awsI sflf gwBrU- jgq isMG jwgf
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ieh gwl 1991 dI hY, jgq isMG “jwgf”, nfl tI. vI. AuWqy gwl bfq kridaF mYN Aus dI Aumr pwuCI[ Auh boilaf, “jdoN asIN jMmyN sF, AuhnIN idnIN jnm qrIkF df ihsfb kOx rwKdf sI? sfzI mF ny GtnfvF dy eyV-gyV nfl jo kuJ dwisaf, Aus qoN lwgdY ik myrf jnm 1910-11 dy nyVy-qyVy hoieaF sI[”
mYN hYrfn ho ky ikhf, “awsI sfl!” jwgf jI, qusIN qF ies qoN awDI Aumr dy vI nhIN lwgdy[”
jwgf hwisaf aqy boilaf :
“ijAuNdy jIa ies jwg qy jwigaf! nwk qy mwKI bihx nhIN dyxI[
vfl koeI icwtf hox nhIN dyxf, idl `qoN kflK lihx nhIN dyxI[”
jdoN jwgy ny trFto ivwc styj AuWqy imrjLf aqy lok gIq gfey qF Aus dI afvfjL dI gVHk, lMmI hyk, gTy hoey srIr, sLmly, kYNTy aqy cfl Zfl qoN koeI vI nhIN sI kih skdf ik Auh 80vF sfl twp cuwkf hY[
EprI njLry dyiKaF Auh ajy vI ‘jwgf zfkU’ hI lwgdf hY[ roabdfr kuMZIaF mwuCF, lfl awKF, qy sMmF vflf KUMzf; pr jy Aus nfl gwl bfq kro qF Aus ivwcoN AuWkf hI vwKrf iensfn imlygf; sLFq, hsmuwK, TrMHmy vflf, Blfmfxs[
ies ‘awsI sflf gwBrU’ nfl myrI jfx pihcfx isLkfgo ivwc hoeI sI[ AuWQy dy ibjLnsmYn drsLn isMG DfrIvfl dy vwzy puwqr dy jnm idn dy smfgm ivwc jwgf vI sLfml sI[ rfq nMU hoey gIq sMgIq qoN bfad Auh mYnUM imilaf aqy kihx lwgf, “mfhl sfihb! qusIN trFto jFidaF mYnUM vI kfr ivwc nfl lY cwlogy?”
mYN ikhf, “mYN kfr AuWqy nhIN, hvfeI jhfjL rfhIN vfips jf irhf hF[” swc ieh vI hY ik mYN Aus nMU tfl irhf sF[ Aus dIaF hykF qF mYN suxIaF hoeIaF sn, pr ieh bMdf ikho ijhf hY, ies qoN pUrI qrHF mYN vfikP nhIN sF[
“jy trFto afey qF drsLn jLrUr idE!” eynF afK mYN afpxF ipwCf Cuzf trFto muV afieaf[ trFto prqx qoN iqMn idn bfad hI jwgy df PLon KVk ipaf[ Aus ny ikhf, “mYN drsLn krn afAuxf hY[” Ausy rfq Auh mYnUM imlx afieaf[ nyiVEN qwkx qy mYnUM aihsfs hoieaf ik ieh qF bhuq hI vDIaf bMdf hY[ mYN tI. vI. dI irkfrizMg leI Aus nMU smF qy QF dws idwqI[ Kfx pIx qoN ipwCoN jwgy ny ikhf, “jy qusIN burf nf mnfE qF do iqMn idn quhfzy kolL hI kwt lvF[”
mYN mn hI mn ivwc pCqfieaf ik ajyhy vDIaf bMdy nfl isLkfgo ivwc mYN eyny ruwKy ZMg nfl pysL afieaf? pCqfvy dy aihsfs hyT mYN kuJ vDyry hI grm-josLI nfl ikhf, “jwgf jI! qusIN do iqMn idn ikAuN, do iqMn hPqy rho[”
