jdoN mYN ieMdrf gFDI srkfr dy qÉq nUM ‘AultfAux dI ÈfijÈ’ rcI.
- ajmyr isMG aOlK (98155-75495)

gwl 1975 dy AuhnF idnF dI hY jdoN ieMdrf gFDI ny sfry ihMdosqfn ivwc aYmrjMsI lf ky sfry lokF dI Ëbfn bMd kr idwqI sI. AuhnF idn ivwc iewk idn sfzy Èihr mfnsf dI koqvflI df iewk ey[ aYs[ afeI[ , ijsdf nF divMdr Èrmf sI, myry Gr afieaf qy af ky mYNnUM kihx lwgf, “pRoPYsr sfihb quhfzy qy zI[ pI[ sfihb dy vfrMt ny. mYN arYst krn afieaf hF quhfnUM.’ mYNnUM afpxI igRPqfrI df pihlF hI ÈMkf sI, ies leI mYN ikhf, “TIk aY jI. clo, lY clo.’ myrf AuWqr sux ky Auh kihxf lwgf, “aYzI kfhlI vI koeI nI. jy qusIN iksy nUM kihxf-khfAuxYN, qF byÈk kih-khf lAu. afQxy koqvflI af jfxf. mYNnUM Qozy `qy ivÈvfs aY.’ ‘myry Auqy ivÈvfÈ krn’ df mYN Ausdf ÈukrIaf kIqf qy nfl hI mYN ikhf, “kihx-khfAux nUM myrI nf srkfry-drbfry koeI phuMc aY qy nf hI mYN iksy isafsI bMdy nfl XfrI-bfrI aY. pr jy qusIN mYNnUM aYnf ku vkq dy idAuN ik mYN afpxI pqnI nUM ies igRPqfrI sMbMDI dws skF qF quhfzI imhrbfnI hovygI. Auh qfmkot ipMz dy skUl ivwc aiDafpkf aY qy Gr iqMn ku vjy phuMcygI.’ Tfxydfr kihxf lwgf, “TIk aY jd quhfzI imisË af geI qF qusIN Tfxy af jfxf.’ kih ky Auh cilaf igaf.
afQxyN 3 ku vjy jd myrI pqnI mnjIq sfzI awT ku sfl dI DI krnI (pUrf nf supndIp) smyq skUloN Gr afeI qF mYN afpxI igRPqfrI dI sfrI gwl AusnUM dws idwqI. mnjIq df mn qF Audfs hoieaf pr Auh GbrfeI nhIN. myry vFg AuhnUM vI ieh AumId sI ik iksy-nf-iksy idn ieh ‘Bfxf’ vrqxf hI sI, jy awj vrq hI igaf hY qF axhoxI vflI ikhVI gwl sI? mnjIq ny GbrfAux dI QF AuÜtf myrf hOslf vDfAux dy ierfdy nfl mYNnUM ikhf, “koeI gwl nI, iehdf qF afpF nUM pqf hI sI. pr hux qusIN idl nf CwizAu. mYN krUM ijhVf myry koloN ho sikaf!’ mnjIq ivwc iewk isPq kmfl dI hY ik AuNj BfvyN Auh Gr dI kbIldfr dy mfmilaF ivcN myrI tokf-tfkI krdI hI rihMdI hY pr jdoN kdy vI myry `qy koeI ibpqf afeI qF Aus smyN Ausny sdf ÈINhxI bx ky myrf sfQ idwqf. awj kwlH afpxI kYNsr dI ibmfrI durfn jy Auh mYNnUM ipMgly bxy nUM cuwk ky leIN nf iPrdI qF mYN qF mMjy `qy pY ky hI mOq nUM afp swdf dy dyxf sI.
