sI. mYN koeI QVHy dy nfl sI. hyTF mYnUM kfrKfxy dIaF mÈInF ids dIaF sn. mYnUM Bvn vI qurdf ids igaf. mYN Ausdf ipwCf kIqf, pr hmyÈf Auprly QVHy AuWqy irhf. kubf ho ky qurdf sI. iPr Zox vflI vwdrI ny myrI awK PVH leI. Ehdy Aupr lfl itwkIaF sn.
mYN soicaf jy mYN vwDrI dy pMD dy iKlfÌ jfvf, mYnUM ids jfvygf lfl itwkI iks cIË qoN bxfAuNdy ny. Bvn qF ieQy mfilk nUM hI imlx afieaf hovygf. Byq qF bfad vI kwZ lfvygf. myrI Auqsukqf ny lfl itwkI dy sroq vwl lY geI. Aupr qoN mYnUM keI kldfr kMm krdy idsdy sI. Èihr ivwc bykfrI hYN, pr ieh awg lfxy mÈInI mfnvF ny sB dy nOkrIaF Koh leIaF! Jd mYN sroq vwl pfAuNicaf, mYN qF iewk dm hYrfn hoigaf sI. lfl itwkI swc muwc mfs dI bxfeI sI. sMsfr awgy nflo KflI sI. koeI BYz, gF jF sUr dnIaF ivwc nhIN sI. iensfnF ny sfry KF ley. hux myry sfhmxy kldfr iksy hor srIr df kqlfm krdf sI. kldfr ksfeI ipMizaF dy tukVy tukVy bxfAuNdf sI. iensfnF dy tukVy!
mYnUM AultI af geI sI. kuÈ dyr leI koeI gwl suJI nhIN. lMby lMby sfh Bry. ieh kfrKfxf qF srkfr df sI. mYN EnHF nUM kuwJ nhIN kih skdf. mYN soicaf Bvn df ipwCf kr ky hor kuwJ hovygf, pr gwl qF hor hI inkl geI! hux kI krUgf? myry nYx dy sfhmxy iewk kldfr ny koeI bMdy dI loQ dy srIr’ c tokf mfiraf. myrf jI kIqf AusnUM BMx dyvf. pr mYN sfh Br ky hor ÌYslf bxfilaf. mYN kfrKfxy dy dPqr’ c vV igaf sI. bhuqf dyr nhIN lwigaf AusnUM lBx. bfrI’ coN aMdr bfhr idsdf sI. bfhr rfKy qurdy iPrdy sI. jd lMG gey, mYN kMipAUtr cwlf idwqy. qyj kMm krnf ipaf. jd mYnUM mIt mfs aqy lfl itwkIaF vfry sbUq iml pey, iewk izsk AuWqy koipkr ky jyb ivwc pf leI sI. iPr mYN Bvn nUM tolx igaf. idisaf nhIN.
kfrKfxy ivwc mYqoN Cuwt koeI iensfn nhIN sIgf. rfKI vI robot sn. sfry sfly kldfr sn. bfhr iewk do iensfn hI rfKy sI. pqf nhIN iks hkUmq df muKIaf kfrKfixaF df Ëumyvfr sI. EhnUM sB pqf sI ik nhIN? pqf nhIN kox ies kfrKfxy df mflk sI, pr pVqfl krfvygf aqy jrUr Eh sfly Bvn nUM igRPqfr krUgf. pr iks doÈI, iks cfrj’ qy kYd krUgf? izsk vI Gr jfky prK krnI hY. jrUr kuwJ nf kuwJ hovygf. Eh lfÈF iks dIaF sn? koeI afvfrf, koeI sYlfnI ijs nUM glIaF’ coN cwk ilaf? Èihr qoN bfhr jfky koeI iksfnF jF pyNzUaF nUM jbrdsqI kwZ ky ieQy ilaFdf sI? sB Gr jfky pqf lwg jfvygf. iewdF socdf EQoN inkl ky Gr cwly igaf sI. izsk dI sUcI vyK ky bhuq hYrfn hoigaf. bs hd ho geI sI. hux Bvn dI ihrfsq hovygI. sbUq sI. Bvn robot kr ky qkVf sI. mYN apxy nfl iewk do kldfr lY ky jfvygf. bMdy vI nfl lY ky jfvygf. iewdF dIaF socF mn’ c lMG dIaF sI.