jwgf iqMn hPqy dI QF iqMn mhIinaF qoN vwD myry kolL irhf, aqy ies smyN ivwc Aus ny myry mn ivwc afpxy leI iewk Kfs QF bxf leI[
asl ivwc mYN jwgy dy ivakqIqv qoN mUloN axjfx vI nhIN sF[ Aus dy sLfigrd aqy myry imwqr dljIq kilafxpurI ny Aus bfry bhuq kuJ dwisaf hoieaf sI[ myrf iKafl sI hr sLfigrd vFg kilafxpurI ny vI, afpxy Ausqfd bfry, kuJ vDf cVHf ky hI dwisaf hvygf[ pr nyiVEN qwikaf jwgf swc muwc zUMGf aqy vDIaf afdmI lwgf[
jwgy nMU Aus dI muZlI ijLMdgI nfl joV ky hI smiJaf jf skdf hY[ Aus df jnm sLyKLUpurf ijLlHy dy inwky ijhy ipMz cwk nMbr 11 (rwqovfl) ivwc hoieaf[ sLrIkF nfl KLfndfnI dusLmxI clI af rhI sI[ vwzy Brf isLv isMG nMU puils ny golI mfr idwqI, aqy Aus qoN inwky Bgq isMG nMU do kqlF dy dosL ivwc PLFsI ho geI[ Gr vfilaF ny jwgy dy bcfa leI Aus nMU nfnkIN rih ky plx idwqf[ jdoN jwgf jvfn ho ky apxy ipMz muiVaf, qF sLrIk Aus nMU ihwk dy PoVy vFgUM rVkx lwgy[ Auh KLfndfnI bdly lYx AuWqy qul igaf[ Aus ny keI kql kIqy qy bfad ivwc zfky mfry[ Aus nMU do vfrI golI mfr ky mfr dyx dy afrzr hoey[ pr Auh puils dy hwQ nf afieaf[ Aus nMU PLFsI dI sjLf imlI, jo ipwCoN tuwt geI[ Aus dy dwsx muqfibk Auh 1940 qoN 1946 qwk sfhIvfl mulqfn jylH ivwc irhf[ 1946 ivwc Aus dy sfQI Aus nUM sLyKUpury dI kcihrI ivwcoN puils qoN Koh ky lY gey[ jdoN Auh mYnUM afpxI ieh dfsqfn suxf irhf sI qF mYN soc irhf sF, ‘Auh koeI hor jwgf hovygf[ ‘
mulk dI vMz 1947 ivwc ho geI[ jwgf pfiksqfn qoN do kfPLly lY ky ihMdusqfn afieaf aqy aMimRqsr kflj kY~p ivwc irhf[ iewQy iPLr Aus ny zfky mfrny sLurU kr idwqy[ jMizafly dy srfPLF dy GroN zyZ lwK df mfl luwitaf[ ieh zfkf 30 jnvrI 1948 nMU ipaf sI, ijs idn mhfqmf gFDI dI hwiqaf hoeI sI[ ijnHF dy Gr ieh zfkf ipaf sI Aus pirvfr dI iewk aOrq, ijs df nF ‘rIvf KMnf’ hY, jwgy nMU trFto iewk pfrtI AuWqy imlI[ Aus ny dwisaf ik Auh ikvyN zr geI sI[ jwgy ny Aus nMU idlfsf idwqf[ “hux mYN Auh jwgf nhIN, BYx myrIey!” kih ky jwgy ny Aus aOrq dy isr AuWqy hwQ Pyiraf[
jwgy nMU PLrIdkot qoN igrPLqfr kr ilaf igaf sI[ adflq ny Aus nMU eynI lMmI kYd suxfeI ik bfkI dI ijLMdgI jylH coN bfhr af skx df supnf vI Auh nhIN sI lY skdf[
gwlF-gwlF ivwc mYN puwC bYTf, “jwgf jI! Aus smyN quhfzf ivafh ho cuwkf sI?”