koqvflI sfzy krfey dy Gr qoN pMjfh ku krmF Auqy sI qy afQxy pMj ku vjy mYN AuQy jf hfËr hoieaf. myry nfl myry kulIg sfzy kflj dI zI[ pI[ eI[ mwGr isMG dy vI vrMt sn. Auh myry phuMcx qoN pihlF hI afieaf bYTf sI. ies qrHF dy mfmly ivwc Tfxy jfx df myrf ieh pihlf qjrbf sI. mYN socdf sI ik sfnUM jFidaF nUM hI hvflfq ivwc bMd kr idwqf jfvygf. pr divMdr Èrmf ny iewk inMm hyT rwKIaF iqLMn-cfr lwkV dIaF kursIaF vwl ieÈfrf kridaF sfnUM ikhf, “ahu kursIaF Auqy arfm nfl bYT jfAu pRoPYsr sfihb.’ asIN hrfn ijhy hoey kursIaF Auqy jf bYTy. kursIaF Auqy bYT ky gwlF kridaF mwGr isMG ny mYNnUM dwisaf, “mYN qF afpdy bcfa df kr afieaYN jugfV. vwD qoN vwD rfq kwtUM Tfxy ivc. ikhf qF mYN qyry bfry vI aY pr jy qyry qoN afp vI koeI jugfV huMdY qF kr-lY. nhIN qYnUM pqf eI aY beI jylH dIaF rotIaF KfxIaF bhuq aOKIaF huMdI aYN!’ mYN afiKaf, “mwGr isMaF, bfeI qUM qF qgVYN GroN, jmIn-jfiedfd aflf bMdYN, phuMc vI hoAU koeI qyrI. pr qYnUM pqf aY mYN qF jmF nMg aYN Brfvf. mYN jugfV ikvyN qy ikdF kr skdYN?’ pr ‘jugfV krn’ dI jugq vI mYNnUM mwGr isMG ny hI dwsI. Auh mYNnUM kihMdf, “qUM drÈn nUM kih-KF! Auh zI[ aYs[ pI[ mfn df lMgotIaf Xfr aY! qYnUM afp vI jfxdY mfn. ikMny vfr[ qF[ [ ! ?’
hux qwk ieh gwl myry idmfg ivwc hI nhIN sI vVI. mfnsf df zI[ aYs[ pI[ mfn myry iewk dosq mfstr drÈn isMG df aYm[ ey[ vyly df jmfqI sI qy iesy kr ky Ausdf dosq vI sI. drÈn isMG dy Gr bYT ky iewko-do vfr drÈn qy mfn nfl mYN vI dfrU-ipaflf sFJf kIqf sI. ‘vfh Auie ajmyr isMaF! afh qF gwl bxI hI peIaY!’ pr nfl hI ieh gwl vI idmfg ivwc afeI ik ieh ikhVf aPIm-dfrU df kys aY beI mfn Cz-dU! ieh qF Dur AuqoN vrMt afey ny, mfn bcfrf iehdy `c kI krU! ?’ pr koiÈÈ krn ivwc vI kI hrj aY? jy sfD muMzf nI idAU qF qVfgI qF nI koly rwK-lU? soc ky mYN afpxy dosq drÈn isMG vfly trYk `qy apxI akl dy GoVy duVfAuxy ÈurU kr idwqy. iehnF dOVdy GoiVaF df ‘kI bixaf qy kI nhIN bixaf’, ieh gwl qF mYN bfd ivwc dwsFgf pr pihlF ieh sux lvo ik mYNnUM igRPqfr krn df kfrn kI sI?
mYNnUM igHPqfr ies leI kIqf igaf sI ikAuNik styt qy AusdI srkfr dIaF nËrF ivwc mYN iewk ‘nkslvfVIaf’ sI. qy jy mYN ‘nkslvfVIaf’ sI qF spwÈt hY mYN styt leI iewk ‘Éqrnfk bMdf’ vI sI. ‘Éqrnfk nkslvfVIaf’ mYN ikvyN sI? styt jF iesdI srkfr ny qF pqf nhIN ikhVy-ikhVy afDfrF `qy ieh gOrvmeI pdvI mYNnUM ‘bÉÈI’ sI pr ijhVy kfrn mYNnUM afp Éud nUM nËr afAuNdy hn, Auh mYN afpxy pfTkF nfl ËrUr sFJy kr lYNdf hF.