Aus rfq jd Bvn ny apxy itkfxy df dr KoilHaf, mYN Aus dI kursI AuWqy bYTF sF. myry nfl do kldfr KVHy sn aqy iqMn bMdy. EnHy nwTx dI koiÈÈ nhIN kIqI, nfky sfnUM mfrn dI. arfm nfl drvfËf bMd kr ky myry sfhmxy KVH igaf.
- kI gwl drÈn. ieMnHy pulsIaF dI loV ikAuN? mYqoN zrdf kr ky? -
- nhIN Bvn. qyry lohy dy hwQ nfl mukfblf krnf kmlf hY-
- isMg imlfAux qoN qUM zrdf hI hY. iPr doÈ kI hY? -
- kfilaf df kql. nfly nMbr vMx itwkI koeI iensfnF dIaF lfÈF hn. lwgdf kfilaf sB kuwJ sfnUM dsx lwgf sI. kfrKfxf dy mflk qy ielËfm lfAux lwgf sI. qYqoN mflk ny mrvf idwqf. sB sbUq izsk’ c Biraf hY. ies nUM pkV lo-.
- mYnUM koeI Prk nhIN. vwD qoN vwD myrI mymrI nUM vfiep krdogy. XfdfÈ rwd dyvygI. mYN jd qyrIaF lwqF kbr’ c lmk dIaF ho gIaF, hfly vI jIENdf hovygf-.
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kfrKfxy df mflk qyj iqwKf afdmI sI. vfrMt kfmXfb nhIN hoieaf. Bvn dI XfdfÈ imtf ky adflq ny vyc idwqf. nMbr vMx itwkI dy mflk ny KrId ilaf. mYnUM pUrI smJ sI ik jy mYN hux kuwJ nhIN kIqf, Es afdmI ny myrf jIxf hrfm kr dyxf sI. mYnUM vI kYd kr swkdy sI. mfr vI swkdy sI. ies leI mYN PYslf bxfilaf kuwJ krn. izsk dI kopI hfly myry koly sI. mYN qF jfxdf sI ik pihlI kopI gvfhI sI. ies krky EnHF ny qF AujfV idwqI sI. mYN isrÌ ijMnHF’ qy Brosf sI, iewk ÉflI axvriqaf Zfby’ c mIitMg leI bulf idwqy sI. pMdrf hI bMdy sn.
- iPr hux krnf kI ey? - iewk ny afiKaf. myry koly iewk lYp top sI. mYN izsk Ehdy’ c pf idwqI. sfrIaF ÌfielF sB nUM idKf idwqIaF. ijwdF iewk dMm gUMgy ho gey sn, AudF KmoÈI’ c KVHy Kloey sn.
- mYnUM hfly vI pUrI smJ nHIN- iksy ny sB dI KmoÈI nUM Auzf idwqI.