jwgf afpxI pqnI bfry bhuq jjLbfqI hY[ Aus nMU jurm dy jMgl `coN qihjLIb dy kMZy ilafAux ivwc Aus dI pqnI df bhuq vwzf rol hY[ Aus dI pqnI df nF cMnx kOr sI, ijs nMU Auh hux vI ipafr nfl “cMnI” afK ky Xfd krdf hY[ cMnI nfl Aus dI mMgxI bhuq icr pihlF ho geI sI, pr ipwCoN Aus dy mfpy jwgy dy cfly vyK ky, afpxI DI nMU Ausdy pwly nhIN sn pfAuxf chuMdy[ AunHF cMnI nMU bVf smJfieaf pr Auh jwgy nfl ivafh krvfAux qy bijLd rhI, hflF ik Auh jfxdI sI ik Auh muklfvy qoN agly idn hI ivDvf ho skdI hY[
jwgy nMU afpxI pqnI dI ies vPfdfrI df zUMGf aihsfs hY[ jylH ivwc cMnI nfl hyrvy BrIaF mulfkfqF Aus dy mn ivwc vfr-vfr ieh svfl KVHf kr idMdIaF sn ik kI pqI pqnI dI ijLMdgI sIKF dy afr pfr iewk dUsry nMU hsrq BrIaF njLrF nfl qwkidaF hI lMG jfeygI? jwgf qF afpxy kIqy jurmF dI sjLf pf irhf sI, pr cMnI nMU iks dosL dI sjLf iml rhI sI? aMq nMU drd Bry iewk gIq ny jylH suprItYNnzYNt mdn mohn mihqf df iDafn jwgy vwl iKwicaf[ Auh gIq iewk idn pihlF, cMnI nfl hoeI mulfkfq dI qVp ivwcoN inwkilaf sI[
cMnI Aus nMU 1984 ivwc sdIvIN ivwCoVf dy geI[ ies ivwCoVy ivwcoN pYdf hoeI iekwl ny jwgy dy idl ivwc cMnx kOr dI kdr hor vI vDf idwqI hY[ cMnx kOr dI qsvIr hux jwgy nMU kuJ vDyry gLmgIn kr idMdI hY[ hux Auh afpxI pqnI dI gwl kr ky ro pYNdf hY[
jwgy dI ijLMdgI ivwc afey nvyN moV qoN iewk idn pihlF cMnI mulfkfq leI jylH ivwc afeI sI[ Aus idn jwgf, Kfs sjLf vjoN byVIaF ivwc bwDf, cwkIaF ivwc qfiVaf hoieaf KVHf sI[ ieh sjLf Aus nMU, sbjLI ivwc tfhlI aqy qUq dy pwqy dyK ky jylH krmcfrIaF nfl lV pYx krky imlI sI[ drasl jwgf, kYdIaF dy hwkF, sfPL suQry Kfxy aqy cMgy vrqfa leI koeI nf koeI morcf lfeI rwKdf sI, aqy Aus nUM inwq nvIaF sjLfvF BugqxIaF hI pYNdIaF sn[
jdoN cMnI rfjsQfn qoN afpxy ipqf nfl mulfkfq leI afeI, qF jylH aPsrF ny mulfkfq mnjLUr hI nf kIqI, pr izAUZI ivwc kMm krdy jwgy dy sfQI kYdIaF dy jLor dyx AuWqy mulfkfq dI mnjLUrI iml geI[ jdoN cMnI nMU sfhmxy ilaFdf igaf qF jwgy df hulIaf ivgiVaf dyK ky Auh sMun ho geI[
jylH krmcfrIaF hwQoN kutfpy df BMinaF, byVIaF `c jkiVaf jwgf sIKF nfl lwg ky KVHf sI[ pihlF jdoN vI cMnx kOr mulfkfq leI afAuNdI qF jwgy dy ichry AuWqy koeI Gbrfht jF AudfsI nhIN sI huMdI, pr ies vfr Auh aMqF df Audfs sI[ jwgy nfl ijMnIaF vI gwlF kIqIaF, Auh Aus dy shury ibsLn isMG ny hI kIqIaF[ cMnI zOr BOr ijhI hoeI, Aus nMU ibwt-ibwt qwkdI rhI[ ieMnNy ivwc vfrzn ny ikhf, “tfeIm ho igaf hY, hux jfE[” ieh suxidaF hI cMnI dIaF awKF ivwcoN hMJU prl-prl vih qury[ bFh vDfeI pr musLikl nfl bfhvF lMmIaF kr ky vI poitaF nfl poty hI Coh sky[
jwgy ny dwisaf, “Aus idn mYN pihlI vfr afpxy afp nMU byvs aqy inhwQf mihsUs kIqf[ mYN soicaf, ieh vI koeI ijLMdgI hY?”