sfl 1967 ivwc jdoN ihMdusqfn ivwc nkslI lihr ny ihMdusqfn ivwc afpxf isr cuwikaf qF Aus smyN ihMdusqfn dy hor anykF pVHy-ilKy, aD-pVH qy anpVH nOjvfnF dI qrHF mYN vI ies lihr dy prBfv dI jkV ivwc af igaf. lwKF nOjvfnF dI qrHF mYNnUM vI ies qrHF lgdf sI ik ihMdusqfn dy mËdUr, iksfnF, ikrqI kfimaF dI nrkmeI hoxI nUM bdl ky jy koeI isafsI lihr surg bxf skdI hY qF ieh ienklfb bs iekwlI ieh nkslbfVI lihr hI ilaf skdI hY. BfvyN afpxIaF ivakqIgq kmËorIaF qy afpxy Gr dI afriQk mMdhflI sdkf mYN ies lihr dI iksy isafsI jQybMdI nfl qF nf juV sikaf pr afpxy mn Auqy pey ies lihr dy ienklfbI prBfv nUM afpxy mn dI pwtI qoN rfeI Br vI imtf nf sikaf. iesdy aijhy prBfv sdkf hI mYN AuhnF idnF ivwc afpxIaF kwcIaF-ipwlIaF rcnfvF—— kivqf, gIq, khfxI afid qy bfd ivwc afpxy muZly nftk — rcdf irhf. 1969 qwk mYN afpxy kflj dy rsfly ‘dI afiezl’ dy pMjfbI ivBfg df pRoPYsr-ieMcfrj sI. ies rsfly nUM mYN afpxy ies ‘isafsI mMqv’ leI vrqxf ÈurU kr idwqf. ies ivwc afpxIaF ‘ienklfbI’ rcnfvF vwK-vwK ividafrQIaF qy ividafrQxF dy nFvF Auqy Cfp idMdf sI. ipRMsIpl nUM pihlF qF myrI ies `clfkI’ df pqf nf lwigaf pr jdoN myry hI pMjfbI ivBfg dy iewk pRoPYsr ny ies aslIaq dI ipRMsIpl kol jf cuglI kIqI qF ipMsIpl ny myry koloN rsfly dI ieMcfriÈp Koh ky Aus cuÊlÉor pRoPYsr nUM dy idwqI. nfl hI EdoN qwk myry rfhIN aYizt kIqy gey rsfly dy pMjfbI ivBfg dIaF sfrIaF kfpIaF myrI ‘prsnl Pfiel’ ivwc nwQI kr idwqIaF.

kflj dy mYgËIn dI aYzItriÈp Koh ky ipRMsIpl ny mYNnUM kflj dIaF siBafcfrk srgrmIaF df zIn (muKI) bxf idwqf. siBafcfrk srgrmIaF df muKI bx ky vI mYN ‘afpxf rMg’ ivKfAuxf ÈurU kr idwqf. siBafcfrk srgrmIaF dy muKI dy qOr `qy mYN ijQy kflj ivwc hor keI prkfr dy ‘rMgf-rMg’ progrfm krvfAuxy ÈurU kIqy AuQy kflj ivwc hr vrHy pMjfbI dy Aus smyN dy mMny-prmMny kvIaF df ‘kvI-drbfr’ krvfAux dy smfgm nUM vI iehnF ‘rMgf-rMg’ progrfmF df iewk bfkfiedF qy atut aMg bxf ilaf. ‘kvI-drbfr’ krvfAux vyly clfkI mYN ieh vrqdf ik iehnF kvI drbfrF ivwc ijQy mYYNN romFitk, hfs-rs, afid rMg dy kvIaF nUM bulfAuNdf AuQy tyZy-myZy ZMg nfl iewk-do nkslI kvIaF nUM vI swdf-pwqr Byj jF iBjvf idMdf. sfihqk mfniskqf qoN kory ipRMsIpl qy myry ivroDI pRoPYsr myrI ieh clfkI kdy vI nf PV sky. iehnF kvI-drbfrF ivwc ijQy mYN afpxy kflj ivwc srb ÈRI sUbf isMG, sMq isMG syKoN (prDfngI leI), sfDU isMG hmdrd (kivqf qy prDfngI), iÈv kumfr btflvI, jgqfr, siqMdr isMG nUr, suirMdr igwl, drÈn isMG avfrf, gurdfs rfm aflm, rfm nrfiex isMG drdI, jNsvMq isMG vMqf, gurdyv isMG mfn, AuhnF idnF ivwc nvF AuT irhf sfzf awj df ibhqrIn Èfier surjIq pfqr afid nUM bulvfieaf AuQy ikvyN-nf-ikvyN qy kdy-nf-kdy jd vfh cldI qF nkslI kvIaF Èf- pfÈ, sMq rfm AudfsI, jYml pwzf afid — nUM vI iehnF kvI-drbfrF df ihwsf bxf lYNdf. kflj ivwc nkslI ivcfrF dy DfrnI ividafrQIaF dI cVHq qy bhulqf hox kr ky kvI drbfr ivwc AuhnF kvIaF nUM hI bhuqI ‘vfh-vfhvf’ imldI ijhVy afpxI kivqf ivwc ‘ienklfb’ vrgI lhU grmfAux vflI kivqf suxfAuNdy. mYNnUM Xfd hY iewk vfrIN ividafrQIaF ny afpxI romFitk iewk romFitk kivqf suxfAuNdy iÈv kumfr btflvI nUM ivckfroN rok ky AusnUM Auh kivqf suxfAux leI mËbUr kr idwqf sI ijhVI Ausny bËurg nkslI nyqf bfbf bUJf isMG dI ÈhIdI nUM muK rwK ky ilKI sI. iesy qrHF hI iewk vfr surjIq pfqr (jdoN Auh ajy pMjfbI XUnIvristI ivwc ividafrQI hI sI), ny muMizaF dy qwqy qfa nUM BFpidaF nkslvfd nfl iswDy-aiswDy ZMg nfl juVI iewk aijhI qukbMdI suxfeI sI ijhVI Ausny (Èfied) AuNj hI afpxy XfrF-imwqrF dI mihPl ivwc Èugl vjoN suxfAux leI NjoVI sI. pr nkslI kivqf hox df BulyKf pfAux kr ky ividafQIaF ny iehdI vI pUrI ‘vfh-vfh’ kIqI sI. 1969 ivwc surjIq pfqr dI ies kivqf iewk bMd qF mYNnUM awj 39 sflF bfd vI Xfd hY. jy mYN nhIN Buldf qF Auh bMd ies prkfr sI:
gwqy dI qlvfr.
iewk golI myry
nkslvfVIaF mfrI
iewk mfrI srkfr!
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kflj ivwc mYN iewk hor vI ‘nkslIaf kfrj’ inBfAuNdf sI. sMn 1967 qoN 1972-73 qwk sfzy kflj ivwc pMjfb stUzYNts XUnIan df bVf bol-bflf sI. kflj ivwc ipRMsIpl qy Aus nfl lgdf kflj lYkcrrF df iewk vwzf tolf XUnIan dy ividafrQIaF dy hmyÈF iÉlfP rihMdf sI. bs iewk mYN qy myry nfl dosqI dy nfqy pRoPYsr mwGr isMG zI[ pI[ eI[ hI kflj ivwc AuhnF nfl huMdI iksy vDIkI ivruwD zt ky KVHdy sI. iewk do hor pRoPYsr dbvIN ijhI afvfË ivwc vI kdy-kdy sfzy nfl af KVHdy sI. bfkI sfrf stfP ipRMsIpl qy prbMDk kmytI dI ipwT Auqy huMdf sI. jd kdy ipRMsIpl qy AusdI hF ivwc hF Brn vfly pRoPYsrF ny XUnIan vfly iksy ividafrQI jF ividafrQIaF dy smUh nUM iksy bhfny koeI ÈËf dyx dI gwl stfP-mIitMg ivwc ivcfr leI ilafAuxI qF mYN Ausdf pUrf ivroD krdf. XUnIan dy ividafrQIaF nUM bcfAux leI mYN AuhnF Auqy lfey gey doÈF dy mukfbly AuhnF ‘kfikaF’ dIaF krqUqF dy icwTy stfP mIitMg ivwc KolHx lwg pYNddf ijMnHF nUM vwzIaF-vwzIaF glqIaF krn Auqy vI kdy koeI ÈËf nhIN sI idwqI geI. mYN dlIl idMdf, “jy iehnF ividafrQIaF nUM ÈËf dyxI aY, qF pihlF AuhnF ividafrQIaF ( ‘kfikaF’ ) nUM idAu ijMnHF ny kflj ivwc koeI-nf-koeI guMzfgrdI krdy hI rihMdy aY!’ myrI ies soc qy pYNqVy sdkf ijQy mYN kflj mYnyjmYNt qy ipRMsIpl dIaF awKF ivwc iewk pUrf nkslIaf bx cuwkf sI AuQy nkslI qy afm ividafrQIaF ivwc myry ipafr qy siqkfr ivwc vfhvf vfDf ho irhf sI. pMjfb stUzYNts XUnIan vfly qF mYNnUM smJdy hI ‘afpxf bMdf’ sn. 1969 ivwc myry kflj ivwc pMjfb stUzYNts XUnIan dI agvfeI hyT pUry cfr mhIinaF dI iewk lMmI hVqfl cwlI. kflj dI prbMDk kmytI, ipMsIpl qy