- gwl soKI ey- mYN jvfb ÈurU kIqf, - apxy dyÈ goiraF df dyÈ vFg awgy cwly igaf. pr awgy jfx leI ijwdF prjIvI koeI myËbfn qoN sB kuwJ incoV dyNdf, iensfnF ny DrqI qoN sfrf bflx, sfry sroqy sfDny cUs ky vrq lY. asIN sMsfr leI prjIvI ho. hOlI hOlI DrqI’ coN kuwJ vI nhIN Augdf sI. jmIn’ qy iksfnF dI loV nhIN rhI. kfimaF dy QF kldfr bxf idwqy sI. iksy koly kMm nhIN irhf. lok ÈihrF’ c af gey. ÈihrF qoN ies hVH shfr nhIN hoieaf. lokF dy iZwz Brxy sI. lokF nUM mfs Kfxf ipaf; BfvyN gfAU df sUr df jF kuwqy df. hfr ky Èyr qk Kfx lwg pey. qwrKI nfl tIvI gwzI KulHy mkfn iml gey. pr jnqf vwD sI, Kfxf Gwt. nMbr vMx itwkI vrigaF ny lfl’ qy hry itwkIaF bxfAuxIaF ÈurU kr idwqIaF. sB ies nUM Kfx lwg pey. kldfr sfzy leI, sfzy QF kMm krI gey. iensfn inq inq arfm krn lwg igaf. jo jo Èihr vwDdf igaf, iksy ny soicaf nhIN bfhrly lokF df hfl kI hovygf. jyhVy lok ÈihrF’ c nhIN pfAuNcy jF BIV krky aMdr nf af swky, AnHF df kI hoieaf? iksfn leI hl vfAux leI cMgI imwtI qF nhIN rhI. iPr ies AudXogI hux kOx krdf hY? kMipAutr krdy? hux iksfn dunIaf’ c kI krdy hovygy? jykr iksy ny ies gwl df soicaf vI hovygf ply pYxf sI ik hryk iewk afdmI Èihr ivwc leI hËfrF bMdy Èihr’ coN bfhr hfly vI hY? AunHF nfl kI huMdf? iksfn df sB cyqf Bulf idwqf. pr hux sfnUM pqf. asIN sB no dwsxf ik Auh iksfnF nUM, Eh ipMzUaF nUM mfr mfr ky kfrKfxy ivwc lfl itwkIaF bxf ky sfzy iZwz Br ky ÉuÈ rwK dy hY! Üok byksUr afdm Kor bx gey. ies bfry kI krnf ey? -.
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- dosqoN gxdfsy cuwko! awj rfq ijs nUM ies gwl’ qy gusf hY, ijMnHF dIaF nokrIaF kldfr lY gey, ijMnHF dy irÈqydfr ipMz’ c ipwCy rih ky Jtkf bx gey, myry nfl afky Es kfrKfxy nUM nfs krIey! -. gusy dy srUr’ c asIN sB sI. iPr vI ieMnHf qF smiJaf ik muK AuWqy nkfb pfky bukl’ c jfky kMm krnf cfhIdf. jd qk nMbr vMx itwkI dy Pftk qk pfAuNcy sI, iksy ny izsk df zYtf sfry Èihr dy kMipAUtrF nUM Byj idwqf sI. Aus rfq qoN bfad jyhVy lok AudXog-tYWknOlfjI dy iKlfÌ sI aqy jbrdsqI nfl mÈInF AjfV krdy sI, jnqf Aus lok no klvfrdfr afKx lwg pey. mYN, drÈn ieMnHf df lIzr bx igaf sI. kMm Ehly Ehly krdf sF ikAuNik hfly pulIs vI sI. hfr ky myrf mksQ sI Es mflk nUM mfrn. hux leI kfrKfxf dy kldfr kfÌI sI.
Eh rfq asIN nMbr vMx itwkI’ c vV gey. aYtkI luk ky nhIN, pr KulH ky igaf. asIN rfiKaF nUM kuitaf. mYN qF quhfnUM pihlf hI dwisaf sI ik rfKI krn vfly kuwqy nhIN sI. iensfn dI BuwK nUM htfAux sB mfr ky lfl itwkIaF qoN pihlf hI Kf lYNdy sI. iPr kfrKfxy df dr KolHy. sfry pfsy mÈInF sn. sfry pfsy kldfr kfrj kr rih sn. koeI itwkIaF nUM bYgF ivwc pfAuNdy sI. koeI cwldI vwDrI dI rfKI krdy sI. koeI loQF nUM vzy pqIly’ c pfAuNdy sI. iewk lohy vflf pMjf lfÈF nUM cuwk ky kwtx vflI mÈIn’ c pfAuNdf sI. kldfr ies kMm nfl hwQ nhIN gMdy krdy sI, ikAuNik AunHF nUM afdmI nUM mfrn leI pRogrfm nhIN kIqf sI. pr jo krdy sI kql qoN ikMnHf ku dUr ey?
bs sfnUM qF bhuq gusf afigaf sI. kldfr df kMm bMdy dI rfKÈf krnf sI. ieh ikwdF dI iGrnf sI kI pqf lfÈ isrÌ mfs krky, nfky ijAuNdf bMdf, AnHF nUM lwgdf sI ik asIN inXm qF qoiraf nhIN. jo mrjI. sfzy gMzfsy, dFd cwly. asIN sB kuwJ nfs kr idwqf sI. afly duafly iksy QF kldfr df hwQ sI. iksy QF sIs sI. jd sfnUM quÈtI iml geI ik sfry mfr idwqy, asIN bfhr qur pey.