Aus rfq jwgf hflfq dI byrihmI AuWqy dyr qwk JUrdf irhf[ socF ivwc zuwby nMU pqf nhIN kdoN nINd af geI[ ies rfq cMnI Aus dy supny ivwc afeI, ies supny ny jwgy dI ijLMdgI df ruK bdl idwqf[
jwgy dy ies supny dI iviQaf Aus dy afpxy mMUhoN hI PbdI hY: “supny ivwc iewk plMG AuWqy icwtf ibsqrf lwigaf hoieaf sI[ AuWqy cMnI duwD icwty kwpiVaF ivwc sjI lMmI peI sI[ Auhdy isr AuWqy sony df mukt sI[ mYN plMG dI bfhI AuWqy bYTf, cMnI dy AuWQoN dI, dUjy pfsy kUhxI rwKky, Aus nfl gwlF kr irhf sI[ eyny nMU sMqrI ny afx ky sMgl iKwc idwqf ijhVf myrI byVI nMU pf ky jMgly nfl bMinHaF hoieaf sI[ mYnUM jfg af geI aqy supnf tuwt igaf[ sMqrI AuWqy lohVy df guwsf afieaf[ jIa kIqf ik iehdIaF rgF ml idaF, pr cMnI dy awQrU awKF sfhmxy af gey jo ik iewk aphuMc qmMnf leI qrlf kr rhy sn[ mYnUM kuJ qukF Xfd af geIaF aqy EDroN qVky iqMn vjy df GiVafl vwijaf[ mYN jMgly nfl byVI KVkf ky gfAux lwg ipaf[
“iewk hvf aYsI clI dusLmx jLmfnf ho igaf,
mYnUM ipafry qyrI Kfqr jylH Kfnf ho igaf[
muJ py af ky lok sfjn JUTI gvfhI dy gey,
Aumr Br kf muJ ko hfey ronf rulfnf ho igaf[”
jylH dy nvyN suprItYNnzYNt mdn mohn mihqf jylH df cwkr lwgf rhy sn[ myrIaF hykF AuhnF dy kMnI peIaF qF cwkI dy ipwCy KVyH ho ky myrf gIq suxn lwg pey[ gIq qF quk bMdI sI pr sLfied myrI afvfjL ivclf drd mihqf jI dy idl nMU tuMb igaf sI[
Ausy idn dupihr dy koeI do ku vjy mYnUM mihqf sfihb ny dPqr swidaf[ byVI pf ky, iewk KLqrnfk kYdI dI hYsIaq ivwc, mYnUM pysL kIqf igaf[ pYrF ivwc puwTI byVI, drogLf sfihb aqy do sMqrI nfl sn[ drogLy ny sfihb nMU dwisaf ik mYN iewk gLusqfKL, KLqrnfk aqy PLsfdI kYdI sF[ drogLy dy vfr-vfr kihx AuWqy vI, sfihb ny myrI hwQkVI aqy byVI KulHvf ky, bFhoN PVky mYnUM kursI AuWqy ibTf ilaf[ drogLy aqy sMqrIaF nMU bfhr Byj idwqf[ mihqf sfihb ny mYnUM myrI sjLf bfry puwiCaf[ myry gfey gIq dI pRsLMsf vI kIqI[ mYnUM gIq bfry qF icwq cyqf hI nhIN sI[ nf hI mYN afpxy afp nMU gvweIaf smJ ky kdI gfieaf sI[ KLYr, awDf ku GMtf gwlF hoeIaF[ mYN mihqf jI dy imwTy vrqfE dy asr hyT AunHF nfl vfiedf kIqf ik awgy vfsqy koeI JgVf PLsfd nhIN krFgf[
mYnUM cwkI ivwcoN bfhr kwZ idwqf igaf[ byVI luhf idwqI geI[ swtF krky kmjLorI bhuq sI[ mYnUM hspqfl dfKl krf idwqf igaf[ myry leI cMgI KLurfk df bMdobsq kIqf igaf[ hspqfl gey nMU mYnUM pMj idn hI hoey sn qF icwTI afeI ik cMnI df idmfg iPLr igaf sI[ Auh kmlLI ho geI sI[ ieh sux ky myrf rom-rom pIV nfl ivMinHaf igaf[ myrI afqmf kurlf AuWTI[ jIa krdf sI ik AuWz ky cMnI nMU afpxIaF bFhF `c Guwt ky ies dunIaF ivwcoN alop ho jfvF[