sQfnk prÈfÈn ieh hVqfl myry idmfg dI hI Aupj smJdy sn hflF ik Aus hVqfl ivwc iswDf-aiswDf myrf iksy vI iksm df hwQ nhIN sI. pr ies sB kuwJ dy bfvjUd kflj ivwc XUnIan dy Ëor nUM vyKidaF AuhnF dI mYNnUM nOkr qoN kwZx dI ihMmq nhIN sI peI. ieh hVqfl pUrI qrHF nkslI lihr nfl sMbMiDq pMjfb stUzYNts XUnIan afgUaF dI soc qy kfrj-ÈYlI hI dI Aupj sI; mYNnUM qF ‘nkslIaF df sYWl’ kih ky muPq ivwc hI ‘hIro’ bxfieaf jf irhf sI. mYNnUM qF ieh vI nhIN sI pqf ik ividafrQIaF dI ies hVqfl dI vfg-zor nkslIaF dy ikhVy grup dy hwQ ivwc hY. ies sB kuwJ dy bfvjUd mYN ies gwl qoN vI ienkfr nhIN krdf ik aMdrÉfqy mYN ies hVqfl df pUrf smrQwk sI qy ijMnf ku myry koloN ho skdf sI mYN kflj prbMDk kmytI qy kflj-stfP ivwc ley gupq PYsilaF dy Byq XUnIan lIzrF qk pujdf kr idMdf sI. qy kflj ivclI myrI aijhI kfrj-ÈYlI srkfr dIaF nËrF ivwc mYNnUM nkslIaf bxfAux leI koeI Gwt gunfh vflf kfrj nhIN sI.
mYN iewk hor vI ‘gunfh’ vI krdf sI. AuhnF idnF (1971-73) ivwc mYN mfnsf qoN iewk sfihqk prcf ‘nfg-invfs’ vI kZdf huMdf sI. AuhnF idnF dy hor sfihqk pricaF ‘isafV’, ‘hym joqI’ afid vFg myrI sMpfdnf vflf ieh prcf vI ‘qwqy lhU’ jF Aus vyly dI myrI afpxI smJ muqfibk ‘ienklfbI qwq’ vflIaF sfihqk rcnfvF hI bhuqIaF Cfpdf sI. srkfr dI sI[ afeI[ zI[ dIaF PfielF ivclI myrI Pfiel ivwc hor gwlF dy nfl-nfl myry ies sfihqk prcy ‘nfg-invfs’ dIaF kfpIaF vI qUVIaF hoeIaF sn. ies qoN ibnf mYN Aus vyly dy ‘nkslI’ lyKkF — pfÈ, virafm isMG sMDU, amrjIq cMdn, aqrjIq, sMq rfm AudfsI, suirMdr dusFJ afid — nfl vI iksy-nf-iksy bhfny myl-jol rKdf sF. ajokI kyNdrI pMjfbI lyKk sBf, ijsnUM Aus smyN asIN nkslI ivcfrDfrf vfly lyKk ‘srkfrI kyNdrI lyKk sBf’ afKdy huMdy sF, dy mukfbly nkslI lyKkF ny iewk hor kyNdrI pMjfbI lyKk sBf vI bxfeI hoeI sI ijsdy nfl bRYkt ivwc gYr-srkfrI iliKaf huMdf sI. ies ‘gYr-srkfrI’ sBf dIaF mIitMgF ivwc vI mYN ivÈyÈ qOr `qy jFdf-afAuNdf rihMdf sI. iewk vfr qF mYNnUM iesdf ‘ÉËfncI’ vI bxfieaf igaf sI. iesy qrHF mfnsf ivKy purfxI qy iewk qrHF nfl mr cuwkI ‘sfihq sBf’ dy mukfbly mYN iewk ‘ilKfrI sBf’ mfnsf bxfeI ijsdy bYnr aqy myrI srpRsqI hyT asIN keI ‘ienklfbI’ sfihqk qy siBafcfrk smfgm (goÈtLIaF, kvI drbfr afid) krvfey. iehnf smfgmF ivwc nkslI lyKkF, kvIaF qy prbMDkF df hI bol-bflf huMdf. kvI drbfr: ivwc pfÈ, AudfsI, jYml pwzf afid ËrUr bulfey jFdy. iewk vfr jlMDr qoN kyvl kOr vI afeI. hrBjn hlvfrvI vI afieaf sI pr aMzrgrfAuNz hox kr ky Auh mMc Auqy afpxI kivqf suxfAux vfsqy nf afieaf. ilKfrI sBf dy iewk sfihqk smfgm ivwc pfÈ df qF asIN do sO rupey dI rfÈI vflf snmfn vI kIqf sI, ijhVf Auh vfips jFdf rfh ivwc hI ikqy iswt-suwt igaf sI. so, aijhy ‘puwTy kMmF’ kfrn vI mYN styt dIaF nËrf ivwc iewk ‘Éqrnfk nkslIaf’ sI.