- awg ilAuxI cfhIdI ey? - iksy ny puiCaf.
- lf dy. hux mYN mflk nUM snyhf ByjUgf- mYN Aqr idwqf.
- hrI itwkI iks cIË qoN bxfAuNdy hoxgy? -
- kI pqf-
asIN QF nUM jfl ky Gr qur pey.
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iksy ny mYnUM mfrn dI koiÈÈ nhIN kIqI. bfad pqf lwgf ik awg ny sfry kfrKfxy nUM sfiVaf nhIN. kuwJ kldfr bwc gey sI. iewk huiÈafr robot ny qF jyhVy hfly kMm krdy sI nUM iPr bxf idwqf. ieh kldfr lIzr bx ky sfiraF nUM myry Qfxy lY ky af Kloieaf sI. pukfr mMgI, iÈkfieq kIqI. crcf idwqf. asIN ikhf sfnUM tfiem lwgUgf afdimaF nUM tolx ikAuNik sfiraF dy nkfb pfey sI. kldfr ny mYnUM pCfixaF nhIN. pulIs kldfrF df qrlf kIqf. iPr cwly igaf apxy toly nfl. Aus rfq kfrKfxy dy mflk nUM igRÌqfr kr ilaf. mIzIaF ny sfry rxjIqpur nUM itwkIaF dI swcfeI dws idwqI. sfry pfsy hVqfl, bgfvq aqy Psfd hoey. sfry kldfrF nUM lok Bvn lwg pey. sfry srkfr dy mMqrIaF nUM mfrn lwg pey. Èihr’ c qUPfn af igaf sI. pihlf qF DnfÌ GrF dy twbrF nUM kldfrF ny rwiKaf kIqf (grIbF nUM vI shfieqf idwqI, pr vwD amIr nUM idwqI) iPr iksy ny sB kldfrF nUM Bvn vrgy bxf idwqy. Gfqk bxf idwqy sI.
Aus qoN bfad iensfn aqy kldfr dI luVfeI ÈurU ho geI. rxjIqpur swc muwc rx bx igaf. Eh sflf kldfr ijs ny crcf Biraf sI, sB mÈInF df mohrI bx igaf.
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iensfn hux inq inq mÈInF nfl lVdf hY. lwgdf jMg tYknflojI ny ijq jfxf hY. roj kldfr POj qkVI hoeI jFdI hY. sfnUM qF Kfx dI loV hY. arfm krn dI loV hY. pr kldfr nfky Kfxdf, nfky sohxdf. ËmInI smfj, kihx df mqlb KyqI sMbMDI, amIrF ny mfr idwqf. hux AuWdm sMbMDI klvfrdfrF ny vfr idwqf. idnoN idn lwgdf ik kldfr smfj sfzy QF pMjfb df aDIn krygf. myry mn dy iksy KuMjy hl cVkf roNdy ny. myry pwKpfq ny ieh hfl ilaFdf ey? myrI hrkq ny? ik Eh mflk ijMnHy, ipMzF dy ielfikaF’ coN ipMzUaF nUM Kqm krky Èihr vfilaF leI mIt bxfieaf? ik iensfn ny DrqI nUM, sMsfr nUM prjIvI vFg bflx kwZ ky ies kflXug nUM apxy AuWqy ilaFdf?
hux qF mOq qwk roj lVdy ny. BuwK nfl koeI afdmI mfxsKfx bx jFdy ny. pqf nhIN duÈmn hux kldfr hY ik jyhVf bMdf nfl KiVHaf BuwK nfl myry vwl qfVdf.
jy qusIN ieh Kwq pVH rih ho, smJoN mYN qF mr igaf. hux qusIN koeI rfh bwcoN.
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