myrI ijLMdgI df vihx bdlx lwgf[ pMjfb dy cIPL minstr gopI cMd Bfrgo ny jylH df dOrf rwiKaf[ mYnUM mihqf sfihb ny bulf ky slfh idwqI ik mYN iewk klwb bxfvF aqy kYdIaF vloN zrfmf KyzF[ swucf isMG jLKLmI, imhr isMG aqy dfrf isMG pihlvfn (iPlmF vflf nhIN) ny myry nfl rlL ky ies kMm df bIVf cwuikaf[ sB qoN pihlF suwcf isMG df iliKaf nftk “jylH Xfqrf” Kyizaf igaf[ mYN Aus ivwc kYdI df pfrt adf kIqf jo ik bVf slfihaf igaf[ jlMDr ryzIE stysLn qoN myrI mMg kIqI geI[ AudoN krqfr isMG dwugl stysLn zfierYktr sn[ mihqf jI ny myrI bI. klfs lgvf idwqI[ myrI jfn kuJ suKI hoeI[ mYnUM zrfmy aqy gIq ilKx df sLOk vDdf igaf[ suwcf isMG ny ies dy leI mYnUM bVf AuqsLfh idwqf[ mYN zrfmf iliKaf “ksLmIr”[ AuhnIN idnIN sRI ipRQvI rfj kpUr afpxI zrfmf tIm nfl pMjfb df dOrf kr rhy sn[ mihqf jI dy swdy AuWqy Auh sfzf zrfmf dyKx afey[ ies zrfmy ivwc myrf nf bwlI sI[ mYN bdmfsL sF[ suwcf isMG qfey df rol kr irhf sI[ qfey ny bwlI nMU smJfieaf, “svyry df Buwilaf jy sLfm nMU Gr af jfvy qF Bwuilaf nhIN afiKaf jFdf[” bwlI df jvfb sI, “afAuNdy nMU jy kuMzf lwigaf hovy qF iPLr kI kIqf jfvy?” ipRQvI rfj ny sfzf ieh nukqf lY ky awDf GMtf qkrIr kIqI[ AunHF ikhf, “jwgy horIN zfkUaF dI ijLMdgI Cwzxf cfhuMdy hn pr smfj ny kuMzf mfiraf hoieaf hY[”
ipRQvI rfj AuhnIN idnIN rfj sBf dy mYNbr sn[ AunHF ny hr sLihr hr styj AuWqy jylHIaF bfbq qkrIrF kIqIaF aqy dwisaf ik iPLrojLpur jylH ivwc ieho ijhy bMdy hn jo jylHoN bfhr hox qF afpxy mulk dI syvf kr skdy sn[ AunHF df iesLfrf myry, swucf isMG aqy dfrf isMG vwl sI[ srkfr nMU iPLrojLpur jylH vfl iDafn dyxf hI ipaf[ pMjfb dy muwK-mMqrI BIm sYn swcr iPLrojLpur jylH ivwc afey zrfmf dyK ky bVf KusL hoey aqy mYnUM irhfa krn df vfadf kr gey; pr pMjfb dI pulIs myry ivrwuD sI aqy AunHF ny irhfa nf hox idwqf[ iewk mhInyN bfad swcr jI dy hukm AuWqy mYnUM ds hjLfr dI jLmfnq lY kyy jylH qoN iqMn mhInyN dI CuwtI idwqI geI[ ihMdusqfn ivwc ieh pihlf mOkf sI ik iewk kYdI nMU CuwtI idwqI geI hovy[
mYN jylH dy sfhmxy iewk ijLmINdfr dy Gr rihx lwg ipaf[ mYnUM suDiraf dyK ky cMnI vI TIk ho geI[ Auh myry kolL af geI[ ienHF iqMn mhIinaF ivwc jo musIbqF myry AuWqy aFeIaF Auh iewk lMmI khfxI hY[ puls JUTy mukwdmy bxf ky mYnUM dfgLI krnf cfhMudI sI qF jo kYdIaF nMU CuwtIaF nf imlx, pr kudrq myrf sfQ dyNdI rhI[ CuwtI muwkx qoN iewk idn pihlF hI mYN jylH ivwc jf hfjLr hoieaf[ cMnI mYnUM Cwzx afeI[ hux Auh jMgly nhIN sn jo ik sfnMU imlxoN rokdy[