bs, afpxI igRPqfrI nfl juVIaF iewk-do ‘PËUl-ijhIaF’ gwlF hor dws lvF, iPr Aus nukqy Auqy jldI hI af jfvFgf ik ‘ieMdrf gFDI dy qKq nUM AultfAux dI ÈfiËs’ mYN ikvyN rcI? myry nkslIey hox df srkfr kol iewk ‘vwzf’ sbUq ieh vI sI ik mYN Aus smyN dy nOjvfn nkslI nyqf hfkm isMG smfEN df bcpn df dosq sI. nkslI kfmryz qy myry bcpn df dosq hfkm isMG smfEN ijMnHF idnF ivwc aMzrgrfAUNz sI, AusnUM PVn vfsqy puls ny myry Gr pr myrI gYr-hfËrI ivwc do vfr Cfpy vI mfry sI. pihly Cfpy durfn myry GroN kfmryz hfkm isMG smfEN qF puls nUM nf lwiBaf pr Auh jFdI hoeI kxs Auqy peI AusdI iewk Poto qy almfrI ivwc peIaF rUsI sfihq dIaF myrIaF do-cfr ikqfbF ËrUr lY geI. , ienHF ikqfbF ivwc gorkI df nfvl ‘mF’ vI sI. pVHdf qF mYN nkslI isafsq dy ‘ilbryÈn’ vrgy hor prcy qy ikqfbF vI huMdf sI pr Auh mYN ivÈy- qOr `qy vwKrI QF Auqy lkoh ky rKdf sI. puls vfilaF ny myry Gr dI aYnI zUMGI qy pUrI qlfÈI nhIN sI kIqI, ijs kfrn Auh inrol isafsI iksm df sfihq AuhnF dy hwQ nhIN sI lwg sikaf.
ieh AukfAU ijhI BUimkf mYN isrP ies kr ky bMnHI hY ik mYN quhfnUM dwos skF ik mYN ‘ikMnf-ku’ qy iks iksm df ‘Éqrnfk’ qy ‘ienklfbI’ nkslvfVIaf sI. hux afAu afpF muV Tfxy dy Aus inMm hyT clIey ijQy kursIaF Auqy bYTy mYN qy myrf kulIg pRo: mwGr isMG zI[ pI[ eI afpxy-afp nUM puls hwQoN CuzfAux leI ‘jugfVF’ dIaF gwlF kr rhy sI. qy gwl aYvyN byloVI vDfAux qoN bcdf sMKyp ivwc mYYNN quhfnUM dws idMdf hF ik myry Cwzy jfx df jugfV bx vI cuwkf sI. ieh jugfV mYN afp nhIN sI bxfieaf sgoN myrI pqnI mnjIq qy myry dosq mfstr drÈn isMG ny bxfieaf sI. mnjIq vwloN myrI igRPqfrI bfry drÈn isMG nUM dwsx `qy drÈn isMG qy myry iewk-do hor dosq zI[ aYs[ pI[ mfn nUM imly. mfn ny Auhnf nUM ikhf, “aOlK aOKf-sOKf iewk rfq Tfxy ivwc kwt lvy, klH nUM AusnUM Cwz idaFgy.’ afQxy Tfxy ivwc mYNnUM rotI dyx afeI jd mnjIq ny mYNnUM ieh ‘ÉuÈÉbrI’ dwsI qF mwGr isMG dy ichry vFg myry ichry Auqy vI rOxk ivKfeI dyx lwgI. qy swc-muwc dUsry idn mYNnUM qy mwGr isMG nUM ‘Cwz’ idwqf igaf. mwGr isMG AuhnF idnF ivwc nf iksy pfrtI nfl koeI sMbMD rKdf sI, nf hI Auh myry vFg iksy iksm dI ‘puwTI-iswDI’ sfihq rcnf krdf sI. Auh bcfrf qF isrP ies kr ky hI ies jfl ivwc Ps igaf jF Psf ilaf igaf sI ikAuNik Auh afpxy injI kfrnF kfrnF kr ky ipRMsIpl df ivroDI hoieaf kflj dI pfilitks ivwc myry nfl zt ky KVH jfdf sI. isrP ies kr ky sI[ afeI[ zI[ ny Ausdf df nF ‘nkslvfVIaF’ ivwc dy rwiKaf sI. iewk vfr iesy guwsy kr ky Ausny ÈrfbI hflq ivwc mfnsf dy iewk sI[ afeI[ zI[ bMdy df kuwt-kuwt ky burf hfl kr Cwizaf sI. irhf hox bfd jdoN AusnUM ‘aslIaq’ df igafn hoieaf qF Aus ipCoN, jd mYN jylH ivwc zwk idwqf igaf sI, qF jylH ivwc Auh myry nfl mulfkfq krn vI nhIN sI afieaf. AusnUM iksy ny smJf idwqf sI jF Auhny Éud hI smJ ilaf sI ik ieho-ijhy BYVy smyN ivwc aolK vrgy bMdy qoN dUrI hI cMgI! ÉYr jI, sO gË rwsf qy isr `qy gMZ, asIN dUjy idn Tfxy qoN ‘irhf’ kr idwqy gey.