cfr mhInyN ipwCoN sRI swcr df hukm afieaf ik jwgy nUM jlMDr jylH Byijaf jfvy[ qIjy idn jylH ivwc iewk vwzf kvI drbfr hoieaf, bVy klfkfr afey[ swcr sfihb nfl pMjfb dy gvrnr sfihb vI sLfml sn[ mYN kYdIaF ivwc bYTf sF aqy kwpVy vI kYdIaF vflLy sn[ swcr jI ny mYnUM styj AuWqy swidaf aqy PuwlF df iewk hfr myry glL ivwc pf idwqf[ hor hfr gvrnr sfihb vloN aqy keI hor swjxF vfloN afey[ mwuK-mMqrI aqy gvrnr mYnUM afpxy nfl hI srkt hfAUs lY gey qy afpxy nfl hI rfq nMU Kfxf Kuafieaf[ swcr sfihb ny iPLr mYnUM pbilk rIlysLnjL ivBfg ivwc srkfrI nOkrI idvf idwqI[ myrI qnKfh 60 rupey mhInF qoN sLurU hoeI jo AudoN myrIaF loVF leI kfPLI sI[ mYN jlMDr hI rihx lwg ipaf aqy ZfeI sfl ieh nOkrI kIqI[”
ieh sI jwgy dy jurmF df jylHF qoN lok-gfiekI qwk df sPLr[ Aus ivwc gfiekI df jmFdrU gux 40 sfl qwk ax-gOilLaf ipaf irhf[ pr prKLx ipwCoN pRsLMsf imlx dI dyr sI ik ieh gux mOl ipaf[ ies dy nfl hI jwgy ivclf sfAU-mnuwK vI surjIq ho igaf[
jwgy ny lfl cMd ‘Xmlf jwt’ nMU afpxF gurU Dfr ky iewk lok-gfiek vjoN afpxF jIvn afrMB kIqf[ Xmlf jwt nMU Auh awj vI rwb vFg pUjdf hY[ 1956 ivwc Aus nMU pihlI vwzI sPLlqf imlI jdoN aMimRqsr ivwc hoey kFgrs iejlfs ivwc Aus nMU gIq gfAux df mOkf imilaf[ ies ivwc Aus nMU Aus vyly dy muwK-mMqrI pRqfp isMG kYroN qoN sLfbfsL aqy lokF qoN pRsLMsf imlx qoN ielfvf pMj hjLfr rupey dI vwzI rkm ienfm vjoN imlI[ jd jwgf afpxy Gr jlMDr phuMicaf qF rfq kfPLI bIq geI sI[ Auh pqnI nMU jgfey ibnF hI sON igaf[ idn cVHy jdoN Aus dI awK KuwlHI qF Aus dI pqnI Aus dI puaFdI bYTI ro rhI sI[ cMnI jwgy dy KIsy ivwc eyny not vyK ky kuJ hor hI smJ bYTI sI[ Aus ny ikhf, “msF-msF ieh kMm Cwizaf sI, hux Pyr lokF nMU lwutx lwg ipaYN?” jwgy ny sfrI khfxI dwsI qF cMnI df mn itkfxy af igaf[
hux jwgf pMjfb qoN bfhr vI msLhUr ho igaf sI[ gujrfq dy iewk AuWGy lyKk ny Aus dI ijLMdgI AuWqy iewk nfvl iliKaf ijhVf iqMn ijldF ivwc prkfisLq hoieaf[ nfvl df nF “vrxf vzfiexf” hY, ijs df arQ hY: “dusLmxI nMU alivdf”[ gujrfq srkfr ny jwgy nMU 25 hjLfr rupey ienfm vjoN idwqy[ jwgy ny iewk gujrfqI iPlm ivwc vI kMm kIqf[
pMjfb qoN vI Aus nMU bhuq ipafr imilaf[ pRo. mohx isMG PLfAUNzysLn vloN, 1996 dy myly AuWqy luiDafxy, jgq isMG jwgf df snmfn kIqf igaf[ BfvyN Auh koeI sfZy igafrF sfl nirMdr bIbf nfl joVI bxf ky gfAuNdf irhf, pr Aus nMU ies gwl df kfPLI mfx hY ik Aus ny pMjfbI dIaF sfrIaF gfiekfvF nfl iml ky gfieaf hY[ ienHF ivwc suirMdr kOr, prkfsL kOr, jgmohn kOr qoN lY ky “bwlI” qwk sB sLfiml hn[ Aus ny afpxy ilKy anykF gIq gfey; nfl hI Aus vyly dy AuWGy kvIaF, nMd lfl nUrpurI, krqfr isMG blwgx, gurdyv isMG mfn, ivDfqf isMG qIr, aqy snmuK isMG afjLfd dy bolF nMU afpxI afvfjL idwqI[ Auh do puwqrF aqy iewk DI df ipqf qy drjn ku sLfigrdF df gurU hY[ svrgI bIbI nUrF, brkq iswDU aqy pUrn sLfhkotI nMU sB qoN pihlF ryzIE qwk phuMcfAux vflf vI jwgf hI hY[