afpxI ‘ÈfiËÈ’ rcI jfx vflI Gtnf ibafn krn qoN pihlF afpxI igRPqfrI dI lVI nfl juVIaF iewk-do hor gwlF krn dI QoVHI-jI ieËfjq quhfzy koloN hor cfhuMdf hF. jylH jfx qoN iewk vfr qF ikvyN-nf-ikvyN ÉulfsI ho geI. pr bwkry dI mF kd qwk suwK mMnfAU? ajy mhInf vI nhIN sI bIiqaf ik iewk idn divMdr Èrmf myry Gr iPr af phuMicaf. myrf mwQf Txikaf beI AuhI ibpqf iPr af peI hoxI aYN! Aus idn dusihrf sI qy mnjIq vI Gr hI sI. myrf zr swc inkilaf. srmf mYNnUM igRPqfr krn hI krn afieaf sI. Auh myrf ‘hmdrd’ ijhf bx ky mYNnUM kihx lwgf, “pRoPYsr sfihb Auqly afrzr qF iPr af phuMcy. kihMdy aOlK nUM jldI igRPqfr kro.” ‘sfrI gwl smJ ky mYN jvfb idwqf, “koeI gwl nI Èrmf jI, jy AuqoN afrzr af eI phuMcy aY qF afpF cldy aYN. jy bhuqI kfhl nf hovy, cfh df iewk-iewk kwp pI cwlIey?’ Ausdy ‘rwj ky pIAu’ kihx `qy mnjIq cfh bxfAux lwgI. cfh bxn qwk dy smyN durfn Auh kmry ivwc peIaF myrIaF ikqfbF ProÜx lwg ipaf. AuhnF ivcoN Ausny myry rfhIN qfËI KrIdI aMgryjI-pMjfbI dI iewk izkÈnrI, ijhVI Èfied pMjfbI XUnIvristI ny CfpI sI, bfhr kwZ leI qy Aus aMdr ingfh-ijhI mfrn lwg ipaf. jd cfh afeI qoN asIN dovy cfh pIx lwgy qF Auh mYNnUM kihx lwgf, “pRoPYsr sfihb, jy ieËfjq hovy qF mYN ieh izkÈnrI lY jfvF? myrI lVkI dsvIN ivwc pVHdI aY, Auh aMgryjI ivwc … .’
Auh ‘bcfrf’ myry nfl aYnI Bl-mfxsI vrq irhf sI, qF mYN aYnI ku ‘diraf-idlI’ vI nhIN sI vrq skdf? mYN ‘ÉuÈI-ÉuÈI’ hF kr idwqI. cfh pIx qoN bfd mYN Tfxy jfx leI Aus nfl qurn vfsqy iqafr ho igaf. pr Èrmf mYNnUM kihx lwgf, “koeI gwl nI, qusIN awDy ku GMty bfd arfm nfl af jfxf.’ dyiKaf, ikMnf ‘nyk’ qy ‘ÈrIP’ bMdf smJdy sI Tfxy vfly mYnUM! Tfxydfr Èrmf dy khy muqfibk awDy ku GMty bfd jd Tfxy nUM qurn lwigaf qF mYN mnjIq nUM ikhf, “aYvyN dusihrf Érfb nf krIN afpxf! krnI nUM dusihrf ËrUr ivKf ky ilafvIN! imiTafeI vI KfieE rwj ky!’ mnjIq nUM ieh ‘nsIhq’ dy ky mYN Tfxy clf igaf. Tfxy phuMc ky iewk idRÈ vyK ky myry mn nUM bVI ÉuÈI hoeI. AuQy myry kflj dI prbMDk kmytI dy mIq prDfn df muMzf vI puls ny PV ky ilaFdf hoieaf sI. sfzy kflj dI prbMDk kmytI df mIq prDfn df nF smglrF ivwc Èfiml sI. Auh afp qF Bwj ky afpxy iksy kFgrsI lIzr dI koTI ivwc jf bYTf sI qy ipwCoN puls vfly GroN Auhdy muMzy nUM lY afey sn. ÉuÈI mYNnUM ies gwl dI sI ik iehnF idnF ivwc myry mn aMdr iewk ieh zr bYTdf jf irhf sI ik jy srkfr ny mYNnUM aMdr kr idwqf qF prbMDk kmytI ny ies bhfny mYNnUM kflj dI nOkrI qoN brÉsfq krn ivwc imMt nI lfAuxf. nOkrI qoN brKfsq nf kIqf qF ijMnf icr mYN jylH ivwc bMd irhf, Eny icr dI qnKfh qF kwtI hI kwtI jfAU. qy aYny nfl hI pihlF hI izwk-zoly KFdI myry Gr dI afriQk hflq ny dVMm kr ky DrqI `qy af pYxf sI. hux sfzy kflj dy mIq prDfn dI Et ivwc mYN ieh dlIl qF dy hI skdf sI ik jy srkfr sfzy mIq prDfn jI vrgy ‘ÈrIP’ qy ‘byksUr’ iensfn nfl ies qrHF dI ‘DwkyÈfhI’ kr skdI hY qF mYN qF hY-eI ikhVy bfg dI mUlI sI.” ‘ies leI Tfxy ivwc jfx-sfr sB qoN pihlF mIq prDfn dy muMzy nfl bVI ‘grm-joÈI nfl hwQ imlfieaf. muMzf bcfrf afpxy bfpU dI jmF puwTI kfpI sI. mYNnUM dyK ky Ausdf pihlF hI Auqiraf mUMh hor vI Auqr igaf. ijs mMjy Auqy Auh bYTf sI, mYN Aus brfbr zhy KflI mMjy Auqy afpxf afsx jmf ilaf. pRo: mwGr isMG ies vfrI nhIN sI PiVaf. Ausny sdf vfsqy hI nf-PVy jfx df afpxf koeI pwkf jugfV bxf ilaf sI. mYN soicaf, “mwGr isMG nhIN hY qF nf shI, myry nfl mIq prDfn df muMzf qF hY. kflj vwloN hI shI, iehdy nfl vI qF koeI irÈqf bxdY. hor nhIN qF gwlF mfr ky rfq qF cMgI kwZ-lFgy.’ pr Aus idn Tfxy ivwc mYNnUM rfq kwtxI ‘nsIb’ nf hoeI. mUMh-aMnHyry ijhy hoey qoN ey[ aYs[ afeI[ divMdr Èrmf ny mYNnUM iewk pfsy kr ky ikhf, “pRoPYsr sfihb, ikQy Tfxy ivwc muMj dy mMjy `qy pfsy mfrdy rhoNgy! qusIN aYieM kro, Gr jf ky GridaF nfl dusihrf mMnfAu. qVky sMdyhF eI afijE CI-swq vjy.’ mYN hrfn vI hoieaf qy ÉuÈ vI. “vfh Auie Èrmf! ieh izkÈnrI dI kfrmfq sI jF iPr kfsy hor …?’ clo, krfmfq iksy vI cIË jF bMdy dI hoeI, afpF ies qoN kI lYxYN? afpF nUM Gr jf ky afpxI bwcI qy pqnI nfl dusihrf mMnfAux dI CuwtI iml-gI! so, ibnf mIq prDfn dy muMzy nUM dwisaF mYN Gr phuMc ky afpxI DI qy afpxI pqnI nfl dusihrf mMnfAux lwg ipaf. ies qoN aglf ibrqFq hY myrI qIjI qy aMqm Aus igRPqfrI df ijsdf sMbMD ies lyK dy isrlyK nfl hY, jfnI ies gwl nfl jdoN mYN ieMdrf gFDI dy qÉq nUM ‘AuÜtfAux dI ÈfiËÈ’ rcI. ies ‘bysuafdy’ ibrqFq df Byq mYN agly aMk ivwc KolHFgf. hfl dI GVI bs ieqnf hI.
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