awj kwlH Auh pwky qOr AuWqy amrIkf dy sLihr sYkrImYNto ivwc rihMdf hY[ AuWqrI amrIkf dy vwK-vwK sLihrF ivwc visaf hoieaf pMjfbI BfeIcfrf afpxy idn iqAuhfrF aqy purbF AuWqy Aus nMU afvfjL mfrdf rihMdf hY[ Aus dy awDI drjn qoN vwD kYst Aus dI klf df prmfx hn[
Gr dIaF suafxIaF nMU sihj suBfa hI pqf lwg jFdf hY ik jo prfhuxf afieaf hY, Auh prfhuxcfrI dy ikMnF ku Xog hY[ jwgf ies ksvwtI AuWqy Krf Auqiraf[ Auh iqMn mhInyN myry Gr irhf, pr Aus ny iewk idn vI ieh mihsUs nhIN hox idwqf ik koeI Eprf afdmI sfzy kolL rih irhf hY[ ipMz df jMm pl hox krky, pyNzU sfdgI aqy inwGy suBfa df sdkf, Aus ny sfzy Gr ivwc iewk bjLurg vjoN, afpxy leI, QF bxf leI sI[
jwgf myry kolL rih ky vYnkUvr jfx qoN kuJ idn pihlF myrI pqnI mnjIq nMU kihx lwgf, “vyK myrI inwkI BYx, qUM BfvyN sO nFh kr; mYN qYnMU iewk sUt jLrUr lY ky dyxf hY[” sfzy rokx dy bfvjUd vI Auh afpxI ijLwd AuWqy aiVaf irhf[ pYsy vI Aus ny vfhvf KLrcy[ jdoN eyar port jfx leI, aKLrIly idn myry GroN quiraf, qF do ku kdm jf ky ipwCy muV ipaf aqy mnjIq dy isr AuWqy ipafr dy ky Aus nMU 25 zflr PVfAuNidaF kihx lwgf, “swuK nfl quhfzy bfl bwcf hox vflLY, mYN AudoN iewQy nhIN af skxf; ies df iGE lY ky Kf lYxf[” jIvn ivwc ajyhIaF gwlF ivwc lukI hoeI Bfvnf iehnF df muwl keI guxf vDf idMdI hY[
kYnyzf ivwc iGE Kfx dI gwl, aqy Auh vI iksy bIbI nMU! ajyhI gwl jwgy vrgf sfdf aqy suwcf afdmI hI afK skdf hY[
trFto aqy afs pfs dy ielfky ivwc jwgy dy poRgrfm vfhvf jMmyN aqy Auh cfr ku hjLfr zflr zwb ivwc pf ky vYnkUvr nMU rvfnf ho igaf[ jfx qoN cfr ku idn bfad acfnk Aus df PLon afieaf, “qusIN qF trFto qoN mYnUM mflf mfl krky Byijaf sI, pr eyQy afpxy ijs jfxUM kolL ieh sfrI rkm mYN ieh afK ky rwKI sI, ik mYN qurn vyly lY lvFgf, Auh kih irhf hY Aus kolLoN KLrc ho geI hY[ jdoN Aus kolL hoey, vfps kr dyvygf[”
mYnUM Aus dy jfxMU AuWqy bVf guwsf afieaf[ mYN afiKaf, “jwgf jI! afKoN qF mYN kilafxpurI nMU huxy tYlIPon kr idMdf hF, Auh afpy sB kuJ TIk Tfk krf dyvygf[ quhfzf jfxUM quhfzI rkm sxy sUd moVygf aqy nwk nfl lkIrF vI kwZygf[”
jwgy ny bVI sfdgI nfl ikhf, “nhIN mfhl jI! afpF ieMJ nhIN krnf[ hfly ikhVf Aumr muwk geI hY, pYsf hI hY nf, hor kmf lvFgy[”
mYN soicaf ik eynf vwzf ijgrf jwgy vrgy “sdf-jvfn” bMdy df hI ho skdf hY!

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